Conrad SatalaApril 16, 2022

Day 13 - Nawal Aq’abal - Meditations on Wisdom

Conrad SatalaApril 16, 2022

“Meditation on Wisdom” for today Day 13 Saturday 16 April 2022 Nawal Aq’abal the Third Cycle of the Lunar Calendar 5-1

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REFLECTIONS OF A LIVING TZ’UTUJIIL MAYA NAB’EYSIIL

Journey of Renewal: Within the Cycles of Each Day and Within the Lunar and Solar Calendar Cycles:

Collective Road of World Renewal: Updated and Expanded today Saturday 16 April 2022 on the writings of the Summary of Pictures and Video of Palm Sunday – Processions – Headdress:

This section of the “Collective Road of World Renewal” reflects the inner mystery behind what we focus upon and walk through the journey of “Holy Week”. This reflects the Tz’utujiil Maya journey of World Renewal occurring over several thousands years of rituals. These World Renewal Rituals were lived during a different time of the Solar/Lunar Cycles then of today. Along with the order of these rituals reflected a different sequence of time in ancient times. Todays time frame within the Solar/Lunar Cycle and its unfolding sequence of events reflects the changes the Nawals created so the deeper inner meaning behind these Rituals of Living Light may be hidden within the outer context of Holy Week activities.

In Indigenous Traditions there is no separation or isolation between everything and anything. Through the Subtle Realms, the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity is weaved together within the flow of all of the subtle energies of Living Light. The same Living Light of the Subtle Realms flows into and supports the Emergence of growing the outer five sensory world into its Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity.

The Living Light of the Inner Subtle Realms always hold the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities in its Wholeness. This Living Light is always available to be weaved together to support the individual or to support the collective to Live Life from one’s Wholeness. This means that there is an exchange of Living Light that supports the stages of the Journey of Renewal to be always available so that all inner and outer communications and actions emerge from the Heart of the Living Light of the Wisdoms.

As the Inner Subtle Realms are always in the Flow of Wholeness, the outer physical realms holds a similar Unknown Possibilities. The actions behind Living Life can bring to my outer awareness a contamination of energies that create separation and isolation. This reduces and destroys the availability of the Living Light to be present behind my communications and actions that I may have available to me in my participation within Living my Life.

Just like the personal Journey of Renewal is always available for me, a similar Journey of Renewal is also available for the Collective to support the Emergence behind everything that exists within the outer world of physical matter.

In the Solar Cycle of Renewal for the Indigenous Tz’utujiil Maya runs parallel to the outer timing of Holy Week in the Christian Traditions. However the Journey of Renewal for the Indigenous Tz’utujiil Maya is radically different in both meaning and experiences to that of the various forms of traditional religious traditions.

I will give you links below to the meanings behind the various forms and shapes of the Indigenous Tz’utujiil Maya traditions. You will participate in these various rituals through the written word and spoken word through podcasts, along with pictures and videos taken during this and previous years of these rituals fro World Renewal. This material is not created in a linear fashion, so instead of organizing this material based upon a linear calendar structure of time, I will brings forth various ideas and concepts and their contribution to the Collective Journey of World Renewal.

Each year the Cycles of the Solar and Lunar Calendar of events emerge where the Renewal and Emergence for Gaia’s Dream is fully refreshed and restored within the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities. We have entered into this Great Cycle of Renewal for the seven weeks beginning this year at sunset on Friday 4 March (two day after Ash Wednesday) and concluding at sunset on Saturday 16 April 2022 (the night before Easter Sunday).

Although this time of Holy Week usually is discussed from Palm Sunday to Easter Sunday. The Tz’utujiil Indigenous outer traditions covers the time frame from the Wednesday before Palm Sunday and ends on sunset the night before traditional Easter morning. There is much preparation in communication and rituals occurring before these eleven days. I will take my time to develop this inner subtle communication and rituals that are lived to fully bring into our awareness the weaving together of everything and anything in life that supports the Living Light behind World Renewal. For this is larger and more complex then just that of the renewal of Humans. It is the renewal of Everything and Anything that exists in physical matter. If it exists as part of the physical world, including our perceptions, our thoughts, our emotions, our beliefs, then this is part of what needs to be renewed during this World Cycle of Renewal.

In the five sensory perspective of what has been written academically about these Tz’utujiil Maya Rituals is based upon the model of the Hero (Masculine) Journey of the warrior conquering, capturing, and the sacrifice of the burdens we carry as human beings in Living Life. This is told to the academics from many of the local Tz’utujiil leaders and participants. This is a result from the time of the conquest when the deeper inner meanings in how the Tz’utujiil explored Living Life had to be hidden from their conquerors. They then were allowed to maintain their “pagan ways of cruelty and sacrifice” to be explored. While they were able to maintain their inner mystery and their inner co-partnership relationship in the Living Light of Wholeness and Interconnectivity behind everything and anything that exists within their outer physical and inner subtle worlds.

Most religions create in written form a worldview that reflects their beliefs and their intentions. In ancient Maya, and especially today the modern Tz’utujiil Maya, their focus is not on the creating of this type of written document. Instead, as in their ancient times, the Tz’utujiil Maya of today are into the doing of the rituals. The rituals that they create in the proper ways at their proper times through the Solar/Lunar Cycles. This reflects the Living actions of their beliefs and their intentions. Rituals reflect the ways of the Tz’utujiil Maya Live Life in allowing the creation of the weaving together of their subtle world ancestors as weaved into the very fabric behind the ways the modern Indigenous Tz’utujiil Live Life today.

A major Indigenous belief, also reflected in the Tz’utujiil Maya traditions, that the ritual communicator – the shaman, success of their communication in the rituals was based upon the clarity of heart and mind of the communicator. If stressed with concerns and worries about their personal life, these thoughts and emotions interfered with the quality of Living Light that can emerge in the changes that were being requested in the physical world for their client or their community. The deeper the stress and emotions, along with the lack of clarity of heart and mind, contaminated the quality of Light that can enter into the physical world.

No different then the way our subconscious mind contaminates the perceptions within our self today. This reflecting in the reduction of the quality of Living Light-sunshine, we can allow to enter into our physical world today. These Wisdoms of that are being reflected today are held within the heart and mind of the living Knowledge of Indigenous cultures throughout time. For World Renewal to be successful today, the abilities to co-create with the Living Light of the Nawals upon the Road of Transmutation is inherently expressed behind every action and every ritual. Not as an ideal, but the ability of living and expressing this clarity of heart and mind is what I want you to observe in the actions of the ritual communicator.

For the Tz’utujiil Maya, calling upon the “heart” the “Ruk'ux” of some living force behind the physical matter of something, is calling upon the Living Presence of the pure heart of thought and emotion behind this Living Presence. Such as the Living Light behind the Presence of the Earth is called the “Heart of the Earth - the Ruk'ux Ruch'leew”. We are petitioning the pure Living Light of the Earth to emerge and be weaved within our Inner Heart of Living Light within us. This opens both of us, the Earth and myself to enter into the mystery of the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities that the Earth and I may co-partner together.

