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Meditations on Wisdom
Meditations on Wisdom Wednesday 29 March 2023
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Inner Silence :
Weaving Energy Intelligence Behind Everyday Life
First read the Cinquain Poem on the Tree of Life, then Press Play to Experience the Calling of the Tree of Life Force into your Body or Copy and Paste the link into your Browser to DropBox to play it there.
https://www.dropbox.com/s/eo91fhjf0nb2a9x/Tree%20%26%20Drum%20San%20Juan.mp4?dl=0
A cinquain poem is an unrhymed five line poetic form defined by words to express what you are sensing about each Daily Tree of Life Photo
The Heart of the Wisdom Teachings of the Tz’utujiil Maya Tree of Life in didactic Cinquain form:
“Tree
Fragile Essence
Sprouting Growing Flowering
Unique Unknown Potentials Possibilities
Creation”
Cultivating Gratitude through the Wisdom of Daily Nawals
Today’s Meditations on Wisdom covers the Eleventh & Twelfth Cycles within the Daily Nawal Lunar Cycles:
Day 20 Wednesday 29 March 2023 Nawal Tz’e’ Cycle 11-10
I invite to give and receive the Living Light and Love within Presence of Gratitude for the ability to live from the presence of Wisdom that connects me to what is possible behind my words, my actions, my beliefs, and my dreams. I feel the Gratitude of Wisdom's Light, for it will allow my will to dissolve the attributes of pride, ambition, envy.
Day 1 Thursday 30 March 2023 Nawal Batz’ Cycle 11-11
I invite to give and receive the Living Light and Love within Presence of Gratitude so I may live with the presence of Wisdom behind everything and anything and with everyone I engage in both inwardly and outwardly within my life. I feel the Gratitude of Wisdom flowing through my blood.
Day 2 Friday 31 March 2023 Nawal Beey Cycle 11-12
I invite to give and receive the Living Light and Love within Presence of Gratitude so I may live with the presence of Wisdom allowing my inner destiny to emerge. I feel the Gratitude of Wisdom flowing through my brain and nervous system.
Day 3 Saturday 1 April 2023 Nawal Aaj Cycle 11-13
I invite to give and receive the Living Light and Love within Presence of Gratitude for the ability to live from the presence of Wisdom, so I may experience the possible emerging through all of the organic and mineral forms, all plants, all animals, all humans, and between all electrical pulses being embraced by Gaia’s Living Light. I feel the Gratitude of Wisdom flowing through my bones, spinal column, and full skeletal system.
Day 4 Sunday 2 April 2023 Nawal I’x Cycle 12-1
I invite to give and receive the Living Light and Love within Presence of Gratitude for the ability to live from the Presence of Wisdom opening me to experience the dreaming energy of the heart behind everything that is visible and invisible. I feel the Gratitude of Wisdom flowing through my entire being, weaving the Light and Love into the form and shape of all things possible.
Day 5 Monday 3 April 2023 Nawal Tz’ikin Cycle 12-2
I invite to give and receive the Living Light and Love within Presence of Gratitude for the ability to live from the Presence of Wisdom, for the possible is always present and emerges through one’s quiet inner voice. I feel the Gratitude of Wisdom flowing through my path of the interconnectivity of the unbroken chain of energy-Love.
Day 6 Tuesday 4 April 2023 Nawal Ajma’k Cycle 12-3
I invite to give and receive the Living Light and Love within Presence of Gratitude for the ability to live from the presence of Wisdom overriding any and all darkness. Regardless of the source or origins of darkness, First Light transmutes this darkness. I feel the Gratitude of Wisdom flowing through my entire Being, for this presence of the First Light of Wisdom allows the reconciliation and the transmutation of any and all challenges into the emergence of new beginnings and possibilities.
Conrad Personal Notes
Wednesday 29 March 2023
Seed of Light
David:
“Remember that the Sacred is the primal, original Seed of Light. It is the Seed-Flame from whose Light all creation comes. When you acknowledge your being as a Seed of Light, you are performing an act of communion with the Sacred. You are joining yourself with the primal act of being a Seed of Light.”
Conrad:
“Our First-Fire (our Seed-Flame) contains is our unique form of our Seed of Light that is naturally weaved together by our soul through-out the emerging subtle energy body forming and shaping our embryonic development into a physical form. When we focus upon our First-Fire, we are acknowledging that I am a Seed of Light. That my Seed of Light is alive and available fro me as it is available for Everyone – Everything – Anything that exists within our livingness within Gaia. Also within each cell of my physical body is my unique form of Seed of Light weaved within the Seed-Flame of all creation. This is the living Light we are allowing to be awakened within every cell of our being and within every cell of Everyone – Everything – Anything. This awakening our our inner light within our cells forms the nucleus of our innate immune system.”
David First Way in Exploring Self-Light:
“The simplest way to engage and enhance your Self-Light is to honor and love who you are. To truly love yourself is not narcissistic; it’s not a matter of becoming consumed with self-adulation to the exclusion of others. It’s recognizing your sacredness, your unique identity, your irreplaceable value. No one else can bring to the world what you are bringing. There are so many voices in our world that want to tell us what’s wrong with us, how we’re failing, how little difference we can make, what a mess we are. It’s no wonder we begin to internalize these messages, energizing a self-critical, self-demeaning voice of judgment within ourselves. But this inner critic is not part of our Identity. It is simply a mental activity within our psyche, one of many but one that can create turbulence within our subtle body. It’s not a matter of denying our faults. We can certainly be discerning and aware of how we can improve in our lives, but we can be so out of a spirit of honor and love. Loving yourself is one way to enhance your Self-Light.”
“What is the work of a Seed of Light?
Pages 21 -22 Year Nine - Volume IV Views of the Borderland David Spangler:
“It does not make you special. It does not set you apart. The Seed does not say, “Look at me, how gloriously I can sprout and unfold!” It sprouts so that its life can vivify the soil of the garden, enabling other seeds to awaken and sprout as well. Being a Seed of Light does not mean you have a special power but that you can form connections and partnerships that allow the Light to emerge, whether these are with others incarnated with you or with those like ourselves.”
