Day 13 - Nawal Aq’abal - Meditations on Wisdom

“Meditation on Wisdom” for today Day 13 Friday 6 May 2022 Nawal Aq’abal the Fourth Cycle of the Lunar Calendar 6-8
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REFLECTIONS OF A LIVING TZ’UTUJIIL MAYA NAB’EYSIIL
Conrad’s Blog on Meditation on Wisdom” are my personal notes I am creating each morning reflecting upon my focus of how I approach and how I am Living Life weaved within the Mayan Subtle world forces of Paq’alib’al.
These personal notes are that’s, unedited, raw, and at times grammatical, spelling, typos, and long sentence structure fully present. They all are freshly written, edited, and created around 3 am EDT before the sunrises, and are published by 7 am EDT nearly each morning. So they are my first attempts in exploring my inner connections into the subtle realms of the Tz’utujiil Maya Forces of Living Light of the “Ways of Perceiving – Ilah” to live my life through the support and the living co-partnership with the energy of Light of todays Wisdoms. Regardless of the sufferings and the challenges I am engaged with during these changing and unpredictable times within my world, I have a choice to what and how I express as my Life.
I am the Nab’eysiil of the Tz’utujiil Maya community in Guatemala. I am the carrier and the Keeper of the Wisdoms weaved within the Bundle of the Heart of Nature and the Keeper of the Wisdoms weaved within the Bundle of the Heart of Humanity. Before the sunrises each morning, as when the sunsets each evening, as when I enter the cycle of Noon and Midnight, and throughout and in between these cycles, there is an constant dance of Subtle World Forces of Living Light available to me. These Subtle World Forces of Living Light is available to you, and available to everything and anything living on this Emerging Place of Earth.
The presence of Living Light exists within and behind everything and anything on this emerging planet. If it exists in physical form, regardless of how it is formed and shaped, a living Presence of Light is weaved into and within. This is so much larger then what our mind perceives to what is alive. Becoming awake with how our thoughts and feelings and the beliefs and intentions we hold are Alive and weaved within the Presence of Living Light. This Living Light is present within and behind every form of expression. From every object of physical matter to what it is that is spoken outwardly or spoken within. Everything holds a Presence of Living Light. This Living Light is weaved within and behind and becomes a container for the Living Light of the Unknown Wisdoms that desire to be expressed into everything and anything in the “Ways we are Living Life.” This Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities of the Wisdoms, are the expression of the Spirit and Dream held by the Living Spirit of Gaia. Living Life is our unique way we bring form and shape to the Dream of Gaia through the uniqueness held within us and how we choose to be an expression of Living Light behind everything and anything we are engaged within.
I explore the Road of Renewal each day, and throughout the day, allowing me to be weaved within this living co-partnership with these Subtle World Forces. Together in our co-partnering relationship we engage my unique ways I participate within Living my Life from the Living Light of the Wisdoms of the Unknown Possibilities. This allows me to be a Generator of Light that I bring forward to the various forms and shapes of everything and anything I am engaged within and outsider of me.
REFLECTIONS OF A LIVING TZ’UTUJIIL MAYA NAB’EYSIIL
New Today in the Collective Renewal: Friday 6 May 2022
Section One reflects the “Journey of World Renewal” – the Collective Patterns discussing the Extended Ritual Cycles of the Tz’utujiil Maya parallel rituals to the Christian Rituals of leading up to and through the cycles of Death and Rebirth as explored during Holy Week. The Indigenous Ways are focused upon “Renewal.” There is no Death and Rebirth at the heart of Renewal. Instead, when a cycle enters it endings, at sunset of that cycle our bundle rests. Through the Mystery of the Living Lunar Light of night, our bundle is taken part, renewed, and weaved once again back to its initial clarity of Beginning Light. This is Beginning Light is weaved within the new Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities that are available for our new cycle that waits to emerge. At sunrise, we pick up what appears to be the same outer bundle we laid down at sunset. Yet our current bundle now is different. It is went through the natural Cycle of Renewal through the Mystery behind the Lunar cycles. The old ways were un-weaved, and now refreshed back to its original Light and weaved with the vibrant Living Light of the Unknown Wisdoms. We are ready to take our new steps onto our Road of Emergence. Exploring our new cycle of Living Life refreshed and renewed. These writings, pictures, videos, and podcasts, in Section One reflect one form and shape of the Indigenous Ways of the Tz’utujiil Maya exploring the rituals of World Renewal.
Section One Links:
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Nothing New today Personal Renewal Friday 6 May 2022
Section Two reflect the “Journey of Personal Renewal” – our Individual Patterns. This section explores the same qualities we are exploring in the Collective Ways of World Renewal. Explores the various forms of co-partnership with these Subtle World Forces of Light to support our individual creative actions of Living Life.
Section Two Links:
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Section Three Weaving our Personal – Collective Intentions with the Subtle World Living Light of Paq’alib’al through the 260 Day Lunar Cycle
There is new and edited material only in the Intentions Section Three today Friday 6 May 2022
The Road of the 13 Cycles of Lunar Light:
Throughout this Road of Cycle Four, besides the shedding of more of the toxicity created by my subconscious mind, and allowing the unique Living Lights for myself to be weaved within my core. I begin to focus upon my personal Intentions for this 260 Lunar Cycle. My intentions throughout Cycle Four on “My physical body may be fully restored at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities. Not to look or physically do what I did in my 30’s. But to explore at this age of 74 in how I look and the actions I am physically able to explore within me as being a Living Generator of Light-Sunshine emerging through my full Unknown Possibilities within this Cycle of the Lunar Calendar. I will be responsible in developing a deeper relationship with each one of the 20 Living Lights of the Daily Nawals during this cycle.”
I want to become more conscious of this Intention as I am releasing the light from my subconscious mind and allowing the Emergence of the new Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities to me present to grow these new relationships that are forming. So this new Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities being weaved into the Subtle Forces within the Physical Matter of my Human Body.
Each weaving is allowing me the opportunity to feel the unique inner support of each one of the Living Lights of Fire being weaved within my First Fire. Cycle Four will deepen this form of weaving. So I will be energetic ready to enter Cycle Five. This Living Light within me will support me to face the virtuous levels of awareness that my subconscious mind will bring forward to show me during Cycle Five through Nine the specifics parts of his myself that will ready be ready to be transmuted that is hindering me from allowing my Road of Renewal to emerge. So my Living Light can be weaved and emerged through me as my Living Light of Sunshine through Cycles Ten through Thirteen.
I continue to explore during these first 80 Lunar Days of the Living Light of the Daily Nawals, your unique qualities of Living Light allow me to begin to experience the Living Light of Self-Compassion for my current ways of perceiving and my current ways of living my life of limitations and separations around my 74 year old body.
