Day 11 - Nawal Imo’x - Meditations on Wisdom
“Meditation on Wisdom” for today Day 11 Friday 12 August 2022 Nawal Imo’xthe Ninth Cycle of the Lunar Calendar 14-2
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Conrad’s Blog on “Meditation on Wisdom” are my personal notes I am creating each morning reflecting upon my focus of how I approach and how I am Living Life weaved within the Mayan Subtle world forces of Paq’alib’al.
These personal notes are that’s, unedited, raw, and at times grammatical, spelling, typos, and long sentence structure fully present. They all are freshly written, edited, and created around 3 am EDT before the sunrises, and are published by 7 am EDT nearly each morning. So they are my first attempts in exploring my inner connections into the subtle realms of the Tz’utujiil Maya Forces of Living Light of the “Ways of Perceiving – Ilah” to live my life through the support and the living co-partnership with the energy of Light of todays Wisdoms. Regardless of the sufferings and the challenges I am engaged with during these changing and unpredictable times within my world, I have a choice to what and how I express as my Life.
Today material does not include my personal notes on Ninth Lunar Cycle. It is update material and images around Nawal Ix below Day 4
REFLECTIONS OF A LIVING TZ’UTUJIIL MAYA NAB’EYSIIL
Over the next few blogs I will review my invitation to this 260 Lunar cycles and see what I have transmuted and other parts to yet to be completes in my transmutation of my inner sprouting to full emerge at the end of the 260 Lunar cycle.
What begins in Nawal Batz’ with the primary Tz’utujiil Maya forces of Living Light that I am engaged with is the Living Light of the Wisdoms within the Rilaj Maam and Maria Kastilyaan. This physical grid of Living Light that is formed through the Living Light of the Wisdoms carried within the body of the Rilaj Maam, not only creates the foundation for the forming and shaping the grid of the Living Light of the Heart of Earth. But also the Living Light of the grid creates the healthy boundaries within my body for my inner Living Light can be expressed through my Microbiome, my cells, and my watery gel structures within me. Opening me to my Living Light of the unknown possibilities emerging from the Heart of Sky carried within the body of Maria Kastilyaan. This Living Light of all the 20 Nawals is formed and shaped by the Wisdoms of the Living Light of unknown possibilities and Maria Kastilyaan. Where Rei Pascal in its inner communications among all my subtle forces will place me on my mat so I may have the opportunity to live my unknown possibilities within this cycle of my life.
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My Purpose is to Live Life as the Generator of Living Light of Sunshine:
Our primary focus as a human being is energy production. Since my first writings and teaching I was exploring since 1980, around the various ways to assist myself and others that we were a Living Light of “Human Energy System.”
Throughout each encounter I am engaged in, I reflect upon did I leave this person or did I leave this event with the knowing that I added more “Light-Sunshine” through my interaction that I was engaged in. Regardless of the challenges and the regardless of the sufferings that might have occurred within me or around me, “Did my words and actions reflect in the ways I desire to me Living my Life by adding more Light-Sunshine to this person or event?” “Did my words and actions reduced the Light-Sunshine within that person and event I encountered today in my life?”
Out First Nations elders lived their life being weaved together within the “Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity” with the Living Light-Sunshine of the Heart Behind Everything. They experienced how this Living Light supported them and supported each event in life. They knew there always was a Natural state of Flow in Living Life as a two legged upright being that was human.
They did not try to find the Light of Interconnectivity and Flow. They explored their living relationship within a living co-partnership within the Light of Interconnectivity and Flow that was always present. This supported them in Living Life knowing how Nature’s inner and outer Light provided for them.
Over time, especially since the Conquest, most Indigenous cultures in order to survive their captors, began to experience a separation and a disconnection from their “Light of the Heart” flowing as a natural sate of interconnectivity between the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything.
