Day 18 - Nawal Q’aniil - Meditations on Wisdom
“Meditation on Wisdom” for today Day 18 Friday 1 April 2022 Nawal Q’aniil the Second Cycle of the Lunar Calendar 3-12
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Road of Renewal: Restoring the Remembering of the Regenerative Living Light for World Renewal
As a Nab’eysiil, my position as the holder of the Light of the Martin Bundle of all of Nature and the holder of the Light of the Martin bundle of Humanity. These rituals that I am engaged within my community, is all about restoring the Remembering of the Regenerative Living Light for World Renewal. The Road of Renewal is all about restoring the Remembering of this Regenerative Living Light that emerges from the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities weaving together the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity Behind this Living Light emerges into the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything and the Living Light of the Heart Behind Anything. The restoring of the Remembering of the Regenerative Living Light both within us and between us supports us on the ways we approach Road of Living Life.
Starting on Friday 8 April through Sunday 17 April 2022, for these Ten Days within this Third Lunar Cycle, I will be offering a unique perspective into the Tz’utujiil Maya Rituals for World Renewal – “Mystical deeper inner way of perceiving the reality behind the Rituals of Renewal through the Living Light of the Wisdoms.” Never in modern times has this Mystical Inner Perspective of the deeper inner meanings have been brought forward in written form. My dreams and inner visions of these months in writing these Reflections of a Living Nab’eysiil has created the foundation for these writings to emerge and be shared. I was given inner permission not to travel to my community in participating directly in person in this years Rituals of Renewal. Instead, I will organize, write, and share this beginning materials in which I have been verbally engaged with over these last years as a Nab’eysiil. I am excited to co-participate in giving birth to this foundational materials for the “Tz’utujiil Maya Rituals for World Renewal – Mystical deeper inner way of perceiving the reality behind the Rituals of Renewal through the Living Light of the Wisdoms.”
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
Please each day read through this list of Intentions. Open to know that you are DESERVING of approaching yourself each day and throughout your day with Self-Compassion flowing through and supporting you:
“I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through my new Cords of Interconnectivity and within the flow of my blood.”
“I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through my Brain and my Nervous System.”
“I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to be weaved with the Living Light of Joy to flow through my Spinal Column and all my related systems and organs and all of my connective tissues and joints.”
“I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through my re-centered world where I and the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything is weaved together as One.”
“I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through and be weaved together where the Living Light of the Flow of my Interconnectivity supports Living Life as one system of Wholeness.”
“I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through my unique Light of First Fire that flows through my Heart of First Light of the New Dawning, that always emerges through any form of darkness I may be holding.”
“I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through and soften the heart of any and all of my various parts of myself that emerge within me. Allowing the Living Light of Self-Compassions to transmute my choices in perceiving myself or perceiving others that support perceptions and action creating judgements, fears, blame, shame, guilt, or any and all forms of dualities.”
“I ask the living light of Self-Compassion to flow through me so that I may explore my relationship with the Living Light of Courage to dissolve and untangle any and all of my dualities, my judgements, and my fears that keep me separated from my Living Light of my Unknown Possibilities.”
“I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through me and transmute my voice of suffering. Transmute my voice of aging. Transmute my voice of dualities. Transmute my voice of dualities. Transmute my voice of separation. Transmute my voice of competition. Transmute my voice of judgements.”
“I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through me so that I may now live my life as a True Human Being-as my inner Gaian Nature.”
“I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through all of the fluid substances within my brain and within my body. Whenever I drink water or perceive of the various forms of water around me, I ask for the Living Light of Love and the Living Light of Compassion to bring more light to the Over-Lighting Spirits of Water for the work they do in transmuting the toxicity within all forms of water back into its natural state of Living Light. Both the toxicity that comes from the outer environment. Also the toxicity that comes from human emotions and thinking. May all water both inside of me and outside me be weaved within the Flow of the Living Light of Interconnectivity and Wholeness and express my Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities for Compassion and Love. “
“I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through and sweep away the hold my subconscious mind has on my awareness for my body restorative nature to emerge. Blow away the hold my subconscious mind has on my awareness for my body restorative nature to emerge.”