The most empowering gift of action I have to offer is the way I am choosing to Live Life from the perspective of my story of co-partnering with the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities. How I am living this within myself gives me a living perspective in how and what I am communicating this story to others. Each of us as our own unique Living Light of First Fire within. Through our unique Living Light of First Fire, I, we, will choose the various ways to perceive the events within my life today. This will emerge through me in the choices I make to communicate my words and the outer actions I take in Living Life.
Cycle Four allows the emergence for the weaving together of my Living Light within my Subtle Energy Body to be weaved within the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity in its deeper qualities to be present during cycles five through Nine for the Living Light of Renewal, Restoration, Regeneration and Emergence to occur.
My Purpose is to Live Life as the Generator of Living Light of Sunshine:
Our primary focus as a human being is energy production. Since my first writings and teaching I was exploring since 1980, around the various ways to assist myself and others that we were a Living Light of “Human Energy System.”
Throughout each encounter I am engaged in, I reflect upon did I leave this person or did I leave this event with the knowing that I added more “Light-Sunshine” through my interaction that I was engaged in. Regardless of the challenges and the regardless of the sufferings that might have occurred within me or around me, “Did my words and actions reflect in the ways I desire to me Living my Life by adding more Light-Sunshine to this person or event?” “Did my words and actions reduced the Light-Sunshine within that person and event I encountered today in my life?”
Out First Nations elders lived their life being weaved together within the “Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity” with the Living Light-Sunshine of the Heart Behind Everything. They experienced how this Living Light supported them and supported each event in life. They knew there always was a Natural state of Flow in Living Life as a two legged upright being that was human.
They did not try to find the Light of Interconnectivity and Flow. They explored their living relationship within a living co-partnership within the Light of Interconnectivity and Flow that was always present. This supported them in Living Life knowing how Nature’s inner and outer Light provided for them.
Over time, especially since the Conquest, most Indigenous cultures in order to survive their captors, began to experience a separation and a disconnection from their “Light of the Heart” flowing as a natural sate of interconnectivity between the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything.
When Zach talks about the restoring the Remembering-Regenerative Living Light pattern. This is what I experience on the Road of Renewal in allowing myself to Remembering – the Regenerative Living Light patterns being weaved within the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities being weaved together in the Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity Behind the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything and the Living Light of the Heart Behind Anything. The restoring of the Remembering of this Regenerative Living Light both within me and between us and between me and us and all of Nature effects the quality of Light-Sunshine that is available to me, that is available to us in Living Life.
Remembering is a personal inner creative art form we are exploring. The Art of Remembering each day, and throughout the day and throughout the night, adds to or decreasing the vibrational quality of Living Light held within the inner water within our body. The quality of Living Light effects the direction of our cellular growth. The quality of Living Light effects the forming of our co-partnership relationships within our cells. We have choice in how we live in a creative relationship to the cells and the inner quality of water. Are we adding to or limiting and separating ourself from our Inner Light? Are we allowing our self to open to or limiting or blocking our living relationship with the Living Light of the Unseen Possibilities that deserves to be weaved within our physical body?
Research today reflects the effects our feelings, thoughts, and judgements are always effecting the quality of the water stored within our body which changes the vibrational quality of Light held within this inner water flowing through our body. This effects the direction of cellular growth either creating separation and blocking the Living Light for the Unseen Possibilities from being weaved within our physical body. Or are we adding a vibrational quality of Light that will be weaved within our physical body?
The human cell when allowed to hold the proper vibrational quality of light creates a resonates like a tuning fork allowing more Light from the subtle forms and the patterns within us and the earth that holds the Light that is available for the cell to naturally repair and the Regeneration of the cells within that are needed for the healing potential that is made available to us. This is called Remembering.
Our primary focus as a human being is energy production. Chronic disease emerges at the point of this failed energy production. Chronic disease is never attacking us. Disease never attacks a healthy human cell that is holding the proper intensity of inner light. When there is a reduction and lowering of the Light, this reduces our magnetic fields resonating state of Energy. We are then vulnerable to various forms of diseases. Our natural ability for repair and healing is always occurring, but only from when we are allowing an increase of the Living Light of resonance to flow within us.
Every cell holds a “Creative Force of Light” being the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities that is held within every cell. This Creative Force of Light is what engages the cells “Drive For Life through the Flow of Light for the Interconnectivity.” At lower vibrational states of inner Light-Sunshine, this “Creative Drive Force of Light” in every cell creates a lesser quality of vibrational Light. At a higher state of Vibrational Light creates a greater state of our inner Light-Sunshine. So that this same “Creative Drive Force of Light” creates higher vibrational light.
The Art of Remembering
The Art of Remembering is when each cells “remembers” its natural co-partnership relationship within the Living Light of the Interconnectivity of the Flow of the Heart Behind Everything that is possible. The Art of Remembering create within the cells “Creative Drive Force of Light” an increased quality of Vibrational Light-Sunshine. This naturally motivates and replicates this pattern of Remembering and creating a natural relationship with the Light of the Unknown Possibilities that is always available for each cells unknown potential for growth.
“You the Living Light of Nawal Na’ooj, weave me to grow my living co-partnership relationship with you.
Weave me with the Living Light of Maria Kastelyaan to awaken the Living Light of the seeds of Compassion within me.
Weave me with the Living Light of the Rilaj Maam to awaken the Living Seeds of Compassion within me to explore Living Life with both Self-Compassion for myself and Compassion for all Human Beings.
Weave me with the Living Light of Maria Na’ooj. For you bring forward the living secret that is held within the Living Light of Love that supports both Self-compassion for myself and Compassion for others.
Weave me with the Living Light of Nawal Juan Na’ooj and the Living Light of Nawal Diego Na’ooj to communicate with Rei Pascal. Together your bring the various forms of the Living Light of the Wisdoms with the Unknown Possibilities into my subtle energies that I am needing for today.
Weave me with the Living Light of Nawal Diego Kanon, and the Living Light of Nawal Juan Kanon bring together this new Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities into my subtle energies felt sense awareness.
Weave me with the Living Light of Nawal Diego Puqlaaj, and the Living Light of Nawal Juan Puqlaaj to assist me in the Road of the Transmutation. So whatever it is that is keeping me separated and focused upon allowing my subconscious mind emotional reactivity to be my only experience of reality right now. I ask you to dismantle, to unravel, to untangle, and to sweep away whatever stands in the way for this Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities of the Wisdoms to emerge.
Weave me with the Great Weaver Yaxper, and your assistances with the various forms of the Marias, weave together the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities with the Living Light of the Wisdoms that I am needing today, weave this together within the unique core of the Light of my First Fire.”
Through this emergence of these various threads of the Living Light from these specific Nawals and Marias, creates my new Living Light within me of my Flow of Light of Interconnectivity that can walk me through any and all difficulties that cross my path.
These emerging threads of the Living Lights of the Nawals and the Marias, becomes the foundation for all forms of my human thinking.
