Day 15 - Nawal Kaan - Meditations on Wisdom
“Meditation on Wisdom” for today Day 15 Tuesday 16 August 2022 Nawal Kaan the Ninth Cycle of the Lunar Calendar 14-6
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Most of this material below has been rewritten and explored in new and fresh ways. Reflecting the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities that is avable to me and to everyone .
Conrad’s Blog on “Meditation on Wisdom” are my personal notes I am creating each morning reflecting upon my focus of how I approach and how I am Living Life weaved within the Mayan Subtle world forces of Paq’alib’al.
These personal notes are that’s, unedited, raw, and at times grammatical, spelling, typos, and long sentence structure fully present. They all are freshly written, edited, and created around 3 am EDT before the sunrises, and are published by 7 am EDT nearly each morning. So they are my first attempts in exploring my inner connections into the subtle realms of the Tz’utujiil Maya Forces of Living Light of the “Ways of Perceiving – Ilah” to live my life through the support and the living co-partnership with the energy of Light of todays Wisdoms. Regardless of the sufferings and the challenges I am engaged with during these changing and unpredictable times within my world, I have a choice to what and how I express as my Life.
Today material does not include my personal notes on Ninth Lunar Cycle. It is update material and images around Nawal Ix below Day 4
REFLECTIONS OF A LIVING TZ’UTUJIIL MAYA NAB’EYSIIL
Over the next few blogs I will review my invitation to this 260 Lunar cycles and see what I have transmuted and other parts to yet to be completes in my transmutation of my inner sprouting to full emerge at the end of the 260 Lunar cycle.
What begins in Nawal Batz’ with the primary Tz’utujiil Maya forces of Living Light that I am engaged with is the Living Light of the Wisdoms within the Rilaj Maam and Maria Kastilyaan. This physical grid of Living Light that is formed through the Living Light of the Wisdoms carried within the body of the Rilaj Maam, not only creates the foundation for the forming and shaping the grid of the Living Light of the Heart of Earth. But also the Living Light of the grid creates the healthy boundaries within my body for my inner Living Light can be expressed through my Microbiome, my cells, and my watery gel structures within me. Opening me to my Living Light of the unknown possibilities emerging from the Heart of Sky carried within the body of Maria Kastilyaan. This Living Light of all the 20 Nawals is formed and shaped by the Wisdoms of the Living Light of unknown possibilities and Maria Kastilyaan. Where Rei Pascal in its inner communications among all my subtle forces will place me on my mat so I may have the opportunity to live my unknown possibilities within this cycle of my life.
Summary New Material 2 August - 10 September 2022 for these next 60 Lunar cycles, are at this link below, with the oldest materials first.
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My Purpose is to Live Life as the Generator of Living Light of Sunshine:
Our primary focus as a human being is energy production. Since my first writings and teaching I was exploring since 1980, around the various ways to assist myself and others that we were a Living Light of “Human Energy System.”
Throughout each encounter I am engaged in, I reflect upon did I leave this person or did I leave this event with the knowing that I added more “Light-Sunshine” through my interaction that I was engaged in. Regardless of the challenges and the regardless of the sufferings that might have occurred within me or around me, “Did my words and actions reflect in the ways I desire to me Living my Life by adding more Light-Sunshine to this person or event?” “Did my words and actions reduced the Light-Sunshine within that person and event I encountered today in my life?”
Out First Nations elders lived their life being weaved together within the “Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity” with the Living Light-Sunshine of the Heart Behind Everything. They experienced how this Living Light supported them and supported each event in life. They knew there always was a Natural state of Flow in Living Life as a two legged upright being that was human.
They did not try to find the Light of Interconnectivity and Flow. They explored their living relationship within a living co-partnership within the Light of Interconnectivity and Flow that was always present. This supported them in Living Life knowing how Nature’s inner and outer Light provided for them.
Over time, especially since the Conquest, most Indigenous cultures in order to survive their captors, began to experience a separation and a disconnection from their “Light of the Heart” flowing as a natural sate of interconnectivity between the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything.