“I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through and be weaved within the Living Light of Nawal Aq’abal for the second phase of the Journey for Transmutation. Weave together the Light behind the four living separate Presences of Light for my emergence of my restored physical body. Weave together the “Light of Renewal,” the “Light of Regeneration,” the “Light of Rejuvenation,” and the Light of Emergence with the weaving together with the Living Light of Self-Compassion.”
“I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through my outer net of my life. Transmute all of my reactive personal emotions, perceptions, and thoughts that I formed by the challenges of my life.”
“Flow through my outer net of Life, transmuting all of my challenges and reactivity that I have been directly experiencing.”
“Flow through my outer net that holds all of my challenges and my reactivity from the collective patterns around me.”
“Flow through all of my forms of challenges and reactivity that I and my subconscious mind have created that is entangling and separating me from my flow of my Living Light of the Wisdom Energy that is available to me from my unique inner web of Living Light of my Unknown Possibilities.”
“I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through me and establish through your weaving, allow me to emerge into the Flow of Living Light of Interconnectivity.”
“Weave me within your Self-Compassion into the Interconnectivity that flows from the Heart of the Land. Weave me within the Interconnectivity that flows from the Heart of the Sky. Weave me within the Interconnectivity that flows from the Heart behind all forms of Nature. Weave me within the Interconnectivity that flows from the Heart behind Humanity. Weave me within the Interconnectivity that flows for the Heart behind anything and everything that emerges from the Heart of Gaia.”
“Your weaving, allows me to perceive and communicate and generate my unique Living Light of the Wisdoms.”
“This Living Light of Wisdoms is more empowering then any energy behind the non-compassionate connections I have from my subconscious mind around my illness, my suffering, my challenges, my living within this Pandemic, or my living within this awareness of the Invasion.”
“Regardless of the depth and breath of separation and/or isolation I am living, your Living Light of Compassion supports my emerging web of interconnectivity weaving within me into my unique Living Light of my Unknown Possibilities.”
“I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through me and weave me with the Living Light of Nawal Kamik, so that the doorway or portal is open for all of time.”
“The Living Light of Self-Compassion is always available for me everyday and within every moment of time.”
“The Living Light of Self-Compassion is always available within each one of the Daily Living Nawals and all the formative forces of the Living Light of the Wisdoms.”
“The Living Light of Wisdom Energy is behind all darkness and its Living Light from the moon and stars is always weaved within the transformation behind the new dawning of the solar light of the sun.”
“Ask the Living Light of the new Dawning. Ask the Living Light of the Sun. Ask the Living Light of the Moon and Stars. Ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion, “You who are weaved within all forms of Living Light, I too Deserve to be Weaved within your Living Light that supports me in how I choose to be Living my Life.”
“I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to be weaved within your Living Light Nawal Keej, as the keeper of this living environment of the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything.”
“Through your Living Light Energy, through the various forms and shapes that your create, flows the Presence of Living Light to awaken the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities, to awaken the Living Light of the Unknown Potential, that will always be available for me through the various forms of life within the Soul of Gaia.”
“Your Presence of Living Light is available throughout all of time. Your Presence of Living Light is available behind everything that has been created in the past. Your Presence of Living Light is available behind everything that is created in the Present. Your Presence of Living Light is available behind everything that will be created in the future.”
TODAY Living Light of Nawal Q’aniil
“I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to be weaved within this Living Light-Nawal Q’aniil. The Living Light of Compassion is weaved together in the Birthing of Wisdom into the World through the Heart of Everything.”
“As your Living Light Nawal Q’aniil gives Birth to all forms of Wisdoms that flows through Nature, this can only emerge because of the Presence of Light that flows from the Living Light of the Dream of Gaia.”
NEW TODAY-Indigenous Perspective:
My Personal Road of Renewal is the Renewal of my Body of Light
Through this Journey of Renewal into my Living Light to Live my Life as a True Gain Human Being who is a generating Living Light of Sunshine contributing my inner Living Light into my outer world around me.
Assist me, Teach me, to stand and allow the Living Light of the Wisdoms, especially the Living Light of Love, the Living Light of Joy, the Living Light of Compassion, the Living Light of Hope to flow through my inner Subtle Body of Light and flow through my Physical Body, adding my unique Sunshine of Living Light into the Living Light of the Sun, Moon, Stars of the outer world around me.
