Day 8 - Nawal Tijaax - Meditations on Wisdom
“Meditation on Wisdom” for today Day 8 Friday 21 January 2022 Nawal Tijaax Cycle 18-7
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REFLECTIONS OF A LIVING TZ’UTUJIIL MAYA NAB’EYSIIL
The Living Light of a Shaman, as is the Living Light within all Human Beings, is to transmute anything and everything that stands in the way for Wisdom to be awakened, grown, and emerge into a supportive Light as your road of Living Life. We are becoming aware of the influence of the inner nature of our subconscious mind controlling 95% of our outer actions. Much of the subconscious mind emerged into existence through the wounded experiences we have encountered throughout the various stages of our life cycle. Especially the deep developmental influence of the first seven years of life establishing this subconscious foundation. This sets the tone for the unconscious choices we will make behind our outer and inner communication. This sets the tone for the ways we perceive, create, and interact from throughout our life.
Our subconscious mind could hold a Living Light of the Wisdoms emerging through the Light of the Heart within all of us. This would set one tone for how we will perceive, create, and interact from. Open to believe that your subconscious mind could be filled with the feelings of Hope, of Joy, of Love, of Belongingness. Your subconscious mind can just as easily hold the Light of the Wisdoms, the Light of the unknown possibilities. Creating the impulse within you of approaching Living Life from the place of cooperation through the emergence of the felt sense that life is rich within the flow of harmony and Interconnectivity between all events and the people involved. This can exist regardless of the outer challenges life is reflecting towards you.
If your subconscious mind holds the darkness, the struggles, the limitations, the feelings of separateness, where fears and guilt are the dominant emotions. Then your are destined to always find ways to experience yourself and others through the feelings of blame, shame, guilt, judgment, creating the feelings of justification for the ways you perceive and communicate these perceptions.
Reflect upon the various ways you perceived yourself, or the way your perceived others, or the way you perceived the various life events around you yesterday. Open to believe that the quality of your emotional tones does not reflect the outer reality of our times. Your emotion tone is emerging through your subconscious mind and this unconsciously influences the emotional tone you experience and what you share and create with others around you. You have a choice to perceive the same struggles and challenges and sufferings that are occurring from either the impulse of a Light of Cooperation, or the impulse of survival where fight, flight, or feeling invisible is what you believe are your only choices.
The Living Light to transmute our subconscious mind is always available to everyone for everything and anything we are engaged in. This Presence of this Living Light flows through all healers. This Presence of Living Light flows through all forms of medicine. The Presence of Living Light of Nawal Tijaax assists in the healing of one’s self.
This Living Light of Nawal Tijaax assists in the healing of others.
This Living Light of Nawal Tijaax assist me in the healing of those that I do not like, that I do not believe in, or that I do not know. This Living Light of Nawal Tijaax assists me and others to cut through the psychological and physical boundaries that I have established through my encounters within my personal, family, or collective life around me. In order to be on the Road of Living Life, I need the supportive Light of my unique Lights of Wisdom that flows behind any and all awareness and actions I am engage within.
I ask you, Nawal Tijaax, to cut out, to separate, to dissolve and to untangle all dualities, all challenges, all perceptions that maintain my story of separation, my story of loneliness, and my story of limitedness. Whatever words, emotions, or feelings I or others may have around the Coronavirus, the ways to live through this living Pandemic, or the ways we may perceive the vaccinations. Teach me Nawal Tijaax to experience the emotional tone of the Wisdoms behind all my perceptions, behind all various sides of what everyone is perceiving. Let me be a Living Light of the Wisdom, a Living Light of the unknown possibilities that can emerge.
Whatever reactivity or fear that I or others may be holding around returning back to creating our new unknown life. I ask your illuminating light to assist me to remember that these perceptions and feelings are limited and holds so little potential and so little possibility for myself or others. In choosing to perceive in the ways that I am, it is a struggle within me from my subconscious mind that stops me from experiencing the Light of Joy or the Light of Hope.