When Zach talks about the restoring the Remembering-Regenerative Living Light pattern. This is what I experience on the Road of Renewal in allowing myself to Remembering – the Regenerative Living Light patterns being weaved within the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities being weaved together in the Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity Behind the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything and the Living Light of the Heart Behind Anything. The restoring of the Remembering of this Regenerative Living Light both within me and between us and between me and us and all of Nature effects the quality of Light-Sunshine that is available to me, that is available to us in Living Life.
Remembering is a personal inner creative art form we are exploring. The Art of Remembering each day, and throughout the day and throughout the night, adds to or decreasing the vibrational quality of Living Light held within the inner water within our body. The quality of Living Light effects the direction of our cellular growth. The quality of Living Light effects the forming of our co-partnership relationships within our cells. We have choice in how we live in a creative relationship to the cells and the inner quality of water. Are we adding to or limiting and separating ourself from our Inner Light? Are we allowing our self to open to or limiting or blocking our living relationship with the Living Light of the Unseen Possibilities that deserves to be weaved within our physical body?
Research today reflects the effects our feelings, thoughts, and judgements are always effecting the quality of the water stored within our body which changes the vibrational quality of Light held within this inner water flowing through our body. This effects the direction of cellular growth either creating separation and blocking the Living Light for the Unseen Possibilities from being weaved within our physical body. Or are we adding a vibrational quality of Light that will be weaved within our physical body?
The human cell when allowed to hold the proper vibrational quality of light creates a resonates like a tuning fork allowing more Light from the subtle forms and the patterns within us and the earth that holds the Light that is available for the cell to naturally repair and the Regeneration of the cells within that are needed for the healing potential that is made available to us. This is called Remembering.
Our primary focus as a human being is energy production. Chronic disease emerges at the point of this failed energy production. Chronic disease is never attacking us. Disease never attacks a healthy human cell that is holding the proper intensity of inner light. When there is a reduction and lowering of the Light, this reduces our magnetic fields resonating state of Energy. We are then vulnerable to various forms of diseases. Our natural ability for repair and healing is always occurring, but only from when we are allowing an increase of the Living Light of resonance to flow within us.
Every cell holds a “Creative Force of Light” being the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities that is held within every cell. This Creative Force of Light is what engages the cells “Drive For Life through the Flow of Light for the Interconnectivity.” At lower vibrational states of inner Light-Sunshine, this “Creative Drive Force of Light” in every cell creates a lesser quality of vibrational Light. At a higher state of Vibrational Light creates a greater state of our inner Light-Sunshine. So that this same “Creative Drive Force of Light” creates higher vibrational light.
The Art of Remembering is when each cells “remembers” its natural co-partnership relationship within the Living Light of the Interconnectivity of the Flow of the Heart Behind Everything that is possible. The Art of Remembering create within the cells “Creative Drive Force of Light” an increased quality of Vibrational Light-Sunshine. This naturally motivates and replicates this pattern of Remembering and creating a natural relationship with the Light of the Unknown Possibilities that is always available for each cells unknown potential for growth.
“You the Living Light of Nawal Na’ooj, weave me to grow my living co-partnership relationship with you.
Weave me with the Living Light of Maria Kastelyaan to awaken the Living Light of the seeds of Compassion within me.
Weave me with the Living Light of the Rilaj Maam to awaken the Living Seeds of Compassion within me to explore Living Life with both Self-Compassion for myself and Compassion for all Human Beings.
Weave me with the Living Light of Maria Na’ooj. For you bring forward the living secret that is held within the Living Light of Love that supports both Self-compassion for myself and Compassion for others.
Weave me with the Living Light of Nawal Juan Na’ooj and the Living Light of Nawal Diego Na’ooj to communicate with Rei Pascal. Together your bring the various forms of the Living Light of the Wisdoms with the Unknown Possibilities into my subtle energies that I am needing for today.
Weave me with the Living Light of Nawal Diego Kanon, and the Living Light of Nawal Juan Kanon bring together this new Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities into my subtle energies felt sense awareness.
