Day 2 - Nawal Beey - Meditations on Wisdom
“Meditation on Wisdom” for today Day 2 Saturday 15 January 2022 Nawal Beey Cycle 18-1
“Meditation on Wisdom” for today Day 2 Saturday 15 January 2022 Nawal Beey Cycle 18-1
REFLECTIONS OF A LIVING TZ’UTUJIIL MAYA NAB’EYSIIL
As a Nab’eysiil one of my primary responsibilities is to experience the the Light of the Wisdom behind all forms of Nature. This includes experiencing the Heart Behind Humanity and the Heart Behind all human beings.
My current position within the Tz’utujiil Maya community is the Nab’eysiil, the primary keeper of the most sacred bundle of the Tz’utujiil Maya. Above picture, in November 2019, I am engaged in “The Dance of Martin.” The Dance of the Martin is performed to Renew the world and awaken its power to bear new life within Gaia and to bear new life within all human beings.
To renew the world, including to renew human beings is an ongoing journey. Through the Journey of Renewal, I am engaging the three Lights Behind the Heart of Journey of Transmutation. Where the Great Tz’utujiil Weaver, Yaxper, weaves together the Light behind this Journey of Emergence. First the “Light of Renewal,” followed by the “Light of Regeneration,” and completing the cycle through the “Light of Rejuvenation.” This is the living energies that are being weaved together so the Renewal of the World may occur.
The Light of the Wisdoms, especially the energies of the Light of the Living Formative Forces of Joy, Hope, and Love is weaved with all of the various Martin Forces Behind the Heart of Nature and the Heart of Humanity and all Human Beings. The Heart of the Martin is also the nurturer of all unknown possibilities and unknown potentials within everything in Life to support our journey through these challenging and difficult times. The same living forces of Light are danced and weaved together for Everything and Anything in life. The same journey for the Earth. The same journey for all human challenges including healing, health, and all forms of human activity that we are engaged in. The same journey for animals or crops. Regardless of the outer focus of the Ritual, Everything and Anything in Life is also effected by the Light of Renewal.
As you can see what was captured in the above image is the powerful emergence of this Living Light of Wisdom pouring out from my face and growing over my head. The strength of this Living Light to be perceived and felt by others, is at the completion of the Living Dance of the Martin being brought out into the physical world for this period of time for Renewal. At this time in my journey, I could not take a physical step of and for more then a few seconds without my cane. Yet the Light of the Journey of Renewal is so empowering, as I am being weaved into this Living Co-Partnership relationship of the Light of the Heart Behind the forces of Everything and Anything in Nature. This empowering Light of the Martins allowing my body to be weaved within the supported Light of this dance of Renewal – Regeneration – Rejuvenation.
In the video “Unlock the Creative Life Force Within” the focus is upon the energy from the Solar or Sunlight. However even in plants the Light of the Solar-Sun is one part of what Indigenous call the Light that is weaved together forming the Heart of Sky.
The Light of the Heart of Sky is weaved together from the Light of the Sun, the Moon, the Stars, the Milky Way, and the Black at its Center Space behind Everything and Anything. As in the video, when we approach Anything and Everything as a “Loving Being” we begin to activate our inner core of unique Light of our First Fire with another person, or a group of people, or something within Nature. This contact through the Light of Love and any and all of the various Light of the Wisdoms, creates a third light.
As this explosion of Light is created, the Sidhe calls this Light Anwa, this new emerging Light is the Light of Renewal behind the Heart Behind Anything and the Heart Behind Everything in Life. This is the Light of Beauty experienced in the physical world that Zach is talking about that emerges from the subtle inner within us from the Light of Love and the Light of the Wisdoms.
The consequences of the emotions of reactivity, of suffering, of dualities, of Fear, of Guilt, of Blame, of Shame, of Judgement, and even the emotion behind our need to understand something first, creates the consequences for our separation from this unknown event of the Light of our Anwa to be created and expressed.
“The Phase Angle” measurement that Zach talks about shows how our separation through the consequences of our emotions makes us vulnerable to the sufferings and challenges we experience in Living Life. Then how we choose to react to our challenges and suffering either separates us even more from the unique qualities of the Fire Behind our inner Regenerative Light. This is the new science being discovered behind this Indigenous concept I have explored since the late 1970’s of Blessings the Heart of my wounded self, then returning to the Journey of Emergence. First the “Light of Renewal,” followed by the “Light of Regeneration,” and completing the cycle through the “Light of Rejuvenation.” As we allow the weaving together of these various Formative Forces of Light, awakens our innate abilities to begin the repairing of what is separated and broken into the emergency of the unknown possibilities and the unknown potentials that exist within us.