David:
“One who embodies the Seed of Light recognizes that this Light is not a monolithic or homogeneous phenomenon.”
Conrad:
“The Light of Seed contains four primary threads. Can you stop for a moment and declare to yourself that my First-Fire is weaved within the Seed of Light – the Seed Flame of all of creation! “I am a Seed of Light!”
David:
“There is the Light of Self that is meant to nourish and heighten the Sovereignty and Self-Light, within yourself and within others.
There is the Light of Order, which is meant to dispel the energetic clouds of disorder and fearful turmoil in the world, opening up pathways for the Light to reach into human hearts and minds, like beams of sunlight piercing a storm cloud.
There is the Light of Beginning and Renewal, the Light that opens minds and hearts to new possibilities and visions and that opens the way both for healing and for emergence.
And there is the Light of Love and Connection that provides the tools to build wholeness into your world.”
David:
“A seed embodies intent. This intent is not pressure; it is not straining or using force. It is a knowing that is confident of its emergence.
We ask you to hold the knowing that you are a Seed of Light, confident that Light can emerge from you. Hold this possibility for everyone you meet. You do not need to persuade them; you need only see and recognize the Seed within them, knowing it will know when to make itself known, which it can do in many different ways, for each person is a unique soil.”
David:
“As a Seed of Light, you cannot take this Light for granted. You must intend to be this presence. You do not have to have perception or awareness of the subtle domains—there may be good reasons in the integrity and wholeness of your incarnation that you do not—to do this work. For you can always set your intention to be a Light wherever you are, on all the levels that your energy touches. The skill you learn is not one of psychic ability but of intentionality born of love and compassion, hope and joy. This intent will awaken you in whatever ways are needful and appropriate for who you are and what you can do. Remember, a Seed is a seed because it holds the intent to be, the intent to unfold, the intent to connect with the soil around it, the intent to blossom. Without this intent, the Seed will be stillborn.”
Last week I asked you to explore David’s ritual in our developing and emerging relationship between our self as a Seed-Light and the Soil-Light of Gaia.
David:
“Begin by standing in your Sovereignty. Take a moment to honor yourself, your incarnate identity and the sacredness that is its foundation.”
“All around you is a Light that fosters and nurtures Life in all its forms, identities, and potentialities. This Light originates with the Sacred and is mediated into the world through the mind and heart, the will and love of Gaia, the Planetary Soul. In your mind's eye, see yourself embedded in this Light like a seed in the soil.”
“This Light has a specific purpose: to touch the Identity within you–within all things, all life–and to empower and nourish it to unfold like a seed, awakening and fostering your potentials, supporting and enabling you to become the fullness and wholeness of your being.”
“Now visualize your subtle body as a sphere around you, like the casing of a seed. Feel your subtle body, this sphere of energy, drawing in this Light, holding it, blending it with your Self-Light, then releasing it back out into the world as a blessing from your own identity nourishing the unfoldment of life in the world around you.”
“You are performing an act of respiration, taking in, holding, and releasing Light, taking in, holding, and releasing Light. If you wish, you can correlate this rhythm with your own physical breathing.”
“As you relax into this rhythm, allow this nurturing, Gaian, sacred Light to support you, vitalize you, draw your sacredness into greater radiance and life within you. Feel yourself as a seed nourished by this "soil." Feel your own potentials of Light unfolding within you and throughout your life. Feel yourself sprouting into the world as a presence of Light, Love, Joy, Life.”
“You don't have to work at this. Your job is to hold your Sovereignty, your awareness of yourself as a being of Light, a unique identity here to bless the world. In this exercise, it is the soil's job to enable you to sprout. Your job is to relax and be who you are in this moment, held and nourished by the soil of Light.”
“When you feel complete with this process, let go of the image of your subtle body and refocus your attention back into your body. Bless your body, bless the physical world around you, stand in your Sovereignty. Then go about your normal day.”
This week I would like your to keep exploring the above exercise, plus this simple practice in standing within the Seed-Flame of your being also by David.
David:
“Remember that the Sacred is the primal, original Seed of Light. It is the Seed-Flame from whose Light all creation comes. When you acknowledge your being as a Seed of Light, you are performing an act of communion with the Sacred. You are joining yourself with the primal act of being a Seed of Light.”
“Stand within the Seed-Flame of your being, which is itself an expression of the Seed of Light at the heart of all creation. Know that by stepping into and accepting the one, you are stepping into and accepting the other. Acknowledge the forms of Light that you may generate, the Light of Self, the Light of Order, the Light of Beginning and Renewal, the Light of Love and Connection, all dedicated to blessing the world in different ways. Are there other Lights you may manifest? That is for you to explore and discover.”
“There is a power in doing this, for each time you do, each time you enact this communion and link the flame and Light of your incarnation with that of creation, you heighten that communion and awareness in all Seeds of Light, no matter how deeply buried they may be in the soil of an incarnation. You are proclaiming to the world that this is the reality and that you are standing in that reality, letting your intention be like the sun that draws other Seeds to the surface and to sprouting. By acknowledging through your embodiment who you are, you make it possible for others to acknowledge this within themselves as well.”
Conrad:
Over the next weeks I will explore the living nature behind our own Seed-Light and how we are able to engage within our living of life through acknowledging not only our own Seed of Light within us. Also acknowledging the Seed of Light within others. Also acknowledging the Seed of Light with every event. Also acknowledging the Seed of Light within anything that exist within Gaia. The Seed of Light is expressed through the Presence of the Living Light of the Wisdoms we perceive and express to our self and to others and to the events of the world around us.”
Conrad:
“How much of your day consist of living as a Seed of Light or perceiving and communicating stories, information, and awareness of the Wisdom that is available to us throughout the cycle of day and night?”
Declare throughout your day: Conrad:
“The Light of Seed is weaved within my First-Fire. This is weaved within the Seed of Light – the Seed Flame of all of creation! “I am a Seed of Light!” This will weave you naturally into your Witness Self! Declare within yourself of others you perceive or others that flow into your inner and or outer awareness: “You are a Seed of Light!” Watch a movie or a television sho or news and declare “You are a Seed of Light!” Declare as you read blogs, news, or other information if if you do not agree with them and realize they too are “A Seed of Light!”
