Day 18 - Nawal Q’aniil - Meditations on Wisdom
“Meditation on Wisdom” for today Day 18 Saturday 12 March 2022 Nawal Q’aniil Cycle 2-5
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Reflections of a living Tz’utujiil Maya Nab’eysiil
We are completing the last few days within the journey of Cycle One of the Thirteen Cycles of the Living Light Behind the first of Twenty Days within the Lunar Calendar of 260 Days. This Lunar Calendar of the Maya, was established with the Ancient Ones at the beginning of this cycle of Emergence (Creation) dating back to 3114 BC. Or 5,125 years ago competing this last Cycle of Time in 2012.
For both the Ancient and Modern Maya, this Lunar Calendar, which was experienced as their Sacred Calendar, because it represents the manifestation of a new creation or birth every 260 solar days. This form of manifestation also includes the process of healing within all humans. Healing of the physical body, the healing of our minds and thoughts through releasing the hold of our subconscious mind ways of perceiving our life through its limitations, separations, or various forms of wounded experiences either individually or collectively.
In this Cycle One of twenty days, we have been introduced to each of the Living Lights of the Twenty Daily Nawals and the various supported Presence of Living Light of the Wsidoms. Each one of these thirteen cycles of twenty days, holds it’s one unique intentions and a specific meaning or purpose in assisting us to transmute any and all forms of sufferings, challenges, limitations, so we may emerge into Living Life through our unique Living Light of First Fire. Through this Living Light behind our First Fire allows us to perceive our unique ways we add our Living Light to the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities that Gaia, the living Earth, holds for all things that exist in the world both subtle and physical.
Each one of the Thirteen numbers within this cycle is also a Living Light of Presence that is the container for us to be weaved within the intention of its particular cycle. Each thirteen cycles within this 260 day cycle gives us our unique map for Renewal or Healing to emerge as a human being. From the healing of our physical body, to the ways we throwing, feel, and perceive life around us, to the healing within our relationship to the Natural world around us. As human being we follow the cycle of 260 solar days for the Emergence of who we are may participate in the Flow of the Living Light of Interconnectivity within and outside of our self.
I would like for you today to review my last writings and video on the Living Light Presence of Water. The flow of the Living Light of Water within us and outside of us. Hopefully this material may take on a deeper and broader meaning after the various forms of life experiences you have been engaged in over these last twenty day of Living Life. The ways we perceived Living Life twenty days ago had one focus, and today in the on-going changing events of the world and Humanity’s responses to it, today has a different meaning. Todays Living Light of Nawal Q’aniil, holds an important container for us in walking through the experiences of Living Life in the world around us.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.” “You the Living Light of Nawal Q’aniil, teach me, show me, how to choose the Light of the Wisdoms. Regardless of how convincing the focus of my subconscious mind is on what cannot happen, your Living Light Nawal Q’aniil, weaves me with the Living Light of Courage, and shift my perceptions so I may be birth into the Light of the Living Wisdoms.
Explore with me today how the various Forces of Light from the subtle realms, including the Light of the Unknown Possibilities can emerge and transform the physical matter within the current conditions of our body into exploring the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities. When chronic or acute diseases, or chronic or acute pain, to short or long term physical challenges and limitations are present, even the process of aging, there is always a reduction and lowering of our magnetic field resonance state of Light-Energy within our body. Regardless of the source of the challenges, including pain or the inflammation within our body, I am always engaging within the Living Light Behind the Indigenous Ways of Living Life, simultaneously when needed, traditional forms of Medicine.
Regardless of how strong my subconscious mind is screaming at me to what I am currently engaged in, I have leaned to honor and bless this outer struggle of my body. When I choose to engage into the full struggle with my subconscious mind, this only reinforces further my limitations, sufferings, and feeling the hopelessness of my current wounded situations. Being able to honor and bless this current body struggle opens the door to the Living Light of the Wisdoms to be made available for me.