The consequences of our separation from our unique Light of First Fire being blocked from both within us and blocked from Nature. This supports the continual growth of our biology of further separation, further isolation, further loneliness from within us and Nature around us creating as greater imbalance within our biology and our Mind. Laying out the foundations that grow eventually the illnesses and other difficulties we encounter as disease.
I want to clarify several things Zach is saying. He is not saying do not social distance nor do not wear masks. We have a responsibility that when we gather are we creating the highest quality of Light possible for that moment. Does the Anwa of the gathering you are engaged in supporting the Light of Renewal-Regeneration-Rejuvenation? Or is your gathering one based upon creating additional emotional consequences and separating you further from your own unique core Light of First Fire? The first gathering creates the Anwa for Renewal, the second gathering increases our emotional consequences to become more vulnerable to LIFE! What Free Will Choices are you engaged in throughout the day of your life.
Hopefully what we have been exploring these last weeks around your focus upon “I Am Alive Right Now” has a deeper meaning for you. You deserve to live from an Anwa-a generating Light that supports the Light of Renewal of your Body, Mind, and Spirit, along with the outer world of Nature around you. Whatever the gathering you are engaged in, is it producing the Anwa in this right side of the image?
Keep exploring this same reflecting part, either a person or group of people or event or a situation in the news where you CHOOSE to interact from a place less then the Light of Wisdom. Be aware of both the outer reactive part of you and your inner awareness of what your inner Mind was also reflecting upon producing reactivity in whatever you are perceiving.
Open to experience your unique Personal First Fire inside of you being weaved together within the Light of the Heart Behind these various aspects supporting your felt sense of this inner body calmness emerging throughout your body. Ask to hold that part of you that choose to interact in this conflicting or challenging way. Rest this part of you within this Light and ask this part of you to accept this Light and open to begin the journey of emergence of the beauty that is alive in this part of you.
Feel into the eyes and the heart of this part of you as whisper in the most nurturing and kind way “I continually deserve to Perceive you without judgement.” “I am deserving to Acknowledge that you exist as a part of me.” “I Honor and deserve to experience Value in you as a living part of me.” “I am learning to deserve in the Acceptance you as a part of me, and in this Acceptance I experience how weaved together you are a part of me.” “I Perceive and Acknowledge both parts of myself, the outer communicator and the inner conflicting, challenging supporter of this action-in perceiving you without judgement.”
Focusing this gathering with these parts of you within this focus begins to create your inner Anwa of Light igniting the inner healing and emergence of your new unknown Light within you experiencing your let send of “I AM ALIVE RIGHT NOW!”
Blessings and Love Conrad
Heart of Heaven (Queen Of Heaven painting by Ilene Satala)
I am often inspired by my dreams and that’s how I came to paint this painting. I saw the field of creation ablaze with purple and blue with stars and planets swirling in a musical harmony. Then as if slipping on a dress a female figure stepped forward and reaches up and dressed herself with all of creation flowing around her.
Her hair was ablaze like the fiery sun and the moon sat on her forehead like a crown. In one hand she held a green stem symbolizing nature and from her other hand lightening sparked from her fingertips ready to energies anything that needed to be brought to life.
I found that the image almost painted itself and then it stopped. I could go any farther. I felt there was more to paint but I could not find my way to the next part. Then in a second dream came to me and I saw that there were four ancient Goddess symbols placed in the four directions on a border banding the painting.
First was Golden winged Egyptian Goddess ISIS. Sitting on top of the painting symbolizing protection. Below was The Mayan Moon Goddess and she represented illumination. Then to the right the ancient Neolithic Great Mother with Spirals around her symbolizing love of nature and the Earth. On the left was Athena from ancient Greece symbolic of courage and inner strength.
The borders were red and with black paint in a very ancient pictographs style the symbols all representing women dancing and celebration feminine powers.
When I finished I realized I had created a piece of artwork that reflected the powers of women hood and beyond as the Queen of Heaven walked from the Universe onto my canvas.
Practical Wisdom of Nawal Beey
Today I give you the opportunity to develop a relationship with the Living Nawal Presence of Light, Nawal Beey. This Being of Light-Nawal Beey, is like an angelic being. Nawal Beey add the Light of Joy through the Heart of Heaven that weaves together the new primary foundational energy of the Light of Wisdom. What you hold as your Presence of Light Nawal Beey, allows the Light of Wisdom to flow through all the threads establishing the form and shape behind all things that exist in the physical world.
Wisdom of Nawal Beey
This Light Energy of the Heart of Sky emerges from these various sources. The Light from the Sun, the Light from the Moon, the Light from the Stars, the Light from the Milky Way, and the Light from within the Blackness of Space-in ancient Maya this was called the Ek Way-Black as its Center. The light of the Heart of Heaven allows the foundation of an inner calmness to be experienced within our body and eventually an inner calmness within our Mind.