When my body moves, these threads of the Living Light of the Nawals and the Marias, is the first energy that is always present to move and express my body.
These threads of Living Light, is what allows the energy that is always available to me to be expressed behind all forms of knowledge. To be expressed behind all form of creativity. To be expressed behind all forms of decision-making. To be expressed behind all forms of advice i give to myself or others. These threads of Living Light is at the Heart that all people seek in any and all encounters.
These threads of Living Light is what is behind the interconnectivity of the Flow of Living Light in my Wholeness. My brain is naturally wired to produce and support this living relationship with these various threads of the Nawals and the Marias and this continually being renewed and weaved within the unique Living Light of my First Fire. Without this renewal and re-weaving, I am incapable of allowing the Living Wisdoms to support me over my subconscious mind historical experiences of emotional reactivity and challenges to brings forth as my only reality at this moment in time.
At sunrise today, “Assist me the Living Lights of the various living forms of Nawal Na’ooj, to embrace and grow the Living Light within every part of who I Am in my Wholeness. Assist me to experience the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity flowing through the inner fluidity as I am Re-Centered and Weaved today into a flowing matrix of Interconnectivity of Living Light. I have been re-centered and weaved today within my subtle and physical body’s within the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity of Light forming the pathways between all the organic and inorganic and mineral form. I have been re-centered and weaved today between all plants, between all animals, between all humans, and between all electrical pulses and between everything and anything that exists in both physical and non-physical forms. I am living and being held within the dream that is available for me to emerge from the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities from the subtle realms of the primordial waters.
As I walk into Living Life today at sunrise, I ask these various forms of Living Light that have been weaved within me, to weave this with the various qualities of Living Lights forming my relationships of my Living of Life as a True Gaian Human Being.
The resonance of this Light of the Living Subtle Forces, and the resonance of the Living Light of the Wisdoms, along with the various others forces of the resonance of the Living Light within the Subtle Realms are now fully available and waiting to explore within me, within us. This Living Light is now simultaneously always available for me, and is simultaneously always available us, in all of the various ways I, we, are engaged in Living Life.
Today New Intentions have been created and edited on Friday 6 May 2022:
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Ajpuub’, weave me into a living co-partnership relationship with these Living Lights of Wisdom and assist me into my emergence onto my personal Road for Renewal. I ask to receive your Living Light that is present behind the Heart of each one of these Wisdoms. Dissolve whatever the depth and breath is behind my subconscious mind that is holding onto of my challenges and of my sufferings. Dissolve and untangle and unravel whatever perceptions my minds is holding that is limiting me from allowing my physical body to be fully restored at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities.
Weave me into the Living Light of Love. Weave me into the Living Light of Joy. Weave me into the Living Light of Hope. Weave me into the Living Light of Nurturance. Weave me into the Living Light of Caring. Weave me into the Living Light of Empathy. Weave me into the Living Light of Wholeness. Weave me into the Living Light of Interconnectivity. Weave me into the Living Light of Trust. Weave me into the Living Light of Blessings. Weave me into the Living Light of Gratitude. Weave me into the Living Light of Serenity. Weave me into the Living Light of Awe. Weave me into the Living Light of Wonderment. Weave me into the Living Light of Inner Silence. Weave me into the Living Light of Lightheartedness. Weave me into the Living Light of Confidence. Weave me into the Living Light of Optimism. Weave me into the Living Light of Deserving. Weave me into the Living Light of Mystery. Weave me into the Living Light of Peace. Weave me into the Living Light of Empowerment. Weave me into the Living Light of Contentment. Weave me into the Living Light of Beauty. Weave me into the Living Light of Felt Sense body. Weave me into the Living Light of Courage. Weave me into the Living Light of Sacredness. Weave me into the Living Light of Inner Calmness. Weave me into the Living Light of Steadfastness. Weave me into the Living Light of Inner Silence. Weave me into the Living Light of Dignity. Weave me into the Living Light of Equanimity. Weave me into the Living Light of Quality of Life. Weave me into the Living Light of Being in Innocence. Weave me into the Living Light of Unknown. Weave me into the Living Light of Integrity. Weave me into the Living Light of Vision of the Unknown Possibilities and the Unknown Potentials. Weave me into the Living Light of many other forms and shapes that are waiting to emerge as the unique Wisdoms within me.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Ajpuub’, weave me to my inner resonance of Light that allows me to emerge into relationships that supports the emotions of Living Life in a Cooperative Way. So that my physical body may begin the full restoration at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities. I no longer am open to live from the realization of how much my subconscious mind is filtering the way I perceive myself and the ways I perceive others and the ways I am perceiving the events of the world around us.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Ajpuub’, hold me within your Heart of Fire and Transmute anything and everything that stands in the way so that the Light of my First Fire may always be present. Teach me to experience my felt sense of knowing that my First Fire is able to Transmute any darkness, any challenges, any suffering, any dualities, any illness that is hindering the flow of my Living Light of Wisdoms to emerge and support me in my physical body. So my physical 74 year old body may be fully restored into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Ajpuub’, Assist me when I look into the flame of a candle or the flames within a ritual burn, to experience the felt sense knowing that through these flames are in a constant dance of forming and shaping multiple images and visions from the various forms of Living Light Presence within the subtle realms that are available for me.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Ajpuub’, weave me within these various intentions so that they support me in the walking through my challenges, my suffering, my physical pains or my emotional pains. Assist me to experience these words as being alive and a Living Presence of Light that support my story of who I am in Living Life.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
Assist me through your Living Light Nawal Aq’abal, so that my physical body may be fully restored at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities.
*That I may continually experience a new Living Light of a New Dawning.
* That I may continually experience a new Living Light for a New Emergence.
* That I may continually experience a new emergence of the Living Light of Unknown Possibilities of the new Forms and new Shapes emerging through the Living Light of Joy.
* That I may continually experience the Wisdom Energy of Nawal Aq'abal, this Living Light will always emerge from and overcome any present darkness I am aware of and allow the emergence of a new Living Light to be formed within my physical and subtle Body’s.
*Nawal Aq'abal you who brings forth the quality of Living Light that flows from the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything.
*That I may continually experience the Living Light of Nawal Aq’abal that guides me into my path of wholeness, harmony, and interconnectedness that will weave me within the inner and outer Living Light of the inner Web-of-Life of Interconnectivity.
*The Living Light of Nawal Aq'abal along with the assistance of the Living Light of Nicholas Martin, will touch and transform anything that stands my way.
*No challenge can remain in its current form and shape as long as I open to and believe in this Living Light of the Wisdom Energy of Nawal Aq'abal.
*The energies of the Living Light of Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent-Heart of the Soul of the World flows through and give me a new form (the former) and give a new shape (the shaper) to everything and anything.
*Whatever challenges I experience through my body, regardless of its source of origins hold the abilities to dissolve into the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities that are seeded within me.
