Day 1 - Nawal Batz’ - Meditations on Wisdom
“Meditation on Wisdom” for today Day 1 Tuesday 15 March 2022 Nawal Batz’ the Second Cycle of the Lunar Calendar 2-8
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REFLECTIONS OF A LIVING TZ’UTUJIIL MAYA NAB’EYSIIL
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.” “You the Living Light of Nawal Batz’, I ask that your Living Light flows through me and allows the Light of Renewal of my new Cords of Light that will give me the form and shape for my intention for this 260 Days of this Lunar Calendar. Allow me to experience the unique Light of my First Fire flowing through my foundation cords of interconnectivity forming and shaping by new relationship with my physical body of today. Wherever my blood flows throughout my physical body, may the Living Light of Remembering of Who I Am as a living generator of Light-Sunshine for the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities for my physical body at age 74 be fully restored.”
Indigenous Perspective:
Life is Suffering, but we are not here to be living our Suffering!
The Journey of the Lunar Days of the Living Light of the Daily Nawals gives me a map to travel on my Personal Road of Renewal. This Lunar Calendar was experienced as their Sacred Calendar, with the manifestation of a new creation or a new physical birth every 260 Lunar Days.
Today I begin the Second Cycle of the 13 Cycles of the Living Light of the Daily Nawals. Yesterday I completed the First Cycle. I was introduced to each one of the Living Lights of the Twenty Daily Nawals by my hosts for this gathering, the creators of the Lunar Calendar for the 20 Living Lights of the Daily Nawals. Through the Living Lights of these 3 Creators, they are the container that hold the 20 Living Lights of the Daily Nawals.
During the First Cycle, these 3 Creators of the Lunar Calendar introduced me to each one of the 20 Living Lights of the Daily Nawals. “Hi Nawal Batz’ this is Conrad. He wants to have a relationship with you. He will return again later, and the two of you can begin to share time with one another.”
During each one of these twenty Days of this First Cycle, I was introduced to each one of the unique Living Lights of the Daily Nawals. They now know that I will be returning under the guidance of the 3 Creators of the Lunar Calendar. I have agreed to be responsible in developing a deeper relationship with each one of the 20 Living Lights of the Daily Nawals.
During this First Cycle, my personal intention for Renewal slowly emerged into my awareness. Each Cycle of Renewal has a similar foundational intention in Remembering that I Am a Living Generator of Light-Sunshine for the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities.
My unique focus for this Cycle of Intention is that my physical body may be fully restored at 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities. Not to look or physically do what I did in my 30’s. But to explore at this age of 74 in how I look and the actions I am physically able to explore within me as being a Living Generator of Light-Sunshine emerging through my full Unknown Possibilities within this 260 Days of the Lunar Calendar.
Starting today of the Second Cycle, the hosts of this gathering will bring me back through the Cycle of each of the 20 Living Lights of the Daily Nawals. This time I will be sharing briefly about my understanding what it means too be fully restored into my Unknown Possibilities for my physical body at 74 years of age. Each one of the Living Lights of the Daily Nawals will begin their unique form of Regeneration of my Living Light. They will begin the weaving together of their unique flow of Living Light with my Living Flow of Light of Interconnectivity within my subtle energy body of Light. Then through this Full Cycle, I will also be given the Living Light that is needed to enter the Road of Transmutation. Eventually they will weave within me the new Living Light of my Emergence in exploring each day of my Life through the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities for what my physical and subtle body’s will need in exploring and creating Life each day.
During Cycles from One through Four of the Living Light of the Daily Nawals, I will learn to have a Living Relationships with the Living Light of Nawal Na’ooj – the Rilaj Maam and Maria Kastelyaan. Then exploring the other Living Lights from Maria Na’ooj - the Secret of Love Elder House and Nawal Juan Na’ooj and Nawal Diego Na’ooj. All gathering the Living Lights of the Wisdoms of the Unknown Possibilities that are available for me at this time of my life at the age of 74.