Conrad Personal Notes
Wednesday 22 March 2023
I would like you to start by reading David Spangler article on “Being a Seed.”
https://www.dropbox.com/s/0h8rvktlih06sfi/Being%20A%20Seed%20David%20Desk.pdf?dl=0
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David:
“We often try too hard to be spiritual, to discover, draw upon, and express our own inner nature. We can forget that we have help around us if we will access it. As part of our incarnational practice, we need to relax and allow the Light to bear us up and unfold the qualities we seek.”
Conrad:
The difference between our Mirror Self and our Witness Self. In our Mirror awareness the I of the personality perceives it has to be the active agent in charge of doing, creating, growing, and emerging.
In our Witness Self the I of the personality, yes remember that we are still the “I of the personality,” holds the knowingness or holds the awareness of our Wisdom, that we are always engaged in co-parternship relationships between the seen and unseen forces and beings. Instead of the I of doing, we are the I of unfolding and emerging.
David:
“In this, it is as if we are a seed embedded in the Life and Light of Gaia. The seed's job is to know what it is. The soil's job is to hold the seed and nurture it, bringing it what it needs to enable its identity to unfold and flourish. In this relationship, the seed doesn't struggle to bring forth its nature. It opens to the soil to empower it to do what it needs to be to unfold itself.
As a seed, our primary job is to know who we are–the kind of seed we are–and to be in touch with our individuality, our Sovereignty.
The soil's job–Gaia’s job–is to be a source of energy, empowering and aiding the unfoldment of our sacred nature.”
Conrad:
Everything, and Anything, and Everyone we come into contact with the I of our personality has the full support of Gaia to awaken, sprout, unfold, and emerge in our unknown possibilities. Opening to living within our Witness Self, or what David calls our Sovereignty, is our primary purpose in being alive. This is our natural space held within our Gaian Inner Nature. In this space, our felt-sense of our inner knowing is available and present.
Through this, we experience our unique felt sense of Gaia’s Living Light of Love and Joy is co-partnering with us. Through this inner space, the I of our witness personality can absorb the quality of Gaia’s Living Light.
This is where the seed of our unknown possibilities (the Light of our Heart Behind) is awakened within the physical matter of our subtle and physical energy body’s. Initially opening ourself into this form of our inner beingness. This is our foundational job.
We explore our foundational job within the context of Everything, and within the context of Anything we are engaged within both outside and inside of our awareness. Our primary foundational job of our personality is to be held within this inner space of our beingness with every person and with every form of nature we come into contact with.
We are wired to live our life while being held within this co-parternship relationship with Gaia, our Soul, and within Everything, and Anything, and with Everyone that emerges into our inner and/or outer awareness. This foundational wiring is weaved within the mystery within the subtle energy development forming our embryo. This then allowing the forming and shaping pf the cells, organs and systems into what will emerge as the physical matter of whop we are through our birth as an awakened body of matter into the awakened matter of outer life.
David discusses that in the development of our embryo, our soul weaves connections to the earth light energy of Gaia and other forces. In my Tz’utujiil culture, the first 3 months of development of the embryo, the wholeness helps within the subtle energy of both parents are weaved into the embryo. This occurs regardless of the outer involvement of the father.
The second cycle of embryonic development, the soul weaves the subtle energetic of the wholeness of ones potential immediate and extended physical family. Including the immediate and extended places of where the newborn will begin its growth and livingness within the earth. This also includes the subtle energy body’s of the Wholeness that is available within the physical essence of Light Behind the Earth Heart and Behind the Sky Heart.
The third cycle prepares the body of the mother and the physical place where the child will be born.
After brith, the fourth ritual weaves the subtle light energy held within these first three cycles of Rituals of Interconnectivity and Flow of Living Light into the newborns living nature.
As we enter life through our First Fire-Light that Presence that was weaved into our subtle and physical body’s is brought into the wholeness of our livingness. So the fullness of the Earth Gaia Light is weaved within my subtle and physical body’s so as my personality, the I can explore the Art of Remembering and invite into my felt sense awareness my abilities to be a co-partner with Gaia and my soul in emerging into the Who I Am as a personality weaved within the heart of Gaia and my Soul living life in my awakened physical body.
So to live naturally within my Sovereignty, within my Witness Personal Self as my personality, opening to the “Art of Remembering is foundational. I am always held within the Knowingness that my personality-my personal self is formed and shaped through the Presence of the Light of Joy and the Presence of the Light of Love and the Presence of the Light of Gaia and the Presence of my Soul. This knowingness assist me to live within the Wisdom that the personality of I holds the unknown possibilities to always being weaved within my subtle energies and weaved within the support of my subtle energy body flowing into and awakening the Light within the cells of my body. That in my body I hold the ability to be a generator of healing light and the living light of health and wholeness of my unknown possibilities through Love. This is what naturally is always available to me when i can live as this generator of Living Light into Everything, into Anything, and with Everyone is my life. I, as all of Gaia’s Beings are a Miracle of unknown possibilities.
So when David focus is about holopoiesis, the innate ability to generate self within the whole, David focus is about the “making” part of self weaved into the whole. Autopoiesis and holopoiesis are natural processes that require no conscious intervention. However, where we are concerned, they are processes in which we can consciously participate and with which we can partner.
Autopoiesis and holopoiesis are active principles. They affirm that we can ourselves be active agents in determining the kind of person we are and the kind of world we inhabit and share.
I find this an empowering idea. It means we have the capacity to determine the kind of person we wish to be in the world. We are not merely victims nor clay to be shaped by others. We can “make” ourselves. We can be self-generating.
Likewise, we can co-create connectedness, collaboration, and partnership—i.e. wholeness—with the world around us. We can act to enhance and increase the health and wholeness of the world.
In short, we are Co-Makers. Whether the selves and the world we make are positive and creative–or toxic and destructive–is up to us. The future lies in our poietic lap.
