Day 16 - Nawal Kamik - Meditations on Wisdom
“Meditation on Wisdom” for today Day 16 Wednesday 30 March 2022 Nawal Kamik the Second Cycle of the Lunar Calendar 3-10
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REFLECTIONS OF A LIVING TZ’UTUJIIL MAYA NAB’EYSIIL
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
Please each day read through this list of Intentions. Open to know that you are DESERVING of approaching yourself each day and throughout your day with Self-Compassion flowing through and supporting you:
“I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through my new Cords of Interconnectivity and within the flow of my blood.”
“I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through my Brain and my Nervous System.”
“I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to be weaved with the Living Light of Joy to flow through my Spinal Column and all my related systems and organs and all of my connective tissues and joints.”
“I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through my re-centered world where I and the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything is weaved together as One.”
“I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through and be weaved together where the Living Light of the Flow of my Interconnectivity supports Living Life as one system of Wholeness.”
“I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through my unique Light of First Fire that flows through my Heart of First Light of the New Dawning, that always emerges through any form of darkness I may be holding.”
“I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through and soften the heart of any and all of my various parts of myself that emerge within me. Allowing the Living Light of Self-Compassions to transmute my choices in perceiving myself or perceiving others that support perceptions and action creating judgements, fears, blame, shame, guilt, or any and all forms of dualities.”
“I ask the living light of Self-Compassion to flow through me so that I may explore my relationship with the Living Light of Courage to dissolve and untangle any and all of my dualities, my judgements, and my fears that keep me separated from my Living Light of my Unknown Possibilities.”
“I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through me and transmute my voice of suffering. Transmute my voice of aging. Transmute my voice of dualities. Transmute my voice of dualities. Transmute my voice of separation. Transmute my voice of competition. Transmute my voice of judgements.”
“I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through me so that I may now live my life as a True Human Being-as my inner Gaian Nature.”
“I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through all of the fluid substances within my brain and within my body. Whenever I drink water or perceive of the various forms of water around me, I ask for the Living Light of Love and the Living Light of Compassion to bring more light to the Over-Lighting Spirits of Water for the work they do in transmuting the toxicity within all forms of water back into its natural state of Living Light. Both the toxicity that comes from the outer environment. Also the toxicity that comes from human emotions and thinking. May all water both inside of me and outside me be weaved within the Flow of the Living Light of Interconnectivity and Wholeness and express my Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities for Compassion and Love. “
“I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through and sweep away the hold my subconscious mind has on my awareness for my body restorative nature to emerge. Blow away the hold my subconscious mind has on my awareness for my body restorative nature to emerge.”
“I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through and be weaved within the Living Light of Nawal Aq’abal for the second phase of the Journey for Transmutation. Weave together the Light behind the four living separate Presences of Light for my emergence of my restored physical body. Weave together the “Light of Renewal,” the “Light of Regeneration,” the “Light of Rejuvenation,” and the Light of Emergence with the weaving together with the Living Light of Self-Compassion.”
“I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through my outer net of my life. Transmute all of my reactive personal emotions, perceptions, and thoughts that I formed by the challenges of my life.”
“Flow through my outer net of Life, transmuting all of my challenges and reactivity that I have been directly experiencing.”
“Flow through my outer net that holds all of my challenges and my reactivity from the collective patterns around me.”
“Flow through all of my forms of challenges and reactivity that I and my subconscious mind have created that is entangling and separating me from my flow of my Living Light of the Wisdom Energy that is available to me from my unique inner web of Living Light of my Unknown Possibilities.”
“I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through me and establish through your weaving, allow me to emerge into the Flow of Living Light of Interconnectivity.”
“Weave me within your Self-Compassion into the Interconnectivity that flows from the Heart of the Land. Weave me within the Interconnectivity that flows from the Heart of the Sky. Weave me within the Interconnectivity that flows from the Heart behind all forms of Nature. Weave me within the Interconnectivity that flows from the Heart behind Humanity. Weave me within the Interconnectivity that flows for the Heart behind anything and everything that emerges from the Heart of Gaia.”
