Day 8 - Nawal Tijaax - Meditations on Wisdom
“Meditation on Wisdom” for today Day 8 Wednesday 2 March 2022 Nawal Tijaax Cycle 1-8
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REFLECTIONS OF A LIVING TZ’UTUJIIL MAYA NAB’EYSIIL
I’m sorry but there is nothing new today in Reflections. This is what I wrote 20 days ago on Day 8 Thursday 10 February 2022 Nawal Tijaax Cycle 20-1
Why am I here, alive today as a human being? In my deep Indigenous beliefs, I am here because I deserve to experience and to share my Living Light of the Wisdoms through the Light of the Heart within all of us. This Light is always present and available for me and it is present and always available for you. When I open to the Heart within my Light, this sets my inner tone for how I will perceive, create, and interact within myself and within the world around me. Over the years I have allowed the journey for the Light of Renewal to emerge as a part of my everyday life. Because of this, my subconscious mind has learned to be filled with the feelings of Hope, of Joy, of Love, of Belongingness. My subconscious mind can also easily be a container for me in exploring the Light of the Wisdoms, the Light of the unknown possibilities.
Through the Road of Transmutation, has allowed me to experience the impulse within myself to perceive and approach Living Life from the place of cooperation. This emergence of my felt sense supports me in Living Life within the richness of my experiences within the Flow of the Light of Harmony and the Flow of the Light of Interconnectivity between all events and between all people. This can exist regardless of the outer challenges I am walking through within my outer Life.
When my subconscious mind holds the darkness, the struggles, the limitations, the feelings of separateness, where my fears and my guilt are the dominant emotions. Then I am destined to always find ways to experience my self and others through the feelings of blame, shame, guilt, judgment, creating the feelings of justification for the ways I perceive and communicate ant and all of my perceptions.
(Yesterday I wrote Wednesday 9 February 2022)
At the Heart of my subconscious mind, yes my subconscious mind has a Light of Heart too! All subconscious mind agreed to come into a Living Form of Light to assist human beings to hold as a container for all of their Light experiences. Including the experiences of the Light of the Wisdoms. So when the Light of the subconscious mind came into form and shape it was weaved within the primary patterns of our 5 Brain process.
Today the science describes this process as the old brain consists of three automatic responses: “Fight – Flight – Frozen.” So when I perceive a person, an event, or a situation as a challenge or as threatening, my old brain is stimulated by an impulse to protect and takes one of these three actions immediately. All without asking my mind for any input. My mind does not need to be activated nor does my mind require input.
My Mind is only giving input to 5% of what it perceives to begin with. The other 95% of the time my Mind gathers all its information from my subconscious mind instead. Over the years of my life, the accumulation within my subconscious mind has built a reservoir of all of the emotional reactivity that I have either directly experienced, or what I have witnessed, or I have been storied around the ways I will perceive the various challenges and threats around me.
So when I perceive an emotional reactive or a challenging situation around me, my subconscious mind simultaneously goes into action informing me that this person, this event, or this situation is not safe. My subconscious mind pulls on the reservoir of emotional experiences held within my container and communicates immediately to my old brian this situation requires “Fight – Flight – Frozen” actions. It never, it never accurately perceive the situation, the person, or the event actions accurately. Instead my brain and my subconscious mind communicates to my body/mind reactive, survival, stressful actions.
This trigger of my old brain then stimulates the perceptions of this story it is perceiving and this is communicated to my midbrain where the only choices of actions I could possibly be perceiving and it’s parallel actions it can only take at this moment in time stimulates the mid-brain emotional reactivity patterns that that will need to survive “Fight – Flight - Frozen.” Now I have two areas of my brian working together to survive this threat!
(New Today)
I am now fully engaged with feelings, thoughts, and emotions reflecting the why I am perceiving and its related experiences are 100% full accurate and appropriate for this situation I am engaged in. This gets communicated to my Neocortex, so my right hemisphere can produce the appropriate survival images and awareness I need to support in creating words and communication these appropriate words reflecting my need for survival. This then blocks or reduces any conflicting information that can emerge from altering this 100% logical belief in which I am fully engaged in from my pre-frontal awareness. So no matter what any one may be trying to communicate to me as an alternative awareness to this event, my ability to shoot them down not allowing any conflicting awareness to enter and strengthening even more my current story.
If my subconscious mind is a container for the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything. Then the Light of the Wisdoms and other patterns of Light takes this parallel journey to open through my brain, to a story of a larger awareness. Where the Light of the unknown possibilities is instead being experienced within my felt sense, creating the emergence of an inner calming of my body and my mind to be present. Same event, same people, same situations, but my actions and my communications is totally different.
