Day 15 - Nawal Kaan - Meditations on Wisdom
“Meditation on Wisdom” for today Day 15 Friday 28 January 2022 Nawal Kaan Cycle 19-1
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REFLECTIONS OF A LIVING TZ’UTUJIIL MAYA NAB’EYSIIL
Yesterday medical dental procedures went extremely well. I have worked this same specialist since nearly the beginning of my dentures. He never experienced my gums and my mouth so radically different in form, shape, and functioning. 8 major scores, callus areas, and inflammation everywhere else. My mouth was totally different in the 5 major re-fixes my dentures went through. Ask if anything radically changed in my body for this too occur. I realized went I went through the fuller stylization of my left side three weeks plus, and my right knee to ankles and all the soft tissue that had opened up in over probably 20 years of limited use. That’s when the full mouth began to collapse also.
Todays focus on gratitude for the depth of support my Foundational Core Light Ritual co-partnered with me. Gratitude for the Light of the subtle world support for me and my Good Medicine Team brought forward for me.
I will begin to include and add to these next months the various “Foundational Petitioning Light Rituals” I explore for myself and for others. Below is an on-going summary of those rituals emphasizing the universal Light Forces and its Tz’utujiil Maya counterparts.
Foundational Petitioning Light Rituals
“Foundational Core Light Ritual,” is present when I’m feeling that in the felt sense of my inner body a calmness is present supporting a quieting of my unconscious mind.
“Petitioning various Forces of Light through Gratitude” for the subtle energy body support of Wholeness that is present regardless of the various challenges that are also in my five sensory life. Allowing the Light Behind Gratitude to assists the neurological connections that need to be released while new neurological connections are emerging for these areas of my body and Mind. Especially the neurological connections that are in play so that my subconscious mind can support Light and Flow instead of Separation and Chaos.
“Road of Transmutation” as I explore the building of the Light of my intent, so the Light of the Wisdoms of the unknown possibilities can enter! The Light of the Wisdoms, not mental ideas, thoughts, or words!!!
“Light of Force of Good Medicine” (Seven unique Light Forces) to support the outer five sensory world Light Forces.
“Living from the Light of Love” (Elder House).
“Patterns of the Heart of Light” for Good Medicine weaved within me (Rosario).”
“Awakening the Seeds of the Light” of the unknown possibilities for today (Conception).
“Light Behind the Heart of Water” to dismantle what stands in the way for the Light of the unknown possibilities to be present behind Living Life (Gregory).
“Flow of Light for Good Medicine” to emerge supporting me in my engagement of Living Life (San Juan).
“Light of Co-Partnership” within the Good Medicine group to engage in Living Life (Santiago).
“Light forces of good Medicine Weaved together” into a flow of interconnectivity (Animus).
“Forces of the Light of the Unknown Wisdoms” to emerge:
“We begin petitioning the Forces of the unknown Light of the Possibilities to come forward.” “Nawal Juan Na’ooj, Nawal Diego Na’ooj bring the Light of the unknown possibilities that I need for today.”
“Then petitioning for the assistance of bringing into my awareness the felt sense of these forces of Light.” “Nawal Diego Kanon, Nawal Juan Kanon bring this new Light of the unknown possibilities into my felt sense awareness of the Wisdoms I am needing right now.”
“Then petitioning the Light to dismantle, unravel, untangle, and sweep away whatever stands in the way.” “Nawal Diego Puqlaaj, Nawal Juan Puqlaaj dismantle what stands in way for this Light of the Unknown Possibilities of the new Light of the Wisdoms to emerge.”
“Weave the Light of the Unknown Possibilities may into the core of who I am.” “Yaxper weave this Light of the Wisdoms of the unknown possibilities into the unique core of the Light of my First Fire.”
“Clear out what is in my brain, dismantle and sweep away my old neurological patterns of connectivity.” “I petition Nawal Mosbel Joloom to sweep away all memory and neurological connections that are no longer needed.”
“Give the Light of Form and the Light of Shape to the new neurological connectivity that is needed that supports my awareness of Living Life from this Light of Flow of Interconnectivity.” “I ask the Living Light of Wisdom that flows through the brain and body of the Rilaj Maam to establish the Light of the Unknown Possibilities within my Brain, my Nervous Systems, so the new pathways for Neuroplasticity to emerge.”