Whenever I experience no Hope, and I hold many limitations within me, regardless of the decisions that I am making. I am capable of only perceiving and accepting what appears to be the reality of my limitations, which only creates greater feelings of isolation and separation because of what is living within my subconscious mind. I desire to be a holder of this Living Light that everyone and anyone can open to their unique Light of wholeness and the flow of interconnectivity to the Heart Behind Everything. Wholeness and the ability of Living Life differently never has changed anyone brought about through guilt, fear, blame, shame, and judgement. The Light of Nawal Tijaax, bring forward your presence to dissolve my fears first and foremost within myself and then I ask you to assist others to dissolve their fears. Assist me in the cutting out and untangling and unraveling of the confusion and separation that is so prevalent right now within me and those thoughts and perceptions that I am not aware of around others. I need your assistance now, the Light of Nawal Tijaax.
Allow today discussion of the subconscious mind setting the emotional tone behind the ways we perceive these parts of ourself we are exploring. Realize that when we begins to form these inner relationships of reactivity within ourself, its only occurs because of the influence of our subconscious mind. These tools w are exploring allows us to transmute these limitations within us and opens our subconscious mind to be filled with the support of the Living Light of the Wisdom of the unknown possibilities that exist within me.
Keep exploring this same reflecting part of your self with either a person or group of people or event or a situation or in the news where you CHOOSE to interact from a place less then the impulse of cooperation limiting the opportunity of the Emergence of the Light of Wisdom. Be aware of both the outer reactive part of you and the inner reactive awareness of your unconscious Mind. How you lost the free will opportunity in the engagement of creating the Light of Anwa and instead adding to producing additional reactivity in whatever you are perceiving and communicating with.
Consciously choose to experience your unique Personal Light of First Fire inside of you being weaved together within the Light of the Heart Behind these various aspects supporting your felt sense of this inner body calmness emerging throughout your body. Hold that part of you that choose to interact in this conflicting or challenging way. Rest this part of you within this Light and ask this part of you to accept this Light and open to begin the Road of Emergence so that the Beauty that is alive within this part of you may shine.
Feel into the eyes and the heart of this part of you as you are whispering in the most nurturing and kind way:
“I continually deserve to Perceive you through the Heart of my Light without judgement.” May the Light of the Heart of my Wisdom teach me to “Perceive you through the Heart of my Light without judgement.”
“I am deserving to Acknowledge you through the Heart of my Light that you exist as a part of me.” May the Light of the Heart of my Wisdom teach me to “Acknowledge you through the Heart of my Light that you exist as a part of me.”
“I Honor and deserve to Experience you through the Heart of my Light of holding Value in you as a living part of me.” May the Light of the Heart of my Wisdom teach me to “Experience the Value in you as a living part of me through the Heart of my Light.”
“I am learning to deserve the Acceptance of you as a part of me, and in this Acceptance that you exists as a living part of me. May the Light of the Heart of my Wisdom teach me to “Accept you as a living, important part of me through the Heart of my Light.”
“I Perceive and Acknowledge both parts of myself. The outer communicator that perceives and takes action from this inner conflicting within me, which continually supports me in my inner challenges of this action. I perceive you through the Heart of my Light without judgement.”
Make a conscious choice right now that whatever it is you are engaged with, you deserve to be a generating light to create the Light of Anwa. Whatever other are choosing to do or say, I deserve to allow the Light of the unknown possibilities within myself and the Light of the unknown possibilities of those in this gathering, together we will create the unknown possibilities for the Light of the Anwa to be present. So together we can say “I AM – WE ARE - ALIVE RIGHT NOW!”
Blessings and Love Conrad
Video Clips for Today - Copy and Paste into a Browser
Ending the Story of Separation Charles Eisenstein 2:05
Why am I here Charles Eisenstein 2:24
Moving towards Interbeing Charles Eisenstein 6:26
Transmutation (Golden Goddess Of The Alchemical Heart by Ilene Satala)
The Golden Goddess before you is all about the power of the heart to love. Her golden heart radiates gold light. This painting is an invitation to open to the power to love deeply and freely inside of you.
