Day 10 - Nawal Ajpuub’ - Meditations on Wisdom
“Meditation on Wisdom” for today Day 10 Thursday 24 March 2022 Nawal Ajpuub’ Cycle the Second Cycle of the Lunar Calendar 3-4
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REFLECTIONS OF A LIVING TZ’UTUJIIL MAYA NAB’EYSIIL
Approaching Self-Compassion:
Living Light of Nawal Batz’
I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through my new Cords of Interconnectivity and within the flow of my blood.
Living Light of Nawal Beey
I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through my Brain and my Nervous System.
Living Light of Nawal Aaj
I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to be weaved with the Living Light of Joy to flow through my Spinal Column and all my related systems and organs and all of my connective tissues and joints.
Living Light of Nawal I’x
I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through my re-centered world where I and the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything is weaved together as One.
Living Light of Nawal Tz’ikin
I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through and be weaved together where the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity supports Living Life as one system of Wholeness.
Living Light of Nawal Ajma’k
I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through my unique Light of First Fire that flows through the Heart of First Light of the New Dawning, that always emerges through any form of darkness.
Living Light of Nawal Na’ooj
I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through and soften the heart of any and all parts of myself that emerge within me that support my choices in perceiving myself or perceiving others that support perceptions and action creating judgements, fears, blame, shame, guilt, or any and all forms of dualities.
Living Light of Nawal Tijaax
I ask the living light of Self-Compassion to flow through me so that I may explore my relationship with the Living Light of Courage to dissolve and untangle any and all dualities, judgements, and fears that keep me separated from my Living Light of my Unknown Possibilities.
Living Light of Nawal Kawoq
I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through me and transmute my voice of suffering. Transmute my voice of aging. Transmute my voice of dualities. Transmute my voice of dualities. Transmute my voice of separation. Transmute my voice of competition. Transmute my voice of judgements.
TODAY Living Light of Nawal Ajpuub’
I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through me so that I may now live my life as a True Human Being-my inner Gaian Nature.
NEW TODAY-Indigenous Perspective:
My Personal Road of Renewal is the Renewal of my Body of Light
This Journey of Renewal, is always danced, always communicated, and ritualized in front of the Great Tz’utujiil Weaver, Yaxper. She is creating the weaving for the Heart Behind Everything and the Heart Behind Anything to emerge for this sprouting of my Journey of Emergence in supporting me into Living Life as a True Human Being.
This Journey of Renewal begins within “Light of Renewal-the replacing or the repairing of my existing Living Light.”
This Light of Renewal is being weaved into the “Light of Regeneration-the quality of allowing my new Living Light to be present.
These two are being weaved into the cycle through the “Light of Rejuvenation-the restoring of my new form and shape of my quality of Living Light.”
These three are being weaved into the “Light of Emergence-allowing my new form and shape of my Living Light can enter into physical matter.”
Through the weaving together of these Living Light Energies allows me to be weaved together for my Renewal of “Who I Now Am Today.” I now can be placed onto my unique road in exploring my new Living Light behind every action I take in my Living of Life and my unique ways of contributing to the Renewal of the Earth.
Life is Suffering, but I am not here to be living my Suffering!
Through the 260 Days of the Lunar Living Light of the Daily Nawals, I am able to experience my own Personal Road of Renewal of my Living Light. This quality of my new Living Light is what allows me to walk through my suffering, so I may emerge into my new form and my new shape in how I perceive and experience my uniqueness in Living my Life today.
My unique focus of Intention for this Cycle of 260 Days, is that my physical body may be fully restored at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities. Not to look or physically do what I did in my 30’s. But to explore at this age of 74 in how I look and the actions I am physically able to explore within me as being a Living Generator of Light-Sunshine emerging through my full Unknown Possibilities within this Cycle of the Lunar Calendar. I will be responsible in developing a deeper relationship with each one of the 20 Living Lights of the Daily Nawals during this cycle.”
Today the 3 Creators of the Lunar Calendar will introduce me again to the Living Lights of Nawal Ajpuub’. “Hi Nawal Ajpuub’, I’m Conrad. My Intention for this Cycle of 260 Lunar Days, is to fully restore through my Living Light of my Unknown Possibilities for my physical body at 74 years of age. Teach me Nawal Kawoq on how your Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity can begin your unique form of Regeneration so that my inner voice of the Great Grandmother may be present. Weave together your unique flow of Living Light with my Living Flow of Light of Interconnectivity within my subtle energy body of Light. Assist me through your unique focus of Living Light so I may enter the Road of Renewal of my Body of Light. Weave within me the new Living Light of what I have available for my Emergence. I Deserve to explore each day of my Living Life through the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities for what my physical and subtle body’s will need in exploring, in creating, in Living Life.”