I do this not for the Renewal of my personal or collective patterns of my wounded Nature. I do this not for the Renewal for anything personal within me. “I am a generating body of Living Light of Sunshine for the Renewal of the Body of Light that Flows through the Living Light of the Interconnectivity between Everything and Anything around and within me while I am engaged with my Living of Life.”
This Journey of Renewal begins within “Light of Renewal-the replacing or the repairing of my existing Living Light.”
This Light of Renewal is being weaved into the “Light of Regeneration-the quality of allowing my new Living Light to be present.
These two are being weaved into the cycle through the “Light of Rejuvenation-the restoring of my new form and shape of my quality of Living Light.”
These three forms of Living Light are being weaved into the “Light of Emergence-allowing my new form and my new shape of my Living Light can enter into and flow through physical matter.”
Through the weaving together of these Living Light Energies allows me to be weaved together for my Renewal of “Who I Now Am Today.” I now can be placed onto my unique road in exploring my new Living Light behind every action I take in my Living of Life and my unique ways of contributing to the Renewal of the Earth.
Life is Suffering, but I am not here to be living my Suffering!
Through the 260 Days of the Lunar Living Light of the Daily Nawals, I am able to experience my own Personal Road of Renewal of my Living Light. This quality of my new Living Light is what allows me to walk through my suffering, so I may emerge into my new form and my new shape in how I perceive and experience my uniqueness in Living my Life today.
My unique focus of Intention for this Cycle of 260 Days, is that my physical body may be fully restored at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities. Not to look or physically do what I did in my 30’s. But to explore at this age of 74 in how I look and the actions I am physically able to explore within me as being a Living Generator of Light-Sunshine emerging through my full Unknown Possibilities within this Cycle of the Lunar Calendar. I will be responsible in developing a deeper relationship with each one of the 20 Living Lights of the Daily Nawals during this cycle.”
Today the 3 Creators of the Lunar Calendar will introduce me again to the Living Lights of Nawal Q’aniil. “Hi Nawal Q’aniil, I’m Conrad. My Intention for this Cycle of 260 Lunar Days, is to fully restore through my Living Light of my Unknown Possibilities for my physical body at 74 years of age. Teach me Nawal Q’aniil on how your Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity can begin your unique form of Regeneration so that my inner voice of the Great Grandmother may be present as I speak to myself around the emerging Beauty of my 74 year old body.
“Weave together your unique flow of Living Light with my Living Flow of Light of Interconnectivity within my subtle energy body of Light. Assist me through your unique focus of Living Light so I may enter the Road of Renewal of my Body of Light. Weave within me the new Living Light of what I have available for my Emergence. I Deserve to explore each day of my Living Life through the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities for the Beauty that is supported within my physical body and the Beauty that is supported within my subtle body.”
“Teach me through your Living Light Nawal Q’aniil, I ask the Living Light of Rei Pascal, so together you may place me onto my path to learn to have a Living Relationships with the Living Light of Nawal Na’ooj – the Rilaj Maam and Maria Kastelyaan. I ask to explore with the other Living Lights from the Living Lights of Wisdom, Maria Na’ooj - the Secret of Love Elder House and Nawal Juan Na’ooj and Nawal Diego Na’ooj. Gather and weave within me the Living Lights of the Wisdoms of the Unknown Possibilities that are available for me at this time of my life. So the inner Beauty that exist within me at the age of 74 may fully emerge, as I am exploring my Intentions in speaking to myself, and as I speak to others about this Living Light of my Wisdoms.”
At sunrise today, “Assist me the Living Lights of the Wisdoms, weave within me the various forms of the Living Lights of the Wisdoms with your Living Light Nawal Q’aniil, to embrace and grow the Living Light within every part of Who I Am in my Wholeness. Assist me to experience the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity flowing through the inner fluidity, so I am Re-Centered and Weaved together today into a flowing matrix of Interconnectivity within the Flow of Beauty that is held within my Living Light.
I have been re-centered and weaved today within my subtle and physical body’s within the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity of Light forming the pathways between all the organic and inorganic and mineral form. I have been re-centered and weaved today between all plants, between all animals, between all humans, and between all electrical pulses and between everything and anything that exists in both physical and non-physical forms. I am living and being held within the dream that is available for me to emerge from the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities from the subtle realms of the primordial waters.
