Day 4 - Nawal I’x - Meditations on Wisdom
“Meditation on Wisdom” for today Day 4 Saturday 16 July 2022 Nawal I’X the Eight Cycle of the Lunar Calendar 12-1
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REFLECTIONS OF A LIVING TZ’UTUJIIL MAYA NAB’EYSIIL
Conrad’s Blog on Meditation on Wisdom” are my personal notes I am creating each morning reflecting upon my focus of how I approach and how I am Living Life weaved within the Mayan Subtle world forces of Paq’alib’al.
These personal notes are that’s, unedited, raw, and at times grammatical, spelling, typos, and long sentence structure fully present. They all are freshly written, edited, and created around 3 am EDT before the sunrises, and are published by 7 am EDT nearly each morning. So they are my first attempts in exploring my inner connections into the subtle realms of the Tz’utujiil Maya Forces of Living Light of the “Ways of Perceiving – Ilah” to live my life through the support and the living co-partnership with the energy of Light of todays Wisdoms. Regardless of the sufferings and the challenges I am engaged with during these changing and unpredictable times within my world, I have a choice to what and how I express as my Life.
I am the Nab’eysiil of the Tz’utujiil Maya community in Guatemala. I am the carrier and the Keeper of the Wisdoms weaved within the Bundle of the Heart of Nature and the Keeper of the Wisdoms weaved within the Bundle of the Heart of Humanity. Before the sunrises each morning, as when the sunsets each evening, as when I enter the cycle of Noon and Midnight, and throughout and in between these cycles, there is an constant dance of Subtle World Forces of Living Light available to me. These Subtle World Forces of Living Light is available to you, and available to everything and anything living on this Emerging Place of Earth.
The presence of Living Light exists within and behind everything and anything on this emerging planet. If it exists in physical form, regardless of how it is formed and shaped, a living Presence of Light is weaved into and within. This is so much larger then what our mind perceives to what is alive. Becoming awake with how our thoughts and feelings and the beliefs and intentions we hold are Alive and weaved within the Presence of Living Light. This Living Light is present within and behind every form of expression. From every object of physical matter to what it is that is spoken outwardly or spoken within. Everything holds a Presence of Living Light. This Living Light is weaved within and behind and becomes a container for the Living Light of the Unknown Wisdoms that desire to be expressed into everything and anything in the “Ways we are Living Life.” This Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities of the Wisdoms, are the expression of the Spirit and Dream held by the Living Spirit of Gaia. Living Life is our unique way we bring form and shape to the Dream of Gaia through the uniqueness held within us and how we choose to be an expression of Living Light behind everything and anything we are engaged within.
I explore the Road of Renewal each day, and throughout the day, allowing me to be weaved within this living co-partnership with these Subtle World Forces. Together in our co-partnering relationship we engage my unique ways I participate within Living my Life from the Living Light of the Wisdoms of the Unknown Possibilities. This allows me to be a Generator of Light that I bring forward to the various forms and shapes of everything and anything I am engaged within and outsider of me.
REFLECTIONS OF A LIVING TZ’UTUJIIL MAYA NAB’EYSIIL
Nothing new material Today in the Collective Renewal
Section One reflects the “Journey of World Renewal” – the Collective Patterns discussing the Extended Ritual Cycles of the Tz’utujiil Maya parallel rituals to the Christian Rituals of leading up to and through the cycles of Death and Rebirth as explored during Holy Week. The Indigenous Ways are focused upon “Renewal.” There is no Death and Rebirth at the heart of Renewal. Instead, when a cycle enters it endings, at sunset of that cycle our bundle rests. Through the Mystery of the Living Lunar Light of night, our bundle is taken part, renewed, and weaved once again back to its initial clarity of Beginning Light. This is Beginning Light is weaved within the new Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities that are available for our new cycle that waits to emerge. At sunrise, we pick up what appears to be the same outer bundle we laid down at sunset. Yet our current bundle now is different. It is went through the natural Cycle of Renewal through the Mystery behind the Lunar cycles. The old ways were un-weaved, and now refreshed back to its original Light and weaved with the vibrant Living Light of the Unknown Wisdoms. We are ready to take our new steps onto our Road of Emergence. Exploring our new cycle of Living Life refreshed and renewed. These writings, pictures, videos, and podcasts, in Section One reflect one form and shape of the Indigenous Ways of the Tz’utujiil Maya exploring the rituals of World Renewal.