In the videos of the rituals of the Tilineel is giving liquor to the earth, or giving liquor to the Rilaj Maam or a statue or an object. Or having a statue smoking a cigarette or a cigar. The blowing of smoke onto the earth, holds a similar meaning to that of the liquor. This represents that the Earth, the Rilaj Maam, the statue or the object is fully alive and present with us in the moment of this ritual. This is not a symbol of something or a symbolic action. When a statue or an object or a cross is dressed in the Tz’utujiil clothing, this also is communicating a similar message of aliveness and being present in the now. In caves when we are doing rituals, cigarettes are lighted and place in between the stone and rock formation of the walls of the caves. Ever wonder how and why these cigarettes are fully smoked completely to its end? Just lighting a cigarette or a cigar without something actually breathing in and out of the tobacco, will usually naturally and quickly extinguish it. So when you witness these cigarettes and cigars being completely smoked. The statue drinking several shots or a pint of alcohol, could this be that these objects are actually living among us in this moment of time?

When the statue of myself as the Nab’eysiil is present and full dressed with the “Bundle of my Authority or Position” I hold within the community. I am physically present, not symbolically present, as a co-participant in that ritual. A photograph of a person held in ritual, is not a symbol of the person. The living heart of that person is present and it is weaved within the heart of the living light -presence of the ritual, regardless of the physical distance between the ritual and the person.

I will show you the Maya representation of the cross at noon on Good Friday when placed within the hole – the portal in the floor of the church connecting to the subtle world of Paq’alib’al – will be dressed with flowers sprouting in full bloom. Flashing Christmas lights of celebration, while playing Christmas songs of Joy and Hope. For the Figure on the Cross is not one of death, suffering, nor endings. This figure is the living Presence of the Nawal ma Pla’s Sojwe’l bringing with him all the forces of the Living Light of the Nawals, the Marias, and the Living Light of the Heart behind all the various forces of Living Light held within the physical world of Nature. These various Forces of Living Light from Paq’alib’al will walk and talk and be present sending their Living Light of Sunshine among everything and anything including all of Humanity on the earth for the next 30 hours. Allowing their Living Light of Renewal to be present for the Renewal of the Earth and everything and anything of the Earth once again. This is the Living Light of the Renewal of the World once again.

Good Friday for one group of people is the death and suffering. For the Indigenous Tz’utujiil Maya is one Renewal of Joy, Hope, and Love. The Wisdom in the knowing that death and suffering is not needed to awaken the Renewal of new Living Life. For this is not the “burden of humanity” to live the suffering. But to walk though the “suffering that occurs in life” into the “Renewal of the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities that is inherent behind everything and anything in Living Life.

As you review the thousands of images and videos that I will be sharing in their journey of World Renewal, 99% of them will be taken from this current year. Listen to the words of communication of the Tilineel and the other shaman ritual communicators. Listen to the sounds of their music. Listen to the words and their meaning that is sung. Perceive the body language of the individuals communicating, not performing the rituals. Look at their touch, Their facial expression. Their Living relationship to nature, to the plants, to the land, to their animals, to the objects they carry. Also notice how the individuals that are observing these proceedings are distant, not carrying, keeping conversations and actions that reflect a non-involvement to whats occurring. This is what the “observers” have been conditioned and were taught how to be not involved in these pagan ways. This way they would not be killed and or tortured by their captors for wanting to observe and/or participate in these pagan ways of their leaders. Academics observed and still do observe this indifference of the observers and build their theory upon these observations and communication as the reality of the ritual experiences. What I will describe is both my own personal inner experiences in my communication with the subtle world forces of Light. Along with what I dialogue in “secret” with the leaders and ritual communicators engaging in the Living Life of World Renewal.

New today Thursday 14 April 2022:

Palm Sunday: Processions – Headdress – Clothing - Objects

The figure on the horse represents the Living Light of the Nawals being guided out from the First True Mountain of Emergence from Paq’alib’al. This Living Light (the Spirit Behind All Things) is preparing the way for the physical manifestation of the Nawals and all the other Living Forces from Paq’alib’al to physically enter the world on Good Friday. In everything we do, the Living Light of Spirit always precedes the entering of anything into physical form.

This Procession on Palm Sunday then represents the Living Light that is Living within the subtle realms of Paq’alib’al to enter into the physical world. So our traditional ideas of death and re-birth is very limiting. For there is no real death of anything. The Living Portal that exists between the two worlds is full opened. So on Palm Sunday, they portal between Paq’alib’al and the physical world of the Tz’utujiil Maya is fully opened. This procession allows the Living Light of all the Forces Living in Paq’alib’al to flow into the physical world of the outer landscape of the Tz’utujiil Maya. This is the Journey for the Renewal of the World.

These processions for the Renewal of the World begin on the first Friday after Ash Wednesday. For six weeks, processions are created for the emergence of this portal of Living Light may fully open on the seventh Friday, we call Good Friday.

Today, Palm Sunday, the portal is fully opened, so that this entering of the Living Light may enter. Preparing the way for the opening of the new center is present releasing fully the Living Forces of Paq’alib’al to emerge re-centering the world into its new form and shape. In ancient Mayan traditions there are the seven place for Emergence to occur. The four directions and its center. Where the sun comes up (red). Where the Inner Winds of Breath comes from (yellow). Where the Sun Goes Down (black). Where the Outer Winds of the Heart of Mountains comes from (white). Emerges into the Mystery at the Center that grows the new intention for the ritual representing the Tree of Life (blue/green space). Plus the fifth direction of the subtle forces above, and the sixth direction of the physical forces supporting the fife sensory physical. All being weaved together into the Emergence of the Living Center in the World.

During this “Great Cycle of Time” the preparation of and the Renewal of the World, no darkness or evil can enter and do harm. What conflict and chaos and harm that does happen during this time is what already exists in the world and this is being bring brought into the Light of our Awareness to be taken through the Road of Transmutation. This is in direct conflict to the five sensory story that is told in the academic literature. Where the evil and harmful and chaotic spirits of the underworld emerges through these portals creating destruction. Through the Emerging Living Light from Paq’alib’al, the subtle world forces, we now can see “Ilah” what truly exists within us and around us. Our subconscious mind is fully present to us, not to be lived, but to be transmuted by this Emergence of Living Light, so the Renewal of the World – outer and inner may occur.

The “statue” represents the mystery where Rei Pascal centers the Living Light onto its path for its new Emergence. So this statue lives within the Cofradia of Animus – the Cofradia of the Living Soul.

The “crown” on the head of the statue represents leaving mouth or entrance of the Cave of Emergence from Paq’alib’al.

The “cross” represents the Mayan Cross of the fives directional spaces of the world, plus the two direction of subtle and physical, being weaved together as the re-centering of the new Living Light for the next cycle of Living Life.

The “palms” represent the Living Light of the Tree of Life that will hold the journey of the sprouting, the flowering, the Living Life of Everything and Anything.

