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Meditations on Wisdom
Meditations on Wisdom Wednesday 8 February 2023
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Inner Silence :
Weaving Energy Intelligence Behind Everyday Life
First read the Cinquain Poem on the Tree of Life, then Press Play to Experience the Calling of the Tree of Life Force into your Body or Copy and Paste the link into your Browser to DropBox to play it there.
https://www.dropbox.com/s/eo91fhjf0nb2a9x/Tree%20%26%20Drum%20San%20Juan.mp4?dl=0
A cinquain poem is an unrhymed five line poetic form defined by words to express what you are sensing about each Daily Tree of Life Photo
The Heart of the Wisdom Teachings of the Tz’utujiil Maya Tree of Life in didactic Cinquain form:
“Tree
Fragile Essence
Sprouting Growing Flowering
Unique Unknown Potentials Possibilities
Creation”
Cultivating Gratitude through the Wisdom of Daily Nawals
Today’s Meditations on Wisdom covers the Seventh & Eight Cycles within the Daily Nawal Lunar Cycles:
Day 11 Wednesday 8 February 2023 Nawal I’x Cycle 7-13
I invite to give and receive the Living Light and Love within Presence of Gratitude for the ability to live within the Presence of Wisdom, as it weaves together this Wisdom Energy that places me on the path of good medicine. I feel the Gratitude of Wisdom that flows from within these Primordial Waters, the source of all Emergences, so my petitions and intentions for the interconnectivity of my heart to the heart behind everything can be lived.
Day 12 Thursday 9 February 2023 Nawal Tz’ikin Cycle 8-1
I invite to give and receive the Living Light and Love within Presence of Gratitude for the ability to live from the Presence of Wisdom, through the divine Breath of the Wind. This breath of Wisdom is behind the Voice of the Great Grandmother, and behind my breath. I feel the Gratitude of Wisdom for the Wind that flows through all challenges directly and indirectly. It is the purifier, the healer that cleans and sweeps away everything that is not weaved together into the flow of the heart.
Day 13 Friday 10 February 2023 Nawal Ajma’k Cycle 8-2
I invite to give and receive the Living Light and Love within Presence of Gratitude for the ability to live from the presence of Wisdom, so that its natural flow will emerge for renewal, regeneration, and rejuvenation for the Emergence of the Living Light within the Wisdom of Possibilities. I feel the Gratitude of Wisdom for the New Light that flows from the heart behind everything so that the voice of wisdom behind the Great Grandmother will guide all expressions into the flow of Wisdom.
Day 14 Saturday 11 February 2023 Nawal Na’ooj Cycle 8-3
I invite to give and receive the Living Light and Love within Presence of Gratitude for the ability to live from the presence of Wisdom, knowing that I can release whatever patterns are tangled and bound within my reactivity. Whatever it is that is challenging and tangled within my awareness can be dissolved. I feel the Gratitude of Wisdom for the Fire-Light of Nawal K’at, as it untangle, unravel, uncrusts, dissolve, and unweave all energies that stop and hinder the blessings of Wisdom that emerge from - kindness, love, gentleness, and compassion from fully flowing.
Day 15 Sunday 12 February 2023 Nawal Tijaax Cycle 8-4
I invite to give and receive the Living Light and Love within Presence of Gratitude for the ability to live from the presence of Wisdom, knowing that this energy is called upon to strengthen the empowering nature of both transmutation and emergence. I feel the Gratitude of Wisdom for this allows the energy of the Heart of the Earth to connect to the Heart behind Everything.
Day 16 Monday 13 February 2023 Nawal Kawoq Cycle 8-5
I invite to give and receive the Living Light and Love within Presence of Gratitude for the ability to live from the presence of Wisdom, so I may experience that the doorway between the unseen and seen worlds are open for all of time. I feel the Gratitude of Wisdom as I ask Rei Pascal to place me onto my path, onto the path of my destiny for this timeframe within my Life.
Day 17 Tuesday 14 February 2023 Nawal Ajpuub’ Cycle 8-6
I invite to give and receive the Living Light and Love within Presence of Gratitude for the ability to live from the presence of the Energy of Wisdom, which will always supports a quality of life to emerge supporting my purpose, and my meaning in Life. I feel the Gratitude that I may live this life from the flow of Wisdom Energy, which is available behind anything and everything and everyone.
Conrad Personal Notes
Wednesday 8 February 2023
Two months ago, I brought forward this foundation of inviting the Living Presence of Light of the “Heart Behind” Anything – Everything – Anyone. Last week I brought forward my invitation of Gratitude around food. Followed by a short discussion in other events and situations where I consciously invite the Living Presence of Light of the “Heart Behind” to be weaved together. Allowing a co-partnership relationship to be brought forward in living life. Regardless of the chaos, the stress, the challenges, or the suffering that is being perceived at the moment in time.
This week, again, I want you to explore for yourself the creating of Wholeness behind food. As you have experienced in the video selections of the last few weeks around Avatar and Forest Bathing, the gift of being alive at this time in history, we are capable of living life from our wholeness as a Living Presence of Light weaved together within the Living Presence of Light of the Heart Behind everything physical and subtle. As we experience this weaved Living Presence of Light is what will allow us to Emerge and Live as a Gaian Being that is Human. As we invite and bless and honor the Gaian Nature that lives within Everything – Anything – Everyone! Together this awakens the Seeds within Us, within Anything, within Everything, within Anyone and allows Nature’s Inner Intelligence to weave us into thew Flow of Interconnectivity and the Wholeness of the World Waiting to Emerge.
Begin to consciously form groups of Presences of Living Light of Interconnectivity and Flow based upon subtle and soul resonances between individuals composed of human and non-human members.
Begin to foster the wholeness of the World as a primary organizing principle with equal co-partnership relationships between human and non-human interests and wellbeing.
Allow this emergence of "fluid felt sense of imagination" to form and shape and emerge into the Interconnectivity and flow within an open energy exchange of consciousness and energy.
Live the felt sense of this co-partnership with the subtle worlds including intelligences from elsewhere supporting you, supporting all of life both within the universe weaves as part of every day life.
Allowing yourself to be at the center as your unique Living Tree within the flow of the Heart of Earth and weaved within the Heart of Sky. Where you both are receiving this Presence of Living Light within the heart and core of who you are. And where you are giving back to the Universe the generator of this Presence of Living Light. Look at this material again from this foundational awareness.
Gratitude of Food as a Gaian Being that is Human
I invite Blessing of Light and Love to the Earth for giving birth to this food
I invite Blessing of Light and Love to the Moon for awakening the seeds to sprout and grow this food
I invite Blessing of Light and Love to the Sun for nourishing this food
I invite Blessing of Light and Love to the Star Light for Nourishing this food
I invite Blessing of Light and Love to the Wind for carrying its seed
I invite Blessing of Light and Love to the Rain for nourishing its thirst
I invite Blessing of Light and Love to the hands that helped to grow this food
I invite Blessing of Light and Love to all the forms of plants that communicate their living support for this food
I invite Blessing of Light and Love to the animals that communicate their living support for this food
I invite Blessing of Light and Love to the fungi, bacteria, and all other living life forms that communicate their support for this food
I invite Blessing of Light and Love to who everyone and the systems that brought this food to our tables
I invite Blessing of Light and Love to my friends, my families, and my loved ones that are weaved together with this food
I invite Blessing of Light and Love to all that eat, to all that will eat, to all that dream of eating, that the nourishment of Light and Love nourishes all of us equally.
I invite Blessing of Light and Love to nourish our minds, bodies, body elementals, microbiome, cells, and spirit’s that weave my Interconnectivity and flow through this food - through the living and growing MicroRNA that is weaved within all that has formed and shaped its energies through Light and Love
I rarely say all of this with every meal.
However, I have incorporated these feelings and thoughts as a supportive way I feel about engaging life.
So when I am buying food in a supermarket, or ordering food on line to be delivered, I open to these various feelings as I invite my “Body Elemental” to weave my Microbiome and my MicroRNA of my “Light and Love” to be weaved within the MicroRNA and Microbiome with the activities I am engaged with gratitude to all that are open to receive this. I simultaneously invite this to flow into my portal or bank of Light Energy that is a part of my subtle energy, so any subtle forces directly or indirectly involved with this engagement may have this added resource of Light and Love available.
Even in restaurants as I greet or look at people directly or others I cannot see in their various supportive roles, and my aware Environment and the Artifacts and all objects around me, I invite this exchange of “Light and Love” in gratitude through my MicroRNA to be engaged.