*Whatever stands in my way, from the way I think about or perceive any person, or ant situation in my life will be dissolved.
*Whatever stands in my way, in the way I feel and the emotions I choose to experience or express in my life will be dissolved.
*No belief or attitude I hold can remain in duality, for all will be dissolved.
*The voice of the Great Grandmother will guide me in all my inner and outer forms and shapes of my expression of my creative flow.
Open me to be held by this Living Light Presence. Allow my story of who I really am to emerge and support me into Living my Life through the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities within me.
Blessings and Love Conrad
Section 4:
Section Four reflects the Unique Living Light behind the 260 Day Lunar Cycle of the Twenty Day Living Light of the Nawals. Each one of these twenty Nawals reflect a unique energy of Light that weaves me into my personal Journey of Renewal. This same cycle of twenty Nawals is repeated thirteen times in allowing me to explore the deeper inner working around my Personal Renewal. Through each twenty day cycle repeating through the thirteen cycles allows me each day and through each cycle to lay down my unique bundle at sunset in the ways I explore Living my Life today. So I may pick-up my Renewed Bundle refreshed each day within my new ways to explore Living my Life through my co-partnership relationships between the subtle and physical worlds.
This section always begins with one of Ilene Satala painting and reflections around what the Tz’utujiil Maya Indigenous Ways call “Good Medicine - Kox aq’oom.” The Road of Renewal, either Personal or Collective, is all about “Good Medicine - Kox aq’oom.” Good Medicine is the journey or road we participate with for our Mind, Body, Spirit in exploring the Road of Renewal. Where our ability is to be weaved within our “Heart of – Ruk’ux” to the “Heart of – Ruk’ux” within the Dream of Gaia to be weaved within the “Heart of – Ruk’ux” of the struggles, the challenges, the suffering, the separation we experience in life. The Weaving within the “Heart Behind Everything” and the “Heart Behind Anything” is the foundation of Living my Life as a “Generator of Light.” This is the foundation behind all forms of transformation and healing. This section gives us the Awareness of the various ways Wisdom is available to be weaved within us through the “Heart of – Ruk’ux” to choose other ways I may engage in Living my Life.
New Light Renewal - Regeneration – Rejuvenation (Serenity of the Emerald Moon painting by Ilene Satala
The story of this painting begins with the Moon. For centuries the Moon has been thought of as the symbol of the feminine principle. It is symbolic of the changes of the seasons and the moving of the tides in the oceans, the powers of cycles and of change.
The Moon disappears and reappears and rolls across the sky in a timeless dance that never ends, speaking to us of what has been and what is and what can be.
This painting is an invitation to be embraced by wholeness, as the Moon is a circle of unity. To let go of confusion and crisis and find a quite place inside ourselves is an act of trusting and surrender. If we surrender we can also receive the wisdom of the ages. Life has many cycles that support us if we let them. I encourage you to open and receive Serenity
New Light Renewal - Regeneration – Rejuvenation - Emergence
A Fire Burn Ritual I was doing one day was on Nawal Aq’abal and the three qualities of Light Nawal Aq’abal weaves together in the Journey of Transmutation. See the large Nawal Presence of light that is formed and shaped by the primary flame. The face and head turning to the left and looking up into the surrender being held up high in the arms of the Fire.
The Nawal Presence of the primary flame is the Journey of Nawal Aq’abal being weaved within the the support of First Fire (Nawal Ajma’k), and the three Presences of Light (Renewal - Regeneration – Rejuvenation) adding to the weave of the Light for Transmutation to emerge into the limp (openly receptive part of ourself) ready to receive the Light for Transmutation to be present.
Practical Wisdom of Nawal Aq’abal
In exploring the Light Presence of Nawal Aq’abal, we introduce three new qualities of Light that Nawal Aq’abal petitions and weaves together. In exploring the Journey of Transmutation, a group of subtle forces of Light are weaved together forming a new Presence of Light that is able to Transmute anything and everything that stands in the way so that the Light of First Fire may always be present. First Fire is able to Transmute any darkness, any challenges, any suffering, any dualities, any illness that is hindering the flow of the Wisdoms to emerge and support us in Living Life.
The foundational Presence of Transmutation is held by this Light of First Fire is held by the Nawal Ajma’k.
The first Presence of Light for the journey of Transmutation is Nawal Tijaax, bringing together the Light of New Beginnings New Dawning.
The second Presence of Light for the journey of Transmutation is Nawal Aq’abal, bringing together the Light behind the four living separate Presences of Light for the emergence of the “Light of Renewal,” the “Light of Regeneration,” the “Light of Rejuvenation,” and the Light of Emergence.”
The third Presence of Light for the journey of Transmutation Nawal Toj, dissolving the hold that ends any and all suffering and pain that we hold. Nawal Toj brings us unto the path that will allow these various Presences of Light that do the Untangling, Unraveling, Un-crusting, and Unweaving of any and all suffering and pain. This energy of Nawal Toj will carry us through and beyond all pain, and beyond all suffering so the various unique Subtle Presences of Light behind Joy, behind Kindness, behind Love, behind Nurturing and behind Compassion to emerge and work together.
Lightening Martin - Kiypa’ Martiin in Tz’utujiil, weaves these unique force of Light together that allows the journey of transmutation to occur. What emerges through us is the Light held by the Voice of the Great Grandmother – Nawal Kawoq that awakens our inner and outer senses to give voice through the unique forms and shapes behind the various forms of the Light behind the Wisdoms.
Daily Reflections on Nawal Aq’abal
One of the foundations behind Humanity is the emergence of New Beginnings - New Dawning. Transmutation always occurs through the weaving together of Light behind Nawal Tijaax, Nawal Aq’abal, and Nawal Toj. The Light of Nawal Aq’abal emerges as the Light of Renewal - Regeneration – Rejuvenation - Emergence forces through the weaving together the flow of Light of the Wisdom Energy.
*There will always be a new Living Light of a New Dawning.
*There will always be a new Living Light for a New Emergence.
*There will always be an emergence of the new Living Light of Unknown Possibilities of the new Forms and new Shapes emerging through the Living Light of Joy.
*Through the Wisdom Energy of Nawal Aq'abal, this Living Light will always emerge from and overcome any present darkness I am aware of and allow the emergence of a new Living Light to be formed within my physical and subtle Body’s.
*Nawal Aq'abal brings forth the quality of Living Light that flows from the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything.
* The Living Light of Nawal Aq’abal will lead you into the path of wholeness, harmony, and interconnectedness that will weave you within the inner and outer Living Light Web-of-Life of Interconnectivity.
*The Living Light of Nawal Aq'abal along with the assistance of the Living Light of Nicholas Martin, will touch and transform anything that stands in its path.
*No challenge can remain in its current form and shape as you open to and believe in this Living Light of the Wisdom Energy of Nawal Aq'abal.