These various forms of Light that emerge from the Heart of Heaven is held together with the Presence of the Light of Joy. This Living Presence of Light gives the form and shape for anything and everything to manifest. Regardless of the challenges, regardless of the suffering, regardless of the illness or separation we experience, the Light of Joy is always present to allow the unknown form and shapes of the possibilities to be present. This becomes the inner felt sense of the inner calmness we can experience regardless of the chaos that is also present.
This energy forms the interconnectivity of Wisdom within the Brain and its flow throughout the nervous system of the living Universe. As this energy of Interconnectivity of Wisdom flows within our Brain and its flow is the interconnectivity of Light flowing throughout the nervous system within our body.
Whatever I am engaged within my Living Life around me, each object or every perceptions and awareness is no longer just an empty container. It is infused with the Living Seed Light of the Unknown Possibilities weaved within the Living Seed Light of Unconditional Love and now weaved with the Living Seed Light of Joy.
This Seed Light is available for all forms of healing and release me into the emergence of the unknown. This especially is needed whenever I perceive or experience negative or broken energies. Through Nawal Beey, these energies within me can be transmuted. This especially is needed whenever there are new energies that are needed to emerge through me. It makes no difference if I am focused upon a person, an animal, a plant, a object or I am focused upon a event, project, or a situation. I ask the Presence of Nawal Beey to bring forward its Seed Light of Love and Joy, to dissolve and unravel any and all of the chaotic and challenging energies within me. I ask the Formative Forces of Love and Joy to weave with the subtle energy realms forces of light to emerge within me the Presence of calmness, and a source of blessings whenever something that needs healing or needs energetic repair. It makes no difference if I am communicating this from an inner and/or outer ways. I desire the Formative Force of Love and Joy to dismantle, untangle, dissolve, push through, sweep away any of the clouds of turbulence and broken energies that are present within me. I ask to be connected to this Formative Forces of Love and Joy. This allows me to emerge onto the white road of the Interconnectivity of light.
I ask the Formative Force of Joy to grow and emerge into my awareness. Empower these qualities of Interconnectivity to come alive and support me, support us, support the situation, so I may experience the threads of the inner Web of Light. So where ever I am, what ever I feel, this road of Illuminating Light is part of a web that weaves me and weaves us into the illuminating light of Love and Joy.
This co-partnership relationship between the Formative Forces of Love and Joy, will dissolve and unravel any and all of the chaotic and challenging energies behind my words, behind my thoughts, and behind my feelings which we maybe speaking to myself, or that I experience spoken outside of me. This white road of Illuminating light of the Formative Forces of Love and Joy creates the threads of healing broken and negative energies behind my words or my feelings creating a story of separation and limitedness.
FOUR DREAMING ENERGIES OF LIGHT:
Primary Living Energies of Light that create the foundation that flows through us establishing the primary road for interconnectivity and flow and wholeness creating the Fire Within the Sacred Heart (the Heart Chakra burning the Light of First Fire
First Dreaming Energues of Light is Nawal Batz’ the Regenerative Energies (the red road) of ones unique source that flows through the Threads Creating the Heart Behind Everything. The seeds of Nawal Batz’ (the Light of the wisdom of the unknown possibilities weaved within the flow of Light of Love)
This same interconnectivity that flows and supports all of nature, supports the various organs and systems within the body. Nawal Batz', bring the form and shape to the flow of the deep body and my soul and give form and shape to guide my mind, my emotions, my attitudes, my beliefs and my actions to take on the form and shapes of the new wisdom energy of the possible.
Each species carries this same wisdom energy from the one source, but through it own unique essence and unique form of life. This supports the interconnectivity of the heart behind everything, behind each form. The heart behind all everything then forms the interconnectivity of the outer physical world. This essence of wisdom is the presence of wisdom that flows through our veins, the cloth, or the fabric within everything that is in physical form.
You, Nawal Batz’ as the carrier of the first threads of the wisdom energy, awaken the uniqueness within each physical person, each object, or each event. Assist me to use that wisdom to open to possibilities behind all things to work together as you weave me into the interconnectivity of the heart behind all things.
This Light of First Fire emerges from the Living Presence of Light from both Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent for the Universal Foundation for the flow of interconnectivity and flows through Blood, that flows through the Roots, that flows through the Veins of plants and organic materials, that’s flows through the threads and fibers of everything that is physically created, that flows through the threads of our words, feelings, and stories we communicate in written, verbal, and the imagers we create.
Second Dreaming Energies of Light is Nawal Beey the Heart of Heaven (the white Road) where the Seeds of Nawal Batz’ (Light of the unknown possibilities is weaved with the Light of Love). This seed is awakened with the Light of Joy that emerges from the Heart of Heaven and the Heart of Earth. Allowing the form and shape to emerge behind everything and anything that will be manifested as the light of the unknown possibilities.