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This information on Personal Renewal has NOT been updated for months until I finish the Collective Patterns for Renewal
Section Two reflect the “Journey of Personal Renewal” – our Individual Patterns. This section explores the same qualities we are exploring in the Collective Ways of World Renewal. Explores the various forms of co-partnership with these Subtle World Forces of Light to support our individual creative actions of Living Life.
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Section Three Weaving our Personal – Collective Intentions with the Subtle World Living Light of Paq’alib’al through the 260 Day Lunar Cycle
The Road of the 13 Cycles of Lunar Light:
Emergence of My Living Identity through Cycle Five
Through my journey of the Living Light of the 260 Day Lunar Cycle of the Daily Nawals, allows my new Identity into Wholeness where “Everything is alive” to emerge. This supports me to perceive and approach myself, approach others, and approach the events around me from a place of my inner Wisdom in Living Life. I beginning now in exploring the new twenty day cycle within Cycle Five. For the next 100 days, Cycles Five through Nine, within this 260 Day Cycles, the focus is upon the Road of Transmutation through the Living Light of Renewal, Restoration, Regeneration and Emergence to occur. We are always going through various cycles of Self-Renewal throughout the various ways we are engaging in Living Life.
Living Life in my Wholeness, where “Everything is alive,” allows me to experience through my felt sense the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity. This Flow of Interconnectivity exists as my identity to who I am as a Whole Human Being. Does my identity of who I am come from my mind intelligence? Does my identity of who I am come form my energy intelligence? We may think that my identity as a whole person is a combination of both. But its not!
Traveling through the 260 Days Lunar Cycle of the Daily Nawals is an important road that gives me a place to explore the influence my subconscious mind has upon the quality of Light that supports my physical body functioning. I am also able to become aware of how much of my life I am holding a conflicting ways of perceiving the Wisdoms that are behind my everyday perceptions of my challenges, limitations, and sufferings. The Presence of Light of the Daily Nawals and its Three Creators, are available first and foremost to me through my energy intelligence. Then the words that I describe from my energy intelligence become my intentions behind each Daily Nawal. This allows my mind intelligence throughout these 260 Lunar Cycles to change the ways I perceive myself. My energy intelligence will change the ways I perceive others. My energy intelligence will change the way I perceive the events of the world around me. Through this Living Light of the Wisdoms will change the ways I perceive the wounded and limited nature of my mind intelligence.
In the last Four Cycles, I have established a consistent co-partnership relationship with both the Living Light of the 20 Daily Nawals and its 3 Creators: Ma Tun K'laaj, Ma Xtiwaan Luu', Ma Tun Deey. Traveling the Road of each one of these last Four Cycles allowed me to shed more of the toxicity created by my subconscious mind in the ways I perceived myself in relationship to Living Life. I was opened into allowing the unique Living Lights through each of the Four Cycles to be present and weaved within my core this added Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities. Now I am energetic ready to explore Cycle Five. This Living Light within me will support me to face the various levels of awareness that my subconscious mind will bring forward on the Road of Transmutation during Cycle Five. And this will continue till the end of Cycle Nine. I will have an opportunity once again to perceive the specifics parts of myself that is ready to be transmuted which is hindering me from allowing my Road of Renewal to emerge.
My intentions for this 260 Day Lunar Cycle allows me to move through each day and through the various 13 Cycles of 20 Days the opportunity for the reweaving to occur to feel the unique inner support of each one of the Living Lights of Fire being weaved within my First Fire. Cycle Four deepened this form of reweaving in preparing me energetically to enter and walk through the journey of Cycle Five. This Living Light within me will support me to face the various levels of awareness that my subconscious mind will bring forward to show me during these 100 days the specifics parts of his myself that will ready be ready to be transmuted that is hindering me from allowing my Road of Renewal to emerge. So my Living Light can be weaved and emerged through me as my Living Light of Sunshine through Cycles Ten through Thirteen.
These 100 Days of Cycles Five through Nine, I will be exploring the Transmutation with various body systems and organs that have always been extremely challenging and limiting throughout my life. My six burdens which I have previously discussed, along with new fleeting challenges that are always emerging into my life, where always present behind my inner backdrop during the years you have
known me. My engagement in outer activities especially covering the outer landscapes of ancient Indigenous sites along with the outer landscape of the Rainforests and Biospheres within Mexico and Central America seemed quiet natural in both my inner and outer strength. This began with a quest in my early 30’s to discover “A More Beautiful World to Live within my Body” regardless of the five sensory feedback my whole body keeps presenting to me.
