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Meditations on Wisdom
Meditations on Wisdom Wednesday 1 March 2023
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Inner Silence :
Weaving Energy Intelligence Behind Everyday Life
First read the Cinquain Poem on the Tree of Life, then Press Play to Experience the Calling of the Tree of Life Force into your Body or Copy and Paste the link into your Browser to DropBox to play it there.
https://www.dropbox.com/s/eo91fhjf0nb2a9x/Tree%20%26%20Drum%20San%20Juan.mp4?dl=0
A cinquain poem is an unrhymed five line poetic form defined by words to express what you are sensing about each Daily Tree of Life Photo
The Heart of the Wisdom Teachings of the Tz’utujiil Maya Tree of Life in didactic Cinquain form:
“Tree
Fragile Essence
Sprouting Growing Flowering
Unique Unknown Potentials Possibilities
Creation”
Cultivating Gratitude through the Wisdom of Daily Nawals
Today’s Meditations on Wisdom covers the Ninth & Tenth Cycles within the Daily Nawal Lunar Cycles:
Day 12 Wednesday 1 March 2023 Nawal Q’iiq’ Cycle 9-8
I invite to give and receive the Living Light and Love within Presence of Gratitude for the ability to live from the Presence of Wisdom, through the divine Breath of the Wind. This breath of Wisdom is behind the Voice of the Great Grandmother, and behind my breath. I feel the Gratitude of Wisdom for the Wind that flows through all challenges directly and indirectly. It is the purifier, the healer that cleans and sweeps away everything that is not weaved together into the flow of the heart.
Day 13 Thursday 2 March 2023 Nawal Aq’abal Cycle 9-9
I invite to give and receive the Living Light and Love within Presence of Gratitude for the ability to live from the presence of Wisdom, so that its natural flow will emerge for renewal, regeneration, and rejuvenation for the Emergence of the Living Light within the Wisdom of Possibilities. I feel the Gratitude of Wisdom for the New Light that flows from the heart behind everything so that the voice of wisdom behind the Great Grandmother will guide all expressions into the flow of Wisdom.
Day 14 Friday 3 March 2023 Nawal K’at Cycle 9-10
I invite to give and receive the Living Light and Love within Presence of Gratitude for the ability to live from the presence of Wisdom, knowing that I can release whatever patterns are tangled and bound within my reactivity. Whatever it is that is challenging and tangled within my awareness can be dissolved. I feel the Gratitude of Wisdom for the Fire-Light of Nawal K’at, as it untangle, unravel, uncrusts, dissolve, and unweave all energies that stop and hinder the blessings of Wisdom that emerge from - kindness, love, gentleness, and compassion from fully flowing.
Day 15 Saturday 4 March 2023 Nawal Kaan Cycle 9-11
I invite to give and receive the Living Light and Love within Presence of Gratitude for the ability to live from the presence of Wisdom, knowing that this energy is called upon to strengthen the empowering nature of both transmutation and emergence. I feel the Gratitude of Wisdom for this allows the energy of the Heart of the Earth to connect to the Heart behind Everything.
Day 16 Sunday 5 March 2023 Nawal Kamik Cycle 9-12
I invite to give and receive the Living Light and Love within Presence of Gratitude for the ability to live from the presence of Wisdom, so I may experience that the doorway between the unseen and seen worlds are open for all of time. I feel the Gratitude of Wisdom as I ask Rei Pascal to place me onto my path, onto the path of my destiny for this timeframe within my Life.
Day 17 Monday 6 March 2023 Nawal Keej Cycle 9-13
I invite to give and receive the Living Light and Love within Presence of Gratitude for the ability to live from the presence of the Energy of Wisdom, which will always supports a quality of life to emerge supporting my purpose, and my meaning in Life. I feel the Gratitude that I may live this life from the flow of Wisdom Energy, which is available behind anything and everything and everyone.
Day 18 Tuesday 7 March 2023 Nawal Q’aniil Cycle 10-1
I invite to give and receive the Living Light and Love within Presence of Gratitude for the ability to live from the presence of Wisdom, experiencing the very living presence of Wisdom that is inherent within everything. I feel the Gratitude of Wisdom's Light, for this gives new life and vitality to the uniqueness behind everything and anything and everyone that allows this Emergence from the Living Presence of Light.
Conrad Personal Notes
Wednesday 1 March 2023
I want to start with a deeper clarification of what this means to be a “self-generating” system. The key takeaway from this discussion is my Mind’s focus can NEVER create or open to the unknown. The best my Mind can do is to self-generate the potential I can believe to have at any moment in time. My Mind is not capable of focusing upon itself for the unknown possibilities. My Mind cannot be open to the vast inner resources that are possible within one self.
To creat my own reality where I am no longer influenced by my subconscious mind, can really only occur when I am living and being supported in my present moment within time. To the depth of separation, isolation, and control I am focusing upon to be or to be doing something, this means I have separated myself from my natural weaved patterning from within both my inner subtle energy Light body and the outer subtle energy Light of nature around me.
Creating my own reality. Taking back my inner empowerment. Freeing myself from my dualities my limitations of my subconscious mind, only occurs through my “Witness Self.” My “Witness Self” is activated by the process of “Autopoiesis and Holopoiesis.” This inner process allows me to experience my inner affirmation that I can truly live from my inner self as an active agent in determining the kind of person I deserve to be in the kind of world I deserve to inhabit and share with everyone and share with everything in my life.
Where my Microbiome is weaved within my inner subtle energy of Light. This is weaved within the outer subtle energy of Light around me. Living my Life through my inner weaved subtle nature of Light is more then only a foundational part of my Repair and Healing journey.
Living my Life through my inner weaved subtle nature of Light from within me to everything, and anything, and everyone around me becomes my foundational basecamp for living my life as a generator of Light. Through this weaving of my inner subtle energy Nature of Light naturally rebalances and restores my cells, systems, and organs. My “Mirror Self” cannot accomplish this generative, restorative, or regenerative nature of my cells, organs, and systems.
As I am open in allowing my mirror self to be upgraded through this weaving together of my and natures Gaian Inner Intelligence gives me the ability to explore living from this upgrade. With time, my upgrade will become the new emerging foundational structure of who I am as a Gaian Being that is Human. This allow me the ability of living my unknown possibilities that always was alive within me.