In a Movie Theater or any type of event or gathering of people, directly, in the news, or whatever my awareness goes, this inviting of gratitude of Light and Love through my inner support crew I feel its engagement for the community we are sharing during this time.
Observing in various forms of news of events creating suffering, pain, loss, isolation, I invite my Micro RNA to the collective patterns of subtle forces of Light and my energy bank or portal to be filled with Light and Love and Hope of all that is possible.
Over the years through the various key positions within my Indigenous community I continually am becoming aware of the full living community I live within. Through the physical and subtle where the I of my personality is naturally engaged within the We of the community of Life both here, both within Gaia of the Earth, but also weaved within the larger cosmos. I, We, are all weaved and held within the Light and Love of other over lightening forces – Everywhere, within Everything, and within Anything, and within All Things.
Through my invitation into the “Heart Behind” the five sensory aspects of all forms of Nature in this exhibit, I invited the “Heart Behind” my inner nature to be weaved within the “Heart Behind” the Artifactual Objects around me. To be weaved within the “Heart Behind” the physical Nature below, above, and around me. To be weaved within the “Heart Behind” each person that we presently there, along with the “Heart Behind” all of the people that walked through this exhibit in this cycle and the past ten cycles before. To be weaved within the “Heart Behind” every object that was built and created with in this Nature. To be weaved within the “Heart Behind” all outer physical forms of Nature within the Earth and within the Sky for the template for the unknown possibilities to emerge into the physical world through and around me. The “Heart Behind Anything,” the “Heart Behind Everything,” the “Heart Behind Everybody” holds the Living Light Presence of the unknown possibilities of Wisdom to emerge within me and how that is awakened and transferred to anything, and everything and everyone in life around me throughout the planet earth.
Asking this “Heart Behind” I have described above to teach me, to awaken within me and to weave me into the flow of Interconnectivity within myself and within the “Heart Behind Everything” and the “Heart Behind Anything” I am in contact with. Both directly and indirectly through these experiences of the “Heart Behind the physical landscape of Nature” around me. To experience the “Heart Behind People” (strangers) around me. To experience the “Heart Behind the Lights” around me. To experience the “Hear Behind the Sounds” around me. To experience the “Heart Behind the Video Images” around me. To experience the “Heart Behind the Food” in the meal we shared together with the stranger around us. Together we are bringing together our experiences today at the Morton Arboretum. Weaving together the Microbiome from where the food was grown, harvested, transported, distributed, bought, prepared, and served, and cleaned up to becoming part of my Microbiome to who I am as a human being living within the Beauty of Gaia.
Experiencing the weaving together through the Microbiome of these experiences within the Microbiome within me. Through every system and organ and down through my innate Immune System within my cells. To empower the inner Light within my cells so that the “Heart Behind” what I was experiencing in these five hours will be weaved within me to allow my Repair and Healing to be greater then the Injury I am living within me when I entered todays experiences. Allowing the Regeneration, the Rejuvenation, and the Renewal of the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities to emerge within my own personal “Heart Behind Me.” Take time to reflect, invite, breath into, and hear, touch, taste the felt sense of what this Biodiversity can be experienced through these images
Wednesday 25 January 2023
Someone recently asked me a question about how I engage with and approach Play in my own life.
We all understand play from an outer perspective in being engaged in activities that create an action that appears to be joyful, engaging in frolic action, to move in a trifle way, being lighthearted while we are engaged in various outer activities. With age, play eventually meant for me an attitude I bring to accomplish a task or towards some inner or outer goal.
Personal Story:
The purpose of being weaved into the Presence of the Living Light of Interconnectivity and Flow allows me to change my position in life from one of fear, pain, burden, hopelessness, and despair.
Through this position in my life I perceive and feel my outer reality and challenges as being out of control and a victim to my current challenge. Therefore creating within me deeper feelings of isolation, separation, and loneliness.
Historically, I would try and find my inner Center in meditation or further separating myself from these challenge. Only returning to my challenges at hand and feeling the calm and centered feelings either slipping away or being torn right out of me.
I began exploring in 2013 after being the first non-born Mayan person to anchor through dance the containers that held the Presence of Living Light for the Tree of Life and the Presence of Living Light for the Nawal of Nurturance into the outer physical world. In this experience I was fully introduced to this began my first inner weaving within the seeds for the Heart Behind these two forces to grow within my subtle energy body’s.
This weaving emerged within me my journey into experiencing my life no longer from just being centered within my body and soul. I stepped onto my unknown path of exploring my life through the growing seeds within me for Interconnectivity and Flow.
Sprouting within me an inner web of Living Light Presences creating a fluid network of subtle energy forces weaving and reweaving me into the seeds of the Heart Behind these various subtle and physical forms of Light. Through these various Presences of Living Light would assist me to perceive a quality, a moment by moment direction of subtle and physical support.
My feedback that this was being formed and shaped within my inner awareness was the core inner stillness and inner quiet I was experiencing within my body and how this was reflected within my thoughts and feelings. An inner and outer team of subtle forces and physical occurrences began to emerge assisting me and everything that I was engaging with into a journey of “Good Medicine.”
Little did I know that these seeds that were sprouting within me would place me into a personal journey of initiations just months later through Ilene’s body challenges. The weaving and sprouting of these seeds was my first step into a large world i would be living within for the rest of my life. As Dorthy would somewhat say “we are no longer living in Kansas!”
I could never have allowed the Seeds of the Heart Behind Good Medicine to take form and shape into my living web of inner and outer support without FIRST honoring and blessings the reality that my fear, my pain, my hopelessness, and everything else I was feeling was normal and proper to feel. Sometimes I would feel this many times an hours, and usually at least at a minimum once per day during these 13 months.
But when it was time to be with Ilene or to be with others, or when I was ready instead to focus upon spending a quality of time with myself for rest, for my repair and healing of my emotions, I turned inwardly and invited the Heart Behind Good Medicine and my other inner allies to weave my personal First Fire of Light into my Presence of Living Light of Interconnectivity and Flow. From here I would then invite my Living Core of Light to be weaved with the invitations around the discussions I would have with Ilene and others in making and discussing our plans, communicating with outer physical people and institutions, and especially to focus upon the weaving and the invitations of the inner supportive allies of both subtle and physical forms, to come together and create the Wisdom that was possible for Ilene, myself, and all people and institutions that were part of Ilene Team for Good Medicine.
Whenever I returned back into my inner flow and Interconnectivity I initially felt a joy within me. A deep gratitude and blessings for the inner connective support that was co-partnering with me. A gratitude that I returned once again different, wiser, stronger, and with a knowing of an inner felt sense of how this growing and emerging inner web of Living Light of interconnectivity can allow me once again to return to this wise person with myself. Although the outer challenges were still present. Yet from this quality of inner weaved support, I could live with both myself with a knowingness that I could walk through this with Ilene. I could walk through with everything and anything and anyone else that will probably be thrown onto my path for today.
“When Ilene entered her journey of the last 13 months of her life from April 2013-May 2014, my journey also peaked into my deepest, darkest, fearful and anxiety period of my life. Pure panic and extreme pain was flooding within my body and mind due to her two emergency spinal column surgeries back to back days of 14 and 16 hours each. Plus the diagnosis of cancer all through her spinal column and other major systems and organs within her body. I realized that I had only one gift to offer her. It was for me to take everything I experienced and taught throughout my life and I was being asked to enter the road of my inner feminine journey though finding my inner core and its support through all of the subtle realms around me. Could I choose in the middle of this depth and breadth of reactivity and fear, and allow my inner silence within my body and within my mind to support me and eventually Ilene. Even though I was literally frozen within my own overwhelming pain and fear that was consuming both my outer, inner, and dream life’s.
I wouldn’t even allow Carolyn, Coke, or others to support or center me. My pain and fear was so great. This is when I began to journey inwardly. Not to find my center. To allow something within me began an inner weaving into my subtle energy body’s flow of Interconnectivity into Paq’alib’al, the Rilaj Maam, Maria Kastilyaan, and to the other Nawals and the Marias and the inner sacred landscape of my Tz’utujiil community. This weaving that was occurring within me was occurring in spite of mind holding onto the fear and anger and feelings of hopelessness that was so predominant and overwhelming within me.
This was the first time in my life that I experienced not being fully supported within my centered feeling state in 33 years. Feeling a sense of relieve that I didn’t have to do this. While at the same time feeling both worlds equally as strong within me as a true choice of focus. My body, thoughts, and emotions. Could be fully overcome with fear and pain while a slight turn into a different place with in me I felt I could walk through this and survive. Inner support was equally available to me at the same time of hopeless and feeling isolated and alone. The struggle was I didn’t really have to choose one focus or another. I just had to shift my inner awareness from one path or the other. Feeling frozen within this awareness of both paths being there was the heightening of my real fear and pain.