Teach me Nawal Q’aniil in your Living Relationship with the Living Lights of the various Living Light Presences within the Heart of Earth and within the Heart of Sky to live within the knowing that my personal self, my personality at its core contains a unique Living Light of First Fire that is able to transmute any form of darkness, so I may be Living my Life through the Living Light of my Beauty that supports every part of who I Am. I Am this unique Living Light of my Beauty that emerges through my Living Light of my First Fire which encompasses the Wholeness of Who I Am. I am not my diagnosis. I am not my pain. I am not my physical limitations. I am not my aging body. There is more to Who I Am at this moment in time.”
Question:
As you follow me each day as I form and Live within a co-partnership relationship with these various Presences of Living Lights, please form and develop your parallel Intentions for your Personal Renewal during this 260 Day Lunar Calendar. I explore each day during this Second Cycle, a self-compassionate way of living life with my life patterns of challenges and suffering around my body. Being Self-Compassionate, allows my inner relationships through the Living Light of Joy to take form and shape into building a natural inherent impulse for my inner cooperative nature to emerge. I Deserve to allow the Living Light of my Unknown Possibilities to emerge and restore my physical body’s Beauty at the age of 74 into my full glowing Living Light. I Deserve to experience the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through me. This allows me to return this Living Light of Sunshine as my gift back into the outer five sensory world.
Those of you that are doing one to one appointments with me, please bring forward how you are exploring the Living Light of Self-Compassion during this Second Cycle.
We are completing the last few days within the journey of Cycle Two of the Thirteen Cycles of the Living Light Behind the first of Twenty Days within the Lunar Calendar of 260 Days. This Lunar Calendar of the Maya, was established with the Ancient Ones at the beginning of this cycle of Emergence (Creation) dating back to 3114 BC. Or 5,125 years ago competing this last Cycle of Time in 2012.
For both the Ancient and Modern Maya, this Lunar Calendar, which was experienced as their Sacred Calendar, because it represents the manifestation of a new creation or birth every 260 solar days. This form of manifestation also includes the process of healing within all humans. Healing of the physical body, the healing of our minds and thoughts through releasing the hold of our subconscious mind ways of perceiving our life through its limitations, separations, or various forms of wounded experiences either individually or collectively.
In this Cycle One of twenty days, we have been introduced to each of the Living Lights of the Twenty Daily Nawals and the various supported Presence of Living Light of the Wisdoms. Each one of these thirteen cycles of twenty days, holds it’s one unique intentions and a specific meaning or purpose in assisting us to transmute any and all forms of sufferings, challenges, limitations, so we may emerge into Living Life through our unique Living Light of First Fire. Through this Living Light behind our First Fire allows us to perceive our unique ways we add our Living Light to the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities that Gaia, the living Earth, holds for all things that exist in the world both subtle and physical.
Each one of the Thirteen numbers within this cycle is also a Living Light of Presence that is the container for us to be weaved within the intention of its particular cycle. Each thirteen cycles within this 260 day cycle gives us our unique map for Renewal or Healing to emerge as a human being. From the healing of our physical body, to the ways we throwing, feel, and perceive life around us, to the healing within our relationship to the Natural world around us. As human being we follow the cycle of 260 solar days for the Emergence of who we are may participate in the Flow of the Living Light of Interconnectivity within and outside of our self.
Road of Renewal: Restoring the Remembering- of the Regenerative Living Light for World Renewal
As a Nab’eysiil, my position as the holder of the Light of the Martin Bundle of all of Nature and the holder of the Light of the Martin bundle of Humanity. These rituals that I am engaged within my community, is all about restoring the Remembering of the Regenerative Living Light for World Renewal. The Road of Renewal is all about restoring the Remembering of this Regenerative Living Light that emerges from the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities weaving together the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity Behind this Living Light emerges into the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything and the Living Light of the Heart Behind Anything. The restoring of the Remembering of the Regenerative Living Light both within us and between us supports us on the ways we approach Road of Living Life.