This is why the the process of “Autopoiesis and Holopoiesis” is an important inner process to allow me to experience my inner affirmation in living my life from within my inner innate Wisdom within my self and the innate Wisdom of Gaia. My personal notes below from Wednesday 22 February 2023 is still available to review easily once again David’s discussion around “Autopoiesis and Holopoiesis.” The governance of my life from my Mind and its automatic relationship to my subconscious mind is so limiting. Yet, my subconscious mind is also educated through my “Witness Self” and it’s automatic relationship to my inner unknown possibilities support me in living my life from a place of optimum health. I believe this is why our subconscious mind was created.
So as Zach and I share about our innate Wisdom is always available to us, we are asking ourself to enter the mystery of our “Witness Self.” Through my “Witness Self” I know I am:
“I am a Miracle – I am Health – I am Knowingness and Love.”
I am no longer talking to my Mind Intelligence and it “Mirror Self.” I am talking to my Body’s Inner Subtle Energy’s Nature Intelligence, ignoring what my Mind is believing and focusing upon as it’s perceptions of current reality.
I know I hold a Presence of Living Light from all of Gaia’s Inner Intelligence. Co-partnering with the part of me that believes in my ability to be Regenerative, to be Rejuvenate, to create the Renewal that is needed to clean up this out of balance in my body and mind. Regardless of the feedback of my subconscious mind is perceiving and how it has been supported by the false and limited beliefs of the people around me. I ask the Presence of the Living Light of Hope, and Rei Pascal, so I may be place unto my path for Regeneration, for Rejuvenation, for the Renewal of my Light for the unknown possibilities. Create and emerge through my Body, my Mind, my Spirit, through my Subtle Energy Body’s, and my Environment within and around me, physical and unseen, so the quality of Light for Repair and Healing support me in Living Life today.
Three Beliefs for Living a Regenerative Life
Whenever I am diagnosed or I come down with a illness, regardless if it serious or part of just living within my everyday experiences of life. Or when I am experiencing a limitation within my mind, or a limitations within my body, regardless if this is occurring from a accident or occurring just through my living life. I open to be sure that at my foundational beliefs about myself and about what is occurring within my life is supported through the Presence of my Living Light of Wisdom, which supports within me living from these three core beliefs.
So that my perceptions of my self, and my current situation, is not influencing my Mind through my subconscious minds ways of perceiving my current reality from my previous experiences of myself or others, or the stories I have leaned about the reality of living life. Through these three core beliefs, I invite this Presence of the Wisdom of my “Heart Behind” Anything – my “Heart Behind Everything” – my “Heart Behind Everybody” I come into contact with, especially my “Team of Good Medicine,” weaves me into the person I am capable of becoming and live and perceive, and communicate within me and to others, so that the decisions that I make emerges from this flow of the Presence of the Living Light of my Wisdoms held within my unknown possibilities.
Zach Bush talks about these three tenets.
First, According to Zach Bush:
“I am a Miracle —
The more science discovers about biology, reality + physics, the more we do not know. We are endlessly complex and, on some level, inexplicable. We must bask in the miraculous nature of reality, to reach our full potential. You are a miracle. You are here for great purpose.”
What Zach Bush is asking us is to open to and to believe in that:
I am a Miracle – that despite the condition of my body in its depletion, in its isolation, and the variety of toxicity that it is creating this current condition as injury and illness and disease. Inherent in its “Heart Behind” in its subtle energy body, is a Presence of Living Light that holds the foundations for our body to emerge into being a Miracle, always exists within each of us that is always present and desiring to Emerge if is create a space within us for this Emergence.
In spite of our outer five sensory destruction that is being reproduced and what is being diagnosed as DISEASE, through our inner subtle energy body - it’s “Heart Behind” Presence of Living Light, this disease in its inner subtle energy body holds the mechanism to allow the Regeneration, the Rejuvenation, the Renewal for the Emergence of an unknown possibilities for Repair, for Healing, and for living a quality of Life we never dreamed possible based upon our current diagnosis of illness and destruction occurring within our body.
So I would say:
“I am a Miracle —
The greater scientific research discovers about biology, along with discovering about outer reality, plus what is emerging in our knowing within physics, the more I do not know. I am complex and always changing and adapting in ways that really has no end point. As I learn to accept this inner Wisdom of Knowing that I am a Miracle living within the nature of my outer reality. I am here to explore this Growing and this unknown possibilities for my Emerging quality of living my life. I am a miracle and I am here right now to be living this unknown possibility through exploring my subtle energy body’s “Heart Behind, for this is my true purpose of being here right now!”
Secondly, According to Zach Bush:
“I am Health —
If every cell in and on your body is in touch with self-identity, disease disappears. Stress of any sort can lead to disconnect from self-identity at the cellular level. Ultimately, health comes from within. No matter what your health may look like to the outside world, it is perfect for you right now. Your health is also dynamic, and you can change your body to hold a different level of health.”
What Zach Bush is asking us to open to and to believe that:
I am Health – that regardless of my diagnosis and regardless of my chances for survival, regardless of my physical or mental limitations, what exists within me is this Miracle for Regeneration. The Presence of my Living Light exists within my “Heart Behind” my inner biodiversity first within my own physical body. All of the various parts of my inner Biodiversity is supported through my Presence of my Living Light within my “Heart Behind.”
Through my inner Microbiome, this holds an ability to be weaved into the flow of the “Heart Behind” the Microbiome of any and all forms of Nature around me. This Microbiome is alive within every artifact both of and within my physical home and it’s objects. This Microbiome is alive within any and all forms of physical Nature around me. As I consciously open and invite this weaved nature of the flow of the Living Light of the Microbiome both within and without to be weaved together creating within an inner and outer forms of Interconnectivity. This becomes the foundation Living Light for Regeneration, Rejuvenation, and Renewal to be fully alive and present. This process of Renewal emerges naturally through the Presence of the Living Light of the “Heart Behind.” This emerges for my unknown possibilities for Health to be present, therefore I am able to experience directly and through my felt sense that “I Am a Miracle” rich within my Biodiversity, so that my unknown possibilities can emerge.