“Light of the Microbiome” both outside of me and within my body. Especially through the Body Elemental, UnderBuddies, and the Light of the Heart of Water and the Light of the Heart of the Moon.
“Fire Image image of “New Light Renewal - Regeneration – Rejuvenation,” support me, life me, and carry me through my engagement of Living Life. “If you build it, he will come.” “If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.” I am the one being lifted up by Light of the subtle world forces.
Blessings and Love Conrad
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We Are Nature 1:58
Create Beauty 4:28
Flow of interconnectivity (Vision Serpent painting by Ilene Satala)
The description for this painting has not emerged yet.
Ilene painted this image of the Vision Serpent in 1986 after an experience we had in our Three Rivers Apartment.
Growing up my full experiences with Nature was through city parks and within various zoo. I lived in terror at the thought of being in “Wild Nature” (not a park or zoo). Here I was ready to embark on the next phase of my journey-doing personal and collective retreats in the rainforests of Mexico and Central America exploring ancient archeological Mayan sites and Indigenous cultures.
On a highly charged Sunday afternoon filled with numerous anxiety and panic attacks of exploring these areas of Wild Nature in foreign lands.
We laid down on the bed and Ilene tried to take me into a meditation to find my core! Suddenly we heard this loud booming sound of a cracking-breaking open of something. Our apartment was at the level of a large portal of the three rivers coming together at his point in the physical geography. My eyes were closed, Ilene eyes were open and yet we both perceived in vivid color these same set of images and experiences.
We both felt and saw portals both on the land, water, and in the air. The large portal of the Three Rivers cracked open and this dark, thick, substance emerged from this portal creating a streaming flow of one end emerging from the center of this portal and the other end flowing through the glass of the window next to our bed. It quaickly burst open into this multicolored image of a big lip face hovering over my head for a minute or so. Then it leaned forward and kissed me on my lips. Suddenly all my fears, my anxieties, my body tensions, and my thoughts floating around in my mind of fears, doubts, and ultimate doom vanished in a second or two. Suddenly I had a felt sense of an inner calmness throughout my entire body along with a quietness of my mind that I had never experiences before in over 15 years of meditate practices.
It was a long kiss, and after its release, I was totally aware of both the outer and inner safety within all of Nature. I experienced this felt sen knowing that there was a natural flow connecting everything and anything. Not just the Interconnectivity within all of nature, but also to all animals, all organic substances, and including all human beings. Not just to five sensory forms of humans, but a flow between every system, organ, and cell within my body. This same flow of interconnectivity was also available through each object that was created and existed in the world around us. There was this web of Light of Interconnectivity behind everything and anything. Years later I would explore the concept of web of interconnectivity creating a living flow of Wholeness between everything subtle and physcial. There no longer was a separation of Wild Nature versus controlled Nature. The colorful body of this image collapsed into itself, and streamed back to the flowing black stream returning into the heart of the Three Rivers portal and fully disappeared.
Neither Ilene nor myself had ever seen an image like this. She immediately did a sketch of this and painted it after that. Not until we arrived on our trip into Mexico, did we see and image of this experience-called a Vision Serpent. This Vision Serpent was brought forward in rituals to gather both an awareness of what was to come, but also to establish a flow of interconnectivity between everything and anything inner and outer around us in the world.
Over the years I began to be aware of that any real form of felt sense of calmness that opens us to perceive and communicate the wisdom begin an event or experience, can only occur when the flow of interconnectivity is established between my inner heart to the inner heart within everything and anything in the world around us.
Ilene painted this image without ever knowing what the form and shape of the image was. The painting below is a duplicated image of a carving of a ancient Mayan Goddess 600-700 AD petitioning the image of the Vision Serpent to her petitioning.
Practical Wisdom of Nawal Kaan
The illuminating light of Nawal Kaan, establishes and grows the Flow of Light of interconnectivity from the Heart of the Land, from the Heart of the Sky, from the Heart behind all forms of Nature, from the Heart behind Humanity, for the Heart behind anything and everything that emerges from the Heart of Gaia. This is weaved together into the ability to perceive and communicate, and generate the Light of Wisdom. This Light of Wisdom is more empowering then any energy behind any illness, suffering, challenges, or living Pandemic. Regardless of the depth and breath of separation and/or isolation, this web of interconnectivity emerges a new unknown flow of Light.
