Conrad SatalaApril 18, 2022

Day 15 - Nawal Kaan - Meditations on Wisdom

Conrad SatalaApril 18, 2022

“Meditation on Wisdom” for today Day 15 Monday 18 April 2022 Nawal Kaan the Third Cycle of the Lunar Calendar 5-3

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Navigating Conrad’s Blog on Meditation on Wisdom” has grown since it Beginnings on 21 December 2021. These blogs are my personal notes I am creating each morning reflecting upon my focus of how I approach and how I am Living Life weaved within the Mayan Subtle world focus of Paq’alib’al.

I am the Nab’eysiil of the Tz’utujiil Maya community in Guatemala. I am the carrier and the Keeper of the Wisdoms weaved within the Bundle of the Heart of Nature and the Keeper of the Wisdoms weaved within the Bundle of the Heart of Humanity. Before the sunrises each morning, as when the sunsets each evening, and throughout and in between these cycles, there is an constant dance of Subtle World Forces of Living Light available to me. These Subtle World Forces of Living Light is available to you, and available to everything and anything living on this Emerging Place of Earth.

The presence of Living Light exists within and behind everything and anything on this emerging planet. If it exists in physical form, regardless of how it is formed and shaped, a living Presence of Light is weaved into and within. This is so much larger then what our mind perceives to what is alive. Becoming awake with how our thoughts and feelings and the beliefs and intentions we hold are Alive and weaved within the Presence of Living Light. This Living Light is present within and behind every form of expression. From every object of physical matter to what it is that is spoken outwardly or spoken within. Everything holds a Presence of Living Light. This Living Light is weaved within and behind and becomes a container for the Living Light of the Unknown Wisdoms that desire to be expressed into everything and anything in the “Ways we are Living Life.” This Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities of the Wisdoms, are the expression of the Spirit and Dream held by the Living Spirit of Gaia. Living Life is our unique way we bring form and shape to the Dream of Gaia through the uniqueness held within us and how we choose to be an expression of Living Light behind everything and anything we are engaged within.

These personal notes are that’s, unedited, raw, and at times grammatical, spelling, typos, and long sentence structure fully present. They all are freshly written, edited, and created around 3 am EDT before the sunrises, and are published by 7 am EDT nearly each morning. So they are my first attempts in exploring my inner connections into the subtle realms of the Tz’utujiil Maya Forces of Living Light of the “Ways of Perceiving – Ilah” to live my life through the support and the living co-partnership with the energy of Light of todays Wisdoms. Regardless of the sufferings and the challenges I am engaged with during these changing and unpredictable times within my world, I have a choice to what and how I express as my Life.

I explore the Road of Renewal each day, and throughout the day, allows me to be weaved within this living co-partnership with these Subtle World Forces. Together we engage my unique ways I participate within Living my Life from the Living Light of the Wisdoms of the Unknown Possibilities. This allows me to be a Generator of Light that I bring forward to the various forms and shapes of everything and anything I am engaged within and outsider of me.

This blog of “Reflections” has sprouted and grown into four major sections.

Section One reflects the “Journey of World Renewal” – the Collective Patterns began in April 2022 to discuss the Extended Ritual Cycles of the Tz’utujiil Maya parallel rituals to the Christian Rituals of leading up to and through the cycles of Death and Rebirth as explored during Holy Week. The Indigenous Ways are focused upon “Renewal.” There is no Death and Rebirth at the heart of Renewal. Instead, when a cycle enters it endings, at sunset of that cycle our bundle rests. Through the Mystery of the Living Lunar Light of night, our bundle is taken part, renewed, and weaved once again back to its initial clarity of Beginning Light. This is Beginning Light is weaved within the new Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities that are available for our new cycle that waits to emerge. At sunrise, we pick up what appears to be the same outer bundle we laid down at sunset. Yet our current bundle now is different. It is went through the natural Cycle of Renewal through the Mystery behind the Lunar cycles. The old ways were un-weaved, and now refreshed back to its original Light and weaved with the vibrant Living Light of the Unknown Wisdoms. We are ready to take our new steps onto our Road of Emergence. Exploring our new cycle of Living Life refreshed and renewed.

These writings, pictures, videos, and podcasts, in Section One reflect one form and shape of the Indigenous Ways of the Tz’utujiil Maya exploring the rituals of World Renewal.

Section Two reflect the “Journey of Personal Renewal” – our Individual Patterns which also began in April 2022. This section explores the same qualities we are exploring in the Collective Ways of World Renewal. Explores the various forms of co-partnership with these Subtle World Forces of Light to support our individual creative actions of Living Life.

Section Three reflects the “Weaving our Personal – Collective Intentions” with the Subtle World Living Light of Paq’alib’al through the 260 Day Lunar Cycle. This section began in mid January 2022 where I began to share my exploration in forming a living relationship between myself and the Living Light of the Subtle World Forces.

The journey through the 260 Day Lunar Cycle allows me to enter daily into a new co-partnership relationship with the various Subtle Forces of Living Light. This living co-partnership is what allows me the ability to walk through the challenges within my personal life and the challenges that I face through the collective patterns of life. Wisdom can only emerge when my unique First Fire of my heart and the unique First Fire of the heart behind the Collective Patterns can be weaved together into one Flow of Interconnectivity of Wisdom. This weaving supports me to enter the Road of my Personal Journey of Renewal and explore being a Generator of Living Light to myself, to others, and the physical and subtle worlds around me.

Section Four reflects the Unique Living Light behind the 260 Day Lunar Cycle of the Twenty Day Living Light of the Nawals. Each one of these twenty Nawals reflect a unique energy of Light that weaves me into my personal Journey of Renewal. This same cycle of twenty Nawals is repeated thirteen times in allowing me to explore the deeper inner working around my Personal Renewal. Through each twenty day cycle repeating through the thirteen cycles allows me each day and through each cycle to lay down my unique bundle at sunset in the ways I explore Living my Life today. So I may pick-up my Renewed Bundle refreshed each day within my new ways to explore Living my Life through my co-partnership relationships between the subtle and physical worlds.

This section always begins with one of Ilene Satala painting and reflections around what the Tz’utujiil Maya Indigenous Ways call “Good Medicine - Kox aq’oom.” The Road of Renewal is all about “Good Medicine - Kox aq’oom.” Good Medicine is the journey or road we participate with for our Mind, Body, Spirit in exploring the Road of Renewal. Where our ability is to be weaved within our “Heart of – Ruk’ux” to the “Heart of – Ruk’ux” within the Dream of Gaia to be weaved within the “Heart of – Ruk’ux” of the struggles, the challenges, the suffering, the separation we experience in life. The Weaving within the “Heart Behind Everything” and the “Heart Behind Anything” is the foundation of Living my Life as a “Generator of Light.” This is the foundation behind all forms of transformation and healing. This section gives us the Awareness of the various ways Wisdom is available to us through the “Heart of – Ruk’ux” to choose other ways I may engage in Living my Life.

Over the next few days I will be reformatting this blog into four separate links, so you can mange this material more effectively.

REFLECTIONS OF A LIVING TZ’UTUJIIL MAYA NAB’EYSIIL

Journey of World Renewal: Within the Cycles of Each Day and Within the Lunar and Solar Calendar Cycles:

Collective Road of World Renewal: Updated and Expanded today Monday 17 April 2022 on the writings of the The Four Kluuns – The Four Portals of the Last Tz’utujiil Maya Temple – Introduction

This section of the “Collective Road of World Renewal” reflects the inner mystery behind what we focus upon and walk through the journey of “Holy Week”. This reflects the Tz’utujiil Maya journey of World Renewal occurring over several thousands years of rituals. These World Renewal Rituals were lived during a different time of the Solar/Lunar Cycles then of today. Along with the order of these rituals reflected a different sequence of time in ancient times. Todays time frame within the Solar/Lunar Cycle and its unfolding sequence of events reflects the changes the Nawals created so the deeper inner meaning behind these Rituals of Living Light may be hidden within the outer context of Holy Week activities.

In Indigenous Traditions there is no separation or isolation between everything and anything. Through the Subtle Realms, the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity is weaved together within the flow of all of the subtle energies of Living Light. The same Living Light of the Subtle Realms flows into and supports the Emergence of growing the outer five sensory world into its Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity.

The Living Light of the Inner Subtle Realms always hold the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities in its Wholeness. This Living Light is always available to be weaved together to support the individual or to support the collective to Live Life from one’s Wholeness. This means that there is an exchange of Living Light that supports the stages of the Journey of Renewal to be always available so that all inner and outer communications and actions emerge from the Heart of the Living Light of the Wisdoms.

As the Inner Subtle Realms are always in the Flow of Wholeness, the outer physical realms holds a similar Unknown Possibilities. The actions behind Living Life can bring to my outer awareness a contamination of energies that create separation and isolation. This reduces and destroys the availability of the Living Light to be present behind my communications and actions that I may have available to me in my participation within Living my Life.

Just like the personal Journey of Renewal is always available for me, a similar Journey of Renewal is also available for the Collective to support the Emergence behind everything that exists within the outer world of physical matter.

