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Day 13 - Nawal Aq’abal - Meditations on Wisdom

Conrad Satala
Day 13 - Nawal Aq’abal - Meditations on Wisdom

“Meditation on Wisdom” for today Day 13 Sunday 27 March 2022 Nawal Aq’abal the Second Cycle of the Lunar Calendar 3-7

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REFLECTIONS OF A LIVING TZ’UTUJIIL MAYA NAB’EYSIIL

Approaching Self-Compassion:

Living Light of Nawal Batz’

I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through my new Cords of Interconnectivity and within the flow of my blood.

Living Light of Nawal Beey

I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through my Brain and my Nervous System.

Living Light of Nawal Aaj

I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to be weaved with the Living Light of Joy to flow through my Spinal Column and all my related systems and organs and all of my connective tissues and joints.

Living Light of Nawal I’x

I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through my re-centered world where I and the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything is weaved together as One.

Living Light of Nawal Tz’ikin

I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through and be weaved together where the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity supports Living Life as one system of Wholeness.

Living Light of Nawal Ajma’k

I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through my unique Light of First Fire that flows through the Heart of First Light of the New Dawning, that always emerges through any form of darkness.

Living Light of Nawal Na’ooj

I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through and soften the heart of any and all parts of myself that emerge within me that support my choices in perceiving myself or perceiving others that support perceptions and action creating judgements, fears, blame, shame, guilt, or any and all forms of dualities.

Living Light of Nawal Tijaax

I ask the living light of Self-Compassion to flow through me so that I may explore my relationship with the Living Light of Courage to dissolve and untangle any and all dualities, judgements, and fears that keep me separated from my Living Light of my Unknown Possibilities.

Living Light of Nawal Kawoq

I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through me and transmute my voice of suffering. Transmute my voice of aging. Transmute my voice of dualities. Transmute my voice of dualities. Transmute my voice of separation. Transmute my voice of competition. Transmute my voice of judgements.

Living Light of Nawal Ajpuub’

I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through me so that I may now live my life as a True Human Being-my inner Gaian Nature.

Living Light of Nawal Imo’x

I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through all of the fluid substances within my brain and within my body. Whenever I drink or perceive of the various forms of water, I ask for the Living Light of Love and the Living Light of Compassion to bring more light to the Over-Lighting Spirits of Water for the work they do in transmuting the toxicity within water back into its natural state of Living Light. Both the toxicity that comes from the outer environment. Also the toxicity that comes from human emotions and thinking. May all water both inside of me and outside me be weaved within the Flow of the Living Light of Interconnectivity and Wholeness and express my Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities for Compassion and Love.

Living Light of Nawal Q’iiq’

I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through and sweep away the hold my subconscious mind has on my awareness for my body restorative nature to emerge. Blow away the hold my subconscious mind has on my awareness for my body restorative nature to emerge.

TODAY Living Light of Nawal Aq’abal

I ask the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through and be weaved within the Living Light of Nawal Aq’abal for the second phase of the Journey for Transmutation. Weave together the Light behind the four living separate Presences of Light for my emergence of my restored physical body. Weave together the “Light of Renewal,” the “Light of Regeneration,” the “Light of Rejuvenation,” and the Light of Emergence with the Living Light of Self-Compassion.”

NEW TODAY-Indigenous Perspective:

My Personal Road of Renewal is the Renewal of my Body of Light

This Journey of Renewal, is always danced, always communicated, and ritualized in front of the Great Tz’utujiil Weaver, Yaxper. You, Yaxper, create the weaving for the Heart Behind Everything and the Heart Behind Anything to emerge within me for my sprouting of my Journey of Emergence. Support me into my Living Light to Live my Life as a True Gain Human Being. I ask your Living Light Yaxper, weave me into my co-partner in assisting me in engaging my Living of Life as a generating Living Light of Sunshine supporting my outer world around me.

Assist me, Teach me, to stand and allow the Living Light of the Wisdoms, especially the Living Light of Love, the Living Light of Joy, the Living Light of Compassion, the Living Light of Hope to flow through my inner Subtle Body of Light and flow through my Physical Body, adding my unique Sunshine of Living Light into the outer world around me.

I do this not for the Renewal of my personal or collective patterns of my wounded Nature. I do this not for the Renewal for anything personal within me. “I am a generating body of Living Light of Sunshine for the Renewal of the Body of Light that Flows through the Living Light of the Interconnectivity between Everything and Anything around and within me while I am engaged with my Living of Life.”