“Your weaving, allows me to perceive and communicate and generate my unique Living Light of the Wisdoms.”
“This Living Light of Wisdoms is more empowering then any energy behind the non-compassionate connections I have from my subconscious mind around my illness, my suffering, my challenges, my living within this Pandemic, or my living within this awareness of the Invasion.”
“Regardless of the depth and breath of separation and/or isolation I am living, your Living Light of Compassion supports my emerging web of interconnectivity weaving within me into my unique Living Light of my Unknown Possibilities.”
TODAY Living Light of Nawal Kamik
“I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through me and weave me with the Living Light of Nawal Kamik, so that the doorway or portal is open for all of time.”
“Therefore, the Living Light of Self-Compassion is always available for me everyday and within every moment of time.”
“Therefore, the Living Light of Self-Compassion is always available within each one of the Daily Living Nawals and all the formative forces of the Living Light of the Wisdoms.”
“Therefore, the Living Light of Wisdom Energy is behind all darkness and its Living Light from the moon and stars is always weaved within the transformation behind the new dawning of the solar light of the sun.”
“As you witness the Living Light of the new Dawning. As you witness the Living Light of the Sun. As you witness the Living Light of the Moon and Stars. Allow yourself to say “I Deserve to be Weaved within this Living Light of Self-Compassion for who I am at this moment in time!”
NEW TODAY-Indigenous Perspective:
My Personal Road of Renewal is the Renewal of my Body of Light
This Journey of Renewal, is always danced, always communicated, and ritualized in front of the Great Tz’utujiil Weaver, Yaxper. You, Yaxper, create the weaving for the Heart Behind Everything and the Heart Behind Anything to emerge within me for my sprouting of my Journey of Emergence. Support me into my Living Light to Live my Life as a True Gain Human Being. I ask your Living Light Yaxper, weave me into my co-partnership in assisting me in engaging my Living of Life as a generating Living Light of Sunshine supporting my outer world around me.
Assist me, Teach me, to stand and allow the Living Light of the Wisdoms, especially the Living Light of Love, the Living Light of Joy, the Living Light of Compassion, the Living Light of Hope to flow through my inner Subtle Body of Light and flow through my Physical Body, adding my unique Sunshine of Living Light into the Living Light of the Sun, Moon, Stars of the outer world around me.
I do this not for the Renewal of my personal or collective patterns of my wounded Nature. I do this not for the Renewal for anything personal within me. “I am a generating body of Living Light of Sunshine for the Renewal of the Body of Light that Flows through the Living Light of the Interconnectivity between Everything and Anything around and within me while I am engaged with my Living of Life.”
This Journey of Renewal begins within “Light of Renewal-the replacing or the repairing of my existing Living Light.”
This Light of Renewal is being weaved into the “Light of Regeneration-the quality of allowing my new Living Light to be present.
These two are being weaved into the cycle through the “Light of Rejuvenation-the restoring of my new form and shape of my quality of Living Light.”
These three forms of Living Light are being weaved into the “Light of Emergence-allowing my new form and my new shape of my Living Light can enter into and flow through physical matter.”
Through the weaving together of these Living Light Energies allows me to be weaved together for my Renewal of “Who I Now Am Today.” I now can be placed onto my unique road in exploring my new Living Light behind every action I take in my Living of Life and my unique ways of contributing to the Renewal of the Earth.
Life is Suffering, but I am not here to be living my Suffering!
Through the 260 Days of the Lunar Living Light of the Daily Nawals, I am able to experience my own Personal Road of Renewal of my Living Light. This quality of my new Living Light is what allows me to walk through my suffering, so I may emerge into my new form and my new shape in how I perceive and experience my uniqueness in Living my Life today.
