Day 20 - Nawal Tz’e’ - Meditations on Wisdom
“Meditation on Wisdom” for today Day 20 Thursday 2 June 2022 Nawal Tz’e’ the Fifth Cycle of the Lunar Calendar 8-9
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REFLECTIONS OF A LIVING TZ’UTUJIIL MAYA NAB’EYSIIL
Conrad’s Blog on Meditation on Wisdom” are my personal notes I am creating each morning reflecting upon my focus of how I approach and how I am Living Life weaved within the Mayan Subtle world forces of Paq’alib’al.
These personal notes are that’s, unedited, raw, and at times grammatical, spelling, typos, and long sentence structure fully present. They all are freshly written, edited, and created around 3 am EDT before the sunrises, and are published by 7 am EDT nearly each morning. So they are my first attempts in exploring my inner connections into the subtle realms of the Tz’utujiil Maya Forces of Living Light of the “Ways of Perceiving – Ilah” to live my life through the support and the living co-partnership with the energy of Light of todays Wisdoms. Regardless of the sufferings and the challenges I am engaged with during these changing and unpredictable times within my world, I have a choice to what and how I express as my Life.
I am the Nab’eysiil of the Tz’utujiil Maya community in Guatemala. I am the carrier and the Keeper of the Wisdoms weaved within the Bundle of the Heart of Nature and the Keeper of the Wisdoms weaved within the Bundle of the Heart of Humanity. Before the sunrises each morning, as when the sunsets each evening, as when I enter the cycle of Noon and Midnight, and throughout and in between these cycles, there is an constant dance of Subtle World Forces of Living Light available to me. These Subtle World Forces of Living Light is available to you, and available to everything and anything living on this Emerging Place of Earth.
The presence of Living Light exists within and behind everything and anything on this emerging planet. If it exists in physical form, regardless of how it is formed and shaped, a living Presence of Light is weaved into and within. This is so much larger then what our mind perceives to what is alive. Becoming awake with how our thoughts and feelings and the beliefs and intentions we hold are Alive and weaved within the Presence of Living Light. This Living Light is present within and behind every form of expression. From every object of physical matter to what it is that is spoken outwardly or spoken within. Everything holds a Presence of Living Light. This Living Light is weaved within and behind and becomes a container for the Living Light of the Unknown Wisdoms that desire to be expressed into everything and anything in the “Ways we are Living Life.” This Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities of the Wisdoms, are the expression of the Spirit and Dream held by the Living Spirit of Gaia. Living Life is our unique way we bring form and shape to the Dream of Gaia through the uniqueness held within us and how we choose to be an expression of Living Light behind everything and anything we are engaged within.
I explore the Road of Renewal each day, and throughout the day, allowing me to be weaved within this living co-partnership with these Subtle World Forces. Together in our co-partnering relationship we engage my unique ways I participate within Living my Life from the Living Light of the Wisdoms of the Unknown Possibilities. This allows me to be a Generator of Light that I bring forward to the various forms and shapes of everything and anything I am engaged within and outsider of me.
REFLECTIONS OF A LIVING TZ’UTUJIIL MAYA NAB’EYSIIL
New Today in the Collective Renewal: Thursday 2 June 2022
Section One reflects the “Journey of World Renewal” – the Collective Patterns discussing the Extended Ritual Cycles of the Tz’utujiil Maya parallel rituals to the Christian Rituals of leading up to and through the cycles of Death and Rebirth as explored during Holy Week. The Indigenous Ways are focused upon “Renewal.” There is no Death and Rebirth at the heart of Renewal. Instead, when a cycle enters it endings, at sunset of that cycle our bundle rests. Through the Mystery of the Living Lunar Light of night, our bundle is taken part, renewed, and weaved once again back to its initial clarity of Beginning Light. This is Beginning Light is weaved within the new Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities that are available for our new cycle that waits to emerge. At sunrise, we pick up what appears to be the same outer bundle we laid down at sunset. Yet our current bundle now is different. It is went through the natural Cycle of Renewal through the Mystery behind the Lunar cycles. The old ways were un-weaved, and now refreshed back to its original Light and weaved with the vibrant Living Light of the Unknown Wisdoms. We are ready to take our new steps onto our Road of Emergence. Exploring our new cycle of Living Life refreshed and renewed. These writings, pictures, videos, and podcasts, in Section One reflect one form and shape of the Indigenous Ways of the Tz’utujiil Maya exploring the rituals of World Renewal.
