Day 6 - Nawal Ajma’k - Meditations on Wisdom
“Meditation on Wisdom” for today Day 6 Wednesday 19 January 2022 Nawal Ajma’k Cycle 18-5
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REFLECTIONS OF A LIVING TZ’UTUJIIL MAYA NAB’EYSIIL
Throughout my life as a human being I struggled in various ways with these and more conflicting awareness. First, that their exists an empowering Light (Fire) of an Ultimate Being (God or Goddess) that was stronger then any and all forms of darkness (evil). Reality check look at the history of humankind and the amount of suffering, pain, challenges, destruction that has been released upon the earth, nature, and humanity since the beginning.
Second, that inside of me as a human being exists an inner light or inner Fire (First Fire or Self Light) that is weaved into the fabric of every part of body, mind, and spirit. Reality check, lol at the suffering, pain, challenges, destruction, and the aging process that has been released upon my body, the haunts be in my mind, and the feelings that I live life with a loss of spirit.
Third, because I am a human being, I am separate from Nature, therefore I have the abilities to form and shape any and all forms of Nature under my images and desires in order to allow my life to be successful. Reality check, Nature has shown us regardless of the various ways we have chosen to take charge over Nature and mold it into the form and shape we think should happen Nature always wins!
In Bruce Lipton video the “4 False Beliefs that Society is Built Upon” discusses the true meaning of the word “Apocalypse” as the “uncovering of knowledge.” If these 4 False Beliefs are truly false, then the struggles we are living both within and outside of us, including the Pandemic, is bringing into our Living Life Awareness that these beliefs no longer can be at the foundation of what we base our perceptions of reality upon. The Pandemic is real, but our approach to it and with one another is what holds our road of walking through these challenging and painful times.
Throughout this column of “Reflections” I will bring forth the practical ways of the Light of the Heart Behind Indigenous Ways, specifically the Tz’utujiil Maya Ways, can be weaved together with the Light of the Heart Behind Everything and the Light of the Heart Behind Anything to assist us to walk through any and all suffering or challenges and so that we can co-partner within the sprouting and the growing of our new Beliefs. This Light of Emergence will support us in Living Life, Living Our Life through harmony, through cooperation, through the Light of the unknown possibilities. Where our experiences in healing both our body, our physical land, and our relationship with one another is based upon the foundation of the Light of Emergence. We will not no longer be focused upon conquering, destroying, eliminating for the greater good of everyone. Instead will enter the Road where the sprouting and the growing of new possibilities and potentials both within and outside of self will be Lived.
At the Heart of the Tz’utujiil Maya traditions is never about destruction or conquering or power over anything. Even though the Minds at that time of my initially encounter, (especially the unconsciousness of the many current Shamans and Elders) reflected a destructive or conquering or a demanding attitude for instant changes and power over and healing. My first exposure to the Tz’utujiil Maya traditions began in the early 1990’s.
I entered and left many times their tradition as I continued to explore alternative traditional Maya communities ancient and modern until 2009. In fact each time I left I swore I will never return, never again. Their traditions on the surface reflected such chaos, confusion, destruction, and greed and power over life. Yet at the very same time, through my own rituals within their inner community of subtle forces of Light, assisted me to experience in my outer and inner vision a inner community reflecting a unifying experiences of a web of inner reality reflecting the deepest of feminine principals I ever studied or experienced.
I was consistently told inwardly through dreams and visions on repeated experiences, do not learn communications on the outer level through either Tz’utujiil or Spanish. This would demand for us to all learn to communicate on the inner levels first through night dreams and inner visions and outer awareness of the communication through Light and Fire created through the various forms of rituals. This Light, this “Anwa” which could be experienced by everyone that was either directly or indirectly engaged in the various rituals activities we would be creating. To then engage in an outer Interpreter to then translate these visionary and dream experiences to one another. This would greatly reduce the contamination of the subconscious Mind of getting in the way of what we would truly be experiencing in our co-partnership experiences between the Light Behind the Tz’utujiil Maya subtle world ways from their Place of Emergence within the subtle realms of-Paq’alib’al.