My unique focus of Intention for this Cycle of 260 Days, is that my physical body may be fully restored at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities. Not to look or physically do what I did in my 30’s. But to explore at this age of 74 in how I look and the actions I am physically able to explore within me as being a Living Generator of Light-Sunshine emerging through my full Unknown Possibilities within this Cycle of the Lunar Calendar. I will be responsible in developing a deeper relationship with each one of the 20 Living Lights of the Daily Nawals during this cycle.”
Today the 3 Creators of the Lunar Calendar will introduce me again to the Living Lights of Nawal Kamik. “Hi Nawal Kamik, I’m Conrad. My Intention for this Cycle of 260 Lunar Days, is to fully restore through my Living Light of my Unknown Possibilities for my physical body at 74 years of age. Teach me Nawal Kamik on how your Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity can begin your unique form of Regeneration so that my inner voice of the Great Grandmother may be present as I speak to myself around the emerging Beauty of my 74 year old body.
“Weave together your unique flow of Living Light with my Living Flow of Light of Interconnectivity within my subtle energy body of Light. Assist me through your unique focus of Living Light so I may enter the Road of Renewal of my Body of Light. Weave within me the new Living Light of what I have available for my Emergence. I Deserve to explore each day of my Living Life through the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities for the Beauty that is supported within my physical body and the Beauty that is supported within my subtle body.”
“Teach me through your Living Light Nawal Kamik, I ask the Living Light of Rei Pascal, so together you may place me onto my path to learn to have a Living Relationships with the Living Light of Nawal Na’ooj – the Rilaj Maam and Maria Kastelyaan. I ask to explore with the other Living Lights from the Living Lights of Wisdom, Maria Na’ooj - the Secret of Love Elder House and Nawal Juan Na’ooj and Nawal Diego Na’ooj. Gather and weave within me the Living Lights of the Wisdoms of the Unknown Possibilities that are available for me at this time of my life. So the inner Beauty that exist within me at the age of 74 may fully emerge, as I am exploring my Intentions in speaking to myself, and as I speak to others about this Living Light of my Wisdoms.”
At sunrise today, “Assist me the Living Lights of the Wisdoms, weave within me the various forms of the Living Lights of the Wisdoms with your Living Light Nawal Kamik, to embrace and grow the Living Light within every part of Who I Am in my Wholeness. Assist me to experience the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity flowing through the inner fluidity, so I am Re-Centered and Weaved together today into a flowing matrix of Interconnectivity within the Flow of Beauty that is held within my Living Light.
I have been re-centered and weaved today within my subtle and physical body’s within the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity of Light forming the pathways between all the organic and inorganic and mineral form. I have been re-centered and weaved today between all plants, between all animals, between all humans, and between all electrical pulses and between everything and anything that exists in both physical and non-physical forms. I am living and being held within the dream that is available for me to emerge from the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities from the subtle realms of the primordial waters.
Teach me Nawal Kamik in your Living Relationship with the Living Lights of the various Living Light Presences within the Heart of Earth and within the Heart of Sky to live within the knowing that my personal self, my personality at its core contains a unique Living Light of First Fire that is able to transmute any form of darkness, so I may be Living my Life through the Living Light of my Beauty that supports every part of who I Am. I Am this unique Living Light of my Beauty that emerges through my Living Light of my First Fire which encompasses the Wholeness of Who I Am. I am not my diagnosis. I am not my pain. I am not my physical limitations. I am not my aging body. There is more to Who I Am at this moment in time.”
Question:
As you follow me each day as I form and Live within a co-partnership relationship with these various Presences of Living Lights, please form and develop your parallel Intentions for your Personal Renewal during this 260 Day Lunar Calendar. I explore each day during this Second Cycle, a self-compassionate way of living life with my life patterns of challenges and suffering around my body. Being Self-Compassionate, allows my inner relationships through the Living Light of Joy to take form and shape into building a natural inherent impulse for my inner cooperative nature to emerge. I Deserve to allow the Living Light of my Unknown Possibilities to emerge and restore my physical body’s Beauty at the age of 74 into my full glowing Living Light. I Deserve to experience the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through me. This allows me to return this Living Light of Sunshine as my gift back into the outer five sensory world.
