Day 14 - Nawal K’at - Meditations on Wisdom
“Meditation on Wisdom” for today Day 14 Tuesday 8 March 2022 Nawal K’at Cycle 2-1
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REFLECTIONS OF A LIVING TZ’UTUJIIL MAYA NAB’EYSIIL
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
Intentions are not tools. Intentions are the ways we either deserve to live our life. Intentions are the ways we are living life in what we subconscious believe is what we really are deserving. I began exploring the focus of my intentions since the late 1970’s. It all began through a series of physical healing and transformative experiences my body was undergoing that emerged spontaneously through my relationship within the subtle forces behind Nature. “If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond,” had one meaning for me back then. Today, this same focus on my intention has a totally different set of experiences.
It’s not unusual for me to feel and perceive myself today focused upon the choices I have in front of me. Each day I live in a constant awareness of choosing how I “deserve” to walk through my on-going challenges and suffering around these six ares of my various body burdens. The key words within this focus is the “on-going challenges and suffering.” Throughout my life, some of the burdens have been with me since early childhood. Others began later in life. By 1967, all six of these burdens where fully creating a living co-partnership relationship with me in Living Life.
The bones in my feet have been never been straight. Really half my toes since middle school years were growing under one another in various different directions. The rest of my toes were all very twisted and turned. Making each step that I walked, or whenever I stood to be a constant reminder of pain. By 1963 I began to have made on a yearly basis unique molded inserts made for my shoes in attempting to reduce the pain I was experiencing.
My left hip never fully formed and fused properly. So my hips always were twisted whenever I stood or walked. The spaces between my right and left sides of my knees, ankles and feet never touched when my legs were straightened.
In my 30’s I would realize the saliva in my mouth had a genetic pattern of of very strong acidity, so regardless of what I ate or the various forms of dental hygiene I was engaged with, my teeth were always needed to have fillings along with the periodic removal of my teeth beginning very early in life. My parents and my grandparents all had dentures within the thirties. And I was told I would need the same. This would not happen until my late fifties.
By 1967 my vision over night shifted when I entered my freshman year of college, which is the timing for glasses within the typical collective pattern of our culture. I was both farsighted and nearsighted and the lens in my right eye was nearly three times the normal thickness of a lens.
Since early childhood I suffered from nasal and sinus struggles, where Penicillin was used daily through the assistance of my great uncle doctor and my father as a registered pharmacist. Along with many old world procedures through my mother and grandmother.
Due to the various twisted and deformed patterning of growth throughout my lower patterns of my body, my senior year in high school I needed surgery for the removal of multiple layers of both internal and external hemorrhoids.
My favorite activities as a child, adolescence, and young adult years was focused on walking miles per day. Bicycling 20-30 miles at a time several times per week. A series of continual jobs that required constant standing and walking on cement and various forms of hard surfaces.
In 1978 I spontaneously experienced contact with the various transformative subtle realms forces within Nature. This initiated a series of physical healing and transformative body experiences occurring throughout the next few years. In 1983 through another spontaneous relationship began with the subtle realms of the ancient Maya and nature forces. This initiated me into a new relationship within and with my body where these six areas and others were added, where these challenges and burdens were no longer a part of me Living Life.
This continued to be a on-going explorations of fine tuning. New and some of the old existing struggle and challenges would emerged within my body. Through my deepening co-partnership relationship with the subtle realms forces of the Maya, other subtle Mesoamerica forces, and my deepening relationship within the subtle realms of Nature, allowed the continuation for many other bodily experiences to be transformed.
Then in 2012, through another series of subtle realms forces of communications with the Mayan and Nature subtle forces, I choose to enter a new phase. I choose to shift out of my current phase at that time of a more unconscious awareness of support for these body challenges. I agreed to enter into becoming a conscious co-partner in choosing how to enter into a conscious co-relationship with the inner and outer subtle forces of the body and the subtle forces within nature forming a living co-relationship to body transformation. What a journey this last ten years have offered me.
In these last ten years I have experienced very directly the vulnerability of my body! Along with the depth and breath of my emotional reactivity and the loss of Hope and Joy in relationship to bodily transformation. I went in and out of being so consumed with this Living Reality of my body was being fully influenced by the product of my history I held within my subconscious mind. Living from this True Reality of my moment was so strong, I could not believe it could be any way different. Occasionally I felt that maybe there could be something different, but my emotional reactivity was so strong and convincing, it slipped way quickly from my awareness that any different perspective could ever again exist for me.
When my friends would suggest to me alternative solutions that I could be engaged with taking beyond my on-going five sensory reality feedback I was living and supported by other professional medical resources. I would hear myself give them every excuse to why this is different. This is the reality of my burden and I just have to live with it!
