Day 15 - Nawal Kaan - Meditations on Wisdom
“Meditation on Wisdom” for today Day 15 Saturday 28 May 2022 Nawal Kaan the Fifth Cycle of the Lunar Calendar 8-4
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REFLECTIONS OF A LIVING TZ’UTUJIIL MAYA NAB’EYSIIL
New Today 28 May 2022
Conrad wrote this poem in 2007 about the Mystical Marriage
The Serpent Will Devour You!
You can find this after Painting by Ilene Vision Serpent
Conrad’s Blog on Meditation on Wisdom” are my personal notes I am creating each morning reflecting upon my focus of how I approach and how I am Living Life weaved within the Mayan Subtle world forces of Paq’alib’al.
These personal notes are that’s, unedited, raw, and at times grammatical, spelling, typos, and long sentence structure fully present. They all are freshly written, edited, and created around 3 am EDT before the sunrises, and are published by 7 am EDT nearly each morning. So they are my first attempts in exploring my inner connections into the subtle realms of the Tz’utujiil Maya Forces of Living Light of the “Ways of Perceiving – Ilah” to live my life through the support and the living co-partnership with the energy of Light of todays Wisdoms. Regardless of the sufferings and the challenges I am engaged with during these changing and unpredictable times within my world, I have a choice to what and how I express as my Life.
I am the Nab’eysiil of the Tz’utujiil Maya community in Guatemala. I am the carrier and the Keeper of the Wisdoms weaved within the Bundle of the Heart of Nature and the Keeper of the Wisdoms weaved within the Bundle of the Heart of Humanity. Before the sunrises each morning, as when the sunsets each evening, as when I enter the cycle of Noon and Midnight, and throughout and in between these cycles, there is an constant dance of Subtle World Forces of Living Light available to me. These Subtle World Forces of Living Light is available to you, and available to everything and anything living on this Emerging Place of Earth.
The presence of Living Light exists within and behind everything and anything on this emerging planet. If it exists in physical form, regardless of how it is formed and shaped, a living Presence of Light is weaved into and within. This is so much larger then what our mind perceives to what is alive. Becoming awake with how our thoughts and feelings and the beliefs and intentions we hold are Alive and weaved within the Presence of Living Light. This Living Light is present within and behind every form of expression. From every object of physical matter to what it is that is spoken outwardly or spoken within. Everything holds a Presence of Living Light. This Living Light is weaved within and behind and becomes a container for the Living Light of the Unknown Wisdoms that desire to be expressed into everything and anything in the “Ways we are Living Life.” This Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities of the Wisdoms, are the expression of the Spirit and Dream held by the Living Spirit of Gaia. Living Life is our unique way we bring form and shape to the Dream of Gaia through the uniqueness held within us and how we choose to be an expression of Living Light behind everything and anything we are engaged within.
I explore the Road of Renewal each day, and throughout the day, allowing me to be weaved within this living co-partnership with these Subtle World Forces. Together in our co-partnering relationship we engage my unique ways I participate within Living my Life from the Living Light of the Wisdoms of the Unknown Possibilities. This allows me to be a Generator of Light that I bring forward to the various forms and shapes of everything and anything I am engaged within and outsider of me.
REFLECTIONS OF A LIVING TZ’UTUJIIL MAYA NAB’EYSIIL
New Today in the Collective Renewal: Saturday 28 May 2022
Section One reflects the “Journey of World Renewal” – the Collective Patterns discussing the Extended Ritual Cycles of the Tz’utujiil Maya parallel rituals to the Christian Rituals of leading up to and through the cycles of Death and Rebirth as explored during Holy Week. The Indigenous Ways are focused upon “Renewal.” There is no Death and Rebirth at the heart of Renewal. Instead, when a cycle enters it endings, at sunset of that cycle our bundle rests. Through the Mystery of the Living Lunar Light of night, our bundle is taken part, renewed, and weaved once again back to its initial clarity of Beginning Light. This is Beginning Light is weaved within the new Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities that are available for our new cycle that waits to emerge. At sunrise, we pick up what appears to be the same outer bundle we laid down at sunset. Yet our current bundle now is different. It is went through the natural Cycle of Renewal through the Mystery behind the Lunar cycles. The old ways were un-weaved, and now refreshed back to its original Light and weaved with the vibrant Living Light of the Unknown Wisdoms. We are ready to take our new steps onto our Road of Emergence. Exploring our new cycle of Living Life refreshed and renewed. These writings, pictures, videos, and podcasts, in Section One reflect one form and shape of the Indigenous Ways of the Tz’utujiil Maya exploring the rituals of World Renewal.
Section One Links:
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Today Saturday 28 May 2022
The Presence of the Living Light of the Rilaj Maam is organized with the 36 threads or 36 forms of unique Living Light weaved together within the outer container of what we see as the image of the Rilaj Maam.