So I would say:
“I am Health —
Whenever I allow my self to experience this Living Presence of Light within every cell within and around my body, I am opening to being in touch with my true inner self-identity. Through this Presence of my Living Light within me, disease and injury begins to be transmuted and dissolves and disappears. Regardless to the sources of my Stress I am experiencing and how much I believe these Stresses are both personal accurately experienced within me, all create a disconnect and an isolation within. Me for my Presence of Living Light. It makes no difference who the person is, or whatever the event is, or the perceived perceptions about any part of my outer and/or inner environment, this all lead to a disconnect from my inner self-identity light at my cellular level.
Ultimately, true Regenerative Health can only emerge from within me. No matter what my outer health may look like to the outside world, the “Heart Behind My Regenerative Health” is in a state of Wholeness and perfection within my subtle energy body of Light right now. My health is always within a dynamic interchange and flow desiring to be weaved within me at any moment within my life. This allows the emergence of my sustainable way my life that allows the changes within my body to emerge into a fluidity to restore my unknown new quality of health.
Thirdly, According to Zach Bush:
“I am Knowingness and Love —
Knowingness, which is different from knowledge, is a vast field of information that exists in the Universe. When we access this field, we see the Beauty underlying reality; and this Beauty is an experience of Love. You have the ability to create health by tapping into your intuitive knowledge and loving your body.”
What Zach Bush is asking us to open to and to believe that:
I am Knowingness and Love – that if I relied only upon my Minds Intelligence, it has little or no available information to assist me into experiencing directly or through my felt sense of knowing that “I am a Miracle” nor that “I am Health” nor that “I am Knowingness and Love.” My Minds Intelligence can never in its isolation, and in its separation from my inner Nature’s Intelligence. My Minds Intelligence cannot never allow this transmutation of my illness, or my disease, or my physical or mental limitations to occur.
My inner Nature’s Intelligence can be awaken through the weaving together of the inner Nature’s Intelligence held within the subtle energy body’s. This is held within what is called the Living Light Presence of the “Heart Behind.” This allows my inner – my micro Microbiome and my outer – my macro Microbiome to be stimulated, awakened, and weaved together through the subtle energy body of light – the “Heart Behind Everything,” and the “Heart Behind Anything,” and the “Heart Behind Everybody.” So when I say “I am Knowingness and Love,” I am inviting Nature’s Inner Intelligence to educate my Minds Intelligence to experience either directly or through my felt sense this Knowingness that this Living Light is what we call “Love” will ignite my inner Presence of Living Light to starts this journey for Repair, for Healing, and for the emergence of my unknown possibilities for a quality of Life within my Body, my Mind, and my Spirit. As I journey within this weaved Presence of this Living Light of Wisdom, this allow myself and others to perceive the Beauty within the journey that I am on.
So I would say:
“I am Knowingness and Love —
Living from the Knowingness of my inner Nature’s Intelligence, is radically different from my knowledge coming within my Mind’s Intelligence and its influence from my subconscious mind. There exists within my inner subtle Nature’s Intelligence a vast field of information that exists within the Living Light of the Universe. As I allow this subtle Living Light Presence to be weaved within my subtle energy field, I immediately begin to experience and perceive the Beauty underlying all experiences of reality. This is the emergence of Beauty that naturally is present through my Knowingness that behind what I call the “Heart Behind Life” is created from what I call the Presence of the Living Light as Love. I and we all have a living Presence of Light within and around me to create health by tapping into my inner felt sense of my intuitive knowing of my inner Nature’s Intelligence. This allows me to experience what it meant to be loving my body.
These three core tenets that Zach brings forward, then emerges into why I desire and why we all deserve to experience through the Living Light behind the “Heart of Biodiversity.” This allows the Beauty that deserves to emerge through my Body. This allows the Beauty that deserves to emerge through my Mind. This allows the Beauty that deserves to emerge through my Spirit-Soul. This allows the Beauty that deserves to emerge through me as a human being who is both physical and subtle. This allows the Beauty that deserves to emerge through me living within an Environment that is both physically seen and unseen allowing me to experience myself living within my subtle inner nature. This allows the Beauty that deserves to emerge through me as a Being who is becoming aware of my co-parternship relationship within my inner nature’s intelligence. This is weaved within me as part of the larger living system as a Gaian Human Being weaved within a living system within the Heart Behind the inner Nature’s Intelligence within all of life.
Let’s review again the difference between my “Mirror Self” and my “Witness Self.”
In my “Mirror Self” as a self-generating system as I am focusing upon a certain set of beliefs or attitudes or experiences within my Mind Intelligence. This is being influenced by my sub-conscious mind history. This focused communication effects directly the forming and the shaping and the experiences of my subtle energy body’s and the amount of Light that is being generated or destroyed within my cellular reproduction.
For example, if I am living with guilt, blame, shame, fear, or whatever emotions and thoughts I have having, this is directly influencing the moment by movement reweaving of my subtle energy body’s and the quality of Light that is forming within my cellular communication. This creates a difficulty in allowing any other forms of focus to enter. Regardless if it either integrative or even more separated of a focus, it becomes difficult in allowing anything else to easily enter. This cuts off my relationship with my Microbiome and my Mitochondria communication within me and cuts of this communication within all of nature around me from occurring. This is what is inherent within each of us to be naturally “self-generating.” The stronger these quality of emotions and feelings I am experiencing, influencing greatly and closes off my inner communication from not allowing any other form of communication to be weaved together.
Through my “Witness Self” as a self-generating system, can only occurring when I am naturally in the flow of my Interconnectivity and my weaved wholeness to the Nature within and outside of me. My Microbiome and my Mitochondria is naturally being weaved and naturally is supporting my inner and outer Nature. Allowing me access to my Gaian Inner Intelligence.
This separates the influence of my Minds Intelligence and the influence of my subconscious mind to be in charge of what it might think I am needing or wanting. So my self-generating system is no longer being influenced by any preconceived thoughts, feelings, attitudes or beliefs. Instead, through my copartnership relationship with the qualities of Light within the Heart Behind Everything – Anything – Everyone influences the unknown possibilities.