When Zach talks about the restoring the Remembering-Regenerative Living Light pattern. This is what I experience on the Road of Renewal in allowing myself to Remembering – the Regenerative Living Light patterns being weaved within the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities being weaved together in the Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity Behind the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything and the Living Light of the Heart Behind Anything. The restoring of the Remembering of this Regenerative Living Light both within me and between us and between me and us and all of Nature effects the quality of Light-Sunshine that is available to me, that is available to us in Living Life.
Remembering is a personal inner creative art form we are exploring. The Art of Remembering each day, and throughout the day and throughout the night, adds to or decreasing the vibrational quality of Living Light held within the inner water within our body. The quality of Living Light effects the direction of our cellular growth. The quality of Living Light effects the forming of our co-partnership relationships within our cells. We have choice in how we live in a creative relationship to the cells and the inner quality of water. Are we adding to or limiting and separating ourself from our Inner Light? Are we allowing our self to open to or limiting or blocking our living relationship with the Living Light of the Unseen Possibilities that deserves to be weaved within our physical body?
Research today reflects the effects our feelings, thoughts, and judgements are always effecting the quality of the water stored within our body which changes the vibrational quality of Light held within this inner water flowing through our body. This effects the direction of cellular growth either creating separation and blocking the Living Light for the Unseen Possibilities from being weaved within our physical body. Or are we adding a vibrational quality of Light that will be weaved within our physical body?
The human cell when allowed to hold the proper vibrational quality of light creates a resonates like a tuning fork allowing more Light from the subtle forms and the patterns within us and the earth that holds the Light that is available for the cell to naturally repair and the Regeneration of the cells within that are needed for the healing potential that is made available to us. This is called Remembering.
Our primary focus as a human being is energy production. Chronic disease emerges at the point of this failed energy production. Chronic disease is never attacking us. Disease never attacks a healthy human cell that is holding the proper intensity of inner light. When there is a reduction and lowering of the Light, this reduces our magnetic fields resonating state of Energy. We are then vulnerable to various forms of diseases. Our natural ability for repair and healing is always occurring, but only from when we are allowing an increase of the Living Light of resonance to flow within us.
Every cell holds a “Creative Force of Light” being the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities that is held within every cell. This Creative Force of Light is what engages the cells “Drive For Life through the Flow of Light for the Interconnectivity.” At lower vibrational states of inner Light-Sunshine, this “Creative Drive Force of Light” in every cell creates a lesser quality of vibrational Light. At a higher state of Vibrational Light creates a greater state of our inner Light-Sunshine. So that this same “Creative Drive Force of Light” creates higher vibrational light.
The Art of Remembering is when each cells “remembers” its natural co-partnership relationship within the Living Light of the Interconnectivity of the Flow of the Heart Behind Everything that is possible. The Art of Remembering create within the cells “Creative Drive Force of Light” an increased quality of Vibrational Light-Sunshine. This naturally motivates and replicates this pattern of Remembering and creating a natural relationship with the Light of the Unknown Possibilities that is always available for each cells unknown potential for growth.
“You the Living Light of Nawal Na’ooj, weave me to grow my living co-partnership relationship with you.
Weave me with the Living Light of Maria Kastelyaan to awaken the Living Light of the seeds of Compassion within me.
Weave me with the Living Light of the Rilaj Maam to awaken the Living Seeds of Compassion within me to explore Living Life with both Self-Compassion for myself and Compassion for all Human Beings.
Weave me with the Living Light of Maria Na’ooj. For you bring forward the living secret that is held within the Living Light of Love that supports both Self-compassion for myself and Compassion for others.
Weave me with the Living Light of Nawal Juan Na’ooj and the Living Light of Nawal Diego Na’ooj to communicate with Rei Pascal. Together your bring the various forms of the Living Light of the Wisdoms with the Unknown Possibilities into my subtle energies that I am needing for today.
Weave me with the Living Light of Nawal Diego Kanon, and the Living Light of Nawal Juan Kanon bring together this new Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities into my subtle energies felt sense awareness.