We are always self generating:
The Mirror Self usually is self generating limitations, separation, duality, isolation, duality, and hopelessness.
The Witness Self is self generating our wholeness-the weaving together at this moment of time our Interconnectivity and Flow - our ability to create and collaborate within a living co-partnership relationship within everything within our body to everything, anything, and everyone in our seen physical world through our inner weaved relationships within all subtle body’s behind all forces and beings.
David also focuses upon Sovereignty. “Out of its sacred Identity, its Light and living energy, the Soul projects a current of intentionality and love into the subtle field of the Earth. Engaging the subtle energies of the Earth, this current of energy, which I have named Sovereignty, galvanizes and attracts to itself what it needs from the subtle substance of the world in order build a subtle body that allows it to participate in the Incarnate Realms. It blends these subtle energies of Earth Light together with its own Soul Light to form an alchemical union.”
Conrad:
So we begun today discussion around the difference between our Mirror Self and our Witness Self. In our Mirror awareness the I of the personality perceives it has to be the active agent in charge of doing, creating, growing, and emerging.
In our Witness Self the I of the personality, holds the knowingness or holds the awareness of our Wisdom, that we are always engaged in co-parternship relationships between the seen and unseen forces and beings. Instead of the I of doing, we are the I of unfolding and emerging.
We are wired to live our life while being held within this co-parternship relationship with Gaia, our Soul, and within Everything, and Anything, and with Everyone that emerges into our inner and/or outer awareness. This foundational wiring is weaved within the mystery within the subtle energy development forming our embryo. This then allowing the forming and shaping pf the cells, organs and systems into what will emerge as the physical matter of whop we are through our birth as an awakened body of matter into the awakened matter of outer life.
So this week I would like you to explore David’s ritual in our developing and emerging relationship between our self as a Seed-Light and the Soil-Light of Gaia.
David:
“Begin by standing in your Sovereignty. Take a moment to honor yourself, your incarnate identity and the sacredness that is its foundation.”
“All around you is a Light that fosters and nurtures Life in all its forms, identities, and potentialities. This Light originates with the Sacred and is mediated into the world through the mind and heart, the will and love of Gaia, the Planetary Soul. In your mind's eye, see yourself embedded in this Light like a seed in the soil.”
“This Light has a specific purpose: to touch the Identity within you–within all things, all life–and to empower and nourish it to unfold like a seed, awakening and fostering your potentials, supporting and enabling you to become the fullness and wholeness of your being.”
“Now visualize your subtle body as a sphere around you, like the casing of a seed. Feel your subtle body, this sphere of energy, drawing in this Light, holding it, blending it with your Self-Light, then releasing it back out into the world as a blessing from your own identity nourishing the unfoldment of life in the world around you.”
“You are performing an act of respiration, taking in, holding, and releasing Light, taking in, holding, and releasing Light. If you wish, you can correlate this rhythm with your own physical breathing.”
“As you relax into this rhythm, allow this nurturing, Gaian, sacred Light to support you, vitalize you, draw your sacredness into greater radiance and life within you. Feel yourself as a seed nourished by this "soil." Feel your own potentials of Light unfolding within you and throughout your life. Feel yourself sprouting into the world as a presence of Light, Love, Joy, Life.”
“You don't have to work at this. Your job is to hold your Sovereignty, your awareness of yourself as a being of Light, a unique identity here to bless the world. In this exercise, it is the soil's job to enable you to sprout. Your job is to relax and be who you are in this moment, held and nourished by the soil of Light.”
“When you feel complete with this process, let go of the image of your subtle body and refocus your attention back into your body. Bless your body, bless the physical world around you, stand in your Sovereignty. Then go about your normal day.”
David First Way in Exploring Self-Light:
“The simplest way to engage and enhance your Self-Light is to honor and love who you are. To truly love yourself is not narcissistic; it’s not a matter of becoming consumed with self-adulation to the exclusion of others. It’s recognizing your sacredness, your unique identity, your irreplaceable value. No one else can bring to the world what you are bringing. There are so many voices in our world that want to tell us what’s wrong with us, how we’re failing, how little difference we can make, what a mess we are. It’s no wonder we begin to internalize these messages, energizing a self-critical, self-demeaning voice of judgment within ourselves. But this inner critic is not part of our Identity. It is simply a mental activity within our psyche, one of many but one that can create turbulence within our subtle body. It’s not a matter of denying our faults. We can certainly be discerning and aware of how we can improve in our lives, but we can be so out of a spirit of honor and love. Loving yourself is one way to enhance your Self-Light.”
Conrad:
Loving my body as a Miracle, a container of Health and Wholeness within my knowingness that it is a generator of Loving Light within it current condition of suffering and challenges.
In order to experience my loving and nurturing Self-Light, I invite the Light of my Soul-its light of Renewal to be weaved within the Light of Gaia-the Heart Behind the Earth and the Heart Behind the Sky. Through this weaving, this emerging Self-Light is now at my core and my focus of who I am as a personality. For this Emerging Self-Light is my personal identity.
Through my Self-Light I touch the area of pain in my body.
I honor this pain and all areas mentally, emotionally, and physically that are weaved to this pain.
In this same touch I honor that beneath this surface of pain, is also my Emerging Self-Light.
I invite my Emerging Self-Light to radiate it Presence through this awake matter area of my body.
I invite my Emerging Self-Light to radiate it’s Presence through my Wholeness all around me into all forms of awake matter.
Conrad Personal Notes
Wednesday 15 March 2023
I want to continue this week on David’s perspectives on Self-Light and it’s relationship of shifting from our Mirror Self to our Witness Self. Let’s start with how both our Mirror and our Witness Self’s are all part of our same personality. We are not trying to get rid of our personality because it is flawed or less then. Both forms of our Self’s create a Living Light of Beauty. Yes both create a Living Light of Beauty! Reflect on this for a moment.