So today’s Procession of Palm Sunday is one of the Emergence of this Living Light from Paq’alib’al. Brining into our awareness that we are now ready to receive the Living Light from our ancestors that lived before us. This is being weaved with the supportive Forces of the Living Light in Paq’alib’al, so we are capable of facing the falsehood’s of our personal life and the falsehood’s of the collective life within the world around us.

Each person in this procession is both dressed and holds objects that are portals for this Living Light of Paq’alib’al to enter into the world. The Living Light of Paq’alib’al is being weaved with our unique Light of our First Fire plus the unique Living Light of our position of office within the Tz’utujiil Maya community.

The Alcaldes that stands in front of the image with their “Staff of Authority,” what the ancients held as their “K’awiil” or holding the “Tree of Life.” This allow the flow of the Living Light to be connected into and through the body of its holder. This Living Light represents the Living Representation of the Living Light Force from Paq’alib’al. He is dressed in his black cover, representing the foundation primordial light of “Black-as-its Center” to flow through the blood within his body.

Friday 15 April 2022 continues discussion on Palm Sunday – Processions – Headdress

The Alcaldes of the Cofradías are the Living representatives of the Nawals from Paq’alib’al. Their Staff represents the Tree of Life, the giving of the Living Light Energy for the Life of the People. The palms around the palanquin represent the cave entrance. Both as the Tree of Life growing in Paq’alib’al. Also as the plumed serpent, and the statue is coming out of the mouth of the cave – the mouth of the serpent. For if you ever visited the Museum in Copán Honduras, to enter the museum you walk into the mouth of the serpent and through its body as you enter into the cave – the body of the Museum.

The primary four Alcaldes represent the Four Cardinal Portals, with the Alcalde of Santa Cruz (home of the Rilaj Maam this year) is the focus for the Living Light Energies for the World Renewal and for this Procession. The Procession moves through the streets of Santiago, especially walk the path around the Primary Temple of the Tz’utujiil Maya on which the Catholic Church is built on top of. The Four Cardinal Portals are still fully activated and rituals and intentions are weaved together with each one of these Portals. As the staff represents the Flow of the Living Light of the Tree of Life for the Emergence and Growth of the people and all of Nature. The Nawals through this procession are beginning to perceive “Ilah” the physical world and what the people are currently living. They also are bringing forward the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities from Paq’alib’al. This energy can awaken the Seeds of the Wisdom in side of Humanity and all of the various forms of Nature.

The headscarf that the Male Alcaldes wears the representation of the serpent. The serpent connects the Living Light into the outer world through the entrance of the Cave of Emergence from Paq’alib’al.

The dark woolen overgarment is called the manq’ax, the Primordial Living Light from Black-as-Center. The headscarf is called the xk’ejk’oj and each of the colors represents the various forms of Living Light the emerges from and becomes the Flow of the Living Light of Interconnectivity from Paq’alib’al into the physical world.

Purple - represents the Living Light for the Emergence of World Renewal

Brown – represents the physical land

Yellow – represents the Living Light of Wisdom

Pink and Purple strips represents the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities to emerge with the new ideas and the new ways to interact and create within Living Life

Red represents the blood of the nawals that flows through them of the Living Light of the Soul of the World and the blood they give to the people and the physical world

The tassels on each corner of the scarves (each of the four corners) represents the rays of Living Light to grow the qualities of the Living Light of the Wisdoms we live and share in Living Life.

The headband that the Female Xo’ and the female Tixeles wears representation of the serpent. The serpent connects the Living Light into the outer world through the entrance of the Cave of Emergence from Paq’alib’al. The Women carry the Living Light, the arcoiris- the Living Light of the Moon of the Maria’s - the female Nawals.

On her Huipil, her blouse, when she puts her head through this opening, this represents the entrance into the umbilical, the vagina were all birth emerges from. This is similar to the Tree of Life growing out of the earth. The Living Light of the Moon that holds the energy to awaken the seeds of Wisdom for the Unknown Possibilities to grow in the physical world.

The tocoyal cloth on the top of the head represents the plumed serpent and the Living Light of the Moon flows through this arcoiris.

The men and women are equal in terms of the energies of the Living Light that flow through them. The Living Light that flows through women awaken the seeds. The Living Light that flows through men grow the sprouts of the seeds.

When the woman lights her candle, the flame of the candle represents the energies of the Lunar Light of the Moon. The banana leaves represents the cave of Paq’alib’al and through its opening is the candle flame allowing the Living Light of the Moon energies into the physical world.

The cloth on the top of the head represents the land of Paq’alib’al with the serpent under it (orange headband). The purple scarf over her shoulder represents the beginning of Flow of Lunar Light for the Interconnectivity to Paq’alib’al.

Black represents the Lunar Light emerging from the Primordial Light of Emergence

White represents the physical world

Azul (blue) represents the Sky

Red represents the Heart

Pink and Purple strips represents the Lunar Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities to emerge with the new ideas and the new ways to interact and create within Living Life.

The physical Palms that are carried by the people are different.

The green part represents the mountain

The Tree of Life comes out of the husks of the corn

The red flowers represent the flow of the blood of humans that carry the Living Light of the Wisdoms

The maroons flower represents the Emergence of this Living Light into the World

The Yellow flowers represents the Living Light of the Wisdom energies that both transmute what is not needed so the flow of the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities can emerge.

Plants in the rituals:

The cypress seed is medicine (brown) used for the healing of pain and illness.

The white/light green palms used to create the mats that people kneel on as the opening of the portal between the physical and the unseen world of Paq’alib’al.

Palm leaves are used to sweep away the negativity within the house.

The Palm leaves are formed and shaped into a Mayan Cross of four equal parts. Where the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything and Anything is weaved together and emerges through the Living Center for the Emergence of the Living Light of the Wisdom. The Maya Cross represents the Flow of Living Light where the sun comes up in the East, the sun goes doe-win in the West. The Chocomil winds come from the North, and from where the south winds comes from of our inner breath. It is not a cross of death and rebirth. It is a Living Cross of Emergence of the Wisdom into the world.

Santiago from the Ancient Maya and Mesoameriacn People to some religions today look at Santiago being the Place at the Center- the Emergence of all Sustenance. The place and the people here are considered to be at the center of the world. Of the three surrounding Volcanoes, and the waters of the Lake, One can perceive because where the sun comes up and where the sun sets. The winds that blow from the directly off the coast far away. And the inner breath of sustenances that emerges through the rituals of the weaving together everything and anything outer and inner.

Hence the Rituals of Emergence of the Living Light from Paq’alib’al on what we call Palm Sunday.

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NEW TODAY Saturday 16 April 2022

Heart – Ru’x

I want to explore what we mean when we speak about “Heart – Ru’x”

In Tz’utujiil Ru’x means Heart

In Tz’utujiil Ruk’ux means Heart of

Ruk’ux Muxux Heart of the Navel - the Center of the Center

When we speak of the Heart of something, we are being weaved within our “heart - core” with the heart - core Living Light of something. This Heart- Core Living Light is the Living Light behind the Renewal back into its original form of the empowering Sustenance alive within.