As I simultaneously open to experience the Light of the Wisdoms, my initial focus is on the Living Light of Love for my whole body first. Reflecting upon all the areas of my body that are in the flow of the interconnectivity of Light. This then includes reflecting on the regenerative nature of support that is always available to me in being weaved within my subtle body of Light that exists behind the struggling body parts.
This allows the Light of the Unknown Possibilities of the body as a whole, and especially these areas of the body that are being challenged, to begin experiencing an increase of Light. This allows the Light of Renewal, the Light of Regeneration, the Light of Rejuvenation, and the Light of the Emergence of my body to be awakened in the assisting of the Light of the unknown potential for repair and the Light of the unknown potential for Healing. Every cell holds a “Creative Force of Light” (the Light of the unknown possibilities is held within every cell). This creative force of Light is what engages the cells “Drive For Life into the Flow of Light for the Interconnectivity.”
Cancer cells are in a highly damaged traumatic state, loosing its repair capabilities, creating more and more isolating cancer cells. Still at its core, this cancer cells still holds this creative force for its drive for life. However, the cancer cell engages in this inherent same creative force drive for life, but not for repair or healing. Instead the cancer cell duplicates itself to create more traumatic damages and this becomes the dominant force within our body increase of cancer.
Chronic disease emerges at the point of this failed energy production. Chronic disease is never attacking us. Disease never attacks a healthy human cell. Rather there always is a reduction and lowering of the Light of our magnetic fields resonance state of Energy. Repair and healing is natural and always occurring from a increased Light state of resonance that is always available within us.
Research is showing us how Memory is Stored in Water! The fluidity of the water stored within our body. Emoto on the focusing on Love and other forms of Wisdoms changes the crystal structure of contaminated water into healthy water and also how healthy water through negative feelings creates contaminated water.
The Living Light of Love, as in all human emotions that we have within us can also be measured upon its effect on the Light production or the Light reduction within Plants. The Light of the Wisdoms beginning with the Light feeling of Love increases the Quality of Light within plants, as in and any and all forms of Nature. The human emotions of fear, guilt, anger, chaos, reactivity reduces the quality of Light within plants and in any and all forms of Nature.
Everything I do in my outer verbal and non-verbal inner energy work with myself and with others since the late 1980’s is to change the quality of Light Vibration within the water-the fluidity that flows within my body and the body of others. Along with establishing the interconnectivity between the Light held within the water sources outside of us being weaved in a living supportive way to the Light within the water (fluidity) within us.
This new research into water and its stored memories will fill in the gaps to understanding how the stored memories of our subconscious mind, can be altered with the vibrations of the Light of the Wisdoms and other forms of Light within our subtle energy body and the Subtle Forces of Light around us. This material is no longer new age or metaphysical. It is both at the Heart of our Indigenous Ways and at the Heart Behind our current scientific research too.
Notes:
Water is the most important thing for cellular health. 2:40
The electrical charge potential from the mitochondria 5:10
The crystalline structure of water 6:20
Your dowsing within the water structure in the body 7:58
Memory is all in the Water 8:27
Stanford Group ten years ago 9:15 reproduce a conversation in a room through a opens bag of chips that was in the room (all thoughts and emotions and feelings are held within everything and anything around us!)
Vibration effects structure 9:50
We are now capable of loosing judgement, fear, guilt 10:13
Creating a gap between loosing judgement, fear, guilt and stripping the water within us of this negativity into just frees ourself of the negativity but also frees ourself from this negativity reducing and separating the Light within our body 10:47
To hold more Light energy within the human cell then ever before in history 11:30
Water is remembering the original mass of the vibration of Light held within the Universe (the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity) between the physical world and the quantum world 13:27
Health always emerges from within through the remembering of your original structure (the Regenerative Light of the Soul and the Regenerative Light of your Subtle Energy Body) 14:11
Astrology works through the positioning of the stars, plants, sun, moon position to the place of our birth in the position of our planet is setting our water structure into a specific vibration to the vibration of (the Light of the Unseen Possibilities) we are always re-tuning the inner water structure 14:38
As Emoto has shown over the years of his research how our emotions and thoughts effectively changes the crystalline structure of outer water from contamination to non-contamination and back again. What Zac and other researchers are also showing how this changes the vibrational quality of Light held within our inner water and its effects on the direction of cellular growth and the growth of the unseen possibilities held within and around our physical body.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.” “You the Living Light of Nawal Q’aniil, weave me with the Living Light of Courage so I may explore and experience for myself this emerging new co-partnership relationship in allowing my inner Remembering (the Regenerative Light within me) to assist my Emergence into the Living Light of my unique Unknown Possibilities held within my First Fire.”