Section One Links:
Word Doc
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https://www.dropbox.com/s/pifuw9fmprt1cmf/Section%20One%20the%20Journey%20of%20World%20Renewal%20Collective%20Patterns.pdf?dl=0
Nothing New today for Personal Renewal until I finish the Collective Patterns for Renewal Thursday 2 June 2022
Section Two reflect the “Journey of Personal Renewal” – our Individual Patterns. This section explores the same qualities we are exploring in the Collective Ways of World Renewal. Explores the various forms of co-partnership with these Subtle World Forces of Light to support our individual creative actions of Living Life.
Section Two Links:
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https://www.dropbox.com/s/y76setzte9ktyf4/Section%20Two%20Journey%20of%20Personal%20Renewal%20Individual%20Patterns.docx?dl=0
PDF Doc
https://www.dropbox.com/s/5kok9hsbxs7g440/Section%20Two%20Journey%20of%20Personal%20Renewal%20Individual%20Patterns.pdf?dl=0
Section Three Weaving our Personal – Collective Intentions with the Subtle World Living Light of Paq’alib’al through the 260 Day Lunar Cycle
There is new and edited material in the Intentions Section Three today Thursday 2 June 2022
The Road of the 13 Cycles of Lunar Light:
Emergence of My Living Identity through Cycle Five
Through my journey of the Living Light of the 260 Day Lunar Cycle of the Daily Nawals, allows my new Identity into Wholeness where “Everything is alive” to emerge. This supports me to perceive and approach myself, approach others, and approach the events around me from a place of my inner Wisdom in Living Life. I beginning now in exploring the new twenty day cycle within Cycle Five. For the next 100 days, Cycles Five through Nine, within this 260 Day Cycles, the focus is upon the Road of Transmutation through the Living Light of Renewal, Restoration, Regeneration and Emergence to occur. We are always going through various cycles of Self-Renewal throughout the various ways we are engaging in Living Life.
Living Life in my Wholeness, where “Everything is alive,” allows me to experience through my felt sense the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity. This Flow of Interconnectivity exists as my identity to who I am as a Whole Human Being. Does my identity of who I am come from my mind intelligence? Does my identity of who I am come form my energy intelligence? We may think that my identity as a whole person is a combination of both. But its not!
Traveling through the 260 Days Lunar Cycle of the Daily Nawals is an important road that gives me a place to explore the influence my subconscious mind has upon the quality of Light that supports my physical body functioning. I am also able to become aware of how much of my life I am holding a conflicting ways of perceiving the Wisdoms that are behind my everyday perceptions of my challenges, limitations, and sufferings. The Presence of Light of the Daily Nawals and its Three Creators, are available first and foremost to me through my energy intelligence. Then the words that I describe from my energy intelligence become my intentions behind each Daily Nawal. This allows my mind intelligence throughout these 260 Lunar Cycles to change the ways I perceive myself. My energy intelligence will change the ways I perceive others. My energy intelligence will change the way I perceive the events of the world around me. Through this Living Light of the Wisdoms will change the ways I perceive the wounded and limited nature of my mind intelligence.
In the last Four Cycles, I have established a consistent co-partnership relationship with both the Living Light of the 20 Daily Nawals and its 3 Creators: Ma Tun K'laaj, Ma Xtiwaan Luu', Ma Tun Deey. Traveling the Road of each one of these last Four Cycles allowed me to shed more of the toxicity created by my subconscious mind in the ways I perceived myself in relationship to Living Life. I was opened into allowing the unique Living Lights through each of the Four Cycles to be present and weaved within my core this added Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities. Now I am energetic ready to explore Cycle Five. This Living Light within me will support me to face the various levels of awareness that my subconscious mind will bring forward on the Road of Transmutation during Cycle Five. And this will continue till the end of Cycle Nine. I will have an opportunity once again to perceive the specifics parts of myself that is ready to be transmuted which is hindering me from allowing my Road of Renewal to emerge.