Weave me with the Living Light of Nawal Diego Puqlaaj, and the Living Light of Nawal Juan Puqlaaj to assist me in the Road of the Transmutation. So whatever it is that is keeping me separated and focused upon allowing my subconscious mind emotional reactivity to be my only experience of reality right now. I ask you to dismantle, to unravel, to untangle, and to sweep away whatever stands in the way for this Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities of the Wisdoms to emerge.
Weave me with the Great Weaver Yaxper, and your assistances with the various forms of the Marias, weave together the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities with the Living Light of the Wisdoms that I am needing today, weave this together within the unique core of the Light of my First Fire.”
Through this emergence of these various threads of the Living Light from these specific Nawals and Marias, creates my new Living Light within me of my Flow of Light of Interconnectivity that can walk me through any and all difficulties that cross my path.
These emerging threads of the Living Lights of the Nawals and the Marias, becomes the foundation for all forms of my human thinking.
When my body moves, these threads of the Living Light of the Nawals and the Marias, is the first energy that is always present to move and express my body.
These threads of Living Light, is what allows the energy that is always available to me to be expressed behind all forms of knowledge. To be expressed behind all form of creativity. To be expressed behind all forms of decision-making. To be expressed behind all forms of advice i give to myself or others. These threads of Living Light is at the Heart that all people seek in any and all encounters.
These threads of Living Light is what is behind the interconnectivity of the Flow of Living Light in my Wholeness. My brain is naturally wired to produce and support this living relationship with these various threads of the Nawals and the Marias and this continually being renewed and weaved within the unique Living Light of my First Fire. Without this renewal and re-weaving, I am incapable of allowing the Living Wisdoms to support me over my subconscious mind historical experiences of emotional reactivity and challenges to brings forth as my only reality at this moment in time.
At sunrise today, “Assist me the Living Lights of the various living forms of Nawal Na’ooj, to embrace and grow the Living Light within every part of who I Am in my Wholeness. Assist me to experience the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity flowing through the inner fluidity as I am Re-Centered and Weaved today into a flowing matrix of Interconnectivity of Living Light. I have been re-centered and weaved today within my subtle and physical body’s within the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity of Light forming the pathways between all the organic and inorganic and mineral form. I have been re-centered and weaved today between all plants, between all animals, between all humans, and between all electrical pulses and between everything and anything that exists in both physical and non-physical forms. I am living and being held within the dream that is available for me to emerge from the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities from the subtle realms of the primordial waters.
As I walk into Living Life today at sunrise, I ask these various forms of Living Light that have been weaved within me, to weave this with the various qualities of Living Lights forming my relationships of my Living of Life as a True Gaian Human Being.
The resonance of this Light of the Living Subtle Forces, and the resonance of the Living Light of the Wisdoms, along with the various others forces of the resonance of the Living Light within the Subtle Realms are now fully available and waiting to explore within me, within us. This Living Light is now simultaneously always available for me, and is simultaneously always available us, in all of the various ways I, we, are engaged in Living Life.
Focus of my Invitation to the Living Light Energies:
The focus of an Intention with the underlying felt sense of Love is to allow the Subtle Forces and Subtle Beings to weave us into our unique Wholeness for today. Each day I petition these Tz’utujiil Maya Subtle Forces to rebuild and to reweave me with both the Living Light of the Heart of the Wisdoms and with the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities. I light a real or an imaginary candle and I petition Rei Pascal to place me on my mat for today. I petition that these twenty-four Subtle Beings from Paq’alib’al to weave me today into my new Wholeness into the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity.
I ask these Tz’utujiil Maya Subtle Forces to rebuild, reweave me within a living co-partnership relationship so that my intention within this 260 Day Lunar cycle will Emerge:
“My physical body may be fully restored at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities. Not to look or physically do what I did in my 30’s. But to explore at this age of 74 in how I look and the actions I am physically able to explore within me as being a Living Generator of Light-Sunshine emerging through my full Unknown Possibilities within this Cycle of the Lunar Calendar. I will be responsible in developing a deeper relationship with each one of these Tz’utujiil Maya Subtle Forces.”
