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Meditations on Wisdom
Meditations on Wisdom Wednesday 19 April 2023
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Inner Silence :
Weaving Energy Intelligence Behind Everyday Life
First read the Cinquain Poem on the Tree of Life, then Press Play to Experience the Calling of the Tree of Life Force into your Body or Copy and Paste the link into your Browser to DropBox to play it there.
https://www.dropbox.com/s/eo91fhjf0nb2a9x/Tree%20%26%20Drum%20San%20Juan.mp4?dl=0
A cinquain poem is an unrhymed five line poetic form defined by words to express what you are sensing about each Daily Tree of Life Photo
The Heart of the Wisdom Teachings of the Tz’utujiil Maya Tree of Life in didactic Cinquain form:
“Tree
Fragile Essence
Sprouting Growing Flowering
Unique Unknown Potentials Possibilities
Creation”
Cultivating Gratitude through the Wisdom of Daily Nawals
Today’s Meditations on Wisdom covers the Thirteen Cycle within the Daily Nawal Lunar Cycles:
Day 1 Wednesday 19 April 2023 Nawal Batz’ Cycle 13-5
I invite to give and receive the Living Light and Love within Presence of Gratitude so I may live with the presence of Wisdom behind everything and anything and with everyone I engage in both inwardly and outwardly within my life. I feel the Gratitude of Wisdom flowing through my blood.
Day 1 Wisdom of Nawal Batz’
Red & Orange Candles
The Heart of the Wisdom Teachings of Nawal Bat’z Day 1 in didactic Cinquain form:
Bat’z (Threads)
Seeds Unknown
Illuminating Releasing Weaving
Interconnectivity Behind Everything Everyone
Potentials(Exists)
Day 2 Thursday 20 April 2023 Nawal Beey Cycle 13-6
I invite to give and receive the Living Light and Love within Presence of Gratitude so I may live with the presence of Wisdom allowing my inner destiny to emerge. I feel the Gratitude of Wisdom flowing through my brain and nervous system.
2 Wisdom of Nawal Beey
White & Sky Blue Candles
The Heart of the Wisdom Teachings of Nawal Beey Day 2 in didactic Cinquain form:
Beey (Seed-Light)
Creation Flow
Seeding Blessings Emerging
Weaved Within All Creation
Destiny
Day 3 Friday 21 April 2023 Nawal Aaj Cycle 13-7
I invite to give and receive the Living Light and Love within Presence of Gratitude for the ability to live from the presence of Wisdom, so I may experience the possible emerging through all of the organic and mineral forms, all plants, all animals, all humans, and between all electrical pulses being embraced by Gaia’s Living Light. I feel the Gratitude of Wisdom flowing through my bones, spinal column, and full skeletal system.
Day 3 Wisdom of Nawal Aaj
White & Brown Candles
The Heart of the Wisdom Teachings of Nawal Aaj Day 3 in didactic Cinquain form:
Aaj (Awaken)
Separation Heat
Shifting Re-Weaving Perceiving
Illuminating Light Within Me
Primordial
Day 4 Saturday 22 April 2023 Nawal I’x Cycle 13-8
I invite to give and receive the Living Light and Love within Presence of Gratitude for the ability to live from the Presence of Wisdom opening me to experience the dreaming energy of the heart behind everything that is visible and invisible. I feel the Gratitude of Wisdom flowing through my entire being, weaving the Light and Love into the form and shape of all things possible.
Day 4 Wisdom of Nawal I’x
Yellow & Brown Candles
The Heart of the Wisdom Teachings of Nawal I’x Day 4 in didactic Cinquain form:
I’x (Webmaking)
Physical Non-Physical
Re-Centering Growing Dreaming
Everything Anyone Inner Outer
Interconnectivity
Day 5 Sunday 23 April 2023 Nawal Tz’ikin Cycle 13-9
I invite to give and receive the Living Light and Love within Presence of Gratitude for the ability to live from the Presence of Wisdom, for the possible is always present and emerges through one’s quiet inner voice. I feel the Gratitude of Wisdom flowing through my path of the interconnectivity of the unbroken chain of energy-Love.
Day 5 Wisdom of Nawal Tz’ikin
Blue, Sky Blue & White Candles
The Heart of the Wisdom Teachings of Nawal Tz’ikin Day 5 in didactic Cinquain form:
Tz’ikin (Weaving)
Mind/Body Nature
Weaving Emerging Living
Inner landscape Within Without
Perceiving
Day 6 Monday 24 April 2023 Nawal Ajma’k Cycle 13-10
I invite to give and receive the Living Light and Love within Presence of Gratitude for the ability to live from the presence of Wisdom overriding any and all darkness. Regardless of the source or origins of darkness, First Light transmutes this darkness. I feel the Gratitude of Wisdom flowing through my entire Being, for this presence of the First Light of Wisdom allows the reconciliation and the transmutation of any and all challenges into the emergence of new beginnings and possibilities.
