Day 12 - Nawal Q’iiq’ - Meditations on Wisdom
“Meditation on Wisdom” for today Day 12 Saturday 26 March 2022 Nawal Q’iiq’ the Second Cycle of the Lunar Calendar 3-6
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REFLECTIONS OF A LIVING TZ’UTUJIIL MAYA NAB’EYSIIL
Approaching Self-Compassion:
Living Light of Nawal Batz’
I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through my new Cords of Interconnectivity and within the flow of my blood.
Living Light of Nawal Beey
I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through my Brain and my Nervous System.
Living Light of Nawal Aaj
I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to be weaved with the Living Light of Joy to flow through my Spinal Column and all my related systems and organs and all of my connective tissues and joints.
Living Light of Nawal I’x
I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through my re-centered world where I and the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything is weaved together as One.
Living Light of Nawal Tz’ikin
I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through and be weaved together where the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity supports Living Life as one system of Wholeness.
Living Light of Nawal Ajma’k
I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through my unique Light of First Fire that flows through the Heart of First Light of the New Dawning, that always emerges through any form of darkness.
Living Light of Nawal Na’ooj
I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through and soften the heart of any and all parts of myself that emerge within me that support my choices in perceiving myself or perceiving others that support perceptions and action creating judgements, fears, blame, shame, guilt, or any and all forms of dualities.
Living Light of Nawal Tijaax
I ask the living light of Self-Compassion to flow through me so that I may explore my relationship with the Living Light of Courage to dissolve and untangle any and all dualities, judgements, and fears that keep me separated from my Living Light of my Unknown Possibilities.
Living Light of Nawal Kawoq
I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through me and transmute my voice of suffering. Transmute my voice of aging. Transmute my voice of dualities. Transmute my voice of dualities. Transmute my voice of separation. Transmute my voice of competition. Transmute my voice of judgements.
Living Light of Nawal Ajpuub’
I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through me so that I may now live my life as a True Human Being-my inner Gaian Nature.
Living Light of Nawal Imo’x
I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through all of the fluid substances within my brain and within my body. Whenever I drink or perceive of the various forms of water, I ask for the Living Light of Love and the Living Light of Compassion to bring more light to the Over-Lighting Spirits of Water for the work they do in transmuting the toxicity within water back into its natural state of Living Light. Both the toxicity that comes from the outer environment. Also the toxicity that comes from human emotions and thinking. May all water both inside of me and outside me be weaved within the Flow of the Living Light of Interconnectivity and Wholeness and express my Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities for Compassion and Love.
TODAY Living Light of Nawal Q’iiq’
I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through and sweep away the hold my subconscious mind has on my awareness for my body restorative nature to emerge. Blow away the hold my subconscious mind has on my awareness for my body restorative nature to emerge.
NEW TODAY-Indigenous Perspective:
My Personal Road of Renewal is the Renewal of my Body of Light
This Journey of Renewal, is always danced, always communicated, and ritualized in front of the Great Tz’utujiil Weaver, Yaxper. You, Yaxper, create the weaving for the Heart Behind Everything and the Heart Behind Anything to emerge within me for my sprouting of my Journey of Emergence. Support me into my Living Light to Live my Life as a True Gain Human Being. I ask your Living Light Yaxper, weave me into my co-partner in assisting me in engaging my Living of Life as a generating Living Light of Sunshine supporting my outer world around me.
Assist me, Teach me, to stand and allow the Living Light of the Wisdoms, especially the Living Light of Love, the Living Light of Joy, the Living Light of Compassion, the Living Light of Hope to flow through my inner Subtle Body of Light and flow through my Physical Body, adding my unique Sunshine of Living Light into the outer world around me.
I do this not for the Renewal of my personal or collective patterns of my wounded Nature. I do this not for the Renewal for anything personal within me. “I am a generating body of Living Light of Sunshine for the Renewal of the Body of Light that Flows through the Living Light of the Interconnectivity between Everything and Anything around and within me while I am engaged with my Living of Life.”
This Journey of Renewal begins within “Light of Renewal-the replacing or the repairing of my existing Living Light.”
This Light of Renewal is being weaved into the “Light of Regeneration-the quality of allowing my new Living Light to be present.