In the Solar Cycle of Renewal for the Indigenous Tz’utujiil Maya runs parallel to the outer timing of Holy Week in the Christian Traditions. However the Journey of Renewal for the Indigenous Tz’utujiil Maya is radically different in both meaning and experiences to that of the various forms of traditional religious traditions.

I will give you links below to the meanings behind the various forms and shapes of the Indigenous Tz’utujiil Maya traditions. You will participate in these various rituals through the written word and spoken word through podcasts, along with pictures and videos taken during this and previous years of these rituals fro World Renewal. This material is not created in a linear fashion, so instead of organizing this material based upon a linear calendar structure of time, I will brings forth various ideas and concepts and their contribution to the Collective Journey of World Renewal.

Each year the Cycles of the Solar and Lunar Calendar of events emerge where the Renewal and Emergence for Gaia’s Dream is fully refreshed and restored within the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities. We have entered into this Great Cycle of Renewal for the seven weeks beginning this year at sunset on Friday 4 March (two day after Ash Wednesday) and concluding at sunset on Saturday 16 April 2022 (the night before Easter Sunday).

Although this time of Holy Week usually is discussed from Palm Sunday to Easter Sunday. The Tz’utujiil Indigenous outer traditions covers the time frame from the Wednesday before Palm Sunday and ends on sunset the night before traditional Easter morning. There is much preparation in communication and rituals occurring before these eleven days. I will take my time to develop this inner subtle communication and rituals that are lived to fully bring into our awareness the weaving together of everything and anything in life that supports the Living Light behind World Renewal. For this is larger and more complex then just that of the renewal of Humans. It is the renewal of Everything and Anything that exists in physical matter. If it exists as part of the physical world, including our perceptions, our thoughts, our emotions, our beliefs, then this is part of what needs to be renewed during this World Cycle of Renewal.

In the five sensory perspective of what has been written academically about these Tz’utujiil Maya Rituals is based upon the model of the Hero (Masculine) Journey of the warrior conquering, capturing, and the sacrifice of the burdens we carry as human beings in Living Life. This is told to the academics from many of the local Tz’utujiil leaders and participants. This is a result from the time of the conquest when the deeper inner meanings in how the Tz’utujiil explored Living Life had to be hidden from their conquerors. They then were allowed to maintain their “pagan ways of cruelty and sacrifice” to be explored. While they were able to maintain their inner mystery and their inner co-partnership relationship in the Living Light of Wholeness and Interconnectivity behind everything and anything that exists within their outer physical and inner subtle worlds.

Most religions create in written form a worldview that reflects their beliefs and their intentions. In ancient Maya, and especially today the modern Tz’utujiil Maya, their focus is not on the creating of this type of written document. Instead, as in their ancient times, the Tz’utujiil Maya of today are into the doing of the rituals. The rituals that they create in the proper ways at their proper times through the Solar/Lunar Cycles. This reflects the Living actions of their beliefs and their intentions. Rituals reflect the ways of the Tz’utujiil Maya Live Life in allowing the creation of the weaving together of their subtle world ancestors as weaved into the very fabric behind the ways the modern Indigenous Tz’utujiil Live Life today.

A major Indigenous belief, also reflected in the Tz’utujiil Maya traditions, that the ritual communicator – the shaman, success of their communication in the rituals was based upon the clarity of heart and mind of the communicator. If stressed with concerns and worries about their personal life, these thoughts and emotions interfered with the quality of Living Light that can emerge in the changes that were being requested in the physical world for their client or their community. The deeper the stress and emotions, along with the lack of clarity of heart and mind, contaminated the quality of Light that can enter into the physical world.

No different then the way our subconscious mind contaminates the perceptions within our self today. This reflecting in the reduction of the quality of Living Light-sunshine, we can allow to enter into our physical world today. These Wisdoms of that are being reflected today are held within the heart and mind of the living Knowledge of Indigenous cultures throughout time. For World Renewal to be successful today, the abilities to co-create with the Living Light of the Nawals upon the Road of Transmutation is inherently expressed behind every action and every ritual. Not as an ideal, but the ability of living and expressing this clarity of heart and mind is what I want you to observe in the actions of the ritual communicator.

For the Tz’utujiil Maya, calling upon the “heart” the “Ruk'ux” of some living force behind the physical matter of something, is calling upon the Living Presence of the pure heart of thought and emotion behind this Living Presence. Such as the Living Light behind the Presence of the Earth is called the “Heart of the Earth - the Ruk'ux Ruch'leew”. We are petitioning the pure Living Light of the Earth to emerge and be weaved within our Inner Heart of Living Light within us. This opens both of us, the Earth and myself to enter into the mystery of the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities that the Earth and I may co-partner together.

In the videos of the rituals of the Tilineel is giving liquor to the earth, or giving liquor to the Rilaj Maam or a statue or an object. Or having a statue smoking a cigarette or a cigar. The blowing of smoke onto the earth, holds a similar meaning to that of the liquor. This represents that the Earth, the Rilaj Maam, the statue or the object is fully alive and present with us in the moment of this ritual. This is not a symbol of something or a symbolic action. When a statue or an object or a cross is dressed in the Tz’utujiil clothing, this also is communicating a similar message of aliveness and being present in the now. In caves when we are doing rituals, cigarettes are lighted and place in between the stone and rock formation of the walls of the caves. Ever wonder how and why these cigarettes are fully smoked completely to its end? Just lighting a cigarette or a cigar without something actually breathing in and out of the tobacco, will usually naturally and quickly extinguish it. So when you witness these cigarettes and cigars being completely smoked. The statue drinking several shots or a pint of alcohol, could this be that these objects are actually living among us in this moment of time?

When the statue of myself as the Nab’eysiil is present and full dressed with the “Bundle of my Authority or Position” I hold within the community. I am physically present, not symbolically present, as a co-participant in that ritual. A photograph of a person held in ritual, is not a symbol of the person. The living heart of that person is present and it is weaved within the heart of the living light -presence of the ritual, regardless of the physical distance between the ritual and the person.

I will show you the Maya representation of the cross at noon on Good Friday when placed within the hole – the portal in the floor of the church connecting to the subtle world of Paq’alib’al – will be dressed with flowers sprouting in full bloom. Flashing Christmas lights of celebration, while playing Christmas songs of Joy and Hope. For the Figure on the Cross is not one of death, suffering, nor endings. This figure is the living Presence of the Nawal ma Pla’s Sojwe’l bringing with him all the forces of the Living Light of the Nawals, the Marias, and the Living Light of the Heart behind all the various forces of Living Light held within the physical world of Nature. These various Forces of Living Light from Paq’alib’al will walk and talk and be present sending their Living Light of Sunshine among everything and anything including all of Humanity on the earth for the next 30 hours. Allowing their Living Light of Renewal to be present for the Renewal of the Earth and everything and anything of the Earth once again. This is the Living Light of the Renewal of the World once again.

Good Friday for one group of people is the death and suffering. For the Indigenous Tz’utujiil Maya is one Renewal of Joy, Hope, and Love. The Wisdom in the knowing that death and suffering is not needed to awaken the Renewal of new Living Life. For this is not the “burden of humanity” to live the suffering. But to walk though the “suffering that occurs in life” into the “Renewal of the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities that is inherent behind everything and anything in Living Life.

As you review the thousands of images and videos that I will be sharing in their journey of World Renewal, 99% of them will be taken from this current year. Listen to the words of communication of the Tilineel and the other shaman ritual communicators. Listen to the sounds of their music. Listen to the words and their meaning that is sung. Perceive the body language of the individuals communicating, not performing the rituals. Look at their touch, Their facial expression. Their Living relationship to nature, to the plants, to the land, to their animals, to the objects they carry. Also notice how the individuals that are observing these proceedings are distant, not carrying, keeping conversations and actions that reflect a non-involvement to whats occurring. This is what the “observers” have been conditioned and were taught how to be not involved in these pagan ways. This way they would not be killed and or tortured by their captors for wanting to observe and/or participate in these pagan ways of their leaders. Academics observed and still do observe this indifference of the observers and build their theory upon these observations and communication as the reality of the ritual experiences. What I will describe is both my own personal inner experiences in my communication with the subtle world forces of Light. Along with what I dialogue in “secret” with the leaders and ritual communicators engaging in the Living Life of World Renewal.

Thursday 14 April 2022:

Palm Sunday: Processions – Headdress – Clothing - Objects

The figure on the horse represents the Living Light of the Nawals being guided out from the First True Mountain of Emergence from Paq’alib’al. This Living Light (the Spirit Behind All Things) is preparing the way for the physical manifestation of the Nawals and all the other Living Forces from Paq’alib’al to physically enter the world on Good Friday. In everything we do, the Living Light of Spirit always precedes the entering of anything into physical form.

This Procession on Palm Sunday then represents the Living Light that is Living within the subtle realms of Paq’alib’al to enter into the physical world. So our traditional ideas of death and re-birth is very limiting. For there is no real death of anything. The Living Portal that exists between the two worlds is full opened. So on Palm Sunday, they portal between Paq’alib’al and the physical world of the Tz’utujiil Maya is fully opened. This procession allows the Living Light of all the Forces Living in Paq’alib’al to flow into the physical world of the outer landscape of the Tz’utujiil Maya. This is the Journey for the Renewal of the World.