This work was inspired by the legends that revolved around and ancient art called alchemy. It was thought for several hundred years during the Middle Ages that base metal through various chemical processes could be turned into gold.
However the true meaning of this seeming quest for physical gold was actually a spiritual quest. The base metal was actually a metaphor for our basic human self. We can live ordinary lives of routine and do ordinary things. Yet the alchemists believed something greater lived within us all. So the quest for turning metal to gold was actually something completely different.
This was not a chemical process but a spiritual philosophy about changing our basic nature into a gold self. The question was asked how could we rise to greatness becoming a golden human being? A human being wise and loving and free of our fear nature.
One of the alchemist’s secrets of this transformational process was all about finding the power of love that resides inside of us. To let it not be held back for a special few people in our lives but to let this love flow freely. What makes us move out of the ordinary banal world we live in? The energy of love freely given is the alchemist’s answer. Letting love shared turns our life into a golden experience.
So I see this feminine form as the Spirit of Love. Offering us her heart and the rose of love as it transforms into the flowing waters of life. For love freely given is like receiving cool water on a dry day. The waters of life spill into the crescent Moon. The Moon in this painting is about a new phase of its cycle or put simple becoming new.
So our Spirit of love is covered in golden designs. Crowned in gold and held in a cloak of golden leaves to remind us we are made of gold and treasures and riches waiting to refresh our life. Through the alchemical power of the heart to love we can be transformed and love set free in us can change the world we live in.
Practical Wisdom of Nawal Tijaax
Through the eight day of the new Dawning, the Light of Wisdom Flows to support the journey of Transmutation to occur through the Light of Nawal Tijaax. This Presence of Light Nawal Tijaax, flows the Light of First Fire, both within ourself and within all of Humanity to transmute anything and everything that stands in the way for Wisdom to be awakened, grown, and emerge into supporting my path in Living Life.
This Presence of Light flows through all healers. This Presence of Light flows through all forms of medicine. The Presence of Light of Nawal Tijaax assists in the healing of one’s self.
The Light of Nawal Tijaax assists in healing others.
The Light of Nawal Tijaax assists in healing those that I do not like or that I do not know.
The Light of the Nawal Tijaax assists me to cut through the psychological and physical boundaries that I have established at a personal, family, or collective level around anything and everything. So Living Life is supported by my and our unique Lights of Wisdom behind any and all awareness and actions we engage in Living Life.
I ask you, Nawal Tijaax, to cut out, to separate, to dissolve and to untangle all dualities, all challenges, all perceptions that maintain a story of separation, loneliness, and limitedness. Whatever words, emotions, or feelings I or others may have around the Coronavirus, the ways to live and move through this living Pandemic, or whatever reactivity or fear that I or others may be holding around returning back to creating our new unknown life. I ask your illuminating light to assist me to remember that these perceptions and feelings are limited and holds so little potential and so little possibility for myself or others. In choosing to perceive in the ways that I am, it is a struggle within me to experience the Light of Joy or the Light of Hope. As I experience no Hope, and I hold many limitations within me, regardless of the decisions that I am making. I am capable of only perceiving and accepting what appears to be the reality of my limitations, which only creates greater feelings of isolation and separation.
I ask of your illuminating light Nawal Tijaax, to bring forward your presence to dissolve my fears first and foremost within myself and then I ask you to assist others to dissolve their fears.
Assist me in the cutting out and untangling and unraveling the confusion and separation that is so prevalent right now within me and those thoughts and perceptions that I am not aware of around others. I need your assistance now, Nawal Tijaax.
I ask you Nawal Tijaax, whenever I am hearing words that are focused on fears or limitations, or judgements and blame, that holds so little potential or possibility, assist me to realize that regardless if exists within myself, or within others, that I or we are no longer holding any form of the true Light of Wisdom.