My outer mind could never make any sense of this inner strength that would support me like this.
I am focusing upon my personal Intentions for this 260 Lunar Cycle. My intentions throughout the first Four Cycles was on “My physical body may be fully restored at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities. Not to look or physically do what I did in my 30’s. But to explore at this age of 74 in how I look and the actions I am physically able to explore within me as being a Living Generator of Light-Sunshine emerging through my full Unknown Possibilities within this Cycle of the Lunar Calendar. I will be responsible in developing a deeper relationship with each one of the 20 Living Lights of the Daily Nawals during this cycle.”
Now in Cycle Sixth I will deepen my exploration with Transmutation of these six burdens plus any new challenges emerging at this time for my body along with any limitations that my subconscious mind brings into my awareness. I will not be looking to find any specific areas that I think need to be transmuted with my outer mind intelligence. I will allow the journey of Living Life to show me during these next 20 days what ready to be transmuted. This transmutation will continually be explored during the remainder of the 80 days during these Cycles. This way I am trusting my energy intelligence to re-educated my mind intelligence on what and when to focus upon. Only through my inner energy intelligence can I allow the proper unweaving, untangling, undoing, dissolving of the burdens held in my body and held within my subconscious mind to emerge in the timely manner allowing for the ease of transmutation to emerge.
I want to become more conscious of this Intention as I am releasing the light from my subconscious mind and allowing the Emergence of the new Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities to me present to grow these new relationships that are forming. So this new Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities being weaved into the Subtle Forces within the Physical Matter of my Human Body.
During these last 100 Lunar Days of the Living Light of the Daily Nawals, the Living Light Presence of Self-Compassion continually is supporting my unique qualities of Living Light. I began to experience the Living Light of Self-Compassion for my current ways of perceiving and my current ways of living my life of limitations and separations around my 74 year old body. Now during these next 80 Lunar Nights of the Living Light of the Daily Nawals, the foundation I am exploring of Self-Compassion will be needed even more as the deeper aspects emerge within subconscious mind to dissolve the specific attitudes and beliefs and intentions that will continually be emerging into my intention. If I am struggling during these 80 Lunar Days it only because I do not “Believe” in the ways of me Living Life that I “Deserve” the Presence of Living Light of Mercy and Compassion for this unique part of me. Returning to and deepening within my Living Relationship with the Presence of Living Light of Mercy and Compassion will allow me the inner courage and ease to walk through this transition through these various parts of my self.
The most empowering gift of action I have to offer is the way I am choosing to Live Life from the perspective of my story of co-partnering with the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities. How I am living this within myself gives me a living perspective in how and what I am communicating this story to others. Each of us as our own unique Living Light of First Fire within. Through our unique Living Light of First Fire, I, we, will choose the various ways to perceive the events within my life today. This will emerge through me in the choices I make to communicate my words and the outer actions I take in Living Life.
Cycle Six will be deepening the more difficult parts that are held within my subconscious mind hold on my limitations that have been blocking and hindering me for many years of my life. Through this next 80 Days of Transmutation, what will be emerging will be patterns that I have lived in a more convincing way that this is my correct interpretation of my reality. Through each one that is transmuted, it will begin to be more oblivious of the quality my inner Light that I will be experiencing. This will allow the weaving together within me with the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity in its deeper qualities to be present during Cycles Six through Nine for the Living Light of Renewal, Restoration, Regeneration and Emergence to occur.
My Purpose is to Live Life as the Generator of Living Light of Sunshine:
Our primary focus as a human being is energy production. Since my first writings and teaching I was exploring since 1980, around the various ways to assist myself and others that we were a Living Light of “Human Energy System.”
Throughout each encounter I am engaged in, I reflect upon did I leave this person or did I leave this event with the knowing that I added more “Light-Sunshine” through my interaction that I was engaged in. Regardless of the challenges and the regardless of the sufferings that might have occurred within me or around me, “Did my words and actions reflect in the ways I desire to me Living my Life by adding more Light-Sunshine to this person or event?” “Did my words and actions reduced the Light-Sunshine within that person and event I encountered today in my life?”
Out First Nations elders lived their life being weaved together within the “Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity” with the Living Light-Sunshine of the Heart Behind Everything. They experienced how this Living Light supported them and supported each event in life. They knew there always was a Natural state of Flow in Living Life as a two legged upright being that was human.
They did not try to find the Light of Interconnectivity and Flow. They explored their living relationship within a living co-partnership within the Light of Interconnectivity and Flow that was always present. This supported them in Living Life knowing how Nature’s inner and outer Light provided for them.