Day 6 Wisdom of Nawal Ajma'k
Grey, Black & White Candles
The Heart of the Wisdom Teachings of Nawal Ajma’k Day 6 in didactic Cinquain form:
Ajma’k (Primordial-Fire)
Light Transmutation
Suffering Challenging Separating
Emerging Love Joy Hope
Unknown
Day 7 Tuesday 25 April 2023 Nawal Na’ooj Cycle 13-11
I invite to give and receive the Living Light and Love within Presence of Gratitude for the ability to live from the presence of Wisdom, allowing Nawal No’j to transmute anything and everything into the Flow of Wisdom - the voice of the great grandmother. I feel the Gratitude of Wisdom letting it transform my thoughts, feelings, emotions, perceptions, body, and brain into growing what is possible.
Day 7 Wisdom of Nawal Na'ooj
Blue, & Sky Blue Candles
The Heart of the Wisdom Teachings of Nawal Na’ooj Day 7 in didactic Cinquain form:
Na’ooj (Wisdom)
Communication Possibilities
Thinking Feeling Expressing
Wisdom Exists Behind All
Livingness
Conrad Personal Notes
Wednesday 12 April 2023
Weaving Weaving the Microbiome of the Seed of Light
Postscript: Tuesday, the journey of my outer and inner Orchid continues to emerge!
As you can see the multiple buds that are opening and appears that more maybe opening soon. The greens are getting stronger. This week a third strong stem is also emerging at its base. I feel that with this past week deeper, focus relationships of myself and others, has added to the Microbiome of this Orchid light allowing many levels of its unseen seed of light of possibilities to be awakened and its emergence into physical form.
Can you experience this felt sense of todays images versus the several images of last week?
In my personal body exploration, I keep focusing upon inviting the Body Elemental to continue the weaving of the heart behind the Orchid Plant Microbiome with my personal Microbiome of my body. Then inviting the body elemental to weave the Microbiome of the heart behind all plants and the heart behind the Microbiome of Soil, and the heart behind the Microbiome behind water with the weaving of the Microbiome within my body (75% of the time). Then the Underbuddies to weave this within the heart behind all the primary and secondary joints within my body. Open to exploring this.
You can use the last invitation of the Underbuddies to weave together the heart behind each Daily Nawal Gratitude above with the heart behind the 11 unique subtle forces of each daily Nawal through the Cinquain above. Invite the weaving of this within the subtle energy body of each joint, to support the release and the natural movement within the joint and is related systems to its unknown possibilities for your body.
The link for the ritual “Weaving The Subtle Physical Energy Bodies With Today’s Daily Nawal 8:30”
Blessings Conrad
Conrad Personal Notes
Wednesday 12 April 2023
Weaving a Web of Interconnectivity
This week I’m not going to publish new information. Instead, I’m This This week I’m not going to publish new information. Instead, I’m going to create a practical application for you to explore in WebMaking (creating Alliance Space), as you explore the weaving of the Microbiome of the inner Nature of an orchid house plant through the invitation of your Body Elemental with the weaving of your Microbiome.
Many of you may not know about my deep passion and love for orchids, along with other houseplants over the years. By 1990 in our two bedroom apartment, under my care, I had a growing selection of blossoming orchids (at a minimum of 25 at any one time) and over 100 varieties of blooming violets. I have always been known for doing things in extremes! The only natural light was the morning east sunrise. I never used any form of plant food or other soil stimulants other than the inner light of energy and the flow of interconnectivity of Love - the Heart Behind the various Plants. The Seed of Light that exists at the Heart Behind each Plant!
In June 2022, during my first trip back to my village since the pandemic started, I was in the lobby of the Camino Real Hotel in Guatemala City waiting for the arrival of my friend for dinner that night. My attention was continually being drawn towards a particular orchid across the lobby from where I was sitting. I eventually got up and wandered directly to this orchid. I was drawn to the center of this flower and my breath stopped as I saw the head/face of the Jaguar. For the Maya, the Jaguar was the key symbol for courage and the regenerative power of Nature along with the fertility for the Earth. This trip was my return as the living Nab’eysiil to physically dance the Martin and Maria Bundles once again, after two plus years of only engaging remotely in these rituals.
Today I would like you to focus upon a virtual forest therapy approach to an orchid plant I have at home but first the back story. I received this plant as a gift last year, with several blossoms and 5-6 buds. Within days, the flowers fell off, the buds shriveled up, and the leaves began to turn yellow and eventually dropped off, just leaving the core stick and stem. Well, how's that for a person that is suppose to be the caretaker of Nature!!
I worked hard, key elements in this story, I – Worked – Hard, to bring this plant back to life. Again the “I”.
After a few weeks, “I” began the rituals of gratitude to release the plant in physical form, although it was already very dead. The voice of the plant spoke to me, “Can you believe that a seed of life (a miracle) is within me, even though I outwardly look this way? Did you ask Rei Pascal to place me onto my path in a co-partnership relationship with you as the co-partner supporter of my well being?"