This is why we petition to journey down the Road of Renewal through these five phases of the Foundational Core of Light Ritual. It first re-centers us from the reactivity of our subconscious mind. Then either opens us to the Light of the Unknown Possibilities and the Light of the Wisdoms we can experience now. It then feeds this Light into our subconscious mind and brings forth other pattern of Light that’s also me and is stored there my this Light too. Returning us to experience the Light of the Heart of our subconscious mind purposes for existing.
Blessings and Love Conrad
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Why am I here Charles Eisenstein 2:24
Transmutation (Golden Goddess Of The Alchemical Heart by Ilene Satala)
The Golden Goddess before you is all about the power of the heart to love. Her golden heart radiates gold light. This painting is an invitation to open to the power to love deeply and freely inside of you.
This work was inspired by the legends that revolved around and ancient art called alchemy. It was thought for several hundred years during the Middle Ages that base metal through various chemical processes could be turned into gold.
However the true meaning of this seeming quest for physical gold was actually a spiritual quest. The base metal was actually a metaphor for our basic human self. We can live ordinary lives of routine and do ordinary things. Yet the alchemists believed something greater lived within us all. So the quest for turning metal to gold was actually something completely different.
This was not a chemical process but a spiritual philosophy about changing our basic nature into a gold self. The question was asked how could we rise to greatness becoming a golden human being? A human being wise and loving and free of our fear nature.
One of the alchemist’s secrets of this transformational process was all about finding the power of love that resides inside of us. To let it not be held back for a special few people in our lives but to let this love flow freely. What makes us move out of the ordinary banal world we live in? The energy of love freely given is the alchemist’s answer. Letting love shared turns our life into a golden experience.
So I see this feminine form as the Spirit of Love. Offering us her heart and the rose of love as it transforms into the flowing waters of life. For love freely given is like receiving cool water on a dry day. The waters of life spill into the crescent Moon. The Moon in this painting is about a new phase of its cycle or put simple becoming new.
So our Spirit of love is covered in golden designs. Crowned in gold and held in a cloak of golden leaves to remind us we are made of gold and treasures and riches waiting to refresh our life. Through the alchemical power of the heart to love we can be transformed and love set free in us can change the world we live in.
Practical Wisdom of Nawal Tijaax
Through the eight day of the new Dawning, the Light of Wisdom Flows to support the journey of Transmutation to occur through the Light of Nawal Tijaax. This Presence of Light Nawal Tijaax, flows the Light of First Fire, both within ourself and within all of Humanity to transmute anything and everything that stands in the way for Wisdom to be awakened, grown, and emerge into supporting my path in Living Life.
This Presence of Light flows through all healers. This Presence of Light flows through all forms of medicine. The Presence of Light of Nawal Tijaax assists in the healing of one’s self.
The Light of Nawal Tijaax assists in healing others.
The Light of Nawal Tijaax assists in healing those that I do not like or that I do not know.
The Light of the Nawal Tijaax assists me to cut through the psychological and physical boundaries that I have established at a personal, family, or collective level around anything and everything. So Living Life is supported by my and our unique Lights of Wisdom behind any and all awareness and actions we engage in Living Life.
I ask you, Nawal Tijaax, to cut out, to separate, to dissolve and to untangle all dualities, all challenges, all perceptions that maintain a story of separation, loneliness, and limitedness. Whatever words, emotions, or feelings I or others may have around the Coronavirus, the ways to live and move through this living Pandemic, or whatever reactivity or fear that I or others may be holding around returning back to creating our new unknown life. I ask your illuminating light to assist me to remember that these perceptions and feelings are limited and holds so little potential and so little possibility for myself or others. In choosing to perceive in the ways that I am, it is a struggle within me to experience the Light of Joy or the Light of Hope. As I experience no Hope, and I hold many limitations within me, regardless of the decisions that I am making. I am capable of only perceiving and accepting what appears to be the reality of my limitations, which only creates greater feelings of isolation and separation.
I ask of your illuminating light Nawal Tijaax, to bring forward your presence to dissolve my fears first and foremost within myself and then I ask you to assist others to dissolve their fears.
Assist me in the cutting out and untangling and unraveling the confusion and separation that is so prevalent right now within me and those thoughts and perceptions that I am not aware of around others. I need your assistance now, Nawal Tijaax.
I ask you Nawal Tijaax, whenever I am hearing words that are focused on fears or limitations, or judgements and blame, that holds so little potential or possibility, assist me to realize that regardless if exists within myself, or within others, that I or we are no longer holding any form of the true Light of Wisdom.
If neither of us are holding any Light of Joy, we both hold limitations and whatever decisions that I or we are making, will not take either one of us into the emergence of the unknown possibilities.
Nawal Tijaax, bring your light forward and dissolve these reactivities and fears first and foremost within myself. That I may hold this generative Light of Wisdom within myself, knowing that I may have a felt sense of inner awareness that possibilities maybe present. I then ask you to assist myself first, and then other individuals to also become aware that a larger story is possible within all of us.