I would like for you today to review my writings and the accompanying video on the Living Light Presence of Water. The flow of the Living Light of Water within us and outside of us. Hopefully this material may take on a deeper and broader meaning after the various forms of life experiences you have been engaged in over these last two Lunar Calendar Cycle of forty days of Living Life. The ways we perceived Living Life forty days ago had one focus, and today in the on-going changing events of the world and Humanity’s responses to it, today has a different meaning. Todays Living Light of Nawal Q’aniil, holds an important container for us in walking through the experiences of Living Life in the world around us.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.” “You the Living Light of Nawal Q’aniil, teach me, show me, how to choose the Light of the Wisdoms. Regardless of how convincing the focus of my subconscious mind is on what cannot happen, your Living Light Nawal Q’aniil, weaves me with the Living Light of Courage, and shift my perceptions so I may be birth into the Light of the Living Wisdoms.
Explore with me today how the various Forces of Light from the subtle realms, including the Light of the Unknown Possibilities can emerge and transform the physical matter within the current conditions of our body into exploring the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities. When chronic or acute diseases, or chronic or acute pain, to short or long term physical challenges and limitations are present, even the process of aging, there is always a reduction and lowering of our magnetic field resonance state of Light-Energy within our body. Regardless of the source of the challenges, including pain or the inflammation within our body, I am always engaging within the Living Light Behind the Indigenous Ways of Living Life, simultaneously when needed, traditional forms of Medicine.
Regardless of how strong my subconscious mind is screaming at me to what I am currently engaged in, I have leaned to honor and bless this outer struggle of my body. When I choose to engage into the full struggle with my subconscious mind, this only reinforces further my limitations, sufferings, and feeling the hopelessness of my current wounded situations. Being able to honor and bless this current body struggle opens the door to the Living Light of the Wisdoms to be made available for me.
As I simultaneously open to experience the Light of the Wisdoms, my initial focus is on the Living Light of Love for my whole body first. Reflecting upon all the areas of my body that are in the flow of the interconnectivity of Light. This then includes reflecting on the regenerative nature of support that is always available to me in being weaved within my subtle body of Light that exists behind the struggling body parts.
This allows the Light of the Unknown Possibilities of the body as a whole, and especially these areas of the body that are being challenged, to begin experiencing an increase of Light. This allows the Light of Renewal, the Light of Regeneration, the Light of Rejuvenation, and the Light of the Emergence of my body to be awakened in the assisting of the Light of the unknown potential for repair and the Light of the unknown potential for Healing. Every cell holds a “Creative Force of Light” (the Light of the unknown possibilities is held within every cell). This creative force of Light is what engages the cells “Drive For Life into the Flow of Light for the Interconnectivity.”
Cancer cells are in a highly damaged traumatic state, loosing its repair capabilities, creating more and more isolating cancer cells. Still at its core, this cancer cells still holds this creative force for its drive for life. However, the cancer cell engages in this inherent same creative force drive for life, but not for repair or healing. Instead the cancer cell duplicates itself to create more traumatic damages and this becomes the dominant force within our body increase of cancer.
Chronic disease emerges at the point of this failed energy production. Chronic disease is never attacking us. Disease never attacks a healthy human cell. Rather there always is a reduction and lowering of the Light of our magnetic fields resonance state of Energy. Repair and healing is natural and always occurring from a increased Light state of resonance that is always available within us.
Research is showing us how Memory is Stored in Water! The fluidity of the water stored within our body. Emoto on the focusing on Love and other forms of Wisdoms changes the crystal structure of contaminated water into healthy water and also how healthy water through negative feelings creates contaminated water.
The Living Light of Love, as in all human emotions that we have within us can also be measured upon its effect on the Light production or the Light reduction within Plants. The Light of the Wisdoms beginning with the Light feeling of Love increases the Quality of Light within plants, as in and any and all forms of Nature. The human emotions of fear, guilt, anger, chaos, reactivity reduces the quality of Light within plants and in any and all forms of Nature.
Everything I do in my outer verbal and non-verbal inner energy work with myself and with others since the late 1980’s is to change the quality of Light Vibration within the water-the fluidity that flows within my body and the body of others. Along with establishing the interconnectivity between the Light held within the water sources outside of us being weaved in a living supportive way to the Light within the water (fluidity) within us.