This form of the relationship continued to be explored through a series of inner dreams and outer ritual Visions for both myself and the elders of the Tz’utujiil community for nearly 20 years. In 2009 I began a journey of being initiated into a serious of leadership positions within their traditions. Part of my role within this community as an white male outsider, was to reflect alternative ways in experiencing the Light Behind the Tz’utujiil Maya subtle world of Paq’alib’al and the ancient Nawals would begin to allow others to experience alternative ways of living their Dreams through Living Life.
In 1989 I had a privilege to attend a small gathering of about 100 individuals with the Dali Lama. One of the numerous experiences I recall was when the Dali Lama said when I am confronted with a contradictions of Beliefs between Tibetan Buddhism and the Quantum World, I will start with the questioning our interepation of Tibetan Buddhism and see if the experiencing of the the Quantum World View can be weaved into the foundations of the larger flow of Tibetan Buddhism. I have allowed this Wisdom to guide me over the years in my experiences of any and all Indigenous traditions. Since many traditions and beliefs of the Indigenous is held in dualities, protection, and contradictions. When I share my experiences with the elders of the Tz’utujiil Maya, many times I hear over the years you speak in the ways I remember my grandparents and the living Nawal spoke and acted as a child growing up. Or I recently had dreams and visions of what you are speaking off this way. Even though it is not at the foundations of the ways we live life today.
Today in the Daily Nawals, we are experiencing the Light of Nawal Ajma’k, the Light of First Fire of all Living Living life of the Living Universe. The Light of the First Fire of the Living Life of Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent. The Light of First Fire of our unique life that’s initiated in our first breath or scream at birth. This Light of First Fire is at the Heart of all Light that bring Living Life into existence. We hold a spark of this Light of Fire Fire at the core of who we are. It can never be destroyed. It can never be dimmed. It grows in spite of us! We can never loose it, so there is never a “Soul loss.” We separate our self from it through our fears, guilts, anger, blaming and shaming of self or others. Most of the foundational beliefs we hold about our self, one another, and life around us creates this separation. It is the Light of the Transformer over any and all darkness, pain, suffering challenges, and even what we think as Evil. Can you allow this ancient Indigenous Light Behind Living Life be at the Heart of who you are?
Keep exploring this same reflecting part of your self with either a person or group of people or event or a situation or in the news where you CHOOSE to interact from a place less then the impulse of cooperation limiting the opportunity of the Emergence of the Light of Wisdom. Be aware of both the outer reactive part of you and the inner reactive awareness of your unconscious Mind. How you lost the free will opportunity in the engagement of creating the Light of Anwa and instead adding to producing additional reactivity in whatever you are perceiving and communicating with.
Consciously choose to experience your unique Personal Light of First Fire inside of you being weaved together within the Light of the Heart Behind these various aspects supporting your felt sense of this inner body calmness emerging throughout your body. Hold that part of you that choose to interact in this conflicting or challenging way. Rest this part of you within this Light and ask this part of you to accept this Light and open to begin the Road of Emergence so that the Beauty that is alive within this part of you may shine.
Feel into the eyes and the heart of this part of you as you are whispering in the most nurturing and kind way:
“I continually deserve to Perceive you through the Heart of my Light without judgement.”
“I am deserving to Acknowledge you through the Heart of my Light that you exist as a part of me.”
“I Honor and deserve to experience you through the Heart of my Light of holding Value in you as a living part of me.”
“I am learning to deserve in the Acceptance of you as a part of me, and in this Acceptance I you through the Heart of my Light in how you and I are naturally weaved together into a oneness within the Heart of me.”
“I Perceive and Acknowledge both parts of myself. The outer communicator that perceives and takes action from this inner conflicting, this inner challenging supporter of this action. I perceive you through the Heart of my Light without judgement.”
Make a conscious choice right now that whatever it is you are engaged with, you deserve to be a generating light to create the Light of Anwa. Whatever other are choosing to do or say, I deserve to allow the Light of the unknown possibilities within myself and the Light of the unknown possibilities of those in this gathering, together we will create the unknown possibilities for the Light of the Anwa to be present. So together we can say “I AM – WE ARE - ALIVE RIGHT NOW!”