Women: 1-ya Mri'y Bitz'bal, 2-ya Mri'y Ch'ajkeem, 3-ya Mri'y Chajko'y, 4-ya Mri'y K'iir, 5-ya Mri'y Keem, 6-ya Mri'y Kmo', 7-ya Mri'y Pixlaq, 8-ya Mri'y Sirwaant, 9-ya Mri'y Skirná, 10-ya Mri'y Sqaaj, 11-ya Mri'y Xajchaj, 12-ya Paska' Ch'ureeq.
Men: 1- Juan No’j, 2-Diego No’j, 3-Juan Kanon, 4-Diego Kanon, 5-Juan Puqlaaj, 6-Diego Puqlaaj, 7-Juan Tz'bir, 8-Diego Tz'bir, 9-Juan Tza'j, 10-Diego Tza'j, 11-Juan Tz'ruy, 12-Diego Tz'ruy
Tz’utujiil Maya Pronunciation at this link:
https://www.dropbox.com/sh/on62z4447ouoc02/AAD6XlDWfPRcl5bXk4Y0olgNa?dl=0
“If you build an invitation within you, the subtle world forces of Living Light will create a relationship of co-partnership with you and weave you within the subtle and physcial environment around you.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Kaan, weave me into my Flow of Light of Interconnectivity both within me to everything outside of me. Assist me to have the courage to explore the Foundational Core of Light Ritual regardless of the resistance and the logic I am bringing forward from my current ways of perceiving my struggles and my judgements around my aging body at this moment.”
“If you build an invitation within you, the subtle world forces of Living Light will create a relationship of co-partnership with you and weave you within the subtle and physcial environment around you.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Kaan, weave me with Self-Compassion. So when my subconscious mind wounded energies are so fully present within me, and that when I feel the depth and breath of my separation and my isolation is too great. I ask the Living Light of Self Compassion to always be available within me.
“If you build an invitation within you, the subtle world forces of Living Light will create a relationship of co-partnership with you and weave you within the subtle and physcial environment around you.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Kaan, establish within me a Living Co-Partnership relationship and weave me within the Living Light of the Flow Interconnectivity with the Heart Behind Life.
“If you build an invitation within you, the subtle world forces of Living Light will create a relationship of co-partnership with you and weave you within the subtle and physcial environment around you.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Kaan, assist me to experience through your cords of Interconnectivity the Flow of Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything and weave me with the Living Presence of Light of Compassion. Assist me to feel at this core of the Heart of the Light of Compassion, the Self-Compassion that is available for me regardless of my challenges, regardless of my judgements I am currently experiencing around my feedback of my aging body.”
“If you build an invitation within you, the subtle world forces of Living Light will create a relationship of co-partnership with you and weave you within the subtle and physcial environment around you.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Kaan, assist me to experience my felt sense that is always present within the Flow of the Living Light of Interconnectivity that is within me. Your Living Light of Interconnectivity is stronger than my pain. Your Living Light of Interconnectivity is stronger than my suffering. Your Living Light of Interconnectivity is stronger than my challenges that I am currently living with right now.”
“If you build an invitation within you, the subtle world forces of Living Light will create a relationship of co-partnership with you and weave you within the subtle and physcial environment around you.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Kaan, as you weave me through your Flow of the Living Light of Interconnectivity that is within me right now, dissolve my connectivity to this voice of my subconscious mind that is fully present inside of me right now that continually brings fear or blame or shame or guilt or doubt or judgement or separation upon myself.
“If you build an invitation within you, the subtle world forces of Living Light will create a relationship of co-partnership with you and weave you within the subtle and physcial environment around you.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Kaan, dissolve the related judgements and fears around the massive changes available to me right now through my emerging Living Light of my Unknown Possibilities for my emerging body right now.”
Blessings and Love Conrad
Section 4
Section Four reflects the Unique Living Light behind the 260 Day Lunar Cycle of the Twenty Day Living Light of the Nawals. Each one of these twenty Nawals reflect a unique energy of Light that weaves me into my personal Journey of Renewal. This same cycle of twenty Nawals is repeated thirteen times in allowing me to explore the deeper inner working around my Personal Renewal. Through each twenty day cycle repeating through the thirteen cycles allows me each day and through each cycle to lay down my unique bundle at sunset in the ways I explore Living my Life today. So I may pick-up my Renewed Bundle refreshed each day within my new ways to explore Living my Life through my co-partnership relationships between the subtle and physical worlds.