This quality of Light becomes self-generating and deepens my living relationship with the Microbiome within and outside of me. This offers a quality of Light within my Mitochondria and stimulates my innate immune system in each cell within me.
In turn, this strengthens the weaving of my subtle energy body’s ability to be a generator of Light within in and outside of me. This opens me to my true inner Gaian Nature of living as a self-generating system.
In my “Witness” self-generating system, the Light of the Unknown Possibilities within me are stimulated to influence both my inner biology, but also influencing the quality of Light within the people and within the events around me. This allows the Forming, the Shaping, and the Weaving together of our combined Unknown Possibilities. This is at the Heart of our Gaian Inner Intelligence where the “Light of Joy” can enter in the forming, the shaping, and the weaving together of the Light of the Unknown Possibilities at any given moment in time.
Conrad Personal Notes
Wednesday 22 February 2023
Hopefully you have explored each day phase 1 of the video ”The Mirror” by Zach Bush on last Wednesday 15 February 2023 Blog! We are going to continue this week in exploring your felt sense experience between these two shifting perspectives within you and your emerging core of your body’s inner silence.
Today I want to explore a fundamental principal that emerges from Physics, the new Biology and new Medical research from Zach Bush, along with David Spangler of Lorian. This is also at the Heart of the Tz’utujiil way of Living. We as a human being, as well as Everything, and Anything, and Everyone holds at the Core of their Heart-ones First Fire – is the ability to be a self-generating system.
Please start by either reading David’s Desk 189 from 3 February 2023 and/or at the bottom of this writing is an audio companion with David and James discussing this idea further on “Poiesis.” Autopoiesis is where the key property of all of life inherently holds the capacity to be self-generating and within it boundaries to be self-maintaining. Within the force of Creation is held this Light or Energy or Subtle Living Presence to draw things together to create a larger whole-wholeness.
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https://lorian.org/community/2023/2/2/davids-desk-189
However, David focus here is not on the “auto” rather his focus is upon the “holo” of “poiesis.” The “self” and the “whole” are wonderful and important themes, but it’s the “making” part that interests David. Autopoiesis and holopoiesis are natural processes that require no conscious intervention. However, where we are concerned, they are processes in which we can consciously participate and with which we can partner.
Autopoiesis and holopoiesis are active principles. They affirm that we can ourselves be active agents in determining the kind of person we are and the kind of world we inhabit and share.
I find this an empowering idea. It means we have the capacity to determine the kind of person we wish to be in the world. We are not merely victims nor clay to be shaped by others. We can “make” ourselves. We can be self-generating.
Likewise, we can create connectedness, collaboration, and partnership—i.e. wholeness—with the world around us. We can act to enhance and increase the health and wholeness of the world.
In short, we are Makers. Whether the selves and the world we make are positive and creative–or toxic and destructive–is up to us. The future lies in our poietic lap.
We are always self generating:
The Mirror Self usually is self generating limitations, separation, duality, isolation, duality, and hopelessness.
The Witness Self is self generating our wholeness-the weaving together at this moment of time our Interconnectivity and Flow - our ability to create and collaborate within a living co-partnership relationship within everything within our body to everything, anything, and everyone in our seen physical world through our inner weaved relationships within all subtle body’s behind all forces and beings.
This is why I would like you to continuing to explore this week the felt sense awareness between your Mirror Self and your Witness Self.
Please re-read the transcript again after your reading and/or audio awareness of the process of holopoietic.
Transcript link in Dropbox:
https://www.dropbox.com/sh/gqjyya2m7o8xf5w/AABgW8MYXPBWK8HeO5HGVkdTa?dl=0
“The Mirror” link 1:58:
For all of Life is always coming apart in order to experience a unknown reweaving back together into a new unknown form and shape. This motivating Energy of Living Light is part of our Gaian Inner Intelligence always Emerging within the forming and shaping our inner KNOWING that the Living Light of the “Heart Behind Everything, the Heart Behind Anything, and the Heart Behind Everybody” is Love expressing itself as the Beauty we experience through this Transmutation. We are fully alive and living within the Living Light for Regeneration, within the Living Light for Rejuvenation, and within the Living Light for Renewal. For all of Life is Emerging in and through us to become a “Generator of Light in the expression of the unknown BEAUTY that is always emerging.”
Foundational Dialogue Around Light
Everything in the Universe is created through Light.
Just like in the Physical Realms, there are a varieties of experiences we see and encounter. In the Subtle Realms, there exists a larger varieties of experiences to see and encounter.
The commonality between the physical and subtle Realms is the variety of ways Light is “EXPRESSED.”
PLEASE Stay open to this awareness: everything in the Universe, down to the atom within physical matter, to the greatest of subtle beings, like an Archangel or an Over-Lighting Being of a country holds the “same light!”
This is why Zach talks about that we hold within us the same light as the Sun! David talks about that we hold the same light as a Star-we are a Starshaman.
The differences on earth or the differences in the subtle realms is that each grouping and each individual being or each force of Light generates in their own way a different degree or quality of their core light.
This is why Zach in other short videos and in his discussions everything is about the generating of core light from our cells into and through every organ and system within us to the food and fluids we consume, is all about quality of Light.
The full potential of Light is the same Behind Everything – Behind Anything – Behind Everyone! This is the “Heart Behind” that exists within Everything – Anything – Everyone! This is the Unknown Possibilities of the “Quality of Light” we allow to flow and express through us.
Illness, death, suffering, pain, imbalance, isolation, separation, is all about the quality of Light this is present and generated.
As is Renewal, Regeneration, Rejuvenation, Emergence, is all about the quality of Light that is available.
This is why I stoped using the word “energy” or “vibration” or “frequency.”
Instead I have this last year plus described the “Presence of Living Light.”
For example, the “Presence of Living Light of Love.” There excises an Over-Lighting essence that is a “Presence of Living Light of Love” the generates a large amount of Light that supports the Emergence of all forms of Life.
This “Presence of Living Light of Love” for the Tz’utujiil Maya is call “Maria Kastilyaan.”
We incarnate into this form of physical matter of Earth, to explore within this density of what it is to allow the unknown possibilities of “Living Light” to be explored within the physical matter of our Body. Within the physical matter of our Mind. Within the physical matter of our soul. Within the physical matter of all forms of Nature including Artifacts that are made and/or designed by humans.