As we begin today at sunrise a new 260 day cycle, my intention for this cycle is to embrace and grow the Living Light within every part of who I Am. It is one thing to say I Am in Wholeness. It is something different to experience the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity flowing through the inner fluidity within me and igniting the Light of my First Fire in every cell, in every system, and in every organ within me. I live with the knowing that my personal self, my personality at its core contains a unique Living Light of First Fire that supports every part of who I Am. Regardless of my acute or chronic diseases or pains, or sufferings or challenges or limitations of different areas of my body I am engaged in. I Am this unique Living Light of First Fire. This encompasses the Wholeness of Who I Am. I am not my diagnosis. I am not my pain. I am not my physical limitations. I am not my aging body. There is more to Who I Am at this moment in time.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.” “I Am petitioning the Renewal of Who I Am as this Living Light of my unique First Fire, weaving every cell, every system, and every organ within me into this Living Light of the Flow of the interconnectivity allowing me to experience the Remembering of my Light of the Unknown Possibilities that is being weaved within my Heart of the I Am within my First Fire.”
When I am experiencing this Light of my unique First Fire within me, I have a felt sense of an inner stillness, an inner calmness that begins to emerge within my body. This then begins the quieting of the chatter within my inner mind. Through this Living Light I feel my felt sense as a Flow of my Light of Interconnectivity being weaved within the Living Light of the Heart of the Living Light of the emergence of the Light of Love. The Living Light of Love is behind the Heart of Everything.
In Tz’utujiil Maya this Living Light of Love is call Maria Kastilyaan. Whenever this Light of Love is being Remembered, it weave my current vibrational Light into the Light of the Unknown Possibilities that is available for my whole self. The focus is never to initially change the vibrational light around my challenges. Once I have been weaved into the vibrational Light of my unique First Fire, then this will weave the areas of my challenges into this new flow of Light for interconnectivity and wholeness to emerge.
As we have been exploring the various forms of research around water and memory, I also have spent the last ten years beginning in 2012 and deepening in 2015 my living relationship of the Living Light of the Heart of Water that emerges through my Tz’utujiil Maya traditions. I will weave these experiences of this throughout this 20 Day Nawal Cycle.
Today I would like to share two pieces of music I explore daily. Sometime I explore this many times throughout the day in allowing my living relationship with the Living Light of the Heart of Water to be Remembered within me. Allowing the emergence of my Light of the Unknown Possibilities to support my living Wholeness of Who I Am to be felt inside of me.
The first piece of music comes from the Video The Water Blessings Song. This version is different then the first one I shared earlier, for it gives the words and context of the ritual to this Blessings of Water. You could purchase the audio of this through iTunes and other on line sources.
In Tz’utujiil Maya traditions, since we are all part of the Wholeness of Everything, even though the lyrics communicates to the various forms of the outer sources of water, we also are blessings the inner watery systems within us. And when we focus on our inner watery systems with blessings, this effects the outer sources of weaver also. Every Tz’utujiil Maya ritual focuses upon the flow of the Interconnectivity that is weaved within and without the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything.
In Blessings and Love Conrad
WebMaking (Spider Woman painting by Ilene Satala)
Ilene painted this image of the treads behind the Web of Life coming out of the body of Spider Woman. Although she does not look very Indigenous! Ilene wanted women to know that within us creates the flow of interconnectivity and wholeness. And although she rarely created women in a full body form, she did with Spider Woman. It why I have the link to the video above this with Ilene emphasis on community based upon interconnectivity and flow. Since today is Day 1 Nawal Batz’ the threads behind everything and anything is laid out for all of time.
Ilene description of this painting has not yet emerged.
Practical Wisdom of Nawal Batz’
Today I give you the opportunity to develop a relationship with the Living Nawal Presence of Light, Nawal Batz’. This Being of Light-Nawal Batz’, is like an angelic being. Nawal Batz’ holds together the primary foundational energy as the carrier of the Light of Wisdom. Through the threads of Wisdom that are created, is what allows the Light of the unknown possibilities to exist. What you hold as your Presence of Light Nawal Batz’, creates all threads that exist as the primary foundation that establishes the form and shape behind all things that exist in the physical world.
Nawal Batz’, creator of the threads for the flow of interconnectivity to emerge from the Heart of Gaia-the world Soul. (In Tz’utujiil Maya, this Presence of Light of Gaia is called Nawal Skirmeent). You Nawal Batz’ create the interconnectivity to the Heart Behind Everything and Anything that exists in all of its various forms of Nature. This includes everything and anything that exists in the multi sensory world, including our inner thoughts and feelings of inner and outer communication.