This section always begins with one of Ilene Satala painting and reflections around what the Tz’utujiil Maya Indigenous Ways called “Good Medicine - Kox aq’oom.” The Road of Renewal, either Personal or Collective, is all about “Good Medicine - Kox aq’oom.” Good Medicine is the journey or road we participate within our Body, and our Mind, and our Spirit. We are also fully weaved within the subtle forces of Living Light within our own unique inner subtle energy body. Through our subtle energy body of Living Light is fully weaved within the subtle and physical world of the objects and buildings around us along with the subtitle and physical environment that surrounds us. This weaving together of the subtle force of Living Light allow me to explore the Road of Renewal. Where my ability is be weaved within the “Heart of – Ruk’ux” to the “Heart of – Ruk’ux” within the Dream of Gaia. The Emergence of this weaving within the “Heart of – Ruk’ux” of the struggles, the challenges, the suffering, the separation we experience in life. This Weaving emerges within me into the “Heart Behind Everything” and the “Heart Behind Anything.” Allowing me my foundational support to Live my Life as a “Generator of Living Light.” This Living Light is the foundation of Light behind all forms of transformation and healing. This section gives me the Awareness of the various ways this Wisdom of Living Light is available to be weaved within me through my “Heart of – Ruk’ux” ways I may engage within my ways of being the Living Light within all of Life.
Flow of interconnectivity (Vision Serpent painting by Ilene Satala)
The description for this painting has not emerged yet.
Ilene painted this image of the Vision Serpent in 1986 after an experience we had in our Three Rivers Apartment.
Growing up my full experiences with Nature was through city parks and within various zoo. I lived in terror at the thought of being in “Wild Nature” (not a park or zoo). Here I was ready to embark on the next phase of my journey-doing personal and collective retreats in the rainforests of Mexico and Central America exploring ancient archeological Mayan sites and Indigenous cultures.
On a highly charged Sunday afternoon filled with numerous anxiety and panic attacks of exploring these areas of Wild Nature in foreign lands.
We laid down on the bed and Ilene tried to take me into a meditation to find my core! Suddenly we heard this loud booming sound of a cracking-breaking open of something. Our apartment was at the level of a large portal of the three rivers coming together at his point in the physical geography. My eyes were closed, Ilene eyes were open and yet we both perceived in vivid color these same set of images and experiences.
We both felt and saw portals both on the land, water, and in the air. The large portal of the Three Rivers cracked open and this dark, thick, substance emerged from this portal creating a streaming flow of one end emerging from the center of this portal and the other end flowing through the glass of the window next to our bed. It quaickly burst open into this multicolored image of a big lip face hovering over my head for a minute or so. Then it leaned forward and kissed me on my lips. Suddenly all my fears, my anxieties, my body tensions, and my thoughts floating around in my mind of fears, doubts, and ultimate doom vanished in a second or two. Suddenly I had a felt sense of an inner calmness throughout my entire body along with a quietness of my mind that I had never experiences before in over 15 years of meditate practices.
It was a long kiss, and after its release, I was totally aware of both the outer and inner safety within all of Nature. I experienced this felt sen knowing that there was a natural flow connecting everything and anything. Not just the Interconnectivity within all of nature, but also to all animals, all organic substances, and including all human beings. Not just to five sensory forms of humans, but a flow between every system, organ, and cell within my body. This same flow of interconnectivity was also available through each object that was created and existed in the world around us. There was this web of Light of Interconnectivity behind everything and anything. Years later I would explore the concept of web of interconnectivity creating a living flow of Wholeness between everything subtle and physcial. There no longer was a separation of Wild Nature versus controlled Nature. The colorful body of this image collapsed into itself, and streamed back to the flowing black stream returning into the heart of the Three Rivers portal and fully disappeared.