In Thursday night Ritual of Darkness, the extinguishing of the various candles reflect that we as human beings, as well as all aspects of Nature, we all are in a different phase of our life sustaining energy. We allow our light to be extinguished this night, so it may return once again back to its original form of Sustenance. Beginning at Dawn and growing throughout this and the next day with the entry of the Living Light of the Forces from Paq’alib’al until sunset at Saturday night. This is at the Heart of Renewal. Both the Renewal of the World and our own Personal Renewal. This is the Living Light of being Re-Centered.

Many of the Petitions during this Ritual of Darkness, is focused upon calling upon the weaving together of the various forms of the Ruk’ux – the Heart of, allowing the original Living Light of Sustenance from Paq’alib’al to be returned.

When I common communicate with the Martin and the Maria Bundles, I am petitioning the return of the original – heart of its Livng Light of it Sustenance to return:

Ruk’ux Muxux Heart of the Navel

Ruk'ux Martiin Heart of Martin

Ruk'ux ixiin Hear of Maize

Ruk'ux ya' Heart of Water

Ruk'ux ya' Heart of Lake

Ruk'ux Way Heart of Harvest

Ruk'ux Kaaj Heart of Sky

Ruk'ux Ruch'leew Heart of Earth

Ruk'ux Ch'umiil Heart of Stars

Ruk'ux Riyq'iij Heart of Sun

Ruk'ux iik' Heart of Moon

Atet, at winqirsaneel You, who aren creation

Atet, at Raal K'chilaaj You, child of the mountains

Atet, at Raal tq'aaj You, child of the plains

Rajaaw jab Lord of rain

Rajaaw ixiin Lord of maize

Rajaaw Riyq'iij Lord of sun

Rajaaw Suutz' Lord of clouds

Ruk'ux Paq’alib’al Heart of Paq’alib’al

Summary of Pictures and Video of Palm Sunday – Processions – Headdress:

DSC 3 as you look at this picture can you perceive the the statue and procession coming out of the mouth of the serpent – the Cave of Emergence Paq’alib’al – the Place of Sustenance supports everything in the physical world.

“The “statue” represents the mystery where Rei Pascal centers the Living Light onto its path for its new Emergence. So this statue lives within the Cofradia of Animus – the Cofradia of the Living Soul.

The “crown” on the head of the statue represents leaving mouth or entrance of the Cave of Emergence from Paq’alib’al.

The “palms” represent the Living Light of the Tree of Life that will hold the journey of the sprouting, the flowering, the Living Life of Everything and Anything.”

DSC 4 this drum is played at the beginning of Procession announcing to the outer world that this group of people that are behind this drum are carrying at this moment in time the Living Light of Paq’alib’al. It was shocking for me when I and the other Alcaldes where wearing our dark over garments walking to wards an activity and this drum was leading our path and the quality of Light that was both flowing through me and us along with creating a path of Light were ever we walked.

DSC 22 Video let your self looking at this video of the stream of Living Light beginning with the Lunar Living Light carried through the Woman, their clothing, and the leaves support the flame of the candle, this Lunar Living Light from the Cave of Emergence. Followed by the Solar Living Light carried through the Men. Their clothing, and their staff with images, and cloths. Then the four staffs that also hold flowers and palms on their staff. These four Alcaldes of the Cofradías are the primary energy for the renewal of the world from the seeds of agricultural to the seeds for humanity. They are the primary energy of Solar Living Light in this procession, as the Living representatives of the Nawals from Paq’alib’al. Their Staff represents the Tree of Life, the giving of the Living Light Energy for the Life of the People. The children DSC 17, 18, 25, 29, 47, 48 represents the innocence of the Living Lunar and Solar Light to begin the sprouting and growing of the Renewal of the World. They are involved in the Palm Sunday Procession, the Renewal of the major food sources of the Tz’utujiil Maya in the Neal Thursday afternoon, and in the Sitting in the Darkness after sunset Thursday night, in Renewing the Living Light from Paq’alib’al where all Energy for the Living Light of the Sustenance will Emerge through the Living Tree of Life and the Nawals for the re-centering of the Renewal of the World.

In the Night of Darkness, I will discuss in detail another time, this image of the Lunar Living Light is felt through the image below of the Women sitting in silence through the ritual of the Extinguishing the Living Light of the World back into the Primordial Darkness of Black-as-Center. The focus at this time is the communication with the

various Living Light Forces of the “Heart-of Ru’x”. Some of the Heart-of With the women holding the Living Light of Sustenance for the Emergence of the Renewal of the World. Here you see the Women in full headdress, partial headdress, and no headdress, representing the different aspects of Living Light.

New Section: The Four Kluuns – The Four Portals of the Last Tz’utujiil Maya Temple – Introduction

This material represents the inner meaning behind these rituals and processions and that not been brought forward into written form before. These are the stories I have been told. These are my impressions from these various forces of Living Light I have had contact with in rituals, processions, reflections, and meditations.

On Sunday I will begin the Introduction to the Four Kluuns

Previous Material Below:

Second Trip: Traveling to the Coast for the “Asking Permission of the Spirit of the Land and the Fruits.”

On March 30, 2022 we did a second trip traveling to the land where the fruits and the plants are grown. Asking the Spirit of the Land and asking the Spirit of the Fruits and the Nawals – especially ma Pla’s Sojwe’l. Asking these Living Forms of Light on who would like to be involved in the building of the Wall of Fruits and Plants for the Renewal of the World. The Spirts of the Land and of the Spirits of the Fruits that say yes, will be the representatives of all the land that grows the fruits and plants that are used for the food and the support of the Tz’utujiil people.

Why do we ask permission from the Spirit of the Land and the Spirit of the Fruits to participate in our co-partnership journey?

In our Indigenous Worldview, everything is alive and everything is alive in purpose. Before any seeds are planted, the physical land, the physical soil needs to be prepared through communication. I will not go into the focus on preparing the physical soil in these discussions. My intent here, is the co-partnership relationship that is needed before once does the physical work with the soil.

Before we can form a living relationship with what is grown into the physical world. We first establish the Living relationship with the Light Forces of the soil. For the co-operation of these forces of Light that support the richness of the soil that determines the awakening and the sprouting of the seeds that are planted within its womb or container.

In the Cofradia of Conception (the place that’s holds the womb to that will grow all the forms of the Living Light of the Wisdoms), there exists the Living Statue that is the container for the Living Life of the Soil.

10 April 2022 Sunday

Traveling to the Coast for the “Asking Permission of the Spirit of the Land and the Fruits.”

The Alcalde of the Santa Cruz Cofradia – the head of the home of the Rilaj Maam. The Tilineel - the one who is responsible for the Rilaj Maam in the physical world. The members of the Cofradia Santa Cruz - the home of the Holy Cross that supports the caring of the Rilaj Maam.