Those of you that are doing one to one appointments with me, please bring forward how you are exploring the Living Light of Self-Compassion during this Second Cycle.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Kamik, who holds the Living Light portal open between the Living Invisible Worlds and the Living Physical World. Through your portal that is being held open for me of this Living Light, allow my physical body to be weaved within your Living Light, so I may be fully restored at the age of 74 into my unique Beauty that will emerge through the Living Light of Unknown Possibilities. Assist me to experience Living Life ‘without the Suffering – without the Challenges – without the Pain – without the Limitations.’ I feel a deep great gratitude for you the Living Light of Nawal Kamik.”
I live life very well within my journey through my current physical body. I feel my inner and outer Beauty that emerges through me with the support of the Living Light of Unknown Possibilities as long as I choose to open to the Living Light of the Invisible Subtle Worlds supporting me. This living support is only available for me when I am weaved together within my unique Living Light of my First Fire. This is my free will choice.
From one perspective of my life, I live with these six burdens within my various body systems and organs that have always have the opportunity to be extremely challenging and dysfunctional. Besides any new fleeting challenges that can enter my life, are always present behind my inner backdrop. My engagement in outer activities especially covering the outer landscapes of ancient Indigenous sites along with the outer landscape of the Rainforests and Biospheres within Mexico and Central America still seemed quiet natural. This began with a quest in my early 30’s to discover “A More Beautiful World to Live within my Body” regardless of the five sensory feedback my whole body keeps presenting to me.
My outer mind could never make any sense of this inner strength that would support me like this. I first came into a awareness and eventual co-partnership relationship through a series of initiations in 2009-2010 with the 20-Daily Nawals and the 3 Creators of the these twenty and the emergence of the cycle of 260 Days. This 260 Day cycle incorporated for me a series of Living Intentions that supported me in perceiving that a “More Beautiful World” was possible to be lived regardless of the suffering and challenges. A more beautifully world can be lived both within my body, but also within my Mind.
Each one of the 20 days within this 260 cycle of Days, held its own Anwa experiences for me. The deeper inner meaning of its Living Light of the Wisdoms are continually unfolding within me, and unfolding within me in each cycle of 20 days. Each completion of the 13 cycles within these 20 days, allows me the felt sense knowing of the next emergence of a new weaving of my inner landscape. This living relationship within my inner landscape, my subtle energy body, supports my outer physical body along with my outer mind to override my history of my subconscious mind wounded and burdened memories. My ability to perceive a more beautiful world around me even within the chaos and the challenges of todays world, is only possible through my ability to live within this co-partnership relationship with the Living Light Forces within Paq’alib’al-the place of the Emergence of Nurturance behind all origins for the Tz’utujiil Maya.
The modern day Maya perceive this cycle of 260 Days as their sacred calendar cycle, their lunar count of nights. While their other primary calendar, the agricultural calendar consists of 18 cycles with 20 days cycles within each of the 18, creating a 360 days cycle as their solar days. This included a cycle of five day at the end of each 360 days totaling a solar calendar of 365 days. The combination of the lunar and solar days gives us one cycle of time consisting of 52 years called the Calendar Round. This dates back to the origin of their calendar system dating back 5,125 years cycle of history. This cycle began in 3114 BC and completed itself in 2012 AD. This time frame of 5,125 years created the emergency of ONE (1) long count cycle of time. Within this unique one cycle of time, never does one day ever repeats itself in the quality of Living Light Energy. Each cycle at the tradition from the Living Lunar Light emerges into the Living Sunrise Light, allowing me to be a Living Participant in the Renewal of my Living Light of uniqueness to be lived now in a similar way since the beginning of the Time of Humanity within our current form since 3114 BC!
Today Living Light of Nawal Kamik traditionally is interpreted as “Death,” the termination of something. Over the years I have lived within this living co-partnership relationship with both the Living Light of the 3 creators of this lunar cycle, and especially with the Living Light of Nawal Kamik, there are the deeper inner Wisdoms behind the meaning of Death and the termination of something.