Do you ever hear yourself giving rational reasons why your burden and living with it the way you are and how this is your only real choices you have? How many times do you hear yourself communicating either inside of you head or communicating to others, in playing out the genetic card? Or this is what multiple professionals have told me consistently. Or the opposite perspective of I just have to live with it. Or I will do whatever it takes to change and get rid of this burden. Or worse, I will get rid of this pain and suffering and never have to deal with these burdens again! All of this is deeply grounded within the wounded subconscious mind rich and historical materials support me in Living Life from a non Indigenous Way!
Today is the Living Light of Nawal K’at which creates and supports me in Living Life from this Net of Life. This allows me to be weaved together within the Living Light behind the inner web of life and the Living Light of the outer web of life. As this Living Light of Nawal K’at supports me to emerge into a living, breathing, human being where the web of Living Light supports me to experience the shape and the form for the Living Light of my Unknown Possibilities to emerge. I have available for me today through the Living Light of Nawal K’at, this combined weaving of my inner and outer, allowing me to emerge into the foundational support for me in Living Life through the various Indigenous Ways of the Ancient Ones.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal K’at, support me to experience the Light of the Unknown Possibilities that are available for me today around wearing my dentures, including with eating and talking.”
The outer net of the Living Light of Nawal K’at traps all of my subconscious mind wounded reactive personal emotions, perceptions, and thoughts that have been formed by the challenges and suffering throughout my life. The Living Light of Nawal K’at’s outer net can encompass all of my challenges and reactivity that I have directly experienced in my life.
This outer net of Living Light of Nawal K’at can also hold all of the challenges and the reactivity from the collective patterns of others, especially the collective patterns of stories that I have been told by my family of origins.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You, the Living Light of Nawal K’at, bring together all of my historical wounded patterns that I have lived with around my teeth, my dentures, and my eating and my talking. Hold my challenges and my reactivity together that keeps me separated from my flow of the Living Light of the Wisdom Energy that is available for me through my unique inner web of life.”
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You, the Living Light of Nawal K’at, allow me to emerge into the areas of my subconscious mind that holds the patterns of the Living Light of the Wisdoms.”
My subconscious mind, as your subconscious mind, was created to become the container of holding the inner Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities that I experienced within the history of my life. Developmentally, the first 25 years of life, and especially the first 7 and 14 year cycles were meant to be filled with the innocence and the freedoms in the various ways I explored the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities. The creation of the heart of my subconscious mind is to hold together these qualities of Living Light of my experiences in life in one inner place.
So at the times of my life when I am explore the unknown areas which feels emotionally unfamiliar and fearful, the Living Light held within my subconscious mind is available for me to perceive these unknown challenges, unknowns sufferings, unknown fears, the unknown judgements, and unknown guilts that are coming into my awareness. This Living Light also supports me within my subconscious mind to develop instead relationships of co-partnerships with the Living Light of Courage, with the Living Light of Hope, with the Living Light of Joy. These and the other Living Lights of the Wisdoms will naturally support me in walking through my challenging and suffering times.
This was why the subconscious mind was created. Since so many of my experiences around my teeth and the care of my teeth are surrounded with challenges and suffering supporting that my teeth will be a burden in which I just have to live with throughout my life. My subconscious mind is filled with these wounded emotional feelings and thoughts that naturally emerge, out of my control, over 95% of the time whenever I am experiencing current challenges today around my dentures, especially in regards to eating, talking, and generally wearing them while I am engaging in Living Life.
I do the inner work that I do, in building my co-partnership relationship with my subconscious mind and the Living Light of the Subtle Forces to explore the heart behind my subconscious mind supporting me with a quality of Living my Life with dentures in eating, talking, and in Living Life.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You, the Living Light of Nawal K’at, support me in softening my heart that has been wounded around my teeth. Assist me to experience the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities that can be flowing through me. Support the growing of my Light within my subconscious mind to become the way I perceive and communicate my experiences in living a life with dentures. Support me in the ways I am Living Life in my eating, in the ways I am Living Life in my talking, and in the way I am Living Life within the Road of the Indigenous Ways.”
Whenever you see the written intentions I am living with, create a similar set of intentions around the areas of your life that you are exploring your challenges and suffering, where your wounded experiences are being held within your own subconscious mind.
Blessings and Love Conrad
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The Gifts that You are Given 2:33
The Real Security is Connections 3:37
You are Life 4:48
WebMaking (painting by Ilene Satala)
Both the name of this painting and its description has not emerged yet.
This Goddess sits at the center of her inner universe allowing the inner Web of Light of interconnectivity to be formed. This allows us to experience the felt sense of this Light behind the Formative Forces of Love, Joy, and Hope to flow throughout our inner Web. Unless there is a strong flow of Light through this inner Web (the Heart Behind Everything and Heart Behind Anything), of these forces both within us and within everything that exists around us. Our inner strength in Living Life through Wisdom is based upon the strength of this Web that is supported through the Living Light of Nawal K’at.