Towards the end of the first full week, I realized this inner web of interconnectivity that was building within me to everything and anything and everyone i was coming into contact with. I was being shown that this inner web or this inner network of connection was called “Good Medicine” in which i taught y about for a number of years and where Ilene just finished weeks before this rewriting her descriptions of a number of her paintings and artist purpose statement around her work embraced the energy of Good Medicine. This was the foundation of inner support and flow as I was shown in the multiple ways this Living Light of the Heart Behind was the web or network where Good Medicine was always available to support the unknown possibilities to emerge within anything in life. Not just in healing or in what I thought of as Medicine. For Good Medicine was the journey of repair, healing, and emergence into the unknown possibilities for everything, for anything, and for everyone. What I initially thought of Miracles, was in reality the web of Good Medicine being naturally being weaved within all facets of life, if I could just get out of its way! That was not a easy thing to do!
This feeling of inner support through this Web of Living Light of interconnectivity and flow actually has a playful and lite feeling to it. Even though I was being forced to be walking through so much painful and hopeless experiences with medicine, people, and the body. This began the journey of the Art of Play- the walking through challenges, sufferings, and hopeless situations in the reality of the most painful periods within my outer life. Good Medicine could only emerge through the Art of Play in a co-partnership relationship behind everything and anything and anyone or anything that existed goin the physcial world while being weaved into a network or web of support between the subtle and physical worlds at the same time. A matrix of support was always available not to suffer through my challenges while taking the actions of being aware of choices i didn’t know were possible when I was so identified and lost within my fears and pains.
I was able to walk within this web of Good Medicine until and after Ilene passed on to her next life. But when I was focused upon my life and the challenges that were building within my body, I struggled into allowing this web of Good Medicine to support me. So from 2014 till the early spring of 2022-nearly 8 years I was able to assist so many people and events within this Presence of Living Light of Good Medicine except for myself!” A true calling of me as the “Wounded Healer!”
Once I began to allow it to support me I pulled out my relapse I had experienced deeply over the last months through various biological levels within my body. Within the next six weeks of allowing the web of Good Medicine to support me they way it supported Ilene and others over these years. An initial quick recovery and emergence into unknown possibilities began that was was so surprisingly shocking for my outer team of four professionals. They eventually shared within me that they thought this relapse was irreversible or would take years to recover from. Let alone to become so much more then I and they felt was possible. This allowed a new foundation of inner seeds that began to be sprouting that during the nine months of 2022 and into 2023 new and strong plants and flippers of my health are growing within me and being expressed in my outer actions in living life.
The journey of the Art of Play has been a difficult journey. Initially to accomplish something with an outer feeling of not being so serious. Eventually not being attached to a certain outcome or an end result. Nor just being present in the moment was not enough.
Eventually the Art of Play has involved from inner state of being where I am experiencing the felt sense of interconnectivity and flow within myself. This then allow me to have a felt sense of inner Interconnectivity to my outer environment around me. Allowing a web or network of Living Light-the Heart Behind Anything-Everything-Everyone to become part of my inner felt sense of flow of interconnectivity supporting me and everyone and anything in my awareness at this moment of time. This felt sense of a flow of Interconnectivity is present to everyone I am engaged with or aware of around me all coming together to experience the unknown possibilities where the Wisdom of knowing can be released into the action my and their outer Mind can manifest.
I know when I’m in relationship to the Heart Behind Play because my body is experiencing a felt sense of an inner calmness and an inner quiet that begins to allow my Mind to experience an inner silence of being present without thoughts, feelings, and emotions that’s are neither reactive in positive or in negative ways. And most importantly, when I am in full play I being without reactive emotions and thoughts. The felt sense of Play emerges through an inner felt sense of the feelings behind the Heart of any and all of the Wisdoms.
When I experience pain in my body, when I’m in play I am not trying to get rid of the pain, nor am I questioning the whys of my pain either. I open and co-parter with the Heart Behind the Pain and invite it to assist me in allowing the quality and the quality of the Living Light that is available for me at this movement in time.
This quality of Light emerges through the Interconnectivity within the 15 qualities of the Heart Behind the Earth and the Heart Behind the Sky. These qualities of Light emerges through my hydration, and the food I am engaged with digesting. This quality of Light emerges through the rest and deep sleep to whatever time is needed. This quality of Light emerges through relaxation, meditations, breathing, and appropriate forms of movement. This quality of Light emerges through my co-partnership relationships with various inner subtle forces of Light and the subtle environment within and around me. This ability of the quality of Light emerges from the Heart Behind Everything , the Heart Behind Anything, and the Heart behind Everyone. The quality of my inner Light is what allows the depth and breadth of the inner silence to emerge from Nature’s Inner Intelligence. This depth and breadth of inner silence can never initially emerge from my Mind Intelligence. Thus allowing the Web of Good Medicine to take form and shape and emergence through the Presence of the Living Light of Heart Behind Love and Joy.
Living within this depth and breadth of inner silence allows me to experience within my Mind another way of perceiving and interacting with the Pain in my body. Through the natural timing, not my Mind timing, and this quality of Light emerges, the pain takes on different forms and shapes of importance and focus. It will teach me the ways to approach myself to everything, to anything, and everyone around me. This quality of Living Light, its Heart, is alive and waiting for me behind all of my awarenesses in my life.
This approach is the foundation of the way I feel and perceive myself in relationship to all of life around me. So when I get upset, or angry, or feeling afraid, honoring this as my current way of perceiving this movement in my life. Knowing that this movement of this awareness is one of many ways I can choose to “BE” at this moment of time. Through inviting the Web of Good Medicine to Emerge, weaving together the Heart Behind whatever the situation is I am in. Regardless of the emotions and thoughts I am experiencing may be present, its Heart Behind is always also present. As I choose to invite this Living Light of Good Medicine to assist me in establishing my Living Light of Interconnectivity and flow through my subtle energy body’s that is being weaved within the subtle energy body’s Behind Anything, Everything, Everyone. So any and all ideas and words I am hearing within and outside of me are being weaved within this Web of Living Light. When I am experiencing this flow of Living Light within me and through me and back to everything around me, I am in the Art of Play as I am engaged within any and all challenges, sufferings, difficulties, and also within any and all achievements and successes that have emerged for me in my life.
Play is how I am learning in approaching my life, from illness, to disease, to struggles and through unknown possibilities of my emergence and achievements for myself, with others, for the collective awareness of life around me. This is at the Heart of Living as a Gaian Being that is Human through the Living Web of Light within in the Heart Behind the Art of Play!
ToolBox for Wednesday 25 January 2023
Focus upon Nature Inner Intelligence versus Mind Intelligence
Summary: ToolBox Inviting Your Body
Elemental for Exploring and Weaving
This week we will begin developing a deeper relationship with the various Presences of Living Light that live and operate within the various layers of the subtle realms. We will develop a co-partnership relationship through the “Heart Behind” these various qualities of Nature, your Microbiome and your physical and subtle energy body’s.
I would like you to begin to read this short article written by the American Psychological Association in 2020.
“Nurtured by nature - Psychological research is advancing our understanding of how time in nature can improve our mental health and sharpen our cognition.”
https://www.apa.org/monitor/2020/04/nurtured-nature
Physical and Subtle Nature:
After you read this article, first take a few minutes to reflect upon the history of your life. Open to your inner felt sense on how your life experiences would have evolved with this simple awareness was at the core of your Phycological Health of your Mind Intelligence. And this form of learning, education, and experiences were at the foundation of your subconscious mind to draw upon 95% of the way your perceived reality today.
Subtle and Physical Actions:
Importantly, this articles primary focus is upon the five sensory awareness of Nature. Now take a another few minutes and lets add all you have felt, learned, and experienced about the natural weaving together of your personal subtle energy body’s that is alive and supporting Anything, and Everything, and Everyone, and ever Action within your physical body in movement, writing, perceiving (9 senses), creating, and speaking. Open to your inner felt sense on how your life experiences would have evolved with this simple awareness was added to your core form of learning, education, and experiences as the foundation of your subconscious mind to draw upon 95% of the way your perceived reality today.
Subtle Nature’s Inner Intelligence and Mind Intelligence:
Now take a another few minutes and lets add all you have felt, learned, and experienced about the natural weaving together of your personal Nature’s Inner Intelligence subtle energy body’s that is alive and supporting the Actions of your Mind Intelligence behind Anything, and Everything, and Everyone, and ever Action within your physical subtle energy body’s co-partnership relationship within movement, writing, perceiving (9 senses), creating, and speaking. Open to your inner felt sense on how your life experiences would have evolved with this simple awareness was added to your core form of learning, education, and experiences as the foundation of your subconscious mind to draw upon 95% of the way your perceived reality today.