These processions for the Renewal of the World begin on the first Friday after Ash Wednesday. For six weeks, processions are created for the emergence of this portal of Living Light may fully open on the seventh Friday, we call Good Friday.

Today, Palm Sunday, the portal is fully opened, so that this entering of the Living Light may enter. Preparing the way for the opening of the new center is present releasing fully the Living Forces of Paq’alib’al to emerge re-centering the world into its new form and shape. In ancient Mayan traditions there are the seven place for Emergence to occur. The four directions and its center. Where the sun comes up (red). Where the Inner Winds of Breath comes from (yellow). Where the Sun Goes Down (black). Where the Outer Winds of the Heart of Mountains comes from (white). Emerges into the Mystery at the Center that grows the new intention for the ritual representing the Tree of Life (blue/green space). Plus the fifth direction of the subtle forces above, and the sixth direction of the physical forces supporting the fife sensory physical. All being weaved together into the Emergence of the Living Center in the World.

During this “Great Cycle of Time” the preparation of and the Renewal of the World, no darkness or evil can enter and do harm. What conflict and chaos and harm that does happen during this time is what already exists in the world and this is being bring brought into the Light of our Awareness to be taken through the Road of Transmutation. This is in direct conflict to the five sensory story that is told in the academic literature. Where the evil and harmful and chaotic spirits of the underworld emerges through these portals creating destruction. Through the Emerging Living Light from Paq’alib’al, the subtle world forces, we now can see “Ilah” what truly exists within us and around us. Our subconscious mind is fully present to us, not to be lived, but to be transmuted by this Emergence of Living Light, so the Renewal of the World – outer and inner may occur.

The “statue” represents the mystery where Rei Pascal centers the Living Light onto its path for its new Emergence. So this statue lives within the Cofradia of Animus – the Cofradia of the Living Soul.

The “crown” on the head of the statue represents leaving mouth or entrance of the Cave of Emergence from Paq’alib’al.

The “cross” represents the Mayan Cross of the fives directional spaces of the world, plus the two direction of subtle and physical, being weaved together as the re-centering of the new Living Light for the next cycle of Living Life.

The “palms” represent the Living Light of the Tree of Life that will hold the journey of the sprouting, the flowering, the Living Life of Everything and Anything.

So today’s Procession of Palm Sunday is one of the Emergence of this Living Light from Paq’alib’al. Brining into our awareness that we are now ready to receive the Living Light from our ancestors that lived before us. This is being weaved with the supportive Forces of the Living Light in Paq’alib’al, so we are capable of facing the falsehood’s of our personal life and the falsehood’s of the collective life within the world around us.

Each person in this procession is both dressed and holds objects that are portals for this Living Light of Paq’alib’al to enter into the world. The Living Light of Paq’alib’al is being weaved with our unique Light of our First Fire plus the unique Living Light of our position of office within the Tz’utujiil Maya community.

The Alcaldes that stands in front of the image with their “Staff of Authority,” what the ancients held as their “K’awiil” or holding the “Tree of Life.” This allow the flow of the Living Light to be connected into and through the body of its holder. This Living Light represents the Living Representation of the Living Light Force from Paq’alib’al. He is dressed in his black cover, representing the foundation primordial light of “Black-as-its Center” to flow through the blood within his body.

Friday 15 April 2022 continues discussion on Palm Sunday – Processions – Headdress

The Alcaldes of the Cofradías are the Living representatives of the Nawals from Paq’alib’al. Their Staff represents the Tree of Life, the giving of the Living Light Energy for the Life of the People. The palms around the palanquin represent the cave entrance. Both as the Tree of Life growing in Paq’alib’al. Also as the plumed serpent, and the statue is coming out of the mouth of the cave – the mouth of the serpent. For if you ever visited the Museum in Copán Honduras, to enter the museum you walk into the mouth of the serpent and through its body as you enter into the cave – the body of the Museum.

The primary four Alcaldes represent the Four Cardinal Portals, with the Alcalde of Santa Cruz (home of the Rilaj Maam this year) is the focus for the Living Light Energies for the World Renewal and for this Procession. The Procession moves through the streets of Santiago, especially walk the path around the Primary Temple of the Tz’utujiil Maya on which the Catholic Church is built on top of. The Four Cardinal Portals are still fully activated and rituals and intentions are weaved together with each one of these Portals. As the staff represents the Flow of the Living Light of the Tree of Life for the Emergence and Growth of the people and all of Nature. The Nawals through this procession are beginning to perceive “Ilah” the physical world and what the people are currently living. They also are bringing forward the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities from Paq’alib’al. This energy can awaken the Seeds of the Wisdom in side of Humanity and all of the various forms of Nature.

The headscarf that the Male Alcaldes wears the representation of the serpent. The serpent connects the Living Light into the outer world through the entrance of the Cave of Emergence from Paq’alib’al.

The dark woolen overgarment is called the manq’ax, the Primordial Living Light from Black-as-Center. The headscarf is called the xk’ejk’oj and each of the colors represents the various forms of Living Light the emerges from and becomes the Flow of the Living Light of Interconnectivity from Paq’alib’al into the physical world.

Purple - represents the Living Light for the Emergence of World Renewal

Brown – represents the physical land

Yellow – represents the Living Light of Wisdom

Pink and Purple strips represents the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities to emerge with the new ideas and the new ways to interact and create within Living Life

Red represents the blood of the nawals that flows through them of the Living Light of the Soul of the World and the blood they give to the people and the physical world

The tassels on each corner of the scarves (each of the four corners) represents the rays of Living Light to grow the qualities of the Living Light of the Wisdoms we live and share in Living Life.

The headband that the Female Xo’ and the female Tixeles wears representation of the serpent. The serpent connects the Living Light into the outer world through the entrance of the Cave of Emergence from Paq’alib’al. The Women carry the Living Light, the arcoiris- the Living Light of the Moon of the Maria’s - the female Nawals.

On her Huipil, her blouse, when she puts her head through this opening, this represents the entrance into the umbilical, the vagina were all birth emerges from. This is similar to the Tree of Life growing out of the earth. The Living Light of the Moon that holds the energy to awaken the seeds of Wisdom for the Unknown Possibilities to grow in the physical world.

The tocoyal cloth on the top of the head represents the plumed serpent and the Living Light of the Moon flows through this arcoiris.

The men and women are equal in terms of the energies of the Living Light that flow through them. The Living Light that flows through women awaken the seeds. The Living Light that flows through men grow the sprouts of the seeds.

When the woman lights her candle, the flame of the candle represents the energies of the Lunar Light of the Moon. The banana leaves represents the cave of Paq’alib’al and through its opening is the candle flame allowing the Living Light of the Moon energies into the physical world.

The cloth on the top of the head represents the land of Paq’alib’al with the serpent under it (orange headband). The purple scarf over her shoulder represents the beginning of Flow of Lunar Light for the Interconnectivity to Paq’alib’al.

Black represents the Lunar Light emerging from the Primordial Light of Emergence

White represents the physical world

Azul (blue) represents the Sky

Red represents the Heart

Pink and Purple strips represents the Lunar Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities to emerge with the new ideas and the new ways to interact and create within Living Life.

The physical Palms that are carried by the people are different.

The green part represents the mountain

The Tree of Life comes out of the husks of the corn

The red flowers represent the flow of the blood of humans that carry the Living Light of the Wisdoms

The maroons flower represents the Emergence of this Living Light into the World

The Yellow flowers represents the Living Light of the Wisdom energies that both transmute what is not needed so the flow of the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities can emerge.

Plants in the rituals:

The cypress seed is medicine (brown) used for the healing of pain and illness.

The white/light green palms used to create the mats that people kneel on as the opening of the portal between the physical and the unseen world of Paq’alib’al.

Palm leaves are used to sweep away the negativity within the house.

The Palm leaves are formed and shaped into a Mayan Cross of four equal parts. Where the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything and Anything is weaved together and emerges through the Living Center for the Emergence of the Living Light of the Wisdom. The Maya Cross represents the Flow of Living Light where the sun comes up in the East, the sun goes doe-win in the West. The Chocomil winds come from the North, and from where the south winds comes from of our inner breath. It is not a cross of death and rebirth. It is a Living Cross of Emergence of the Wisdom into the world.

Santiago from the Ancient Maya and Mesoameriacn People to some religions today look at Santiago being the Place at the Center- the Emergence of all Sustenance. The place and the people here are considered to be at the center of the world. Of the three surrounding Volcanoes, and the waters of the Lake, One can perceive because where the sun comes up and where the sun sets. The winds that blow from the directly off the coast far away. And the inner breath of sustenances that emerges through the rituals of the weaving together everything and anything outer and inner.

Hence the Rituals of Emergence of the Living Light from Paq’alib’al on what we call Palm Sunday.