You Nawal Batz’ create the interconnectivity to the Heart Behind Everything and Anything to the various systems and organs within our body. Whatever exists within the deepest unseen levels of our physical body, is connected by your threads of the Light of the Wisdom to the Heart of Gaia. So the flow of the unknown possibilities flows through these various threads and can always be available to behind all things that exists.
You Nawal Batz’ creates the interconnectivity to the Heart Behind Everything and Anything to the inner workings that support the life behind all plants and animals.
You Nawal Batz’ creates the interconnectivity to the Heart Behind Everything and Anything behind any all organic materials of the living Earth. Which includes the variety forms of weather and the various unique forms of the physical environments we experienced on this planet.
For something to exists in our awareness, including the subtle energies behind everything and anything seen and unseen, your Threads of the Web of Light exists, allowing the flows for the Wisdom of the Unknown Possibilities to always be present.
Through your Light Presence of the Wisdom of the Unknown Possibilities, is why the Light of Wholeness can exists. For anything to manifest into awareness, your Threads of Light is always the primary foundation that lays this Web of Light into existence.
This Web of Light emerges in what is called the Heart Behind Everything and the Heart Behind Anything. This is the Light of First Fire that’s is weaved together forming our unique form of Light for our own unique unknown possibilities to grow while supporting within us the opportunity to choose Wisdom as the way we explore Living Life.
This Light is being Weaved from the Light Essence of your First Fire with the Light Essence of the First Fire of the World Soul-Gaia or Nawal Skirmeent. The Light of First Fire continues to grow naturally throughout time, because of this primary foundation that emerges through your Dreaming Presence-Nawal Batz’.
This Presence of Wisdom is dreamed into every creation of life. Wisdom of the Unknown Possibilities is the foundation behind anything and everything that exists. Through your dawning, Nawal Bat’z, the living “juice,” the living “itz’” of the living energy behind the heart of the living universe flows through everything.
This flows through the circulation behind everything in the living universe. This flows through the blood of our physical body. This flows through the blood in all forms of animals. This flows through the veins within all organic forms of life. This flows through roots and veins within all plants and all of Nature. This flows through all bodies of water and fluid systems, both outside and inside of our awareness.
Through the threads that emerges and are held together by Presence of Light of Nawal Batz’ allowing the Light of First Fire to be present. This then is infused with the Presence of Light called “Love.” The primary foundational Weaver, Yaxper in Tz’utujiil Maya, weaves together the Light of First Fire with the Light of Love. This weaving creates the foundational Light for the Light of the Wisdom of the Unknown Possibilities to exist.
The Presence of the Living Light of Unconditional Love emerges from the origins from the Heart of the Living Universe, which Indigenous call the “Heart of Sky.” To the Heart of the Living Earth called “Heart of Earth.” This presence of Light of Unconditional Love in Tz’utujiil Maya is called Maria Kastelyaan. The presence of this Light of Unconditional Love, is weaved together within the threads of Nawal Batz’ creating the living presence of the Light of Wisdom into every primary thread behind everything and anything in living life. This allows the unknown possibilities to emerge behind all forms of healing, to the manifestation of the unknown possibilities behind creativity and Living Life.
Daily Reflections on Nawal Batz’
You, Nawal Batz’ as the carrier of the first threads of the wisdom energy, awaken the uniqueness within each physical person, each object, or each event. Assist me to use that wisdom to open to possibilities behind all things. Teach me to work together as you weave me into the interconnectivity of the heart behind all things.
Todays Emotions: Nawal Batz’
-transmute fear, Nawal Bata’, so that I may Live Life today from the Emergence of the unknown Light of Love flowing through my blood
- transmute despair, Nawal Batz’, so that I may Live Life today from the Emergence of the unknown Light of Hope flowing through my blood
- transmute distress, Nawal Batz’, so that I may Live Life today from the Emergence of the unknown Light of Joy flowing through my blood
- transmute anger, Nawal BatZ’, so that I may Live Life today from the Emergence of the unknown Light of Compassion flowing through my blood
-ask Lightening Martin transmute everything and anything so I may Live Life today and experience the Light of New Beginning – New Dawning, Living Life from my Unknown Awareness through Courage - Fearlessness - Safety - Protection - Strength – inner Calm of Body – inner Calm of Mind flowing through my blood
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