If neither of us are holding any Light of Joy, we both hold limitations and whatever decisions that I or we are making, will not take either one of us into the emergence of the unknown possibilities.
Nawal Tijaax, bring your light forward and dissolve these reactivities and fears first and foremost within myself. That I may hold this generative Light of Wisdom within myself, knowing that I may have a felt sense of inner awareness that possibilities maybe present. I then ask you to assist myself first, and then other individuals to also become aware that a larger story is possible within all of us.
Assist me to open to the cutting out and untangling and unraveling, any and all confusion and separation that is so prevalent right now around me and around others. Cut out whatever thoughts and perceptions that I and others are not aware of.
I need your Presence of Illuminating Light now, Nawal Tijaax. Open me, open us to the unknown potential. Release me to be weaved into the Presence of my unknown possibilities of the Light of Will. Release me to be weaved into the Presence of my Love. Release me to be weaved into the Presence of my Joy. Release me to be weaved into the Presence of my Hope. So I may feel my felt sense of my compassion, and my nurturance, and my wisdom and my caring to grow my unknown potential and my unknown possibilities. Release the illuminating light of what’s behind the forces of the Heart that exists behind all things for me.
Nawal Tijaax take the action through the Journey of Transmutation in dissolving and of cutting away any of my thoughts and my emotions and my fearful beliefs. May I see this clearly with others who also are not aware of what exists within their own thinking, their emotions, their feelings, and their beliefs. Assist me to experience the felt sense that can emerge through me supporting the Illuminating Light of the Wisdom behind any or all events.
Daily Reflections on Nawal Tijaax
Nawal Tijaax, you and the other Nawals of light hold possibilities and potentials that I may not be aware of. Do the work of the transmutation and transformation that is inherent from the Heart of Sky the Heart of the Earth and the Heart of my Personal Self and the Heart behind all of Gaian, and the Heart Behind of Humanity. Along with the Heart behind of all the objects around me and everything and anything that exists in the world. All of this, all of us, are a container, to allow the flow of this new emerging illuminating light to support the unknown ways in Living Life.
Allow the light of this potential, the light of this wisdom and all of the potential and wisdom that it is possible to emerge now. I cannot do this on my own, but I can do this with the assistance of your Illuminating light Nawal Tijaax. Transmute whenever images and perceptions of limitations and separations that I and others hold. Dissolve what ever the perception are that I think of in the ways the results should look like. I trust the wisdom of the Heart behind all things to release what is needed in myself, and within each person and each event and anything that I read or think about, or whatever I may observe or interact with. Regardless if I know what can emerge or not. For the illuminating light of Gaia hoods the catalyst for the potential of this emergence of new light to flow through and behind me.
Now when I encounter challenges in any of the areas within my daily life, I ask a Daily Nawal for assistance, I have created in my intentions a Web of Light relationship to a particular Daily Nawal. Instead of living the energies of my challenges, this relationship that is growing between these connections to the various Web of Lights within the Daily Nawals can assist me to transmute, transform, and emerge my challenges into a new form of action. I have established this Web of Light relationships, for I now have the Presence of Hope available to me to walk through any and and all challenges!
Teach me to embody the Presence of Love so I may allow Love to form and shape the flow of the Interconnectivity within me and between my inner landscape and the inner landscape of Nature and all of Humanity around me.
I ask the Living Light of Wisdom that flows from the Rilaj Maam to establish the unknown possibilities within my Brain, my Nervous Systems. I ask for the new pathways through Neuroplasticity to emerge.
I ask the Nawals of Diego No’j and Juan No’j to gather and bring forward the new unknown light of wisdom I am needing right now.
I ask the Nawals Diego Kanon and Juan Kanon to bring into my awareness the new unknown light of wisdom I am needing right now.
I ask the Nawals Diego Puqlaaj and Juan Puqlaaj to dismantle what stands in way for the unknown light of the new wisdoms to emerge.
I ask the Nawal Mosbel Joloom to sweep away all memory and neurological connections that are no longer needed.