That why for the last thirty plus years I have focused upon exploring how allowing the Light of Love is there to soften the heart behind our challenges and our sufferings and pains that emerge within life. Inviting this Presence of the Living Light of Love to soften the Heart Behind our challenges. To soften the Heart Behind our suffering. To soften the Heart Behind our painful Self’s – weaved within our Mirror Self. This allows this same personality that is generating a certain quality of Light to suddenly be the same person. Now, through this emergence of Living Light within the “Soil of Gaia” I emerge in my weaved forms as my Witness Self. Now generating a different quality of Light.
I’m still the same Conrad that was lost into my pain and suffering. But through then intensity of the “Presence of the Living Light of Love,” allows me first to experience my Interconnectivity between my inner and outer subtle forms of Light. As I emerge into my wholeness for the unknown possibilities at this moment in time – who I was is still present. Yet my focus is not upon my current limitations. Instead my identity is focused upon my emerging Self-Light. With that, I perceive and experience my pain and my suffering differently. Therefore I experience Conrad differently. This can only occur through the deepening of the weaving of Conrad into the Living Light held with the Wisdom of Gaia. Shifting Conrad from my focus upon Conrad’s human nature into Conrad’s Gaian Nature - still maintain the qualities of Conrad’s personal human self.
Entering into my personal mystery of my “Seed of Light,” my Heart Behind. Now Conrad is weaved within the Flow of Interconnectivity of the Seed of Heart Behind Everything. Weaved within the Flow of Interconnectivity of the “Seed of Heart Behind Anything. Weaved within the Flow of Interconnectivity of the “Seed of Heart Behind Everyone. Allowing the Living Light held within the soil of light of Gaia. Placing Conrad onto the Road of Transformation allows the Living Light within the “Soil of Gaia” to nourish my Seed of Light – the seed of my heart behind the unknown possibilities of Conrad. The “Soil of Gaia” is what allows Conrad the ease in his ability to both experience the shifting into his Witness Self. But more importantly, the “Soil of Gaia” supports Conrad in being weaved within Gaia, allowing him the freedom of living naturally within his Witness Self.
David writes:
¨Let’s look at this process more closely, as there is more going on than simply the creation of an embryonic subtle body. A new form of soul comes into being also, one belonging not exclusively to the spiritual realms but now part of the Earth as well. I call this the Emergent Soul, as it is an expression of our “Soul-ness” that develops and emerges throughout our incarnation. It is the unique soul energy of this particular incarnation.
This alchemical mix of soul energies and earth energies creates a unique blend of Soul Light and Earth Light. Metaphorically, it’s like a glow stick. When you bend and shake a glow stick, you enable the chemicals within it to mix and react, creating light, the glow of chemical luminescence. In the interaction of soul “chemistry” and earth “chemistry,” an analogous reaction occurs, creating the radiance of individualized, incarnate Light. I call this Self-Light. And just as the chemical light of the glow stick is contained within a translucent plastic tube, so our Self-Light is held within the Emergent Soul, the sacred presence in each of us. This Self-Light, like the light of a new-born star, then radiates out into the Incarnate Subtle Realms.”
Conrad:
That what I described above the shifting from Mirror to Witness Self’s, with the emergence of our Emergent Soul awakening our weaved unknown possibilities of our Seed of Light. Now Conrad’s personality is still holding all of the same qualities as he had in his Mirror Self only moments ago. The difference now is Conrad’s inner and outer expression of those qualities are now being expressed through the unique Living Light of Conrad through his words, actions, and creativity. Conrad is now a generator of his unique quality of light – which changes drastically Conrad’s personal radiance as the Living Light of his unique form of Beauty.
This generation of Beauty both inwardly effecting the quality of Living Light within Conrad’s Mitochondria, therefore firing off the new unknown qualities of light within the cells of Conrad body effecting the quality of his personal Health. This cycle cannot be fully actualized for Conrad unless he is living as this generator of Living Light.
Conrad is exploring and learning to live as a Gaian Being that is Human as a generator of his unique quality of Living Light, not just through Conrad’s time in mediation or conscious intentions, or through his inner moments within his reflective time. Conrad’s strongest ability of being a generator of Living Light while living within the outer world is through the actions I take in my thoughts, feelings, and emotions. In how I respond in the actions I take to everything, and to anything, and to everyone that comes into my awareness.
Critical Wisdom: The quality of Conrad’s health and well-being is not determined by Toxicity of others. It is not determined by the Toxicity of Conrad’s outer environment. It is not determined by the Toxicity of the actions of others in Conrad’s outer world. Conrad’s quality of Living Light is based upon his ability of becoming a even stronger generator of Living Light when the levels of inner and outer Toxicity is the greatest behind everything, and anything, and everyone. It is the ways Conrad chooses to respond in all forms of inner and outer actions that will support him in the qualities behind him in Living Life!!!!
Indigenous cultures always communicate this knowingness that all illness always emerges when I am not living my purpose in life. My Mirror Self perceives this as I need to change my relationships, my professions, or stay away from Toxic people and events around me. My Witness Self can only know this through the quality of the Living Light of my Interconnectivity and Flow within my Wholeness within the soil of Gaia. Therefore whatever changes I think I need to make in my relationships, my profession, or within the toxicity of people and events is really determined by my response of Living Light within any and all situations that life brings forward for me.
So as the toxicity of my current life keeps increasing, no outer changes I make, or convincing others to be responding to me differently will allow me to be weaved into the quality of Living Light that I need at this movement of time in my life. Illness, suffering, challenges, pain are not reflections that I am doing things WRONG! It only means that Conrad, to be living his life in this moment of time, Conrad needs an UPGRADE in the quality of his Living Light. This happens when Conrad is weaved into the quality of generating Light that is needed for me in my NOW moment. This can only occur within Conrad’s ability to be weaved fully within the soil of Gaia, regardless of Conrad’s perception of the toxicity of his life at this movement in time. As Conrad responds within his purpose of the quality of his ability to be a generator of his unique Self-Light.
David Writes:
The importance of this idea lies in countering a common assumption that all Light comes from a transcendental place outside of us and that the best we can do is to receive it and reflect it. The fact of our Self-Light means that we, also, are sources of Light. We are not simply like planets that only reflect the light of a distant star. We are like stars ourselves, radiant, generative sources of our own Light. Understanding and realizing this is an important and empowering shift of attitude, an integral part of Incarnational Spirituality. It allows us to be more effective in our engagements with subtle energies.