So our ability to form co-partnership relationships becomes the weaving together within the subtle realms of Everything -Anything -EveryBeing within the Subtle Realms as is being weaved together within our subtle light nature of Humans and our part in all of Nature. This weaving together of this combined Living Light creates an Anwa.
This Anwa is what we generate within our cells, our biological systems and organs, within all forms of outer Nature as perceived within Earth and Sky.
As Human Beings emerge into physical matter of their body within the physical matter of the Earth, they generate usually 1% of their Living Light.
Subtle Beings generate at their base level 10% of their Living Light.
Different levels and positions of Subtle Beings generate more!
We are generators of Living Light as a Sun-Star system as part of the larger cosmos within all of Life Everywhere and within Everything.
We too contain our unique “Heart Behind” us!
We are a Gaian Being that is Human is based upon the quality of Living Light we generate!!!!!
So reflect on all of this throughout the upcoming week! As you open your Microbiome to be weaved with the Microbiome of the fifteen qualities of Nature we are exploring.
First look into the Mirror and see your five sensory self.
Invite your Body Elemental to connect to the Microbiome within the Heart Behind Soil.
Invite it to weave the Heart Behind Soil within your Microbiome within your entire body.
Invite it to weave this combined Heart Behind Soil of Nature – your Whole Body of Light, and weave this within your Visual System so you may look into the mirror and perceive your inner Self-Light of the unique unknown possibilities of who you truly are. Open to what you begin to perceive as the core of your inner felt sense of YOU!
Then add one more ingredient this week of asking your Body elementals to weave together with is foundation of Soil and emerge into a new foundation within you with the Heart Behind the Living Light of Water and weaves this within your ways to perceive YOU!
This week we will begin to explore your felt sense of knowingness the “Heart Behind” or the “Ruk'ux” the “Heart of” these fifteen qualities of Nature. Begin by inviting your unique Body Elemental that has been with you since your conception, to weave your Microbiome to the Microbiome within each of the fifteen qualities of the Microbiome with each form of Nature.
First invite your Body Elemental to weave together your Microbiome to each of the nine qualities of the Microbiome of the “Heart Behind Earth.” These nine qualities of the Heart Behind the Earth are:
“Heart Behind Soil”
“Heart Behind Water”
“Heart Behind Rock and Heart Behind Minerals”
“Heart Behind Air”
“Heart Behind Light”
“Heart Behind Plants”
“Heart Behind Animals”
“Heart Behind Artifacts”
“Heart Behind Humanity.”
invite the highest quality of Living Light of the MicroRNA behind each of these nine qualities within the “Heart Behind the Earth.” Allow yourself to sit in an inner quiet place of contemplation for a minute or so with each one of these nine qualities.
Then invite your Body Elemental to connect your Microbiome with each one of the six qualities of the Microbiome of the “Heart Behind the Sky.” These six qualities of the “Heart Behind the Sky are:
*Heart Behind Sun”
“Heart Behind Moon”
“Heart Behind Planets”
“Heart Behind the Milky Way”
“Heart Behind Stars”
“Heart Behind Blackness of the Universe.”
invite the highest quality of Living Light of the MicroRNA behind each of these six qualities within the “Heart Behind the Sky.” Allow yourself to sit in an inner quiet place of contemplation for a minute or so with each one of these six qualities.
Each day during this next week, take a few minutes to invite the “Great Weaver Yaxper” along with inviting your “Body Elemental” to weave the Microbiome of each of these fifteen qualities of Living Light through its MicroRNA into your Microbiome of your Subtle and your Physical Body’s.
Invite each of these fifteen qualities of the Microbiome to be weaved within your Microbiome for the Repair – Healing – Emergence. So your Resplendent Radiance of Living Light supports the innate immune system within each cell of your body. And then ask this Resplendent Radiance of Living Light to assist in the Repair – Healing – Emergence within the outer world around you.
As you are inviting these various qualities oif the “Heart Behind,” you are fulfilling your inner purpose of living life as a generator of your inner Light for personal and collective Repair – Healing - Emergence. Invite this Repair – Healing – Emergence through this generating of Living Light to flow through your Subtle and Physical Body’s to assist in the Repair – Healing - Emergence within your Mind – your Spirit - and the subtle and physical Environment around you.
Deepen into your inner awareness within your Heart Essence. Invite your Body Elemental and through your MicroRNA to weave within the Microbiome Behind the Wisdom of the Living Light of Love. Invite this to be weaved into the Microbiome of your body as it is being weaved within the fifteen primary elements of the Heart Behind the Earth and the Heart Behind the Sky.
Invite the Living Light Presence of the “Heart of Love” to flows from the “Heart Behind the Soil.” Invite this to be weaved within your Microbiome and invite this Light to awaken the Living Light of your innate immune system within the cells within your body.
Repeat this invitation with each one of the fifteen elements of the qualities of the “Living Light of Love” to flow through each one of these fifteen qualities into the cells within your body. Awakening your innate immune system into its unknown possibilities for Repair – Healing – Emergence. Relax into the feeling of this felt sense of this Living Light of Love flowing within within your body. Feel the felt sense of the Nature’s Inner Intelligence within each one of the fifteen Elements being weaved within your personal Nature’s Inner Intelligence.
The material below is a reminder for your Mind Intelligence to why you are developing your inner felt sense to Gaia’s Inner Intelligence within you as weaved within in the Flow of Interconnectivity to Gaia’s Inner Intelligence all around you. The foundations for living within the Flow for Repair, and the Flow for Healing, and the Flow of our Emergence occurs through our Nature’s Inner Intelligence is weaved within the Microbiome of Nature’s Inner Intelligence all around us.
This week we are going to explore the beginning journey into Forest Bathing through the short video clips I took at the Morton Arboretum- Illumination Exhibit of a new way to look at the trees along with their enhancement by the magnificent sounds of Symphony Woods.
