Day 10 - Nawal Ajpuub’ - Meditations on Wisdom
“Meditation on Wisdom” for today Day 10 Saturday 12 February 2022 Nawal Ajpuub’ Cycle 20-3
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REFLECTIONS OF A LIVING TZ’UTUJIIL MAYA NAB’EYSIIL
One of the most important qualities of today, Day 10 Light of the Living Nawal Ajpuub’. I have have been weaved together with all the various forces of Light through the previous nine Living Nawals Days. I am now able to start Living Life in my co-partnership relationship with the Light of Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent.
As I walk into Living Life today at sunrise, I have been weaved with the various qualities of Lights forming my relationships of Living Life as a True Gaian Human Being. The qualities of Renewal are now present whenever I explore the Foundational Core of Light Ritual that is weaving my unique qualities of the Living Light of my First Fire. Through these qualities of Light of my First Fire I am able to explore the Indigenous Ways of Living Life.
I am now weaved within the Flow of Light of Interconnectivity to the Heart Behind Everything. This Light allows be to absorb and to be weaved within the Light of the Unknown Possibilities for me at this moment of time. Although this Light is available to me at any time in my Living Life cycles, my body and mind cannot handle its absorption and weaving if I am not attuned and opened fully into my Light of my First Fire. It is why we feel there is too much energy coming in and we become overwhelmed with this form of exposure. Instead of allowing the Light to be absorbed into my subconscious mind with its proper neurological connectivity in my Brain, I am adding yet another set of wounding experiences into my subconscious mind around Light and energy.
When the Light of my First Fire is opened into its Living possibilities for today, in the Indigenous traditions of the Tz’utujiil Maya, the asking of Rei Pascal to place me onto my path within my weaved Light of my Unknown Possibilities for today. Rei Pascal communicates to the various forms of my Regenerative Light that is available for me. From my soul, to my inner subtle Light Body. Within the Regenerative Flow of Light Behind the Heart of Gaia-the Light of the Heart of Earth and the Light of the Heart of Sky. And the Regenerative Light form the Heart of Humanity. Rei Pascal invites the Great Weaver Yaxper to weave these and other forms of Light of the Unknown Possibilities that is available for me with the unique Light of my First Fire.
Through the Foundational Core of Light Ritual my Light is prepared to accept these various forms of Light with ease and an openness so that my subconscious mind can hold this in its container for future ways to perceive the challenges of Living Life. This is what allows me to perceive the challenging and limiting events, people, and situations differently then others. This is what supports the old Indigenous Ways of Living Life and walking through its challenges naturally. When my First Fire is weaved into its natural flow of Light for today, I am able to crack open the Falsehoods of my subconscious mind while engaged in Living Life.
The Ancient Maya in the Popol Vuh called this living relationship the “Hero Twins-the Ajpuub’ Brothers.” Through the Light that is weaved within me, this Light is the only way one I am able to crack open any and all Falsehoods that I am experiencing. This is the primary way I am able to dissolves the wounded duality energies held within my subconscious mind. This allows the Light of the Unseen Possibilities and the Regenerative Light to fully emerge and to be weaved into my felt sense behind all of my nine senses that supports me in Living Life.
We explore this living co-partnership with the Tz’utujiil Daily Nawals, or any other subtle world forces, because together for that moment in time we are able to explore Living Life from our unseen possibilities by cracking open the Falsehoods of our subconscious mind while engaging in Living Life. Most human beings are not able to engage in Living Life 24/7 without the living support of their inner Ajpuub’ Nature. Being weaved within these five basic patterns of Regenerative Light, along with any additional Living Forces of Light, allows the emergence of my Foundational Light of my Ajpuub’ or my unique Gaian Human Nature to be lived.
Through this inner Foundational Presence of Light, I am able to over-ride or crack open the conflicts and challenges held within my subconscious mind which is influencing me 95% of the time to all things I am perceiving and or communicating. This is why I do what I do through my own inner work each day. I then can hold a pathway for others to open and to explore their own unique First Fire of Light.
These five basic patterns of Regenerative Light are weaved together allowing me to be Renewed today in Living Life. From the unique Light of my First Fire. This is weaved together with the Regenerative Light of my Soul. This is weaved together with the Regenerative Light within my inner subtle energy body.
This Living Flowing Light of Interconnectivity is then weaved together with the Light behind the Heart of Gaia. First through the Light behind the Heart of Earth and the Light behind the Hearth of Sky. This is then weaved together within the Light behind the Heart of Humanity. Take a moment and experience this flow of Light of Interconnectivity that is weaving both within you and being weaved with everything outside of you. This allows the Emergence of me in Living Life as my Gaian Human Nature or my Nawal Ajpuub’ Nature of the Tz’utujiil Maya.
Tomorrow I will explore briefly how this has developed along the way of my 42 year journey of Renewal starting in 1980 within the various forms of Light Behind the Heart of the ancient and modern Indigenous Ways.
Blessings and Love Conrad
Rei Pascal in the Temple house (Cofradia) of the Soul-Animus.
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A Gathering of the Tribe Part 1 4:38
A Gathering of the Tribe Part 2 4:56
True (Gaian) Nature (Sophia Goddess of Creation by Ilene Satala)
This painting was inspired by a nighttime dream that I had about meeting the Spirit of Sophia. I dreamed I traveled to her through outer space. When I saw her for the first time she was miles and miles high and radiant with light. She gave me only one command and that was to Paint Her.
When I woke from the dream I had no couscous knowledge of what this being was that I had experienced in my dream. I had to do extensive reading about her to learn her story. As I began to learn about her story I discovered her ancient name was Sophia. As I painted her in this painting you see before you I began to also feel her. I began to come to understand what she meant for me and other women.