Self-Light is always present. It’s a condition of our incarnation much as heat in our body is a by-product of physical exercise.”
Next week I will complete our focus on Self-Light and enter into the discussion of our unique “Seed of Light” held within our “Heart Behind” of who we truly are. Exploring the awakening of our unique seed of light of our unknown possibilities within the seed of Light held within the soil of Gaia and Gaia’s unknown possibilities held within Earth.
Conrad:
This next week please continue to explore the various ways of what changes within you occur through the various way you respond to and interact within life. Explore the various shifts that occur within you as your depth and your breath of responding within the toxicity of life and the quality of changes occur (or not occur) as you are weaved within the soil of Gaia.
This last week I entered into a new phase of my living relationship within the over-lighting Presence of Cerro de Oro – the primary home of the Wisdom of the Tz’utujiil Maya people for thousands of years. Being weaved within and now exploring being held within this new pattern of Living Light of the Ancient ancestors. This is allowing me to integrate this material of Self-Light in a way that was not available to me the day before.
Enjoy the images and videos from this empowering ritual of being weaved into the soil of Gaia through the soil of Paq’alib’al and their living ancestors of the Tz’utujiil Maya emerging from their “Place of Nurturance and Sustenance.”
Click the link below to experience the Rituals at Cerro de Oro and Third Procession preparing for the Centering of the World.
https://www.dropbox.com/sh/lstxwh9z96kkv72/AACcc5IMZi5KpBVxU4zpZrEoa?dl=0
Conrad Personal Notes
Wednesday 8 March 2023
I would like you to read David Spangler recent newsletter on “Self-Light: What it is,” at this link below:
https://www.dropbox.com/s/t81p3hi9kypmt6p/David%20Self-Light%20Newletter.pdf?dl=0
Highlights From the “Self-Light” article:
David:
Let’s look at this process more closely, as there is more going on than simply the creation of an embryonic subtle body. A new form of soul comes into being also, one belonging not exclusively to the spiritual realms but now part of the Earth as well. I call this the Emergent Soul, as it is an expression of our “Soul-ness” that develops and emerges throughout our incarnation. It is the unique soul energy of this particular incarnation.
Conrad:
Part of the development of our subtle body is the weaving together of the Soul Light weaved within the Earth Light – creating your unique “energies” Light of You!
Our Sovereignty is when we have allowed our various forms of Light to be weaved together that form our system of “self-generating light.” As David wrote: “Autopoiesis is where the key property of all of life inherently holds the capacity to be self-generating and within it boundaries to be self-maintaining. Within the force of Creation is held this Light or Energy or Subtle Living Presence to draw things together to create a larger whole-wholeness.” Through our “Witness Self” that is weaved from within our Sovereignty emerging within our inner subtle nature of Light allows us to be we our unique form of self-generating.
David:
“I call this Self-Light. And just as the chemical light of the glow stick is contained within a translucent plastic tube, so our Self-Light is held within the Emergent Soul, the sacred presence in each of us. This Self-Light, like the light of a new-born star, then radiates out into the Incarnate Subtle Realms.”
“The Emergent Soul is generative; it produces a spiritual energy or Light, fueled by the streaming energies of love and intentionality from the Soul that is continually embracing the formative subtle energies of the Earth and blending with them. This is why incarnation is not an event, like birth, but an ongoing process of creative engagement throughout our lifetime.”
“The Emergent Soul really is like a star within us, radiating its new frequency of Self-Light. It means that we are each a unique source of Light within the incarnate realm. We are contributing to the overall spiritual energy and Light of the Earth.”
“This radiation of Self-Light creates a “space,” a field or matrix of identity and energy around which the subtle body of the newly incarnating individual forms out of the non-physical substrate energies of the incarnate realm. In a way, Self-Light is the energetic “DNA” of the new incarnation, setting into motion the “energies of self.”
“Self-Light makes the subtle body possible but it is not necessarily part of the subtle body, though it can become such if the life of the individual attunes to his or her Self-Light and draws it out into greater activity.”
Conrad:
Wholeness occurs through the process of emerging into our Sovereignty and the Autopoiesis. Both Zach and David talk about the importance of Light within our body and our cells. Only through our witness self can we become the self-generating light of our unique form of Unknown Possibilities that want to emerge. In my Tz’utujiil traditions this is the focus of all rituals. This is why we do the Daily Nawal rituals and the short focus upon the gratitude rituals from each of the Daily Nawals. Through the Daily Nawals and the other subtle allies of the Tz’utujiil forces within their traditions, awaken the self-light within us. In turn, this awakens a deeper wave of self-light within the subtle realms of Paq’alib’al.
David:
“Enhancing Your Self-Light
Everyone has Self-Light. However, not everyone expresses it in the same way or to the same extent. We may be stars, but we can be bright or dim depending on the overall state of our being and consciousness.
The main factor influencing the extent to which our Self-Light influences the world around us is the overall condition of our subtle body and in particular of our psyche, which is to say of our mental and emotional activities and their influence on our subtle energetic field. When we are in inner turmoil and our psyche is “turbulent” or our thinking and feeling is caught up in negativity, our Self-Light is obscured. When our psyche is clear and calm and our thinking and feeling are positive, then our Self-Light has an unobstructed energetic pathway into the world.
Self-Light can be enhanced, that is, we can increase the amount of “cash” we have in our pocket. The least we can do is open the way for it by clearing, balancing, and attuning our thoughts and feelings and their impact on our subtle body so that they’re not obstructing the radiance of our Self-Light. Many things can help here: meditation, breath work, body work, exercise, as well as anything that uplifts us and gives us a sense of joy and love. Beyond this, there are three specific ways of increasing our Self-Light: 1-honoring and loving ourselves, 2-engaging with the world in loving ways (horizontal spirituality), and 3-attuning to our soul or transpersonal self (vertical spirituality).”
