Conrad Satala

Day 8 - Nawal Tijaax - Meditations on Wisdom

Conrad Satala
Day 8 - Nawal Tijaax - Meditations on Wisdom

“Meditation on Wisdom” for today Day 8 Tuesday 22 March 2022 Nawal Tijaax the Second Cycle of the Lunar Calendar 3-2

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REFLECTIONS OF A LIVING TZ’UTUJIIL MAYA NAB’EYSIIL

Approaching Self-Compassion:

Living Light of Nawal Batz’

I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through my new Cords of Interconnectivity and within the flow of my blood.

Living Light of Nawal Beey

I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through my Brain and my Nervous System.

Living Light of Nawal Aaj

I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to be weaved with the Living Light of Joy to flow through my Spinal Column and all my related systems and organs and all of my connective tissues and joints.

Living Light of Nawal I’x

I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through my re-centered world where I and the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything is weaved together as One.

Living Light of Nawal Tz’ikin

I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through and be weaved together where the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity supports Living Life as one system of Wholeness.

Living Light of Nawal Ajma’k

I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through my unique Light of First Fire that flows through the Heart of First Light of the New Dawning, that always emerges through any form of darkness.

Living Light of Nawal Na’ooj

I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through and soften the heart of any and all parts of myself that emerge within me that support my choices in perceiving myself or perceiving others that support perceptions and action creating judgements, fears, blame, shame, guilt, or any and all forms of dualities.

Today Living Light of Nawal Tijaax

I ask the living light of Self-Compassion to flow through me so that I may explore my relationship with the Living Light of Courage to dissolve and untangle any and all dualities, judgements, and fears that keep me separated from my Living Light of my Unknown Possibilities.

From yesterday Monday 21 March 2022. Review Cycles of Living Light of the Daily Nawals of the Lunar Calendar from One and Two

These first Four cycles of the Lunar Calendar focus upon the introductory phase. Where you and each one of the Living Light of the Daily Nawals will meet four times during these first 80 Days of the 260 Lunar Day Cycles.

First time meeting is Cycle One of the Lunar Calendar holds the Living Light from Nawal Batz’ 1-1 through Nawal Tz’e’ 2-7. In this first cycle you are basically shaking hands with each other and just exchange of simple polite greetings.

Second time meeting is Cycle Two of the Lunar Calendar holds the Living Light from Nawal Batz’ 2-8 through Nawal Tz’e’ 4-1. In this second cycle you are deepening the initial greetings and you begin to share your intentions for why you are deserving to travel this road of the 260 Lunar Day Cycle. The Living Light of Self-Compassion is important especially during these first Four Cycles within the repeating of the 20 Lunar Days. You are giving yourself permission to be honest within yourself on who are deserving to become during this 260 Lunar Day Cycles. This Living Light of Self-Compassion is also important in communicating to your subconscious mind that you are willing to face, transmute, and emerge into your awareness of what you hold within your as your dualities and the various forms of the woundings that you have faced in your cycles of Living Life.

Self-Compassion will prepare you to face directly in the Cycles 5-9 the Road of Transmutation. While Self-Compassion in Cycles 10-13 you will focus upon the Road of Emergence and Living and your feelings of Deserving to be Living from the Light of the Unknown Possibilities.

The Living Light of the Lunar Calendar 260 Days are fully embodied within our Human Body. The Numbers 1-13 represent each one of the thirteen primary joints of the body as is explored int the Daily Ritual of Weaving the Subtle Physical Energy Body’s with Today’s Daily Nawal:

1-integrating the brain stem and spinal column meet

2- right shoulder

3-right elbow

4-right wrist, hand, fingers and its various joints

5-right hip

6-right knee

7-right ankle, foot, toes and its various joints

8-left shoulder

9-left elbow

10-left wrist, hand, fingers and its various joints

11-left hip

12-left knee

13-left ankle, foot, toes and its various joints.

The Living Light of the Lunar Calendar 260 Days are fully embodied within our Human Body. The Numbers 1-20 represent each one of the ten fingers and the ten toes of the body.