Over time, especially since the Conquest, most Indigenous cultures in order to survive their captors, began to experience a separation and a disconnection from their “Light of the Heart” flowing as a natural sate of interconnectivity between the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything.
When Zach talks about the restoring the Remembering-Regenerative Living Light pattern. This is what I experience on the Road of Renewal in allowing myself to Remembering – the Regenerative Living Light patterns being weaved within the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities being weaved together in the Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity Behind the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything and the Living Light of the Heart Behind Anything. The restoring of the Remembering of this Regenerative Living Light both within me and between us and between me and us and all of Nature effects the quality of Light-Sunshine that is available to me, that is available to us in Living Life.
Remembering is a personal inner creative art form we are exploring. The Art of Remembering each day, and throughout the day and throughout the night, adds to or decreasing the vibrational quality of Living Light held within the inner water within our body. The quality of Living Light effects the direction of our cellular growth. The quality of Living Light effects the forming of our co-partnership relationships within our cells. We have choice in how we live in a creative relationship to the cells and the inner quality of water. Are we adding to or limiting and separating ourself from our Inner Light? Are we allowing our self to open to or limiting or blocking our living relationship with the Living Light of the Unseen Possibilities that deserves to be weaved within our physical body?
Research today reflects the effects our feelings, thoughts, and judgements are always effecting the quality of the water stored within our body which changes the vibrational quality of Light held within this inner water flowing through our body. This effects the direction of cellular growth either creating separation and blocking the Living Light for the Unseen Possibilities from being weaved within our physical body. Or are we adding a vibrational quality of Light that will be weaved within our physical body?
The human cell when allowed to hold the proper vibrational quality of light creates a resonates like a tuning fork allowing more Light from the subtle forms and the patterns within us and the earth that holds the Light that is available for the cell to naturally repair and the Regeneration of the cells within that are needed for the healing potential that is made available to us. This is called Remembering.
Our primary focus as a human being is energy production. Chronic disease emerges at the point of this failed energy production. Chronic disease is never attacking us. Disease never attacks a healthy human cell that is holding the proper intensity of inner light. When there is a reduction and lowering of the Light, this reduces our magnetic fields resonating state of Energy. We are then vulnerable to various forms of diseases. Our natural ability for repair and healing is always occurring, but only from when we are allowing an increase of the Living Light of resonance to flow within us.
Every cell holds a “Creative Force of Light” being the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities that is held within every cell. This Creative Force of Light is what engages the cells “Drive For Life through the Flow of Light for the Interconnectivity.” At lower vibrational states of inner Light-Sunshine, this “Creative Drive Force of Light” in every cell creates a lesser quality of vibrational Light. At a higher state of Vibrational Light creates a greater state of our inner Light-Sunshine. So that this same “Creative Drive Force of Light” creates higher vibrational light.
The Art of Remembering is when each cells “remembers” its natural co-partnership relationship within the Living Light of the Interconnectivity of the Flow of the Heart Behind Everything that is possible. The Art of Remembering create within the cells “Creative Drive Force of Light” an increased quality of Vibrational Light-Sunshine. This naturally motivates and replicates this pattern of Remembering and creating a natural relationship with the Light of the Unknown Possibilities that is always available for each cells unknown potential for growth.
“You the Living Light of Nawal Na’ooj, weave me to grow my living co-partnership relationship with you.
Weave me with the Living Light of Maria Kastelyaan to awaken the Living Light of the seeds of Compassion within me.
Weave me with the Living Light of the Rilaj Maam to awaken the Living Seeds of Compassion within me to explore Living Life with both Self-Compassion for myself and Compassion for all Human Beings.
Weave me with the Living Light of Maria Na’ooj. For you bring forward the living secret that is held within the Living Light of Love that supports both Self-compassion for myself and Compassion for others.
Weave me with the Living Light of Nawal Juan Na’ooj and the Living Light of Nawal Diego Na’ooj to communicate with Rei Pascal. Together your bring the various forms of the Living Light of the Wisdoms with the Unknown Possibilities into my subtle energies that I am needing for today.
Weave me with the Living Light of Nawal Diego Kanon, and the Living Light of Nawal Juan Kanon bring together this new Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities into my subtle energies felt sense awareness.