The face of the Rilaj Maam consists of a large variety of carved wooden masks, that alters slightly the Radiance and the Generation of the qualities of the Living Light of the Wisdoms.
In a ritual I was performing in gratitude for the support of the Rilaj Maam and the Nawals in the recovery of Ilene from the first time of Cancer, the tongue emerged physically for all to see. This was the subtle forces accepting our gratitude and that we held an awareness of their contribution to Ilene presence for Living Life.
If my mind intelligence ever doubted the reality of the Living Light of the Subtle Energies of Wisdoms, it no longer questioned this with the Emergence of the Tongue of the Rilaj Maam was physically observed by all. It had been nearly 100 years since this last occurrence was observed. Most people in the community heard the stories of this, but had not observed it.
Here is a link to other images of the mouth of the Rilaj Maam taken in ritual on Friday 27 May 2022
https://www.dropbox.com/sh/ooucfrz04ck41xc/AABDlWHehMSqKjFEd6TJgrwba?dl=0
I would like you to reflect upon this today and allow your energy intelligence to experience your felt sense of knowing what does this mean for you in your beliefs about the Subtle Forces and the Subtle Environment of Paq’alib’al in supporting you today?
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Nothing New today for Personal Renewal until I finish the Collective Patterns for Renewal Saturday 28 May 2022
Section Two reflect the “Journey of Personal Renewal” – our Individual Patterns. This section explores the same qualities we are exploring in the Collective Ways of World Renewal. Explores the various forms of co-partnership with these Subtle World Forces of Light to support our individual creative actions of Living Life.
Section Two Links:
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Section Three Weaving our Personal – Collective Intentions with the Subtle World Living Light of Paq’alib’al through the 260 Day Lunar Cycle
There is new and edited material in the Intentions Section Three today Saturday 28 May 2022
The Road of the 13 Cycles of Lunar Light:
Emergence of My Living Identity through Cycle Five
Through my journey of the Living Light of the 260 Day Lunar Cycle of the Daily Nawals, allows my new Identity into Wholeness where “Everything is alive” to emerge. This supports me to perceive and approach myself, approach others, and approach the events around me from a place of my inner Wisdom in Living Life. I beginning now in exploring the new twenty day cycle within Cycle Five. For the next 100 days, Cycles Five through Nine, within this 260 Day Cycles, the focus is upon the Road of Transmutation through the Living Light of Renewal, Restoration, Regeneration and Emergence to occur. We are always going through various cycles of Self-Renewal throughout the various ways we are engaging in Living Life.
Living Life in my Wholeness, where “Everything is alive,” allows me to experience through my felt sense the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity. This Flow of Interconnectivity exists as my identity to who I am as a Whole Human Being. Does my identity of who I am come from my mind intelligence? Does my identity of who I am come form my energy intelligence? We may think that my identity as a whole person is a combination of both. But its not!
Traveling through the 260 Days Lunar Cycle of the Daily Nawals is an important road that gives me a place to explore the influence my subconscious mind has upon the quality of Light that supports my physical body functioning. I am also able to become aware of how much of my life I am holding a conflicting ways of perceiving the Wisdoms that are behind my everyday perceptions of my challenges, limitations, and sufferings. The Presence of Light of the Daily Nawals and its Three Creators, are available first and foremost to me through my energy intelligence. Then the words that I describe from my energy intelligence become my intentions behind each Daily Nawal. This allows my mind intelligence throughout these 260 Lunar Cycles to change the ways I perceive myself. My energy intelligence will change the ways I perceive others. My energy intelligence will change the way I perceive the events of the world around me. Through this Living Light of the Wisdoms will change the ways I perceive the wounded and limited nature of my mind intelligence.
In the last Four Cycles, I have established a consistent co-partnership relationship with both the Living Light of the 20 Daily Nawals and its 3 Creators: Ma Tun K'laaj, Ma Xtiwaan Luu', Ma Tun Deey. Traveling the Road of each one of these last Four Cycles allowed me to shed more of the toxicity created by my subconscious mind in the ways I perceived myself in relationship to Living Life. I was opened into allowing the unique Living Lights through each of the Four Cycles to be present and weaved within my core this added Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities. Now I am energetic ready to explore Cycle Five. This Living Light within me will support me to face the various levels of awareness that my subconscious mind will bring forward on the Road of Transmutation during Cycle Five. And this will continue till the end of Cycle Nine. I will have an opportunity once again to perceive the specifics parts of myself that is ready to be transmuted which is hindering me from allowing my Road of Renewal to emerge.