Blessings and Love Conrad
Video Clips for Today Copy and Paste into a Browser
A Native American Prayer of Gratitude Chief Phil Lang Jr 2:33
How to Receive Revelations From Nature Stephan Harding 2:04
The Chemistry of Love Bruce Lipton 2:18
An Indigenous View of Oneness Miliwanga Wurrben 2:51
Choosing Love Bruce Lipton 2:43
The Four Qualities of Love 2:48
Earth’s Pleas a Poem 2:27
Primordial First Fire (Kwan Yin by Ilene Satala
Her name is Kwan Yin. Kwan literally means ‘Earth’ and Yin means “Energy.’ So her name means that she is the Energy of the Earth. She is in a female form and is known to everyone throughout Asia as a living and active spiritual deity accessible to all who call upon her.
I used the color blue in this painting to depict serenity and calm. The color blue in ancient traditions is also representative of creativity, and is symbolic of speaking and creating words of wisdom. Blue then adds to the effect of serenity that can fill us with peace as we gaze upon her image.
I depicted Kwan Yin with butterfly wings so she can travel to wherever she needs to go to reach us in seconds, bringing with her the transformative power of her mercy and compassion.
The hands are in the position known as a mudra. This mudra is saying: Teach only Love. The gesture is sending compassion into the world and into us. She holds a flame on her fingertips to ignite compassion in our heart with her touch.
Kwan Yin is our emissary on Earth to bring us kindness, mercy and compassion. She shows us that we can live in the energy of her wisdom. We only have to look at her image and her power of grace is wakened with us.
Practical Wisdom of Nawal Ajma’k
The Living Light of Nawal Ajma’k, opens us to experience the empowering nature behind the felt-sense of the Light of Wisdom emerging through First Fire. Nawal Ajma'k is the holder of “First Light of the new Dawning.” The power of the first light always emerges from any darkness.
Regardless of whether the darkness is self-imposed through any challenge or any illness, the power of transmutation will emerge. Regardless of whether the darkness follows the natural cycles of endings and beginnings, the power of transmutation will emerge. Regardless of the darkness’s source of origins, the mystery behind the power of transmutation will emerge and new light will always be present.
Through the empowering Light of Nawal Ajma’k, the power of transmutation is now present for all of time. This Light of Wisdom exists behind all forms of transmutation. When we are open to receive these blessings, we will be released from any and all challenges that we experience within our awareness. This Light of the Wisdom energy will always override any and all darkness regardless of the depth and breath of its origins. Wisdom energy today establishes the flow of the interconnectivity of the heart behind all inner and outer forms of nature.
The first focus of transmutation is always upon our ancestors that have preceded us that now live in the subtle world. One source of this Light of the Wisdom of the unknown possibilities emerges from the subtle world of our ancestors. This may come from the ancestors of our family of origins, to the ancestors of our family of today.
Another source of this Light of Wisdom of the unknown possibilities comes from the various forces and beings of the subtle world where we are forming relationships and co-partnerships.
A third source of this Light of Wisdom of the unknown possibilities comes from the various forces and beings of the subtle world, which we are not aware of in our immediate awareness.
Another source for this Light of Wisdom of the unknown possibilities is held within all the objects that have been created and exist in the physical five-sensory world around us. Various sources for this Light of Wisdom of the unknown possibilities exist within all these objects, and are waiting for us to form the co-relationship for their emergence.
Wisdom is held together in light, that is weaved into and throughout our sub tule and physical energy bodies. This allows us to experience the opening to the various ancestors, guardians, and mediator forces to release their Light for support and transmutation. The depth of the interconnectivity of the flow of wholeness behind the heart of everything releases the energy of the new Light of Wisdom of the unknown possibilities within our family, within our work, within our politics, within hour medicines and treatments, and within our financial relationship patterns.
Nawal Ajma’k releases the energy for transmutation to enter into the mystery of the Light of First Fire. This is the mystery of the new dawning that emerges from the various sources of our darkness. Assist me, Nawal Ajma'k, to open the subtle forces for the new Light of Wisdom of the unknown possibilities. Nawal Ajma’k, assist me, assist us, onto the path of Living Life from our felt-sense experience of this new Light of Wisdom for the unknown possibilities through all of the challenges, all of the challenges that we face within Living Life.
Daily Reflections on Nawal Ajma’k
Nawal Ajma’k releases the energy for transmutation to enter into the mystery of the Light of First Fire. This is the mystery of the new dawning that emerges from the various sources of our darkness. Assist me, Nawal Ajma'k, to open the subtle forces for the new Light of Wisdom of the unknown possibilities. Nawal Ajma’k, assist me, assist us, onto the path of Living Life from our felt-sense experience of this new Light of Wisdom for the unknown possibilities through all of the challenges, all of the challenges that we face within Living Life.