My intentions for this 260 Day Lunar Cycle allows me to move through each day and through the various 13 Cycles of 20 Days the opportunity for the reweaving to occur to feel the unique inner support of each one of the Living Lights of Fire being weaved within my First Fire. Cycle Four deepened this form of reweaving in preparing me energetically to enter and walk through the journey of Cycle Five. This Living Light within me will support me to face the various levels of awareness that my subconscious mind will bring forward to show me during these 100 days the specifics parts of his myself that will ready be ready to be transmuted that is hindering me from allowing my Road of Renewal to emerge. So my Living Light can be weaved and emerged through me as my Living Light of Sunshine through Cycles Ten through Thirteen.
These 100 Days of Cycles Five through Nine, I will be exploring the Transmutation with various body systems and organs that have always been extremely challenging and limiting throughout my life. My six burdens which I have previously discussed, along with new fleeting challenges that are always emerging into my life, where always present behind my inner backdrop during the years you have
known me. My engagement in outer activities especially covering the outer landscapes of ancient Indigenous sites along with the outer landscape of the Rainforests and Biospheres within Mexico and Central America seemed quiet natural in both my inner and outer strength. This began with a quest in my early 30’s to discover “A More Beautiful World to Live within my Body” regardless of the five sensory feedback my whole body keeps presenting to me.
My outer mind could never make any sense of this inner strength that would support me like this.
I am focusing upon my personal Intentions for this 260 Lunar Cycle. My intentions throughout the first Four Cycles was on “My physical body may be fully restored at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities. Not to look or physically do what I did in my 30’s. But to explore at this age of 74 in how I look and the actions I am physically able to explore within me as being a Living Generator of Light-Sunshine emerging through my full Unknown Possibilities within this Cycle of the Lunar Calendar. I will be responsible in developing a deeper relationship with each one of the 20 Living Lights of the Daily Nawals during this cycle.”
Now in Cycle Five I will begin to explore the Transmutation of these six burdens plus any new challenges emerging at this time for my body along with any limitations that my subconscious mind beings into my awareness. I will not be looking to find any specific areas that I think need to be transmuted with my outer mind intelligence. I will allow the journey of Living Life to show me during these next 20 days what ready to be transmuted. This transmutation will continually be explored during the remainder of the 80 days during these Cycles. This way I am trusting my energy intelligence to re-educated my mind intelligence on what and when to focus upon. Only through my inner energy intelligence can I allow the proper unweaving, untangling, undoing, dissolving of the burdens held in my body and held within my subconscious mind to emerge in the timely manner allowing for the ease of transmutation to emerge.
I want to become more conscious of this Intention as I am releasing the light from my subconscious mind and allowing the Emergence of the new Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities to me present to grow these new relationships that are forming. So this new Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities being weaved into the Subtle Forces within the Physical Matter of my Human Body.
During these first 80 Lunar Days of the Living Light of the Daily Nawals, the Living Light Presence of Self-Compassion supported my unique qualities of Living Light. I began to experience the Living Light of Self-Compassion for my current ways of perceiving and my current ways of living my life of limitations and separations around my 74 year old body. Now during these next 100 Lunar Nights of the Living Light of the Daily Nawals, the foundation I am exploring of Self-Compassion will be present to dissolve the specific attitudes and beliefs and intentions that my subconscious mind will being to my intention. If I am struggling during these 100 Lunar Days it only because I do not “Believe” in the ways of me Living Life that I “Deserve” the Presence of Living Light of Mercy and Compassion for this unique part of me. Returning to and deepening within my Living Relationship with the Presence of Living Light of Mercy and Compassion will allow me the inner courage and ease to walk through this transition through these various parts of my self.
The most empowering gift of action I have to offer is the way I am choosing to Live Life from the perspective of my story of co-partnering with the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities. How I am living this within myself gives me a living perspective in how and what I am communicating this story to others. Each of us as our own unique Living Light of First Fire within. Through our unique Living Light of First Fire, I, we, will choose the various ways to perceive the events within my life today. This will emerge through me in the choices I make to communicate my words and the outer actions I take in Living Life.
Cycle Five begins the first of the five cycles so that I may begin the releasing of my subconscious mind hold on my limitations blocking and hindering me. Through this 100 Days of Transmutation, I will begin to experience the intentions of my ability to someday soon I will be able to Live my Life through this Light-Sunshine available to me from within my Subtle Energy Body and the Subtle energy Body of the outer environment around me. This will allow the weaving together within me with the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity in its deeper qualities to be present during Cycles Five through Nine for the Living Light of Renewal, Restoration, Regeneration and Emergence to occur.
