Day 12 - Nawal Q’iiq’ - Meditations on Wisdom
“Meditation on Wisdom” for today Day 12 Monday 14 February 2022 Nawal Q’iiq’ Cycle 20-5
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REFLECTIONS OF A LIVING TZ’UTUJIIL MAYA NAB’EYSIIL
When I became the official Nab’eysiil for the primary Martin Bundle in 2018, my relationship to the Subtle Forces of Light both from Paq’alib’al and from the Subtle Realms Forces in general became stronger and more obvious.
Suddenly in my awareness was these multiple forms of various co-partnership relationships that were desiring to be developed. The Road of Renewal took on broader awareness for me in the forming of the co-partnership relationships to these various forms of the Forces of Light, including the Light of the Wisdoms. There was this vastness behind what the Road of Renewal held for myself, and for Humanity, and what it held in Nature, all in relationship to Light of the Heart of Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent. Co-partnership relationships was available to support me in my ritual work, but especially ready to support me in my personal approach to Living Life.
From this moment on, I became aware of how I was not able to be creating the co-partnership relationships I deserved to be, because of the subconscious mind influence within my Living Life. When I opened to the Living Presence of the Light within my inner landscape spaces through what emerged as the Foundational Core Light Ritual, this created an inner resonance within me that was able to over ride my subconscious mind influences. I was then able to emerge into creating relationships to the Light of the Subtle Realms Forces and their corresponding inner landscapes. I was able to emerge into the creating of the inner landscape relationships to the Light of the Wisdoms. This became more then just a mental awareness I understood.
In 2018 I began to Live from what the Road of Renewal held for me. I began to experience the unique various qualities of light that was contained within each one of the Subtle Forces of Light that were emerging into my inner and outer awareness. The attunement to my inner resonance within my felt sense of me cracked open. The quality of Living Light within my core foundation held the key to the depth and breath of what I could possibly begin to explore.
As I explored this living co-partnership relationship within me, I also became aware of the deep influence of what was being held within my history of the various forms of experiences that was also alive within my subconscious mind. This experiences continued to unconsciously influence my abilities in Living Life in the ancient Indigenous Ways. This lack of inner Light attunement held me in separation from what I felt was available to me through the Light of the Unknown Possibilities around me.
The resonance of the Light of the Living Subtle Forces and the resonance of the Living Light of the Wisdoms, along with the various others forces of the resonance of the Living Light within the Subtle Realms were fully available and waiting to explore with me in Living Life.
I began to explore a living co-partnership relationship with these various forms of the Light of the Wisdoms.
The Living Light of Love. The Living Light of Joy. The Living Light of Hope. The Living Light of Nurturance. The Living Light of Caring.
The Living Light of: “Empathy, Wholeness, Interconnectivity, Trust, Blessings, Gratitude, Serenity, Awe, Wonderment, Silence, Lightheartedness, Confidence, Optimism, Deserving, Mystery, Peace, Empowerment, Contentment, Beauty, the Felt Sense body, Courage, Sacredness,Inner Calmness, Steadfastness, Inner Silence, Dignity, Equanimity, Quality of Life, Being in Innocence, Unknown, Integrity, Vision of the Unknown Possibilities and the Unknown Potentials, and many other Living Light of the Wisdoms.”
These Living Wisdoms are not what we normally experience as our living emotional states. They are the inner resonance of Light that allows us to emerge into relationships that supports the emotions of Living Life in a Cooperative Way. Timothy Hass in his summary of the Findhorn Conference left us with this awareness. “If you build it, he will come.” (From the movie Field of Dreams). “If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.” Open to the realization of how much our subconscious mind is filtering the way we perceive ourself and the ways we perceive others and the ways we are perceiving the events of the world around us.
Blessings and Love Conrad
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Compassion, Equality, Vulnerable 3:20
The Four Qualities of Love 2:28
Listen to and Participate with Gaia 2:28
We are Inseparable 2:54
Wind-Breath of Life (Spirit of the Winter Moon by Ilene Satala)
This painting is about a phase of the year that’s called the Winter Moon. This is the time of year in the Midwest where everything looks cold and barren. Yet inside the heart of the season there is a greening that is still held alight. Spring is nested in winter and the season at rest breaks open into a Season of life.
This is the spirit of Mother Nature in her winter form. Cloaked in green leaves and walking in the blowing wind she walks in grace and joy. Although the winter wind blows all around her she is still vibrantly alive as She is evergreen and her heart glows strong, red with life and ready’s to bring life to all she touches under the grace of the bright shining Moon.
I think of this painting inspiring all of us to believe in life and affirm growth and wisdom. That no matter the seasons in our life or the difficulty we feel or existence we are always capable of choosing to believe in the powers of winter leading us to Spring. Letting our green show through into our life and grow afresh and renewed.