Assist me, the Light of Nawal Kaan, so that I may no longer have this voice inside of me that continually brings fear or blame or shame or guilt or doubt or separation upon myself or others. Especially the related fears around the massive changes of the unknown in my world around me today.
Assist me, the Light of Nawal Kaan, so that I no longer feel those fears and I no longer feel the critical voices that naturally emerge from the critical voices of those around me of my family or my friends or my workers, or the critical voices I here from my government about the changing world around me.
Assist me, the Light of Nawal Kaan, for without you emerging the web of Interconnectivity between the visible and invisible to be present in these challenging times, through your Light is the only source of inner calmness I can begin to experience.
Weave your Illuminating Light of Wisdom to emerge and transmute whatever is needed to undo whatever is keeping me in separation. Transmute my limiting stories that are holding me in a smaller, a limited world view.
Transmute any and all of my dualities and whatever is keeping me broken and reactive.
Through the journey of transmutation, the pattern of Joy and Hope and my Voice of the Great Grandmother can naturally begin to emerge. Whenever I am speaking through the Presence of Joy and Hope, I am able to speak to myself or to others with a wholeness to my feelings, to my thoughts and my emotions. This allows me to experience the Presence of Hope to naturally emerge. Through the Presence of Joy and the Presence of Hope, nothing that is not in the flow of Light can remain. No duality and no awareness of separation can remain.
I call upon you the Light of Nawal Kaan, when I look at what is in the newspaper or in the news or in magazines, or whatever I maybe reading or hearing from the people around me about the challenges we are facing in the fears around our new unknown emergence, this Light from Nawal Kaan can transmute any and all fears and thinking that is not part of this flow of interconnectivity.
I am not trying to change them into the direction if know. I am asking your Light, Nawal Kaan, to come forward and allow the wisdom to emerge through this mystery of transmutation around my fears or my limitations around Living Life, so my unknown pathways of emergence comes forward.
Assist me that I may experience the felt sense of knowing that the Presence of Joy and the Presence of Hope supports me through my livingness through these challenging and suffering experiences and now through your Light of Emergence, we can co-partner into creating a new relationships in Living Life.
Now when I encounter challenges in any of the areas within my daily life, I ask a Daily Nawal for assistance, I have created in my intentions a Web of Light relationship to a particular Daily Nawal. Instead of living the energies of my challenges, this relationship that is growing between these connections to the various Web of Lights within the Daily Nawals can assist me to transmute, transform, and emerge my challenges into a new form of action. I have established this Web of Light co-relationships, for I now have the Presence of Hope available to me to walk through any and and all challenges!
I embody the Presence of Love and I allow Love to form and shape the flow of the Interconnectivity within me and between my inner landscape and the inner landscape of Nature all around me.
Todays Emotions: Nawal Kaan
- Whenever I experience fear, I ask to experience they inner calmness within my body to dissolves the inner fears, so that I may experience the web of Interconnectivity in Living Life today from the Light of my True Gaian Nature and the flow of Love
- Whenever I experience despair, I ask to experience they inner calmness within my body to dissolves the inner despair, so that I may experience the web of Interconnectivity in Living Life today from the Light of my True Gaian Nature and the flow of Hope
- Whenever I experience distress, I ask to experience they inner calmness within my body to dissolves the inner distress, so that I may experience the web of Interconnectivity in Living Life today from the Light of my True Gaian Nature and the flow of Joy
- Whenever I experience anger, I ask to experience they inner calmness within my body to dissolves the inner anger, so that I may experience the web of Interconnectivity in Living Life today from the Light of my True Gaian Nature and the flow of Compassion
- I ask Nawal Kaan, teach me and show me how to Live Life from the wisdoms within me, so through your “juice” of the Light behind my inner and outer web of Interconnectivity, can assist me in deserving to speak inwardly and outwardly to reflect the Voice within Gaia or Nawal Skirmeent. So I may experience the Light of New Beginning – New Dawning to live from my Unknown Awareness through Courage - Fearlessness - Safety - Protection - Strength – inner Calm of Body – inner Calm of Mind
In the Daily Nawal Wisdom Rituals that are released today:
—When you are looking at today “Tz’utujiil Maya Tree of Life” photo, explore today Nawal Kaan teaching of the Light behind the Tree of Life.