*The energies of the Living Light of Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent-Heart of the Soul of the World flows through and give a new form (the former) and give a new shape (the shaper) to everything and anything.
*Whatever challenges your experience through your body, regardless of its source of origins hold the abilities be dissolved into the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities that are seeded within you.
*Whatever stands in your way, from the way you think about or perceive any person, event, or situation in your life will be dissolved. *Whatever stands in your way, the way you feel and the emotions you choose to experience or express in your life will be dissolved.
*No belief or attitude can remain in duality, for all will be dissolved.
*The voice of the Great Grandmother will guide all inner and outer forms and shapes of your expression of your creative flow.
11 Supportive Video Access for Reflections of a Living Nab’eysiil
Video Clips - Copy and Paste into a Browser
Unlock the Creative Light Force within 18:37
https://youtu.be/SX07z07xWGQ
Four False Beliefs that Society is Built Upon 17:03
https://youtu.be/nM5w3EjikdA
How to Create Heaven on Earth 13:44
https://youtu.be/QXBKfFK7k9c
Are Memories Stored In Water Zach Bush 15:35
https://youtu.be/FspJWKQDKo8
Water Blessings Song Guatemala 7:00
https://youtu.be/QXcmuTZFkB8
Speaking to the Water 5:08
https://youtu.be/OeeAMNxuqio
The Consciousness of Water 3:13
https://youtu.be/fl9OAsjzYHQ
Maseru Emoto Experiment in Gratitude 1:39
https://youtu.be/SDNhH8deZPg
Maseru Emoto Water Experiments 5:00
https://youtu.be/1qQUFvufXp4
A Gathering of the Tribe 9:17
https://youtu.be/XinVOpdcbVc
Heartfelt Prayer to Recognize the Beauty in Life Zach Bush 10:17
https://youtu.be/MAV0VDZmVc0
1 Supportive Audio Access for Reflections of a Living Nab’eysiil
Foundational Core Of Light Ritual January 2022 6:45
https://mayanbrothers.box.com/s/px38p4sarpqegnbrpdfz62codejfg5eh
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REFLECTIONS OF A LIVING TZ’UTUJIIL MAYA NAB’EYSIIL
Conrad’s Blog on Meditation on Wisdom” are my personal notes I am creating each morning reflecting upon my focus of how I approach and how I am Living Life weaved within the Mayan Subtle world forces of Paq’alib’al.
These personal notes are that’s, unedited, raw, and at times grammatical, spelling, typos, and long sentence structure fully present. They all are freshly written, edited, and created around 3 am EDT before the sunrises, and are published by 7 am EDT nearly each morning. So they are my first attempts in exploring my inner connections into the subtle realms of the Tz’utujiil Maya Forces of Living Light of the “Ways of Perceiving – Ilah” to live my life through the support and the living co-partnership with the energy of Light of todays Wisdoms. Regardless of the sufferings and the challenges I am engaged with during these changing and unpredictable times within my world, I have a choice to what and how I express as my Life.
I am the Nab’eysiil of the Tz’utujiil Maya community in Guatemala. I am the carrier and the Keeper of the Wisdoms weaved within the Bundle of the Heart of Nature and the Keeper of the Wisdoms weaved within the Bundle of the Heart of Humanity. Before the sunrises each morning, as when the sunsets each evening, as when I enter the cycle of Noon and Midnight, and throughout and in between these cycles, there is an constant dance of Subtle World Forces of Living Light available to me. These Subtle World Forces of Living Light is available to you, and available to everything and anything living on this Emerging Place of Earth.
The presence of Living Light exists within and behind everything and anything on this emerging planet. If it exists in physical form, regardless of how it is formed and shaped, a living Presence of Light is weaved into and within. This is so much larger then what our mind perceives to what is alive. Becoming awake with how our thoughts and feelings and the beliefs and intentions we hold are Alive and weaved within the Presence of Living Light. This Living Light is present within and behind every form of expression. From every object of physical matter to what it is that is spoken outwardly or spoken within. Everything holds a Presence of Living Light. This Living Light is weaved within and behind and becomes a container for the Living Light of the Unknown Wisdoms that desire to be expressed into everything and anything in the “Ways we are Living Life.” This Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities of the Wisdoms, are the expression of the Spirit and Dream held by the Living Spirit of Gaia. Living Life is our unique way we bring form and shape to the Dream of Gaia through the uniqueness held within us and how we choose to be an expression of Living Light behind everything and anything we are engaged within.
I explore the Road of Renewal each day, and throughout the day, allowing me to be weaved within this living co-partnership with these Subtle World Forces. Together in our co-partnering relationship we engage my unique ways I participate within Living my Life from the Living Light of the Wisdoms of the Unknown Possibilities. This allows me to be a Generator of Light that I bring forward to the various forms and shapes of everything and anything I am engaged within and outsider of me.
REFLECTIONS OF A LIVING TZ’UTUJIIL MAYA NAB’EYSIIL
New Today in the Collective Renewal: Saturday 7 May 2022
Section One reflects the “Journey of World Renewal” – the Collective Patterns discussing the Extended Ritual Cycles of the Tz’utujiil Maya parallel rituals to the Christian Rituals of leading up to and through the cycles of Death and Rebirth as explored during Holy Week. The Indigenous Ways are focused upon “Renewal.” There is no Death and Rebirth at the heart of Renewal. Instead, when a cycle enters it endings, at sunset of that cycle our bundle rests. Through the Mystery of the Living Lunar Light of night, our bundle is taken part, renewed, and weaved once again back to its initial clarity of Beginning Light. This is Beginning Light is weaved within the new Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities that are available for our new cycle that waits to emerge. At sunrise, we pick up what appears to be the same outer bundle we laid down at sunset. Yet our current bundle now is different. It is went through the natural Cycle of Renewal through the Mystery behind the Lunar cycles. The old ways were un-weaved, and now refreshed back to its original Light and weaved with the vibrant Living Light of the Unknown Wisdoms. We are ready to take our new steps onto our Road of Emergence. Exploring our new cycle of Living Life refreshed and renewed. These writings, pictures, videos, and podcasts, in Section One reflect one form and shape of the Indigenous Ways of the Tz’utujiil Maya exploring the rituals of World Renewal.
Section One Links:
Word Doc
https://www.dropbox.com/s/y76setzte9ktyf4/Section%20Two%20Journey%20of%20Personal%20Renewal%20Individual%20Patterns.docx?dl=0
PDF Doc
https://www.dropbox.com/s/ujvysqte7znjcxi/Section%20One%20the%20Journey%20of%20World%20Renewal%20Collective%20Patterns.pdf?dl=0
Nothing New today Personal Renewal Saturday 7 May 2022
Section Two reflect the “Journey of Personal Renewal” – our Individual Patterns. This section explores the same qualities we are exploring in the Collective Ways of World Renewal. Explores the various forms of co-partnership with these Subtle World Forces of Light to support our individual creative actions of Living Life.