I ask the these two animals companions for their assistance in sweeping away all memory and neurological connections that are no longer needed. The Xkin owl and the Piich woodpecker.
Todays Emotions: Nawal Tijaax
- I ask all known fear that I hold, enter the mystery of transmutation, so that I may experience Living Life today from the unknown possibilities of the Light of Wisdom and Love
- I ask all known despair that I hold, enter the mystery of transmutation, so that I may experience Living Life today from the unknown possibilities of the Light of Wisdom and Hope
- I ask all known distress that I hold, enter the mystery of transmutation, so that I may experience Living Life today from the unknown possibilities of the Light of Wisdom and Joy
- I ask all known anger that I hold, enter the mystery of transmutation, so that I may experience Living Life today from the unknown possibilities of the Light of Wisdom and Compassion
- I ask Nawal Tijaax, teach me and show me how to Live Life from the wisdoms within me, and give me your “juice” so I may explore Living Life within Gaia or Nawal Skirmeent. So I may experience the Light of New Beginning – New Dawning to live from my Unknown Awareness through Courage - Fearlessness - Safety - Protection - Strength – inner Calm of Body – inner Calm of Mind
In the Daily Nawal Wisdom Rituals that are released today:
—When you are looking at today “Tz’utujiil Maya Tree of Life” photo, explore today Nawal Tijaax teaching of the Light behind the Tree of Life.
Tree (transmutation and emergence)
Fragile - Essence
Sprouting – Growing – Flowering
Unique – Unknown – Potential – Possibilities
Creation (of Living Life through Wisdom)
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—When you are exploring “Living the Presence of the Daily Nawal Tijaax, ask Nawal Tijaax to weave you into the Light of the unknown possibilities for Wisdom expressing itself through love and joy and hope to flow easily behind the heart of anything and everything so that you my emerge to your unique form of Light Wisdom of Living Life behind any and all perceptions and experiences I how you Live Life.
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The Heart of the Wisdom Teachings of Nawal Tijaax Day 8 in didactic Cinquain form:
Tijaax (Transmutation)
Cut = Separate
Releasing – Anything - Everything
Generative - Light - Within - Emerges
Wisdom (emerges behind everything we do in Living Life)
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—When you are exploring the “Weaving the Joints of my Body” ask Nawal Tijaax through the release of its “juice” will release a Light to Live Life through each joint of your body emerging into of the healing of the unknown possibilities for Love and Joy and Hope to flow through your Body Emergence as your unique Light of Unknown possibilities.
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—When you are exploring the “Energies for a New Unknown Potential for Civilization” ask Nawal Tijaax to infuse you to perceive Living Life as the Flowering Soul so that you may open to the awareness of all that was possible to transmute the challenges of the past, so the UNKNOWN Light of the Wisdom of Love and Joy and Hope could have been experienced and created in the past of civilizations.
Ask Nawal Tijaax to infuse you to perceive Living Life as the Flowering Soul so that you may open to the awareness of all that is currently possible to transmute the challenges of today, so the UNKNOWN Light of the Wisdom of Love and Joy and Hope could been experienced and created during our present time of civilization.
Ask Nawal Tijaax to infuse you to perceive Living Life as the Flowering Soul so that you may open to the awareness of all that will be possible to transmute the challenges with the future, so the UNKNOWN Light of the Wisdom of Love and Joy and Hope could be experienced and created in the future of civilization.
Cinquain Poem for our New Emerging Unknown Potential for Civilization Focus on Nawal Tijaax:
Civilization (at its core supports the Light of Wisdom of the unknown possibilities) – Emerging (Light of Wisdom)
Transmuting (through the Light of Wisdom) – Empowering (the Light of Wisdom) – Energy (juicing the Light of Wisdom into the emergence pf the flow of interconnectivity)
(The Light of Wisdom is weaved easily into support Living Life through) Love – Hope – Joy – Compassion
Living-(Life through the Light of Wisdom)
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