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Saturday 16 April 2022

Heart – Ru’x

I want to explore what we mean when we speak about “Heart – Ru’x”

In Tz’utujiil Ru’x means Heart

In Tz’utujiil Ruk’ux means Heart of

Ruk’ux Muxux Heart of the Navel - the Center of the Center

When we speak of the Heart of something, we are being weaved within our “heart - core” with the heart - core Living Light of something. This Heart- Core Living Light is the Living Light behind the Renewal back into its original form of the empowering Sustenance alive within.

In Thursday night Ritual of Darkness, the extinguishing of the various candles reflect that we as human beings, as well as all aspects of Nature, we all are in a different phase of our life sustaining energy. We allow our light to be extinguished this night, so it may return once again back to its original form of Sustenance. Beginning at Dawn and growing throughout this and the next day with the entry of the Living Light of the Forces from Paq’alib’al until sunset at Saturday night. This is at the Heart of Renewal. Both the Renewal of the World and our own Personal Renewal. This is the Living Light of being Re-Centered.

Many of the Petitions during this Ritual of Darkness, is focused upon calling upon the weaving together of the various forms of the Ruk’ux – the Heart of, allowing the original Living Light of Sustenance from Paq’alib’al to be returned.

When I common communicate with the Martin and the Maria Bundles, I am petitioning the return of the original – heart of its Livng Light of it Sustenance to return:

Ruk’ux Muxux Heart of the Navel

Ruk'ux Martiin Heart of Martin

Ruk'ux ixiin Hear of Maize

Ruk'ux ya' Heart of Water

Ruk'ux ya' Heart of Lake

Ruk'ux Way Heart of Harvest

Ruk'ux Kaaj Heart of Sky

Ruk'ux Ruch'leew Heart of Earth

Ruk'ux Ch'umiil Heart of Stars

Ruk'ux Riyq'iij Heart of Sun

Ruk'ux iik' Heart of Moon

Atet, at winqirsaneel You, who aren creation

Atet, at Raal K'chilaaj You, child of the mountains

Atet, at Raal tq'aaj You, child of the plains

Rajaaw jab Lord of rain

Rajaaw ixiin Lord of maize

Rajaaw Riyq'iij Lord of sun

Rajaaw Suutz' Lord of clouds

Ruk'ux Paq’alib’al Heart of Paq’alib’al

Summary of Pictures and Video of Palm Sunday – Processions – Headdress:

DSC 3 as you look at this picture can you perceive the the statue and procession coming out of the mouth of the serpent – the Cave of Emergence Paq’alib’al – the Place of Sustenance supports everything in the physical world.

“The “statue” represents the mystery where Rei Pascal centers the Living Light onto its path for its new Emergence. So this statue lives within the Cofradia of Animus – the Cofradia of the Living Soul.

The “crown” on the head of the statue represents leaving mouth or entrance of the Cave of Emergence from Paq’alib’al.

The “palms” represent the Living Light of the Tree of Life that will hold the journey of the sprouting, the flowering, the Living Life of Everything and Anything.”

DSC 4 this drum is played at the beginning of Procession announcing to the outer world that this group of people that are behind this drum are carrying at this moment in time the Living Light of Paq’alib’al. It was shocking for me when I and the other Alcaldes where wearing our dark over garments walking to wards an activity and this drum was leading our path and the quality of Light that was both flowing through me and us along with creating a path of Light were ever we walked.

DSC 22 Video let your self looking at this video of the stream of Living Light beginning with the Lunar Living Light carried through the Woman, their clothing, and the leaves support the flame of the candle, this Lunar Living Light from the Cave of Emergence. Followed by the Solar Living Light carried through the Men. Their clothing, and their staff with images, and cloths. Then the four staffs that also hold flowers and palms on their staff. These four Alcaldes of the Cofradías are the primary energy for the renewal of the world from the seeds of agricultural to the seeds for humanity. They are the primary energy of Solar Living Light in this procession, as the Living representatives of the Nawals from Paq’alib’al. Their Staff represents the Tree of Life, the giving of the Living Light Energy for the Life of the People. The children DSC 17, 18, 25, 29, 47, 48 represents the innocence of the Living Lunar and Solar Light to begin the sprouting and growing of the Renewal of the World. They are involved in the Palm Sunday Procession, the Renewal of the major food sources of the Tz’utujiil Maya in the Neal Thursday afternoon, and in the Sitting in the Darkness after sunset Thursday night, in Renewing the Living Light from Paq’alib’al where all Energy for the Living Light of the Sustenance will Emerge through the Living Tree of Life and the Nawals for the re-centering of the Renewal of the World.

In the Night of Darkness, I will discuss in detail another time, this image of the Lunar Living Light is felt through the image below of the Women sitting in silence through the ritual of the Extinguishing the Living Light of the World back into the Primordial Darkness of Black-as-Center. The focus at this time is the communication with the various Living Light Forces of the “Heart-of Ru’x”. Some of the Heart-of With the women holding the Living Light of Sustenance for the Emergence of the Renewal of the World. Here you see the Women in full headdress, partial headdress, and no headdress, representing the different aspects of Living Light.

TODAY NEW: Monday 18 April 2022

New Section: The Four Kluuns – The Four Portals of the Last Tz’utujiil Maya Temple – Introduction

This material represents the inner meaning behind these rituals and processions and that not been brought forward into written form before. These are the stories I have been told. These are my impressions from these various forces of Living Light I have had contact with in rituals, processions, reflections, and meditations.

The Tz’utujiil word “Kluuns” means the “Guardians of the Four Corners (Portals) of the World.” For the Ancient Maya, as with other Mesoamérica cultures, when a Temple is formed a Living Light of an Over-Lightening Energy (Guardian) for that Temple is established from their subtle world forces. That Living Light of the Over-Lightening Energy – Guardian - is always alive and available within that object, building, or space throughout time. Besides of the primary Guardian, the Living Energy, other living forms of energy exists within the inner physical objects or building structures. Like the four unique Guardians representing each of the primary four portals. Over the years the outer physical form of a Temple may change and be rebuilt. But the Living Light of the various Guardians in what they do and what and how they still represent the same living co-partnership relationship between the physical and subtle world of Paq’alib’al remains. The names we call them changes. The outer form and shape changes. All reflecting the images of current times.

In the academic literature they interpret that a ritual is performed of closing down and killing – ending that cycle of energy. A new Temple would be created and built over the old one. The same meaning and focus of the New Temple would still reflect the meaning and focus of the old Temple or Temples underneath the new. The new Temple may contain in its outer form sometimes a similar of images and objects. And in many cases, the new Temple actually reflect a totally different outer façade and the inner object may also be totally different. All reflecting the current iconography of the time and place in history of the formation of the new Temple.

In reality, nothing can ever really be killed or terminated. This is the same for any object, or building, including Temples. The Living Light behind any object or structure is ritually contained into a resting, but always available living open state to be awakened and explored. Nothing ever is destroyed or terminated. Sometimes the foundational structure remains of the old Temple. Other times nothing remains of the outer forms of the Temple. The Portal- the Guardian of its Living Light - for that object remains available to be awakened and explored for all of time. The rituals for the New Temple would always include the weaving together of all previous forms of energy into its new foundation. Regardless of what was built, or not built over this same structure.

At the time of the Conquest, including into modern times, the conquerors of the people and the land would destroy the old existing form and shape of the object, the building, or the Temple. In this case of Catholicism, they would build over the most powerful of Mayan or Indigenous building and structures their own church or other building of authority. This was the Indigenous were told this is their new sacred place to worship and the new objects and these new forms and shapes represent now their new Gods to also be worshiped. This is what we have here with the current Catholic Church in Santiago built over the last primary Tz’utujiil Maya Temple. Since the Tz’utujiil Maya immediately came to this new building to participate in worship and prayers to their new objects and Catholic Saints. The Conquerors fully believed in their conversion from their old pagan ways into their realization that a new way of salvation was available for them.

The new building and the new construction of these objects were carried out by the existing Indigenous inhabitants. So in their forming and shaping of the new Catholic pantheon of images and building, the Tz’utujiil Maya would put a secret object inside of all the various forms of new construction of statues, objects, of buildings that represented for them their own ancient ways of Living Light Forces from their Subtle World perspectives.

In the academic literature, including today, it is always talked about that it appeared that the current Indigenous Maya worship a blending of Catholic with their old Indigenous Ways of living. Some have forgotten and given up their old ways. Most still remember the names of their old ways. They have forgotten what and how the deeper meaning existed within their olds ways were created. Since the 1950’s, few of the Tz’utujiil today remember the full meaning behind their old ways.

So today stands the foundational primary Catholic Church, its bell tower and courtyard. And around this building at the four corners or portal of the old Tz’utujiil Temple stands a bank, a fire station, a private residential compound, and the front of a Christian Alfa Church. In today’s modern days rituals of World Centering, this foundational Temple of the Catholic Church remains as their core primary Cofradia House (Temple) for Mercy. “Poqin Jaay” means Cofradia House. “Poqin Jaay Xutin: Cofradia House of Mercy – to release Suffering through Compassion. There are twenty stairs from the courtyard into this Cofradia House of Mercy. Each stair represents one of the twenty Daily Nawals of the Living Light of the Lunar Calendar. So each time you enter this House of Mercy, you evoke and our supported in your inner reflections of releasing your suffering by the Living Light of these Daily Nawals. And when you enter back into the outer world, you once again are supported by these same twenty forms of Living Light of Daily Nawals as you engage into Living Life.