My intentions for this 260 Day Lunar Cycle allows me to move through each day and through the various 13 Cycles of 20 Days the opportunity for the reweaving to occur to feel the unique inner support of each one of the Living Lights of Fire being weaved within my First Fire. Cycle Four deepened this form of reweaving in preparing me energetically to enter and walk through the journey of Cycle Five. This Living Light within me will support me to face the various levels of awareness that my subconscious mind will bring forward to show me during these 100 days the specifics parts of his myself that will ready be ready to be transmuted that is hindering me from allowing my Road of Renewal to emerge. So my Living Light can be weaved and emerged through me as my Living Light of Sunshine through Cycles Ten through Thirteen.
These 100 Days of Cycles Five through Nine, I will be exploring the Transmutation with various body systems and organs that have always been extremely challenging and limiting throughout my life. My six burdens which I have previously discussed, along with new fleeting challenges that are always emerging into my life, where always present behind my inner backdrop during the years you have
known me. My engagement in outer activities especially covering the outer landscapes of ancient Indigenous sites along with the outer landscape of the Rainforests and Biospheres within Mexico and Central America seemed quiet natural in both my inner and outer strength. This began with a quest in my early 30’s to discover “A More Beautiful World to Live within my Body” regardless of the five sensory feedback my whole body keeps presenting to me.
My outer mind could never make any sense of this inner strength that would support me like this.
I am focusing upon my personal Intentions for this 260 Lunar Cycle. My intentions throughout the first Four Cycles was on “My physical body may be fully restored at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities. Not to look or physically do what I did in my 30’s. But to explore at this age of 74 in how I look and the actions I am physically able to explore within me as being a Living Generator of Light-Sunshine emerging through my full Unknown Possibilities within this Cycle of the Lunar Calendar. I will be responsible in developing a deeper relationship with each one of the 20 Living Lights of the Daily Nawals during this cycle.”
Now in Cycle Five I will begin to explore the Transmutation of these six burdens plus any new challenges emerging at this time for my body along with any limitations that my subconscious mind beings into my awareness. I will not be looking to find any specific areas that I think need to be transmuted with my outer mind intelligence. I will allow the journey of Living Life to show me during these next 20 days what ready to be transmuted. This transmutation will continually be explored during the remainder of the 80 days during these Cycles. This way I am trusting my energy intelligence to re-educated my mind intelligence on what and when to focus upon. Only through my inner energy intelligence can I allow the proper unweaving, untangling, undoing, dissolving of the burdens held in my body and held within my subconscious mind to emerge in the timely manner allowing for the ease of transmutation to emerge.
I want to become more conscious of this Intention as I am releasing the light from my subconscious mind and allowing the Emergence of the new Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities to me present to grow these new relationships that are forming. So this new Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities being weaved into the Subtle Forces within the Physical Matter of my Human Body.
During these first 80 Lunar Days of the Living Light of the Daily Nawals, the Living Light Presence of Self-Compassion supported my unique qualities of Living Light. I began to experience the Living Light of Self-Compassion for my current ways of perceiving and my current ways of living my life of limitations and separations around my 74 year old body. Now during these next 100 Lunar Nights of the Living Light of the Daily Nawals, the foundation I am exploring of Self-Compassion will be present to dissolve the specific attitudes and beliefs and intentions that my subconscious mind will being to my intention. If I am struggling during these 100 Lunar Days it only because I do not “Believe” in the ways of me Living Life that I “Deserve” the Presence of Living Light of Mercy and Compassion for this unique part of me. Returning to and deepening within my Living Relationship with the Presence of Living Light of Mercy and Compassion will allow me the inner courage and ease to walk through this transition through these various parts of my self.
The most empowering gift of action I have to offer is the way I am choosing to Live Life from the perspective of my story of co-partnering with the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities. How I am living this within myself gives me a living perspective in how and what I am communicating this story to others. Each of us as our own unique Living Light of First Fire within. Through our unique Living Light of First Fire, I, we, will choose the various ways to perceive the events within my life today. This will emerge through me in the choices I make to communicate my words and the outer actions I take in Living Life.
Cycle Five begins the first of the five cycles so that I may begin the releasing of my subconscious mind hold on my limitations blocking and hindering me. Through this 100 Days of Transmutation, I will begin to experience the intentions of my ability to someday soon I will be able to Live my Life through this Light-Sunshine available to me from within my Subtle Energy Body and the Subtle energy Body of the outer environment around me. This will allow the weaving together within me with the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity in its deeper qualities to be present during Cycles Five through Nine for the Living Light of Renewal, Restoration, Regeneration and Emergence to occur.
My Purpose is to Live Life as the Generator of Living Light of Sunshine:
Our primary focus as a human being is energy production. Since my first writings and teaching I was exploring since 1980, around the various ways to assist myself and others that we were a Living Light of “Human Energy System.”