Practical Wisdom of Nawal K’at
The Light of Nawal K’at creates and supports the net, the weaving together of the inner and outer web of life. This living Light that flows through the web-net of Nawal K’at emerges into a living, breathing, web of Light that supports the shape and the form for the unknown possibilities to emerge. Nawal K’at completes the inner dreaming forces of the various Lights of Wisdom Energy. As the inner Lights of Wisdom Energy is weaved together, this then begins the weaving of the outer web of life. This combined weaving, of inner and outer, gives us the foundational support in Living Life.
The outer net of Nawal K’at also entraps all of our reactive personal emotions, perceptions, and thoughts that have been formed by the challenges of life.
This outer net entraps all the challenges and reactivity that have been directly experienced.
This outer net also holds all of the challenges and the reactivity from the collective patterns.
All of these forms of challenges and reactivity entangle and separate us from the flow of the Light of the Wisdom Energy that is available to us from our unique inner web of life.
The mystery of the fire, the presence of Hope, emerges at the center of all of life and this is the dance of the Light behind Nawal K’at. The Light from Nawal K’at along with the Light from Nicholas Martin will untangle and dissolve any and all emotional issues entangled within our outer web. The deeper and more dense the entanglement exists within our outer web, the more difficulty we encounter in allowing the emergence of our unique First Fire of Hope to prevail.
As we focus upon the flowing qualities behind the Light of the Wisdom Energy, we enter into this Mystery of the Fire/Hope at its center. Regardless of the source of origin of one’s challenges, anything and everything can be unwrapped and dissolved. For this to occur, however, we enter the mystery where our inner Light is weaved into the challenges of our outer focus. This establishes the flow of the interconnectivity of the heart behind everything so that the presence of Hope inwardly emerges and gives form and shape to the Light of Wisdom behind everything that is available in the outer world.
The Fire of Nawal K’at dissolves the hold on everything. This fire will untangle, unravel, un-crust, dissolve, and unweave any and all forces that stop the blessings of kindness, love, hope, gentleness, joy, and compassion from flowing. The Fire, which emerges as the mystery of the center, allows the weaving of these blessings to be weaved together within the fabric of my being-as the flow of the Light of Wisdom behind Knowing.
The unique Light of our First Fire weaves together the presence of the Heart of the Soul of Gaia. This Light flow from the Heart of Earth, weaved with the flow of Light from the Heart of Sky. This is weaved together with the unique Light of our First Fire. This establishes our living co-partnership through the living earth, and this is weaved together with the Regenerative Light of our Soul and the Regenerative Light that flow within our subtle deep body. The web of Interconnectivity is weaved into the Heart of Gaia and everything physical and subtle around us.
As this inner web of Light of Interconnectivity is given form and shape, we begin to have a felt-sense experience of an inner calmness within our body. This inner calmness is reflected through our physical bodies. This supports our experiences in the ways we are able to engage our Living Life through this inner calmness of our body, This then begins to emerge into our Mind with a similar felt sense awareness of an inner calmness of our Mind. Even though a part of our Mind maybe focused upon the challenges and the reactivity of Life, simultaneously our Mind can hold the weaved relationship within the flow of Light emerge into as the inner calmness within our body. This then supports our ability in Living Life within the flow of the web of interconnectivity behind all forms and shape of nature and the collective patterns of the unknown possibilities behind Humanity. This forms the living web of interconnectivity in every relationship I experience between the inner and outer web of life.
Daily Reflections on Nawal K’at
Todays Emotions: Nawal K’at
- Whenever I experience fear, I ask to experience they inner calmness within my body to dissolves the inner fears, so that I may experience my Living Life today from the Light of my True Gaian Nature and the flow of Love
- Whenever I experience despair, I ask to experience they inner calmness within my body to dissolves the inner despair, so that I may experience my Living Life today from the Light of my True Gaian Nature and the flow of Hope
- Whenever I experience distress, I ask to experience they inner calmness within my body to dissolves the inner distress, so that I may experience my Living Life today from the Light of my True Gaian Nature and the flow of Joy
- Whenever I experience anger, I ask to experience they inner calmness within my body to dissolves the inner anger, so that I may experience my Living Life today from the Light of my True Gaian Nature and the flow of Compassion
- I ask Nawal K’at, teach me and show me how to Live Life from the wisdoms within me, so through your “juice” of the Light behind my inner and outer web of Interconnectivity, can assist me in deserving to speak inwardly and outwardly to reflect the Voice within Gaia or Nawal Skirmeent. So I may experience the Light of New Beginning – New Dawning to live from my Unknown Awareness through Courage - Fearlessness - Safety - Protection - Strength – inner Calm of Body – inner Calm of Mind
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