Subtle and Physical Body:
Now take a another few minutes and lets add all you have felt, learned, and experienced about the natural weaving together of your personal subtle energy body’s that is alive and supporting every cell, every organ, every system within your body to emerge behind the Actions your perceive and take with Anything, and Everything, and Everyone, and ever Action within your physical subtle energy body’s co-partnership relationship within movement, writing, perceiving (9 senses), creating, and speaking. Open to your inner felt sense on how your life experiences would have evolved with this simple awareness was added to your core form of learning, education, and experiences as the foundation of your subconscious mind to draw upon 95% of the way your perceived reality today.
The Light That Renews – Personal Incarneted Soul:
Now take a another few minutes and lets add all you have felt, learned, and experienced about the natural weaving together of your personal subtle energy body’s First Fire that is alive and being supported by the larger subtle Soul energy ability to be the Light That Renews every cell, every organ, every system within your body and how this Light That Renews your minds way of perceiving to emerge behind the Actions you take with Anything, and Everything, and Everyone, in weaving together your co-partnership relationship within movement, writing, perceiving (9 senses), creating, and speaking. Open to your inner felt sense on how your life experiences would have evolved with this simple awareness was added to your core form of learning, education, and experiences as the foundation of your subconscious mind to draw upon 95% of the way your perceived reality today.
This is Me – my personality as a Gaian Being that is Human:
Now take a another few minutes and lets add all you have felt, learned, and experienced about the natural weaving together of your personal subtle energy body’s Heart Behind Light from your First Fire that is alive and being supported by the larger Heart Behind Humanity subtle energy body’s for your geographical location of your birth, and where your living today and everywhere you travel outwardly and inwardly. How the subtle energy body’s of the various Over-Lightening Forms of Living Light is weaving you in to the unknown possibilities to add light to yourself as your personal Gaian Self and weaves this together into the collective Gaian Self of Humanity at every level of the planet. This also creates a Light That Renews every cell, every organ, every system within your body and how this Light That Renews your minds way of perceiving to emerge behind the Actions you take with Anything, and Everything, and Everyone, in weaving together your co-partnership relationship within movement, writing, perceiving (9 senses), creating, and speaking. Open to your inner felt sense on how your life experiences would have evolved with this simple awareness was added to your core form of learning, education, and experiences as the foundation of your subconscious mind to draw upon 95% of the way your perceived reality today.
Epigenetics and the Four New Myths in Living Life:
This is at the Heart Behind the chart and information we have explored through Epigenetics. This is at the Heart Behind the new four Myths in living and supporting our life. Open to your inner felt sense on how your life experiences would have evolved with this simple awareness was added to your core form of learning, education, and experiences as the foundation of your subconscious mind to draw upon 95% of the way your perceived reality today.
“I invite my Nature’s Inner Intelligence to weave together through my subtle energy body’s of Living Light within my Watery Gelled Substances within my body and my Subconscious Mind these new ways of perceiving and experiencing through my felt sense this is Who I Am as A Miracle. This is Who I am in my Health. This is Who I Am in my ways of Knowing. This is Who I Am as a generator of Living Light of Love.” Call upon this new emerging part of your Subconscious Mind to dissolve, unravel, unweave, and dismantle your limited way of separation, isolation, duality, and fears. Assist me to choose instead these mew areas of Emergence stored within my subconscious minds ways of perceiving that unknown possibilities always are available for me behind the Actions I can take with Anything, and Everything, and Everyone. I am a weaving together within my living co-partnership relationship within movement, writing, perceiving (9 senses), creating, and speaking. My felt sense of a core inner calmness and a core inner silence within my body and my mind deepen by inner felt sense of knowing that I am able to life my life form these experiences and I can draw on this felt sense of my inner Knowingness for the 95% of the way I perceive myself and my outer reality! I am a Gaian Being that is Human.
Summary of my Invitation
Last year I spent the entire 260 Lunar Cycle of the Daily Nawal Calendar on our personal Invitation to each unique Presence of Living Light of the 260 Day Lunar Calendar. My invitation for each one of the 260 Lunar Days was:
“My physical body may be fully restored at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities. Not to look or physically do what I did in my 30’s. But to explore at this age of 74 in how I look and the actions I am physically able to explore within me as being a Living Generator of Light-Sunshine emerging through my full Unknown Possibilities within this Cycle of the Lunar Calendar. I will be responsible in developing a deeper relationship with each one of these Tz’utujiil Maya Subtle Forces through the Lunar Cycles.”
I am in deep gratitude in reporting my medical findings today as a reflection of my “Invitation” each day for this 260 Day Cycle.
“I just finished a series of in-depth blood work along with logging in my breath, heart rate, and other vital signs. Dr totally impressed with the depth of changes in the last 6 months. Everything is where it needs to be. My number with the changes in my outer behavior and abilities looks like a fully healthy males in one’s lower 50’s. Even even asked me if I felt like I was in my 40’s! I said I feel that, but with the changes I am exploring this winter, I feel that by summer my body will also feel and respond with that confidence and inner and outer strength. Nothing to change nor add to what I’m currently exploring.
Working on my inner core and working with my neuromuscular brain relationship to weave my body into the direction that will support me in climbing the volcano into the cloud forest in the fall of this year-my 75thbirthday. He feels doing the training I have outlined should give me the full endurance and my over all health for my body in supporting me to accomplish this goal!!!
My neuromuscular brain work primary emphasis is on my Interconnectivity to all of the 15 elements in nature. Being weaved together through my Body Elemental weaving my microbiome support especially through gaining all my physical strength from my core inner strength instead of using muscular strength and will outer power. Allowing the “heart behind” light energy within the subtle energy body’s within me and within the outer qualities of Nature through Forest Bathing weaving around and through me with my MicroRNA.
Building the inner Light within my innate immune system within cell so that my tight healthy junctions within all my systems and organs within my body is supported through a organic plant based food system with proper hydration, movement, breath, rest, sleep, all engaged through my deepening co-partnership relationship with the Living Light Essence of Play. Supported through the Living Light Essence of the Wisdoms, especially Love – Joy – Compassion – Hope - Nurturance – Caring weaved within the unknown possibilities within me. Outward this will be explored through 2-3 hours each week of individual gyrotonics and pilates, along with weekly Chiropractic sessions, breath, movement, and meditation explorations, weaved within the subtle world Living Light forces of the Tz’utujiil Maya.”
ToolBox for Wednesday 11 January 2023
Focus upon Nature Inner Intelligence versus Mind Intelligence
Within these blogs on Meditations on Wisdom, my primary emphasis will no longer be upon educating your Mind Intelligence about the ideas of Wisdom in regards to the Repair and Healing and Emerging Ways to live more fully your life. I will be offering you various ways to directly experience the Beauty held within the unknown possibilities that are possible for all of us in living through the Living Presence of the Light of Interconnectivity and Flow. The Inner Intelligence of Nature is alive within what Indigenous call the “Heart.” The Living Presence of the “Heart Behind Everything.” The Living Presence of the “Heart Behind Anything.” The Living Presence of the “Heart Behind Everybody.” This Living Presence emerges from the “Presence of the Living Light held within the Heart of Gaia.”
I will be offering you a series of experiences in the practical ways I explore living through my co-parternship relationship within Nature’s Inner Intelligence each day within my own life. Along with the various practical ways I approach this with others in my own individual explorations. Both here in my individual consultations and through my position within my Tz’utujiil Maya community as their Nab’eysiil.
In the Meditations on Wisdom section on my Website, you have available to you the full year of Meditations on Wisdom Blogs, that will satisfy your Mind Intelligence to this materials. I will continue to include a few bits of information in educating your Mind Intelligence to assist within your focus upon you being able to deepen you within your co-partnership relationship within the Presence of the Living Light of Nature’s Inner Intelligence.
I want you this week to continue your Invitation through your Body
Elementals with these videos through your various 15 qualities neons weaved within Nature with your Microbiome and MicroRNA within you to the MicroRNA of Natures subtle energy body’s. Exploring this not just within the outdoors, but also be exploring this aspect of Forest Bathing within your own homes. Again this same link from last week:
A second video is also a personal reflection on how Forest Bathing changed this person life, 10:55.