This new research into water and its stored memories will fill in the gaps to understanding how the stored memories of our subconscious mind, can be altered with the vibrations of the Light of the Wisdoms and other forms of Light within our subtle energy body and the Subtle Forces of Light around us. This material is no longer new age or metaphysical. It is both at the Heart of our Indigenous Ways and at the Heart Behind our current scientific research too.
Notes:
Water is the most important thing for cellular health. 2:40
The electrical charge potential from the mitochondria 5:10
The crystalline structure of water 6:20
Your dowsing within the water structure in the body 7:58
Memory is all in the Water 8:27
Stanford Group ten years ago 9:15 reproduce a conversation in a room through a opens bag of chips that was in the room (all thoughts and emotions and feelings are held within everything and anything around us!)
Vibration effects structure 9:50
We are now capable of loosing judgement, fear, guilt 10:13
Creating a gap between loosing judgement, fear, guilt and stripping the water within us of this negativity into just frees ourself of the negativity but also frees ourself from this negativity reducing and separating the Light within our body 10:47
To hold more Light energy within the human cell then ever before in history 11:30
Water is remembering the original mass of the vibration of Light held within the Universe (the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity) between the physical world and the quantum world 13:27
Health always emerges from within through the remembering of your original structure (the Regenerative Light of the Soul and the Regenerative Light of your Subtle Energy Body) 14:11
Astrology works through the positioning of the stars, plants, sun, moon position to the place of our birth in the position of our planet is setting our water structure into a specific vibration to the vibration of (the Light of the Unseen Possibilities) we are always re-tuning the inner water structure 14:38
As Emoto has shown over the years of his research how our emotions and thoughts effectively changes the crystalline structure of outer water from contamination to non-contamination and back again. What Zac and other researchers are also showing how this changes the vibrational quality of Light held within our inner water and its effects on the direction of cellular growth and the growth of the unseen possibilities held within and around our physical body.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.” “You the Living Light of Nawal Q’aniil, weave me with the Living Light of Courage so I may explore and experience for myself this emerging new co-partnership relationship in allowing my inner Remembering (the Regenerative Light within me) to assist my Emergence into the Living Light of my unique Unknown Possibilities held within the Living Light of my First Fire.”
Blessings and Love Conrad
Video Clips for Today - Copy and Paste into a Browser
Memories are Stored Within Water. 15:35
https://youtu.be/FspJWKQDKo8
Birthing Wisdom in the World (Woman of the Wisdom Tree painting by Ilene Satala)
This painting was inspired by the deep energies of the ancient past and its reflection upon the Divine as feminine in nature. The people of the earth 50,000 years ago, and up through time, saw the Spirit of Nature as a Great Mother. She was the all-pervading force of the earth and the cosmos. She birthed the world and all of its animals and plants, making humanity the stewards of Her kingdom.
Nature was imbued with Her powers, so Her presence was felt in sacred locations and aspects of nature. Thus all was alive with Her essence. One could communicate with Her spirit through sacred nature. Water, rocks, mountains, plants, and the earth itself were Her oracles. Everything became a repository of Her energy; energy that could be found in concentrated areas, making them holy. Like a treasure chest, the right person could open these objects in nature and learn Her secrets.
Trees were part of this network of Holy Wisdom. People like you or me could congregate in sacred groves of trees to sit and learn what Nature herself had to teach. There are many stories of the Oracles of Trees, and the idea of the Tree of Knowledge grew out of these very old traditions. This idea stirred a creative spark in me to paint a painting that addressed this concept.
I think we can open to the gifts of nature and let these gifts grow in us as wisdom. The wisdom of the ancient ideas is as fresh today as in the past. We are the stewards of Nature herself and we can learn from her and let her each us to heal the Earth and in turn heal ourselves.
The tree becomes a symbol of growing up towards knowledge. Mother Natures body is the hills and mountains of Earth. Her body is covered in images from the distant past when we new who she was and how valuable our environment was. Her heart has a single bloom open and lighted with an invitation to feel compassion.
Ever growing and evergreen she looks to us to preserve her life and meaning.
Practical Wisdom of Nawal Q’aniil
Today I give you the opportunity to develop a relationship with the Living Nawal Presence of Light, Nawal Q’aniil. This Being of Light-Nawal Q’aniil is like an angelic being. Through its energy, and through its form and shape, this Being of Light-Nawal Q’aniil weaves together this specific Light of Birthing Wisdom into the World through the Heart of Everything.