Weave me with the Living Light of Nawal Diego Puqlaaj, and the Living Light of Nawal Juan Puqlaaj to assist me in the Road of the Transmutation. So whatever it is that is keeping me separated and focused upon allowing my subconscious mind emotional reactivity to be my only experience of reality right now. I ask you to dismantle, to unravel, to untangle, and to sweep away whatever stands in the way for this Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities of the Wisdoms to emerge.
Weave me with the Great Weaver Yaxper, and your assistances with the various forms of the Marias, weave together the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities with the Living Light of the Wisdoms that I am needing today, weave this together within the unique core of the Light of my First Fire.”
Through this emergence of these various threads of the Living Light from these specific Nawals and Marias, creates my new Living Light within me of my Flow of Light of Interconnectivity that can walk me through any and all difficulties that cross my path.
These emerging threads of the Living Lights of the Nawals and the Marias, becomes the foundation for all forms of my human thinking.
When my body moves, these threads of the Living Light of the Nawals and the Marias, is the first energy that is always present to move and express my body.
These threads of Living Light, is what allows the energy that is always available to me to be expressed behind all forms of knowledge. To be expressed behind all form of creativity. To be expressed behind all forms of decision-making. To be expressed behind all forms of advice i give to myself or others. These threads of Living Light is at the Heart that all people seek in any and all encounters.
These threads of Living Light is what is behind the interconnectivity of the Flow of Living Light in my Wholeness. My brain is naturally wired to produce and support this living relationship with these various threads of the Nawals and the Marias and this continually being renewed and weaved within the unique Living Light of my First Fire. Without this renewal and re-weaving, I am incapable of allowing the Living Wisdoms to support me over my subconscious mind historical experiences of emotional reactivity and challenges to brings forth as my only reality at this moment in time.
At sunrise today, “Assist me the Living Lights of the various living forms of Nawal Na’ooj, to embrace and grow the Living Light within every part of who I Am in my Wholeness. Assist me to experience the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity flowing through the inner fluidity as I am Re-Centered and Weaved today into a flowing matrix of Interconnectivity of Living Light. I have been re-centered and weaved today within my subtle and physical body’s within the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity of Light forming the pathways between all the organic and inorganic and mineral form. I have been re-centered and weaved today between all plants, between all animals, between all humans, and between all electrical pulses and between everything and anything that exists in both physical and non-physical forms. I am living and being held within the dream that is available for me to emerge from the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities from the subtle realms of the primordial waters.
As I walk into Living Life today at sunrise, I ask these various forms of Living Light that have been weaved within me, to weave this with the various qualities of Living Lights forming my relationships of my Living of Life as a True Gaian Human Being.
The resonance of this Light of the Living Subtle Forces, and the resonance of the Living Light of the Wisdoms, along with the various others forces of the resonance of the Living Light within the Subtle Realms are now fully available and waiting to explore within me, within us. This Living Light is now simultaneously always available for me, and is simultaneously always available us, in all of the various ways I, we, are engaged in Living Life.
Focus of my Invitation to the Living Light Energies:
The focus of an Intention with the underlying felt sense of Love is to allow the Subtle Forces and Subtle Beings to weave us into our unique Wholeness for today. Each day I petition these Tz’utujiil Maya Subtle Forces to rebuild and to reweave me with both the Living Light of the Heart of the Wisdoms and with the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities. I light a real or an imaginary candle and I petition Rei Pascal to place me on my mat for today. I petition that these twenty-four Subtle Beings from Paq’alib’al to weave me today into my new Wholeness into the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity.
I ask these Tz’utujiil Maya Subtle Forces to rebuild, reweave me within a living co-partnership relationship so that my intention within this 260 Day Lunar cycle will Emerge:
“My physical body may be fully restored at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities. Not to look or physically do what I did in my 30’s. But to explore at this age of 74 in how I look and the actions I am physically able to explore within me as being a Living Generator of Light-Sunshine emerging through my full Unknown Possibilities within this Cycle of the Lunar Calendar. I will be responsible in developing a deeper relationship with each one of these Tz’utujiil Maya Subtle Forces.”