All will gather together to travel to the land where the fruits and the plants are grown. Asking the Spirit of the Land and the Spirit of the Fruits and the Nawals – especially ma Pla’s Sojwe’l, on who would like to be involved in the building of the wall of Fruits for the Renewal of the World. The Spirts of the Land and of the Spirits of the Fruits that say yes, will be the representatives of all the land that grows the fruits and plants that are used for the food and the support of the Tz’utujiil people.

Other members of the Cofradia will be attending the rituals at the home of the Tilineel offering their prayers (there blessings of Light) for the support of the journey.

You will also see a statue of myself as the Nab’eysiil in these permission rituals as the supporter of the travels to the coast for these Rituals of Permission to occur.

Information - Wednesday 13 April 2022:

The Second Ritual for Permission was on 30 March 2022. This link will show you the various pictures and videos documenting this journey.

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Summary of Pictures and Video of Trip #2 Permission:

DSC 1-10 waiting in the town square and calling for worth the Living Light for their journey ahead today

DSC Video 8 playing and singing Blessings and Intentions to the Nawals and the sound of the “matraca” creating the sound of the crow. This sound of the Crows implies the Rilaj Maam or his presence is now here. Do you feel a subtle shift in the Presence of Light when the Matraca is brought forward?

DSC 11-37 the home of the Tilineel and also the home of Mri’y Kastalyaan that is always kept in the Living Life energy of the Tilineel

DSC Video 28 and DSC 17-30 singing, eating, and in the home of this Tilineel he holds his personal statue of the Nawal of the Sun - Ruk'ux Riyq'iij - Heart of the Sun. Ritual are done with the Heart of the Sun with Living Light through music, singing, candles, and liquor

DSC 39-48 home of the owner of the land

DSC 49-84 Rituals of the Land. This time the candle configuration is different represent the candles for the re-centering of the energy – the four directions with growing at the center Light the energy supporting the crops that will be participating in the rituals

DSC Video 52 several things. First the four direction and its center. Where the sun comes up (red) Where the Winds of Breath comes from (yellow) Where the Sun Goes Down (black) Where the Winds of the Heart of Mountains comes from (white) Through the Mystery at the Center that grows (intention for the ritual) as the Tree of Life (blue/green candle) I ask you to open me to your flow of Living Light of Interconnectivity.

The meaning behind the sign of the cross is different then traditional Catholicism. Each area on our body part through the sign of the cross represents a certain area of Living Light of the sacred landscape of the Tz’utujiil along with a specific the unique Living Light Presence that the Cofradia holds.

“As I touch my Heart / Cofradia San Jose”

“As I touch my Forehead at the hairline Paq'alib'al / Mirador / Cofradia San Juan/San Martin”

“As I touch my Heart Center / the Center of church-the navel / Cofradia Santiago “

“As I touch my Left Shoulder / Cerro de Orro / Cofradia Nicholas”

“As I touch my Right Shoulder / the cave at the Cemetery / Cofradia Animus”

“As I touch my Lips-mouth / the sacred entering into all caves of Paq’alib’al”

Rest at Center Walk me with my feet, and connect me with my hands, Rilaj Mam / Cofradia Santa Cruz.”

Center and weave me into your flow of the unbroken chain to the pattern that connects to the Heart of Paq’alib’al-the living Subtle Realm of the Tz’utujiil Universe, the heart behind anything, the heart behind everything.”

DSC Video 57 you see the Living Earth being given cigarettes to smoke.

Living Light behind the Presence of the Earth is called the “Heart of the Earth - the Ruk'ux Ruch'leew”

DSC 60 and 68 – 79 you can see the progression of the ash of the cigarettes burning and standing tall and not falling down as the Living Light of the Heart of the Earth - Ruk'ux Ruch'leew smokes and receives the blessings of the intentions behind the Tilineel and the words, singing, music of all present.

DSC 80-84 the presence of the Rilaj Maam is fully present as all walk among the various aspects of the land and all that grows from the richness of the soil that is fully Living and Alive.

I will develop the deeper meaning of this later on. For now, the Rilaj Maam can take form and shape into all things. The fruits and the plants that will be harvested and hung on the “Monumento” creating the “Living Mountain of Fruits”. Each fruit, plant, flower represents the symbolic head of the Rilaj Maam. Although the stories told of the Rilaj Maam is about his outer world sexual adventures, this is a symbolical representation where the deeper tradition of the Rilaj Maam awakens the “fertility” to stimulate (impregnate) new life. The Living Light of the Rilaj Maam impregnates the “Growth of the Wisdom” to be present within all of life. This tradition of the “head of the hero twin that is the sacrificed one in the Popol Vuh” hangs on a tree that is dead, and suddenly the tree comes into life and is fully fertile. A fertility of “Wisdom” is what will be gown within the individual that is fertilized through the Light of the Rilaj Maam.

10 April 2022 Writing Below:

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Summary of Pictures and Video of Trip #1 Permission:

1-26 and 76-78 at the home of the Tilineel.

27-75 and 79-94 the land of the fruits and plants

95-96 the home of the owner/keeper of this land

1-4 arrival of some of the foods for the blessings of the meal before departure.

5 - the group of musicians and Shaman Jose singing the intentions and the blessings to the various Nawal Forces.

Video 16 so you can hear the playing and the Tz’utujiil language being sung

12-14 and 17-18 Tilineel offering ritual to the Nawal of the Sun - Ruk'ux Riyq'iij - Heart of the Sun

49 Alcalde of the Cofradia (center image) Tilineel (image at right)

27-35 walking, communicating, gathering samples of the Spirits that have said “Yes” to contribute

35-94 Tilineel setting up and communicating the Living Light Ritual of Permission and Blessings through Candles and playing and singing Blessings and Intentions to the Nawals

Video 50 Opening Ritual for Permission in Tz’utujiil Maya

Video 59 playing and singing Blessings and Intentions to the Nawals now the sound of the “matraca” far left creating the sound of the crow. This sound of the Crows implies the Rilaj Maam or his presence is now here

60-82 communicating and harvesting more fruits that have said “yes”

83-94 rituals of gratitude for the cooperation of the Nawals, the Spirit of the Land, the spirit of the Fruits and Plants

95-96 the home of the owner of the land Blessings Rituals of thanks through singing and music of the Nawals

My Personal Road of Renewal:

This Journey of Renewal begins within “Living Light of Renewal-the replacing, the repairing, the restoring, the refreshing of my existing Living Light that I Live Life through my engagement within my outer world.”

This Living Light of Renewal is weaved into the “Living Light of Regeneration-the ability to create again the new unknown qualities of my new Living Light that is being restored for a supportive quality of Living Life through my engagement within my outer world of matter.”

These two parts of the Living Light of Renewal are weaved into the cycle through the “Living Light of Rejuvenation-the restoring of my new form and shape of my new unknown quality of Living Light that is being restored for Living Life through my engagement within my outer world.”

These three forms of Living Light of Renewal are weaved as the foundational Living Light for the “Living Light of Emergence-allowing my new form and my new shape of my Living Light can enter into and flow through both the physical matter of my human body weaved within the physical matter behind everything and anything that exists in the outer physical world.