ToolBox Wednesday 28 December 2022
We will continue to explore how Nature’s Inner Intelligence is weaved within our Subtle Energy Body. The feedback of this weaving, through is through our felt sense of an inner quietness and an inner calmness within our physical body. This weaving occurs through the Microbiome of each of the fifteen various qualities of Nature when being weaved within the Microbiome of our Subtle and Physical Body’s.
This weaving occurs through the Great Weaver Yaxper and her cohorts of weavers as they weave the living light of the “Heart Behind Water – to the “Heart Behind Humanity” as represented by the Five Ears of Corn. As this was weaved within the “Heart Behind the Sun through the “Maria of the Sun - ya Mri'y Riyq'iij.” Hopefully you began to experience the felt sense of this Resplendent Radiance generating your unique quality of Living Light within you and then generating from your inner core back into the outer physical world around you.
This week we will begin to explore your felt sense of knowingness the “Heart Behind” or the “Ruk'ux” the “Heart of” these fifteen qualities of Nature. Begin by inviting your unique Body Elemental that has been with you since your conception, to weave your Microbiome to the Microbiome within each of the fifteen qualities of the Microbiome with each form of Nature.
First invite your Body Elemental to weave together your Microbiome to each of the nine qualities of the Microbiome of the “Heart Behind Earth.” These nine qualities of the Heart Behind the Earth are:
“Heart Behind Soil”
“Heart Behind Water”
“Heart Behind Rock and Heart Behind Minerals”
“Heart Behind Air”
“Heart Behind Light”
“Heart Behind Plants”
“Heart Behind Animals”
“Heart Behind Artifacts”
“Heart Behind Humanity.”
invite the highest quality of Living Light of the MicroRNA behind each of these nine qualities within the “Heart Behind the Earth.” Allow yourself to sit in an inner quiet place of contemplation for a minute or so with each one of these nine qualities.
Then invite your Body Elemental to connect your Microbiome with each one of the six qualities of the Microbiome of the “Heart Behind the Sky.” These six qualities of the “Heart Behind the Sky are:
*Heart Behind Sun”
“Heart Behind Moon”
“Heart Behind Planets”
“Heart Behind the Milky Way”
“Heart Behind Stars”
“Heart Behind Blackness of the Universe.”
invite the highest quality of Living Light of the MicroRNA behind each of these six qualities within the “Heart Behind the Sky.” Allow yourself to sit in an inner quiet place of contemplation for a minute or so with each one of these six qualities.
Each day during this next week, take a few minutes to invite the “Great Weaver Yaxper” along with inviting your “Body Elemental” to weave the Microbiome of each of these fifteen qualities of Living Light through its MicroRNA into your Microbiome of your Subtle and your Physical Body’s.
Invite each of these fifteen qualities of the Microbiome to be weaved within your Microbiome for the Repair – Healing – Emergence. So your Resplendent Radiance of Living Light supports the innate immune system within each cell of your body. And then ask this Resplendent Radiance of Living Light to assist in the Repair – Healing – Emergence within the outer world around you.
As you are inviting these various qualities oif the “Heart Behind,” you are fulfilling your inner purpose of living life as a generator of your inner Light for personal and collective Repair – Healing - Emergence. Invite this Repair – Healing – Emergence through this generating of Living Light to flow through your Subtle and Physical Body’s to assist in the Repair – Healing - Emergence within your Mind – your Spirit - and the subtle and physical Environment around you.
Deepen into your inner awareness within your Heart Essence. Invite your Body Elemental and through your MicroRNA to weave within the Microbiome Behind the Wisdom of the Living Light of Love. Invite this to be weaved into the Microbiome of your body as it is being weaved within the fifteen primary elements of the Heart Behind the Earth and the Heart Behind the Sky.
Invite the Living Light Presence of the “Heart of Love” to flows from the “Heart Behind the Soil.” Invite this to be weaved within your Microbiome and invite this Light to awaken the Living Light of your innate immune system within the cells within your body.
Repeat this invitation with each one of the fifteen elements of the qualities of the “Living Light of Love” to flow through each one of these fifteen qualities into the cells within your body. Awakening your innate immune system into its unknown possibilities for Repair – Healing – Emergence. Relax into the feeling of this felt sense of this Living Light of Love flowing within within your body. Feel the felt sense of the Nature’s Inner Intelligence within each one of the fifteen Elements being weaved within your personal Nature’s Inner Intelligence.
The material below is a reminder for your Mind Intelligence to why you are developing your inner felt sense to Nature’s Inner Intelligence within you as weaved within in the Flow of Interconnectivity to Nature’s Inner Intelligence all around you. The foundations for living within the Flow for Repair, and the Flow for Healing, and the Flow of our Emergence occurs through our Nature’s Inner Intelligence is weaved within the Microbiome of Nature’s Inner Intelligence all around us.
Wednesday 14 December 2022
Exploring Microbiome Interconnectivity to the Heart Behind 15 Forces of Heart of Earth and Heart of Sky
So when Zach Bush is asking to talk to yourself about being:
“I am a Miracle – I am Health – I am Knowingness and Love.”
I am not talking to my Mind Intelligence. I am talking to my
Body’s Inner Subtle Energy’s Nature Intelligence, ignoring what my Mind is believing and focusing upon. I know I hold a Presence of Living Light from all of Nature’s Inner Intelligence. Co-partner with the part of me that believes in my ability to be Regenerative, to be Rejuvenate, to create the Renewal that is needed to clean up this out of balance in my body and mind. Regardless of the feedback of my subconscious mind is perceiving and how it has been supported by the false and limited beliefs of the people around me. I ask the Presence of the Living Light of Hope, and Rei Pascal, so I may be place unto my path for Regeneration, for Rejuvenation, for the Renewal of my Light for the unknown possibilities. Create and emerge through my Body, my Mind, My Spirit, through my Subtle Energy Body’s, and my Environment within and around me, physical and unseen, so the quality of Light for Repair and Healing support me in Living Life today.
Three Beliefs for Living a Regenerative Life
Whenever I am diagnosed or I come down with a illness, regardless if it serious or part of just living within my everyday experiences of life. Or when I am experiencing a limitation within my mind, or a limitations within my body, regardless if this is occurring from a accident or occurring just through my living life. I open to be sure that at my foundational beliefs about myself and about what is occurring within my life is supported through the Presence of my Living Light of Wisdom, which supports within me living from these three core beliefs.
So that my perceptions of my self, and my current situation, is not influencing my Mind through my subconscious minds ways of perceiving my current reality from my previous experiences of myself or others, or the stories I have leaned about the reality of living life. Through these three core beliefs, I invite this Presence of the Wisdom of my “Heart Behind” Anything – my “Heart Behind Everything” – my “Heart Behind Everybody” I come into contact with, especially my “Team of Good Medicine,” weave me into the person I am capable of becoming and live and perceive, and communicate within me and to others, so that the decisions that I make emerges from this flow of the Presence of the Living Light of my Wisdoms held within my unknown possibilities.
Zach Bush talks about these three tenets.
First, According to Zach Bush:
“I am a Miracle —
The more science discovers about biology, reality + physics, the more we do not know. We are endlessly complex and, on some level, inexplicable. We must bask in the miraculous nature of reality, to reach our full potential. You are a miracle. You are here for great purpose.”
What Zach Bush is asking us is to open to and to believe in that:
I am a Miracle – that despite the condition of my body in its depletion, in its isolation, and the variety of toxicity that it is creating this current condition as injury and illness and disease. Inherent in its “Heart Behind” in its subtle energy body, is a Presence of Living Light that holds the foundations for our body to emerge into being a Miracle, always exists within each of us that is always present and desiring to Emerge if is create a space within us for this Emergence.
In spite of our outer five sensory destruction that is being reproduced and what is being diagnosed as DISEASE, through our inner subtle energy body - it’s “Heart Behind” Presence of Living Light, this disease in its inner subtle energy body holds the mechanism to allow the Regeneration, the Rejuvenation, the Renewal for the Emergence of an unknown possibilities for Repair, for Healing, and for living a quality of Life we never dreamed possible based upon our current diagnosis of illness and destruction occurring within our body.
So I would say:
“I am a Miracle —
The greater scientific research discovers about biology, along with discovering about outer reality, plus what is emerging in our knowing within physics, the more I do not know. I am complex and always changing and adapting in ways that really has no end point. As I learn to accept this inner Wisdom of Knowing that I am a Miracle living within the nature of my outer reality. I am here to explore this Growing and this unknown possibilities for my Emerging quality of living my life. I am a miracle and I am here right now to be living this unknown possibility through exploring my subtle energy body’s “Heart Behind, for this is my true purpose of being here right now!”