Women: 1-ya Mri'y Bitz'bal, 2-ya Mri'y Ch'ajkeem, 3-ya Mri'y Chajko'y, 4-ya Mri'y K'iir, 5-ya Mri'y Keem, 6-ya Mri'y Kmo', 7-ya Mri'y Pixlaq, 8-ya Mri'y Sirwaant, 9-ya Mri'y Skirná, 10-ya Mri'y Sqaaj, 11-ya Mri'y Xajchaj, 12-ya Paska' Ch'ureeq.
Men: 1- Juan No’j, 2-Diego No’j, 3-Juan Kanon, 4-Diego Kanon, 5-Juan Puqlaaj, 6-Diego Puqlaaj, 7-Juan Tz'bir, 8-Diego Tz'bir, 9-Juan Tza'j, 10-Diego Tza'j, 11-Juan Tz'ruy, 12-Diego Tz'ruy
Tz’utujiil Maya Pronunciation at this link:
https://www.dropbox.com/sh/on62z4447ouoc02/AAD6XlDWfPRcl5bXk4Y0olgNa?dl=0
“If you build an invitation within you, the subtle world forces of Living Light will create a relationship of co-partnership with you and weave you within the subtle and physcial environment around you.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Imo’x, weave me with the Living Light of Courage. Weave me with the Living Light of Strength. Weave me within the Flow of the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities. Create my world into one that reflects my inner Co-Operative Nature behind everything I perceive.
“If you build an invitation within you, the subtle world forces of Living Light will create a relationship of co-partnership with you and weave you within the subtle and physcial environment around you.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Imo’x, weave me and establish the Support and the Order within the Heart Behind Everything in creating the Living Light of the flow of Interconnectivity and Wholeness within me.
“If you build an invitation within you, the subtle world forces of Living Light will create a relationship of co-partnership with you and weave you within the subtle and physcial environment around you.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Imo’x, weave me through any and all fluid systems. You flow through all systems of fluidity inside of me. You flow through all systems of fluidity outside of me. The Presence of your Light, Nawal Imo’x emerges through the Heart of Water. Your Light naturally transmute any and everything that blocks the flow of the Light of the Wisdoms to be present flowing through everything and anything both inside and outside of me.
“If you build an invitation within you, the subtle world forces of Living Light will create a relationship of co-partnership with you and weave you within the subtle and physcial environment around you.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Imo’x, weave my brain into the flow of interconnectivity from the Light Behind the Heart of Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent. Assist me to experience the felt-sense of your Light of Wisdom has it flows through and weaves together my pre-frontal lobe into the flow and weaving between my right and left hemisphere, and through the flow and weaving of my Corpus Callosum and into the flow and weaving into my mid-brain and into the flow and weaving of my old brain. Continue this flow and weaving into my brainstem and throughout my spinal column.
“If you build an invitation within you, the subtle world forces of Living Light will create a relationship of co-partnership with you and weave you within the subtle and physcial environment around you.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Imo’x, weave me with the Light of Wisdom that is behind everything into the flow of the living nature of Gaia. Weave me into the uniqueness of the Light of my First Fire and the supportive energies and Light Forces from Paq’alib’al-the place of all Origins of the subtle realms of the Tz’utujiil Maya.
“If you build an invitation within you, the subtle world forces of Living Light will create a relationship of co-partnership with you and weave you within the subtle and physcial environment around you.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Imo’x, weave me into creating the flow of interconnectivity from the Primordial waters of the subtle realms, to the outer waters of the earth, and the fluid systems within me.
“If you build an invitation within you, the subtle world forces of Living Light will create a relationship of co-partnership with you and weave you within the subtle and physcial environment around you.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Imo’x, weave me Into your Presence of the Light of Wisdom into transforming my brain and weaving together my Mind - my thoughts, my feelings, and my perceptions and my physical and subtle body’s into the flow of the interconnectivity of the heart behind all of Nature in everything and anything I experience.
“If you build an invitation within you, the subtle world forces of Living Light will create a relationship of co-partnership with you and weave you within the subtle and physcial environment around you.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Imo’x, weave me within the Heart of the Living Light of the country I am identified with, in the ways I choose the road I am on with creating a quality of Living Light – SunShine I generate in my Living of Life.