Weave me with the Living Light of Nawal Diego Puqlaaj, and the Living Light of Nawal Juan Puqlaaj to assist me in the Road of the Transmutation. So whatever it is that is keeping me separated and focused upon allowing my subconscious mind emotional reactivity to be my only experience of reality right now. I ask you to dismantle, to unravel, to untangle, and to sweep away whatever stands in the way for this Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities of the Wisdoms to emerge.
Weave me with the Great Weaver Yaxper, and your assistances with the various forms of the Marias, weave together the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities with the Living Light of the Wisdoms that I am needing today, weave this together within the unique core of the Light of my First Fire.”
Through this emergence of these various threads of the Living Light from these specific Nawals and Marias, creates my new Living Light within me of my Flow of Light of Interconnectivity that can walk me through any and all difficulties that cross my path.
These emerging threads of the Living Lights of the Nawals and the Marias, becomes the foundation for all forms of my human thinking.
When my body moves, these threads of the Living Light of the Nawals and the Marias, is the first energy that is always present to move and express my body.
These threads of Living Light, is what allows the energy that is always available to me to be expressed behind all forms of knowledge. To be expressed behind all form of creativity. To be expressed behind all forms of decision-making. To be expressed behind all forms of advice i give to myself or others. These threads of Living Light is at the Heart that all people seek in any and all encounters.
These threads of Living Light is what is behind the interconnectivity of the Flow of Living Light in my Wholeness. My brain is naturally wired to produce and support this living relationship with these various threads of the Nawals and the Marias and this continually being renewed and weaved within the unique Living Light of my First Fire. Without this renewal and re-weaving, I am incapable of allowing the Living Wisdoms to support me over my subconscious mind historical experiences of emotional reactivity and challenges to brings forth as my only reality at this moment in time.
At sunrise today, “Assist me the Living Lights of the various living forms of Nawal Na’ooj, to embrace and grow the Living Light within every part of who I Am in my Wholeness. Assist me to experience the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity flowing through the inner fluidity as I am Re-Centered and Weaved today into a flowing matrix of Interconnectivity of Living Light. I have been re-centered and weaved today within my subtle and physical body’s within the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity of Light forming the pathways between all the organic and inorganic and mineral form. I have been re-centered and weaved today between all plants, between all animals, between all humans, and between all electrical pulses and between everything and anything that exists in both physical and non-physical forms. I am living and being held within the dream that is available for me to emerge from the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities from the subtle realms of the primordial waters.
As I walk into Living Life today at sunrise, I ask these various forms of Living Light that have been weaved within me, to weave this with the various qualities of Living Lights forming my relationships of my Living of Life as a True Gaian Human Being.
The resonance of this Light of the Living Subtle Forces, and the resonance of the Living Light of the Wisdoms, along with the various others forces of the resonance of the Living Light within the Subtle Realms are now fully available and waiting to explore within me, within us. This Living Light is now simultaneously always available for me, and is simultaneously always available us, in all of the various ways I, we, are engaged in Living Life.
Today New Intentions have been created and edited on Saturday 16 July 2022:
Focus of Intentions:
The focus of an Intention with the underlying felt sense of Love is to allow the Subtle Forces and Subtle Beings to weave us into our unique Wholeness for today. Each day I petition these Tz’utujiil Maya Subtle Forces to rebuild and to reweave me with both the Living Light of the Heart of the Wisdoms and with the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities. I light a real or an imaginary candle and I petition Rei Pascal to place me on my mat for today. I petition that these twenty-four Subtle Beings from Paq’alib’al to weave me today into my new Wholeness into the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity.
I ask these Tz’utujiil Maya Subtle Forces to rebuild, reweave me within a living co-partnership relationship so that my intention within this 260 Day Lunar cycle will Emerge:
“My physical body may be fully restored at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities. Not to look or physically do what I did in my 30’s. But to explore at this age of 74 in how I look and the actions I am physically able to explore within me as being a Living Generator of Light-Sunshine emerging through my full Unknown Possibilities within this Cycle of the Lunar Calendar. I will be responsible in developing a deeper relationship with each one of these Tz’utujiil Maya Subtle Forces.”
Women: 1-ya Mri'y Bitz'bal, 2-ya Mri'y Ch'ajkeem, 3-ya Mri'y Chajko'y, 4-ya Mri'y K'iir, 5-ya Mri'y Keem, 6-ya Mri'y Kmo', 7-ya Mri'y Pixlaq, 8-ya Mri'y Sirwaant, 9-ya Mri'y Skirná, 10-ya Mri'y Sqaaj, 11-ya Mri'y Xajchaj, 12-ya Paska' Ch'ureeq.