Through the weaving together of these Living Light Energies of Renewal, allows me to be weaved together into my restored being as a True Gain Human Being. I Am fully engaged with contributing my unique Living Light of Sunshine into and throughout all of my actions into the outer world, for I am Living Life through the Renewal of “Who I Now Am Today.”

I now can be placed onto my unique road in exploring my new Living Light behind every action I take in my Living of Life and my unique ways of contributing to the Renewal of the Earth.

So when they Challenges and the Suffering of Living Life is present, I can allow myself to be weaved within this Living Flow of Light. Therefore, I am able to walk through my Challenges and Sufferings. instead of living my Challenges and Suffering as my Life!

Through the 260 Days of the Lunar Living Light of the Daily Nawals, I am able to experience my own Personal Road of Renewal of my Living Light. This quality of my new Living Light is what allows me to walk through my suffering, so I may emerge into my new form and my new shape in how I perceive and experience my uniqueness in Living my Life today.

Through the 260 Days of the Lunar Living Light of the Daily Nawals, I journey through Thirteen Cycles repeating both a unique pattern of Living Light but also a similar complimentary pattern of Living Light through each of the cycles.

This following material is important to be felt each day, especially within the first Four Days of Living Light of each one of the Thirteen Cycles. This quality of focus upon myself, allows me to create the Living Light of my unique Wholeness. This focus of the qualities allow me to Live Life through the Flow of the Living Light of Interconnectivity Behind the Heart of Everything and Behind the Heart of Anything is always available to me. The Journey of Renewal cleans up and sweeps away the toxicity that has been created in the ways I choose to Live my Life. Behind this toxicity of separation, the unique Foundational Living Life of my First Fire flows through is weaved within the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities to support the way I Live my Life. At sunset each day I reflect upon certain qualities. At sunrise each day I reflect upon other qualities. Together this cycle allows me the full richness of the qualities of the Living Light of my Wisdoms to support me through each 24 hour Cycle.

At sunset each day, I reflect upon the various ways in which my life was engaged in throughout my day. I reflect through the Emerging Light of the Heart of Earth, with what I give to each person or each event I was engaged with. How I left each person or each event with an awareness that I added more “Light-Sunshine” through my

Living Life interaction that I was engaged in. Regardless of the challenges and the sufferings that are occurring within me. Regardless of the challenges and sufferings I encountered or observed around me. How the approach I choose to co-create with in my Living Life increased the quality of Living Light of Sunshine to each and every person and to each and every event I encountered in my life today.

One form of Living Light awakens my “Soul Seed Emergence” through the Living Light of the Lunar Cycle at sunset each day to reflect upon the quality of Living Light-Sunshine I allowed to enter into the physical world.

Another form of Living Light awakens my “Soul Seed Emergence” through the Living Light of the Solar Cycle at sunrise each day to reflect upon the quality of Living Light-Sunshine I will allow to enter into the physical world.

The Living Light for awakening my “Soul Seed Emergence” for the Restoring the Remembering of the Regenerative Living Light for my personal Renewal is available for me 24/7.

My Soul Seed that is within me flows from the Living Light of the Interconnectivity that emerges from the living “Seed Earth” that is within the Living Light of the Heart of Gaia.

At sunrise each day I am re-centered into the flow of the interconnectivity and wholeness between everything physical and non-physical into the flow of the Dream of Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent.

From my outer body to my deep inner subtle body, along with everything that exist within the outer visible and non-visible worlds. Everything and anything is now weaved within the flow of the Presence of the Living Light-the Presence of Love, and the Presence of Joy.

At sunrise each day I open for the weaving of the third Formative force of Light- Presence of Hope. This group of Living Beings of Living Light creates the foundation for the webmaking of the Flow of Living Light of Interconnectivity and Wholeness is established through the Heart Behind Everything and the Heart Behind Anything into the flow of One.

The Light of Hope is not about what I desire as my final outcome. The Light of Hope weavers me together with my unique Soul Seed and weaves me together with the Living Light of the Presence of Love which weaves me together with the Living Light of the Presence of Joy so whatever I face of my challenges or my suffering, or my distress, the Living Light of Hope co-partners with me to carry me through these and any and all sufferings and challenges.

I am re-centered into the new story of the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities that is emerging.

Every system and every organ along with everything within my inner landscape is being weaved together through the illuminating Living Light of my emerging formative forces.

I am weaved together with everything around me from the room I am in, to the building that I am in, to every form of nature outside and around me, including everything within me is flowing in a oneness.

As I enter the mystery of the Lunar Cycle at sunset each day, I am able to be weaved within the Mystery Behind the Living Light of what the Heart of Sky offers me to grow my Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities with everything and anything in my outer world.

The Living Light of the Heart of Earth is the weaving together from the various forms of living Light behind Everything and Anything of the Earth. From the Light that emerges through the Soil. From the Light that emerges through the Rocks. From the Light that emerges through the Water. From the Light that emerges through the Air, (the Light of the Heart of Sky that is absorbed into everything and anything on the Earth). From the Light that emerges through the Animals. From the Light that emerges through the Plants. From the Light that emerges through the Humans. From the Light that emerges through the quality of the Light that is weaved together forming the Living Co-Relationship between the “Heart Behind the Flow of Light of Interconnectivity. When I approach the way I am Living Life from the core of myself as a “Loving Being,” the inner core of my unique Light of First Fire is activated within me awakening my sprouting and growing of my unique Soul Seed Emergence. This Living Light of the Heart of Earth assist me in reflecting upon the ways I choose to approach my Living Life.

I enter the mystery of the Solar cycle at sunrise each day to reflect upon the Mystery the Living Light of the Heart of Earth offers me. I explore the Living Light of the Solar Cycle that activates my Soul Seed Emergence through my Living Light within my inner Web of Light.

The Living Light of the Heart of Sky is the weaving together from the Living Light of the Sun. The Living Light of the Moon. The Living Light of the Stars. The Living Light of the Milky Way. The Living Light of the Black at its Center Space weaving the Primordial Living Light behind the Heart of Everything and behind the Heart of Anything.

Everything that exists in Life is present to be a living container to hold the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities.

This Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities creates a weaved living co-partnership relationship between the place of my inner subtle realms. This is weaved within every fabric of my outer physical matter.

This weaving together of the subtle within me and through my physical matter, allows my Living Light of Emergence to be weaved within the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity.

This weaving together of my various forms of Living Light creates the Emergence into my Living Light of the Unknown Possibility to flow through my living co-partnership relationship within the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything and the Living Light of the Heart Behind Anything.

Therefore, every action I take both inner in what I think, feel, speak, relate to, reflects upon what is currently being weaved within my inner container for the way I am choosing to Live Life.

This places me onto my personal Journey of Renewal into my Living Light of Living my Life as a True Gain Human Being. I am a generating Living Light of Sunshine contributing my inner Living Light into my outer world around me.