Throughout each encounter I am engaged in, I reflect upon did I leave this person or did I leave this event with the knowing that I added more “Light-Sunshine” through my interaction that I was engaged in. Regardless of the challenges and the regardless of the sufferings that might have occurred within me or around me, “Did my words and actions reflect in the ways I desire to me Living my Life by adding more Light-Sunshine to this person or event?” “Did my words and actions reduced the Light-Sunshine within that person and event I encountered today in my life?”
Out First Nations elders lived their life being weaved together within the “Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity” with the Living Light-Sunshine of the Heart Behind Everything. They experienced how this Living Light supported them and supported each event in life. They knew there always was a Natural state of Flow in Living Life as a two legged upright being that was human.
They did not try to find the Light of Interconnectivity and Flow. They explored their living relationship within a living co-partnership within the Light of Interconnectivity and Flow that was always present. This supported them in Living Life knowing how Nature’s inner and outer Light provided for them.
Over time, especially since the Conquest, most Indigenous cultures in order to survive their captors, began to experience a separation and a disconnection from their “Light of the Heart” flowing as a natural sate of interconnectivity between the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything.
When Zach talks about the restoring the Remembering-Regenerative Living Light pattern. This is what I experience on the Road of Renewal in allowing myself to Remembering – the Regenerative Living Light patterns being weaved within the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities being weaved together in the Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity Behind the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything and the Living Light of the Heart Behind Anything. The restoring of the Remembering of this Regenerative Living Light both within me and between us and between me and us and all of Nature effects the quality of Light-Sunshine that is available to me, that is available to us in Living Life.
Remembering is a personal inner creative art form we are exploring. The Art of Remembering each day, and throughout the day and throughout the night, adds to or decreasing the vibrational quality of Living Light held within the inner water within our body. The quality of Living Light effects the direction of our cellular growth. The quality of Living Light effects the forming of our co-partnership relationships within our cells. We have choice in how we live in a creative relationship to the cells and the inner quality of water. Are we adding to or limiting and separating ourself from our Inner Light? Are we allowing our self to open to or limiting or blocking our living relationship with the Living Light of the Unseen Possibilities that deserves to be weaved within our physical body?
Research today reflects the effects our feelings, thoughts, and judgements are always effecting the quality of the water stored within our body which changes the vibrational quality of Light held within this inner water flowing through our body. This effects the direction of cellular growth either creating separation and blocking the Living Light for the Unseen Possibilities from being weaved within our physical body. Or are we adding a vibrational quality of Light that will be weaved within our physical body?
The human cell when allowed to hold the proper vibrational quality of light creates a resonates like a tuning fork allowing more Light from the subtle forms and the patterns within us and the earth that holds the Light that is available for the cell to naturally repair and the Regeneration of the cells within that are needed for the healing potential that is made available to us. This is called Remembering.
Our primary focus as a human being is energy production. Chronic disease emerges at the point of this failed energy production. Chronic disease is never attacking us. Disease never attacks a healthy human cell that is holding the proper intensity of inner light. When there is a reduction and lowering of the Light, this reduces our magnetic fields resonating state of Energy. We are then vulnerable to various forms of diseases. Our natural ability for repair and healing is always occurring, but only from when we are allowing an increase of the Living Light of resonance to flow within us.
Every cell holds a “Creative Force of Light” being the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities that is held within every cell. This Creative Force of Light is what engages the cells “Drive For Life through the Flow of Light for the Interconnectivity.” At lower vibrational states of inner Light-Sunshine, this “Creative Drive Force of Light” in every cell creates a lesser quality of vibrational Light. At a higher state of Vibrational Light creates a greater state of our inner Light-Sunshine. So that this same “Creative Drive Force of Light” creates higher vibrational light.
The Art of Remembering is when each cells “remembers” its natural co-partnership relationship within the Living Light of the Interconnectivity of the Flow of the Heart Behind Everything that is possible. The Art of Remembering create within the cells “Creative Drive Force of Light” an increased quality of Vibrational Light-Sunshine. This naturally motivates and replicates this pattern of Remembering and creating a natural relationship with the Light of the Unknown Possibilities that is always available for each cells unknown potential for growth.
“You the Living Light of Nawal Na’ooj, weave me to grow my living co-partnership relationship with you.
Weave me with the Living Light of Maria Kastelyaan to awaken the Living Light of the seeds of Compassion within me.
Weave me with the Living Light of the Rilaj Maam to awaken the Living Seeds of Compassion within me to explore Living Life with both Self-Compassion for myself and Compassion for all Human Beings.
Weave me with the Living Light of Maria Na’ooj. For you bring forward the living secret that is held within the Living Light of Love that supports both Self-compassion for myself and Compassion for others.