Men: 1- Juan No’j, 2-Diego No’j, 3-Juan Kanon, 4-Diego Kanon, 5-Juan Puqlaaj, 6-Diego Puqlaaj, 7-Juan Tz'bir, 8-Diego Tz'bir, 9-Juan Tza'j, 10-Diego Tza'j, 11-Juan Tz'ruy, 12-Diego Tz'ruy
Tz’utujiil Maya Pronunciation at this link:
https://www.dropbox.com/sh/on62z4447ouoc02/AAD6XlDWfPRcl5bXk4Y0olgNa?dl=0
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will create a relationship of co-partnership with you and the environment around you.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal I’x, re-center and weave me today within my flow of the interconnectivity and wholeness. Re-center and weave me today between everything physical and non-physical into the flow of the Dream of Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent. Re-center and weave me today from my outer body to my deep inner subtle body. Re-center and weave me today with everything that exist within the outer visible and non-visible worlds into my Flow of Interconnectivity and Wholeness.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will create a relationship of co-partnership with you and the environment around you.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal I’x, re-center and weave me today through your Living Light Nawal I’x that everything and anything I am engaged with is now within the flow of the Presence of Light-the Presence of Love, and the Presence of Joy.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will create a relationship of co-partnership with you and the environment around you.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal I’x, re-center and weave me today through your Living Light and open me to be weaved within the third Formative force of Living Light- the Presence of Hope. This group of Living Beings of Light Wisdoms creates the foundation for the webmaking of the Flow of Light of Interconnectivity and Wholeness. Weave me within this Living Flow of Living Light through the Heart Behind Everything and the Heart Behind Anything emerging into the Living Flow of Light of the One!
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will create a relationship of co-partnership with you and the environment around you.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal I’x, re-center and weave me today into my unique focus of Intention for this Cycle of 260 Days. Allow your Living Light Nawal I’x, so that my physical body may be fully restored at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities. So I may explore at this age of 74 being a Living Generator of Light-Sunshine emerging through my full Unknown Possibilities.”
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will create a relationship of co-partnership with you and the environment around you.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal I’x, re-center and weave me today, so I may Remember that when I place my focus of my outer awareness on my suffering, when I place the focus of my outer awareness on my challenges, when I place the focus of my outer awareness on my limitations, when I place the focus of my outer awareness on my pain, this outer focus is being directed by my subconscious mind personal and collective wounded history.”
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will create a relationship of co-partnership with you and the environment around you.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal I’x, re-center and weave me today so I Remember to petition the Living Tz’utujiil Light Force of Rei Pascal. Always communicate to my soul, “Am I ready to enter today the road of the release of my physical form and continue my journey into the next realms of Living Life?” If No, then you Rei Pascal, communicate with the other forces of Living Light that will support my journey for my Road of Renewal and Emergence.”
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will create a relationship of co-partnership with you and the environment around you.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal I’x, re-center and weave me today with the Living Light of Rei Pascal. Assist me Rei Pascal, for each time I enter this road, allow the various qualities of Living Light that is available for me to be present to support me in my entering my Road of Living Life.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will create a relationship of co-partnership with you and the environment around you.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal I’x, re-center and weave me today with the Living Light of Rei Pascal, support my Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities that is available for me today in entering my unique Road of Emergence.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will create a relationship of co-partnership with you and the environment around you.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal I’x, re-center and weave me today into the flow of my Living Light of Radiance, this Living Light reflects my unique Living Light of Beauty. My Living Light of Beauty is always supported through the weaving of my Light from the Flow of Living Light of the Interconnectivity of being weaved within the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything and the Living Light of the Heart Behind Anything.”
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will create a relationship of co-partnership with you and the environment around you.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal I’x, re-center and weave me today with my subtle body of Living Light is available at each moment of time. Allow the Great Weaver Yaxper, to weave me into the Living Light of support that is flowing through the subtle body of Living Light of Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent and the Heart of Living Light Behind Humanity.”
Blessings and Love Conrad
Section 4:
Section Four reflects the Unique Living Light behind the 260 Day Lunar Cycle of the Twenty Day Living Light of the Nawals. Each one of these twenty Nawals reflect a unique energy of Light that weaves me into my personal Journey of Renewal. This same cycle of twenty Nawals is repeated thirteen times in allowing me to explore the deeper inner working around my Personal Renewal. Through each twenty day cycle repeating through the thirteen cycles allows me each day and through each cycle to lay down my unique bundle at sunset in the ways I explore Living my Life today. So I may pick-up my Renewed Bundle refreshed each day within my new ways to explore Living my Life through my co-partnership relationships between the subtle and physical worlds.