The Three Cycles from Cycles One through Four representing the awakening of the inner seeds of our unique Living Light of first Fire held within the Subtle Forces within the Physical Matter of our Human Body. Cycles Five through Nine representing the transmutation of our Physical Matter of our Human Body. Cycles Ten through Thirteen is the weaving together of the Living Flow of our Light of Interconnectivity within the Living Light of the Flow of the Light of Interconnectivity within Gaia and all of Nature and the within the Heart of Humanity. Through these three Cycles of Thirteen, we are weaved together within the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities behind the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything and the Living Light Behind the Heart Behind Anything that exists within the subtle and physical realms of the Living Light of the Earth.

NEW TODAY-Indigenous Perspective:

Life is Suffering, but I am not here to be living my Suffering!

Through the 260 Days of the Lunar Living Light of the Daily Nawals, I am able to experience my own Personal Road of Renewal. This walks me through my suffering, so I may emerge into my new form and my new shape in how I perceive and experience my Living Life today.

My unique focus of Intention for this Cycle of 260 Days, is that my physical body may be fully restored at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities. Not to look or physically do what I did in my 30’s. But to explore at this age of 74 in how I look and the actions I am physically able to explore within me as being a Living Generator of Light-Sunshine emerging through my full Unknown Possibilities within this Cycle of the Lunar Calendar. I will be responsible in developing a deeper relationship with each one of the 20 Living Lights of the Daily Nawals during this cycle.”

Today the 3 Creators of the Lunar Calendar will introduce me again to the Living Lights of Nawal Tijaax. “Hi Nawal Tijaax, I’m Conrad. My Intention for this Cycle of 260 Lunar Days, is to fully restore through my Living Light of my Unknown Possibilities for my physical body at 74 years of age. Teach me Nawal Tijaax on how your Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity can begin your unique form of Regeneration. Weave together your unique flow of Living Light with my Living Flow of Light of Interconnectivity within my subtle energy body of Light. Assist me through your unique focus of Living Light so I may enter the Road of Transmutation. Weave within me the new Living Light of what I have available for my Emergence. I Deserve to explore each day of my Living Life through the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities for what my physical and subtle body’s will need in exploring, in creating, in Living Life.”

“Teach me through your Living Light Nawal Na’ooj, and I ask the Living Light of Rei Pascal, so together you may place me onto my path to learn to have a Living Relationships with the Living Light of Nawal Na’ooj – the Rilaj Maam and Maria Kastelyaan. I ask to explore with the other Living Lights from the Living Lights of Wisdom, Maria Na’ooj - the Secret of Love Elder House and Nawal Juan Na’ooj and Nawal Diego Na’ooj. Gather and weave within me the Living Lights of the Wisdoms of the Unknown Possibilities that are available for me at this time of my life at the age of 74 in exploring my Intention.”

At sunrise today, “Assist me the Living Lights of the various living forms of Nawal Tijaax, to embrace and grow the Living Light within every part of who I Am in my Wholeness. Assist me to experience the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity flowing through the inner fluidity as I am Re-Centered and Weaved today into a flowing matrix of Interconnectivity of Living Light. I have been re-centered and weaved today within my subtle and physical body’s within the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity of Light forming the pathways between all the organic and inorganic and mineral form. I have been re-centered and weaved today between all plants, between all animals, between all humans, and between all electrical pulses and between everything and anything that exists in both physical and non-physical forms. I am living and being held within the dream that is available for me to emerge from the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities from the subtle realms of the primordial waters.

Teach me Nawal Tijaax in your Living Relationship with the Living Lights of the various Living Light Presences within the Heart of Earth and within the Heart of Sky to live within the knowing that my personal self, my personality at its core contains a unique Living Light of First Fire that is able to transmute any form of darkness, so I may be Living Life that supports every part of who I Am. Regardless of my acute or chronic diseases or pains, or sufferings or challenges or limitations of aging and throughout the different areas of my body. I Am this unique Living Light of First Fire which encompasses the Wholeness of Who I Am. I am not my diagnosis. I am not my pain. I am not my physical limitations. I am not my aging body. There is more to Who I Am at this moment in time.”