Over the next several days I will share several areas and time frames within my life where this Remembering-Regenerative Living Light altered my physical body in both repair and healing. And the inner focus I hold within me in all of my verbal and non-verbal energy explorations I engage with in both my outer work, in my personal life relationships, and in Living Life in the outer world.
As a Nab’eysiil, my position as the holder of the Light (Bundle) of all of Nature. The rituals I engage within, as the rituals that are engaged within my community, is all about restoring the Remembering-Regenerative Living Light. The Road of Renewal is all about restoring the Remembering-Regenerative Living Light into the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities weaving together the Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity Behind the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything and the Living Light of the Heart Behind Anything. The restoring of the Remembering-Regenerative Living Light both within us and and between us and in how we approach Living Life around us.
Blessings and Love Conrad
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Memories are Stored Within Water. 15:35
Birthing Wisdom in the World (Woman of the Wisdom Tree painting by Ilene Satala)
This painting was inspired by the deep energies of the ancient past and its reflection upon the Divine as feminine in nature. The people of the earth 50,000 years ago, and up through time, saw the Spirit of Nature as a Great Mother. She was the all-pervading force of the earth and the cosmos. She birthed the world and all of its animals and plants, making humanity the stewards of Her kingdom.
Nature was imbued with Her powers, so Her presence was felt in sacred locations and aspects of nature. Thus all was alive with Her essence. One could communicate with Her spirit through sacred nature. Water, rocks, mountains, plants, and the earth itself were Her oracles. Everything became a repository of Her energy; energy that could be found in concentrated areas, making them holy. Like a treasure chest, the right person could open these objects in nature and learn Her secrets.
Trees were part of this network of Holy Wisdom. People like you or me could congregate in sacred groves of trees to sit and learn what Nature herself had to teach. There are many stories of the Oracles of Trees, and the idea of the Tree of Knowledge grew out of these very old traditions. This idea stirred a creative spark in me to paint a painting that addressed this concept.
I think we can open to the gifts of nature and let these gifts grow in us as wisdom. The wisdom of the ancient ideas is as fresh today as in the past. We are the stewards of Nature herself and we can learn from her and let her each us to heal the Earth and in turn heal ourselves.
The tree becomes a symbol of growing up towards knowledge. Mother Natures body is the hills and mountains of Earth. Her body is covered in images from the distant past when we new who she was and how valuable our environment was. Her heart has a single bloom open and lighted with an invitation to feel compassion.
Ever growing and evergreen she looks to us to preserve her life and meaning.
Practical Wisdom of Nawal Q’aniil
Today I give you the opportunity to develop a relationship with the Living Nawal Presence of Light, Nawal Q’aniil. This Being of Light-Nawal Q’aniil is like an angelic being. Through its energy, and through its form and shape, this Being of Light-Nawal Q’aniil weaves together this specific Light of Birthing Wisdom into the World through the Heart of Everything.
Nawal Q’aniil gives Birth to all forms of Wisdom flowing through Nature. Whatever is created into physical form that can only exist because it emerges as part of the Presence of Light that flows from the Dream of Gaia.