This section always begins with one of Ilene Satala painting and reflections around what the Tz’utujiil Maya Indigenous Ways call “Good Medicine - Kox aq’oom.” The Road of Renewal, either Personal or Collective, is all about “Good Medicine - Kox aq’oom.” Good Medicine is the journey or road we participate with for our Mind, Body, Spirit in exploring the Road of Renewal. Where our ability is to be weaved within our “Heart of – Ruk’ux” to the “Heart of – Ruk’ux” within the Dream of Gaia to be weaved within the “Heart of – Ruk’ux” of the struggles, the challenges, the suffering, the separation we experience in life. The Weaving within the “Heart Behind Everything” and the “Heart Behind Anything” is the foundation of Living my Life as a “Generator of Light.” This is the foundation behind all forms of transformation and healing. This section gives us the Awareness of the various ways Wisdom is available to be weaved within us through the “Heart of – Ruk’ux” to choose other ways I may engage in Living my Life.
Webmaking (Sacred Circle by Ilene Satala)
This painting was inspired by a very ancient legend. The legend goes like this. In the Beginning when there was no time or space. Out of the dark of eternal night. A call went out from the void. The call was from the spirits of all those that wanted to be born.
The unborn birds called out and the unborn animals called too. The rain called out and the Sun and Moon called out to be born. The unborn trees called out and the unborn plants and insects called out. Even the souls of women and man called out. They called out all at once and all together they wanted to be born.
The Creator sent the Spirit of Wisdom called Sophia and upon hearing this great calling out to be born. She began to create by molding the stuff of Stars and space and time itself together. She created a great and beautiful blue egg. She blew from her breath of life upon the egg and the egg turned into the Earth.
The fire from Her inner light stirred the Earth with creativity. Then a great magic happened to the Earth. It came alive and all things grew and were given voice and all life and all things came into full being including us. The legend says they all lived in harmony for a very, very long time. Some say we all long for that perfect peace we once knew so long ago.
So remember we are born in wisdom and infused with creativity and we should always celebration being alive because it is our gift from Sophia herself.
Practical Wisdom of Nawal I’x
Today I give you the opportunity to develop a relationship with the Living Nawal Presence of Light, Nawal I’x. This Being of Light-Nawal I’x, is like an angelic being. Nawal I’x creates the re-centering into the flow of the interconnectivity and wholeness between everything physical and non-physical into the flow of the Dream of Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent. From our outer body to our deep inner subtle body, along with everything that exist within the outer visible and non-visible worlds. Everything and anything is now within the flow of the Presence of Light-the Presence of Love, and the Presence of Joy. This establishes the opening for the entry for the third Formative force of Light- Presence of Hope. This group of Living Beings of Light creates the foundation for the webmaking of the Flow of Light of Interconnectivity and Wholeness is established through the Heart Behind Everything and the Heart Behind Anything into the flow of One!
On the fourth day of the new Dawning of the Daily Nawals, the primary foundation for the Light of the forces of the Living Unseen Possibilities are now fully weaved together. The Light of Hope is not about what we desire as the final outcome. The Light of Hope through the Light of Nawal I’x, weavers together these first four days of Light. Whatever ones challenges are, or ones suffering, or ones distress, etc the Light of Hope co-partners with us through its Light to carry us through these challenges.
Throughout the next Daily Nawals through Day 19, we will add both various other forms of Living Light along with the re-centering of ourself to everything and anything around us, so that the journey of Transmutation on Day 19 the Light of Nawal Toj, dissolves, untangles, un-weaves, unravels everything and anything that stands in the way from this Light of the Wisdoms to be present in assisting us into Living Life.
Through the illuminating light of Nawal I’x, re-centers me into the new story of the unknown that is emerging. This is at my heart of living as a Gaian-Human Being.
Every system and every organ along with everything within my inner landscape is being weaved together through the illuminating light of the Formative Forces of Living Light, as it is weaved through the Light of Nawal I’x. Today my inner landscape is re-centered and weaved together with the outer landscape around me.
What’s inside of me is weaved with everything outside of me. Everything around me from the room I am in, to the building that I am in, to every form of nature around me, including everything within me is flowing in a oneness. Through the illuminating Light flowing through the cords of Interconnectivity within the heart behind everything.