Weave me with the Living Light of Nawal Juan Na’ooj and the Living Light of Nawal Diego Na’ooj to communicate with Rei Pascal. Together your bring the various forms of the Living Light of the Wisdoms with the Unknown Possibilities into my subtle energies that I am needing for today.
Weave me with the Living Light of Nawal Diego Kanon, and the Living Light of Nawal Juan Kanon bring together this new Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities into my subtle energies felt sense awareness.
Weave me with the Living Light of Nawal Diego Puqlaaj, and the Living Light of Nawal Juan Puqlaaj to assist me in the Road of the Transmutation. So whatever it is that is keeping me separated and focused upon allowing my subconscious mind emotional reactivity to be my only experience of reality right now. I ask you to dismantle, to unravel, to untangle, and to sweep away whatever stands in the way for this Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities of the Wisdoms to emerge.
Weave me with the Great Weaver Yaxper, and your assistances with the various forms of the Marias, weave together the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities with the Living Light of the Wisdoms that I am needing today, weave this together within the unique core of the Light of my First Fire.”
Through this emergence of these various threads of the Living Light from these specific Nawals and Marias, creates my new Living Light within me of my Flow of Light of Interconnectivity that can walk me through any and all difficulties that cross my path.
These emerging threads of the Living Lights of the Nawals and the Marias, becomes the foundation for all forms of my human thinking.
When my body moves, these threads of the Living Light of the Nawals and the Marias, is the first energy that is always present to move and express my body.
These threads of Living Light, is what allows the energy that is always available to me to be expressed behind all forms of knowledge. To be expressed behind all form of creativity. To be expressed behind all forms of decision-making. To be expressed behind all forms of advice i give to myself or others. These threads of Living Light is at the Heart that all people seek in any and all encounters.
These threads of Living Light is what is behind the interconnectivity of the Flow of Living Light in my Wholeness. My brain is naturally wired to produce and support this living relationship with these various threads of the Nawals and the Marias and this continually being renewed and weaved within the unique Living Light of my First Fire. Without this renewal and re-weaving, I am incapable of allowing the Living Wisdoms to support me over my subconscious mind historical experiences of emotional reactivity and challenges to brings forth as my only reality at this moment in time.
At sunrise today, “Assist me the Living Lights of the various living forms of Nawal Na’ooj, to embrace and grow the Living Light within every part of who I Am in my Wholeness. Assist me to experience the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity flowing through the inner fluidity as I am Re-Centered and Weaved today into a flowing matrix of Interconnectivity of Living Light. I have been re-centered and weaved today within my subtle and physical body’s within the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity of Light forming the pathways between all the organic and inorganic and mineral form. I have been re-centered and weaved today between all plants, between all animals, between all humans, and between all electrical pulses and between everything and anything that exists in both physical and non-physical forms. I am living and being held within the dream that is available for me to emerge from the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities from the subtle realms of the primordial waters.
As I walk into Living Life today at sunrise, I ask these various forms of Living Light that have been weaved within me, to weave this with the various qualities of Living Lights forming my relationships of my Living of Life as a True Gaian Human Being.
The resonance of this Light of the Living Subtle Forces, and the resonance of the Living Light of the Wisdoms, along with the various others forces of the resonance of the Living Light within the Subtle Realms are now fully available and waiting to explore within me, within us. This Living Light is now simultaneously always available for me, and is simultaneously always available us, in all of the various ways I, we, are engaged in Living Life.
Today New Intentions have been created and edited on Saturday 28 May 2022:
Focus of Intentions:
The focus of an Intention with the underlying felt sense of Love is to allow the Subtle Forces and Beings to weave us into our unique Wholeness for today. Each day I petition these ten Tz’utujiil Maya Subtle Forces to rebuild and to weave me with both the Living Light of the Heart of the Wisdoms and with the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities. I light a real or an imaginary candle and I petition Rei Pascal to place me on my mat for today. I petition that these ten Subtle Beings from Paq’alib’al to weave me today into my new Wholeness into the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity.
Tz’utujiil Maya Subtle Forces - Maria Kastelyaan, Maria K’iir, Maria Chajko’y, Maria Keem, Juan No’j, and Diego No’j, Juan Kanoon, and Diego Kanoon, Juan Puqlaaj, and Diego Puqlaaj.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Kaan, weave me into my Flow of Light of Interconnectivity both within me to everything outside of me. Assist me to have the courage to explore the Foundational Core of Light Ritual regardless of the resistance and the logic I am bringing forward from my current ways of perceiving my struggles and my judgements around my aging body at this moment.”