Secondly, According to Zach Bush:
“I am Health —
If every cell in and on your body is in touch with self-identity, disease disappears. Stress of any sort can lead to disconnect from self-identity at the cellular level. Ultimately, health comes from within. No matter what your health may look like to the outside world, it is perfect for you right now. Your health is also dynamic, and you can change your body to hold a different level of health.”
What Zach Bush is asking us to open to and to believe that:
I am Health – that regardless of my diagnosis and regardless of my chances for survival, regardless of my physical or mental limitations, what exists within me is this Miracle for Regeneration. The Presence of my Living Light exists within my “Heart Behind” my inner biodiversity first within my own physical body. All of the various parts of my inner Biodiversity is supported through my Presence of my Living Light within my “Heart Behind.”
Through my inner Microbiome, this holds an ability to be weaved into the flow of the “Heart Behind” the Microbiome of any and all forms of Nature around me. This Microbiome is alive within every artifact both of and within my physical home and it’s objects. This Microbiome is alive within any and all forms of physical Nature around me. As I consciously open and invite this weaved nature of the flow of the Living Light of the Microbiome both within and without to be weaved together creating within an inner and outer forms of Interconnectivity. This becomes the foundation Living Light for Regeneration, Rejuvenation, and Renewal to be fully alive and present. This process of Renewal emerges naturally through the Presence of the Living Light of the “Heart Behind.” This emerges for my unknown possibilities for Health to be present, therefore I am able to experience directly and through my felt sense that “I Am a Miracle” rich within my Biodiversity, so that my unknown possibilities can emerge.
So I would say:
“I am Health —
Whenever I allow my self to experience this Living Presence of Light within every cell within and around my body, I am opening to being in touch with my true inner self-identity. Through this Presence of my Living Light within me, disease and injury begins to be transmuted and dissolves and disappears. Regardless to the sources of my Stress I am experiencing and how much I believe these Stresses are both personal accurately experienced within me, all create a disconnect and an isolation within. Me for my Presence of Living Light. It makes no difference who the person is, or whatever the event is, or the perceived perceptions about any part of my outer and/or inner environment, this all lead to a disconnect from my inner self-identity light at my cellular level.
Ultimately, true Regenerative Health can only emerge from within me. No matter what my outer health may look like to the outside world, the “Heart Behind My Regenerative Health” is in a state of Wholeness and perfection within my subtle energy body of Light right now. My health is always within a dynamic interchange and flow desiring to be weaved within me at any moment within my life. This allows the emergence of my sustainable way my life that allows the changes within my body to emerge into a fluidity to restore my unknown new quality of health.
Thirdly, According to Zach Bush:
“I am Knowingness and Love —
Knowingness, which is different from knowledge, is a vast field of information that exists in the Universe. When we access this field, we see the Beauty underlying reality; and this Beauty is an experience of Love. You have the ability to create health by tapping into your intuitive knowledge and loving your body.”
What Zach Bush is asking us to open to and to believe that:
I am Knowingness and Love – that if I relied only upon my Minds Intelligence, it has little or no available information to assist me into experiencing directly or through my felt sense of knowing that “I am a Miracle” nor that “I am Health” nor that “I am Knowingness and Love.” My Minds Intelligence can never in its isolation, and in its separation from my inner Nature’s Intelligence. My Minds Intelligence cannot never allow this transmutation of my illness, or my disease, or my physical or mental limitations to occur.
My inner Nature’s Intelligence can be awaken through the weaving together of the inner Nature’s Intelligence held within the subtle energy body’s. This is held within what is called the Living Light Presence of the “Heart Behind.” This allows my inner – my micro Microbiome and my outer – my macro Microbiome to be stimulated, awakened, and weaved together through the subtle energy body of light – the “Heart Behind Everything,” and the “Heart Behind Anything,” and the “Heart Behind Everybody.” So when I say “I am Knowingness and Love,” I am inviting Nature’s Inner Intelligence to educate my Minds Intelligence to experience either directly or through my felt sense this Knowingness that this Living Light is what we call “Love” will ignite my inner Presence of Living Light to starts this journey for Repair, for Healing, and for the emergence of my unknown possibilities for a quality of Life within my Body, my Mind, and my Spirit. As I journey within this weaved Presence of this Living Light of Wisdom, this allow myself and others to perceive the Beauty within the journey that I am on.
So I would say:
“I am Knowingness and Love —
Living from the Knowingness of my inner Nature’s Intelligence, is radically different from my knowledge coming within my Mind’s Intelligence and its influence from my subconscious mind. There exists within my inner subtle Nature’s Intelligence a vast field of information that exists within the Living Light of the Universe. As I allow this subtle Living Light Presence to be weaved within my subtle energy field, I immediately begin to experience and perceive the Beauty underlying all experiences of reality. This is the emergence of Beauty that naturally is present through my Knowingness that behind what I call the “Heart Behind Life” is created from what I call the Presence of the Living Light as Love. I and we all have a living Presence of Light within and around me to create health by tapping into my inner felt sense of my intuitive knowing of my inner Nature’s Intelligence. This allows me to experience what it meant to be loving my body.
These three core tenets that Zach brings forward, then emerges into why I desire and why we all deserve to experience through the Living Light behind the “Heart of Biodiversity.” This allows the Beauty that deserves to emerge through my Body. This allows the Beauty that deserves to emerge through my Mind. This allows the Beauty that deserves to emerge through my Spirit-Soul. This allows the Beauty that deserves to emerge through me as a human being who is both physical and subtle. This allows the Beauty that deserves to emerge through me living within an Environment that is both physically seen and unseen allowing me to experience myself living within my subtle inner nature. This allows the Beauty that deserves to emerge through me as a Being who is becoming aware of my co-parternship relationship within my inner nature’s intelligence. This is weaved within me as part of the larger living system as a Gaian Human Being weaved within a living system within the Heart Behind the inner Nature’s Intelligence within all of life.
This week we are going to explore the beginning journey into Forest Bathing through the short video clips I took at the Morton Arboretum- Illumination Exhibit of a new way to look at the trees along with their enhancement by the magnificent sounds of Symphony Woods.
Through my invitation into the “Heart Behind” the five sensory aspects of all forms of Nature in this exhibit, I invited the “Heart Behind” my inner nature to be weaved within the “Heart Behind” the Artifactual Objects around me. To be weaved within the “Heart Behind” the physical Nature below, above, and around me. To be weaved within the “Heart Behind” each person that we presently there, along with the “Heart Behind” all of the people that walked through this exhibit in this cycle and the past ten cycles before. To be weaved within the “Heart Behind” every object that was built and created with in this Nature. To be weaved within the “Heart Behind” all outer physical forms of Nature within the Earth and within the Sky for the template for the unknown possibilities to emerge into the physical world through and around me. The “Heart Behind Anything,” the “Heart Behind Everything,” the “Heart Behind Everybody” holds the Living Light Presence of the unknown possibilities of Wisdom to emerge within me and how that is awakened and transferred to anything, and everything and everyone in life around me throughout the planet earth.
Asking this “Heart Behind” I have described above to teach me, to awaken within me and to weave me into the flow of Interconnectivity within myself and within the “Heart Behind Everything” and the “Heart Behind Anything” I am in contact with. Both directly and indirectly through these experiences of the “Heart Behind the physical landscape of Nature” around me. To experience the “Heart Behind People” (strangers) around me. To experience the “Heart Behind the Lights” around me. To experience the “Hear Behind the Sounds” around me. To experience the “Heart Behind the Video Images” around me. To experience the “Heart Behind the Food” in the meal we shared together with the stranger around us. Together we are bringing together our experiences today at the Morton Arboretum. Weaving together the Microbiome from where the food was grown, harvested, transported, distributed, bought, prepared, and served, and cleaned up to becoming part of my Microbiome to who I am as a human being living within the Beauty of Gaia.
Experiencing the weaving together through the Microbiome of these experiences within the Microbiome within me. Through every system and organ and down through my innate Immune System within my cells. To empower the inner Light within my cells so that the “Heart Behind” what I was experiencing in these five hours will be weaved within me to allow my Repair and Healing to be greater then the Injury I am living within me when I entered todays experiences. Allowing the Regeneration, the Rejuvenation, and the Renewal of the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities to emerge within my own personal “Heart Behind Me.” Take time to reflect, invite, breath into, and hear, touch, taste the felt sense of what this Biodiversity can be experienced through these images and videos of this “Illumination” experience at the Morton Arboretum. Ask this to support the quality of living life within you and your relationship to the outer world around you. Explore the “Heart of Living Life within the Emerging Beauty of Gaia.”