David First Way:
“The simplest way to engage and enhance your Self-Light is to honor and love who you are. To truly love yourself is not narcissistic; it’s not a matter of becoming consumed with self-adulation to the exclusion of others. It’s recognizing your sacredness, your unique identity, your irreplaceable value. No one else can bring to the world what you are bringing.
There are so many voices in our world that want to tell us what’s wrong with us, how we’re failing, how little difference we can make, what a mess we are. It’s no wonder we begin to internalize these messages, energizing a self-critical, self-demeaning voice of judgment within ourselves. But this inner critic is not part of our Identity. It is simply a mental activity within our psyche, one of many but one that can create turbulence within our subtle body. It’s not a matter of denying our faults. We can certainly be discerning and aware of how we can improve in our lives, but we can be so out of a spirit of honor and love. Loving yourself is one way to enhance your Self-Light.”
Conrad:
Let’s go back into the Mirror – Witness Video and then back into looking at your mirror self from your witness self. At the “heart behind your witness self” is your “First Fire.” This is your unique generating light -your initiating light of your fire that is weaved within the First Fire of all of Creation.
When we are born, this fire is within us and will continual to grow throughout our physical incarnation. This seed of our unique First Fire is our connection to the Sacred - the original Seed of Light. It is the Seed-Flame from which all Light of creation emerges from.
“As you perceive through your witness self your mirror self, acknowledge your beingness that “I am a Seed of Light.” “Invite your “Mirror Self’ to be weaved within your “Witness Self” emerging within your “wholeness” into your communion with the Sacred. You are joining yourself with the primal act of being a Seed of Light.
-Feel the felt sense of this weaving together of these three parts of your Mirror Self with your Witness Self with the Sacred behind all creation.
-Slowly breath this emergence together within you as the Seed-Flame of your being.
-Open to experience your felt sense knowing that you are an expression of the Seed of Light at the heart of all creation.
-Open into perceiving your felt sense that all of you, your Mirror and Witness Self, in your inner knowingness is as knowing I am this and more.
-Each time you are doing this you are weaving together not just what is within you, but your are awakening and weaving this communion of the Seed Flame and Light within all Seeds of Light to sprout and grow their unknown possibilities.
-This act assist not just your embodiment of who you are, but also the embodiment for others to acknowledge this within themselves as well.
David Second Way:
“Another way is what I think of as “horizontal spirituality.” This is a practice of intentionally expressing honor and love to the people and the things around you. After all, they all, too, contain sacredness.
This loving connection is two-fold. It honors the form of things, the physical structure and function that an object provides, or the form of a person or other living creature. Our forms and structures are our points of initial connection with the world around us. Within and behind these forms, though, is a living spirit. It may be an individualized spirit, as in the case of other people, or it may be part of a larger collective spirit or a field of being. Whatever it is, though, it is a part of the Life of the Sacred, the Life that permeates all creation. By opening your heart to the world around you, you create channels and connections through which your Self-Light can flow out into the world. Such channels of lovingness evoke our Self-Light, enhancing it through giving it means to express.”
Conrad:
This is similar to perceiving while looking into the eyes and heart of another - that they too are a soul. But instead of just thinking or saying this, open to the flow of Living Light your are exploring above, and invite this Light to radiate from your whole beingness to the beingness of another. Explore doing this to a group of people. Explore doing this to an event. Explore doing this anything and everything and everyone that is within your inner or outer awareness.
David Third Way:
“The third way of enhancing Self-Light is to attune to and evoke the presence of the soul. After all, Self-Light ultimately emerges as a result of the soul’s living energy engaging with the energies of the world. If you mindfully attune to the soul and draw its transpersonal energies to you, you are adding fuel to this engagement. You are “stoking the fire,” so to speak.
It’s important to remember that your soul is in loving collaboration and partnership with your incarnate self or personality. Indeed, your Emergent Soul is an integral part of your incarnate self. You’re not invoking the soul to “take over,” or to dominate, though the love and wisdom of your soul can certainly add to your everyday human life. The soul and the personality are not at war with each other; rather they are two parts of a larger incarnational wholeness. The object of the exercise is wholeness, not conquest or domination. To love yourself, your personal self, and to align with and evoke the presence of your soul, your transpersonal self, are ways of enhancing this partnership and collaboration. Aligning with the love that flows from your soul—or from any other transpersonal source to which you feel attuned—is a powerful way to raise the intensity and radiance of your Self-Light.
The “dimmer switch” that raises or lowers the intensity and radiance of your Self-Light is love: love of self, love of the world and the other, love of soul, and through these three, love of the Sacred that is the Ground of Being within them all. When we love, our Self-Light brightens; when we hate or surround ourselves with negativity, our Self-Light dims (though it never goes out).”
Conrad:
Last year I journeyed you through the “Spectrum of Love” created and taught by David and Julia Spangler. This also occurs when your invite the “Light That Renews” to be present. For the “Light That Renews” as I have explored a number of times these last 15 months is the most empowering force of Light of “Repair – Healing – Emergence – Living.”
Conrad Personal Notes
Wednesday 1 March 2023
I want to start with a deeper clarification of what this means to be a “self-generating” system. The key takeaway from this discussion is my Mind’s focus can NEVER create or open to the unknown. The best my Mind can do is to self-generate the potential I can believe to have at any moment in time. My Mind is not capable of focusing upon itself for the unknown possibilities. My Mind cannot be open to the vast inner resources that are possible within one self.
To creat my own reality where I am no longer influenced by my subconscious mind, can really only occur when I am living and being supported in my present moment within time. To the depth of separation, isolation, and control I am focusing upon to be or to be doing something, this means I have separated myself from my natural weaved patterning from within both my inner subtle energy Light body and the outer subtle energy Light of nature around me.
Creating my own reality. Taking back my inner empowerment. Freeing myself from my dualities my limitations of my subconscious mind, only occurs through my “Witness Self.” My “Witness Self” is activated by the process of “Autopoiesis and Holopoiesis.” This inner process allows me to experience my inner affirmation that I can truly live from my inner self as an active agent in determining the kind of person I deserve to be in the kind of world I deserve to inhabit and share with everyone and share with everything in my life.