“Teach me through your Living Light Nawal Ajpuub’, and I ask the Living Light of Rei Pascal, so together you may place me onto my path to learn to have a Living Relationships with the Living Light of Nawal Na’ooj – the Rilaj Maam and Maria Kastelyaan. I ask to explore with the other Living Lights from the Living Lights of Wisdom, Maria Na’ooj - the Secret of Love Elder House and Nawal Juan Na’ooj and Nawal Diego Na’ooj. Gather and weave within me the Living Lights of the Wisdoms of the Unknown Possibilities that are available for me at this time of my life at the age of 74 in exploring my Intention as I speak to myself, as I speak to others this Wisdom.”
At sunrise today, “Assist me the Living Lights of the various living forms of Nawal Ajpuub’, to embrace and grow the Living Light within every part of Who I Am in my Wholeness. Assist me to experience the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity flowing through the inner fluidity as I am Re-Centered and Weaved today into a flowing matrix of Interconnectivity of Living Light. I have been re-centered and weaved today within my subtle and physical body’s within the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity of Light forming the pathways between all the organic and inorganic and mineral form. I have been re-centered and weaved today between all plants, between all animals, between all humans, and between all electrical pulses and between everything and anything that exists in both physical and non-physical forms. I am living and being held within the dream that is available for me to emerge from the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities from the subtle realms of the primordial waters.
Teach me Nawal Ajpuub’ in your Living Relationship with the Living Lights of the various Living Light Presences within the Heart of Earth and within the Heart of Sky to live within the knowing that my personal self, my personality at its core contains a unique Living Light of First Fire that is able to transmute any form of darkness, so I may be Living Life that supports every part of who I Am. Regardless of my acute or chronic diseases or pains, or sufferings or challenges or limitations of aging and throughout the different areas of my body. I Am this unique Living Light of First Fire which encompasses the Wholeness of Who I Am. I am not my diagnosis. I am not my pain. I am not my physical limitations. I am not my aging body. There is more to Who I Am at this moment in time.”
Question:
As you follow me each day as I form and Live within a co-partnership relationship with these various Presences of Living Lights, please form and develop your parallel Intentions for your Personal Renewal during this 260 Day Lunar Calendar. I explore each day during this Second Cycle, a self-compassionate way of living life with my life patterns of challenges and suffering around my body. Being Self-Compassionate, allows my inner relationships through the Living Light of Joy to take form and shape into building a natural inherent impulse for my inner cooperative nature to emerge so I can allow the Living Light of my Unknown Possibilities can emerge and restore my physical body at the age of 74. I DESERVE to experience the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through me, so I may return this Living Light of Sunshine as my gift back into the outer five sensory world.
Those of you that are doing one to one appointments with me, please bring forward your intentions during this 260 Day Lunar Cycle.
I ask the Living Light of Love to assist the Living Light of the Heart of Humanity to awaken my Heart, the Hearts of all Humanity to walk through these challenges times. Weave me, weave us, with the Living Light of Courage. Weave me, weave us, with the Living Light of Strength. Weave me, weave us, with the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities. Create my world, create our world, into one that reflects my, our, inner Co-Operative Nature behind everything we perceive. Assist me to take action in the outer world in the ways I communicative to myself, and the ways I communicate to others this felt sense of Hope that I, and that we, can live in a story that reflects our inner Co-Operative Nature.
One of the most important qualities of today, Day 10 Light of the Living Nawal Ajpuub’. I, as have you, we have been weaved together with all the various forces of Light through the previous nine Living Nawals Days. I am now able to start Living Life in my co-partnership relationship with the Light of Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent.
As I walk into Living Life today at sunrise, I ask these various forms of Living Light that have been weaved within me, to weave this with the various qualities of Living Lights forming my relationships of Living Life as a True Gaian Human Being.
The qualities of Renewal are now present whenever I explore the Foundational Core of Light Ritual that is weaving my unique qualities of the Living Light of my First Fire. Through these qualities of Light of my First Fire I am able to explore the Indigenous Ways of Living Life.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Ajpuub’, support my inner Nawal Ajpuub’ Nature. That I can experience the felt sense within my body of the Blessings for the Ukrainian People and the Blessings for all of Humanity in the Suffering and the Chaos that people are feeling. Through your Living Light of Nawal Ajpuub’ you can also simultaneously lift me onto my Road of Renewal. Assist me in experiencing the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities that are available for me, for the Ukrainian people, for all people of Humanity. In your awakening Light Nawal Ajpuub’ awaken the seeds within me. Awaken the seeds within the Ukrainian People, awaken the seeds within all of Humanity to germinate and sprout the new emerging unknown story that is waiting to emerge.