My Purpose is to Live Life as the Generator of Living Light of Sunshine:
Our primary focus as a human being is energy production. Since my first writings and teaching I was exploring since 1980, around the various ways to assist myself and others that we were a Living Light of “Human Energy System.”
Throughout each encounter I am engaged in, I reflect upon did I leave this person or did I leave this event with the knowing that I added more “Light-Sunshine” through my interaction that I was engaged in. Regardless of the challenges and the regardless of the sufferings that might have occurred within me or around me, “Did my words and actions reflect in the ways I desire to me Living my Life by adding more Light-Sunshine to this person or event?” “Did my words and actions reduced the Light-Sunshine within that person and event I encountered today in my life?”
Out First Nations elders lived their life being weaved together within the “Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity” with the Living Light-Sunshine of the Heart Behind Everything. They experienced how this Living Light supported them and supported each event in life. They knew there always was a Natural state of Flow in Living Life as a two legged upright being that was human.
They did not try to find the Light of Interconnectivity and Flow. They explored their living relationship within a living co-partnership within the Light of Interconnectivity and Flow that was always present. This supported them in Living Life knowing how Nature’s inner and outer Light provided for them.
Over time, especially since the Conquest, most Indigenous cultures in order to survive their captors, began to experience a separation and a disconnection from their “Light of the Heart” flowing as a natural sate of interconnectivity between the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything.
When Zach talks about the restoring the Remembering-Regenerative Living Light pattern. This is what I experience on the Road of Renewal in allowing myself to Remembering – the Regenerative Living Light patterns being weaved within the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities being weaved together in the Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity Behind the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything and the Living Light of the Heart Behind Anything. The restoring of the Remembering of this Regenerative Living Light both within me and between us and between me and us and all of Nature effects the quality of Light-Sunshine that is available to me, that is available to us in Living Life.
Remembering is a personal inner creative art form we are exploring. The Art of Remembering each day, and throughout the day and throughout the night, adds to or decreasing the vibrational quality of Living Light held within the inner water within our body. The quality of Living Light effects the direction of our cellular growth. The quality of Living Light effects the forming of our co-partnership relationships within our cells. We have choice in how we live in a creative relationship to the cells and the inner quality of water. Are we adding to or limiting and separating ourself from our Inner Light? Are we allowing our self to open to or limiting or blocking our living relationship with the Living Light of the Unseen Possibilities that deserves to be weaved within our physical body?
Research today reflects the effects our feelings, thoughts, and judgements are always effecting the quality of the water stored within our body which changes the vibrational quality of Light held within this inner water flowing through our body. This effects the direction of cellular growth either creating separation and blocking the Living Light for the Unseen Possibilities from being weaved within our physical body. Or are we adding a vibrational quality of Light that will be weaved within our physical body?
The human cell when allowed to hold the proper vibrational quality of light creates a resonates like a tuning fork allowing more Light from the subtle forms and the patterns within us and the earth that holds the Light that is available for the cell to naturally repair and the Regeneration of the cells within that are needed for the healing potential that is made available to us. This is called Remembering.
Our primary focus as a human being is energy production. Chronic disease emerges at the point of this failed energy production. Chronic disease is never attacking us. Disease never attacks a healthy human cell that is holding the proper intensity of inner light. When there is a reduction and lowering of the Light, this reduces our magnetic fields resonating state of Energy. We are then vulnerable to various forms of diseases. Our natural ability for repair and healing is always occurring, but only from when we are allowing an increase of the Living Light of resonance to flow within us.
Every cell holds a “Creative Force of Light” being the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities that is held within every cell. This Creative Force of Light is what engages the cells “Drive For Life through the Flow of Light for the Interconnectivity.” At lower vibrational states of inner Light-Sunshine, this “Creative Drive Force of Light” in every cell creates a lesser quality of vibrational Light. At a higher state of Vibrational Light creates a greater state of our inner Light-Sunshine. So that this same “Creative Drive Force of Light” creates higher vibrational light.