Through my invitation into the “Heart Behind” the five sensory aspects of all forms of Nature in this exhibit, I invited the “Heart Behind” my inner nature to be weaved within the “Heart Behind” the Artifactual Objects around me. To be weaved within the “Heart Behind” the physical Nature below, above, and around me. To be weaved within the “Heart Behind” each person that we presently there, along with the “Heart Behind” all of the people that walked through this exhibit in this cycle and the past ten cycles before. To be weaved within the “Heart Behind” every object that was built and created with in this Nature. To be weaved within the “Heart Behind” all outer physical forms of Nature within the Earth and within the Sky for the template for the unknown possibilities to emerge into the physical world through and around me. The “Heart Behind Anything,” the “Heart Behind Everything,” the “Heart Behind Everybody” holds the Living Light Presence of the unknown possibilities of Wisdom to emerge within me and how that is awakened and transferred to anything, and everything and everyone in life around me throughout the planet earth.
Asking this “Heart Behind” I have described above to teach me, to awaken within me and to weave me into the flow of Interconnectivity within myself and within the “Heart Behind Everything” and the “Heart Behind Anything” I am in contact with. Both directly and indirectly through these experiences of the “Heart Behind the physical landscape of Nature” around me. To experience the “Heart Behind People” (strangers) around me. To experience the “Heart Behind the Lights” around me. To experience the “Hear Behind the Sounds” around me. To experience the “Heart Behind the Video Images” around me. To experience the “Heart Behind the Food” in the meal we shared together with the stranger around us. Together we are bringing together our experiences today at the Morton Arboretum. Weaving together the Microbiome from where the food was grown, harvested, transported, distributed, bought, prepared, and served, and cleaned up to becoming part of my Microbiome to who I am as a human being living within the Beauty of Gaia.
Experiencing the weaving together through the Microbiome of these experiences within the Microbiome within me. Through every system and organ and down through my innate Immune System within my cells. To empower the inner Light within my cells so that the “Heart Behind” what I was experiencing in these five hours will be weaved within me to allow my Repair and Healing to be greater then the Injury I am living within me when I entered todays experiences. Allowing the Regeneration, the Rejuvenation, and the Renewal of the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities to emerge within my own personal “Heart Behind Me.” Take time to reflect, invite, breath into, and hear, touch, taste the felt sense of what Biodiversity can be experienced.
This is another short review from previous blogs on “Meditations on Wisdom” to open to your uniqueness of who you truly are as a human being weaved within Gaian Life around you assisting you to emerge Living your life through the beauty of a “More Beautiful World!”
To Live Life through the Beauty of a “More Beautiful World” we have allowed the breakdown of the Four Myths our science and society has held defining our abilities in needing to live from our current relationship to life and to the narrow aspect of the medicine we have been taught. Today we have new research emerging in all areas of Science, establishing for ourself into a new and yet old ways of an inner Wisdom in perceiving ourself in a living co-partnership through our Art of Remembering. We are returning once again into the inner knowing of “Who we Truly are as a Human Being” fully weaved within the larger story of Living Life as part of the “Living Dream of Gaia.” These three core principles Zach outlines, not as a philosophy nor as a way to think about ourself. Rather, we are living within a co-partnership relationship to everything, and anything, and within everybody that exists within planet earth. Not just in our present time, but within the past. Through our past and present we then are weaved together in what creates our future of a “More Beautiful World that is waiting to Emerge.”
This living co-parternship relationship is alive with all things physically seen within our outer environment on our planet. This living co-partnership relationship within all things which are also alive within our subtle dimensions within our body and within the subtle dimensions within everything within our planet’s environment. This living co-parternship relationship is alive within all things physically seen and within the subtle unseen aspects of the earth, the seen and unseen aspects of the sky, and the seen and unseen aspects of beyond. We are living within the Living Light of the Heart of Everything. We are living within the Living Light of the the Heart of Anything. We are living within the Living Light within the Heart of Everybody.
Therefore the Living Light of our personality is weaved within these five living aspects of “Who we Are” as a Body, as a Mind, as a Spirit-Soul, as a human being who is both physical and subtle, living within an Environment that is both physically seen and unseen experiencing ourself as living within our subtle inner nature. Our personality is a Being who is becoming aware of our inner nature’s intelligence weaved within our living system as a Gaian Human Being weaved within a living system within the Heart of the inner intelligence within all of nature.
Our researched Science of today allows us to experience this as part of living inner nature of “Who We Are!” Therefore Zach’s three core tenets that emerge from his and other research facilities are becoming the foundational base for this Wisdom in Knowing as a Regenerative Medicine. We are a living part of this co-parternship relationship in the emergence of a reality where our Life and the life around us is both Regenerative and Sustainable.
I experience myself in everything I do and within everything I am aware of in my life as a living MIRACLE. Our ability to experience in everything that happens within life is always part of a core pattern for repairing and healing. HEALTH is always at the core foundation behind any and all breakdowns that occur within or without what I am experiencing physically, mentally, spiritually, and environmentally. The striving for HELATH is always alive within any and all of my suffering, within any and all of my forms of isolation, and within any and all of my stress and pain. The striving for HEALTH and Wholeness is at the “Heart Behind Everything” – the “Heart Behind Anything” – and the “Heart Behind Everybody.”
For all of Life is always coming apart in order to experience a unknown reweaving back together into a new unknown form and shape. This motivating Energy of Living Light is part of our inner nature intelligence always Emerging within the forming and shaping our inner KNOWING that the Living Light of the “Heart Behind Everything, the Heart Behind Anything, and the Heart Behind Everybody” is Love expressing itself as the Beauty we experience through this Transmutation. We are fully alive and living within the Living Light for Regeneration, within the Living Light for Rejuvenation, and within the Living Light for Renewal. For all of Life is Emerging in and through us to become a “Generator of Light in the expression of the unknown BEAUTY that is always emerging.”
Let’s review then why Zach Bush expresses that we need these three elements to express the Beauty that deserves to emerge through our quality of health.
“First is Biodiversity
You are not an isolated event but an ecosystem. Many different kinds of species inside your body far outnumber your human cells.
Lack of biodiversity undermines your ability to be who you are.
Enabling biodiversity within us, on the micro, mirrors our ability to create biodiversity outside of us, in the macro.
We can change the face of society in the midst of this extinction event if we can take this health journey from the micro to the macro.