Please stay open to to this next awareness. Humanity is an integral part of Nature, not a separate part of Nature. We exist in parallel ways just like all things that grow and create new life in its various forms. From an ancient Mayan indigenous perspective, humans are depicted in its physical human form. Humans are depicted as a Tree of Life. Humans are depicted as a Corn Plant. Humans are depicted as animals. Humans are depicted as parts of the various organic forms of the Earth. We see this depicted in stone and wooden carving. We see this depicted in various forms of paintings. We see this depicted in the hieroglyphics. We see this depicted in the names that are especially given to humans that depict its relationship to all the various forms of Nature. We see this depicted in the names given to humans based upon their unique creative activities they perform. We see this depicted in the various objects that humans adorn.
Indigenous cultures see the flow of interconnectivity and wholeness between anything and everything that emerges in life. It is why Indigenous cultures have no concept or name for the word religion. What we describe as a religion, their description for this emerges in their livingness of Wisdom described as “Living Life.” Whatever we perceive, whatever we encounter, whatever we create, everything is connected to and flows form the Presence of Light of the Divine Maker-the One Creator of Everything and Anything. This is what we do in “Living Life.” We contribute our unique Presence of Light behind Everything and Anything we perceive and behind every encounter in our living life. This includes allowing our unique Presence of Light to be present behind each thought, feeling, and action we take inwardly and outwardly in life.
It is why when we encounter fear, anger, or other emotions that create separation, we bless and honor these feelings or these thoughts as our immediate reality. Through these Blessings, returns us to our heart center (our connection to the Heart Behind Everything and Heart Behind Anything) and a neutral state of activity instead of reactivity. As we experience our unique Presence of Light being weaved with this connecting Presence of Light from the Dream of Gaia we emerge into our unique form and shape of a human that is fully engaged within Living Life!
This combined Presence of Light flows into and through the heart of ourself, so what we initially felt and experienced as our initial thoughts, feelings, and actions that were not part of our quiet state of inner calmness. As we allowed this to be weaved within our Heart Behind Everything, allows our subtle energy body to emanate this Light Presence to the world around us. This allows us to experience the inner calmness first within our body and eventually within our Mind. We therefore our always contributing to the flow of interconnectivity and wholeness in creating a quality and vitality to the living inner and outer “Forest” we are engaged within.
Nawal Q’aniil is the keeper of this living environment of Light to birth the Heart Behind Everything. Through its energy, through its form and shape, flows the Presence of Light to birth the vitality and the qualities available to us through the Wisdoms of the unknown possibilities. The flow of this Birthing Presence of Light, Nawal Q’aniil, awakens the unknown potential that will always be available for all of humanity and expressed throughout the various forms of life from the Soul of Gaia. This Presence of Light is available throughout all of time. From behind everything that has been birthed in the past. It is behind everything that is birthed in the Present. It is behind everything that will be birthed in the future.
For years I experienced myself throughout numerous ancient Mayan sites while standing in front of carved stone statue, where the leader was depicted in the carving as the Tree of Life or the Corn Plant. Suddenly I emerged into this carving and was shown how ever word I was inwardly thinking, and whatever words I was outwardly speaking where alive and giving birth to a living breathing from of creation. Similar to the twigs and branches and limbs growing from a tree. Human thoughts, human words, human feelings, and human actions all create a living forest of tree’s and other vegetative forms of growth, similar to that of Nature.
When my creations regardless from an inner and/or outer expressions was of Fear, Anger, Blame, Shame, Guilt, Judgements, Questioning, Debating, Bullying, and where every action I was engaged in, the forest I was creating was weak, sickly, sparse of life and vitality.
When my inner and outer expressions was of Hope, Joy, Love, Compassion, Nurturing, Kindness behind the actions I was engaged in, the Forest I was creating was lush, strong, green, and emanated a living vitality of life.
This same vision was repeated again and again over the years, but this image was not limited to just the birthing of plants. I was also shown the birthing through animals, or the birthing through organic forms of nature. One form of perceptions gave birth to plants, and animals, and nature that was hostile, threatening and plain scary. Other forms of my focus gave birth to plants, and animals, and nature in creating a living energy of cooperation and in harmony with all things.