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Kaan, weave me with Self-Compassion. So when my subconscious mind wounded energies are so fully present within me, and that when I feel the depth and breath of my separation and my isolation is too great. I ask the Living Light of Self Compassion to always be available within me.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Kaan, establish within me a Living Co-Partnership relationship and weave me within the Living Light of the Flow Interconnectivity with the Heart Behind Life.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Kaan, assist me to experience through your cords of Interconnectivity the Flow of Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything and weave me with the Living Presence of Light of Compassion. Assist me to feel at this core of the Heart of the Light of Compassion, the Self-Compassion that is available for me regardless of my challenges, regardless of my judgements I am currently experiencing around my feedback of my aging body.”
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Kaan, assist me to experience my felt sense that is always present within the Flow of the Living Light of Interconnectivity that is within me. Your Living Light of Interconnectivity is stronger than my pain. Your Living Light of Interconnectivity is stronger than my suffering. Your Living Light of Interconnectivity is stronger than my challenges that I am currently living with right now.”
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Kaan, as you weave me through your Flow of the Living Light of Interconnectivity that is within me right now, dissolve my connectivity to this voice of my subconscious mind that is fully present inside of me right now that continually brings fear or blame or shame or guilt or doubt or judgement or separation upon myself.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Kaan, dissolve the related judgements and fears around the massive changes available to me right now through my emerging Living Light of my Unknown Possibilities for my emerging body right now.”
Blessings and Love Conrad
Section 4:
Section Four reflects the Unique Living Light behind the 260 Day Lunar Cycle of the Twenty Day Living Light of the Nawals. Each one of these twenty Nawals reflect a unique energy of Light that weaves me into my personal Journey of Renewal. This same cycle of twenty Nawals is repeated thirteen times in allowing me to explore the deeper inner working around my Personal Renewal. Through each twenty day cycle repeating through the thirteen cycles allows me each day and through each cycle to lay down my unique bundle at sunset in the ways I explore Living my Life today. So I may pick-up my Renewed Bundle refreshed each day within my new ways to explore Living my Life through my co-partnership relationships between the subtle and physical worlds.
This section always begins with one of Ilene Satala painting and reflections around what the Tz’utujiil Maya Indigenous Ways call “Good Medicine - Kox aq’oom.” The Road of Renewal, either Personal or Collective, is all about “Good Medicine - Kox aq’oom.” Good Medicine is the journey or road we participate with for our Mind, Body, Spirit in exploring the Road of Renewal. Where our ability is to be weaved within our “Heart of – Ruk’ux” to the “Heart of – Ruk’ux” within the Dream of Gaia to be weaved within the “Heart of – Ruk’ux” of the struggles, the challenges, the suffering, the separation we experience in life. The Weaving within the “Heart Behind Everything” and the “Heart Behind Anything” is the foundation of Living my Life as a “Generator of Light.” This is the foundation behind all forms of transformation and healing. This section gives us the Awareness of the various ways Wisdom is available to be weaved within us through the “Heart of – Ruk’ux” to choose other ways I may engage in Living my Life.
Flow of interconnectivity (Vision Serpent painting by Ilene Satala)
The description for this painting has not emerged yet.
Ilene painted this image of the Vision Serpent in 1986 after an experience we had in our Three Rivers Apartment.
Growing up my full experiences with Nature was through city parks and within various zoo. I lived in terror at the thought of being in “Wild Nature” (not a park or zoo). Here I was ready to embark on the next phase of my journey-doing personal and collective retreats in the rainforests of Mexico and Central America exploring ancient archeological Mayan sites and Indigenous cultures.
On a highly charged Sunday afternoon filled with numerous anxiety and panic attacks of exploring these areas of Wild Nature in foreign lands.
We laid down on the bed and Ilene tried to take me into a meditation to find my core! Suddenly we heard this loud booming sound of a cracking-breaking open of something. Our apartment was at the level of a large portal of the three rivers coming together at his point in the physical geography. My eyes were closed, Ilene eyes were open and yet we both perceived in vivid color these same set of images and experiences.
We both felt and saw portals both on the land, water, and in the air. The large portal of the Three Rivers cracked open and this dark, thick, substance emerged from this portal creating a streaming flow of one end emerging from the center of this portal and the other end flowing through the glass of the window next to our bed. It quaickly burst open into this multicolored image of a big lip face hovering over my head for a minute or so. Then it leaned forward and kissed me on my lips. Suddenly all my fears, my anxieties, my body tensions, and my thoughts floating around in my mind of fears, doubts, and ultimate doom vanished in a second or two. Suddenly I had a felt sense of an inner calmness throughout my entire body along with a quietness of my mind that I had never experiences before in over 15 years of meditate practices.
