Day 4 - Nawal I’x - Meditations on Wisdom
“Meditation on Wisdom” for today Day 4 Sunday 6 February 2022 Nawal I’X Cycle 19-10
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REFLECTIONS OF A LIVING TZ’UTUJIIL MAYA NAB’EYSIIL
Each time I explore “The Foundational Core of Light Ritual” I enter the road for the sprouting of my personal light for renewal. Not from my words. Not from my feelings. From the awakening of my seeds of Beauty within me. The quality of my Light of Emergence begins from my sprouting of the Light of Love flowing from within me, allows my unique Light of Beauty to be present. The Light of Beauty emerge when I am able to be weaved into the Light of the Unknown Possibilities available to me today.
Regardless of what is occurring in my life today, from my challenges, to my successes, both represents a creation of separation of my interconnectivity to the Light of Everything and Anything within me and around me for that day. Just like the changing of Light during each day and the changes of the Light each night, I too am always evolving in the qualities of Light that I will need to experience life today fresh and new.
This does not mean, let me repeat this does not mean that I have done something wrong! It just means for a variety of both inner and outer experiences, for me to experiences today’s Living Life, I am needing a different mixture of Light. I have entered onto the Road of Transformation. The purpose of the ritual is to assist me into establishing a interconnectivity to the Flow of Light of my unknown possibilities that is available for me at this moment in time.
This begins with a series of communications through the petitioning of the living Tz’utujiil Light Force of Rei Pascal. Rei Pascal has the abilities to have direct acess to my soul to see first, “Am I ready to enter today the road of the release of my physical form and continue my journey into the next realms of Living Life?” I will only enter this road of release of my physical form once! If the answer is No, today is not this day, then Rei Pascal communicates with other forces of Light that will support my journey for today along this road of emergence.
The Living Light of Rei Pascal will communicate to the appropriate forces of Light that is available for me today, supporting me on my road of Living Life. Rei Pascal will assist in the gathering of the Light that I will need today from the subtle Forces of Light to enter the Road of Light of Renewal. The four parts within this Road, begins with the Light of Renewal – the Light of Regeneration- the Light of Rejuvenation – the Light of Emergence. Each time I enter this road, the various qualities of Light available for me is present to support me in the entering my Road of Living Life.
I am always supported by the Light of the unseen possibilities that is available for me to enter my unique Road of Emergence. The radiance of my unique Light of Beauty that I hold on my road, is always supported through the weaving of my Light from the Flow of Light of the interconnectivity of the Heart Behind Everything and the Heart Behind Anything. My subtle body of Light has available to it each moment of time the weaved support of the subtle body of Light of Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent and the Heart of Light behind Humanity.
Unfortunately when I choose to return to living the life that I once new, my subconscious mind begins the weaving together of the Light from my wounded and separated nature. This establishes me onto the road of my past in experiencing life today. My old ways of thinking and living is what available for me at the moment. My subconscious mind begins the weaving of separation quickly through the loss of the availability of any of my new Light. As I enter the Road to my life through the unknown possibilities, my Light begins to grow even stronger, supporting me today on my Road of Living Life in the moment.
Thursday I began to explore Phase One on my Road of Renewal by dropping my inner awareness into the Eye of my Heart Center-Chakra at the center of my chest. Gently touching this center once with my fingertips, I awakened my intention. My intention activating me onto the Road of Renewal through the “Eye of my Heart.” Transmuting my current awareness of my fears, guilts, shames, judgements, intolerances, angers, and my need to understand. Allowing the Emergence of my true inner nature of the Light of the Wisdoms of Compassions, Nurturance, Love, Joy, Hope, Kindness, and Caring. This Renewal began my journey into my unique inner felt sense of my subtle energy body and its weaved co-partnership with my Light of the Unknown Possibilities. Opening my awareness to experience my unique Personal Light of my First Fire. The First Fire awakened within me as I entered into physical form through my first breath.
Friday I explored Phase Two of my journey of Personal Renewal, where I asked the “Regenerative Light of my Soul” to be weaved with my “Living Light within the Eye of my Heart.” Strengthening the unique personal Light of my First Fire.
Saturday I explored Phase Three of my journey of Personal Renewal, where I asked the “Regenerative Light of my Subtle Energy-Light Body” to be weaved with my “Regenerative Light of my Soul” as I am weaved with this “Living Light within the Eye of my Heart.” These three Forces of Light are strengthening the unique flowering of my Personal Light of First Fire.
Today I am exploring Phase Four of my journey of Personal Renewal, where I am asking the “Regenerative Light of the Heart of Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent” to be weaved together with the Light of my emerging Core Light. I ask to experience your Heart of Light Gaia, to be weaved together with my emerging Core Light from “Regenerative Light of my Subtle Energy-Light Body” as it is being weaved with my “Regenerative Light of my Soul” as I am being weaved with my “Living Light within the Eye of my Heart.” These Four Forces of Light are strengthening the unique flowering of my Personal Light of First Fire.
The “Regenerative Light of the Heart of Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent” is part of what is called the “Heart of Sky” and the “Heart of Earth.”
The Light of the Heart of Sky is weaved together from the Light of the Sun, the Light of the Moon, the Light of the Stars, the Light of the Milky Way, and theLight emerging from “Black at its Center Space” that exists behind Everything and Anything. As in the video, when I approach Anything and Everything from my way as a “Loving Being” begins to activate our inner core nature of my unique Light of my First Fire with another person, or a group of people, or something within Nature.
The Light of the Heart of Earth is weaved together from various forms of living Light behind Everything and Anything of the Earth. From the Light that emerges through the Light of the Soil, from the Light of Rocks, from the Light of Water, from the Light of Air, (the Light of the Heart of Sky that is absorbed into everything and anything on the Earth), from the Light of Animals, from the Light of Plants, from the Light of Humans, and from the quality of the Light that is weaved together forming my Living Co-Relationship between the “Heart Behind the Flow of Light of Interconnectivity. As in the video, when I approach Anything and Everything from my way as a “Loving Being” I begin to activate my inner core of unique Light of my First Fire with another person, or a group of people, or something within Nature.
Through the emerging Light of Love being weaved together from the Heart of Gaia being weaved together and with all of the various forms of Living Light of the Wisdoms, creates this third light-Anwa. This emergence of this third Light is what the Sidhe calls “Anwa”. The Light of Anwa is the Light of the Living Renewal behind the Heart Behind Anything and the Heart Behind Everything in Life. This is the Light of Beauty experienced in the physical world that Zach is talking about emerging from the Light of Love. Beauty emerges and is experienced in the outer world from the subtle inner Light within us that emerges through the weaving together of the Light of Love and the Light of the Wisdoms, and the Heart of Gain, being weaved with the Light of the Heart of Humanity.
At a deeper meaning, when I experience the inner Wisdom within me, this is another area where this inner Wisdom emerges from my subtle energy-light body; being weaved the subtle patterns of Light within and around me. This awakens my deep Seed Nature within.
My Journey of Renewal, is always danced, always communicated, and ritualized in front of the Great Tz’utujiil Weaver, Yaxper. She is creating the weaving for the Heart Behind Everything and the Heart Behind Anything to emerge for this sprouting of my Journey of Emergence supporting me in Living Life.
Blessings and Love Conrad