Your microbiome is going to depend on the ability to touch as many different ecosystems as possible.”
”Second is Communication
Health asks us to be in constant communication across all cells and systems.
Intracellular connection is what determines whether a cell reproduces in a healthy way.
Our inherited genetics are plastic, capable of constant shift in adaptation and potential.
One gene can make hundreds of different proteins.
We need to release the fatalistic belief that disease is part of our destiny and pre-determined by our inherited genetics.
The environment around you is what determines the proteins made by the gene.”
“Third is Boundaries
The body has many tight junction systems within the gut, the lymphatic system and the vascular system.
These boundaries are essential to our health.
When the tight junctions fall apart, we overwhelm the immune system which can lead to auto-immune disease and disease in general.
The amount of toxins in our environment and food break apart our tight junctions.
Herbicides, biocides, alcohol, non-steroidal anti-inflammatories like Aspirin or Ibuprofen, as well as compounds like Miralax break down the body’s boundary systems which leads to disease.
Your well-being (including your mood) is influenced by your interaction with the microbiome at the gut lining.
We can rebuild these boundary events so that you remember who you are.”
As you explore your new ToolBox, this journey will allow you to shift yourFour False Beliefs a Society Holds into a new set of Beliefs that allows you the felt sense of knowing the ways to Live your Life from the flow of Interconnectivity weaved within the Microbiome of the Heart Behind everything Gaia dreams is possible.
The Four False Myths of Society, and specifically the role of Epigenetics through the material from Bruce Lipton.
In Bruce Lipton video “Four False Beliefs that Society is Built Upon,” especially this area of the video - (4:18-13:05) supports why we have create a medicine and a health provider system along with a psychological and spiritual culture that reinforces us into living a life that crates and supports our separation, our isolation, and a mentality to conquer and destroy everything and anything we believe we do not want. These systems are responsible for the reduction and a lowering of our energy field’s vibrational quality of Light. In a Indigenous Way of Living Life, these four myths were not at their heart of the way they experienced living life around them. In their ways of knowing, these four beliefs did not even exist. However, since the time of the Conquest and eventual destruction of an Indigenous Way of Life, most if not all, Indigenous cultures have also experienced a separation and a disconnection from their “Light of the Heart” flowing as an interconnectivity between and within the flow of living light within the heart behind all things.
4:18 - 5:17 overview of the Four False Myths
This is an audio only link to the overview of the four Falso Myths:
https://www.dropbox.com/s/3tsj50y2xkqqnnu/OverView%20of%20Four%20False%20Myths.m4a?dl=0
5:18 - 6:59 False Myth #1
This is an audio only link to the overview of False Myth #1:
https://www.dropbox.com/s/ksg1g5k1wj1d8yv/False%20Belief%20%231.m4a?dl=0
False Belief #1 that there is a separation between the Realm of Physical Matter and the Realm of Energy-Light. As human being we have identified our self in this separation and our success in life is based upon the accumulation of power over the physical world, which includes other human beings. This belief creates separation, feelings of living apart from one another and living apart from all of Nature. This can only creates a reduction and a lowering of one’s energetic vibrational field resonance state of Light.
In an Indigenous Way of Living Life there is no separation between the realm of physical matter and the realm of Light living within the realm of the subtle energy. All physical matter is alive with a living flow of light. This is why we are always petitioning the subtle realms of Light to weave my heart light to the heart light behind everything and the heart light behind anything into a flow of Interconnectivity of Light bewteen Everything and Anything!
7:00-8:46 False Belief #2:
This is an audio only link to the overview of False Myth #2:
https://www.dropbox.com/s/v8b7qv0waavd3gy/False%20Belief%20%232.m4a?dl=0
False Belief #2 around Genetic Determinism-Genes Controls our Biology. We becomes victims to our genetic heredity. The feelings of having no say or input into what is occurring within my genetics, creates a reduction and a lowering of vibrational energy of light.
Today the new science of Epigenetics, that our consciousness and our response to our environment is what controls our genetics. In the ways I perceive my environment around me either from a stressful and threatening way or from a supportive and an integrative way. Either way effects the quality of communication that occurs within my genetic activity. Therefore, my Environment is always enhancing genetic communication, or decreasing and hindering my genetic communication. This comes from the physical activity of others, to the toxicity in our food and land supply systems. Including the side effects within our medicine. This and so much more can separate and decrease the quality of my genetic communication, therefore reducing the tight junctions around my organs and cells. Lowering and destroying the quality of Light that is needed for Repair and Healing. Also, the ways I perceive and choose the actions I take and communicate in how I perceive my actions and the environment around me, all effect the quality of Light for Repair and Healing.
This is all under the control of my Mind and how it perceives the world around me. As the new science is assisting us today in realizing how my Mind is in control on both what I perceive of my environment around me is ally only 5% accurate most of the time. My subconscious mind is in control of how I perceive my environment around me 95% of the time.
The meaning of subconscious is where my history of my experiences and what I have been exposed to or taught is what automatically controls the quality of my emotional response. When I express my self in the ways of emotional reactivity to the world within and around me. My subconscious mind is being influenced by negativity of my experiences of separations and limitations. This guides me in the quality of my emotional responses to my self and others.
When my emotional response is guided by my subconscious mind through the Light of the Wisdoms, this is guided by either my direct experiences within my life or what I have observed and been taught through living life around me. A simple way to measure my subconscious mind control within me, I ask myself each day, “what percent of my time did I have emotional reactivity in creating feelings of separation, isolation, or how was I communicating the need to control, or felt out of control within my life today?”
Any and all emotional reactivity is under the control of my subconscious mind wounded state. Any and all emotional expression through the Light of the Wisdoms is under could also be influence through my subconscious mind. Therefore experiencing an influence of my communication within my genes, and either decreasing or increasing the building and repair of Light for repair and healing.
The equations to ask my self each day: “Today did I increased my experience within the quality of my Light and my expression of my life for how many hours within the realms of the Light of the Wisdoms.