This Journey of Renewal begins within “Light of Renewal-the replacing or the repairing of my existing Living Light.”

This Light of Renewal is being weaved into the “Light of Regeneration-the quality of allowing my new Living Light to be present.

These two are being weaved into the cycle through the “Light of Rejuvenation-the restoring of my new form and shape of my quality of Living Light.”

These three forms of Living Light are being weaved into the “Light of Emergence-allowing my new form and my new shape of my Living Light can enter into and flow through physical matter.”

Through the weaving together of these Living Light Energies allows me to be weaved together for my Renewal of “Who I Now Am Today.” I now can be placed onto my unique road in exploring my new Living Light behind every action I take in my Living of Life and my unique ways of contributing to the Renewal of the Earth.

Life is Suffering, but I am not here to be living my Suffering!

Through the 260 Days of the Lunar Living Light of the Daily Nawals, I am able to experience my own Personal Road of Renewal of my Living Light. This quality of my new Living Light is what allows me to walk through my suffering, so I may emerge into my new form and my new shape in how I perceive and experience my uniqueness in Living my Life today.

My unique focus of Intention for this Cycle of 260 Days, is that my physical body may be fully restored at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities. Not to look or physically do what I did in my 30’s. But to explore at this age of 74 in how I look and the actions I am physically able to explore within me as being a Living Generator of Light-Sunshine emerging through my full Unknown Possibilities within this Cycle of the Lunar Calendar. I will be responsible in developing a deeper relationship with each one of the 20 Living Lights of the Daily Nawals during this cycle.”

Today the 3 Creators of the Lunar Calendar will introduce me again to the Living Lights of Nawal Aq’abal. “Hi Nawal Aq’abal, I’m Conrad. My Intention for this Cycle of 260 Lunar Days, is to fully restore through my Living Light of my Unknown Possibilities for my physical body at 74 years of age. Teach me Nawal Aq’abal on how your Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity can begin your unique form of Regeneration so that my inner voice of the Great Grandmother may be present as I speak to myself around the emerging Beauty of my 74 year old body.

Weave together your unique flow of Living Light with my Living Flow of Light of Interconnectivity within my subtle energy body of Light. Assist me through your unique focus of Living Light so I may enter the Road of Renewal of my Body of Light. Weave within me the new Living Light of what I have available for my Emergence. I Deserve to explore each day of my Living Life through the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities for the Beauty that is supported within my physical body and the Beauty that is supported within my subtle body.”

“Teach me through your Living Light Nawal Aq’abal, I ask the Living Light of Rei Pascal, so together you may place me onto my path to learn to have a Living Relationships with the Living Light of Nawal Na’ooj – the Rilaj Maam and Maria Kastelyaan. I ask to explore with the other Living Lights from the Living Lights of Wisdom, Maria Na’ooj - the Secret of Love Elder House and Nawal Juan Na’ooj and Nawal Diego Na’ooj. Gather and weave within me the Living Lights of the Wisdoms of the Unknown Possibilities that are available for me at this time of my life. So the inner Beauty that exist within me at the age of 74 may fully emerge, as I am exploring my Intentions in speaking to myself, and as I speak to others about this Living Light of my Wisdoms.”

At sunrise today, “Assist me the Living Lights of the Wisdoms, weave within me the various forms of the Living Lights of the Wisdoms with your Living Light Nawal Aq’abal, to embrace and grow the Living Light within every part of Who I Am in my Wholeness. Assist me to experience the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity flowing through the inner fluidity, so I am Re-Centered and Weaved together today into a flowing matrix of Interconnectivity within the Flow of Beauty that is held within my Living Light.

I have been re-centered and weaved today within my subtle and physical body’s within the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity of Light forming the pathways between all the organic and inorganic and mineral form. I have been re-centered and weaved today between all plants, between all animals, between all humans, and between all electrical pulses and between everything and anything that exists in both physical and non-physical forms. I am living and being held within the dream that is available for me to emerge from the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities from the subtle realms of the primordial waters.