Question:

As you follow me each day as I form and Live within a co-partnership relationship with these various Presences of Living Lights, please form and develop your parallel Intentions for your Personal Renewal during this 260 Day Lunar Calendar. I explore each day during this Second Cycle, a self-compassionate way of living life with my life patterns of challenges and suffering around my body. Being Self-Compassionate, allows my inner relationships through the Living Light of Joy to take form and shape into building a natural inherent impulse for my inner cooperative nature to emerge so I can allow the Living Light of my Unknown Possibilities can emerge and restore my physical body at the age of 74. I DESERVE to experience the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through me, so I may return this Living Light of Sunshine as my gift back into the outer five sensory world.

Those of you that are doing one to one appointments with me, please bring forward your intentions during this 260 Day Lunar Cycle.

“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”

Today is the eight day of the Living Light of Nawal Tijaax. Through your Presence of Living Light Nawal Tijaax, flows the Living Light of First Fire. The Living Light of First Fire within myself. The Living Light of First Fire within all of Humanity. Your Living Light of First Fire, Nawal Tijaax allows me to transmute anything and everything that stands in my way for the Living Light of Wisdom to be awakened. For the Living Light of Wisdom to be grown. For the Living Light of Wisdom to emerge through me into supporting my path in Living Life.

Assist me Nawal Tijaax, to transmute whatever it is that I hold within my subconscious mind that hinders my belief that my physical body may be fully restored at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities. That the the actions that I choose to Live Life from allows me to physically be able to explore being a Living Generator of Light-Sunshine emerging through me from Living Life from the fullness of my Unknown Possibilities within this Cycle of the Lunar Calendar.

Assist me Nawal Tijaax, to transmute whatever it is that I hold within my subconscious mind that hinders the growth of the Living Light of the Wisdoms that hinders my belief that my physical body may be fully restored at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities. That the the actions that I choose to Live Life from allows me to physically grow the Living Lights of my Wisdoms so I am a Living Generator of Light-Sunshine emerging through me from Living Life from the fullness of my Unknown Possibilities within this Cycle of the Lunar Calendar.

Assist me through your Living Light Nawal Tijaax to cut through the psychological and physical boundaries that I have established through my living relationships within my personal, family, or collective levels of life. Whatever it is that is hindering my belief that my physical body may be fully restored at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities. I ask you, Nawal Tijaax, to cut out, to separate, to dissolve and to untangle all these dualities, all of these challenges, all of these perceptions that maintain my story of separation. That maintain my story of loneliness. That maintain my story of limitedness. Whatever words, emotions, or feelings I or others may have around the choices I am holding around living this level of restorations of my body, assist me to move through these challenging of times. Whatever reactivity I hold in my judgements or fears around creating my life around the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities. I ask your illuminating Living Light Nawal Tijaax, to assist me to remember that these perceptions and feelings are limited and holds so little potential and so little possibility for myself. In choosing to perceive in the ways that I am, it is a struggle within me to experience the Living Light of Joy or the Living Light of Hope. As I experience no Hope, and I hold many limitations within me, regardless of the decisions that I am making. I am capable of only perceiving and accepting what appears to be the reality of my limitations, which only creates greater feelings of judgements, isolation and separation.

Assist me Nawal Tijaax, to allow the Living Light of Self-Compassion to be weaved within me so I may allow your Living Light to transmute any and all awareness that will be emerging into my awareness throughout this 260 Day Cycle of the Lunar Calendar.

Blessings and Love Conrad

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How to Deal with Difficult Emotions

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Why am I here Charles Eisenstein 2:24

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Transmutation (Golden Goddess Of The Alchemical Heart by Ilene Satala)

The Golden Goddess before you is all about the power of the heart to love. Her golden heart radiates gold light. This painting is an invitation to open to the power to love deeply and freely inside of you.

This work was inspired by the legends that revolved around and ancient art called alchemy. It was thought for several hundred years during the Middle Ages that base metal through various chemical processes could be turned into gold.

However the true meaning of this seeming quest for physical gold was actually a spiritual quest. The base metal was actually a metaphor for our basic human self. We can live ordinary lives of routine and do ordinary things. Yet the alchemists believed something greater lived within us all. So the quest for turning metal to gold was actually something completely different.

This was not a chemical process but a spiritual philosophy about changing our basic nature into a gold self. The question was asked how could we rise to greatness becoming a golden human being? A human being wise and loving and free of our fear nature.