Well no, you're dead! And the plant responded “well who is talking to you?” Ugh, as my mind spoke to me. “You’re going to keep a dead plant in your window as a daily reminder to yourself and others of what has happened? No I’m not!" And yes I did. Death #1 and I changed nothing, but “I” focused more and more daily energy into the plant! Again notice the “I”!
Several months later several short leaves formed, and weak stems grew with a bud or two forming. Maybe hope and maybe there is a life inside. And suddenly death again. Leaves turned yellow and fell away and the buds shriveled up with the stems turning brown and rigid. Death #2.
No rituals of gratitude and as I was ready to drop it into the trash chute in the hall, a voice returned “Did you ask Rei Pascal what my true nature is?” Well no! Look at you a second death! Come on!
A silence moved within me and an “oh" emerged! I brought it back, placed it back in its place on the shelf. This time “I invited” the forces of the interconnectivity of the 15 qualities of Gaia to support it. And walked away.
Time passed and again in several months of “nothing” to my outer mind, green leaves grew, this time stronger and several more stems and buds formed. Suddenly, everything stopped and in a few days everything dropped off and died for the third time.
This time I Remembered to ask, and again as the voice of the orchid continued to speak to me and as I did the ritual with Rei Pascal, there was still life in this small container still present in spite of what my mind felt. The only change was not to continually take the plastic out of the container to water it and to squeeze the plastic to release the water. Instead, I kept it where it was 24/7 and invited the flow of interconnectivity more often and nurtured the water I gave it and relaxed with my “I” focus.
Ok, I guess if my body keeps coming back from the death of possible no and limited movement in spite of my Mind's perceptions, I guess a small simple plant can do the same. I relaxed and flowed and again months passed with nothing. Nothing happened to be seen!
Suddenly there was an awareness within me of a strength in the multiple growth of new green leaves. Stems stronger than before. Multiple number of buds growing stronger and richer. And one day, Saturday of this last week, a drop of liquid formed on one of the larger buds. This one eventually opened the next day on Sunday of this week.
Then on Monday the second bud was opening. And today, Tuesday,
what is emerging!
So, I guess I will open and see what the “Unknown Possibility” holds for us - the co-partnership of the “Seed of Light” within the plant and the “Seed of Light” within the Heart Behind Nature and the “Seed of Light” within me. Maybe, and yes, maybe the “Seed of Light” as a miracle does exist behind Everything – Anything – Everyone – and this includes even a three time dead Plant!
This week I would like you to invite your Body Elemental to weave the Microbiome of this plant within the Microbiome of your body and invite the Presences of the Living Light of Hope – Joy – Love to be weaved into the Microbiome within your body and the Seed of Light within you that a Miracle exists within you too!
Sit in a contemplative space, 75% of the time you are in this contemplative space, with all of your nine senses being weaved into this unknown possibility within you.
Then with the 25% of the reminder of time, ask your Body Elemental to weave this into one system or organ or area of your body that is ready to experience the inner Wisdom of Living Light that a Seed of Light for a unknown miracle can sprout, grow and bud and flower in this area of your body and your life. Remember that a miracle does not always show itself in the way of repair and healing that your Mind believes it needs to be expressed! This is one way of Virtual Forest Therapy that can be explored and lived.
This is a Dropbox link to these and other images of these two orchids for you to view and/or download:
https://www.dropbox.com/sh/ni4nuhudr7lwrau/AAATrxA7PwtA17IgCPabjj4Ca?dl=0
Blessings Conrad
Conrad Personal Notes
Wednesday 5 April 2023
“I am a Seed of Light”
Conrad:
“How much of your day in the past week where you able to bring into your awareness that within me is always a “Seed of Light” waiting to support me and express this Wisdom to me and others”?
“How much of your day in the past week where you able to bring into your awareness about perceiving and communicating stories, information, and awareness of you and others that we all are a “Seed of Light”?
“How much of your day in the past week where you able to bring into your awareness that the Presence of the Living Light of the Wisdoms is available to me throughout my cycles of day and night”?
“As you watch a sunrise, declaring to my self that I have the opportunity to declare throughout my day that held within the “Beauty of today’s new dawning is the “Remembering” that I – that We – are Seeds of Light.”
“As you watch a sunset, declaring to my self that I have the opportunity to declare throughout my night that held within the “Beauty of tonight’s new dawning of the darkness within me, holds the “Remembering” that I – that We – are Seeds of Light.”
I am Remembering that these declarations to myself, about others, and about all events allows the web-of-light weaving of the Seed of Light exists within Everything, Anything, and Everyone.
“How much of your day in the past week where you able to bring into your awareness that when I am feeling “Suffering - my Mind – my Subconscious Mind” is not the creator of my perceived suffering!” (To be explored in depth this next month)
As I explore the above forms of awareness, I am beginning to fulfill the first of the four threads of living as a Seed of Light.