These two are being weaved into the cycle through the “Light of Rejuvenation-the restoring of my new form and shape of my quality of Living Light.”
These three forms of Living Light are being weaved into the “Light of Emergence-allowing my new form and my new shape of my Living Light can enter into and flow through physical matter.”
Through the weaving together of these Living Light Energies allows me to be weaved together for my Renewal of “Who I Now Am Today.” I now can be placed onto my unique road in exploring my new Living Light behind every action I take in my Living of Life and my unique ways of contributing to the Renewal of the Earth.
Life is Suffering, but I am not here to be living my Suffering!
Through the 260 Days of the Lunar Living Light of the Daily Nawals, I am able to experience my own Personal Road of Renewal of my Living Light. This quality of my new Living Light is what allows me to walk through my suffering, so I may emerge into my new form and my new shape in how I perceive and experience my uniqueness in Living my Life today.
My unique focus of Intention for this Cycle of 260 Days, is that my physical body may be fully restored at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities. Not to look or physically do what I did in my 30’s. But to explore at this age of 74 in how I look and the actions I am physically able to explore within me as being a Living Generator of Light-Sunshine emerging through my full Unknown Possibilities within this Cycle of the Lunar Calendar. I will be responsible in developing a deeper relationship with each one of the 20 Living Lights of the Daily Nawals during this cycle.”
Today the 3 Creators of the Lunar Calendar will introduce me again to the Living Lights of Nawal Q’iiq’. “Hi Nawal Q’iiq’, I’m Conrad. My Intention for this Cycle of 260 Lunar Days, is to fully restore through my Living Light of my Unknown Possibilities for my physical body at 74 years of age. Teach me Nawal Q’iiq’ on how your Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity can begin your unique form of Regeneration so that my inner voice of the Great Grandmother may be present as I speak to myself around the emerging Beauty of my 74 year old body.
Weave together your unique flow of Living Light with my Living Flow of Light of Interconnectivity within my subtle energy body of Light. Assist me through your unique focus of Living Light so I may enter the Road of Renewal of my Body of Light. Weave within me the new Living Light of what I have available for my Emergence. I Deserve to explore each day of my Living Life through the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities for the Beauty that is supported within my physical body and the Beauty that is supported within my subtle body.”
“Teach me through your Living Light Nawal Q’iiq’, I ask the Living Light of Rei Pascal, so together you may place me onto my path to learn to have a Living Relationships with the Living Light of Nawal Na’ooj – the Rilaj Maam and Maria Kastelyaan. I ask to explore with the other Living Lights from the Living Lights of Wisdom, Maria Na’ooj - the Secret of Love Elder House and Nawal Juan Na’ooj and Nawal Diego Na’ooj. Gather and weave within me the Living Lights of the Wisdoms of the Unknown Possibilities that are available for me at this time of my life. So the inner Beauty that exist within me at the age of 74 may fully emerge, as I am exploring my Intentions in speaking to myself, and as I speak to others about this Living Light of my Wisdoms.”
At sunrise today, “Assist me the Living Lights of the Wisdoms, weave within me the various forms of the Living Lights of the Wisdoms with your Living Light Nawal Q’iiq’, to embrace and grow the Living Light within every part of Who I Am in my Wholeness. Assist me to experience the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity flowing through the inner fluidity, so I am Re-Centered and Weaved together today into a flowing matrix of Interconnectivity within the Flow of Beauty that is held within my Living Light.
I have been re-centered and weaved today within my subtle and physical body’s within the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity of Light forming the pathways between all the organic and inorganic and mineral form. I have been re-centered and weaved today between all plants, between all animals, between all humans, and between all electrical pulses and between everything and anything that exists in both physical and non-physical forms. I am living and being held within the dream that is available for me to emerge from the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities from the subtle realms of the primordial waters.
Teach me Nawal Q’iiq’ in your Living Relationship with the Living Lights of the various Living Light Presences within the Heart of Earth and within the Heart of Sky to live within the knowing that my personal self, my personality at its core contains a unique Living Light of First Fire that is able to transmute any form of darkness, so I may be Living my Life through the Living Light of my Beauty that supports every part of who I Am. I Am this unique Living Light of my Beauty that emerges through my Living Light of my First Fire which encompasses the Wholeness of Who I Am. I am not my diagnosis. I am not my pain. I am not my physical limitations. I am not my aging body. There is more to Who I Am at this moment in time.”