Todays Emotions: Nawal Ajma’k
- I ask all known fear that I hold, enter the mystery of transmutation, through the Light of First Fire of Nawal Ajma’k, so that I may experience Living Life today from the unknown possibilities of Love
- I ask all known despair that I hold, enter the mystery of transmutation, through the Light of First Fire of Nawal Ajma’k, so that I may experience Living Life today from the unknown possibilities of Hope
- I ask all known distress that I hold, enter the mystery of transmutation, through the Light of First Fire of Nawal Ajma’k, so that I may experience Living Life today from the unknown possibilities of Joy
- I ask all known anger that I hold, enter the mystery of transmutation, through the Light of First Fire of Nawal Ajma’k, so that I may experience Living Life today from the unknown possibilities of Compassion
- I ask Nawal Ajma’k, teach me and show me how to Live Life from the wisdoms within me, and give me your “juice” so I may explore Living Life within Gaia or Nawal Skirmeent. So I may experience the Light of New Beginning – New Dawning to live from my Unknown Awareness through Courage - Fearlessness - Safety - Protection - Strength – inner Calm of Body – inner Calm of Mind
In the Daily Nawal Wisdom Rituals that are released today:
—When you are looking at today “Tz’utujiil Maya Tree of Life” photo, explore today Nawal Ajma’k teaching of the Light behind the Tree of Life.
Tree (holds the Primordial Light of Fire Fire)
(the Primordial Light of Fire Fire) Fragile - Essence
(the Primordial Light of Fire Fire create the emergence of) Sprouting – Growing – Flowering
(the Primordial Light of Fire Fire create the emergence for) Unique – Unknown – Potential – Possibilities
Creation (emerges from the Light of First Fire allows)
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—When you are exploring “Living the Presence of the Daily Nawal Alma’k, ask Nawal Ajma’k to weave you into the Light of the unknown possibilities for love and joy and hope to flow easily behind the heart of anything and everything so that you my emerge to your unique form of Light Wisdom of Living Life behind any and all perceptions and experiences I how you Live Life.
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The Heart of the Wisdom Teachings of Nawal Ajma’k Day 6 in didactic Cinquain form:
Ajma’k (Primordial-Fire)
Light - Transmutation
(Behind All) Suffering – (Behind All) Challenging – (Behind All) Separating
Emerging - Love - Joy - Hope
Unknown (Possibilities can emerge)
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—When you are exploring the “Weaving the Joints of my Body” ask Nawal Ajma’k through the release of its “juice” will release a Light to Live Life through each joint of your body emerging into of the healing of the unknown possibilities for Love and Joy and Hope to flow through your Body Emergence as your unique Light of Unknown possibilities.
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—When you are exploring the “Energies for a New Unknown Potential for Civilization” ask Nawal Ajma’k to infuse you to perceive and Live Life as the Flowering Soul so that you may open to the awareness of all that was possible to transmute the challenges of the past, so the UNKNOWN Light of the Wisdom of Love and Joy and Hope could have been experienced and created in the past of civilizations.
Ask Nawal Ajma’k to infuse you to perceive and Live Life as the Flowering Soul so that you may open to the awareness of all that is currently possible to transmute the challenges of today, so the UNKNOWN Light of the Wisdom of Love and Joy and Hope could been experienced and created during our present time of civilization.
Ask Nawal Ajma’k to infuse you to perceive and Live Life as the Flowering Soul so that you may open to the awareness of all that will be possible to transmute the challenges with the future, so the UNKNOWN Light of the Wisdom of Love and Joy and Hope could be experienced and created in the future of civilization.
Cinquain Poem for our New Emerging Unknown Potential for Civilization Focus on Nawal Ajma’k:
Civilization (holds at its core the the Light of first Fire) – Emerging (the unknown possibilities)
Transmuting (the unknown possibilities) – Empowering (the unknown possibilities) – Energy (juicing in allowing the flow of interconnectivity to emerge)
(Through transmutation the flow of interconnectivity can emerge into the light of Love and Joy and Hope and behind unknown emergence of) Love – Hope – Joy – Compassion
Living-(Life through the Light of First Fire)
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