Blessings and Love Conrad
Section 4
Section Four reflects the Unique Living Light behind the 260 Day Lunar Cycle of the Twenty Day Living Light of the Nawals. Each one of these twenty Nawals reflect a unique energy of Light that weaves me into my personal Journey of Renewal. This same cycle of twenty Nawals is repeated thirteen times in allowing me to explore the deeper inner working around my Personal Renewal. Through each twenty day cycle repeating through the thirteen cycles allows me each day and through each cycle to lay down my unique bundle at sunset in the ways I explore Living my Life today. So I may pick-up my Renewed Bundle refreshed each day within my new ways to explore Living my Life through my co-partnership relationships between the subtle and physical worlds.
This section always begins with one of Ilene Satala painting and reflections around what the Tz’utujiil Maya Indigenous Ways called “Good Medicine - Kox aq’oom.” The Road of Renewal, either Personal or Collective, is all about “Good Medicine - Kox aq’oom.” Good Medicine is the journey or road we participate within our Body, and our Mind, and our Spirit. We are also fully weaved within the subtle forces of Living Light within our own unique inner subtle energy body. Through our subtle energy body of Living Light is fully weaved within the subtle and physical world of the objects and buildings around us along with the subtitle and physical environment that surrounds us. This weaving together of the subtle force of Living Light allow me to explore the Road of Renewal. Where my ability is be weaved within the “Heart of – Ruk’ux” to the “Heart of – Ruk’ux” within the Dream of Gaia. The Emergence of this weaving within the “Heart of – Ruk’ux” of the struggles, the challenges, the suffering, the separation we experience in life. This Weaving emerges within me into the “Heart Behind Everything” and the “Heart Behind Anything.” Allowing me my foundational support to Live my Life as a “Generator of Living Light.” This Living Light is the foundation of Light behind all forms of transformation and healing. This section gives me the Awareness of the various ways this Wisdom of Living Light is available to be weaved within me through my “Heart of – Ruk’ux” ways I may engage within my ways of being the Living Light within all of Life.
Heart of Water-Primordial Waters (Goddess of Sea by Ilene Satala)
A few years ago I had to prepare my childhood home for sale. It required going through the process of sorting an abundance of furniture and other household items. As I worked my way through the house from the bottom up, there in the attic I discovered some childhood drawings. I imagine I had been about five when I drew them, and I discovered that they were drawings of mermaids. Surprised and delighted, I realized that I had been creating mythic and fantasy themes for much longer than I had thought. Therefore, I set about researching the mythic legend of the Mermaid.
From my research I now know that the mermaid is a powerful symbol for all of us. The mermaid is half human, half fish. That makes it a divine creature, a blend of two species in one. The human half represents intelligence and ingenuity. The fish half is a symbol of spirituality. To be both means that we are looking at a being which is at home on the land of Earth (the physical realm) and in Water (the realm of the mind). Mermaids are also singers of powerful songs, collectors of treasures, and prone to rescue capsized victims of storms and other mishaps at sea.
This painting was inspired from my early connection to Mermaid lore. This is no ordinary Mermaid; she is the Goddess of all mermaids. She wears her many collected treasures, collected from both the world of humans and of the sea.
I also research the meaning of color and incorporate that symbology in the use of color in my paintings. With that in mind, I chose bright pink for her fish tail, because pink means love. The lotus flowers at her knees are symbolic of the power of Spirit, the power to rise to light, as does the flower from the depths of its base. Surrounded by blue water, she brings us the possibilities of finding our own treasures of life.
Mermaids, in some legends, are said to carry the power to grant wishes. So she comes to you as the Goddess to grant you wishes and to reveal treasures to your spirit. Enjoy the search!