Neither Ilene nor myself had ever seen an image like this. She immediately did a sketch of this and painted it after that. Not until we arrived on our trip into Mexico, did we see and image of this experience-called a Vision Serpent. This Vision Serpent was brought forward in rituals to gather both an awareness of what was to come, but also to establish a flow of interconnectivity between everything and anything inner and outer around us in the world.
Over the years I began to be aware of that any real form of felt sense of calmness that opens us to perceive and communicate the wisdom begin an event or experience, can only occur when the flow of interconnectivity is established between my inner heart to the inner heart within everything and anything in the world around us.
Ilene painted this image without ever knowing what the form and shape of the image was. The painting below is a duplicated image of a carving of a ancient Mayan Goddess 600-700 AD petitioning the image of the Vision Serpent to her petitioning.
Conrad wrote this poem in 2007 about the Mystical Marriage
The Serpent Will Devour You!
"Don't go into the Jungle!
don't go into the jungle for the serpent awaits you,"
"Don't go into the jungle!
don't go into the jungle for the serpent will harm you!"
"Don't go into the jungle!
don't go into the jungle for the serpent will strangle you!"
For fear has spoken.
"You will be used for its food and eaten whole" the martyr portrays."
"You will be left alone to die, spoken sadly through the voice of
abandonment."
"You will die a powerful death, yet non will ever know" spoken as the true warrior."
"You will wander forever and never know when" spoken as only a wander knows.
For my voices have spoken on what I have know for all of my life!"
"Don't go into the jungle!
don't go into the jungle for the serpent will transform you!"
"Don't go into the jungle
don't go into the jungle for the serpent will devour you!"
"Don't go into the jungle!
don't go into the jungle....
but if you must....
but if you must....
"Face the serpent
face the serpent for who and what it is!"
"Yet all and more may happen, as you have said," spoke a voice with innocence
"sit and wait for the serpent to come, and see what it truly does-- -- "For without the facing of the serpent, 'what else has life for you?‘ a voice from my depths speaks out!"
"Trust and face the serpent head on, and open to the wild one within!"
"Face the serpent, for what it will give you is the kiss of death!
face the serpent for what it will give you is the kiss of death firmly upon your lips."
As the tongue enters your mouth,
as the tongue enters your mouth, you once and for all will know
You will once and for all will know that life can support you in the jungle through its death,
that life can support you through it death!"
"Once and for all of time
once and for all of time...
you and the serpent are one
you and the serpent are one!
Go!
Live!
Explore your new life in the jungle,
for you and the serpent are One!
"And now, at this moment,
now at this moment, your life will finally have begun!
For you and the serpent have always been One!" spoken through a voice, I vaguely have heard;
A voice so ancient,
A voice yet new
As the Voice who speaks I am the voice of the One who Knows!
For the only voice that now speaks to the only voice that now hears, is one of the same, known as the "One who Knows:
"Why so long was the fear?"
"Why so long was the wait?"
"Why so heavy was the veil?"
"For the Serpent and you have always been One!"
"For this was your fears!
"For this was why you waited!"
"For you knew the serpent would truly devour you!"
“For your veil to be lifted, and to know that you always have been One!"
"You now know what your first mystery has been,
for now we know what this mystery has been!"
“For you had to be devoured by the serpent
So a new cycle of life may now be formed!”
“Life
Death
Life
For new life has now been formed
and we know the first mystery
that the serpent and you have always been One!”
Wood Carving of the Ancient Maya Vision Serpent taking form and shape from the bowl on incense in ritual.
The final form the incense emerges into the form and shape too in my ritual in Fort Wayne. See the parallel between the two images.
When I established my primary anchor for my altar in Fort Wayne to the heart of my Tz’utujiil community in the Cofradia system in Santiago Atitlan 2000 mile away through the statue of the Rilaj Maam. I began a ritual of communication through intentions and prayers and incense for the Interconnectivity to be established.
To view and listen to this story of this ritual click on or paste this link below to both view the progression of the smoke forming and shaping into the image of the vision serpent, establishing the Flow of Light of Interconnectivity between these two locations as one.