Section Two Links:
Word Doc
https://www.dropbox.com/s/y76setzte9ktyf4/Section%20Two%20Journey%20of%20Personal%20Renewal%20Individual%20Patterns.docx?dl=0
PDF Doc
https://www.dropbox.com/s/5kok9hsbxs7g440/Section%20Two%20Journey%20of%20Personal%20Renewal%20Individual%20Patterns.pdf?dl=0
Section Three Weaving our Personal – Collective Intentions with the Subtle World Living Light of Paq’alib’al through the 260 Day Lunar Cycle
There is new and edited material only in the Intentions Section Three today Saturday 7 May 2022
The Road of the 13 Cycles of Lunar Light:
Throughout this Road of Cycle Four, besides the shedding of more of the toxicity created by my subconscious mind, and allowing the unique Living Lights for myself to be weaved within my core. I begin to focus upon my personal Intentions for this 260 Lunar Cycle. My intentions throughout Cycle Four on “My physical body may be fully restored at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities. Not to look or physically do what I did in my 30’s. But to explore at this age of 74 in how I look and the actions I am physically able to explore within me as being a Living Generator of Light-Sunshine emerging through my full Unknown Possibilities within this Cycle of the Lunar Calendar. I will be responsible in developing a deeper relationship with each one of the 20 Living Lights of the Daily Nawals during this cycle.”
I want to become more conscious of this Intention as I am releasing the light from my subconscious mind and allowing the Emergence of the new Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities to me present to grow these new relationships that are forming. So this new Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities being weaved into the Subtle Forces within the Physical Matter of my Human Body.
Each weaving is allowing me the opportunity to feel the unique inner support of each one of the Living Lights of Fire being weaved within my First Fire. Cycle Four will deepen this form of weaving. So I will be energetic ready to enter Cycle Five. This Living Light within me will support me to face the virtuous levels of awareness that my subconscious mind will bring forward to show me during Cycle Five through Nine the specifics parts of his myself that will ready be ready to be transmuted that is hindering me from allowing my Road of Renewal to emerge. So my Living Light can be weaved and emerged through me as my Living Light of Sunshine through Cycles Ten through Thirteen.
I continue to explore during these first 80 Lunar Days of the Living Light of the Daily Nawals, your unique qualities of Living Light allow me to begin to experience the Living Light of Self-Compassion for my current ways of perceiving and my current ways of living my life of limitations and separations around my 74 year old body.
The most empowering gift of action I have to offer is the way I am choosing to Live Life from the perspective of my story of co-partnering with the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities. How I am living this within myself gives me a living perspective in how and what I am communicating this story to others. Each of us as our own unique Living Light of First Fire within. Through our unique Living Light of First Fire, I, we, will choose the various ways to perceive the events within my life today. This will emerge through me in the choices I make to communicate my words and the outer actions I take in Living Life.
Cycle Four allows the emergence for the weaving together of my Living Light within my Subtle Energy Body to be weaved within the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity in its deeper qualities to be present during cycles five through Nine for the Living Light of Renewal, Restoration, Regeneration and Emergence to occur.
My Purpose is to Live Life as the Generator of Living Light of Sunshine:
Our primary focus as a human being is energy production. Since my first writings and teaching I was exploring since 1980, around the various ways to assist myself and others that we were a Living Light of “Human Energy System.”
Throughout each encounter I am engaged in, I reflect upon did I leave this person or did I leave this event with the knowing that I added more “Light-Sunshine” through my interaction that I was engaged in. Regardless of the challenges and the regardless of the sufferings that might have occurred within me or around me, “Did my words and actions reflect in the ways I desire to me Living my Life by adding more Light-Sunshine to this person or event?” “Did my words and actions reduced the Light-Sunshine within that person and event I encountered today in my life?”
Out First Nations elders lived their life being weaved together within the “Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity” with the Living Light-Sunshine of the Heart Behind Everything. They experienced how this Living Light supported them and supported each event in life. They knew there always was a Natural state of Flow in Living Life as a two legged upright being that was human.
They did not try to find the Light of Interconnectivity and Flow. They explored their living relationship within a living co-partnership within the Light of Interconnectivity and Flow that was always present. This supported them in Living Life knowing how Nature’s inner and outer Light provided for them.
Over time, especially since the Conquest, most Indigenous cultures in order to survive their captors, began to experience a separation and a disconnection from their “Light of the Heart” flowing as a natural sate of interconnectivity between the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything.
When Zach talks about the restoring the Remembering-Regenerative Living Light pattern. This is what I experience on the Road of Renewal in allowing myself to Remembering – the Regenerative Living Light patterns being weaved within the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities being weaved together in the Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity Behind the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything and the Living Light of the Heart Behind Anything. The restoring of the Remembering of this Regenerative Living Light both within me and between us and between me and us and all of Nature effects the quality of Light-Sunshine that is available to me, that is available to us in Living Life.
Remembering is a personal inner creative art form we are exploring. The Art of Remembering each day, and throughout the day and throughout the night, adds to or decreasing the vibrational quality of Living Light held within the inner water within our body. The quality of Living Light effects the direction of our cellular growth. The quality of Living Light effects the forming of our co-partnership relationships within our cells. We have choice in how we live in a creative relationship to the cells and the inner quality of water. Are we adding to or limiting and separating ourself from our Inner Light? Are we allowing our self to open to or limiting or blocking our living relationship with the Living Light of the Unseen Possibilities that deserves to be weaved within our physical body?
Research today reflects the effects our feelings, thoughts, and judgements are always effecting the quality of the water stored within our body which changes the vibrational quality of Light held within this inner water flowing through our body. This effects the direction of cellular growth either creating separation and blocking the Living Light for the Unseen Possibilities from being weaved within our physical body. Or are we adding a vibrational quality of Light that will be weaved within our physical body?
The human cell when allowed to hold the proper vibrational quality of light creates a resonates like a tuning fork allowing more Light from the subtle forms and the patterns within us and the earth that holds the Light that is available for the cell to naturally repair and the Regeneration of the cells within that are needed for the healing potential that is made available to us. This is called Remembering.
Our primary focus as a human being is energy production. Chronic disease emerges at the point of this failed energy production. Chronic disease is never attacking us. Disease never attacks a healthy human cell that is holding the proper intensity of inner light. When there is a reduction and lowering of the Light, this reduces our magnetic fields resonating state of Energy. We are then vulnerable to various forms of diseases. Our natural ability for repair and healing is always occurring, but only from when we are allowing an increase of the Living Light of resonance to flow within us.
Every cell holds a “Creative Force of Light” being the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities that is held within every cell. This Creative Force of Light is what engages the cells “Drive For Life through the Flow of Light for the Interconnectivity.” At lower vibrational states of inner Light-Sunshine, this “Creative Drive Force of Light” in every cell creates a lesser quality of vibrational Light. At a higher state of Vibrational Light creates a greater state of our inner Light-Sunshine. So that this same “Creative Drive Force of Light” creates higher vibrational light.
