Day 14 - Nawal K’at - Meditations on Wisdom
“Meditation on Wisdom” for today Day 14 Wednesday 16 February 2022 Nawal K’at Cycle 20-7
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REFLECTIONS OF A LIVING TZ’UTUJIIL MAYA NAB’EYSIIL
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
I began exploring this focus of my intentions since the late 1970’s, through a series of healing experiences that emerged through my relationship of the subtle forces behind Nature. “If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond,” had one meaning for me back then. Today, this same focus on my intention has a totally different set of experiences. Over these next few weeks I will share with you the various ways, not tools, in which I explore this focus of my intention to support me in walking through this on-going challenges and suffering that is present with me each day of my life.
It’s not unusual for me to feel and perceive myself today focused upon having to walk through my on-going challenges and suffering around eating, talking and living with this burden. The key words within this focus is the “on-going challenges and suffering is my burden behind the choices I have in Living Life when I am dealing with eating and talking and wearing my dentures.” In the last 15 years of my life, this perspective was initially present 95% or more of the time supporting me that this was my True Living Reality.
One day I suddenly realized that yes this is the reality of my experiences throughout my life, and especially now! The depth and breath of my emotional reactivity and the hopeless feelings I am so consumed with is real. I could not even let in the awareness that this Living Reality was being fully influenced as a product of the history I held within my subconscious mind. Living from this True Reality of my moment was so strong, I could not believe it could be any way different. Occasionally I felt that maybe there could be something different, but my emotional reactivity was so strong and convincing, it slipped way quickly from my awareness that any different perspective then this could ever exist.
When my friends would suggest to me alternative solutions going beyond the five sensory reality the professional and others were telling me. I would give them every excuse to why this is different. This is the reality of my burden and I just have to live with it!
Do you ever hear yourself giving rational reasons why your burden and living with it the way you are is your only real choices you have? How many times do you hear yourself communicating either inside of you head or communicating to others, in playing out the genetic card? Or this is what multiple professionals have told me consistently. Or the opposite perspective of I just have to live with it. Or I will do whatever it takes to change and get rid of this burden. Or worse, I will get rid of this pain and suffering and never deal with this again! All of this is deeply grounded within the wounded subconscious mind rich and historical materials support me in Living Life from a non Indigenous Way!
Today is the Light of Nawal K’at which creates and supports me in Living Life from this Net of Life. This allows me to be weaved together within the Living Light behind the inner web of life and the Living Light of the outer web of life. As this Living Light of Nawal K’at supports me to emerge into a living, breathing, human being where the web of Living Light supports me to experience the shape and the form for the unknown possibilities to emerge. I have available for me today through the Living Light of Nawal K’at, this combined weaving of my inner and outer, allowing me to emerge into the foundational support for me in Living Life through the Indigenous Ways.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.” “You the Living Light of Nawal K’at, support me to experience the Light of the Unknown Possibilities that are available for me today around wearing my dentures, including with eating and talking.”
The outer net of the Living Light of Nawal K’at traps all of my subconscious mind wounded reactive personal emotions, perceptions, and thoughts that have been formed by the challenges and suffering throughout my life. Nawal K’at’s outer net can encompass all of my challenges and reactivity that I have directly experienced in my life.
This outer net of Living Light of Nawal K’at can also hold all of the challenges and the reactivity from the collective patterns of others, especially the collective patterns of stories that I have been told by my family of origins.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.” “You, the Living Light of Nawal K’at, bring together all of my historical wounded patterns that I have lived with around my teeth, my dentures, and my eating and my talking. Hold my challenges and my reactivity together that keeps me separated from my flow of the Light of the Wisdom Energy that is available to me through my unique inner web of life.”
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.” “You, the Living Light of Nawal K’at, allow me to emerge into the areas of my subconscious mind that holds the patterns of the Living Light of the Wisdoms.”
My subconscious mind, as your subconscious mind, was created to become the container of holding the inner Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities that I experienced within the history of my life. Developmentally, the first 25 years of life, and especially the first 7 and 14 year cycles were meant to be filled with the innocence and the freedoms in the various ways I explored the Light of the unseen possibilities. The creation of the heart of my subconscious mind is to hold together these qualities of Light of my experiences in life in one inner place.
So at the times of my life when I am explore the unknown areas which feels emotionally unfamiliar and fearful, the Living Light held within my subconscious mind is available for me to perceive these unknown challenges, unknowns sufferings, unknown fears, and unknown guilts that are coming into my awareness. This Living Light also supports me within my subconscious mind to develop instead relationships of co-partnerships with the Living Light of Courage, with the Living Light of Hope, with the Living Light of Joy. These and the other Living Lights of the Wisdoms will naturally support me in walking through my challenging and suffering times.
This was why the subconscious mind was created. Since so many of my experiences around my teeth and the care of my teeth are surrounded with challenges and suffering supporting that my teeth will be a burden in which I just have to live with throughout my life. My subconscious mind is filled with these wounded emotional feelings and thoughts that naturally emerge, out of my control, over 95% of the time whenever I am experiencing current challenges today around my dentures, especially in regards to eating, talking, and generally wearing them while I am engaging in Living Life.
I do the inner work that I do, which I will describe over these weeks, so I am building my co-partnership relationship with my subconscious mind and the Light of the Subtle Forces to explore the heart behind my subconscious mind supporting me with a quality of Living my Life with denture in eating, talking, and in Living Life.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.” “You, the Living Light of Nawal K’at, support me in softening my heart that has been wounded around my teeth. Assist me to experience the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities that can be flowing through me. Support the growing of my Light within my subconscious mind to become the way I perceive and communicate my experiences in living a life with dentures. Support me in the ways I am Living Life in my eating, in the ways I am Living Life in my talking, and in the way I am Living Life within the Road of the Indigenous Ways.”