As David reminds us:
“There is the Light of Self that is meant to nourish and heighten the Sovereignty and Self-Light, within yourself and within others.”
As the Tz’utujiil Maya in their Daily Nawals remind us on the Seventh Day of the Presence of the Living Light of Nawal Na’ooj and Maria Na’ooj is what David explores as the Light of Self.
“On the Six Day of the Presence of the Living Light of Nawal Ajma’k, the Seed of Light of all creation since the beginning of time of the Universe, is weaved within the Seed of Light within the Heart Behind our First Fire. This Seed of Light is weaved within the Heart Behind Everything. This Seed of Light is weaved within the Heart Behind Anything. This Seed of Light is weaved within the Heart Behind Everyone.”
On the Seventh Day of the Presence of the Living Light of Nawal Na’ooj and Maria Na’ooj we declare that:
“The Heart of the Wisdom Teachings of Nawal Na’ooj Day 7 in didactic Cinquain form:
Na’ooj (Wisdom)
Communication - Possibilities
Thinking – Feeling - Expressing - Wisdom –
Exists Behind All
Livingness
“The Presence of the Living Light of Wisdom is weaved within the Light of Nawal Na’ooj and Maria Na’ooj. So we may explore our relationship to the Living Light of all Creation within us, within everything, within anything, and within everyone. The Presence of the Living Light of Wisdom is weaved within the source for all forms of creativity. The quality of Light within our focus is the soil that awakens and sprouts and grows this Seed of Light through our creative expression. This process of awakening our creativity through our Seed of Light our focus is available to our personality behind everything and anything and anyone that emerges into our inner and outer awareness.
This felt-sense of the Presence of the Living Light of the Wisdoms is at the heart of what we call the sacred or being awake. The Indigenous called upon Wisdom as their first petitions or first path for all communications. This was lived within the Indigenous as their primary foundation in order to experience their felt-sense co-parternship relationship Behind Everything and Behind Anything, and Behind Everyone in what they called Living Life.
For the Indigenous, this Presence of the Living Lights of the Wisdoms was present support all forms of thinking. This Living Light of the Wisdoms was weaved behind all challenges and sufferings they faced in life. Through their weaved co-partnership nature, the Indigenous were able to walk through any and all difficulties, challenges, and sufferings that crossed their path in life.
They would invite the Presence of the Living Light of Nawal Na’ooj and Maria Na’ooj – the Living Seed of Light within us - to support any and all movements and expressions through one’s physical body. Without this Presence of Wisdom – this Living Seed of Light - Nawal Na’ooj – Maria Na’ooj, they would be limited in all form of action from creativity, thinking, communicating, hunting, sports, war, and any and all forms of decision-making, and/or advice one would share with each other.
This energy of Wisdom is the light of the heart that all people seek from us, as well as what all-living things seek from us. This is what is behind the interconnected presence of the web-of-life. Our brain naturally desires to produce this quality of light through fire, through heat, and through Being. For this is the Presence of the Living Light of the Wisdoms expressing through the four primary threads of the Seed of Light. This discussion today was the first of the four threads.
Over the next weeks I will explore the other three threads of the Seed of Light and how we and the Indigenous are able to engage within living of life through the awakening, sprouting, budding, flowering of our own unique Seed of Light within us.
Through the cycles of day and night acknowledge that “I Am a Seed of Light.” Acknowledge the Seed of Light within others. Acknowledge the Seed of Light with every event. Acknowledging the Seed of Light within anything that exist within Gaia. The Seed of Light is expressed through the Presence of the Living Light of the Wisdoms we perceive and express to our self and to others and to the events of the world around us.”
Conrad-Remember the Wisdom of your knowing, that:
My unique form of my Seed of Light is weaved within my First-Fire from the moment of the developing subtle energy form of my embryo.
Through the physics of the forming and shaping of my subtle energy body, my Seed of Light is weaved within my biology through every cell that is and will be formed within my body.
My innate immune system is weaved within every part of my biology has it formed and shaped through the Presence of the Living Light of Joy and Love.
Within every cell of may biology, I am weaved within as the Seed of Light – the Seed Flame of all of creation!
This is why I can declare to my self and I can declare to other “I Am – Your Are - a Seed of Light!”
This is why I Deserve – this is why You Deserve – to declare within yourself, to declare of others as you perceive them “I Am - You Are a Seed of Light!”
When you watch a movie or a television show or a news cast or bulletin – you deserve to declare “You are a Seed of Light!” Even when you do not agree with the information of the actions that is being taken, you deserve to realize within yourself they too are “a Seed of Light!”
Conrad Personal Notes
Wednesday 29 March 2023
Seed of Light
David:
“Remember that the Sacred is the primal, original Seed of Light. It is the Seed-Flame from whose Light all creation comes. When you acknowledge your being as a Seed of Light, you are performing an act of communion with the Sacred. You are joining yourself with the primal act of being a Seed of Light.”