Third Dreaming Energies of Light is Nawal Aaj the Heart of Earth (the green road)
Fourth Dreaming Energies of Light is Nawal Ix
Daily Reflections on Nawal Beey
I ask the Living Light of Wisdom that flows from the Rilaj Maam to establish the unknown possibilities within my Brain my Nervous Systems. I ask for the new pathways through Neuroplasticity to emerge.
I ask the Nawals of Diego No’j and Juan No’j to gather and bring forward the new unknown Light of Wisdom I am needing right now.
I ask the Nawals Diego Kanon and Juan Kanon to bring into my awareness the new unknown light of wisdom I am needing right now.
I ask the Nawals Diego Puqlaaj and Juan Puqlaaj to dismantle what stands in way for the unknown Light of the new Wisdoms to emerge.
I ask the Nawal Mosbel Joloom to sweep away all memory and neurological connections that are no longer needed.
I ask the these two animals companions for their assistance in sweeping away all memory and neurological connections that are no longer needed. The Xkin owl and the Piich woodpecker.
Todays Emotions: Nawal Beey
- I ask all known fear to be swept away so the way I am Living Life is from the unknown possibilities of Love
- I ask all known despair to be swept away so the way I am Living Life is from the unknown possibilities of Hope
- I ask all known distress to be swept away so the way I am Living Life is from the unknown possibilities of Joy
- I ask all known anger to be swept away so the way I am Living Life is from the unknown possibilities of Compassion
- I ask Nawal Beey, teach me and show me how to Live Life from the wisdoms within me being that weaves within me the unknown possibilities as I explore Living Life within Gaia or Nawal Skirmeent. So I may experience the Light of New Beginning – New Dawning to live from my Unknown Awareness through Courage - Fearlessness - Safety - Protection - Strength – inner Calm of Body – inner Calm of Mind
In the Daily Nawal Wisdom Rituals that are released today:
—When you are looking at today “Tz’utujiil Maya Tree of Life” photo, explore today Nawal Beey teaching of the Light behind the Tree of Life.
Tree (flowing within of all the unknown possibilities of love and joy)
(flowing within of all the unknown possibilities of love and joy) Fragile - Essence
(flowing within of all the unknown possibilities of love and joy) Sprouting – Growing – Flowering
(flowing within of all the unknown possibilities of love and joy) Unique – Unknown – Potential – Possibilities
Creation(flowing within of all the unknown possibilities of love and joy)
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—When you are exploring “Living the Presence of the Daily Nawal Beey, ask Nawal Beey to weave you into the Light of the unknown possibilities of love and joy behind the heart of anything and everything so that you my emerge to your unique form of Light Wisdom of Living Life behind any and all perceptions and experiences in your life.
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The Heart of the Wisdom Teachings of Nawal Beey Day 2 in didactic Cinquain form:
Beey (Seed-Light for the unknown possibilities of love and joy flowing through Everythying)
Creation - Flow
Seeding - Blessings - Emerging
Weaved – Within - All - Creation
Destiny (living life from the unknown possibilities of love and joy)
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—When you are exploring the “Weaving the Joints of my Body” ask Nawal Beey to infuse the Light to Live Life through each joint of your body emerging into of the healing of the unknown possibilities for Love and Joy to flow through your Body.
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—When you are exploring the “Energies for a New Unknown Potential for Civilization” ask Nawal Beey to infuse you to Live Life a the Flowering Soul so that you may open to the awareness of what was possible of the UNKNOWNLight of the Wisdom of Love and Joy could have been experienced and created in the past of civilization.
Ask Nawal Beey to infuse you to Live Life a the Flowering Soul so that you may open to the awareness of what is possible of the UNKNOWN Light of the Wisdom of Love and Joy to be experienced and created during our present time of civilization.
Ask Nawal Beey to infuse you to Live Life a the Flowering Soul so that you may open to the awareness of what will be possible of the UNKNOWN Light of the Wisdom of Love and Joy may be experienced and created in the future of civilization.
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Cinquain Poem for our New Emerging Unknown Potential for Civilization Focus on Nawal Beey:
Civilization (flowing of the Light of Love and Joy behind unknown emergence)
Potentials (flowing of the Light of Love and Joy behind unknown emergence) – Emerging (flowing of the Light of Love and Joy behind unknown emergence)
Transmuting (flowing of the Light of Love and Joy behind unknown emergence) – Empowering (flowing of the Light of Love and Joy behind unknown emergence) – Energy (flowing of the Light of Love and Joy behind unknown emergence)
(flowing of the Light of Love and Joy behind unknown emergence)
Love – Hope – Joy – Compassion
Living-(Life through the flowing light of Love and Joy of the unknown emergence)
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