The Art of Remembering is when each cells “remembers” its natural co-partnership relationship within the Living Light of the Interconnectivity of the Flow of the Heart Behind Everything that is possible. The Art of Remembering create within the cells “Creative Drive Force of Light” an increased quality of Vibrational Light-Sunshine. This naturally motivates and replicates this pattern of Remembering and creating a natural relationship with the Light of the Unknown Possibilities that is always available for each cells unknown potential for growth.
“You the Living Light of Nawal Na’ooj, weave me to grow my living co-partnership relationship with you.
Weave me with the Living Light of Maria Kastelyaan to awaken the Living Light of the seeds of Compassion within me.
Weave me with the Living Light of the Rilaj Maam to awaken the Living Seeds of Compassion within me to explore Living Life with both Self-Compassion for myself and Compassion for all Human Beings.
Weave me with the Living Light of Maria Na’ooj. For you bring forward the living secret that is held within the Living Light of Love that supports both Self-compassion for myself and Compassion for others.
Weave me with the Living Light of Nawal Juan Na’ooj and the Living Light of Nawal Diego Na’ooj to communicate with Rei Pascal. Together your bring the various forms of the Living Light of the Wisdoms with the Unknown Possibilities into my subtle energies that I am needing for today.
Weave me with the Living Light of Nawal Diego Kanon, and the Living Light of Nawal Juan Kanon bring together this new Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities into my subtle energies felt sense awareness.
Weave me with the Living Light of Nawal Diego Puqlaaj, and the Living Light of Nawal Juan Puqlaaj to assist me in the Road of the Transmutation. So whatever it is that is keeping me separated and focused upon allowing my subconscious mind emotional reactivity to be my only experience of reality right now. I ask you to dismantle, to unravel, to untangle, and to sweep away whatever stands in the way for this Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities of the Wisdoms to emerge.
Weave me with the Great Weaver Yaxper, and your assistances with the various forms of the Marias, weave together the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities with the Living Light of the Wisdoms that I am needing today, weave this together within the unique core of the Light of my First Fire.”
Through this emergence of these various threads of the Living Light from these specific Nawals and Marias, creates my new Living Light within me of my Flow of Light of Interconnectivity that can walk me through any and all difficulties that cross my path.
These emerging threads of the Living Lights of the Nawals and the Marias, becomes the foundation for all forms of my human thinking.
When my body moves, these threads of the Living Light of the Nawals and the Marias, is the first energy that is always present to move and express my body.
These threads of Living Light, is what allows the energy that is always available to me to be expressed behind all forms of knowledge. To be expressed behind all form of creativity. To be expressed behind all forms of decision-making. To be expressed behind all forms of advice i give to myself or others. These threads of Living Light is at the Heart that all people seek in any and all encounters.
These threads of Living Light is what is behind the interconnectivity of the Flow of Living Light in my Wholeness. My brain is naturally wired to produce and support this living relationship with these various threads of the Nawals and the Marias and this continually being renewed and weaved within the unique Living Light of my First Fire. Without this renewal and re-weaving, I am incapable of allowing the Living Wisdoms to support me over my subconscious mind historical experiences of emotional reactivity and challenges to brings forth as my only reality at this moment in time.
At sunrise today, “Assist me the Living Lights of the various living forms of Nawal Na’ooj, to embrace and grow the Living Light within every part of who I Am in my Wholeness. Assist me to experience the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity flowing through the inner fluidity as I am Re-Centered and Weaved today into a flowing matrix of Interconnectivity of Living Light. I have been re-centered and weaved today within my subtle and physical body’s within the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity of Light forming the pathways between all the organic and inorganic and mineral form. I have been re-centered and weaved today between all plants, between all animals, between all humans, and between all electrical pulses and between everything and anything that exists in both physical and non-physical forms. I am living and being held within the dream that is available for me to emerge from the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities from the subtle realms of the primordial waters.
As I walk into Living Life today at sunrise, I ask these various forms of Living Light that have been weaved within me, to weave this with the various qualities of Living Lights forming my relationships of my Living of Life as a True Gaian Human Being.
The resonance of this Light of the Living Subtle Forces, and the resonance of the Living Light of the Wisdoms, along with the various others forces of the resonance of the Living Light within the Subtle Realms are now fully available and waiting to explore within me, within us. This Living Light is now simultaneously always available for me, and is simultaneously always available us, in all of the various ways I, we, are engaged in Living Life.