Teach me Nawal Aq’abal in your Living Relationship with the Living Lights of the various Living Light Presences within the Heart of Earth and within the Heart of Sky to live within the knowing that my personal self, my personality at its core contains a unique Living Light of First Fire that is able to transmute any form of darkness, so I may be Living my Life through the Living Light of my Beauty that supports every part of who I Am. I Am this unique Living Light of my Beauty that emerges through my Living Light of my First Fire which encompasses the Wholeness of Who I Am. I am not my diagnosis. I am not my pain. I am not my physical limitations. I am not my aging body. There is more to Who I Am at this moment in time.”

Question:

As you follow me each day as I form and Live within a co-partnership relationship with these various Presences of Living Lights, please form and develop your parallel Intentions for your Personal Renewal during this 260 Day Lunar Calendar. I explore each day during this Second Cycle, a self-compassionate way of living life with my life patterns of challenges and suffering around my body. Being Self-Compassionate, allows my inner relationships through the Living Light of Joy to take form and shape into building a natural inherent impulse for my inner cooperative nature to emerge. I Deserve to allow the Living Light of my Unknown Possibilities to emerge and restore my physical body’s Beauty at the age of 74 into my full glowing Living Light. I Deserve to experience the Living Light of Self-Compassion to flow through me. This allows me to return this Living Light of Sunshine as my gift back into the outer five sensory world.

Those of you that are doing one to one appointments with me, please bring forward your intentions during this 260 Day Lunar Cycle.

“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”

“You the Living Light of Nawal Ajpuub’, hold me within your Heart of Fire and Transmute anything and everything that stands in the way so that the Light of my First Fire may always be present. Teach me to experience my felt sense of knowing that my First Fire is able to Transmute any darkness, any challenges, any suffering, any dualities, any illness that is hindering the flow of my Living Light of Wisdoms to emerge and support me in my physical body. So my physical 74 year old body may be fully restored into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities.

Today is the Thirteen Day of the Light of the Living Nawal Aq’abal. See the large Nawal Presence of light that is formed and shaped by the primary flame. The face and head turning to the left and looking up into the surrender being held up high in the arms of the Primary Flame of Fire.

In this ritual, as I have experienced in all rituals, the Living Light Presence of Joy is weaved within the forming and the shaping of the Flames of the Fire. The Living Light Presence of Hope is also weaved within this forming and shaping of the Flames of the Fire. Other Living Presences are petitioned from the Core Group Presences of the Living Light of the Wisdoms. These adds their Living Light Presences into the weaving of this forming and shaping of the Flames of the Fire throughout the Ritual Process. Each ritual has its own unique Over-Lighting Presence that forms and shapes and holds the container for the various petitions that have been gathered for this unique focus of the Ritual we are co-partnering.

Through the Heart of Fire begins by consuming the Light Energy from whatever objects are created for the Ritual Fire. At this link you can see through these nine images various designs that are formed through colored sugars, flowers, various incenses, candles of various colors and shapes, various forms of foods from chocolates to fruits, and vegetables, and varieties of breads, and other sweets. Each object that adds it Living Light to the forming and the shaping of the container for the ritual. Each item is always communicated with and its permission is required before it participates in adding it’s Living Heart Light Energy into the Living Container for this ritual. Click or copy and paste the link into a browser.

https://www.conradsatala.com/show/37

In experiencing the Living Light that emerges from the Heart of the Flames of Fire, weaves within my own, or the participating group subtle energies, enhancing within me, within us, the various Living Light Presence of the various Wisdoms. Especially the Living Light of Love, the Living Light of Joy, the Living Light of Compassion, and the Living Light of Hope.

The forms and shapes that emerge are part of the Living Light that holds the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities. This can be experienced through a simple emerging Flame of a candle or two, or the emerging Flames of a variety of contributing Light Presences.

In this Ritual at a sacred opening to the Heart of Earth, I was giving gratitude to the Light Presence of the Deer in the first Deer Ritual that was created in over 50 years at the opening of the passage way to Paq’alib’al. The Living Presence of the Flame emerged as a Deer. This opening to the Heart of the Heart has been ritualized by the Tz’utujiil Maya for hundreds of years.