Practical Wisdom of Nawal Q’iiq’
The Light of Wisdom expresses itself through the Light Presence of the Nawal Q’iiq’ as the Breath of Life. Through this Light of Nawal Q'iiq', transmutes, transforms, and allows the emergence of the regenerative light of my soul to emerge behind everything. The illuminating light of Nawal Q’iiq’, explores two forms of breath.
The first form of breath is from the North Wind, to blow away and sweep away all things outside of me, that is part of the collective mind. What has been accumulated by both my speaking or what others have spoken in the thoughts, anything and everything I and the collective patterns have heard and what I and the collective patterns have seen that is not in the flow of wholeness and Interconnectivity.
The second form of breath is from the South Wind, my inner breath, that begins to clean my interior patterns of challenges and contamination, all things that I hold in duality or limitations and challenges inside of my body or inside of my mind or inside of my emotions.
Both forms of Breath are supported by the Formative Forces of the Light of Wisdom. Through this illuminating light of these inner forces, my ability to speak from the Voice of the Great Grandmother can only emerge. This breath-wind awakens the wisdom for change to emerge, that weaves me into the interconnectivity of the heart behind everything. Wind allows Wisdom to flow through all of my challenges. It is the purifier, it is the healer that cleans away everything that is not weaved together into the flow of my Heart.
Daily Reflections on Nawal Q’iiq’
I ask the Wind that deals with the outer world, the North Wind, Q’iiq’ Martin, dissolves all my and outer people’s outer challenges. Dissolve and sweep away everything within the outer environment, which includes all that is being spoken from the views of television, or read from news in newspapers, including what we read on the internet and all we communicate with our voices to one another about the Coronavirus, the living Pandemic, the vaccines and how we emerge into our unknown outer five sensory world. I ask the Wind of the North to sweep away any and all the fears, any and all the limitations, any and all the hopeless, and any and all the despair to assist me and assist the collective into experiencing this illuminating Light of Interconnectivity and wholeness of the heart. Show me, teach me Nawal Q’iiq’, how to speak from the Heart Behind the Coronavirus, the heart behind the living Pandemic, the heart behind the vaccines. I and we deserve to emerge through these challenges, in establishing a new unknown story of wholeness as one community throughout the planet.
I ask Xikmeel Martin of the South, the Breath of Life, for my illuminating light. To flow through my lungs and to flow within all aspects of my inner world. Sweep away everything that I am dealing with my inner pollution of duality and my inner challenges. Sweep away and clean the duality that exists from the inner words that I have spoken to myself. Sweep away and clean the duality in what I am hearing. Sweep away and clean the duality in everything that I have seen in written or visual forms. Sweep away and clean the duality in whatever I experience on the internet.
Especially sweep away and clean the duality around the awareness that I hear and in what I think and feel around the Coronavirus, the living Pandemic, the vaccines, and the ways I will return to create a new way of living life in my unknown outer world story.
Sweep and blow away the dualities, the fears, the hopeless, the despair, until the wisdom that is inherent and growing within my inner illuminating Light may flow from within me as I return a generating light for others, and for the subtle world forces.
Now when I encounter challenges in any of the areas in Living Life, I ask a Daily Nawal for assistance, I have created in my intentions a Web of Light relationship to a particular Daily Nawal. Instead of living the energies of my challenges, this relationship that is growing between these connections to the various Web of Lights within the Daily Nawals can assist me to transmute, transform, and emerge my challenges into a new form of action. I have established this Web of Light relationships, for I now have the Presence of Hope available to me to walk through any and and all challenges!
Todays Emotions: Nawal Q’iiq’
- Whenever I experience fear, blow away the outer and the inner fears, so that I may experience my Living Life today from the Light of my True Gaian Nature and the flow of Love
- Whenever I experience despair, blow away the outer and the inner despair, so that I may experience my Living Life today from the Light of my True Gaian Nature and the flow of Hope
- Whenever I experience distress, blow away the outer and the inner distress, so that I may experience my Living Life today from the Light of my True Gaian Nature and the flow of Joy.
- Whenever I experience anger, blow away the outer and the inner anger, so that I may experience my Living Life today from the Light of my True Gaian Nature and the flow of Compassion
- I ask Nawal Q’iiq’, teach me and show me how to Live Life from the wisdoms within me, so through your “juice” I speak inwardly and outwardly to reflect the Voice within Gaia or Nawal Skirmeent. So I may experience the Light of New Beginning – New Dawning to live from my Unknown Awareness through Courage - Fearlessness - Safety - Protection - Strength – inner Calm of Body – inner Calm of Mind
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