I petition the Living Light of Love
I petition the Living Light of Joy
I petition the Living Light of Hope
I petition the Living Light of Courage
I petition the Living Light of Strength
Rei Pascal place me onto my road through my inner Nawal Ajpuub’ Nature
Rei Pascal place the Ukrainian People onto their road through their inner Nawal Ajpuub’ Nature
Rei Pascal place all of their people of Humanity onto their road through their inner Nawal Ajpuub’ Nature.”
The Ancient Maya in the Popol Vuh called this living relationship the “Hero Twins-the Ajpuub’ Brothers.” Through the Light that is weaved within me, this Light is the only way I am able to crack open any and all Falsehoods that I am experiencing. This is the primary way I am able to dissolves the wounded duality energies held within my subconscious mind. This allows the Light of the Unseen Possibilities and the Regenerative Light to fully emerge and to be weaved into my felt sense behind all of my nine senses that supports me in Living Life.
We explore this living co-partnership with the Tz’utujiil Daily Nawals, or any other subtle world forces, because together for that moment in time we are able to explore Living Life from our unseen possibilities by cracking open the Falsehoods of our subconscious mind while engaging in Living Life. Most human beings are not able to engage in Living Life 24/7 without the living support of their inner Ajpuub’ Nature. Being weaved within these five basic patterns of Regenerative Light, along with any additional Living Forces of Light, allows the emergence of my Foundational Light of my Ajpuub’ or my unique Gaian Human Nature to be lived.
Each day I am challenged by the rising of my emotions that are stored within my subconscious mind around aging, bodily challenges, pain, suffering within me and various forms of suffering all around me. These are all real. But the depth of my reactivity towards these challenges and suffering is rarely reflective of my current situation.
My individual personal and collective patterns stored within my subconscious mind creates the depth and the breath of this reactivity that is present within me. When this is occurring I am fully embraced by my inner Caterpillar Nature. Allowing my reactive emotions and my reactive thoughts to be the only food I am eating as the reality of my life. Choosing to ask the various supportive forms of Light to assist and Bless the emotional reactive parts of me is the first step in order to shed my outer reactive patterns behind my current event.
As I enter into and I am weaved by the Five Phases of the Living Regenerative Light, I begin to stop eating myself up through my emotional and mental reactivity. Through this weaving of the Living Light of Regeneration, this create a living chrysalis around me, allowing me to enter and experience the mystery behind my inner metamorphosis phase. This is when the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities enters and awakens my inner seeded nature within me. So when I emerge through these five phases of Regeneration, I am able to have a living felt sense within my body and eventually my mind.
I enter my inner Butterfly Nature in living from the various co-partnership relationship that I have or will have been forming. Creating a living story of both my life, and the way I perceive the unknown possibilities can create a Living Life for all of Humanity. Both stories will be present for a while at this stage of my Inner Butterfly Nature. I have emerged into my new place of Renewal.
Blessings and Love Conrad
Video Clips for Today - Copy and Paste into a Browser
A Gathering of the Tribe Part 1 4:38
https://youtu.be/emxkTWREjTU
A Gathering of the Tribe Part 2 4:56
https://youtu.be/SWskYhcwLfE
True (Gaian) Nature (Sophia Goddess of Creation by Ilene Satala)
This painting was inspired by a nighttime dream that I had about meeting the Spirit of Sophia. I dreamed I traveled to her through outer space. When I saw her for the first time she was miles and miles high and radiant with light. She gave me only one command and that was to Paint Her.
When I woke from the dream I had no couscous knowledge of what this being was that I had experienced in my dream. I had to do extensive reading about her to learn her story. As I began to learn about her story I discovered her ancient name was Sophia. As I painted her in this painting you see before you I began to also feel her. I began to come to understand what she meant for me and other women.
The name Sophia literally means the spirit of Wisdom. Scholars called her the companion of God at the beginning of creation, as it is written in Proverbs in the Bible. The Jewish culture calls her Holkama, also meaning wisdom. She is the Goddess of Creation, depicted in ancient times through a thousand different cultures and stories. She is said to have created the worlds of above and below.
She is known as the Great Mother, bringer of life, culture, and civilization. She is Mother Nature, responsible for all the abundance in the world. She is Governess of the animals, plants, minerals and earth. Guardian of the universe, space, and time are her essential powers of being.
She holds mysteries from the world of spirit, and she can be heard and felt by anyone that takes the time to listen and feel her presence. Her attributes are intuition, creativity and vision. There is no place in which She is not present. No world exists that is not inspired by Her. Her breath is life, Her smile is light, and Her thought is invention. She is healing and rejuvenation. She is fluid like water and strong like water. She has a thousand names. She is the Wisdom of All.