Previous Material Below:

Second Trip: Traveling to the Coast for the “Asking Permission of the Spirit of the Land and the Fruits.”

On March 30, 2022 we did a second trip traveling to the land where the fruits and the plants are grown. Asking the Spirit of the Land and asking the Spirit of the Fruits and the Nawals – especially ma Pla’s Sojwe’l. Asking these Living Forms of Light on who would like to be involved in the building of the Wall of Fruits and Plants for the Renewal of the World. The Spirts of the Land and of the Spirits of the Fruits that say yes, will be the representatives of all the land that grows the fruits and plants that are used for the food and the support of the Tz’utujiil people.

Why do we ask permission from the Spirit of the Land and the Spirit of the Fruits to participate in our co-partnership journey?

In our Indigenous Worldview, everything is alive and everything is alive in purpose. Before any seeds are planted, the physical land, the physical soil needs to be prepared through communication. I will not go into the focus on preparing the physical soil in these discussions. My intent here, is the co-partnership relationship that is needed before once does the physical work with the soil.

Before we can form a living relationship with what is grown into the physical world. We first establish the Living relationship with the Light Forces of the soil. For the co-operation of these forces of Light that support the richness of the soil that determines the awakening and the sprouting of the seeds that are planted within its womb or container.

In the Cofradia of Conception (the place that’s holds the womb to that will grow all the forms of the Living Light of the Wisdoms), there exists the Living Statue that is the container for the Living Life of the Soil.

10 April 2022 Sunday

Traveling to the Coast for the “Asking Permission of the Spirit of the Land and the Fruits.”

The Alcalde of the Santa Cruz Cofradia – the head of the home of the Rilaj Maam. The Tilineel - the one who is responsible for the Rilaj Maam in the physical world. The members of the Cofradia Santa Cruz - the home of the Holy Cross that supports the caring of the Rilaj Maam.

All will gather together to travel to the land where the fruits and the plants are grown. Asking the Spirit of the Land and the Spirit of the Fruits and the Nawals – especially ma Pla’s Sojwe’l, on who would like to be involved in the building of the wall of Fruits for the Renewal of the World. The Spirts of the Land and of the Spirits of the Fruits that say yes, will be the representatives of all the land that grows the fruits and plants that are used for the food and the support of the Tz’utujiil people.

Other members of the Cofradia will be attending the rituals at the home of the Tilineel offering their prayers (there blessings of Light) for the support of the journey.

You will also see a statue of myself as the Nab’eysiil in these permission rituals as the supporter of the travels to the coast for these Rituals of Permission to occur.

Information - Wednesday 13 April 2022:

The Second Ritual for Permission was on 30 March 2022. This link will show you the various pictures and videos documenting this journey.

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Summary of Pictures and Video of Trip #2 Permission:

DSC 1-10 waiting in the town square and calling for worth the Living Light for their journey ahead today

DSC Video 8 playing and singing Blessings and Intentions to the Nawals and the sound of the “matraca” creating the sound of the crow. This sound of the Crows implies the Rilaj Maam or his presence is now here. Do you feel a subtle shift in the Presence of Light when the Matraca is brought forward?

DSC 11-37 the home of the Tilineel and also the home of Mri’y Kastalyaan that is always kept in the Living Life energy of the Tilineel

DSC Video 28 and DSC 17-30 singing, eating, and in the home of this Tilineel he holds his personal statue of the Nawal of the Sun - Ruk'ux Riyq'iij - Heart of the Sun. Ritual are done with the Heart of the Sun with Living Light through music, singing, candles, and liquor

DSC 39-48 home of the owner of the land

DSC 49-84 Rituals of the Land. This time the candle configuration is different represent the candles for the re-centering of the energy – the four directions with growing at the center Light the energy supporting the crops that will be participating in the rituals

DSC Video 52 several things. First the four direction and its center. Where the sun comes up (red) Where the Winds of Breath comes from (yellow) Where the Sun Goes Down (black) Where the Winds of the Heart of Mountains comes from (white) Through the Mystery at the Center that grows (intention for the ritual) as the Tree of Life (blue/green candle) I ask you to open me to your flow of Living Light of Interconnectivity.

The meaning behind the sign of the cross is different then traditional Catholicism. Each area on our body part through the sign of the cross represents a certain area of Living Light of the sacred landscape of the Tz’utujiil along with a specific the unique Living Light Presence that the Cofradia holds.

“As I touch my Heart / Cofradia San Jose”

“As I touch my Forehead at the hairline Paq'alib'al / Mirador / Cofradia San Juan/San Martin”

“As I touch my Heart Center / the Center of church-the navel / Cofradia Santiago “

“As I touch my Left Shoulder / Cerro de Orro / Cofradia Nicholas”

“As I touch my Right Shoulder / the cave at the Cemetery / Cofradia Animus”

“As I touch my Lips-mouth / the sacred entering into all caves of Paq’alib’al”

Rest at Center Walk me with my feet, and connect me with my hands, Rilaj Mam / Cofradia Santa Cruz.”

Center and weave me into your flow of the unbroken chain to the pattern that connects to the Heart of Paq’alib’al-the living Subtle Realm of the Tz’utujiil Universe, the heart behind anything, the heart behind everything.”

DSC Video 57 you see the Living Earth being given cigarettes to smoke.

Living Light behind the Presence of the Earth is called the “Heart of the Earth - the Ruk'ux Ruch'leew”

DSC 60 and 68 – 79 you can see the progression of the ash of the cigarettes burning and standing tall and not falling down as the Living Light of the Heart of the Earth - Ruk'ux Ruch'leew smokes and receives the blessings of the intentions behind the Tilineel and the words, singing, music of all present.

DSC 80-84 the presence of the Rilaj Maam is fully present as all walk among the various aspects of the land and all that grows from the richness of the soil that is fully Living and Alive.

I will develop the deeper meaning of this later on. For now, the Rilaj Maam can take form and shape into all things. The fruits and the plants that will be harvested and hung on the “Monumento” creating the “Living Mountain of Fruits”. Each fruit, plant, flower represents the symbolic head of the Rilaj Maam. Although the stories told of the Rilaj Maam is about his outer world sexual adventures, this is a symbolical representation where the deeper tradition of the Rilaj Maam awakens the “fertility” to stimulate (impregnate) new life. The Living Light of the Rilaj Maam impregnates the “Growth of the Wisdom” to be present within all of life. This tradition of the “head of the hero twin that is the sacrificed one in the Popol Vuh” hangs on a tree that is dead, and suddenly the tree comes into life and is fully fertile. A fertility of “Wisdom” is what will be gown within the individual that is fertilized through the Light of the Rilaj Maam.

10 April 2022 Writing Below:

The first Ritual for Permission was on 2 March 2022. This link will show you the various pictures and videos documenting this Journey.

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Summary of Pictures and Video of Trip #1 Permission:

1-26 and 76-78 at the home of the Tilineel.

27-75 and 79-94 the land of the fruits and plants

95-96 the home of the owner/keeper of this land

1-4 arrival of some of the foods for the blessings of the meal before departure.

5 - the group of musicians and Shaman Jose singing the intentions and the blessings to the various Nawal Forces.

Video 16 so you can hear the playing and the Tz’utujiil language being sung

12-14 and 17-18 Tilineel offering ritual to the Nawal of the Sun - Ruk'ux Riyq'iij - Heart of the Sun

49 Alcalde of the Cofradia (center image) Tilineel (image at right)

27-35 walking, communicating, gathering samples of the Spirits that have said “Yes” to contribute

35-94 Tilineel setting up and communicating the Living Light Ritual of Permission and Blessings through Candles and playing and singing Blessings and Intentions to the Nawals

Video 50 Opening Ritual for Permission in Tz’utujiil Maya

Video 59 playing and singing Blessings and Intentions to the Nawals now the sound of the “matraca” far left creating the sound of the crow. This sound of the Crows implies the Rilaj Maam or his presence is now here

60-82 communicating and harvesting more fruits that have said “yes”

83-94 rituals of gratitude for the cooperation of the Nawals, the Spirit of the Land, the spirit of the Fruits and Plants

95-96 the home of the owner of the land Blessings Rituals of thanks through singing and music of the Nawals

Section Two - My Personal Road of Renewal:

This Journey of Renewal begins within “Living Light of Renewal-the replacing, the repairing, the restoring, the refreshing of my existing Living Light that I Live Life through my engagement within my outer world.”

This Living Light of Renewal is weaved into the “Living Light of Regeneration-the ability to create again the new unknown qualities of my new Living Light that is being restored for a supportive quality of Living Life through my engagement within my outer world of matter.”