Assist me, Teach me, to stand and allow the Living Light of the Wisdoms, especially the Living Light of Love, the Living Light of Joy, the Living Light of Compassion, the Living Light of Hope to flow through my inner Subtle Body of Light and flow through my Physical Body, adding my unique Sunshine of Living Light into the Living Light of the Heart of the Sky and the Living Light of the Hearth of the Earth weaved within my unique Living Light of my First Fire. This is weaved within everything and anything that exists within my outer world around me.

I do this for both my Renewal of my personal pattern and/or collective patterns to transmute my inner and outer wounded Nature. I do this for the Renewal for the increase of my Living Light within me.

Each day reflect upon this question:

“Today I was a generating body of Living Light of Sunshine for the Renewal of the Body of Light that Flows through the Living Light of the Interconnectivity between Everything and Anything around and within me while I am engaged with my Living of Life. I spent these many hours today contributing this Light of Sunshine back to my outer world.”

“My unique focus of Intention for this Cycle of 260 Days, is that my physical body may be fully restored at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities. Not to look or physically do what I did in my 30’s. But to explore at this age of 74 in how I look and the actions I am physically able to explore within me as being a Living Generator of Light-Sunshine emerging through my full Unknown Possibilities within this Cycle of the Lunar Calendar. I will be responsible in developing a deeper relationship with each one of the 20 Living Lights of the Daily Nawals during this cycle.”

In this Cycle Three, the weaving together of my Living Light within my Subtle Energy Body is being restored.

This emerges through the living co-partnership relationship that the Living Light of the Daily Nawals allows me to form with these Forces of Living Light. “Teach me through your Living Light of Rei Pascal, to place me onto my path to learn to have a Living Relationships with the Living Light of Nawal Na’ooj – the Rilaj Maam and Maria Kastelyaan. I ask to explore with the other Living Lights from the Living Lights of Wisdom, Maria Na’ooj - the Secret of Love Elder House and Nawal Juan Na’ooj and Nawal Diego Na’ooj. Gather and weave within me the Living Lights of the Wisdoms of the Unknown Possibilities that are available for me at this time of my life. So the inner Beauty that exist within me at the age of 74 may fully emerge, as I am exploring my Intentions in speaking to myself, and as I speak to others about this Living Light of my Wisdoms.”

At sunrise today, “Assist me the Living Lights of the various living forms of Nawal Na’ooj, to embrace and grow the Living Light within every part of who I Am in my Wholeness. Assist me to experience the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity flowing through the inner fluidity as I am Re-Centered and Weaved today into a flowing matrix of Interconnectivity of Living Light. I have been re-centered and weaved today within my subtle and physical body’s within the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity of Light forming the pathways between all the organic and inorganic and mineral form. I have been re-centered and weaved today between all plants, between all animals, between all humans, and between all electrical pulses and between everything and anything that exists in both physical and non-physical forms. I am living and being held within the dream that is available for me to emerge from the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities from the subtle realms of the primordial waters.

Teach me Nawal Na’ooj in your Living Relationship with the Living Lights of the various Living Light Presences within the Heart of Earth and within the Heart of Sky to live within the knowing that my personal self, my personality at its core contains a unique Living Light of First Fire that is able to transmute any form of darkness, so I may be Living Life that supports every part of who I Am. Regardless of my acute or chronic diseases or pains, or sufferings or challenges or limitations of aging and throughout the different areas of my body. I Am this unique Living Light of First Fire which encompasses the Wholeness of Who I Am. I am not my diagnosis. I am not my pain. I am not my physical limitations. I am not my aging body. There is more to Who I Am at this moment in time.”

One of the most important qualities of today, Day 13 Light of the Living Nawal Aq’abal. I and we have been weaved together with all the various forces of Light through the previous twelve Living Nawals Days. I am now able to start my Living of Life in my co-partnership relationship with the Light of Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent.

As I walk into Living Life today at sunrise, I ask these various forms of Living Light that have been weaved within me, to weave this with the various qualities of Living Lights forming my relationships of my Living of Life as a True Gaian Human Being.

As I continue to explore my introductions to you during these first 80 Lunar Days of Light, through your various forms of Living Light- the Daily Nawals, your unique qualities of Living Light allow me to begin to experience the Living Light of Self-Compassion for my current ways of perceiving and my current ways of living my life of limitations and separations around my 74 year old body.

The most empowering gift of action I have to offer is the way I am choosing to be Living Life from the perspective of my story of co-partnering with the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities. How I am living this within myself gives me a living perspective in how and what I am communicating this story to others. Each of us as our own unique Living Light of First Fire within. Through our unique Living Light of First Fire, I, we, will choose the various ways to perceive the events within my life today. This will emerge through me in the choices I make to communicate my words and the outer actions I take in Living Life.

The resonance of this Light of the Living Subtle Forces, and the resonance of the Living Light of the Wisdoms, along with the various others forces of the resonance of the Living Light within the Subtle Realms are now fully available and waiting to explore within me, within us. This Living Light is now simultaneously always available for me, and is simultaneously always available us, in all of the various ways I, we, are engaged in Living Life.

“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”

I ask these Living Lights of Wisdoms, to weave me into a living co-partnership relationship and assist me into my emergence onto my personal Road for Renewal. I ask to receive your Living Light that is present behind the Heart of each one of these Wisdoms. Dissolve whatever the depth and breath is behind my subconscious mind is holding onto of my challenges and of my sufferings. Dissolve and untangle and unravel whatever perceptions my minds is holding that is limiting me from allowing my physical body to be fully restored at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities.

Weave me into the Living Light of Love. Weave me into the Living Light of Joy. Weave me into the Living Light of Hope. Weave me into the Living Light of Nurturance. Weave me into the Living Light of Caring. Weave me into the Living Light of Empathy. Weave me into the Living Light of Wholeness. Weave me into the Living Light of Interconnectivity. Weave me into the Living Light of Trust. Weave me into the Living Light of Blessings. Weave me into the Living Light of Gratitude. Weave me into the Living Light of Serenity. Weave me into the Living Light of Awe. Weave me into the Living Light of Wonderment. Weave me into the Living Light of Silence. Weave me into the Living Light of Lightheartedness. Weave me into the Living Light of Confidence. Weave me into the Living Light of Optimism. Weave me into the Living Light of Deserving. Weave me into the Living Light of Mystery. Weave me into the Living Light of Peace. Weave me into the Living Light of Empowerment. Weave me into the Living Light of Contentment. Weave me into the Living Light of Beauty. Weave me into the Living Light of Felt Sense body. Weave me into the Living Light of Courage. Weave me into the Living Light of Sacredness. Weave me into the Living Light of Inner Calmness. Weave me into the Living Light of Steadfastness. Weave me into the Living Light of Inner Silence. Weave me into the Living Light of Dignity. Weave me into the Living Light of Equanimity. Weave me into the Living Light of Quality of Life. Weave me into the Living Light of Being in Innocence. Weave me into the Living Light of Unknown. Weave me into the Living Light of Integrity. Weave me into the Living Light of Vision of the Unknown Possibilities and the Unknown Potentials. Weave me into the Living Light of many other forms and shapes that are waiting to emerge as the unique Wisdoms within me.”