It was a long kiss, and after its release, I was totally aware of both the outer and inner safety within all of Nature. I experienced this felt sen knowing that there was a natural flow connecting everything and anything. Not just the Interconnectivity within all of nature, but also to all animals, all organic substances, and including all human beings. Not just to five sensory forms of humans, but a flow between every system, organ, and cell within my body. This same flow of interconnectivity was also available through each object that was created and existed in the world around us. There was this web of Light of Interconnectivity behind everything and anything. Years later I would explore the concept of web of interconnectivity creating a living flow of Wholeness between everything subtle and physcial. There no longer was a separation of Wild Nature versus controlled Nature. The colorful body of this image collapsed into itself, and streamed back to the flowing black stream returning into the heart of the Three Rivers portal and fully disappeared.
Neither Ilene nor myself had ever seen an image like this. She immediately did a sketch of this and painted it after that. Not until we arrived on our trip into Mexico, did we see and image of this experience-called a Vision Serpent. This Vision Serpent was brought forward in rituals to gather both an awareness of what was to come, but also to establish a flow of interconnectivity between everything and anything inner and outer around us in the world.
Over the years I began to be aware of that any real form of felt sense of calmness that opens us to perceive and communicate the wisdom begin an event or experience, can only occur when the flow of interconnectivity is established between my inner heart to the inner heart within everything and anything in the world around us.
Ilene painted this image without ever knowing what the form and shape of the image was. The painting below is a duplicated image of a carving of a ancient Mayan Goddess 600-700 AD petitioning the image of the Vision Serpent to her petitioning.
New Today 28 May 2022
Conrad wrote this poem in 2007 about the Mystical Marriage
The Serpent Will Devour You!
"Don't go into the Jungle!
don't go into the jungle for the serpent awaits you,"
"Don't go into the jungle!
don't go into the jungle for the serpent will harm you!"
"Don't go into the jungle!
don't go into the jungle for the serpent will strangle you!"
For fear has spoken.
"You will be used for its food and eaten whole" the martyr portrays."
"You will be left alone to die, spoken sadly through the voice of
abandonment."
"You will die a powerful death, yet non will ever know" spoken as the true warrior."
"You will wander forever and never know when" spoken as only a wander knows.
For my voices have spoken on what I have know for all of my life!"
"Don't go into the jungle!
don't go into the jungle for the serpent will transform you!"
"Don't go into the jungle
don't go into the jungle for the serpent will devour you!"
"Don't go into the jungle!
don't go into the jungle....
but if you must....
but if you must....
"Face the serpent
face the serpent for who and what it is!"
"Yet all and more may happen, as you have said," spoke a voice with innocence
"sit and wait for the serpent to come, and see what it truly does-- -- "For without the facing of the serpent, 'what else has life for you?‘ a voice from my depths speaks out!"
"Trust and face the serpent head on, and open to the wild one within!"
"Face the serpent, for what it will give you is the kiss of death!
face the serpent for what it will give you is the kiss of death firmly upon your lips."
As the tongue enters your mouth,
as the tongue enters your mouth, you once and for all will know
You will once and for all will know that life can support you in the jungle through its death,
that life can support you through it death!"
"Once and for all of time
once and for all of time...
you and the serpent are one
you and the serpent are one!
Go!
Live!
Explore your new life in the jungle,
for you and the serpent are One!
"And now, at this moment,
now at this moment, your life will finally have begun!
For you and the serpent have always been One!" spoken through a voice, I vaguely have heard;
A voice so ancient,
A voice yet new
As the Voice who speaks I am the voice of the One who Knows!
For the only voice that now speaks to the only voice that now hears, is one of the same, known as the "One who Knows:
"Why so long was the fear?"
"Why so long was the wait?"
"Why so heavy was the veil?"
"For the Serpent and you have always been One!"
"For this was your fears!
"For this was why you waited!"
"For you knew the serpent would truly devour you!"
“For your veil to be lifted, and to know that you always have been One!"
"You now know what your first mystery has been,
for now we know what this mystery has been!"
“For you had to be devoured by the serpent
So a new cycle of life may now be formed!”
“Life
Death
Life
For new life has now been formed
and we know the first mystery
that the serpent and you have always been One!”
Wood Carving of the Ancient Maya Vision Serpent taking form and shape from the bowl on incense in ritual.
The final form the incense emerges into the form and shape too in my ritual in Fort Wayne. See the parallel between the two images.
When I established my primary anchor for my altar in Fort Wayne to the heart of my Tz’utujiil community in the Cofradia system in Santiago Atitlan 2000 mile away through the statue of the Rilaj Maam. I began a ritual of communication through intentions and prayers and incense for the Interconnectivity to be established.
To view and listen to this story of this ritual click on or paste this link below to both view the progression of the smoke forming and shaping into the image of the vision serpent, establishing the Flow of Light of Interconnectivity between these two locations as one.