Whenever you see the written intentions I am living with, create a similar set of intentions around the areas of your life that you are exploring your challenges and suffering, where your wounded experiences are being held within your own subconscious mind.
Blessings and Love Conrad
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The Gifts that You are Given 2:33
The Real Security is Connections3:37
You are Life 4:48
WebMaking (painting by Ilene Satala)
Both the name of this painting and its description has not emerged yet.
This Goddess sits at the center of her inner universe allowing the inner Web of Light of interconnectivity to be formed. This allows us to experience the felt sense of this Light behind the Formative Forces of Love, Joy, and Hope to flow throughout our inner Web. Unless there is a strong flow of Light through this inner Web (the Heart Behind Everything and Heart Behind Anything), of these forces both within us and within everything that exists around us. Our inner strength in Living Life through Wisdom is based upon the strength of this Web that is supported through the Light of Nawal K’at.
Practical Wisdom of Nawal K’at
The Light of Nawal K’at creates and supports the net, the weaving together of the inner and outer web of life. This living Light that flows through the web-net of Nawal K’at emerges into a living, breathing, web of Light that supports the shape and the form for the unknown possibilities to emerge. Nawal K’at completes the inner dreaming forces of the various Lights of Wisdom Energy. As the inner Lights of Wisdom Energy is weaved together, this then begins the weaving of the outer web of life. This combined weaving, of inner and outer, gives us the foundational support in Living Life.
The outer net of Nawal K’at also entraps all of our reactive personal emotions, perceptions, and thoughts that have been formed by the challenges of life.
This outer net entraps all the challenges and reactivity that have been directly experienced.
This outer net also holds all of the challenges and the reactivity from the collective patterns.
All of these forms of challenges and reactivity entangle and separate us from the flow of the Light of the Wisdom Energy that is available to us from our unique inner web of life.
The mystery of the fire, the presence of Hope, emerges at the center of all of life and this is the dance of the Light behind Nawal K’at. The Light from Nawal K’at along with the Light from Nicholas Martin will untangle and dissolve any and all emotional issues entangled within our outer web. The deeper and more dense the entanglement exists within our outer web, the more difficulty we encounter in allowing the emergence of our unique First Fire of Hope to prevail.
As we focus upon the flowing qualities behind the Light of the Wisdom Energy, we enter into this Mystery of the Fire/Hope at its center. Regardless of the source of origin of one’s challenges, anything and everything can be unwrapped and dissolved. For this to occur, however, we enter the mystery where our inner Light is weaved into the challenges of our outer focus. This establishes the flow of the interconnectivity of the heart behind everything so that the presence of Hope inwardly emerges and gives form and shape to the Light of Wisdom behind everything that is available in the outer world.
The Fire of Nawal K’at dissolves the hold on everything. This fire will untangle, unravel, un-crust, dissolve, and unweave any and all forces that stop the blessings of kindness, love, hope, gentleness, joy, and compassion from flowing. The Fire, which emerges as the mystery of the center, allows the weaving of these blessings to be weaved together within the fabric of my being-as the flow of the Light of Wisdom behind Knowing.
The unique Light of our First Fire weaves together the presence of the Heart of the Soul of Gaia. This Light flow from the Heart of Earth, weaved with the flow of Light from the Heart of Sky. This is weaved together with the unique Light of our First Fire. This establishes our living co-partnership through the living earth, and this is weaved together with the Regenerative Light of our Soul and the Regenerative Light that flow within our subtle deep body. The web of Interconnectivity is weaved into the Heart of Gaia and everything physical and subtle around us.
As this inner web of Light of Interconnectivity is given form and shape, we begin to have a felt-sense experience of an inner calmness within our body. This inner calmness is reflected through our physical bodies. This supports our experiences in the ways we are able to engage our Living Life through this inner calmness of our body, This then begins to emerge into our Mind with a similar felt sense awareness of an inner calmness of our Mind. Even though a part of our Mind maybe focused upon the challenges and the reactivity of Life, simultaneously our Mind can hold the weaved relationship within the flow of Light emerge into as the inner calmness within our body. This then supports our ability in Living Life within the flow of the web of interconnectivity behind all forms and shape of nature and the collective patterns of the unknown possibilities behind Humanity. This forms the living web of interconnectivity in every relationship I experience between the inner and outer web of life.
Daily Reflections on Nawal K’at
Todays Emotions: Nawal K’at
- Whenever I experience fear, I ask to experience they inner calmness within my body to dissolves the inner fears, so that I may experience my Living Life today from the Light of my True Gaian Nature and the flow of Love
- Whenever I experience despair, I ask to experience they inner calmness within my body to dissolves the inner despair, so that I may experience my Living Life today from the Light of my True Gaian Nature and the flow of Hope
- Whenever I experience distress, I ask to experience they inner calmness within my body to dissolves the inner distress, so that I may experience my Living Life today from the Light of my True Gaian Nature and the flow of Joy
- Whenever I experience anger, I ask to experience they inner calmness within my body to dissolves the inner anger, so that I may experience my Living Life today from the Light of my True Gaian Nature and the flow of Compassion
- I ask Nawal K’at, teach me and show me how to Live Life from the wisdoms within me, so through your “juice” of the Light behind my inner and outer web of Interconnectivity, can assist me in deserving to speak inwardly and outwardly to reflect the Voice within Gaia or Nawal Skirmeent. So I may experience the Light of New Beginning – New Dawning to live from my Unknown Awareness through Courage - Fearlessness - Safety - Protection - Strength – inner Calm of Body – inner Calm of Mind
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