In this Ritual the Living Light of the Fire-the Essence of Light-Wisdom breaks free and moves between my hands with images of deer, jaguars, and other subtle world forces emerging. The link below has an audio discussion of this image. Click or copy and paste the link into a browser.

https://www.conradsatala.com/show/20

“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”

We look at the flame of a candle. We look at the flames in a ritual burn. Open to experience the felt sense knowing that through these flames are in a constant dance of forming and shaping multiple images and visions from the various forms of Living Light Presence within the subtle realms. The experience of the Living Light within the Flame-it’s Heart, is always formed with a various forms and shapes of Living Light from the subtle emerging into the physical world creating a container for the wholeness with us and within the Living Force of Gaia.

“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”

These various intentions support me in the walking through my challenges, my suffering, my pains physical or emotional pains. I experience these words as alive and a Living Presence of Light that support my story of who I am in Living Life. Assist me through your Living Light Nawal Aq’abal, so that my physical body may be fully restored at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities.

*There will always be a new Living Light of a New Dawning.

*There will always be a new Living Light for a New Emergence.

*There will always be an emergence of the new Living Light of Unknown Possibilities of the new Forms and new Shapes emerging through the Living Light of Joy.

*Through the Wisdom Energy of Nawal Aq'abal, this Living Light will always emerge from and overcome any present darkness I am aware of and allow the emergence of a new Living Light to be formed within my physical and subtle Body’s.

*Nawal Aq'abal brings forth the quality of Living Light that flows from the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything.

* The Living Light of Nawal Aq’abal will lead you into the path of wholeness, harmony, and interconnectedness that will weave you within the inner and outer Living Light Web-of-Life of Interconnectivity.

*The Living Light of Nawal Aq'abal along with the assistance of the Living Light of Nicholas Martin, will touch and transform anything that stands in its path.

*No challenge can remain in its current form and shape as you open to and believe in this Living Light of the Wisdom Energy of Nawal Aq'abal.

*The energies of the Living Light of Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent-Heart of the Soul of the World flows through and give a new form (the former) and give a new shape (the shaper) to everything and anything.

*Whatever challenges your experience through your body, regardless of its source of origins hold the abilities be dissolved into the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities that are seeded within you.

*Whatever stands in your way, from the way you think about or perceive any person, event, or situation in your life will be dissolved. *Whatever stands in your way, the way you feel and the emotions you choose to experience or express in your life will be dissolved.

*No belief or attitude can remain in duality, for all will be dissolved.

*The voice of the Great Grandmother will guide all inner and outer forms and shapes of your expression of your creative flow.

Open yourself to be held by this Living Light Presence. Allow your story of who you really are to emerge and support you into Living Life through the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities within you.

Blessings and Love Conrad

Video Clips for Today - Copy and Paste into a Browser

We Are Nature 1:58

https://youtu.be/G08rmxiq9BA

Is Aging Reservable? 14:15 (including this here to open your intentions on the Living Light of Unknown Possibilities)

https://youtu.be/cLZEEOZlTzo

New Light Renewal - Regeneration – Rejuvenation (Serenity of the Emerald Moon painting by Ilene Satala

The story of this painting begins with the Moon. For centuries the Moon has been thought of as the symbol of the feminine principle. It is symbolic of the changes of the seasons and the moving of the tides in the oceans, the powers of cycles and of change.

The Moon disappears and reappears and rolls across the sky in a timeless dance that never ends, speaking to us of what has been and what is and what can be.

This painting is an invitation to be embraced by wholeness, as the Moon is a circle of unity. To let go of confusion and crisis and find a quite place inside ourselves is an act of trusting and surrender. If we surrender we can also receive the wisdom of the ages. Life has many cycles that support us if we let them. I encourage you to open and receive Serenity

Practical Wisdom of Nawal Aq’abal

In exploring the Light Presence of Nawal Aq’abal, we introduce three new qualities of Light that Nawal Aq’abal petitions and weaves together. In exploring the Journey of Transmutation, a group of subtle forces of Light are weaved together forming a new Presence of Light that is able to Transmute anything and everything that stands in the way so that the Light of First Fire may always be present. First Fire is able to Transmute any darkness, any challenges, any suffering, any dualities, any illness that is hindering the flow of the Wisdoms to emerge and support us in Living Life.

The foundational Presence of Transmutation is held by this Light of First Fire is held by the Nawal Ajma’k.

The first Presence of Light for the journey of Transmutation is Nawal Tijaax, bringing together the Light of New Beginnings New Dawning.

The second Presence of Light for the journey of Transmutation is Nawal Aq’abal, bringing together the Light behind the four living separate Presences of Light for the emergence of the “Light of Renewal,” the “Light of Regeneration,” the “Light of Rejuvenation,” and the Light of Emergence.”