Conrad:
“Our First-Fire (our Seed-Flame) contains is our unique form of our Seed of Light that is naturally weaved together by our soul through-out the emerging subtle energy body forming and shaping our embryonic development into a physical form. When we focus upon our First-Fire, we are acknowledging that I am a Seed of Light. That my Seed of Light is alive and available fro me as it is available for Everyone – Everything – Anything that exists within our livingness within Gaia. Also within each cell of my physical body is my unique form of Seed of Light weaved within the Seed-Flame of all creation. This is the living Light we are allowing to be awakened within every cell of our being and within every cell of Everyone – Everything – Anything. This awakening our our inner light within our cells forms the nucleus of our innate immune system.”
David First Way in Exploring Self-Light:
“The simplest way to engage and enhance your Self-Light is to honor and love who you are. To truly love yourself is not narcissistic; it’s not a matter of becoming consumed with self-adulation to the exclusion of others. It’s recognizing your sacredness, your unique identity, your irreplaceable value. No one else can bring to the world what you are bringing. There are so many voices in our world that want to tell us what’s wrong with us, how we’re failing, how little difference we can make, what a mess we are. It’s no wonder we begin to internalize these messages, energizing a self-critical, self-demeaning voice of judgment within ourselves. But this inner critic is not part of our Identity. It is simply a mental activity within our psyche, one of many but one that can create turbulence within our subtle body. It’s not a matter of denying our faults. We can certainly be discerning and aware of how we can improve in our lives, but we can be so out of a spirit of honor and love. Loving yourself is one way to enhance your Self-Light.”
“What is the work of a Seed of Light?
Pages 21 -22 Year Nine - Volume IV Views of the Borderland David Spangler:
“It does not make you special. It does not set you apart. The Seed does not say, “Look at me, how gloriously I can sprout and unfold!” It sprouts so that its life can vivify the soil of the garden, enabling other seeds to awaken and sprout as well. Being a Seed of Light does not mean you have a special power but that you can form connections and partnerships that allow the Light to emerge, whether these are with others incarnated with you or with those like ourselves.”
David:
“One who embodies the Seed of Light recognizes that this Light is not a monolithic or homogeneous phenomenon.”
Conrad:
“The Light of Seed contains four primary threads. Can you stop for a moment and declare to yourself that my First-Fire is weaved within the Seed of Light – the Seed Flame of all of creation! “I am a Seed of Light!”
David:
“There is the Light of Self that is meant to nourish and heighten the Sovereignty and Self-Light, within yourself and within others.
There is the Light of Order, which is meant to dispel the energetic clouds of disorder and fearful turmoil in the world, opening up pathways for the Light to reach into human hearts and minds, like beams of sunlight piercing a storm cloud.
There is the Light of Beginning and Renewal, the Light that opens minds and hearts to new possibilities and visions and that opens the way both for healing and for emergence.
And there is the Light of Love and Connection that provides the tools to build wholeness into your world.”
David:
“A seed embodies intent. This intent is not pressure; it is not straining or using force. It is a knowing that is confident of its emergence.
We ask you to hold the knowing that you are a Seed of Light, confident that Light can emerge from you. Hold this possibility for everyone you meet. You do not need to persuade them; you need only see and recognize the Seed within them, knowing it will know when to make itself known, which it can do in many different ways, for each person is a unique soil.”
David:
“As a Seed of Light, you cannot take this Light for granted. You must intend to be this presence. You do not have to have perception or awareness of the subtle domains—there may be good reasons in the integrity and wholeness of your incarnation that you do not—to do this work. For you can always set your intention to be a Light wherever you are, on all the levels that your energy touches. The skill you learn is not one of psychic ability but of intentionality born of love and compassion, hope and joy. This intent will awaken you in whatever ways are needful and appropriate for who you are and what you can do. Remember, a Seed is a seed because it holds the intent to be, the intent to unfold, the intent to connect with the soil around it, the intent to blossom. Without this intent, the Seed will be stillborn.”
Last week I asked you to explore David’s ritual in our developing and emerging relationship between our self as a Seed-Light and the Soil-Light of Gaia.
David:
“Begin by standing in your Sovereignty. Take a moment to honor yourself, your incarnate identity and the sacredness that is its foundation.”
“All around you is a Light that fosters and nurtures Life in all its forms, identities, and potentialities. This Light originates with the Sacred and is mediated into the world through the mind and heart, the will and love of Gaia, the Planetary Soul. In your mind's eye, see yourself embedded in this Light like a seed in the soil.”
“This Light has a specific purpose: to touch the Identity within you–within all things, all life–and to empower and nourish it to unfold like a seed, awakening and fostering your potentials, supporting and enabling you to become the fullness and wholeness of your being.”
“Now visualize your subtle body as a sphere around you, like the casing of a seed. Feel your subtle body, this sphere of energy, drawing in this Light, holding it, blending it with your Self-Light, then releasing it back out into the world as a blessing from your own identity nourishing the unfoldment of life in the world around you.”