What I call the “Deeper Inner Wisdoms” is also called the “Living Mystical Traditions” that is behind every Religion. This also Lives behind the Newtonian Model of our Worldview. This also Lives Behind Epigenetics. This also Lives behind the Synchronicity of Life. This also Lives behind our Model of Co-Operation Deserving to emerge behind Everything and to emerge behind Anything that exist within our Physical and Subtle weaved nature of Earth.
The Living Light of the Wisdom behind Death is not the termination or ending. For the Ancient Indigenous Ones, nothing ever ends. The Living Light of Renewal is always behind and ready to emerge into its new form and new shape, for the continuation of the next new cycle. From one day, to a cycle of 260 days, to a cycle of 360 days, to a cycle of 52 years, to a cycle of 5,125 years. So on the 20 December 2012, what was completed at sunset, was picked up on the 21 December 2012 at sunrise was the renewal of the 5,125 year cycle to begin in its new form and new shape the next long body count cycle of 5,125 years. Every shift in the Indigenous Ways always hold two simultaneous Perceptions. One perceptions hold the obvious ways of the dualities in Living Life. Another simultaneous perception hold the mystical-the deeper inner wisdoms ways of Living Life. Allowing the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities to be weaved within our unique Living Light of First Fire allows us to Perceive the mystical-the deeper inner wisdoms ways of Living Life. This is the Living Purpose for being alive as a True Gaian Human Being. This is the Living Purpose for the Rituals of Renewal of the outer landscape of matter.
In September of 2012 I was initiated into being the “Judge” for the most sacred bundles of the Tz’utujiil Maya, the Rilaj Maam and the Martin Bundle of Nature and the Maria Bundle for Humanity. Through these two initiated positions, I held the light for unknown possibilities for each of the individuals that were responsible for the physical actions in the world for the Rilaj Maam and the Martin and Maria Bundles. I was the one that opened the portal between the subtle and physical worlds that allowed the Living Light of both to be weaved together into the Living Light of Living Life.
This was followed in January of 2013, where I was the first and only non Tz’utujiil Maya to Dance the Tree of Life for the renewal of the cycle of the Wold of the Tz’utujiil Maya. I also danced the Heart of the Corn for the Renewal of Light and Life for agricultural which feeds the Living Light of Humans in the world.
These series of initiated events from 2009 through 2013 allowed me to experience a Living co-partnership with the Living Forces of Light of the inner landscape of the Tz’utujiil Maya subtle realms of Paq’alib’al. Through my living experiences of these five years, I hold a living felt sense of knowing that the Light of the Living Portal of which Nawal Kamik holds open is for the Emergence of a new way to Live Life. This can only happen when the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities can enter and be weaved within our physical body and mind and support the emergence of all forms of physical matter around us for all of eternity.
Blessings and Love Conrad
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What is True Wellness 0:56
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The More Beautiful World Our Hearts Know is Possible-a meditation 5:06
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The More Beautiful World Our Hearts Know is Possible-a meditation 2:55
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Envisioning The More Beautiful World Our Hearts Know is Possible 7:44
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The More Beautiful World 6:30
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Goddess of the Portal Between Inner Outer Time (Goddess of the Sacred Oak painting by Ilene Satala)
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Practical Wisdom of Nawal Kamik
The Light of Nawal Kamik completes the cycle of endings and beginnings. Light of Nawal Kamik is the guardian of the doorway or the portal that today is fully opens between the outer five-sensory world and the heart of the Gaia, along with the subtle world of Paq’alib’al. This doorway is open for all of time. As you progress through these last 16 days, and as you explore the relationships with both the Light of the Daily Nawals and the Light of the various Formative forces of Wisdom, the flow of the Wisdom Energy is always available. Wisdom Energy is behind all darkness and its light from the moon and stars will always transform into the new dawning of the solar light of the sun. Can you open to believe in the support of this Wisdom?