For when I speak of my Heart behind Everything and my Heart behind Anything, I have a felt sense of knowing that the seeds of Wisdom are planted in everything around me. The Illuminating Light of Nawal I’x is a living force of energy that re-centers everything into a one flow of wholeness. This completes my weaving of my interconnectivity, which allows my threads, my matrix, my webmaking to emerge into the flow of wholeness through the Interconnectivity of Love.
I ask the Living Light of Wisdom that flows from the Rilaj Maam to establish the unknown possibilities within my Brain, my Nervous Systems. I ask for the new pathways through Neuroplasticity to emerge.
I ask the Nawals of Diego No’j and Juan No’j to gather and bring forward the new unknown light of wisdom I am needing right now.
I ask the Nawals Diego Kanon and Juan Kanon to bring into my awareness the new unknown light of wisdom I am needing right now.
I ask the Nawals Diego Puqlaaj and Juan Puqlaaj to dismantle what stands in way for the unknown light of the new wisdoms to emerge.
I ask the Nawal Mosbel Joloom to sweep away all memory and neurological connections that are no longer needed.
I ask the these two animals companions for their assistance in sweeping away all memory and neurological connections that are no longer needed. The Xkin owl and the Piich woodpecker.
Daily Reflections on Nawal I’x
Today the Four Dreaming Energies of Light are Re-Centered:
Primary Living Energies of Light that create the foundation that flows through us establishing the primary road for interconnectivity and flow and wholeness creating the Fire Within the Sacred Heart (the Heart Chakra burning the Light of First Fire
First Dreaming Energues of Light is Nawal Batz’ the Regenerative Energies (the red road) of ones unique source that flows through the Threads Creating the Heart Behind Everything. The seeds of Nawal Batz’ (the Light of the wisdom of the unknown possibilities weaved within the flow of Light of Love)
This same interconnectivity that flows and supports all of nature, supports the various organs and systems within the body. Nawal Batz', bring the form and shape to the flow of the deep body and my soul and give form and shape to guide my mind, my emotions, my attitudes, my beliefs and my actions to take on the form and shapes of the new wisdom energy of the possible.
Each species carries this same wisdom energy from the one source, but through it own unique essence and unique form of life. This supports the interconnectivity of the heart behind everything, behind each form. The heart behind all everything then forms the interconnectivity of the outer physical world. This essence of wisdom is the presence of wisdom that flows through our veins, the cloth, or the fabric within everything that is in physical form.
You, Nawal Batz’ as the carrier of the first threads of the wisdom energy, awaken the uniqueness within each physical person, each object, or each event. Assist me to use that wisdom to open to possibilities behind all things to work together as you weave me into the interconnectivity of the heart behind all things.
This Light of First Fire emerges from the Living Presence of Light from both Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent for the Universal Foundation for the flow of interconnectivity and flows through Blood, that flows through the Roots, that flows through the Veins of plants and organic materials, that’s flows through the threads and fibers of everything that is physically created, that flows through the threads of our words, feelings, and stories we communicate in written, verbal, and the imagers we create.
Second Dreaming Energies of Light is Nawal Beey the Heart of Heaven (the white Road) where the Seeds of Nawal Batz’ (Light of the unknown possibilities is weaved with the Light of Love). This seed is awakened with the Light of Joy that emerges from the Heart of Heaven. Allowing the form and shape to emerge behind everything and anything that will be manifested as the light of the unknown possibilities.
Third Dreaming Energies of Light is Nawal Aaj the Heart of Earth (the green road) where the Seeds of Nawal Batz’ (Light of the unknown possibilities is weaved with the Light of Love). This seed is awakened with the Light of Joy through Nawal Beey, that emerges from the Heart of Heaven and the Heart of Earth. So on today the third day of Dreaming, the Light of Love and Joy brings form and shape through the Light of Nawal Aaj, with the Light of the Heart Behind Everything is being weaved together Allowing the form and shape to emerge behind everything and anything that will be supported in allowing the emergence of the unknown possibilities to always be present.
Fourth Dreaming Energies of Light is Nawal I’x where the Seeds of Nawal Batz’ (Light of the unknown possibilities is weaved with the Light of Love, the Light of Joy and with the Light of Hope).
So on this the fourth day of the Daily Nawal Cycle, Nawal Ix, Yaxper the great Weaver, will weave these streams of Light together both within our subtle energy body along with the outer physical world allowing the unique Light of our personal First Fire to emerge and the emergence of being re-centering into Ling Life of Wisdom.
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