“You are performing an act of respiration, taking in, holding, and releasing Light, taking in, holding, and releasing Light. If you wish, you can correlate this rhythm with your own physical breathing.”
“As you relax into this rhythm, allow this nurturing, Gaian, sacred Light to support you, vitalize you, draw your sacredness into greater radiance and life within you. Feel yourself as a seed nourished by this "soil." Feel your own potentials of Light unfolding within you and throughout your life. Feel yourself sprouting into the world as a presence of Light, Love, Joy, Life.”
“You don't have to work at this. Your job is to hold your Sovereignty, your awareness of yourself as a being of Light, a unique identity here to bless the world. In this exercise, it is the soil's job to enable you to sprout. Your job is to relax and be who you are in this moment, held and nourished by the soil of Light.”
“When you feel complete with this process, let go of the image of your subtle body and refocus your attention back into your body. Bless your body, bless the physical world around you, stand in your Sovereignty. Then go about your normal day.”
This week I would like your to keep exploring the above exercise, plus this simple practice in standing within the Seed-Flame of your being also by David.
David:
“Remember that the Sacred is the primal, original Seed of Light. It is the Seed-Flame from whose Light all creation comes. When you acknowledge your being as a Seed of Light, you are performing an act of communion with the Sacred. You are joining yourself with the primal act of being a Seed of Light.”
“Stand within the Seed-Flame of your being, which is itself an expression of the Seed of Light at the heart of all creation. Know that by stepping into and accepting the one, you are stepping into and accepting the other. Acknowledge the forms of Light that you may generate, the Light of Self, the Light of Order, the Light of Beginning and Renewal, the Light of Love and Connection, all dedicated to blessing the world in different ways. Are there other Lights you may manifest? That is for you to explore and discover.”
“There is a power in doing this, for each time you do, each time you enact this communion and link the flame and Light of your incarnation with that of creation, you heighten that communion and awareness in all Seeds of Light, no matter how deeply buried they may be in the soil of an incarnation. You are proclaiming to the world that this is the reality and that you are standing in that reality, letting your intention be like the sun that draws other Seeds to the surface and to sprouting. By acknowledging through your embodiment who you are, you make it possible for others to acknowledge this within themselves as well.”
Conrad:
Over the next weeks I will explore the living nature behind our own Seed-Light and how we are able to engage within our living of life through acknowledging not only our own Seed of Light within us. Also acknowledging the Seed of Light within others. Also acknowledging the Seed of Light with every event. Also acknowledging the Seed of Light within anything that exist within Gaia. The Seed of Light is expressed through the Presence of the Living Light of the Wisdoms we perceive and express to our self and to others and to the events of the world around us.”
Conrad:
“How much of your day consist of living as a Seed of Light or perceiving and communicating stories, information, and awareness of the Wisdom that is available to us throughout the cycle of day and night?”
Declare throughout your day: Conrad:
“The Light of Seed is weaved within my First-Fire. This is weaved within the Seed of Light – the Seed Flame of all of creation! “I am a Seed of Light!” This will weave you naturally into your Witness Self! Declare within yourself, declare within others you perceive or others that flow into your inner and or outer awareness: “You are a Seed of Light!” Watch a movie or a television sho or news and declare “You are a Seed of Light!” Declare as you read blogs, news, or other information if if you do not agree with them and realize they too are “A Seed of Light!”
Conrad Personal Notes
Wednesday 22 March 2023
I would like you to start by reading David Spangler article on “Being a Seed.”
https://www.dropbox.com/s/0h8rvktlih06sfi/Being%20A%20Seed%20David%20Desk.pdf?dl=0
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David:
“We often try too hard to be spiritual, to discover, draw upon, and express our own inner nature. We can forget that we have help around us if we will access it. As part of our incarnational practice, we need to relax and allow the Light to bear us up and unfold the qualities we seek.”
Conrad:
The difference between our Mirror Self and our Witness Self. In our Mirror awareness the I of the personality perceives it has to be the active agent in charge of doing, creating, growing, and emerging.
In our Witness Self the I of the personality, yes remember that we are still the “I of the personality,” holds the knowingness or holds the awareness of our Wisdom, that we are always engaged in co-parternship relationships between the seen and unseen forces and beings. Instead of the I of doing, we are the I of unfolding and emerging.
David:
“In this, it is as if we are a seed embedded in the Life and Light of Gaia. The seed's job is to know what it is. The soil's job is to hold the seed and nurture it, bringing it what it needs to enable its identity to unfold and flourish. In this relationship, the seed doesn't struggle to bring forth its nature. It opens to the soil to empower it to do what it needs to be to unfold itself.
As a seed, our primary job is to know who we are–the kind of seed we are–and to be in touch with our individuality, our Sovereignty.
The soil's job–Gaia’s job–is to be a source of energy, empowering and aiding the unfoldment of our sacred nature.”