There are three short audio files you can listen to where I share my impressions and perceptions during this ritual in 9a, 9b, 9c lasting 20 minutes in total.
https://www.conradsatala.com/show/9
Practical Wisdom of Nawal Kaan
The illuminating Living Light of Nawal Kaan, establishes and grows the Flow of Light of interconnectivity from the Heart of the Land, from the Heart of the Sky, from the Heart behind all forms of Nature, from the Heart behind Humanity, for the Heart behind anything and everything that emerges from the Heart of Gaia. This is weaved together into the ability to perceive and communicate, and generate the Light of Wisdom. This Light of Wisdom is more empowering then any energy behind any illness, suffering, challenges, or living Pandemic. Regardless of the depth and breath of separation and/or isolation, this web of interconnectivity emerges a new unknown flow of Light.
Through the journey of transmutation, the pattern of Joy and Hope and my Voice of the Great Grandmother can naturally begin to emerge. Whenever I am speaking through the Presence of Joy and Hope, I am able to speak to myself or to others with a wholeness to my feelings, to my thoughts and my emotions. This allows me to experience the Presence of Hope to naturally emerge. Through the Presence of Joy and the Presence of Hope, nothing that is not in the flow of Light can remain. No duality and no awareness of separation can remain.
Now when I encounter challenges in any of the areas within my daily life, I ask a Daily Nawal for assistance, I have created in my intentions a Web of Light relationship to a particular Daily Nawal. Instead of living the energies of my challenges, this relationship that is growing between these connections to the various Web of Lights within the Daily Nawals can assist me to transmute, transform, and emerge my challenges into a new form of action. I have established this Web of Light co-relationships, for I now have the Presence of Hope available to me to walk through any and and all challenges! I embody the Presence of Love and I allow Love to form and shape the flow of the Interconnectivity within me and between my inner landscape and the inner landscape of Nature all around me.
Daily Reflections on Nawal Kaan
Assist me, the Light of Nawal Kaan, so that I may no longer have this voice inside of me that continually brings fear or blame or shame or guilt or doubt or separation upon myself or others. Especially the related fears around the massive changes of the unknown in my world around me today.
Assist me, the Light of Nawal Kaan, so that I no longer feel those fears and I no longer feel the critical voices that naturally emerge from the critical voices of those around me of my family or my friends or my workers, or the critical voices I here from my government about the changing world around me.
Assist me, the Light of Nawal Kaan, for without you emerging the web of Interconnectivity between the visible and invisible to be present in these challenging times, through your Light is the only source of inner calmness I can begin to experience.
Weave your Illuminating Light of Wisdom to emerge and transmute whatever is needed to undo whatever is keeping me in separation. Transmute my limiting stories that are holding me in a smaller, a limited world view.
Transmute any and all of my dualities and whatever is keeping me broken and reactive.
I call upon you the Light of Nawal Kaan, when I look at what is in the newspaper or in the news or in magazines, or whatever I maybe reading or hearing from the people around me about the challenges we are facing in the fears around our new unknown emergence, this Light from Nawal Kaan can transmute any and all fears and thinking that is not part of this flow of interconnectivity.
I am not trying to change them into the direction if know. I am asking your Light, Nawal Kaan, to come forward and allow the wisdom to emerge through this mystery of transmutation around my fears or my limitations around Living Life, so my unknown pathways of emergence comes forward.
Assist me that I may experience the felt sense of knowing that the Presence of Joy and the Presence of Hope supports me through my livingness through these challenging and suffering experiences and now through your Light of Emergence, we can co-partner into creating a new relationships in Living Life.
11 Supportive Video Access for Reflections of a Living Nab’eysiil
Video Clips - Copy and Paste into a Browser
Unlock the Creative Light Force within 18:37
https://youtu.be/SX07z07xWGQ
Four False Beliefs that Society is Built Upon 17:03
https://youtu.be/nM5w3EjikdA
How to Create Heaven on Earth 13:44
https://youtu.be/QXBKfFK7k9c
Are Memories Stored In Water Zach Bush 15:35
https://youtu.be/FspJWKQDKo8
Water Blessings Song Guatemala 7:00
https://youtu.be/QXcmuTZFkB8
Speaking to the Water 5:08
https://youtu.be/OeeAMNxuqio
The Consciousness of Water 3:13
https://youtu.be/fl9OAsjzYHQ
Maseru Emoto Experiment in Gratitude 1:39
https://youtu.be/SDNhH8deZPg
Maseru Emoto Water Experiments 5:00
https://youtu.be/1qQUFvufXp4
A Gathering of the Tribe 9:17
https://youtu.be/XinVOpdcbVc
Heartfelt Prayer to Recognize the Beauty in Life Zach Bush 10:17
https://youtu.be/MAV0VDZmVc0
1 Supportive Audio Access for Reflections of a Living Nab’eysiil
Foundational Core Of Light Ritual January 2022 6:45
https://mayanbrothers.box.com/s/px38p4sarpqegnbrpdfz62codejfg5eh
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