The Art of Remembering is when each cells “remembers” its natural co-partnership relationship within the Living Light of the Interconnectivity of the Flow of the Heart Behind Everything that is possible. The Art of Remembering create within the cells “Creative Drive Force of Light” an increased quality of Vibrational Light-Sunshine. This naturally motivates and replicates this pattern of Remembering and creating a natural relationship with the Light of the Unknown Possibilities that is always available for each cells unknown potential for growth.
“You the Living Light of Nawal Na’ooj, weave me to grow my living co-partnership relationship with you.
Weave me with the Living Light of Maria Kastelyaan to awaken the Living Light of the seeds of Compassion within me.
Weave me with the Living Light of the Rilaj Maam to awaken the Living Seeds of Compassion within me to explore Living Life with both Self-Compassion for myself and Compassion for all Human Beings.
Weave me with the Living Light of Maria Na’ooj. For you bring forward the living secret that is held within the Living Light of Love that supports both Self-compassion for myself and Compassion for others.
Weave me with the Living Light of Nawal Juan Na’ooj and the Living Light of Nawal Diego Na’ooj to communicate with Rei Pascal. Together your bring the various forms of the Living Light of the Wisdoms with the Unknown Possibilities into my subtle energies that I am needing for today.
Weave me with the Living Light of Nawal Diego Kanon, and the Living Light of Nawal Juan Kanon bring together this new Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities into my subtle energies felt sense awareness.
Weave me with the Living Light of Nawal Diego Puqlaaj, and the Living Light of Nawal Juan Puqlaaj to assist me in the Road of the Transmutation. So whatever it is that is keeping me separated and focused upon allowing my subconscious mind emotional reactivity to be my only experience of reality right now. I ask you to dismantle, to unravel, to untangle, and to sweep away whatever stands in the way for this Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities of the Wisdoms to emerge.
Weave me with the Great Weaver Yaxper, and your assistances with the various forms of the Marias, weave together the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities with the Living Light of the Wisdoms that I am needing today, weave this together within the unique core of the Light of my First Fire.”
Through this emergence of these various threads of the Living Light from these specific Nawals and Marias, creates my new Living Light within me of my Flow of Light of Interconnectivity that can walk me through any and all difficulties that cross my path.
These emerging threads of the Living Lights of the Nawals and the Marias, becomes the foundation for all forms of my human thinking.
When my body moves, these threads of the Living Light of the Nawals and the Marias, is the first energy that is always present to move and express my body.
These threads of Living Light, is what allows the energy that is always available to me to be expressed behind all forms of knowledge. To be expressed behind all form of creativity. To be expressed behind all forms of decision-making. To be expressed behind all forms of advice i give to myself or others. These threads of Living Light is at the Heart that all people seek in any and all encounters.
These threads of Living Light is what is behind the interconnectivity of the Flow of Living Light in my Wholeness. My brain is naturally wired to produce and support this living relationship with these various threads of the Nawals and the Marias and this continually being renewed and weaved within the unique Living Light of my First Fire. Without this renewal and re-weaving, I am incapable of allowing the Living Wisdoms to support me over my subconscious mind historical experiences of emotional reactivity and challenges to brings forth as my only reality at this moment in time.
At sunrise today, “Assist me the Living Lights of the various living forms of Nawal Na’ooj, to embrace and grow the Living Light within every part of who I Am in my Wholeness. Assist me to experience the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity flowing through the inner fluidity as I am Re-Centered and Weaved today into a flowing matrix of Interconnectivity of Living Light. I have been re-centered and weaved today within my subtle and physical body’s within the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity of Light forming the pathways between all the organic and inorganic and mineral form. I have been re-centered and weaved today between all plants, between all animals, between all humans, and between all electrical pulses and between everything and anything that exists in both physical and non-physical forms. I am living and being held within the dream that is available for me to emerge from the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities from the subtle realms of the primordial waters.
As I walk into Living Life today at sunrise, I ask these various forms of Living Light that have been weaved within me, to weave this with the various qualities of Living Lights forming my relationships of my Living of Life as a True Gaian Human Being.
The resonance of this Light of the Living Subtle Forces, and the resonance of the Living Light of the Wisdoms, along with the various others forces of the resonance of the Living Light within the Subtle Realms are now fully available and waiting to explore within me, within us. This Living Light is now simultaneously always available for me, and is simultaneously always available us, in all of the various ways I, we, are engaged in Living Life.
Today New Intentions have been created and edited on Saturday 7 May 2022:
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal K’at, create and support me in Living Life from this new and living and emerging Net of Life. Allows me to be weaved together within the Living Light behind my inner web of life and the Living Light of my outer web of life.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal K’at, support me in Living my Life as a living, breathing, human being where my web of Living Light supports me to experience the shape and the form for the Living Light of my Unknown Possibilities to emerge.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal K’at, weave together my inner web of light and my outer web of light, allowing me to emerge into the foundational support for me in Living Life through the various Indigenous Ways of the Ancient Ones.”
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal K’at, support me to experience the Light of the Unknown Possibilities that are available for me today where my physical body may be fully restored at the age of 74.”
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal K’at, allow your outer net of the Living Light traps all of my subconscious mind wounded reactive personal emotions, perceptions, and thoughts that have been formed by the challenges and suffering throughout my life. Allow your outer net to encompass all of my challenges and reactivity that I have directly experienced in my life.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal K’at, allow your outer net of Living Light to hold all of the challenges and the reactivity from the collective patterns of others, especially the collective patterns of stories that I have been told by my family of origins.”
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal K’at, weave together all of my historical wounded patterns that I have lived throughout my life that limits my physical body to be fully restored at the age of 74. Hold my challenges and my reactivity together that keeps me separated from my flow of the Living Light of the Wisdom Energy that is available for me through my unique inner web of life.”
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal K’at, allow me to emerge into the areas of my subconscious mind that holds the patterns of the Living Light of the Wisdoms. Allow my physical body to be fully restored at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities.”
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal K’at, build my co-partnership relationship with my subconscious mind and the Living Light of the Subtle Forces to explore the heart behind my subconscious mind supporting me with a quality of Living my Life with dentures in eating, talking, and in Living Life.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal K’at, support me in softening my heart that has been wounded around my aging body. Assist me to experience the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities that can be flowing through me through my restored physical body at the age of 74. Support the growing of my Light within my subconscious mind to become the way I perceive and communicate my experiences in living my new emerging life with my body. Support me in the ways I can be Living my Life within the Road of my Indigenous Ways.”