The name Sophia literally means the spirit of Wisdom. Scholars called her the companion of God at the beginning of creation, as it is written in Proverbs in the Bible. The Jewish culture calls her Holkama, also meaning wisdom. She is the Goddess of Creation, depicted in ancient times through a thousand different cultures and stories. She is said to have created the worlds of above and below.
She is known as the Great Mother, bringer of life, culture, and civilization. She is Mother Nature, responsible for all the abundance in the world. She is Governess of the animals, plants, minerals and earth. Guardian of the universe, space, and time are her essential powers of being.
She holds mysteries from the world of spirit, and she can be heard and felt by anyone that takes the time to listen and feel her presence. Her attributes are intuition, creativity and vision. There is no place in which She is not present. No world exists that is not inspired by Her. Her breath is life, Her smile is light, and Her thought is invention. She is healing and rejuvenation. She is fluid like water and strong like water. She has a thousand names. She is the Wisdom of All.
My greatest discovery in researching my dream is that She is found not only in the world all around us but inside of us all waiting to be brought into our life, felt in our heart and in our very Soul. This painting is a reminder we are all born from the Spirit of Wisdom and She lives within us all.
Practical Wisdom of Nawal Ajpuub’
Today we are in alignment within the flow of Light that comes directly from the the Heart of Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent. As the Light of Nawal Ajpuub’ is weaved within us, allowing us the ability to experience the ways we are Living Life to be experienced from the unique Light within us that flows from the Wholeness of the Heart Behind Everything.
Through this Light of Wisdom, all duality, all negativity, all pain, all suffering, anything and everything that is not in harmony, not in wholeness, not part of the interconnectedness of the living web-of-life will be transmuted. We then emerge into the regenerative force of the light and fire of the Light of the Heart of Heaven weaved into the unique Light of our First Fire. Teach me to experience the felt-sense of this belief in the regenerative forces where anything and everything is possible to be healed through the full radiance of from the Heart of Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent.
The Light of Nawal Ajpuub' emerges as the flow of the Light of Wisdom Energy, through the process of Living Life, dissolves and sweeps away all duality. Through the Light of Nawal Ajpuub' weaves us naturally into the unique Light of our First Fire. The Light of Nawal Ajpuub' flows into the forces for the Light of Regeneration and the Light of Renewal. This is the energy of the “heart” behind everything and the “heart” behind anything. This flow of Light naturally will sweep away and dissolve any and all negative, painful, disruptive, and seductive energies. Through this flow of the Light of Wisdom Energy anything and everything is possible to be healed.
Nawal Ajpuub' sweep away all forms of challenges that exist within my life. I ask for the assistance of the other Nawals, Marias, Martins, and other forces from Paq’alib’al (the realms of the Tz’utujiil subtle worlds) to assist Nawal Ajpuub'. Assist me to enter this path of the quiet and subtle inner voice that I speak to myself and to others around all patterns of suffering and challenges that we face.
Bring me the Light of the various Emotional Formative Forces. I ask the Light of Good Medicine to bring together the various patterns of Light of the Unknown Possibilities that are needed for me. Bring me the mental clarity to perceive the Light of the New Wisdom Presence that is available for me today. Allow my body to be guided by this flow of the Light of the Interconnectivity of these new wisdom energies. Sweep away and dissolve any and all challenges that hinder me from having this felt-sense of living through this knowing of what is possible. So today I may experience my unique ways of Living Life.
Daily Reflections on Nawal Ajpuub’
Teach me to experience the felt-sense of this belief in the regenerative forces where anything and everything is possible to be healed through the full radiance of from the Heart of Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent.
Dissolve and sweep away all duality. Through the Light of Nawal Ajpuub' weaves us naturally into the unique Light of our First Fire.
Nawal Ajpuub' sweep away all forms of challenges that exist within my life. I ask for the assistance of the other Nawals, Marias, Martins, and other forces from Paq’alib’al (the realms of the Tz’utujiil subtle worlds) to assist Nawal Ajpuub'
Assist me to enter this path of the quiet and subtle inner voice that I speak to myself and to others around all patterns of suffering and challenges that we face
Bring me the Light of the various Emotional Formative Forces. I ask the Light of Good Medicine to bring together the various patterns of Light of the Unknown Possibilities that are needed for me.
Bring me the mental clarity to perceive the Light of the New Wisdom Presence that is available for me today. Allow my body to be guided by this flow of the Light of the Interconnectivity of these new wisdom energies.
Sweep away and dissolve any and all challenges that hinder me from having this felt-sense of living through this knowing of what is possible. So today I may experience my unique ways of Living Life.
Todays Emotions: Nawal Ajpuub’
- Whenever I experience fear, assist me to enter the mystery of transmutation, so that I may experience my Living Life today from the Light of my True Gaian Nature and the flow of Love
- Whenever I experience despair, assist me to enter the mystery of transmutation, so that I may experience my Living Life today from the Light of my True Gaian Nature and the flow of Hope
- Whenever I experience distress, assist me to enter the mystery of transmutation, so that I may experience my Living Life today from the Light of my True Gaian Nature and the flow of Joy
- Whenever I experience anger, assist me to enter the mystery of transmutation, so that I may experience my Living Life today from the Light of my True Gaian Nature and the flow of Compassion
- I ask Nawal Ajpuub’, teach me and show me how to Live Life from the wisdoms within me, so through your “juice” so I speak inwardly and outwardly to reflect the Voice within Gaia or Nawal Skirmeent. So I may experience the Light of New Beginning – New Dawning to live from my Unknown Awareness through Courage - Fearlessness - Safety - Protection - Strength – inner Calm of Body – inner Calm of Mind
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