With time I finally got it! I was constantly birthing life 24/7 behind everything and anything I was engaged in. The potential of the unknown possibilities and the unknown potentials of living life was up to me to decide the quality and the vitality of Light I was generating through me. I was co-partnered as the feminine creator giving the form and shape and quality and vitality to what I was giving birth through based upon the inner focus I brought to every action I participated within myself, and within everything and with everyone around me in living life. At a later point in time, Ilene created the painting “Woman of the Wisdom Tree” that depicted in visual form what exists as our unknown potential that we waits inside of us to Birth the unknown potential of the vitality of life around us.
This awareness emerged as the living nature of my Indigenous heritage. I began to experience that maybe this Indigenous awareness was humanities true purpose. To fully participate in one’s Life’s Purpose is by participating and creating life through this generating Light of the vitality and qualities of the essence of these various forms of the Presence of Light of the Wisdoms behind whatever we are engaged in. Our purpose as a human is not what we do. Our purpose as a human is allowing the feminine aspect of ours self in giving birth to this Presence of Light. Through this energy of vitality and as the co-creator of these qualities of Wisdom, we choose to express our true Nature behind everything and anything we are engaged within every aspect of Life.
Hence I live life contributing to the livingness of life around me through this vitality and the qualities Light that nurtures this growth of my inner and outer Forest. The struggles was have with our forests and all forms of nature are only the representation of the struggles we have with what we are engaged in within ourself. This is the richness of the soil we bring as our inner growth to life around us.
This is why the subtle realms forces spend more energy and time not dealing with and cleaning up and transmuting the outer pollution and toxicity in our environment. In stead more time in the subtle realms is focused upon dealing with the pollutions and the toxicity that is created by our minds focus both inwardly and outwardly in what we emanate as our lack of vitality that we contribute to the life within and around us. This is what creates the feelings of being alone and the feelings of separateness we experience in living life.
The Light of Joy give form and shape in birthing an environment supported by Nawal Q’aniil. This gives us the opportunity to enter the unknown. Through the Living Presence of Light of Nawal Q’aniil, in co-partnership with the Light of Joy, supports us through any and all challenges, suffering, or disasters we are encountering.
Regardless of the form of Wisdom that is available to us, it is the ultimate authority behind all things. Wisdom is available behind all forms of leadership from the individual level, to that leadership behind our family, and the leadership behind anything and everything that emerges into the manifestation and grows into a new physical form.
Through the Light of Nawal Q’aniil, gives us the opportunity to birth our true purpose in life. For we are ultimately a living container that allows our unique Light of Wisdom to flow from within us into every action and into every experience we participate as a living co-partner in life.
Daily Reflections on Nawal Q’aniil
Ask Nawal Q’aniil to weave the Birthing energies of Light through me into every past of my awareness. Birth and Weave me into my courage. Birth and Weave me into your Light of the Wisdom for the Unknown Possibilities to emerge. Birth and Weave me to the Purpose behind my life, so I may participate, create, communicate today through the Unknown Possibilities behind Everything and behind Anything that is challenging in my awareness within every part of my life. Nawal Q’aniil, assist me not to settle within my duality, not to settle me into my separateness, not to settle me into my limitedness behind any and all of my emotional, mental, physical, or spiritual awareness.
I ask Nawal Q’aniil, birth the Emergence of this Presence of Light (my unique Fire of Light weaved with the Light of the Heart of the Dream of Gaia) behind any and all of my current perceptions and actions. Behind and and all of my perceptions and actions of my past. Behind any and all of my perceptions and actions of my Future.
Todays Emotions:
-replace fear with the birthing of the Wisdom of Light through unknown Love
-replace despair with the birthing of the Wisdom of Light through unknown Hope
-replace distress with the birthing of the Wisdom of Light through unknown Joy
-replace anger with the birthing of the Wisdom of Light through unknown Compassion
-Ask Nawal Q’aniil birth me into the flow of the interconnectivity of the Light to live from my Unknown Awareness through Courage - Fearlessness - Safety - Protection - Strength – inner Calm of Body – inner Calm of Mind
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