Question:
As you follow me each day as I form and Live within a co-partnership relationship with these various Presences of Living Lights, please form and develop your parallel Intentions for your Personal Renewal during this 260 Day Lunar Calendar. I explore each day during this Second Cycle, a self-compassionate way of living life with my life patterns of challenges and suffering around my body. Being Self-Compassionate, allows my inner relationships through the Living Light of Joy to take form and shape into building a natural inherent impulse for my inner cooperative nature to emerge. I Deserve to allow the Living Light of my Unknown Possibilities to emerge and restore my physical body’s Beauty at the age of 74 into my full glowing Living Light. I Deserve to experience the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through me. This allows me to return this Living Light of Sunshine as my gift back into the outer five sensory world.
Those of you that are doing one to one appointments with me, please bring forward your intentions during this 260 Day Lunar Cycle.
One of my great struggles in the last ten years, (since the 2012 emergence and growing of a new subtle energy body for myself, and for Humanity, and with the new subtle energy body that is emerging and growing within the body of Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent) is the intensity of how easily I may feel overwhelmed with emotions and feelings.
As I discussed yesterday, one of the major gifts the Living Light of Humanity is holding for me, is holding for us, in the awakening of an inner seed that has been planted within my inner garden during prenatal growth. This inner seed has now been germinating. This inner seed is sprouting. This inner seed is already flowering its Living Light of Beauty through me. So I, so we, may hold and be aware of these two I conflicting felt sense perceptions. Our subconscious mind overwhelming wounded experiences. While simultaneously the Living Light of Hope and the Living Light of Joy in experiencing the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities that deserves to be gardened within me, and within us. This conflicting awareness is becoming more and more obvious in almost every situation I am engaged within my perceptions in Living Life.
The resonance of this Light of the Living Subtle Forces, and the resonance of the Living Light of the Wisdoms, along with the various others forces of the resonance of the Living Light within the Subtle Realms are now fully available and waiting to explore within me, within us. This Living Light is now simultaneously always available for me, and is simultaneously always available us, in all of the various ways I, we, are engaged in Living Life.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
I ask these Living Lights of Wisdoms, to weave me into a living co-partnership relationship and assist me into my emergence onto my personal Road for Renewal. I ask to receive your Living Light that is present behind the Heart of each one of these Wisdoms. Dissolve whatever the depth and breath is behind my subconscious mind is holding onto of my challenges and of my sufferings. Dissolve and untangle and unravel whatever perceptions my minds is holding that is limiting me from allowing my physical body to be fully restored at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities.
Weave me into the Living Light of Love. Weave me into the Living Light of Joy. Weave me into the Living Light of Hope. Weave me into the Living Light of Nurturance. Weave me into the Living Light of Caring. Weave me into the Living Light of Empathy. Weave me into the Living Light of Wholeness. Weave me into the Living Light of Interconnectivity. Weave me into the Living Light of Trust. Weave me into the Living Light of Blessings. Weave me into the Living Light of Gratitude. Weave me into the Living Light of Serenity. Weave me into the Living Light of Awe. Weave me into the Living Light of Wonderment. Weave me into the Living Light of Silence. Weave me into the Living Light of Lightheartedness. Weave me into the Living Light of Confidence. Weave me into the Living Light of Optimism. Weave me into the Living Light of Deserving. Weave me into the Living Light of Mystery. Weave me into the Living Light of Peace. Weave me into the Living Light of Empowerment. Weave me into the Living Light of Contentment. Weave me into the Living Light of Beauty. Weave me into the Living Light of Felt Sense body. Weave me into the Living Light of Courage. Weave me into the Living Light of Sacredness. Weave me into the Living Light of Inner Calmness. Weave me into the Living Light of Steadfastness. Weave me into the Living Light of Inner Silence. Weave me into the Living Light of Dignity. Weave me into the Living Light of Equanimity. Weave me into the Living Light of Quality of Life. Weave me into the Living Light of Being in Innocence. Weave me into the Living Light of Unknown. Weave me into the Living Light of Integrity. Weave me into the Living Light of Vision of the Unknown Possibilities and the Unknown Potentials. Weave me into the Living Light of many other forms and shapes that are waiting to emerge as the unique Wisdoms within me.”