Conrad:
Everything, and Anything, and Everyone we come into contact with the I of our personality has the full support of Gaia to awaken, sprout, unfold, and emerge in our unknown possibilities. Opening to living within our Witness Self, or what David calls our Sovereignty, is our primary purpose in being alive. This is our natural space held within our Gaian Inner Nature. In this space, our felt-sense of our inner knowing is available and present.
Through this, we experience our unique felt sense of Gaia’s Living Light of Love and Joy is co-partnering with us. Through this inner space, the I of our witness personality can absorb the quality of Gaia’s Living Light.
This is where the seed of our unknown possibilities (the Light of our Heart Behind) is awakened within the physical matter of our subtle and physical energy body’s. Initially opening ourself into this form of our inner beingness. This is our foundational job.
We explore our foundational job within the context of Everything, and within the context of Anything we are engaged within both outside and inside of our awareness. Our primary foundational job of our personality is to be held within this inner space of our beingness with every person and with every form of nature we come into contact with.
We are wired to live our life while being held within this co-parternship relationship with Gaia, our Soul, and within Everything, and Anything, and with Everyone that emerges into our inner and/or outer awareness. This foundational wiring is weaved within the mystery within the subtle energy development forming our embryo. This then allowing the forming and shaping pf the cells, organs and systems into what will emerge as the physical matter of whop we are through our birth as an awakened body of matter into the awakened matter of outer life.
David discusses that in the development of our embryo, our soul weaves connections to the earth light energy of Gaia and other forces. In my Tz’utujiil culture, the first 3 months of development of the embryo, the wholeness helps within the subtle energy of both parents are weaved into the embryo. This occurs regardless of the outer involvement of the father.
The second cycle of embryonic development, the soul weaves the subtle energetic of the wholeness of ones potential immediate and extended physical family. Including the immediate and extended places of where the newborn will begin its growth and livingness within the earth. This also includes the subtle energy body’s of the Wholeness that is available within the physical essence of Light Behind the Earth Heart and Behind the Sky Heart.
The third cycle prepares the body of the mother and the physical place where the child will be born.
After brith, the fourth ritual weaves the subtle light energy held within these first three cycles of Rituals of Interconnectivity and Flow of Living Light into the newborns living nature.
As we enter life through our First Fire-Light that Presence that was weaved into our subtle and physical body’s is brought into the wholeness of our livingness. So the fullness of the Earth Gaia Light is weaved within my subtle and physical body’s so as my personality, the I can explore the Art of Remembering and invite into my felt sense awareness my abilities to be a co-partner with Gaia and my soul in emerging into the Who I Am as a personality weaved within the heart of Gaia and my Soul living life in my awakened physical body.
So to live naturally within my Sovereignty, within my Witness Personal Self as my personality, opening to the “Art of Remembering is foundational. I am always held within the Knowingness that my personality-my personal self is formed and shaped through the Presence of the Light of Joy and the Presence of the Light of Love and the Presence of the Light of Gaia and the Presence of my Soul. This knowingness assist me to live within the Wisdom that the personality of I holds the unknown possibilities to always being weaved within my subtle energies and weaved within the support of my subtle energy body flowing into and awakening the Light within the cells of my body. That in my body I hold the ability to be a generator of healing light and the living light of health and wholeness of my unknown possibilities through Love. This is what naturally is always available to me when i can live as this generator of Living Light into Everything, into Anything, and with Everyone is my life. I, as all of Gaia’s Beings are a Miracle of unknown possibilities.
So when David focus is about holopoiesis, the innate ability to generate self within the whole, David focus is about the “making” part of self weaved into the whole. Autopoiesis and holopoiesis are natural processes that require no conscious intervention. However, where we are concerned, they are processes in which we can consciously participate and with which we can partner.
Autopoiesis and holopoiesis are active principles. They affirm that we can ourselves be active agents in determining the kind of person we are and the kind of world we inhabit and share.
I find this an empowering idea. It means we have the capacity to determine the kind of person we wish to be in the world. We are not merely victims nor clay to be shaped by others. We can “make” ourselves. We can be self-generating.
Likewise, we can co-create connectedness, collaboration, and partnership—i.e. wholeness—with the world around us. We can act to enhance and increase the health and wholeness of the world.
In short, we are Co-Makers. Whether the selves and the world we make are positive and creative–or toxic and destructive–is up to us. The future lies in our poietic lap.
We are always self generating:
The Mirror Self usually is self generating limitations, separation, duality, isolation, duality, and hopelessness.
The Witness Self is self generating our wholeness-the weaving together at this moment of time our Interconnectivity and Flow - our ability to create and collaborate within a living co-partnership relationship within everything within our body to everything, anything, and everyone in our seen physical world through our inner weaved relationships within all subtle body’s behind all forces and beings.