Today New Intentions have been created and edited on Thursday 2 June 2022:
Focus of Intentions:
The focus of an Intention with the underlying felt sense of Love is to allow the Subtle Forces and Subtle Beings to weave us into our unique Wholeness for today. Each day I petition these Tz’utujiil Maya Subtle Forces to rebuild and to reweave me with both the Living Light of the Heart of the Wisdoms and with the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities. I light a real or an imaginary candle and I petition Rei Pascal to place me on my mat for today. I petition that these twenty-four Subtle Beings from Paq’alib’al to weave me today into my new Wholeness into the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity.
I ask these Tz’utujiil Maya Subtle Forces to rebuild, reweave me within my intention for this 260 Day Lunar cycle:
“My physical body may be fully restored at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities. Not to look or physically do what I did in my 30’s. But to explore at this age of 74 in how I look and the actions I am physically able to explore within me as being a Living Generator of Light-Sunshine emerging through my full Unknown Possibilities within this Cycle of the Lunar Calendar. I will be responsible in developing a deeper relationship with each one of these Tz’utujiil Maya Subtle Forces”
Women: 1-ya Mri'y Bitz'bal, 2-ya Mri'y Ch'ajkeem, 3-ya Mri'y Chajko'y, 4-ya Mri'y K'iir, 5-ya Mri'y Keem, 6-ya Mri'y Kmo', 7-ya Mri'y Pixlaq, 8-ya Mri'y Sirwaant, 9-ya Mri'y Skirná, 10-ya Mri'y Sqaaj, 11-ya Mri'y Xajchaj, 12-ya Paska' Ch'ureeq.
Men: 1- Juan No’j, 2-Diego No’j, 3-Juan Kanon, 4-Diego Kanon, 5-Juan Puqlaaj, 6-Diego Puqlaaj, 7-Juan Tz'bir, 8-Diego Tz'bir, 9-Juan Tza'j, 10-Diego Tza'j, 11-Juan Tz'ruy, 12-Diego Tz'ruy
Tz’utujiil Maya Pronunciation at this link:
https://www.dropbox.com/sh/on62z4447ouoc02/AAD6XlDWfPRcl5bXk4Y0olgNa?dl=0
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Tz’e’, today you complete the weaving together with all the various forces of Light through the previous nineteen Living Nawals Days. Weave me into start my Living of Life in my co-partnership relationship with the Light of Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent.”
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Tz’e’, as the ultimate authority, the guardian behind all spiritual and material law, allow me to speak only from the voice of the Great Grandmother, the wisdom of what is possible behind any and all challenges emerges.”
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Tz’e’, weave me to your energy to break me away from all suffering. Break me always from all forms of challenges that come into the awareness of my life. You, who are the guardian of the Living Light of the Wisdom energy, the Truth of what is possible will always prevail.”
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Tz’e’, weave me into the Flow of the Living Light of Interconnectivity of the Living Light of the Heart Behind all things. Through this Living Light, no addictions, no imbalance, no challenges can be maintained on this the twentieth day of the new dawning. Through your Living Light Nawal Tz'e', I cannot hold onto my challenges.”
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Tz’e’, as you weave me with your Living Light, is any of my awarenesses is not in the flow or the order of the Living Light of Wisdom, dissolve any and all challenges that exist anywhere in my life. Dissolve any and all challenges that exist within the lives of others. Dissolve any and all challenges that exist anywhere in the collective patterns of the planet. Allow the Emergence of the Living Light of Wisdom Energy of what is possible within the Heart of the Soul of the Planet to always prevail.”
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Tz’e’, weave me within your Living Light so I only speak from my voice of the Great Grandmother. My voice will correct and dissolve all difficulties through the assistance of Nicholas Martin. My voice of the Great Grandmother will correct and dissolve the attributes of blame, shame, and guilt. My voice of the Great Grandmother will correct and dissolve the attributes of judgments, comparisons, and the need to understand. My voice of the Great Grandmother will correct and dissolve the attributes of anger, fear, and the lack of faith. My voice of the Great Grandmother will correct and dissolve the attributes of pride, ambition, and envy. My voice of the Great Grandmother will correct and dissolve the attributes of lies, crimes, ingratitude, and ignorance.”