These Living Wisdoms are not what we normally experience when our subconscious mind wounded living emotional states are present. They are the inner resonance of Light that allows us to emerge into relationships that supports the emotions of Living Life in a Cooperative Way. So that my physical body may begin the full restoration at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities. I no longer am open to live from the realization of how much my subconscious mind is filtering the way I perceive myself and the ways I perceive others and the ways I am perceiving the events of the world around us.

“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”

“You the Living Light of Nawal Ajpuub’, hold me within your Heart of Fire and Transmute anything and everything that stands in the way so that the Light of my First Fire may always be present. Teach me to experience my felt sense of knowing that my First Fire is able to Transmute any darkness, any challenges, any suffering, any dualities, any illness that is hindering the flow of my Living Light of Wisdoms to emerge and support me in my physical body. So my physical 74 year old body may be fully restored into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities.

“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”

We look at the flame of a candle. We look at the flames in a ritual burn. Open to experience the felt sense knowing that through these flames are in a constant dance of forming and shaping multiple images and visions from the various forms of Living Light Presence within the subtle realms. The experience of the Living Light within the Flame-it’s Heart, is always formed with a various forms and shapes of Living Light from the subtle emerging into the physical world creating a container for the wholeness with us and within the Living Force of Gaia.

“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”

These various intentions support me in the walking through my challenges, my suffering, my pains physical or emotional pains. I experience these words as alive and a Living Presence of Light that support my story of who I am in Living Life. Assist me through your Living Light Nawal Aq’abal, so that my physical body may be fully restored at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities.

*There will always be a new Living Light of a New Dawning.

*There will always be a new Living Light for a New Emergence.

*There will always be an emergence of the new Living Light of Unknown Possibilities of the new Forms and new Shapes emerging through the Living Light of Joy.

*Through the Wisdom Energy of Nawal Aq'abal, this Living Light will always emerge from and overcome any present darkness I am aware of and allow the emergence of a new Living Light to be formed within my physical and subtle Body’s.

*Nawal Aq'abal brings forth the quality of Living Light that flows from the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything.

* The Living Light of Nawal Aq’abal will lead you into the path of wholeness, harmony, and interconnectedness that will weave you within the inner and outer Living Light Web-of-Life of Interconnectivity.

*The Living Light of Nawal Aq'abal along with the assistance of the Living Light of Nicholas Martin, will touch and transform anything that stands in its path.

*No challenge can remain in its current form and shape as you open to and believe in this Living Light of the Wisdom Energy of Nawal Aq'abal.

*The energies of the Living Light of Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent-Heart of the Soul of the World flows through and give a new form (the former) and give a new shape (the shaper) to everything and anything.

*Whatever challenges your experience through your body, regardless of its source of origins hold the abilities be dissolved into the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities that are seeded within you.

*Whatever stands in your way, from the way you think about or perceive any person, event, or situation in your life will be dissolved. *Whatever stands in your way, the way you feel and the emotions you choose to experience or express in your life will be dissolved.

*No belief or attitude can remain in duality, for all will be dissolved.

*The voice of the Great Grandmother will guide all inner and outer forms and shapes of your expression of your creative flow.

Open yourself to be held by this Living Light Presence. Allow your story of who you really are to emerge and support you into Living Life through the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities within you.

Blessings and Love Conrad

New Light Renewal - Regeneration – Rejuvenation (Serenity of the Emerald Moon painting by Ilene Satala

The story of this painting begins with the Moon. For centuries the Moon has been thought of as the symbol of the feminine principle. It is symbolic of the changes of the seasons and the moving of the tides in the oceans, the powers of cycles and of change.

The Moon disappears and reappears and rolls across the sky in a timeless dance that never ends, speaking to us of what has been and what is and what can be.

This painting is an invitation to be embraced by wholeness, as the Moon is a circle of unity. To let go of confusion and crisis and find a quite place inside ourselves is an act of trusting and surrender. If we surrender we can also receive the wisdom of the ages. Life has many cycles that support us if we let them. I encourage you to open and receive Serenity

New Light Renewal - Regeneration – Rejuvenation - Emergence

A Fire Burn Ritual I was doing one day was on Nawal Aq’abal and the three qualities of Light Nawal Aq’abal weaves together in the Journey of Transmutation. See the large Nawal Presence of light that is formed and shaped by the primary flame. The face and head turning to the left and looking up into the surrender being held up high in the arms of the Fire.

The Nawal Presence of the primary flame is the Journey of Nawal Aq’abal being weaved within the the support of First Fire (Nawal Ajma’k), and the three Presences of Light (Renewal - Regeneration – Rejuvenation) adding to the weave of the Light for Transmutation to emerge into the limp (openly receptive part of ourself) ready to receive the Light for Transmutation to be present.

Practical Wisdom of Nawal Aq’abal

In exploring the Light Presence of Nawal Aq’abal, we introduce three new qualities of Light that Nawal Aq’abal petitions and weaves together. In exploring the Journey of Transmutation, a group of subtle forces of Light are weaved together forming a new Presence of Light that is able to Transmute anything and everything that stands in the way so that the Light of First Fire may always be present. First Fire is able to Transmute any darkness, any challenges, any suffering, any dualities, any illness that is hindering the flow of the Wisdoms to emerge and support us in Living Life.

The foundational Presence of Transmutation is held by this Light of First Fire is held by the Nawal Ajma’k.

The first Presence of Light for the journey of Transmutation is Nawal Tijaax, bringing together the Light of New Beginnings New Dawning.

The second Presence of Light for the journey of Transmutation is Nawal Aq’abal, bringing together the Light behind the four living separate Presences of Light for the emergence of the “Light of Renewal,” the “Light of Regeneration,” the “Light of Rejuvenation,” and the Light of Emergence.”

The third Presence of Light for the journey of Transmutation Nawal Toj, dissolving the hold that ends any and all suffering and pain that we hold. Nawal Toj brings us unto the path that will allow these various Presences of Light that do the Untangling, Unraveling, Un-crusting, and Unweaving of any and all suffering and pain. This energy of Nawal Toj will carry us through and beyond all pain, and beyond all suffering so the various unique Subtle Presences of Light behind Joy, behind Kindness, behind Love, behind Nurturing and behind Compassion to emerge and work together.

Lightening Martin - Kiypa’ Martiin in Tz’utujiil, weaves these unique force of Light together that allows the journey of transmutation to occur. What emerges through us is the Light held by the Voice of the Great Grandmother – Nawal Kawoq that awakens our inner and outer senses to give voice through the unique forms and shapes behind the various forms of the Light behind the Wisdoms.

Daily Reflections on Nawal Aq’abal

One of the foundations behind Humanity is the emergence of New Beginnings - New Dawning. Transmutation always occurs through the weaving together of Light behind Nawal Tijaax, Nawal Aq’abal, and Nawal Toj. The Light of Nawal Aq’abal emerges as the Light of Renewal - Regeneration – Rejuvenation - Emergence forces through the weaving together the flow of Light of the Wisdom Energy.