Practical Wisdom of Nawal Imo’x
The Light of Nawal Imo’x is weaved with the Light of the Heart of Water. Through the the Light of the Wisdom of Nawal Imo’x, establishes the Support and the Order within the Heart Behind Everything. Through the Presence of your Light, Nawal Imo’x, you flow through any and all fluid systems. You flow through all systems of fluidity inside of me. You flow through all systems of fluidity outside of me. The Presence of your Light, Nawal Imo’x emerges through the Heart of Water. Your Light naturally transmute any and everything that blocks the flow of the Light of the Wisdoms to be present flowing through everything and anything both inside and outside of me.
I ask the Light of Nawal Imo’x to weave my brain into the flow of interconnectivity from the Light Behind the Heart of Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent. Assist me to experience the felt-sense of your Light of Wisdom has it flows through and weaves together my pre-frontal lobe into the flow and weaving between my right and left hemisphere, and through the flow and weaving of my Corpus Callosum and into the flow and weaving into my mid-brain and into the flow and weaving of my old brain. Continue this flow and weaving into my brainstem and throughout my spinal column. I ask the presence of the Light of Wisdom that is behind everything to weave me into the flow of the living nature of Gaia. Weave me into the uniqueness of the Light of my First Fire and the supportive energies and Light Forces from Paq’alib’al-the place of all Origins of the subtle realms of the Tz’utujiil Maya.
Your Light Nawal Imo'x creates the flow of interconnectivity from the Primordial waters of the subtle realms, to the outer waters of the earth, and the fluid systems within me. Through your Presence of the Light of Wisdom, transforms our brain and weave together our Mind - our thoughts, feelings, and perceptions and our physical and subtle body’s into the flow of the interconnectivity of the heart behind all of Nature in everything and anything we everything and anything we experience.
Through my inner Gaian Human Nature emerges the foundation for the Light of the Formative Forces of Joy and Hope is always present. This weaving allows me to live from my felt sense awareness within the Heart of the Living Gaian Presence. From this space I am in the flow of Living Life through my illuminating light, for myself, for others, and I also am returning this Living Light of Love. Joy, and Hope back into the support of the subtle world forces.
Daily Reflections on Nawal Imo’x
I ask you, Nawal Imo’x, weave together the intentions and petitions that I desire that are spoken through the Light of my Great Grandmother Voice.
I ask you, Rilaj Maam, communicate the Light of my Wisdom to this flow of Light of the Heart Behind Everything.
I ask you, the Light of Pascal Martin, call upon Rei Pascal to place me onto my path of Wisdom Medicine.
I ask your Light, Nicholas Martin, to release my Mind from its hold on my five-sensory senses and to put me into the Light of my nine-sensory felt-sense path.
I ask your Light, Bartolo Martin, teach me to perceive this flow of Wisdom Energy that flows through the Light Behind the Heart all of Nature. Weave me, Nawal Imo’x, into this flow of the Light of the Heart of Water. I deserve to communicate any and all of my experiences in Living Life from this interior spaces I am experiencing.
I deserve to be Living Life from my inner Gaian Human Nature. Support me Nawal Imo’x, so whatever I speak, this quality of illuminating light flows from the Voice of the Great Grandmother through me. I deserve to speak this flow of Light to myself.
I deserve to speak this flow of Light to others.
I deserve to speak this flow of Light in any and all situations.
11 Supportive Video Access for Reflections of a Living Nab’eysiil
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Unlock the Creative Light Force within 18:37
Four False Beliefs that Society is Built Upon 17:03
How to Create Heaven on Earth 13:44
Are Memories Stored In Water Zach Bush 15:35
Water Blessings Song Guatemala 7:00
Speaking to the Water 5:08
The Consciousness of Water 3:13
Maseru Emoto Experiment in Gratitude 1:39
Maseru Emoto Water Experiments 5:00
A Gathering of the Tribe 9:17
Heartfelt Prayer to Recognize the Beauty in Life Zach Bush 10:17
1 Supportive Audio Access for Reflections of a Living Nab’eysiil
Foundational Core Of Light Ritual January 2022 6:45
https://mayanbrothers.box.com/s/px38p4sarpqegnbrpdfz62codejfg5eh
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