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Tz’e’, assist me to own my staff of authority that allows the emergence of my “Vision of my Heart” to be weaved within the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything.”
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Tz’e’, assist me so that my voice is now weaved through the voice of the Great Grandmother. That I only speak the potential and possibilities of your Living Light of the Wisdoms to myself and that I speak to others about the way I perceive Wholeness and that Everything is Alive!”
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Tz’e’, hold me into your Living Light, so I walk through my experiences of Living Life in the world around me.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Tz’e’, weave your Living Light within the Flow of the Living Light Presence of Water within me and outside of me. Change the Vibration of my inner water inside of me so I may experience the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities supporting me in all of my various forms of life experiences that I have been engaged in over these last four Lunar Calendar Cycle of eighty days of Living Life. The ways I perceive Living Life eighty days ago had one focus, and today in the on-going changing events of the world and Humanity’s responses to it, today in the way I perceive Living my Life has a fuller and richer meaning.”
Blessings and Love Conrad
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Section 4
Section Four reflects the Unique Living Light behind the 260 Day Lunar Cycle of the Twenty Day Living Light of the Nawals. Each one of these twenty Nawals reflect a unique energy of Light that weaves me into my personal Journey of Renewal. This same cycle of twenty Nawals is repeated thirteen times in allowing me to explore the deeper inner working around my Personal Renewal. Through each twenty day cycle repeating through the thirteen cycles allows me each day and through each cycle to lay down my unique bundle at sunset in the ways I explore Living my Life today. So I may pick-up my Renewed Bundle refreshed each day within my new ways to explore Living my Life through my co-partnership relationships between the subtle and physical worlds.
This section always begins with one of Ilene Satala painting and reflections around what the Tz’utujiil Maya Indigenous Ways call “Good Medicine - Kox aq’oom.” The Road of Renewal, either Personal or Collective, is all about “Good Medicine - Kox aq’oom.” Good Medicine is the journey or road we participate with for our Mind, Body, Spirit in exploring the Road of Renewal. Where our ability is to be weaved within our “Heart of – Ruk’ux” to the “Heart of – Ruk’ux” within the Dream of Gaia to be weaved within the “Heart of – Ruk’ux” of the struggles, the challenges, the suffering, the separation we experience in life. The Weaving within the “Heart Behind Everything” and the “Heart Behind Anything” is the foundation of Living my Life as a “Generator of Light.” This is the foundation behind all forms of transformation and healing. This section gives us the Awareness of the various ways Wisdom is available to be weaved within us through the “Heart of – Ruk’ux” to choose other ways I may engage in Living my Life.
Living Life as a Flowering Woman Soul by Ilene Satala
This was Ilene last completed drawing. This drawing represents the essence behind the Light of Nawal Tz’e’ establishing the flow of interconnectivity and wholeness. Through this drawing, Ilene’s body recovered fully and allowed the emergence of healing through the multiple levels of cancer within her spinal column and numerous systems and organs within her body.
Just after a few months of radiation and chemotherapy what was to be the beginning of a long treatment process, she was diagnosed with no measurable cancer anywhere in her body. The bones and spinal column which was full of cancer, was fully gone. The signs of this cancer was either not visible or significantly disappearing that usually takes a significantly longer period of time. She remained in this state of no measurable cancer until a week before dying nearly nine moths later. There was one spot of cancer that broke a small bone in her lower arm. Which was treatable through surgery and all other testing continued to show at that time no measurable cancer anywhere else.
Through a series of brain strokes and through her dreams awakening her that the inner timing for her release was ready now from her physical form, passing easily into the Realms of the Post-Mortem completing a “Lived Life” fully actualized.
Ilene mediated and brought into her Contemplation this image many times a day of her unknown possibilities of her Living Life.
This image also represents Ilene, represents me, represents you, as the Living Tree of Life at the center of the Road of your Personal Renewal. This weaved Living Light Flowering – emanating the Living Light of Sunshine back into the outer world around me!