These two parts of the Living Light of Renewal are weaved into the cycle through the “Living Light of Rejuvenation-the restoring of my new form and shape of my new unknown quality of Living Light that is being restored for Living Life through my engagement within my outer world.”

These three forms of Living Light of Renewal are weaved as the foundational Living Light for the “Living Light of Emergence-allowing my new form and my new shape of my Living Light can enter into and flow through both the physical matter of my human body weaved within the physical matter behind everything and anything that exists in the outer physical world.

Through the weaving together of these Living Light Energies of Renewal, allows me to be weaved together into my restored being as a True Gain Human Being. I Am fully engaged with contributing my unique Living Light of Sunshine into and throughout all of my actions into the outer world, for I am Living Life through the Renewal of “Who I Now Am Today.”

I now can be placed onto my unique road in exploring my new Living Light behind every action I take in my Living of Life and my unique ways of contributing to the Renewal of the Earth.

So when they Challenges and the Suffering of Living Life is present, I can allow myself to be weaved within this Living Flow of Light. Therefore, I am able to walk through my Challenges and Sufferings. instead of living my Challenges and Suffering as my Life!

Through the 260 Days of the Lunar Living Light of the Daily Nawals, I am able to experience my own Personal Road of Renewal of my Living Light. This quality of my new Living Light is what allows me to walk through my suffering, so I may emerge into my new form and my new shape in how I perceive and experience my uniqueness in Living my Life today.

Through the 260 Days of the Lunar Living Light of the Daily Nawals, I journey through Thirteen Cycles repeating both a unique pattern of Living Light but also a similar complimentary pattern of Living Light through each of the cycles.

This following material is important to be felt each day, especially within the first Four Days of Living Light of each one of the Thirteen Cycles. This quality of focus upon myself, allows me to create the Living Light of my unique Wholeness. This focus of the qualities allow me to Live Life through the Flow of the Living Light of Interconnectivity Behind the Heart of Everything and Behind the Heart of Anything is always available to me. The Journey of Renewal cleans up and sweeps away the toxicity that has been created in the ways I choose to Live my Life. Behind this toxicity of separation, the unique Foundational Living Life of my First Fire flows through is weaved within the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities to support the way I Live my Life. At sunset each day I reflect upon certain qualities. At sunrise each day I reflect upon other qualities. Together this cycle allows me the full richness of the qualities of the Living Light of my Wisdoms to support me through each 24 hour Cycle.

At sunset each day, I reflect upon the various ways in which my life was engaged in throughout my day. I reflect through the Emerging Light of the Heart of Earth, with what I give to each person or each event I was engaged with. How I left each person or each event with an awareness that I added more “Light-Sunshine” through my

Living Life interaction that I was engaged in. Regardless of the challenges and the sufferings that are occurring within me. Regardless of the challenges and sufferings I encountered or observed around me. How the approach I choose to co-create with in my Living Life increased the quality of Living Light of Sunshine to each and every person and to each and every event I encountered in my life today.

One form of Living Light awakens my “Soul Seed Emergence” through the Living Light of the Lunar Cycle at sunset each day to reflect upon the quality of Living Light-Sunshine I allowed to enter into the physical world.

Another form of Living Light awakens my “Soul Seed Emergence” through the Living Light of the Solar Cycle at sunrise each day to reflect upon the quality of Living Light-Sunshine I will allow to enter into the physical world.

The Living Light for awakening my “Soul Seed Emergence” for the Restoring the Remembering of the Regenerative Living Light for my personal Renewal is available for me 24/7.

My Soul Seed that is within me flows from the Living Light of the Interconnectivity that emerges from the living “Seed Earth” that is within the Living Light of the Heart of Gaia.

At sunrise each day I am re-centered into the flow of the interconnectivity and wholeness between everything physical and non-physical into the flow of the Dream of Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent.

From my outer body to my deep inner subtle body, along with everything that exist within the outer visible and non-visible worlds. Everything and anything is now weaved within the flow of the Presence of the Living Light-the Presence of Love, and the Presence of Joy.

At sunrise each day I open for the weaving of the third Formative force of Light- Presence of Hope. This group of Living Beings of Living Light creates the foundation for the webmaking of the Flow of Living Light of Interconnectivity and Wholeness is established through the Heart Behind Everything and the Heart Behind Anything into the flow of One.

The Light of Hope is not about what I desire as my final outcome. The Light of Hope weavers me together with my unique Soul Seed and weaves me together with the Living Light of the Presence of Love which weaves me together with the Living Light of the Presence of Joy so whatever I face of my challenges or my suffering, or my distress, the Living Light of Hope co-partners with me to carry me through these and any and all sufferings and challenges.

I am re-centered into the new story of the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities that is emerging.

Every system and every organ along with everything within my inner landscape is being weaved together through the illuminating Living Light of my emerging formative forces.

I am weaved together with everything around me from the room I am in, to the building that I am in, to every form of nature outside and around me, including everything within me is flowing in a oneness.

As I enter the mystery of the Lunar Cycle at sunset each day, I am able to be weaved within the Mystery Behind the Living Light of what the Heart of Sky offers me to grow my Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities with everything and anything in my outer world.

The Living Light of the Heart of Earth is the weaving together from the various forms of living Light behind Everything and Anything of the Earth. From the Light that emerges through the Soil. From the Light that emerges through the Rocks. From the Light that emerges through the Water. From the Light that emerges through the Air, (the Light of the Heart of Sky that is absorbed into everything and anything on the Earth). From the Light that emerges through the Animals. From the Light that emerges through the Plants. From the Light that emerges through the Humans. From the Light that emerges through the quality of the Light that is weaved together forming the Living Co-Relationship between the “Heart Behind the Flow of Light of Interconnectivity. When I approach the way I am Living Life from the core of myself as a “Loving Being,” the inner core of my unique Light of First Fire is activated within me awakening my sprouting and growing of my unique Soul Seed Emergence. This Living Light of the Heart of Earth assist me in reflecting upon the ways I choose to approach my Living Life.

I enter the mystery of the Solar cycle at sunrise each day to reflect upon the Mystery the Living Light of the Heart of Earth offers me. I explore the Living Light of the Solar Cycle that activates my Soul Seed Emergence through my Living Light within my inner Web of Light.

The Living Light of the Heart of Sky is the weaving together from the Living Light of the Sun. The Living Light of the Moon. The Living Light of the Stars. The Living Light of the Milky Way. The Living Light of the Black at its Center Space weaving the Primordial Living Light behind the Heart of Everything and behind the Heart of Anything.

Everything that exists in Life is present to be a living container to hold the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities.

This Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities creates a weaved living co-partnership relationship between the place of my inner subtle realms. This is weaved within every fabric of my outer physical matter.

This weaving together of the subtle within me and through my physical matter, allows my Living Light of Emergence to be weaved within the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity.

This weaving together of my various forms of Living Light creates the Emergence into my Living Light of the Unknown Possibility to flow through my living co-partnership relationship within the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything and the Living Light of the Heart Behind Anything.

Therefore, every action I take both inner in what I think, feel, speak, relate to, reflects upon what is currently being weaved within my inner container for the way I am choosing to Live Life.

This places me onto my personal Journey of Renewal into my Living Light of Living my Life as a True Gain Human Being. I am a generating Living Light of Sunshine contributing my inner Living Light into my outer world around me.

Assist me, Teach me, to stand and allow the Living Light of the Wisdoms, especially the Living Light of Love, the Living Light of Joy, the Living Light of Compassion, the Living Light of Hope to flow through my inner Subtle Body of Light and flow through my Physical Body, adding my unique Sunshine of Living Light into the Living Light of the Heart of the Sky and the Living Light of the Hearth of the Earth weaved within my unique Living Light of my First Fire. This is weaved within everything and anything that exists within my outer world around me.

I do this for both my Renewal of my personal pattern and/or collective patterns to transmute my inner and outer wounded Nature. I do this for the Renewal for the increase of my Living Light within me.

Each day reflect upon this question:

“Today I was a generating body of Living Light of Sunshine for the Renewal of the Body of Light that Flows through the Living Light of the Interconnectivity between Everything and Anything around and within me while I am engaged with my Living of Life. I spent these many hours today contributing this Light of Sunshine back to my outer world.”

“My unique focus of Intention for this Cycle of 260 Days, is that my physical body may be fully restored at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities. Not to look or physically do what I did in my 30’s. But to explore at this age of 74 in how I look and the actions I am physically able to explore within me as being a Living Generator of Light-Sunshine emerging through my full Unknown Possibilities within this Cycle of the Lunar Calendar. I will be responsible in developing a deeper relationship with each one of the 20 Living Lights of the Daily Nawals during this cycle.”

In this Cycle Three, the weaving together of my Living Light within my Subtle Energy Body is being restored.