The third Presence of Light for the journey of Transmutation Nawal Toj, dissolving the hold that ends any and all suffering and pain that we hold. Nawal Toj brings us unto the path that will allow these various Presences of Light that do the Untangling, Unraveling, Un-crusting, and Unweaving of any and all suffering and pain. This energy of Nawal Toj will carry us through and beyond all pain, and beyond all suffering so the various unique Subtle Presences of Light behind Joy, behind Kindness, behind Love, behind Nurturing and behind Compassion to emerge and work together.

Lightening Martin - Kiypa’ Martiin in Tz’utujiil, weaves these unique force of Light together that allows the journey of transmutation to occur. What emerges through us is the Light held by the Voice of the Great Grandmother – Nawal Kawoq that awakens our inner and outer senses to give voice through the unique forms and shapes behind the various forms of the Light behind the Wisdoms.

Daily Reflections on Nawal Aq’abal

One of the foundations behind Humanity is the emergence of New Beginnings - New Dawning. Transmutation always occurs through the weaving together of Light behind Nawal Tijaax, Nawal Aq’abal, and Nawal Toj. The Light of Nawal Aq’abal emerges as the Light of Renewal - Regeneration – Rejuvenation - Emergence forces through the weaving together the flow of Light of the Wisdom Energy.

*There will always be a new Living Light of a New Dawning.

*There will always be a new Living Light for a New Emergence.

*There will always be an emergence of the new Living Light of Unknown Possibilities of the new Forms and new Shapes emerging through the Living Light of Joy.

*Through the Wisdom Energy of Nawal Aq'abal, this Living Light will always emerge from and overcome any present darkness I am aware of and allow the emergence of a new Living Light to be formed within my physical and subtle Body’s.

*Nawal Aq'abal brings forth the quality of Living Light that flows from the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything.

* The Living Light of Nawal Aq’abal will lead you into the path of wholeness, harmony, and interconnectedness that will weave you within the inner and outer Living Light Web-of-Life of Interconnectivity.

*The Living Light of Nawal Aq'abal along with the assistance of the Living Light of Nicholas Martin, will touch and transform anything that stands in its path.

*No challenge can remain in its current form and shape as you open to and believe in this Living Light of the Wisdom Energy of Nawal Aq'abal.

*The energies of the Living Light of Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent-Heart of the Soul of the World flows through and give a new form (the former) and give a new shape (the shaper) to everything and anything.

*Whatever challenges your experience through your body, regardless of its source of origins hold the abilities be dissolved into the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities that are seeded within you.

*Whatever stands in your way, from the way you think about or perceive any person, event, or situation in your life will be dissolved. *Whatever stands in your way, the way you feel and the emotions you choose to experience or express in your life will be dissolved.

*No belief or attitude can remain in duality, for all will be dissolved.

*The voice of the Great Grandmother will guide all inner and outer forms and shapes of your expression of your creative flow.

Todays Emotions: Nawal Aq’abal

- Whenever I experience fear, through the New Light of Renewal - Regeneration – Rejuvenation dissolves the inner fears, so that I may experience my Living Life today from the Light of my True Gaian Nature and the flow of Love

- Whenever I experience despair, through the New Light of Renewal - Regeneration – Rejuvenation dissolves the inner despair, so that I may experience my Living Life today from the Light of my True Gaian Nature and the flow of Hope

- Whenever I experience distress, through the New Light of Renewal - Regeneration – Rejuvenation dissolves the inner distress, so that I may experience my Living Life today from the Light of my True Gaian Nature and the flow of Joy

- Whenever I experience anger, through the New Light of Renewal - Regeneration – Rejuvenation dissolves the inner anger, so that I may experience my Living Life today from the Light of my True Gaian Nature and the flow of Compassion

- I ask Nawal Aq’abal, teach me and show me how to Live Life from the wisdoms within me, so through your “juice” of the New Light of Renewal - Regeneration – Rejuvenation I deserve to speak inwardly and outwardly to reflect the Voice within Gaia or Nawal Skirmeent. So I may experience the Light of New Beginning – New Dawning to live from my Unknown Awareness through Courage - Fearlessness - Safety - Protection - Strength – inner Calm of Body – inner Calm of Mind

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