One of the alchemist’s secrets of this transformational process was all about finding the power of love that resides inside of us. To let it not be held back for a special few people in our lives but to let this love flow freely. What makes us move out of the ordinary banal world we live in? The energy of love freely given is the alchemist’s answer. Letting love shared turns our life into a golden experience.

So I see this feminine form as the Spirit of Love. Offering us her heart and the rose of love as it transforms into the flowing waters of life. For love freely given is like receiving cool water on a dry day. The waters of life spill into the crescent Moon. The Moon in this painting is about a new phase of its cycle or put simple becoming new.

So our Spirit of love is covered in golden designs. Crowned in gold and held in a cloak of golden leaves to remind us we are made of gold and treasures and riches waiting to refresh our life. Through the alchemical power of the heart to love we can be transformed and love set free in us can change the world we live in.

Practical Wisdom of Nawal Tijaax

Through the eight day of the new Dawning, the Light of Wisdom Flows to support the journey of Transmutation to occur through the Light of Nawal Tijaax. This Presence of Light Nawal Tijaax, flows the Light of First Fire, both within ourself and within all of Humanity to transmute anything and everything that stands in the way for Wisdom to be awakened, grown, and emerge into supporting my path in Living Life.

This Presence of Light flows through all healers. This Presence of Light flows through all forms of medicine. The Presence of Light of Nawal Tijaax assists in the healing of one’s self.

The Light of Nawal Tijaax assists in healing others.

The Light of Nawal Tijaax assists in healing those that I do not like or that I do not know.

The Light of the Nawal Tijaax assists me to cut through the psychological and physical boundaries that I have established at a personal, family, or collective level around anything and everything. So Living Life is supported by my and our unique Lights of Wisdom behind any and all awareness and actions we engage in Living Life.

I ask you, Nawal Tijaax, to cut out, to separate, to dissolve and to untangle all dualities, all challenges, all perceptions that maintain a story of separation, loneliness, and limitedness. Whatever words, emotions, or feelings I or others may have around the choices we have today to live and move through these challenging of times. Whatever reactivity or fear that I or others are holding about creating our life around the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities. I ask your illuminating Living Light Nawal Tijaax, to assist me to remember that these perceptions and feelings are limited and holds so little potential and so little possibility for myself or others. In choosing to perceive in the ways that I am, it is a struggle within me to experience the Light of Joy or the Light of Hope. As I experience no Hope, and I hold many limitations within me, regardless of the decisions that I am making. I am capable of only perceiving and accepting what appears to be the reality of my limitations, which only creates greater feelings of isolation and separation.

I ask of your illuminating light Nawal Tijaax, to bring forward your presence to dissolve my judgements and fears first and foremost within myself and then I ask you to assist others to dissolve their judgements and fears.

Assist me in the cutting out and untangling and unraveling the confusion and separation that is so prevalent right now within me and those thoughts and perceptions that I am not aware of around others. I need your assistance now, Nawal Tijaax.

I ask you Nawal Tijaax, whenever I am hearing words that are focused on fears or limitations, or judgements and blame, that holds so little potential or possibility, assist me to realize that regardless on what exists within myself, or within others, that I or we are no longer holding any form of the true Light of Wisdom.

If neither of us are holding any Light of Joy, we both hold limitations and whatever decisions that I or we are making, will not take either one of us into the emergence of the unknown possibilities.

Nawal Tijaax, bring your light forward and dissolve these reactivities and fears first and foremost within myself. That I may hold this generative Light of Wisdom within myself, knowing that I may have a felt sense of inner awareness that possibilities maybe present. I then ask you to assist myself first, and then other individuals to also become aware that a larger story is possible within all of us.

Assist me to open to the cutting out and untangling and unraveling, any and all confusion and separation that is so prevalent right now around me and around others. Cut out whatever thoughts and perceptions that I and others are not aware of.

I need your Presence of Illuminating Light now, Nawal Tijaax. Open me, open us to the unknown potential. Release me to be weaved into the Presence of my unknown possibilities of the Light of Will. Release me to be weaved into the Presence of my Love. Release me to be weaved into the Presence of my Joy. Release me to be weaved into the Presence of my Hope. So I may feel my felt sense of my compassion, and my nurturance, and my wisdom and my caring to grow my unknown potential and my unknown possibilities. Release the illuminating light of what’s behind the forces of the Heart that exists behind all things for me.