In an Indigenous Way of Living Life there is no separation between my realm of physical matter and my realm of Light living within the subtle energies of Light. Besides no separation, I am also always being re-weaved back into my unknown new form and new shape of Light of the unknown possibilities that can exist for me. This weaving together of this Light of the Heart Behind Everything is what influences my genetic heredity and opens me to my unknown possibilities of my Epigenetics. This is why in all ritual activity of the Tz’utujiil Maya, the first levels of communications is the petitioning for this weaving together back into the Heart behind Everything in life both inner and outer to the Light of the Unknown Possibilities.
8:47 - 10:55 False Belief #3:
This is an audio only link to the overview of False Myth #3:
https://www.dropbox.com/s/yc2qvyreqnfbhw2/False%20Belief%20%233.m4a?dl=0
False Belief #3 Evolution is driven by Random Mutations. In our separation and in our isolation, randomness is the driving force behind my outer behaviors. The new science teacher us that Evolution is driven my Adaption. Life is driven my “Purposeful Change” to naturally adapt to my inner and my outer environment.
If my inner environment, my subconscious mind, is influenced by my wounded experiences, I will naturally adapt all my outer perceptions and expressions in a wounded, separated, isolated way of living my life. If my inner environment, my subconscious mind, is influenced by my experiences within the Light of the Wisdoms, I will naturally adapt all my outer perceptions and expressions in an expression of unknown possibilities, where co-partnership and co-operation becomes the foundation in the ways of living my life.
When my outer environment is filled with levels of toxicity, and pollutions, this creates an environment of separation and isolation. My Epigenetics will naturally adapt to living in an inner environment of separation, isolation, and hopelessness which guides my way to perceive and communicate about people and events around me in a similar way. When my outer environment is filled with levels of Light and the Light of Wholeness and Flow of Light of Interconnectivity, this creates an environment that is weaved together by the Light of the Unknown Possibilities. My Epigenetics will naturally adapt to living in an inner environment of perceptions and communications about the people and events around me in a similar way.
In an Indigenous Way of Living Life since there is no separation between my realm of physical matter and my realm of Light living within the subtle energies of Light. Besides living within the Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity, and it is natural for me to be always re-weaved back into my unknown new form and new shape of Light of the unknown possibilities. This weaving together of this Light of the Heart Behind Everything is what influences my genetic heredity to being open to my unknown possibilities of my Epigenetics. My adaptability to this flow of Light is my natural state.
This is why in all ritual activity of the Tz’utujiil Maya, after we have petitioned for this weaving together back into the Heart behind Everything in life both inner and outer to the Light of the Unknown Possibilities. We focus up open the known and unknown areas both within our body and to the outer world around that is separated, so we can adapt instead to the unknown possibilities of Light behind those areas and events in our life that have become separated and isolated.
10:56 - 13:04 False Belief #4:
This is an audio only link to the overview of False Myth #4:
https://www.dropbox.com/s/8uitfs6byq55bf6/False%20Belief%20%234.m4a?dl=0
False Belief #4 Evolution is drive by competition and conquering, and destroying in order to have power over one another and power over our environment and anything and everything that exists around us. To win, to conquer I now have created a competition for survival. Since there will never be enough for all of us, I can justify my motivations for power over, for survival, for competition, to hoard anything and everything to prove I have power to survive.
Evolution is naturally based upon cooperation between everything and anything. The Light of the Unknown Possibilities and the Light of the Unknown Potential behind all of life is waiting to emerge and be expressed at the heart of who we are in Living Life. All of Nature is built upon cooperation and all Nature is based upon Unity. Everything and Anything that exist in the outer physical world is here to live life in the Flow of the Light of Interconnectivity created a Wholeness and Harmony within everything.
This is why in all ritual activity of the Tz’utujiil Maya, after we have petitioned for this weaving together back into the Heart behind Everything in life both inner and outer to the Light of the Unknown Possibilities. We focus up open the known and unknown areas both within our body and to the outer world around that is separated. Now we can adapt instead to the unknown possibilities of Light behind those areas and events in our life that have become separated and isolated.
We petition then all of the supportive forces of the Light of the Unknown Possibilities to gather and to be weaved within our heart of the unique Fire of the Light of who we are. So that what stands in the way from this Light of the Unknown Possibilities to emerge will be transmuted and this new form and this new shape of the Light of the Unknown can emerge. We ask that our brain can both be swept away and cleared of our old and known ways of living life. That news areas of our brain can emerge that will support us in Living Life through wholeness and harmony and interconnectivity within our life and the life around us.
This always begins by dropping our inner awareness into the Light of our inner First Fire within our inner Heart awareness. Asking to experience this weaving together of our core Light within our supportive Regenerative energies. The Light of our personal First Fire to be weaved together with our spirit or soul. The Light of our personal First Fire to be weaved together with our inner subtle energies. Feel these three parts of Light weaved together into a living emerging Light of the uniqueness of your Core Light.
Ask this Core Light to be weaved together with the Light Behind the Heart of Earth. Ask this to be weaved together with the Light Behind the Heart of Sky. Asking this to be weaved together with the Light Behind the Heart of Humanity. Ask your new emerging unique Light of your personal First Fire, that is a weaved light of the Heart behind each of these five parts.
Ask this to be your generating Light. Experience yourself as a generating Light being made available for any person, any collective group, any event, any situation, where the guiding Over-Light of these groups can use it to offer its members to find their unique Light of their First Fire. Trust the Over-Lighting energies to assist their members to be given the opportunity to choose an alternative form of communication and action based upon the Light of our inner True Gain Human Nature. As a generating Light, we are adding in this moment a shift from the reactive, challenging, dualistic, judgmental, bullying, threatening energies of its members to be able to experience the inherent seeded Wisdom at the core Light that is held within the heart of all Human Beings to be activated. Assist me, assist us, your Living Light of the Nawals to Birth Wisdom within me and my unique Light. To Birth Wisdom within us. To Birth Wisdom within all of Humanity.
As you explore these four false beliefs along with the chart of these 12 areas of life where we are taught to believe that we have no real influence over any of these areas. The beauty and the empowering ways through Epigenetics shows us that we have so much influence in the quality of our inner cellular and genetic communications through all forms of medicine, psychology, spirituality, and everything and anything within all of our Nature around us. This is hard researched science over the last forty years! Why do we keep on choosing to live within the dark ages of our subconscious mind?
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