Practical Wisdom of Nawal Tz’e’
Today I give you the opportunity to develop a relationship with the Living Nawal Presence of Light, Nawal Tz’e’. This Being of Light-Nawal Tz’e’, is like an angelic being. Nawal Tz’e’ energy emerges creating the unique form and shape to flow through all forms of Nature, especially humans. Through Nawal Tz’e’ holding its Light and weaving it with your unique form of Light for your own unknown possibilities to grow supporting you the opportunity to choose Wisdom as you way into Living Life. Nawal Tz’e’ Light is always available for the weaving together of your glowing unique Light of Wisdom. This Light is being Weaved from the Light Essence of your First Fire into the First Fire of the World Soul-Gaia. In Tz’utujiil Maya, Gaia is called Nawal Skirmeent. The Light of First Fire through the Living Presence connecting through the Flow Behind the Heart of Everything.
Today as the completion of another of the 20 Day Cycles of the New Dawning. Once again the cycle of Wisdom Lives and Flows through all Humans is complete. Assisting all Humans to experience the free will choice through any given opportunity to choose to separate yourself from any all forms of suffering, from your fears, from your challenges, and from your reactive emotions. Through the Presence of the Light of Nawal Tz’e’, an order of wholeness is being held by Nawal Tz’e’, establishing the unknown possibilities for a Living order of harmony and a flow of the interconnectivity between the heart behind everything seen and unseen.
Because of the portal of Light that is always being held open by Nawal Kamik on Day 16, you now always have available to you the choosing of the journey of transmutation to participate within your Living Life. When ever you do not choose the journey of transmutation, by instead ignoring what you are experiencing, deny it, or even choosing instead to just think about or questioning further your awareness, these various choice actions and perceptions will always hold you in the place of separation, therefore creating a stronger challenge for you in Living Life.
Nawal Tz’e’ gives us the opportunity to weave together all of the other 19 Day Cycles so today we all hold a free will choice to either enter the journey of transmutation so that these areas of our life now can have Wisdom behind our perceptions and actions. We then are living Ilene image of the “Flowering Soul” emanating a light to all forms of Nature in the outer world and to any human that is open to receive the Light of the unknown possibilities. The ability to Live Life from the Joy, from the Hope, from the Compassion, from the Love of what is possible regardless of what is being perceived or experienced in the moment.
We also choose to live out the “Ground Hog Day” pattern again and again and continually increase our emotional and mental pain around the challenges, the sufferings, the fears and reactive emotions with the lack of the quality and the vitality we could be experiencing in Living Life. Nawal Tz’e’ shows us how to choose to live from the flow of the blessings from the Heart of Gaia, and from the Heart of the Universe, from the heart of our soul and from the heart of our deep subtle body energy, and through the Living Forces and the Living Subtle Energy Beings from the subtle realms.
Daily Reflections on Nawal Tz’e’
For the Tz’utujiil Maya, their subtle energy beings live from a place called Paq’alib’al.
My intention through Nawal Tz’e’ is: “I desire to live from the uniqueness of who I am and to make a difference within any and all people, events, and situations that cross my inner and outer path of awareness.”
11 Supportive Video Access for Reflections of a Living Nab’eysiil
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Unlock the Creative Light Force within 18:37
https://youtu.be/SX07z07xWGQ
Four False Beliefs that Society is Built Upon 17:03
https://youtu.be/nM5w3EjikdA
How to Create Heaven on Earth 13:44
https://youtu.be/QXBKfFK7k9c
Are Memories Stored In Water Zach Bush 15:35
https://youtu.be/FspJWKQDKo8
Water Blessings Song Guatemala 7:00
https://youtu.be/QXcmuTZFkB8
Speaking to the Water 5:08
https://youtu.be/OeeAMNxuqio
The Consciousness of Water 3:13
https://youtu.be/fl9OAsjzYHQ
Maseru Emoto Experiment in Gratitude 1:39
https://youtu.be/SDNhH8deZPg
Maseru Emoto Water Experiments 5:00
https://youtu.be/1qQUFvufXp4
A Gathering of the Tribe 9:17
https://youtu.be/XinVOpdcbVc
Heartfelt Prayer to Recognize the Beauty in Life Zach Bush 10:17
https://youtu.be/MAV0VDZmVc0
1 Supportive Audio Access for Reflections of a Living Nab’eysiil
Foundational Core Of Light Ritual January 2022 6:45
https://mayanbrothers.box.com/s/px38p4sarpqegnbrpdfz62codejfg5eh
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