These Living Wisdoms are not what we normally experience when our subconscious mind wounded living emotional states are present. They are the inner resonance of Light that allows us to emerge into relationships that supports the emotions of Living Life in a Cooperative Way. So that my physical body may begin the full restoration at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities. I no longer am open to live from the realization of how much my subconscious mind is filtering the way I perceive myself and the ways I perceive others and the ways I am perceiving the events of the world around us.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
I ask your Living Light of Nawal Q’iiq’, you hold for me the capabilities to sweep away my interconnectivity to my subconscious mind. Sweep away the hold that my wounded experiences have been directly effecting me. Sweep away the deeply felt current wounded nature I am holding onto which is influencing my choices I have behind my Living of Life.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
I ask the Living Light of Nawal Q’iiq’ to sweep away the interconnectivity between my feeling of being overwhelmed with my current wounded awareness around my body again process.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
I ask the Living Light of Nawal Mosbel Joloom to sweep away all memory and all neurological connectivity between my feeling overwhelmed with my current wounded awareness around my aging body.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
I ask the Living Light of Rei Pascal, communicate with the Regenerative Light of my Soul and place me on the path that is available for me to be weaved with the Living Light of the Wisdoms and the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities available for my restoration of my 74 year old body.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
I ask the Living Light of the Nawal Na’ooj to bring forward the Living Light of the Wisdoms. Rilaj Maam, you who are the specific holder of the Living Lights of the Wisdoms in my Living of Life from my restored body Living Light of my Unknown Possibilities.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
Maria Kastelyaan, you who are the holder of the Living Light of the Wisdoms from the Subtle Realms, assist me in my restoration of my body’s unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
I ask the Living Light of Yaxper-the Great Weaver, you who are the holder to birth me into my new Living Light of Wisdoms. Assist in the dissolving of my old threads of my neurological patterning. I am asking the Rilaj Maam to bring the Living Light of my new Neurological patterning that will support me in Living the Light of the Wisdoms.
Each one of the Daily Living Light Nawals holds a specific pattern of energy of assisting in the various threads that are weaved together so I may be birth (Renewed) into my new emerging Life. At some point I will discuss the complete group of 20 Daily Living Nawals that are involved in this.
If I cannot remember any of the Tz’utujiil Maya names for the Living Light of these Subtle Forces of Energy. I simply begin the petitioning “to sweep away, blow away, breath within me the Living Light in dissolving the hold that my wounded perceptions have on me.” “Clear my brain of any old neurological patterning. Allow the Neuroplasticity to weave together my new neurological patterns to support me in Living Light of the Wisdoms.”
Blessings and Love Conrad
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Wind-Breath of Life (Spirit of the Winter Moon by Ilene Satala)
This painting is about a phase of the year that’s called the Winter Moon. This is the time of year in the Midwest where everything looks cold and barren. Yet inside the heart of the season there is a greening that is still held alight. Spring is nested in winter and the season at rest breaks open into a Season of life.
This is the spirit of Mother Nature in her winter form. Cloaked in green leaves and walking in the blowing wind she walks in grace and joy. Although the winter wind blows all around her she is still vibrantly alive as She is evergreen and her heart glows strong, red with life and ready’s to bring life to all she touches under the grace of the bright shining Moon.
I think of this painting inspiring all of us to believe in life and affirm growth and wisdom. That no matter the seasons in our life or the difficulty we feel or existence we are always capable of choosing to believe in the powers of winter leading us to Spring. Letting our green show through into our life and grow afresh and renewed.
Practical Wisdom of Nawal Q’iiq’
The Light of Wisdom expresses itself through the Light Presence of the Nawal Q’iiq’ as the Breath of Life. Through this Light of Nawal Q'iiq', transmutes, transforms, and allows the emergence of the regenerative light of my soul to emerge behind everything. The illuminating light of Nawal Q’iiq’, explores two forms of breath.