This Doorway of Light, allows the flow of Wisdom Energy to always be present. This Wisdom Energy supports the flow for the energies of the Marias, of the Nawals, of the Martins, Rilaj Maam, Rei Pascal, and other subtle forces of Paq’alib’al to be available 24/7 whenever you choose to ask for its assistance. Today, this is portal is available to us for all of eternity around whatever intentions or petitions we have taken through this journey.
We are never alone and we are always in the flow of the interconnectivity of the Light of Wisdom between the subtle and physical worlds. The heart of our Ancestors also flows through this same doorway adding its presence to all things that flow between the visible and invisible worlds. Through this flow of the Light of Wisdom Energy is what allows the Light of the Unknown Possibilities to emerge.
The Light of Nawal Kamik literally means Death. Death for the Indigenous Soul cultures is not an ending, but always an opening - a doorway to a new beginning. As you call upon the presence of Nawal Kamik, inform it that it is not your time to physically die and it should not block us from the emergence of Living Life.
Call upon the Light of Nawal Kamik to open you to the unknown opportunities in your life. Allow this Light of Nawal Kamik to be your co-partner. Ask it to assist you through the doorway between endings and beginnings.
Call upon the Light of Nawal Kamik to assist you to enter this mystery of transmutation, transformation, and emergence into your new unknown possibilities. Assist me to be the Light that is available to me so I may continue Living Life with purpose and meaning.
Daily Reflections on Nawal Kamik
I call upon you the Light of Nawal Kamik, to support me through the flow of the Light of Wisdom Energy to face all challenges and live my life through kindness, love, gentleness, and caring. I desire to create my unique unknown possibilities. Develop my co-partnership with you the Light of Nawal Kamik.
The new Light of Wisdom Energy is always available for me to choose this focus in any event, with any person, or in any and all situations.
Assist me to choose the Light of Wisdom Energy over the challenging energy behind all things physical with my body.
Assist me to choose the Light of Wisdom Energy over the challenging energy behind all things mental.
Assist me to choose the Light of Wisdom Energy over the challenging energy behind all things emotional.
Assist me to choose the Light of Wisdom Energy over the challenging energy behind all of my attitudes and beliefs.
Assist me to choose the Wisdom Energy over the challenging energy behind the way I perceive all events and situations.
Assist me, the Light of Nawal Kamik, to transmute and transform anything into the new emergence of my unique First Fire Light to support all of life!
Todays Emotions: Nawal Kamik
- Whenever I experience fear, I ask to experience they inner calmness within my body to dissolves the inner fears, so that I may experience the web of Interconnectivity flowing through this doorway of time, in Living Life today from the Light of my True Gaian Nature and the flow of Love
- Whenever I experience despair, I ask to experience they inner calmness within my body to dissolves the inner despair, so that I may experience the web of Interconnectivity flowing through this doorway of time, in Living Life today from the Light of my True Gaian Nature and the flow of Hope
- Whenever I experience distress, I ask to experience they inner calmness within my body to dissolves the inner distress, so that I may experience the web of Interconnectivity flowing through this doorway of time, in Living Life today from the Light of my True Gaian Nature and the flow of Joy
- Whenever I experience anger, I ask to experience they inner calmness within my body to dissolves the inner anger, so that I may experience the web of Interconnectivity flowing through this doorway of time, in Living Life today from the Light of my True Gaian Nature and the flow of Compassion
- I ask Nawal Kamik, teach me and show me how to Live Life from the wisdoms within me, so through your “juice” of the Light behind my inner and outer web of Interconnectivity flowing through this doorway of time, can assist me in deserving to speak inwardly and outwardly to reflect the Voice within Gaia or Nawal Skirmeent. So I may experience the Light of New Beginning – New Dawning to live from my Unknown Awareness through Courage - Fearlessness - Safety - Protection - Strength – inner Calm of Body – inner Calm of Mind
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