If you want to review the entire images I took of this Illumination of Trees, click or paste this link to view these images, sounds, and people behind the “Illumination Experience at the Morton Arboretum.
https://www.dropbox.com/sh/kwqw0xcnzv46g0v/AAB0U2nRf2FkkByfo4sZfFuHa?dl=0
For today ToolBox experiences, we will only be exploring the five short video clips, so click or paste this link to view these images, sounds, and people behind the “Illumination Experience at the Morton Arboretum.
https://www.dropbox.com/sh/eqyrozhr0x03cng/AACzZkf7MBQk3hTVt5qe4JTSa?dl=0
When you look at these images and short videos, stop, connect, and invite the Microbiome of these experiences to be weaved within the Microbiome within you. Invite the Living Presence of Light to emerge as your Regenerative Living Light for Repair and Healing.
Find an image or video clip you want to explore, and follow this Format to connect through your Body Elemental and Underbuddies your full body Microbiome to the Microbiome of the full landscape held with in the image or video clip you are exploring.
Invite the MicroRNA that is held within each subtle Presence of Living Light from of the nine aspects of the Heart of Earth and the six aspects of Heart of Sky to be weaved from their Microbiome of each video or image into the Microbiome within your Body.
Explore this simple format for you to have a felt sense of Knowingness that the Love and Beauty flowing through the Microbiome of all aspects of these 15 parts cam be weaved within and support the Presence of the Living Light within your own Microbiome.
This is another short review from previous blogs on “Meditations on Wisdom” to open to your uniqueness of who you truly are as a human being weaved within Gaian Life around you assisting you to emerge Living your life through the beauty of a “More Beautiful World!”
To Live Life through the Beauty of a “More Beautiful World” we have allowed the breakdown of the Four Myths our science and society has held defining our abilities in needing to live from our current relationship to life and to the narrow aspect of the medicine we have been taught. Today we have new research emerging in all areas of Science, establishing for ourself into a new and yet old ways of an inner Wisdom in perceiving ourself in a living co-partnership through our Art of Remembering. We are returning once again into the inner knowing of “Who we Truly are as a Human Being” fully weaved within the larger story of Living Life as part of the “Living Dream of Gaia.” These three core principles Zach outlines, not as a philosophy nor as a way to think about ourself. Rather, we are living within a co-partnership relationship to everything, and anything, and within everybody that exists within planet earth. Not just in our present time, but within the past. Through our past and present we then are weaved together in what creates our future of a “More Beautiful World that is waiting to Emerge.”
This living co-parternship relationship is alive with all things physically seen within our outer environment on our planet. This living co-partnership relationship within all things which are also alive within our subtle dimensions within our body and within the subtle dimensions within everything within our planet’s environment. This living co-parternship relationship is alive within all things physically seen and within the subtle unseen aspects of the earth, the seen and unseen aspects of the sky, and the seen and unseen aspects of beyond. We are living within the Living Light of the Heart of Everything. We are living within the Living Light of the the Heart of Anything. We are living within the Living Light within the Heart of Everybody.
Therefore the Living Light of our personality is weaved within these five living aspects of “Who we Are” as a Body, as a Mind, as a Spirit-Soul, as a human being who is both physical and subtle, living within an Environment that is both physically seen and unseen experiencing ourself as living within our subtle inner nature. Our personality is a Being who is becoming aware of our inner nature’s intelligence weaved within our living system as a Gaian Human Being weaved within a living system within the Heart of the inner intelligence within all of nature.
Our researched Science of today allows us to experience this as part of living inner nature of “Who We Are!” Therefore Zach’s three core tenets that emerge from his and other research facilities are becoming the foundational base for this Wisdom in Knowing as a Regenerative Medicine. We are a living part of this co-parternship relationship in the emergence of a reality where our Life and the life around us is both Regenerative and Sustainable.
I experience myself in everything I do and within everything I am aware of in my life as a living MIRACLE. Our ability to experience in everything that happens within life is always part of a core pattern for repairing and healing. HEALTH is always at the core foundation behind any and all breakdowns that occur within or without what I am experiencing physically, mentally, spiritually, and environmentally. The striving for HELATH is always alive within any and all of my suffering, within any and all of my forms of isolation, and within any and all of my stress and pain. The striving for HEALTH and Wholeness is at the “Heart Behind Everything” – the “Heart Behind Anything” – and the “Heart Behind Everybody.”
For all of Life is always coming apart in order to experience a unknown reweaving back together into a new unknown form and shape. This motivating Energy of Living Light is part of our inner nature intelligence always Emerging within the forming and shaping our inner KNOWING that the Living Light of the “Heart Behind Everything, the Heart Behind Anything, and the Heart Behind Everybody” is Love expressing itself as the Beauty we experience through this Transmutation. We are fully alive and living within the Living Light for Regeneration, within the Living Light for Rejuvenation, and within the Living Light for Renewal. For all of Life is Emerging in and through us to become a “Generator of Light in the expression of the unknown BEAUTY that is always emerging.”
Let’s review then why Zach Bush expresses that we need these three elements to express the Beauty that deserves to emerge through our quality of health.
“First is Biodiversity
You are not an isolated event but an ecosystem. Many different kinds of species inside your body far outnumber your human cells.
Lack of biodiversity undermines your ability to be who you are.
Enabling biodiversity within us, on the micro, mirrors our ability to create biodiversity outside of us, in the macro.
We can change the face of society in the midst of this extinction event if we can take this health journey from the micro to the macro.
Your microbiome is going to depend on the ability to touch as many different ecosystems as possible.”
”Second is Communication
Health asks us to be in constant communication across all cells and systems.
Intracellular connection is what determines whether a cell reproduces in a healthy way.
Our inherited genetics are plastic, capable of constant shift in adaptation and potential.
One gene can make hundreds of different proteins.
We need to release the fatalistic belief that disease is part of our destiny and pre-determined by our inherited genetics.
The environment around you is what determines the proteins made by the gene.”
“Third is Boundaries
The body has many tight junction systems within the gut, the lymphatic system and the vascular system.
These boundaries are essential to our health.
When the tight junctions fall apart, we overwhelm the immune system which can lead to auto-immune disease and disease in general.
The amount of toxins in our environment and food break apart our tight junctions.
Herbicides, biocides, alcohol, non-steroidal anti-inflammatories like Aspirin or Ibuprofen, as well as compounds like Miralax break down the body’s boundary systems which leads to disease.
Your well-being (including your mood) is influenced by your interaction with the microbiome at the gut lining.
We can rebuild these boundary events so that you remember who you are.”
As you explore your new ToolBox, this journey will allow you to shift yourFour False Beliefs a Society Holds into a new set of Beliefs that allows you the felt sense of knowing the ways to Live your Life from the flow of Interconnectivity weaved within the Microbiome of the Heart Behind everything Gaia dreams is possible.
The Four False Myths of Society, and specifically the role of Epigenetics through the material from Bruce Lipton.
In Bruce Lipton video “Four False Beliefs that Society is Built Upon,” especially this area of the video - (4:18-13:05) supports why we have create a medicine and a health provider system along with a psychological and spiritual culture that reinforces us into living a life that crates and supports our separation, our isolation, and a mentality to conquer and destroy everything and anything we believe we do not want. These systems are responsible for the reduction and a lowering of our energy field’s vibrational quality of Light. In a Indigenous Way of Living Life, these four myths were not at their heart of the way they experienced living life around them. In their ways of knowing, these four beliefs did not even exist. However, since the time of the Conquest and eventual destruction of an Indigenous Way of Life, most if not all, Indigenous cultures have also experienced a separation and a disconnection from their “Light of the Heart” flowing as an interconnectivity between and within the flow of living light within the heart behind all things.
4:18 - 5:17 overview of the Four False Myths
This is an audio only link to the overview of the four Falso Myths:
https://www.dropbox.com/s/3tsj50y2xkqqnnu/OverView%20of%20Four%20False%20Myths.m4a?dl=0
5:18 - 6:59 False Myth #1
This is an audio only link to the overview of False Myth #1:
https://www.dropbox.com/s/ksg1g5k1wj1d8yv/False%20Belief%20%231.m4a?dl=0
False Belief #1 that there is a separation between the Realm of Physical Matter and the Realm of Energy-Light. As human being we have identified our self in this separation and our success in life is based upon the accumulation of power over the physical world, which includes other human beings. This belief creates separation, feelings of living apart from one another and living apart from all of Nature. This can only creates a reduction and a lowering of one’s energetic vibrational field resonance state of Light.