Assist me to open to the cutting out and untangling and unraveling, any and all confusion and separation that is so prevalent right now around me and around others. Cut out whatever thoughts and perceptions that I and others are not aware of.
I need your Presence of Illuminating Light now, Nawal Tijaax. Open me, open us to the unknown potential. Release me to be weaved into the Presence of my unknown possibilities of the Light of Will. Release me to be weaved into the Presence of my Love. Release me to be weaved into the Presence of my Joy. Release me to be weaved into the Presence of my Hope. So I may feel my felt sense of my compassion, and my nurturance, and my wisdom and my caring to grow my unknown potential and my unknown possibilities. Release the illuminating light of what’s behind the forces of the Heart that exists behind all things for me.
Nawal Tijaax take the action through the Journey of Transmutation in dissolving and of cutting away any of my thoughts and my emotions and my fearful beliefs. May I see this clearly with others who also are not aware of what exists within their own thinking, their emotions, their feelings, and their beliefs. Assist me to experience the felt sense that can emerge through me supporting the Illuminating Light of the Wisdom behind any or all events.
Daily Reflections on Nawal Tijaax
Nawal Tijaax, you and the other Nawals of light hold possibilities and potentials that I may not be aware of. Do the work of the transmutation and transformation that is inherent from the Heart of Sky the Heart of the Earth and the Heart of my Personal Self and the Heart behind all of Gaian, and the Heart Behind of Humanity. Along with the Heart behind of all the objects around me and everything and anything that exists in the world. All of this, all of us, are a container, to allow the flow of this new emerging illuminating light to support the unknown ways in Living Life.
Allow the light of this potential, the light of this wisdom and all of the potential and wisdom that it is possible to emerge now. I cannot do this on my own, but I can do this with the assistance of your Illuminating light Nawal Tijaax. Transmute whenever images and perceptions of limitations and separations that I and others hold. Dissolve what ever the perception are that I think of in the ways the results should look like. I trust the wisdom of the Heart behind all things to release what is needed in myself, and within each person and each event and anything that I read or think about, or whatever I may observe or interact with. Regardless if I know what can emerge or not. For the illuminating light of Gaia hoods the catalyst for the potential of this emergence of new light to flow through and behind me.
Now when I encounter challenges in any of the areas within my daily life, I ask a Daily Nawal for assistance, I have created in my intentions a Web of Light relationship to a particular Daily Nawal. Instead of living the energies of my challenges, this relationship that is growing between these connections to the various Web of Lights within the Daily Nawals can assist me to transmute, transform, and emerge my challenges into a new form of action. I have established this Web of Light relationships, for I now have the Presence of Hope available to me to walk through any and and all challenges!
Teach me to embody the Presence of Love so I may allow Love to form and shape the flow of the Interconnectivity within me and between my inner landscape and the inner landscape of Nature and all of Humanity around me.
I ask the Living Light of Wisdom that flows from the Rilaj Maam to establish the unknown possibilities within my Brain, my Nervous Systems. I ask for the new pathways through Neuroplasticity to emerge.
I ask the Nawals of Diego No’j and Juan No’j to gather and bring forward the new unknown light of wisdom I am needing right now.
I ask the Nawals Diego Kanon and Juan Kanon to bring into my awareness the new unknown light of wisdom I am needing right now.
I ask the Nawals Diego Puqlaaj and Juan Puqlaaj to dismantle what stands in way for the unknown light of the new wisdoms to emerge.
I ask the Nawal Mosbel Joloom to sweep away all memory and neurological connections that are no longer needed.
I ask the these two animals companions for their assistance in sweeping away all memory and neurological connections that are no longer needed. The Xkin owl and the Piich woodpecker.
Todays Emotions: Nawal Tijaax
- I ask all known fear that I hold, enter the mystery of transmutation, so that I may experience Living Life today from the unknown possibilities of the Light of Wisdom and Love
- I ask all known despair that I hold, enter the mystery of transmutation, so that I may experience Living Life today from the unknown possibilities of the Light of Wisdom and Hope
- I ask all known distress that I hold, enter the mystery of transmutation, so that I may experience Living Life today from the unknown possibilities of the Light of Wisdom and Joy
- I ask all known anger that I hold, enter the mystery of transmutation, so that I may experience Living Life today from the unknown possibilities of the Light of Wisdom and Compassion
- I ask Nawal Tijaax, teach me and show me how to Live Life from the wisdoms within me, and give me your “juice” so I may explore Living Life within Gaia or Nawal Skirmeent. So I may experience the Light of New Beginning – New Dawning to live from my Unknown Awareness through Courage - Fearlessness - Safety - Protection - Strength – inner Calm of Body – inner Calm of Mind
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