Nawal Q’aniil gives Birth to all forms of Wisdom flowing through Nature. Whatever is created into physical form that can only exist because it emerges as part of the Presence of Light that flows from the Dream of Gaia.
Please stay open to to this next awareness. Humanity is an integral part of Nature, not a separate part of Nature. We exist in parallel ways just like all things that grow and create new life in its various forms. From an ancient Mayan indigenous perspective, humans are depicted in its physical human form. Humans are depicted as a Tree of Life. Humans are depicted as a Corn Plant. Humans are depicted as animals. Humans are depicted as parts of the various organic forms of the Earth. We see this depicted in stone and wooden carving. We see this depicted in various forms of paintings. We see this depicted in the hieroglyphics. We see this depicted in the names that are especially given to humans that depict its relationship to all the various forms of Nature. We see this depicted in the names given to humans based upon their unique creative activities they perform. We see this depicted in the various objects that humans adorn.
Indigenous cultures see the flow of interconnectivity and wholeness between anything and everything that emerges in life. It is why Indigenous cultures have no concept or name for the word religion. What we describe as a religion, their description for this emerges in their livingness of Wisdom described as “Living Life.” Whatever we perceive, whatever we encounter, whatever we create, everything is connected to and flows form the Presence of Light of the Divine Maker-the One Creator of Everything and Anything. This is what we do in “Living Life.” We contribute our unique Presence of Light behind Everything and Anything we perceive and behind every encounter in our living life. This includes allowing our unique Presence of Light to be present behind each thought, feeling, and action we take inwardly and outwardly in life.
It is why when we encounter fear, anger, or other emotions that create separation, we bless and honor these feelings or these thoughts as our immediate reality. Through these Blessings, returns us to our heart center (our connection to the Heart Behind Everything and Heart Behind Anything) and a neutral state of activity instead of reactivity. As we experience our unique Presence of Light being weaved with this connecting Presence of Light from the Dream of Gaia we emerge into our unique form and shape of a human that is fully engaged within Living Life!
This combined Presence of Light flows into and through the heart of ourself, so what we initially felt and experienced as our initial thoughts, feelings, and actions that were not part of our quiet state of inner calmness. As we allowed this to be weaved within our Heart Behind Everything, allows our subtle energy body to emanate this Light Presence to the world around us. This allows us to experience the inner calmness first within our body and eventually within our Mind. We therefore our always contributing to the flow of interconnectivity and wholeness in creating a quality and vitality to the living inner and outer “Forest” we are engaged within.
Nawal Q’aniil is the keeper of this living environment of Light to birth the Heart Behind Everything. Through its energy, through its form and shape, flows the Presence of Light to birth the vitality and the qualities available to us through the Wisdoms of the unknown possibilities. The flow of this Birthing Presence of Light, Nawal Q’aniil, awakens the unknown potential that will always be available for all of humanity and expressed throughout the various forms of life from the Soul of Gaia. This Presence of Light is available throughout all of time. From behind everything that has been birthed in the past. It is behind everything that is birthed in the Present. It is behind everything that will be birthed in the future.
For years I experienced myself throughout numerous ancient Mayan sites while standing in front of carved stone statue, where the leader was depicted in the carving as the Tree of Life or the Corn Plant. Suddenly I emerged into this carving and was shown how ever word I was inwardly thinking, and whatever words I was outwardly speaking where alive and giving birth to a living breathing from of creation. Similar to the twigs and branches and limbs growing from a tree. Human thoughts, human words, human feelings, and human actions all create a living forest of tree’s and other vegetative forms of growth, similar to that of Nature.
When my creations regardless from an inner and/or outer expressions was of Fear, Anger, Blame, Shame, Guilt, Judgements, Questioning, Debating, Bullying, and where every action I was engaged in, the forest I was creating was weak, sickly, sparse of life and vitality.
When my inner and outer expressions was of Hope, Joy, Love, Compassion, Nurturing, Kindness behind the actions I was engaged in, the Forest I was creating was lush, strong, green, and emanated a living vitality of life.
This same vision was repeated again and again over the years, but this image was not limited to just the birthing of plants. I was also shown the birthing through animals, or the birthing through organic forms of nature. One form of perceptions gave birth to plants, and animals, and nature that was hostile, threatening and plain scary. Other forms of my focus gave birth to plants, and animals, and nature in creating a living energy of cooperation and in harmony with all things.