This emerges through the living co-partnership relationship that the Living Light of the Daily Nawals allows me to form with these Forces of Living Light. “Teach me through your Living Light of Rei Pascal, to place me onto my path to learn to have a Living Relationships with the Living Light of Nawal Na’ooj – the Rilaj Maam and Maria Kastelyaan. I ask to explore with the other Living Lights from the Living Lights of Wisdom, Maria Na’ooj - the Secret of Love Elder House and Nawal Juan Na’ooj and Nawal Diego Na’ooj. Gather and weave within me the Living Lights of the Wisdoms of the Unknown Possibilities that are available for me at this time of my life. So the inner Beauty that exist within me at the age of 74 may fully emerge, as I am exploring my Intentions in speaking to myself, and as I speak to others about this Living Light of my Wisdoms.”

At sunrise today, “Assist me the Living Lights of the various living forms of Nawal Na’ooj, to embrace and grow the Living Light within every part of who I Am in my Wholeness. Assist me to experience the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity flowing through the inner fluidity as I am Re-Centered and Weaved today into a flowing matrix of Interconnectivity of Living Light. I have been re-centered and weaved today within my subtle and physical body’s within the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity of Light forming the pathways between all the organic and inorganic and mineral form. I have been re-centered and weaved today between all plants, between all animals, between all humans, and between all electrical pulses and between everything and anything that exists in both physical and non-physical forms. I am living and being held within the dream that is available for me to emerge from the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities from the subtle realms of the primordial waters.

Teach me Nawal Na’ooj in your Living Relationship with the Living Lights of the various Living Light Presences within the Heart of Earth and within the Heart of Sky to live within the knowing that my personal self, my personality at its core contains a unique Living Light of First Fire that is able to transmute any form of darkness, so I may be Living Life that supports every part of who I Am. Regardless of my acute or chronic diseases or pains, or sufferings or challenges or limitations of aging and throughout the different areas of my body. I Am this unique Living Light of First Fire which encompasses the Wholeness of Who I Am. I am not my diagnosis. I am not my pain. I am not my physical limitations. I am not my aging body. There is more to Who I Am at this moment in time.”

One of the most important qualities of today, Day 13 Light of the Living Nawal Aq’abal. I and we have been weaved together with all the various forces of Light through the previous twelve Living Nawals Days. I am now able to start my Living of Life in my co-partnership relationship with the Light of Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent.

As I walk into Living Life today at sunrise, I ask these various forms of Living Light that have been weaved within me, to weave this with the various qualities of Living Lights forming my relationships of my Living of Life as a True Gaian Human Being.

As I continue to explore my introductions to you during these first 80 Lunar Days of Light, through your various forms of Living Light- the Daily Nawals, your unique qualities of Living Light allow me to begin to experience the Living Light of Self-Compassion for my current ways of perceiving and my current ways of living my life of limitations and separations around my 74 year old body.

The most empowering gift of action I have to offer is the way I am choosing to be Living Life from the perspective of my story of co-partnering with the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities. How I am living this within myself gives me a living perspective in how and what I am communicating this story to others. Each of us as our own unique Living Light of First Fire within. Through our unique Living Light of First Fire, I, we, will choose the various ways to perceive the events within my life today. This will emerge through me in the choices I make to communicate my words and the outer actions I take in Living Life.

Section Three Weaving our Personal – Collective Intentions with the Subtle World Living Light of Paq’alib’al through the 260 Day Lunar Cycle

The resonance of this Light of the Living Subtle Forces, and the resonance of the Living Light of the Wisdoms, along with the various others forces of the resonance of the Living Light within the Subtle Realms are now fully available and waiting to explore within me, within us. This Living Light is now simultaneously always available for me, and is simultaneously always available us, in all of the various ways I, we, are engaged in Living Life.

“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”

Intentions are not tools. Intentions are the ways I deserve to live my life. Intentions are the ways I am asking my subconscious mind to assist me in living my life in what I believe I am really deserving. I began exploring the focus of my intentions since the late 1970’s. It all began through a series of physical healing and transformative experiences my body was undergoing that emerged spontaneously through my relationship within the subtle forces behind Nature.

Intentions change throughout my life cycle. “If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond,” had one meaning for me in my earlier adult life. Today, my focus on similar challenges in my life, where my intention I hold as a totally different set of focus.

It’s not unusual for me to feel and perceive myself today focused upon the choices I have in front of me. Each day I live in a constant awareness of choosing how I “deserve” to walk through my on-going challenges and suffering around these six ares of my various body burdens. The key words within this focus is the “on-going challenges and suffering.” Throughout my life, some of the burdens have been with me since early childhood. Others began later in life. By 1967, all six of these burdens where fully creating a living co-partnership relationship with me in Living Life.

So today, in my intentions during this 260 Day Lunar cycle, “where my physical body may be fully restored at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities. Not to look or physically do what I did in my 30’s. But to explore at this age of 74 in how I look and the actions I am physically able to explore within me as being a Living Generator of Light-Sunshine emerging through my full Unknown Possibilities.” These six primary areas have been in a living relationship with me since 1967. So as I focus upon DESERVING this new emerging at 74 years of age, my subconscious mind has much to say!

“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”

Entering the Road of Renewal for my body, my living inner light emerges into a vibration or Presence of Living Light that allows the Road of Transmutation to be present. This new Living Light allows me to enter the Road of Renewal into the unknown possibilities for me today. The Presence of the various inner Living Lights of the Wisdoms establishes this entry point into this mystery through the Living Light of Compassion-especially Self-Compassion.

When I am struggling with the overwhelming, controlling perceptions that are being generated through the wounded history of my subconscious mind around my aging body. As I am struggling with the overwhelming, controlling perceptions that are being generated through the wounded history of my subconscious mind around the various ways my body and my mind perceives its limitations. Self-Compassion towards my self is the last focus I initially am able to remember.

This is why when the overwhelming wounded experiences I am fully engaged in towards my perceptions of my aging body, the Foundational Core of Light Ritual is the first place of Self-Compassion I explore. Without establishing my inner felt sense to the Flow of Living Light of the Interconnectivity both within and outside of me, especially around my aging body, whatever I think I am petitioning and opening into, usually is feeding the flow of further separation, pain, judgement, suffering, and challenges in the way I co-create with my body today.

Choosing to do the Foundation Core of Light Ritual, is an act of exploring Self-Compassion. Why is this? Our subconscious mind wounded experiences are so strong and so convincing about my current state of suffering, I believe at this moment that nothing I do or take will ever change this. This is where the addiction to drugs or other numbing procedures or habits can become part of my life. Exploring many of the ideas I am discussing here in “Reflections” is a journey, not necessarily an immediate solution to end my Suffering forever. I have been so conditioned through my traditional and Medical Pharmaceutical Models to get immediate relief from my suffering. As I approach the Road of Renewal, I immediately begin to expect the same.

The Road of Renewal is creating a living co-partnership relationship between my body to my mind to the subtle realms forces of Light. The stronger this relationship develops over time, it allows the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities to be weaved within me. This changes the way I perceive myself to my sufferings and my challenges where the immediate end result is not what I am expecting.

I enter my Road of Renewal where the inner quality towards this emerging co-patterning relationship is my primary focus. This allows me to experience the inner mystery through my five phases of my journey where the Living Light of the Regenerative Energies within me is my primary focus. I may still take medication. I may still use other procedures within the traditional Medical Pharmaceutical Model. But my primary focus is on the Road of Renewal I am primary engaged with. This allows me to form a Living Co-Partnership Relationship through the various forms of the Living Light Behind the Regenerative energies guiding my journey. This allows me the ability to be weaved within the journey for the Emergence of my Unknown Possibilities to be explored each day.

“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.” “You the Living Light of Nawal Kaan, weave me into my Flow of Light of Interconnectivity both within me to everything outside of me. Assist me to have the courage to explore the Foundational Core of Light Ritual regardless of the resistance and the logic I am bringing forward from my current ways of perceiving my struggles and my judgements around my aging body at this moment.”

The Living Light of Self-Compassion cannot be created within myself. I initially cannot have Self-Compassion for myself. When my subconscious mind wounded energies are so fully present within me, the depth and breath of my separation and my isolation is too great.

The Living Light of Self-Compassion as a Living Force of Presence is always available within me. I choose to establish this Living Co-Partnership relationships with this Living Light, this begins the weaving together with the Living Light of the Flow Interconnectivity. The body of the Vision Serpent for Indigenous cultures is one of several symbols that they engage with in forming this experience of being weaved within the Flow of Living Light of Interconnectivity from the Heart Behind Life.

“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.” “You the Living Light of Nawal Kaan, assist me to experience through your cords of Interconnectivity the Flow of Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything. Weave me with the Living Presence of Light of Compassion. Assist me to feel at this core of the Heart of the Light of Compassion, the Self-Compassion that is available for me regardless of the challenges, regardless of the judgements I am currently experiencing around my feedback of my aging body.”

“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”

“You the Living Light of Nawal Kaan, assist me to experience my felt sense that is always present of the Flow of the Living Light of Interconnectivity that is within me. Your Living Light of Interconnectivity is stronger than my pain. Your Living Light of Interconnectivity is stronger than my my suffering. Your Living Light of Interconnectivity is stronger than my my challenges that I am currently living with right now.”