In an Indigenous Way of Living Life there is no separation between the realm of physical matter and the realm of Light living within the realm of the subtle energy. All physical matter is alive with a living flow of light. This is why we are always petitioning the subtle realms of Light to weave my heart light to the heart light behind everything and the heart light behind anything into a flow of Interconnectivity of Light bewteen Everything and Anything!
7:00-8:46 False Belief #2:
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False Belief #2 around Genetic Determinism-Genes Controls our Biology. We becomes victims to our genetic heredity. The feelings of having no say or input into what is occurring within my genetics, creates a reduction and a lowering of vibrational energy of light.
Today the new science of Epigenetics, that our consciousness and our response to our environment is what controls our genetics. In the ways I perceive my environment around me either from a stressful and threatening way or from a supportive and an integrative way. Either way effects the quality of communication that occurs within my genetic activity. Therefore, my Environment is always enhancing genetic communication, or decreasing and hindering my genetic communication. This comes from the physical activity of others, to the toxicity in our food and land supply systems. Including the side effects within our medicine. This and so much more can separate and decrease the quality of my genetic communication, therefore reducing the tight junctions around my organs and cells. Lowering and destroying the quality of Light that is needed for Repair and Healing. Also, the ways I perceive and choose the actions I take and communicate in how I perceive my actions and the environment around me, all effect the quality of Light for Repair and Healing.
This is all under the control of my Mind and how it perceives the world around me. As the new science is assisting us today in realizing how my Mind is in control on both what I perceive of my environment around me is ally only 5% accurate most of the time. My subconscious mind is in control of how I perceive my environment around me 95% of the time.
The meaning of subconscious is where my history of my experiences and what I have been exposed to or taught is what automatically controls the quality of my emotional response. When I express my self in the ways of emotional reactivity to the world within and around me. My subconscious mind is being influenced by negativity of my experiences of separations and limitations. This guides me in the quality of my emotional responses to my self and others.
When my emotional response is guided by my subconscious mind through the Light of the Wisdoms, this is guided by either my direct experiences within my life or what I have observed and been taught through living life around me. A simple way to measure my subconscious mind control within me, I ask myself each day, “what percent of my time did I have emotional reactivity in creating feelings of separation, isolation, or how was I communicating the need to control, or felt out of control within my life today?”
Any and all emotional reactivity is under the control of my subconscious mind wounded state. Any and all emotional expression through the Light of the Wisdoms is under could also be influence through my subconscious mind. Therefore experiencing an influence of my communication within my genes, and either decreasing or increasing the building and repair of Light for repair and healing.
The equations to ask my self each day: “Today did I increased my experience within the quality of my Light and my expression of my life for how many hours within the realms of the Light of the Wisdoms.
In an Indigenous Way of Living Life there is no separation between my realm of physical matter and my realm of Light living within the subtle energies of Light. Besides no separation, I am also always being re-weaved back into my unknown new form and new shape of Light of the unknown possibilities that can exist for me. This weaving together of this Light of the Heart Behind Everything is what influences my genetic heredity and opens me to my unknown possibilities of my Epigenetics. This is why in all ritual activity of the Tz’utujiil Maya, the first levels of communications is the petitioning for this weaving together back into the Heart behind Everything in life both inner and outer to the Light of the Unknown Possibilities.
8:47 - 10:55 False Belief #3:
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False Belief #3 Evolution is driven by Random Mutations. In our separation and in our isolation, randomness is the driving force behind my outer behaviors. The new science teacher us that Evolution is driven my Adaption. Life is driven my “Purposeful Change” to naturally adapt to my inner and my outer environment.
If my inner environment, my subconscious mind, is influenced by my wounded experiences, I will naturally adapt all my outer perceptions and expressions in a wounded, separated, isolated way of living my life. If my inner environment, my subconscious mind, is influenced by my experiences within the Light of the Wisdoms, I will naturally adapt all my outer perceptions and expressions in an expression of unknown possibilities, where co-partnership and co-operation becomes the foundation in the ways of living my life.
When my outer environment is filled with levels of toxicity, and pollutions, this creates an environment of separation and isolation. My Epigenetics will naturally adapt to living in an inner environment of separation, isolation, and hopelessness which guides my way to perceive and communicate about people and events around me in a similar way. When my outer environment is filled with levels of Light and the Light of Wholeness and Flow of Light of Interconnectivity, this creates an environment that is weaved together by the Light of the Unknown Possibilities. My Epigenetics will naturally adapt to living in an inner environment of perceptions and communications about the people and events around me in a similar way.
In an Indigenous Way of Living Life since there is no separation between my realm of physical matter and my realm of Light living within the subtle energies of Light. Besides living within the Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity, and it is natural for me to be always re-weaved back into my unknown new form and new shape of Light of the unknown possibilities. This weaving together of this Light of the Heart Behind Everything is what influences my genetic heredity to being open to my unknown possibilities of my Epigenetics. My adaptability to this flow of Light is my natural state.
This is why in all ritual activity of the Tz’utujiil Maya, after we have petitioned for this weaving together back into the Heart behind Everything in life both inner and outer to the Light of the Unknown Possibilities. We focus up open the known and unknown areas both within our body and to the outer world around that is separated, so we can adapt instead to the unknown possibilities of Light behind those areas and events in our life that have become separated and isolated.
10:56 - 13:04 False Belief #4:
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False Belief #4 Evolution is drive by competition and conquering, and destroying in order to have power over one another and power over our environment and anything and everything that exists around us. To win, to conquer I now have created a competition for survival. Since there will never be enough for all of us, I can justify my motivations for power over, for survival, for competition, to hoard anything and everything to prove I have power to survive.
Evolution is naturally based upon cooperation between everything and anything. The Light of the Unknown Possibilities and the Light of the Unknown Potential behind all of life is waiting to emerge and be expressed at the heart of who we are in Living Life. All of Nature is built upon cooperation and all Nature is based upon Unity. Everything and Anything that exist in the outer physical world is here to live life in the Flow of the Light of Interconnectivity created a Wholeness and Harmony within everything.
This is why in all ritual activity of the Tz’utujiil Maya, after we have petitioned for this weaving together back into the Heart behind Everything in life both inner and outer to the Light of the Unknown Possibilities. We focus up open the known and unknown areas both within our body and to the outer world around that is separated. Now we can adapt instead to the unknown possibilities of Light behind those areas and events in our life that have become separated and isolated.
We petition then all of the supportive forces of the Light of the Unknown Possibilities to gather and to be weaved within our heart of the unique Fire of the Light of who we are. So that what stands in the way from this Light of the Unknown Possibilities to emerge will be transmuted and this new form and this new shape of the Light of the Unknown can emerge. We ask that our brain can both be swept away and cleared of our old and known ways of living life. That news areas of our brain can emerge that will support us in Living Life through wholeness and harmony and interconnectivity within our life and the life around us.
This always begins by dropping our inner awareness into the Light of our inner First Fire within our inner Heart awareness. Asking to experience this weaving together of our core Light within our supportive Regenerative energies. The Light of our personal First Fire to be weaved together with our spirit or soul. The Light of our personal First Fire to be weaved together with our inner subtle energies. Feel these three parts of Light weaved together into a living emerging Light of the uniqueness of your Core Light.
Ask this Core Light to be weaved together with the Light Behind the Heart of Earth. Ask this to be weaved together with the Light Behind the Heart of Sky. Asking this to be weaved together with the Light Behind the Heart of Humanity. Ask your new emerging unique Light of your personal First Fire, that is a weaved light of the Heart behind each of these five parts.
Ask this to be your generating Light. Experience yourself as a generating Light being made available for any person, any collective group, any event, any situation, where the guiding Over-Light of these groups can use it to offer its members to find their unique Light of their First Fire. Trust the Over-Lighting energies to assist their members to be given the opportunity to choose an alternative form of communication and action based upon the Light of our inner True Gain Human Nature. As a generating Light, we are adding in this moment a shift from the reactive, challenging, dualistic, judgmental, bullying, threatening energies of its members to be able to experience the inherent seeded Wisdom at the core Light that is held within the heart of all Human Beings to be activated. Assist me, assist us, your Living Light of the Nawals to Birth Wisdom within me and my unique Light. To Birth Wisdom within us. To Birth Wisdom within all of Humanity.
As you explore these four false beliefs along with the chart of these 12 areas of life where we are taught to believe that we have no real influence over any of these areas. The beauty and the empowering ways through Epigenetics shows us that we have so much influence in the quality of our inner cellular and genetic communications through all forms of medicine, psychology, spirituality, and everything and anything within all of our Nature around us. This is hard researched science over the last forty years! Why do we keep on choosing to live within the dark ages of our subconscious mind?
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