Nawal Tijaax take the action through the Journey of Transmutation in dissolving and of cutting away any of my thoughts and my emotions and my fearful beliefs. May I see this clearly with others who also are not aware of what exists within their own thinking, their emotions, their feelings, and their beliefs. Assist me to experience the felt sense that can emerge through me supporting the Illuminating Light of the Wisdom behind any or all events.

Daily Reflections on Nawal Tijaax

Nawal Tijaax, you and the other Nawals of light hold possibilities and potentials that I may not be aware of. Do the work of the transmutation and transformation that is inherent from the Heart of Sky the Heart of the Earth and the Heart of my Personal Self and the Heart behind all of Gaian, and the Heart Behind of Humanity. Along with the Heart behind of all the objects around me and everything and anything that exists in the world. All of this, all of us, are a container, to allow the flow of this new emerging illuminating light to support the unknown ways in Living Life.

Allow the light of this potential, the light of this wisdom and all of the potential and wisdom that it is possible to emerge now. I cannot do this on my own, but I can do this with the assistance of your Illuminating light Nawal Tijaax. Transmute whenever images and perceptions of limitations and separations that I and others hold. Dissolve what ever the perception are that I think of in the ways the results should look like. I trust the wisdom of the Heart behind all things to release what is needed in myself, and within each person and each event and anything that I read or think about, or whatever I may observe or interact with. Regardless if I know what can emerge or not. For the illuminating light of Gaia hoods the catalyst for the potential of this emergence of new light to flow through and behind me.

Now when I encounter challenges in any of the areas within my daily life, I ask a Daily Nawal for assistance, I have created in my intentions a Web of Light relationship to a particular Daily Nawal. Instead of living the energies of my challenges, this relationship that is growing between these connections to the various Web of Lights within the Daily Nawals can assist me to transmute, transform, and emerge my challenges into a new form of action. I have established this Web of Light relationships, for I now have the Presence of Hope available to me to walk through any and and all challenges!

Teach me to embody the Presence of Love so I may allow Love to form and shape the flow of the Interconnectivity within me and between my inner landscape and the inner landscape of Nature and all of Humanity around me.

I ask the Living Light of Wisdom that flows from the Rilaj Maam to establish the unknown possibilities within my Brain, my Nervous Systems. I ask for the new pathways through Neuroplasticity to emerge.

I ask the Nawals of Diego No’j and Juan No’j to gather and bring forward the new unknown light of wisdom I am needing right now.

I ask the Nawals Diego Kanon and Juan Kanon to bring into my awareness the new unknown light of wisdom I am needing right now.

I ask the Nawals Diego Puqlaaj and Juan Puqlaaj to dismantle what stands in way for the unknown light of the new wisdoms to emerge.

I ask the Nawal Mosbel Joloom to sweep away all memory and neurological connections that are no longer needed.

I ask the these two animals companions for their assistance in sweeping away all memory and neurological connections that are no longer needed. The Xkin owl and the Piich woodpecker.

Todays Emotions: Nawal Tijaax

- I ask all known fear that I hold, enter the mystery of transmutation, so that I may experience Living Life today from the unknown possibilities of the Light of Wisdom and Love

- I ask all known despair that I hold, enter the mystery of transmutation, so that I may experience Living Life today from the unknown possibilities of the Light of Wisdom and Hope

- I ask all known distress that I hold, enter the mystery of transmutation, so that I may experience Living Life today from the unknown possibilities of the Light of Wisdom and Joy

- I ask all known anger that I hold, enter the mystery of transmutation, so that I may experience Living Life today from the unknown possibilities of the Light of Wisdom and Compassion

- I ask Nawal Tijaax, teach me and show me how to Live Life from the wisdoms within me, and give me your “juice” so I may explore Living Life within Gaia or Nawal Skirmeent. So I may experience the Light of New Beginning – New Dawning to live from my Unknown Awareness through Courage - Fearlessness - Safety - Protection - Strength – inner Calm of Body – inner Calm of Mind

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