David also focuses upon Sovereignty. “Out of its sacred Identity, its Light and living energy, the Soul projects a current of intentionality and love into the subtle field of the Earth. Engaging the subtle energies of the Earth, this current of energy, which I have named Sovereignty, galvanizes and attracts to itself what it needs from the subtle substance of the world in order build a subtle body that allows it to participate in the Incarnate Realms. It blends these subtle energies of Earth Light together with its own Soul Light to form an alchemical union.”
Conrad:
So we begun today discussion around the difference between our Mirror Self and our Witness Self. In our Mirror awareness the I of the personality perceives it has to be the active agent in charge of doing, creating, growing, and emerging.
In our Witness Self the I of the personality, holds the knowingness or holds the awareness of our Wisdom, that we are always engaged in co-parternship relationships between the seen and unseen forces and beings. Instead of the I of doing, we are the I of unfolding and emerging.
We are wired to live our life while being held within this co-parternship relationship with Gaia, our Soul, and within Everything, and Anything, and with Everyone that emerges into our inner and/or outer awareness. This foundational wiring is weaved within the mystery within the subtle energy development forming our embryo. This then allowing the forming and shaping pf the cells, organs and systems into what will emerge as the physical matter of whop we are through our birth as an awakened body of matter into the awakened matter of outer life.
So this week I would like you to explore David’s ritual in our developing and emerging relationship between our self as a Seed-Light and the Soil-Light of Gaia.
David:
“Begin by standing in your Sovereignty. Take a moment to honor yourself, your incarnate identity and the sacredness that is its foundation.”
“All around you is a Light that fosters and nurtures Life in all its forms, identities, and potentialities. This Light originates with the Sacred and is mediated into the world through the mind and heart, the will and love of Gaia, the Planetary Soul. In your mind's eye, see yourself embedded in this Light like a seed in the soil.”
“This Light has a specific purpose: to touch the Identity within you–within all things, all life–and to empower and nourish it to unfold like a seed, awakening and fostering your potentials, supporting and enabling you to become the fullness and wholeness of your being.”
“Now visualize your subtle body as a sphere around you, like the casing of a seed. Feel your subtle body, this sphere of energy, drawing in this Light, holding it, blending it with your Self-Light, then releasing it back out into the world as a blessing from your own identity nourishing the unfoldment of life in the world around you.”
“You are performing an act of respiration, taking in, holding, and releasing Light, taking in, holding, and releasing Light. If you wish, you can correlate this rhythm with your own physical breathing.”
“As you relax into this rhythm, allow this nurturing, Gaian, sacred Light to support you, vitalize you, draw your sacredness into greater radiance and life within you. Feel yourself as a seed nourished by this "soil." Feel your own potentials of Light unfolding within you and throughout your life. Feel yourself sprouting into the world as a presence of Light, Love, Joy, Life.”
“You don't have to work at this. Your job is to hold your Sovereignty, your awareness of yourself as a being of Light, a unique identity here to bless the world. In this exercise, it is the soil's job to enable you to sprout. Your job is to relax and be who you are in this moment, held and nourished by the soil of Light.”
“When you feel complete with this process, let go of the image of your subtle body and refocus your attention back into your body. Bless your body, bless the physical world around you, stand in your Sovereignty. Then go about your normal day.”
David First Way in Exploring Self-Light:
“The simplest way to engage and enhance your Self-Light is to honor and love who you are. To truly love yourself is not narcissistic; it’s not a matter of becoming consumed with self-adulation to the exclusion of others. It’s recognizing your sacredness, your unique identity, your irreplaceable value. No one else can bring to the world what you are bringing. There are so many voices in our world that want to tell us what’s wrong with us, how we’re failing, how little difference we can make, what a mess we are. It’s no wonder we begin to internalize these messages, energizing a self-critical, self-demeaning voice of judgment within ourselves. But this inner critic is not part of our Identity. It is simply a mental activity within our psyche, one of many but one that can create turbulence within our subtle body. It’s not a matter of denying our faults. We can certainly be discerning and aware of how we can improve in our lives, but we can be so out of a spirit of honor and love. Loving yourself is one way to enhance your Self-Light.”
Conrad:
Loving my body as a Miracle, a container of Health and Wholeness within my knowingness that it is a generator of Loving Light within it current condition of suffering and challenges.
In order to experience my loving and nurturing Self-Light, I invite the Light of my Soul-its light of Renewal to be weaved within the Light of Gaia-the Heart Behind the Earth and the Heart Behind the Sky. Through this weaving, this emerging Self-Light is now at my core and my focus of who I am as a personality. For this Emerging Self-Light is my personal identity.
Through my Self-Light I touch the area of pain in my body.
I honor this pain and all areas mentally, emotionally, and physically that are weaved to this pain.
In this same touch I honor that beneath this surface of pain, is also my Emerging Self-Light.
I invite my Emerging Self-Light to radiate it Presence through this awake matter area of my body.
I invite my Emerging Self-Light to radiate it’s Presence through my Wholeness all around me into all forms of awake matter.
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