There are three short audio files you can listen to where I share my impressions and perceptions during this ritual in 9a, 9b, 9c lasting 20 minutes in total.
https://www.conradsatala.com/show/9
Practical Wisdom of Nawal Kaan
The illuminating Living Light of Nawal Kaan, establishes and grows the Flow of Light of interconnectivity from the Heart of the Land, from the Heart of the Sky, from the Heart behind all forms of Nature, from the Heart behind Humanity, for the Heart behind anything and everything that emerges from the Heart of Gaia. This is weaved together into the ability to perceive and communicate, and generate the Light of Wisdom. This Light of Wisdom is more empowering then any energy behind any illness, suffering, challenges, or living Pandemic. Regardless of the depth and breath of separation and/or isolation, this web of interconnectivity emerges a new unknown flow of Light.
Through the journey of transmutation, the pattern of Joy and Hope and my Voice of the Great Grandmother can naturally begin to emerge. Whenever I am speaking through the Presence of Joy and Hope, I am able to speak to myself or to others with a wholeness to my feelings, to my thoughts and my emotions. This allows me to experience the Presence of Hope to naturally emerge. Through the Presence of Joy and the Presence of Hope, nothing that is not in the flow of Light can remain. No duality and no awareness of separation can remain.
Now when I encounter challenges in any of the areas within my daily life, I ask a Daily Nawal for assistance, I have created in my intentions a Web of Light relationship to a particular Daily Nawal. Instead of living the energies of my challenges, this relationship that is growing between these connections to the various Web of Lights within the Daily Nawals can assist me to transmute, transform, and emerge my challenges into a new form of action. I have established this Web of Light co-relationships, for I now have the Presence of Hope available to me to walk through any and and all challenges! I embody the Presence of Love and I allow Love to form and shape the flow of the Interconnectivity within me and between my inner landscape and the inner landscape of Nature all around me.
Daily Reflections on Nawal Kaan
Assist me, the Light of Nawal Kaan, so that I may no longer have this voice inside of me that continually brings fear or blame or shame or guilt or doubt or separation upon myself or others. Especially the related fears around the massive changes of the unknown in my world around me today.
Assist me, the Light of Nawal Kaan, so that I no longer feel those fears and I no longer feel the critical voices that naturally emerge from the critical voices of those around me of my family or my friends or my workers, or the critical voices I here from my government about the changing world around me.
Assist me, the Light of Nawal Kaan, for without you emerging the web of Interconnectivity between the visible and invisible to be present in these challenging times, through your Light is the only source of inner calmness I can begin to experience.
Weave your Illuminating Light of Wisdom to emerge and transmute whatever is needed to undo whatever is keeping me in separation. Transmute my limiting stories that are holding me in a smaller, a limited world view.
Transmute any and all of my dualities and whatever is keeping me broken and reactive.
I call upon you the Light of Nawal Kaan, when I look at what is in the newspaper or in the news or in magazines, or whatever I maybe reading or hearing from the people around me about the challenges we are facing in the fears around our new unknown emergence, this Light from Nawal Kaan can transmute any and all fears and thinking that is not part of this flow of interconnectivity.
I am not trying to change them into the direction if know. I am asking your Light, Nawal Kaan, to come forward and allow the wisdom to emerge through this mystery of transmutation around my fears or my limitations around Living Life, so my unknown pathways of emergence comes forward.
Assist me that I may experience the felt sense of knowing that the Presence of Joy and the Presence of Hope supports me through my livingness through these challenging and suffering experiences and now through your Light of Emergence, we can co-partner into creating a new relationships in Living Life.
11 Supportive Video Access for Reflections of a Living Nab’eysiil
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Unlock the Creative Light Force within 18:37
Four False Beliefs that Society is Built Upon 17:03
How to Create Heaven on Earth 13:44
Are Memories Stored In Water Zach Bush 15:35
Water Blessings Song Guatemala 7:00
Speaking to the Water 5:08
The Consciousness of Water 3:13
Maseru Emoto Experiment in Gratitude 1:39
Maseru Emoto Water Experiments 5:00
A Gathering of the Tribe 9:17
Heartfelt Prayer to Recognize the Beauty in Life Zach Bush 10:17
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