The first form of breath is from the North Wind, to blow away and sweep away all things outside of me, that is part of the collective mind. What has been accumulated by both my speaking or what others have spoken in the thoughts, anything and everything I and the collective patterns have heard and what I and the collective patterns have seen that is not in the flow of wholeness and Interconnectivity.
The second form of breath is from the South Wind, my inner breath, that begins to clean my interior patterns of challenges and contamination, all things that I hold in duality or limitations and challenges inside of my body or inside of my mind or inside of my emotions.
Both forms of Breath are supported by the Formative Forces of the Light of Wisdom. Through this illuminating light of these inner forces, my ability to speak from the Voice of the Great Grandmother can only emerge. This breath-wind awakens the wisdom for change to emerge, that weaves me into the interconnectivity of the heart behind everything. Wind allows Wisdom to flow through all of my challenges. It is the purifier, it is the healer that cleans away everything that is not weaved together into the flow of my Heart.
Daily Reflections on Nawal Q’iiq’
I ask the Wind that deals with the outer world, the North Wind, Q’iiq’ Martin, dissolves all my and outer people’s outer challenges. Dissolve and sweep away everything within the outer environment, which includes all that is being spoken from the views of television, or read from news in newspapers, including what we read on the internet and all we communicate with our voices to one another about the Coronavirus, the living Pandemic, the vaccines and how we emerge into our unknown outer five sensory world. I ask the Wind of the North to sweep away any and all the fears, any and all the limitations, any and all the hopeless, and any and all the despair to assist me and assist the collective into experiencing this illuminating Light of Interconnectivity and wholeness of the heart. Show me, teach me Nawal Q’iiq’, how to speak from the Heart Behind the Coronavirus, the heart behind the living Pandemic, the heart behind the vaccines. I and we deserve to emerge through these challenges, in establishing a new unknown story of wholeness as one community throughout the planet.
I ask Xikmeel Martin of the South, the Breath of Life, for my illuminating light. To flow through my lungs and to flow within all aspects of my inner world. Sweep away everything that I am dealing with my inner pollution of duality and my inner challenges. Sweep away and clean the duality that exists from the inner words that I have spoken to myself. Sweep away and clean the duality in what I am hearing. Sweep away and clean the duality in everything that I have seen in written or visual forms. Sweep away and clean the duality in whatever I experience on the internet.
Especially sweep away and clean the duality around the awareness that I hear and in what I think and feel around the Coronavirus, the living Pandemic, the vaccines, and the ways I will return to create a new way of living life in my unknown outer world story.
Sweep and blow away the dualities, the fears, the hopeless, the despair, until the wisdom that is inherent and growing within my inner illuminating Light may flow from within me as I return a generating light for others, and for the subtle world forces.
Now when I encounter challenges in any of the areas in Living Life, I ask a Daily Nawal for assistance, I have created in my intentions a Web of Light relationship to a particular Daily Nawal. Instead of living the energies of my challenges, this relationship that is growing between these connections to the various Web of Lights within the Daily Nawals can assist me to transmute, transform, and emerge my challenges into a new form of action. I have established this Web of Light relationships, for I now have the Presence of Hope available to me to walk through any and and all challenges!
Todays Emotions: Nawal Q’iiq’
- Whenever I experience fear, blow away the outer and the inner fears, so that I may experience my Living Life today from the Light of my True Gaian Nature and the flow of Love
- Whenever I experience despair, blow away the outer and the inner despair, so that I may experience my Living Life today from the Light of my True Gaian Nature and the flow of Hope
- Whenever I experience distress, blow away the outer and the inner distress, so that I may experience my Living Life today from the Light of my True Gaian Nature and the flow of Joy
- Whenever I experience anger, blow away the outer and the inner anger, so that I may experience my Living Life today from the Light of my True Gaian Nature and the flow of Compassion
- I ask Nawal Q’iiq’, teach me and show me how to Live Life from the wisdoms within me, so through your “juice” I speak inwardly and outwardly to reflect the Voice within Gaia or Nawal Skirmeent. So I may experience the Light of New Beginning – New Dawning to live from my Unknown Awareness through Courage - Fearlessness - Safety - Protection - Strength – inner Calm of Body – inner Calm of Mind
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