Tree (creating and growing the web of Interconnectivity for the unknown New Beginnings New Dawning)
Fragile - Essence
Sprouting – Growing – Flowering
Unique – Unknown – Potential – Possibilities
Creation (of the web of interconnectivity in Living Life through the unknown emergence of New Beginnings New Dawning)
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—When you are exploring “Living the Presence of the Daily Nawal Kaan, ask Nawal Kaan to allow this inner outer web of Light to emerge the unknown New Beginnings New Dawning of Life, as it is weaved within me into the Light of my true Gaian Human Nature the so the Light of the Wisdoms expressing itself through love and joy and hope flow easily behind the heart of anything and everything so that I may emerge into my unique form of my True Gaian Human Nature in Living Life behind any and all perceptions and experiences I encounter throughout each day.
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The Heart of the Wisdom Teachings of Nawal Kaan Day 15 in didactic Cinquain form:
Kaan (Shaping the web of interconnectivity )
Sky - Earth
Dissolving - Weaving - Living
Emerging - Living - Heart – Gaia
Nature ( the web of interconnectivity in Living Life through the unknown emergence of New Beginnings New Dawning)
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—When you are exploring the “Weaving the Joints of my Body” ask Nawal Kaan through the release of its “juice” of the Light behind my inner and outer web of Interconnectivity, assist me in deserving to speak inwardly and outwardly to reflect the the New Light of Renewal - Regeneration –Rejuvenation to emerge throughout the joints of my body. When I speak about by body, I deserve to speak inwardly and outwardly that reflects the Voice within Gaia or Nawal Skirmeent in allowing me to be Living Life through the flow of Light of my True Gaian Human Nature. Nawal Kaan release your Light through whatever challenges my body is experiencing. Assist me in breathing a unknown New Beginning New Dawning behind the qualities I bring into Living Life through each awareness of each joint of my body, so the Light of Nawal Kaan emerges into the healing light of the unknown possibilities to flow through my Body Emergence.
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—When you are exploring the “Energies for a New Unknown Potential for Civilization” ask Nawal Kaan allow your light of the inner/outer web of Interconnectivity to emerge, so I may perceive my Life, our Life as the Flowering Soul so that you may open to the awareness of all that was possible to transmute the challenges of the past, so the UNKNOWN Light of the Wisdom of our True Gaian Human Nature could have been experienced, spoken, and created in the past of civilizations.
Ask Nawal Kaan allow your light of the inner/outer web of Interconnectivity to emerge, so I may perceive my Life, our Life as the Flowering Soul so that you may open to the awareness of all that was possible to transmute the challenges of today, so the UNKNOWN Light of the Wisdom of our True Gaian Human Nature could be experienced, spoken, and created in our present time of civilization.
Ask Nawal Kaan allow your light of the inner/outer web of Interconnectivity to emerge, so I may perceive my Life, our Life as the Flowering Soul so that you may open to the awareness of all that was possible to transmute the challenges with the future, so the UNKNOWN Light of the Wisdom of our True Gaian Human Nature could be experienced, spoken, and created in the future of civilization.
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Cinquain Poem for our New Emerging Unknown Potential for Civilization Focus on Nawal Kaan:
Civilization (Living Life from the flow of the inner/outer web of interconnectivity supporting my True Gaian Human Nature) – Emerging (Living Life from the flow of the inner/outer web of interconnectivity supporting my True Gaian Human Nature)
Transmuting (Living Life from the flow of the inner/outer web of interconnectivity supporting my True Gaian Human Nature) – Empowering (Living Life from the flow of the inner/outer web of interconnectivity supporting my True Gaian Human Nature) – Energy (behind our True Gaian Human Nature in Living Life from the flow of the inner/outer web of interconnectivity)
(Living Life from the flow of the inner/outer web of interconnectivity supporting my True Gaian Human Nature in Living Life through) Love – Hope – Joy – Compassion
Living-(from the flow of the inner/outer web of interconnectivity supporting my True Gaian Human Nature in Living Life)
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