With time I finally got it! I was constantly birthing life 24/7 behind everything and anything I was engaged in. The potential of the unknown possibilities and the unknown potentials of living life was up to me to decide the quality and the vitality of Light I was generating through me. I was co-partnered as the feminine creator giving the form and shape and quality and vitality to what I was giving birth through based upon the inner focus I brought to every action I participated within myself, and within everything and with everyone around me in living life. At a later point in time, Ilene created the painting “Woman of the Wisdom Tree” that depicted in visual form what exists as our unknown potential that we waits inside of us to Birth the unknown potential of the vitality of life around us.
This awareness emerged as the living nature of my Indigenous heritage. I began to experience that maybe this Indigenous awareness was humanities true purpose. To fully participate in one’s Life’s Purpose is by participating and creating life through this generating Light of the vitality and qualities of the essence of these various forms of the Presence of Light of the Wisdoms behind whatever we are engaged in. Our purpose as a human is not what we do. Our purpose as a human is allowing the feminine aspect of ours self in giving birth to this Presence of Light. Through this energy of vitality and as the co-creator of these qualities of Wisdom, we choose to express our true Nature behind everything and anything we are engaged within every aspect of Life.
Hence I live life contributing to the livingness of life around me through this vitality and the qualities Light that nurtures this growth of my inner and outer Forest. The struggles was have with our forests and all forms of nature are only the representation of the struggles we have with what we are engaged in within ourself. This is the richness of the soil we bring as our inner growth to life around us.
This is why the subtle realms forces spend more energy and time not dealing with and cleaning up and transmuting the outer pollution and toxicity in our environment. In stead more time in the subtle realms is focused upon dealing with the pollutions and the toxicity that is created by our minds focus both inwardly and outwardly in what we emanate as our lack of vitality that we contribute to the life within and around us. This is what creates the feelings of being alone and the feelings of separateness we experience in living life.
The Light of Joy give form and shape in birthing an environment supported by Nawal Q’aniil. This gives us the opportunity to enter the unknown. Through the Living Presence of Light of Nawal Q’aniil, in co-partnership with the Light of Joy, supports us through any and all challenges, suffering, or disasters we are encountering.
Regardless of the form of Wisdom that is available to us, it is the ultimate authority behind all things. Wisdom is available behind all forms of leadership from the individual level, to that leadership behind our family, and the leadership behind anything and everything that emerges into the manifestation and grows into a new physical form.
Through the Light of Nawal Q’aniil, gives us the opportunity to birth our true purpose in life. For we are ultimately a living container that allows our unique Light of Wisdom to flow from within us into every action and into every experience we participate as a living co-partner in life.
Daily Reflections on Nawal Q’aniil
Ask Nawal Q’aniil to weave the Birthing energies of Light through me into every past of my awareness. Birth and Weave me into my courage. Birth and Weave me into your Light of the Wisdom for the Unknown Possibilities to emerge. Birth and Weave me to the Purpose behind my life, so I may participate, create, communicate today through the Unknown Possibilities behind Everything and behind Anything that is challenging in my awareness within every part of my life. Nawal Q’aniil, assist me not to settle within my duality, not to settle me into my separateness, not to settle me into my limitedness behind any and all of my emotional, mental, physical, or spiritual awareness.
I ask Nawal Q’aniil, birth the Emergence of this Presence of Light (my unique Fire of Light weaved with the Light of the Heart of the Dream of Gaia) behind any and all of my current perceptions and actions. Behind and and all of my perceptions and actions of my past. Behind any and all of my perceptions and actions of my Future.
Todays Emotions:
-replace fear with the birthing of the Wisdom of Light through unknown Love
-replace despair with the birthing of the Wisdom of Light through unknown Hope
-replace distress with the birthing of the Wisdom of Light through unknown Joy
-replace anger with the birthing of the Wisdom of Light through unknown Compassion
-Ask Nawal Q’aniil birth me into the flow of the interconnectivity of the Light to live from my Unknown Awareness through Courage - Fearlessness - Safety - Protection - Strength – inner Calm of Body – inner Calm of Mind
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