My greatest discovery in researching my dream is that She is found not only in the world all around us but inside of us all waiting to be brought into our life, felt in our heart and in our very Soul. This painting is a reminder we are all born from the Spirit of Wisdom and She lives within us all.
Practical Wisdom of Nawal Ajpuub’
Today we are in alignment within the flow of Light that comes directly from the the Heart of Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent. As the Light of Nawal Ajpuub’ is weaved within us, allowing us the ability to experience the ways we are Living Life to be experienced from the unique Light within us that flows from the Wholeness of the Heart Behind Everything.
Through this Light of Wisdom, all duality, all negativity, all pain, all suffering, anything and everything that is not in harmony, not in wholeness, not part of the interconnectedness of the living web-of-life will be transmuted. We then emerge into the regenerative force of the light and fire of the Light of the Heart of Heaven weaved into the unique Light of our First Fire. Teach me to experience the felt-sense of this belief in the regenerative forces where anything and everything is possible to be healed through the full radiance of from the Heart of Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent.
The Light of Nawal Ajpuub' emerges as the flow of the Light of Wisdom Energy, through the process of Living Life, dissolves and sweeps away all duality. Through the Light of Nawal Ajpuub' weaves us naturally into the unique Light of our First Fire. The Light of Nawal Ajpuub' flows into the forces for the Light of Regeneration and the Light of Renewal. This is the energy of the “heart” behind everything and the “heart” behind anything. This flow of Light naturally will sweep away and dissolve any and all negative, painful, disruptive, and seductive energies. Through this flow of the Light of Wisdom Energy anything and everything is possible to be healed.
Nawal Ajpuub' sweep away all forms of challenges that exist within my life. I ask for the assistance of the other Nawals, Marias, Martins, and other forces from Paq’alib’al (the realms of the Tz’utujiil subtle worlds) to assist Nawal Ajpuub'. Assist me to enter this path of the quiet and subtle inner voice that I speak to myself and to others around all patterns of suffering and challenges that we face.
Bring me the Light of the various Emotional Formative Forces. I ask the Light of Good Medicine to bring together the various patterns of Light of the Unknown Possibilities that are needed for me. Bring me the mental clarity to perceive the Light of the New Wisdom Presence that is available for me today. Allow my body to be guided by this flow of the Light of the Interconnectivity of these new wisdom energies. Sweep away and dissolve any and all challenges that hinder me from having this felt-sense of living through this knowing of what is possible. So today I may experience my unique ways of Living Life.
Daily Reflections on Nawal Ajpuub’
Teach me to experience the felt-sense of this belief in the regenerative forces where anything and everything is possible to be healed through the full radiance of from the Heart of Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent.
Dissolve and sweep away all duality. Through the Light of Nawal Ajpuub' weaves us naturally into the unique Light of our First Fire.
Nawal Ajpuub' sweep away all forms of challenges that exist within my life. I ask for the assistance of the other Nawals, Marias, Martins, and other forces from Paq’alib’al (the realms of the Tz’utujiil subtle worlds) to assist Nawal Ajpuub'
Assist me to enter this path of the quiet and subtle inner voice that I speak to myself and to others around all patterns of suffering and challenges that we face
Bring me the Light of the various Emotional Formative Forces. I ask the Light of Good Medicine to bring together the various patterns of Light of the Unknown Possibilities that are needed for me.
Bring me the mental clarity to perceive the Light of the New Wisdom Presence that is available for me today. Allow my body to be guided by this flow of the Light of the Interconnectivity of these new wisdom energies.
Sweep away and dissolve any and all challenges that hinder me from having this felt-sense of living through this knowing of what is possible. So today I may experience my unique ways of Living Life.
Todays Emotions: Nawal Ajpuub’
- Whenever I experience fear, assist me to enter the mystery of transmutation, so that I may experience my Living Life today from the Light of my True Gaian Nature and the flow of Love
- Whenever I experience despair, assist me to enter the mystery of transmutation, so that I may experience my Living Life today from the Light of my True Gaian Nature and the flow of Hope
- Whenever I experience distress, assist me to enter the mystery of transmutation, so that I may experience my Living Life today from the Light of my True Gaian Nature and the flow of Joy
- Whenever I experience anger, assist me to enter the mystery of transmutation, so that I may experience my Living Life today from the Light of my True Gaian Nature and the flow of Compassion
- I ask Nawal Ajpuub’, teach me and show me how to Live Life from the wisdoms within me, so through your “juice” so I speak inwardly and outwardly to reflect the Voice within Gaia or Nawal Skirmeent. So I may experience the Light of New Beginning – New Dawning to live from my Unknown Awareness through Courage - Fearlessness - Safety - Protection - Strength – inner Calm of Body – inner Calm of Mind
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