“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”

“You the Living Light of Nawal Kaan, assist me through your Flow of the Living Light of Interconnectivity that is within me right now, dissolve my Interconnectivity to this voice of my subconscious mind that is fully present inside of me right now that continually brings fear or blame or shame or guilt or doubt or judgement or separation upon myself. Especially the related judgements and fears around the massive changes available to me through this emerging Living Light of my Unknown Possibilities I am feel throughout my awareness right now.”

Blessings and Love Conrad

Flow of interconnectivity (Vision Serpent painting by Ilene Satala)

The description for this painting has not emerged yet.

Ilene painted this image of the Vision Serpent in 1986 after an experience we had in our Three Rivers Apartment.

Growing up my full experiences with Nature was through city parks and within various zoo. I lived in terror at the thought of being in “Wild Nature” (not a park or zoo). Here I was ready to embark on the next phase of my journey-doing personal and collective retreats in the rainforests of Mexico and Central America exploring ancient archeological Mayan sites and Indigenous cultures.

On a highly charged Sunday afternoon filled with numerous anxiety and panic attacks of exploring these areas of Wild Nature in foreign lands.

We laid down on the bed and Ilene tried to take me into a meditation to find my core! Suddenly we heard this loud booming sound of a cracking-breaking open of something. Our apartment was at the level of a large portal of the three rivers coming together at his point in the physical geography. My eyes were closed, Ilene eyes were open and yet we both perceived in vivid color these same set of images and experiences.

We both felt and saw portals both on the land, water, and in the air. The large portal of the Three Rivers cracked open and this dark, thick, substance emerged from this portal creating a streaming flow of one end emerging from the center of this portal and the other end flowing through the glass of the window next to our bed. It quaickly burst open into this multicolored image of a big lip face hovering over my head for a minute or so. Then it leaned forward and kissed me on my lips. Suddenly all my fears, my anxieties, my body tensions, and my thoughts floating around in my mind of fears, doubts, and ultimate doom vanished in a second or two. Suddenly I had a felt sense of an inner calmness throughout my entire body along with a quietness of my mind that I had never experiences before in over 15 years of meditate practices.

It was a long kiss, and after its release, I was totally aware of both the outer and inner safety within all of Nature. I experienced this felt sen knowing that there was a natural flow connecting everything and anything. Not just the Interconnectivity within all of nature, but also to all animals, all organic substances, and including all human beings. Not just to five sensory forms of humans, but a flow between every system, organ, and cell within my body. This same flow of interconnectivity was also available through each object that was created and existed in the world around us. There was this web of Light of Interconnectivity behind everything and anything. Years later I would explore the concept of web of interconnectivity creating a living flow of Wholeness between everything subtle and physcial. There no longer was a separation of Wild Nature versus controlled Nature. The colorful body of this image collapsed into itself, and streamed back to the flowing black stream returning into the heart of the Three Rivers portal and fully disappeared.

Neither Ilene nor myself had ever seen an image like this. She immediately did a sketch of this and painted it after that. Not until we arrived on our trip into Mexico, did we see and image of this experience-called a Vision Serpent. This Vision Serpent was brought forward in rituals to gather both an awareness of what was to come, but also to establish a flow of interconnectivity between everything and anything inner and outer around us in the world.

Over the years I began to be aware of that any real form of felt sense of calmness that opens us to perceive and communicate the wisdom begin an event or experience, can only occur when the flow of interconnectivity is established between my inner heart to the inner heart within everything and anything in the world around us.

Ilene painted this image without ever knowing what the form and shape of the image was. The painting below is a duplicated image of a carving of a ancient Mayan Goddess 600-700 AD petitioning the image of the Vision Serpent to her petitioning.

Wood Carving of the Ancient Maya Vision Serpent taking form and shape from the bowl on incense in ritual.

The final form the incense emerges into the form and shape too in my ritual in Fort Wayne. See the parallel between the two images.

When I established my primary anchor for my altar in Fort Wayne to the heart of my Tz’utujiil community in the Cofradia system in Santiago Atitlan 2000 mile away through the statue of the Rilaj Maam. I began a ritual of communication through intentions and prayers and incense for the Interconnectivity to be established.

To view and listen to this story of this ritual click on or paste this link below to both view the progression of the smoke forming and shaping into the image of the vision serpent, establishing the Flow of Light of Interconnectivity between these two locations as one.

There are three short audio files you can listen to where I share my impressions and perceptions during this ritual in 9a, 9b, 9c lasting 20 minutes in total.

https://www.conradsatala.com/show/9

Practical Wisdom of Nawal Kaan

The illuminating Living Light of Nawal Kaan, establishes and grows the Flow of Light of interconnectivity from the Heart of the Land, from the Heart of the Sky, from the Heart behind all forms of Nature, from the Heart behind Humanity, for the Heart behind anything and everything that emerges from the Heart of Gaia. This is weaved together into the ability to perceive and communicate, and generate the Light of Wisdom. This Light of Wisdom is more empowering then any energy behind any illness, suffering, challenges, or living Pandemic. Regardless of the depth and breath of separation and/or isolation, this web of interconnectivity emerges a new unknown flow of Light.

Through the journey of transmutation, the pattern of Joy and Hope and my Voice of the Great Grandmother can naturally begin to emerge. Whenever I am speaking through the Presence of Joy and Hope, I am able to speak to myself or to others with a wholeness to my feelings, to my thoughts and my emotions. This allows me to experience the Presence of Hope to naturally emerge. Through the Presence of Joy and the Presence of Hope, nothing that is not in the flow of Light can remain. No duality and no awareness of separation can remain.

Now when I encounter challenges in any of the areas within my daily life, I ask a Daily Nawal for assistance, I have created in my intentions a Web of Light relationship to a particular Daily Nawal. Instead of living the energies of my challenges, this relationship that is growing between these connections to the various Web of Lights within the Daily Nawals can assist me to transmute, transform, and emerge my challenges into a new form of action. I have established this Web of Light co-relationships, for I now have the Presence of Hope available to me to walk through any and and all challenges! I embody the Presence of Love and I allow Love to form and shape the flow of the Interconnectivity within me and between my inner landscape and the inner landscape of Nature all around me.

Daily Reflections on Nawal Kaan

Assist me, the Light of Nawal Kaan, so that I may no longer have this voice inside of me that continually brings fear or blame or shame or guilt or doubt or separation upon myself or others. Especially the related fears around the massive changes of the unknown in my world around me today.

Assist me, the Light of Nawal Kaan, so that I no longer feel those fears and I no longer feel the critical voices that naturally emerge from the critical voices of those around me of my family or my friends or my workers, or the critical voices I here from my government about the changing world around me.

Assist me, the Light of Nawal Kaan, for without you emerging the web of Interconnectivity between the visible and invisible to be present in these challenging times, through your Light is the only source of inner calmness I can begin to experience.

Weave your Illuminating Light of Wisdom to emerge and transmute whatever is needed to undo whatever is keeping me in separation. Transmute my limiting stories that are holding me in a smaller, a limited world view.

Transmute any and all of my dualities and whatever is keeping me broken and reactive.

I call upon you the Light of Nawal Kaan, when I look at what is in the newspaper or in the news or in magazines, or whatever I maybe reading or hearing from the people around me about the challenges we are facing in the fears around our new unknown emergence, this Light from Nawal Kaan can transmute any and all fears and thinking that is not part of this flow of interconnectivity.

I am not trying to change them into the direction if know. I am asking your Light, Nawal Kaan, to come forward and allow the wisdom to emerge through this mystery of transmutation around my fears or my limitations around Living Life, so my unknown pathways of emergence comes forward.

Assist me that I may experience the felt sense of knowing that the Presence of Joy and the Presence of Hope supports me through my livingness through these challenging and suffering experiences and now through your Light of Emergence, we can co-partner into creating a new relationships in Living Life.

11 Supportive Video Access for Reflections of a Living Nab’eysiil

Video Clips - Copy and Paste into a Browser

Unlock the Creative Light Force within 18:37

https://youtu.be/SX07z07xWGQ

Four False Beliefs that Society is Built Upon 17:03

https://youtu.be/nM5w3EjikdA

How to Create Heaven on Earth 13:44

https://youtu.be/QXBKfFK7k9c

Are Memories Stored In Water Zach Bush 15:35

https://youtu.be/FspJWKQDKo8

Water Blessings Song Guatemala 7:00

https://youtu.be/QXcmuTZFkB8

Speaking to the Water 5:08

https://youtu.be/OeeAMNxuqio

The Consciousness of Water 3:13

https://youtu.be/fl9OAsjzYHQ

Maseru Emoto Experiment in Gratitude 1:39

https://youtu.be/SDNhH8deZPg

Maseru Emoto Water Experiments 5:00

https://youtu.be/1qQUFvufXp4

A Gathering of the Tribe 9:17

https://youtu.be/XinVOpdcbVc

Heartfelt Prayer to Recognize the Beauty in Life Zach Bush 10:17

https://youtu.be/MAV0VDZmVc0

1 Supportive Audio Access for Reflections of a Living Nab’eysiil

Foundational Core Of Light Ritual January 2022 6:45

https://mayanbrothers.box.com/s/px38p4sarpqegnbrpdfz62codejfg5eh

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