Blessings and Love Conrad
Section 4:
Section Four reflects the Unique Living Light behind the 260 Day Lunar Cycle of the Twenty Day Living Light of the Nawals. Each one of these twenty Nawals reflect a unique energy of Light that weaves me into my personal Journey of Renewal. This same cycle of twenty Nawals is repeated thirteen times in allowing me to explore the deeper inner working around my Personal Renewal. Through each twenty day cycle repeating through the thirteen cycles allows me each day and through each cycle to lay down my unique bundle at sunset in the ways I explore Living my Life today. So I may pick-up my Renewed Bundle refreshed each day within my new ways to explore Living my Life through my co-partnership relationships between the subtle and physical worlds.
This section always begins with one of Ilene Satala painting and reflections around what the Tz’utujiil Maya Indigenous Ways call “Good Medicine - Kox aq’oom.” The Road of Renewal, either Personal or Collective, is all about “Good Medicine - Kox aq’oom.” Good Medicine is the journey or road we participate with for our Mind, Body, Spirit in exploring the Road of Renewal. Where our ability is to be weaved within our “Heart of – Ruk’ux” to the “Heart of – Ruk’ux” within the Dream of Gaia to be weaved within the “Heart of – Ruk’ux” of the struggles, the challenges, the suffering, the separation we experience in life. The Weaving within the “Heart Behind Everything” and the “Heart Behind Anything” is the foundation of Living my Life as a “Generator of Light.” This is the foundation behind all forms of transformation and healing. This section gives us the Awareness of the various ways Wisdom is available to be weaved within us through the “Heart of – Ruk’ux” to choose other ways I may engage in Living my Life.
WebMaking (painting by Ilene Satala)
Both the name of this painting and its description has not emerged yet.
This Goddess sits at the center of her inner universe allowing the inner Web of Light of interconnectivity to be formed. This allows us to experience the felt sense of this Light behind the Formative Forces of Love, Joy, and Hope to flow throughout our inner Web. Unless there is a strong flow of Light through this inner Web (the Heart Behind Everything and Heart Behind Anything), of these forces both within us and within everything that exists around us. Our inner strength in Living Life through Wisdom is based upon the strength of this Web that is supported through the Living Light of Nawal K’at.
Practical Wisdom of Nawal K’at
The Light of Nawal K’at creates and supports the net, the weaving together of the inner and outer web of life. This living Light that flows through the web-net of Nawal K’at emerges into a living, breathing, web of Light that supports the shape and the form for the unknown possibilities to emerge. Nawal K’at completes the inner dreaming forces of the various Lights of Wisdom Energy. As the inner Lights of Wisdom Energy is weaved together, this then begins the weaving of the outer web of life. This combined weaving, of inner and outer, gives us the foundational support in Living Life.
The outer net of Nawal K’at also entraps all of our reactive personal emotions, perceptions, and thoughts that have been formed by the challenges of life.
This outer net entraps all the challenges and reactivity that have been directly experienced.
This outer net also holds all of the challenges and the reactivity from the collective patterns.
All of these forms of challenges and reactivity entangle and separate us from the flow of the Light of the Wisdom Energy that is available to us from our unique inner web of life.
The mystery of the fire, the presence of Hope, emerges at the center of all of life and this is the dance of the Light behind Nawal K’at. The Light from Nawal K’at along with the Light from Nicholas Martin will untangle and dissolve any and all emotional issues entangled within our outer web. The deeper and more dense the entanglement exists within our outer web, the more difficulty we encounter in allowing the emergence of our unique First Fire of Hope to prevail.
As we focus upon the flowing qualities behind the Light of the Wisdom Energy, we enter into this Mystery of the Fire/Hope at its center. Regardless of the source of origin of one’s challenges, anything and everything can be unwrapped and dissolved. For this to occur, however, we enter the mystery where our inner Light is weaved into the challenges of our outer focus. This establishes the flow of the interconnectivity of the heart behind everything so that the presence of Hope inwardly emerges and gives form and shape to the Light of Wisdom behind everything that is available in the outer world.
The Fire of Nawal K’at dissolves the hold on everything. This fire will untangle, unravel, un-crust, dissolve, and unweave any and all forces that stop the blessings of kindness, love, hope, gentleness, joy, and compassion from flowing. The Fire, which emerges as the mystery of the center, allows the weaving of these blessings to be weaved together within the fabric of my being-as the flow of the Light of Wisdom behind Knowing.
The unique Light of our First Fire weaves together the presence of the Heart of the Soul of Gaia. This Light flow from the Heart of Earth, weaved with the flow of Light from the Heart of Sky. This is weaved together with the unique Light of our First Fire. This establishes our living co-partnership through the living earth, and this is weaved together with the Regenerative Light of our Soul and the Regenerative Light that flow within our subtle deep body. The web of Interconnectivity is weaved into the Heart of Gaia and everything physical and subtle around us.
As this inner web of Light of Interconnectivity is given form and shape, we begin to have a felt-sense experience of an inner calmness within our body. This inner calmness is reflected through our physical bodies. This supports our experiences in the ways we are able to engage our Living Life through this inner calmness of our body, This then begins to emerge into our Mind with a similar felt sense awareness of an inner calmness of our Mind. Even though a part of our Mind maybe focused upon the challenges and the reactivity of Life, simultaneously our Mind can hold the weaved relationship within the flow of Light emerge into as the inner calmness within our body. This then supports our ability in Living Life within the flow of the web of interconnectivity behind all forms and shape of nature and the collective patterns of the unknown possibilities behind Humanity. This forms the living web of interconnectivity in every relationship I experience between the inner and outer web of life.
Daily Reflections on Nawal K’at
11 Supportive Video Access for Reflections of a Living Nab’eysiil
Video Clips - Copy and Paste into a Browser
Unlock the Creative Light Force within 18:37
https://youtu.be/SX07z07xWGQ
Four False Beliefs that Society is Built Upon 17:03
https://youtu.be/nM5w3EjikdA
How to Create Heaven on Earth 13:44
https://youtu.be/QXBKfFK7k9c
Are Memories Stored In Water Zach Bush 15:35
https://youtu.be/FspJWKQDKo8
Water Blessings Song Guatemala 7:00
https://youtu.be/QXcmuTZFkB8
Speaking to the Water 5:08
https://youtu.be/OeeAMNxuqio
The Consciousness of Water 3:13
https://youtu.be/fl9OAsjzYHQ
Maseru Emoto Experiment in Gratitude 1:39
https://youtu.be/SDNhH8deZPg
Maseru Emoto Water Experiments 5:00
https://youtu.be/1qQUFvufXp4
A Gathering of the Tribe 9:17
https://youtu.be/XinVOpdcbVc
Heartfelt Prayer to Recognize the Beauty in Life Zach Bush 10:17
https://youtu.be/MAV0VDZmVc0
1 Supportive Audio Access for Reflections of a Living Nab’eysiil
Foundational Core Of Light Ritual January 2022 6:45
https://mayanbrothers.box.com/s/px38p4sarpqegnbrpdfz62codejfg5eh
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