Where my Microbiome is weaved within my inner subtle energy of Light. This is weaved within the outer subtle energy of Light around me. Living my Life through my inner weaved subtle nature of Light is more then only a foundational part of my Repair and Healing journey.
Living my Life through my inner weaved subtle nature of Light from within me to everything, and anything, and everyone around me becomes my foundational basecamp for living my life as a generator of Light. Through this weaving of my inner subtle energy Nature of Light naturally rebalances and restores my cells, systems, and organs. My “Mirror Self” cannot accomplish this generative, restorative, or regenerative nature of my cells, organs, and systems.
As I am open in allowing my mirror self to be upgraded through this weaving together of my and natures Gaian Inner Intelligence gives me the ability to explore living from this upgrade. With time, my upgrade will become the new emerging foundational structure of who I am as a Gaian Being that is Human. This allow me the ability of living my unknown possibilities that always was alive within me.
This is why the the process of “Autopoiesis and Holopoiesis” is an important inner process to allow me to experience my inner affirmation in living my life from within my inner innate Wisdom within my self and the innate Wisdom of Gaia. My personal notes below from Wednesday 22 February 2023 is still available to review easily once again David’s discussion around “Autopoiesis and Holopoiesis.” The governance of my life from my Mind and its automatic relationship to my subconscious mind is so limiting. Yet, my subconscious mind is also educated through my “Witness Self” and it’s automatic relationship to my inner unknown possibilities support me in living my life from a place of optimum health. I believe this is why our subconscious mind was created.
So as Zach and I share about our innate Wisdom is always available to us, we are asking ourself to enter the mystery of our “Witness Self.” Through my “Witness Self” I know I am:
“I am a Miracle – I am Health – I am Knowingness and Love.”
I am no longer talking to my Mind Intelligence and it “Mirror Self.” I am talking to my Body’s Inner Subtle Energy’s Nature Intelligence, ignoring what my Mind is believing and focusing upon as it’s perceptions of current reality.
I know I hold a Presence of Living Light from all of Gaia’s Inner Intelligence. Co-partnering with the part of me that believes in my ability to be Regenerative, to be Rejuvenate, to create the Renewal that is needed to clean up this out of balance in my body and mind. Regardless of the feedback of my subconscious mind is perceiving and how it has been supported by the false and limited beliefs of the people around me. I ask the Presence of the Living Light of Hope, and Rei Pascal, so I may be place unto my path for Regeneration, for Rejuvenation, for the Renewal of my Light for the unknown possibilities. Create and emerge through my Body, my Mind, my Spirit, through my Subtle Energy Body’s, and my Environment within and around me, physical and unseen, so the quality of Light for Repair and Healing support me in Living Life today.
Three Beliefs for Living a Regenerative Life
Whenever I am diagnosed or I come down with a illness, regardless if it serious or part of just living within my everyday experiences of life. Or when I am experiencing a limitation within my mind, or a limitations within my body, regardless if this is occurring from a accident or occurring just through my living life. I open to be sure that at my foundational beliefs about myself and about what is occurring within my life is supported through the Presence of my Living Light of Wisdom, which supports within me living from these three core beliefs.
So that my perceptions of my self, and my current situation, is not influencing my Mind through my subconscious minds ways of perceiving my current reality from my previous experiences of myself or others, or the stories I have leaned about the reality of living life. Through these three core beliefs, I invite this Presence of the Wisdom of my “Heart Behind” Anything – my “Heart Behind Everything” – my “Heart Behind Everybody” I come into contact with, especially my “Team of Good Medicine,” weaves me into the person I am capable of becoming and live and perceive, and communicate within me and to others, so that the decisions that I make emerges from this flow of the Presence of the Living Light of my Wisdoms held within my unknown possibilities.
Zach Bush talks about these three tenets.
First, According to Zach Bush:
“I am a Miracle —
The more science discovers about biology, reality + physics, the more we do not know. We are endlessly complex and, on some level, inexplicable. We must bask in the miraculous nature of reality, to reach our full potential. You are a miracle. You are here for great purpose.”
What Zach Bush is asking us is to open to and to believe in that:
I am a Miracle – that despite the condition of my body in its depletion, in its isolation, and the variety of toxicity that it is creating this current condition as injury and illness and disease. Inherent in its “Heart Behind” in its subtle energy body, is a Presence of Living Light that holds the foundations for our body to emerge into being a Miracle, always exists within each of us that is always present and desiring to Emerge if is create a space within us for this Emergence.
In spite of our outer five sensory destruction that is being reproduced and what is being diagnosed as DISEASE, through our inner subtle energy body - it’s “Heart Behind” Presence of Living Light, this disease in its inner subtle energy body holds the mechanism to allow the Regeneration, the Rejuvenation, the Renewal for the Emergence of an unknown possibilities for Repair, for Healing, and for living a quality of Life we never dreamed possible based upon our current diagnosis of illness and destruction occurring within our body.
So I would say:
“I am a Miracle —
The greater scientific research discovers about biology, along with discovering about outer reality, plus what is emerging in our knowing within physics, the more I do not know. I am complex and always changing and adapting in ways that really has no end point. As I learn to accept this inner Wisdom of Knowing that I am a Miracle living within the nature of my outer reality. I am here to explore this Growing and this unknown possibilities for my Emerging quality of living my life. I am a miracle and I am here right now to be living this unknown possibility through exploring my subtle energy body’s “Heart Behind, for this is my true purpose of being here right now!”
Secondly, According to Zach Bush:
“I am Health —
If every cell in and on your body is in touch with self-identity, disease disappears. Stress of any sort can lead to disconnect from self-identity at the cellular level. Ultimately, health comes from within. No matter what your health may look like to the outside world, it is perfect for you right now. Your health is also dynamic, and you can change your body to hold a different level of health.”
What Zach Bush is asking us to open to and to believe that:
I am Health – that regardless of my diagnosis and regardless of my chances for survival, regardless of my physical or mental limitations, what exists within me is this Miracle for Regeneration. The Presence of my Living Light exists within my “Heart Behind” my inner biodiversity first within my own physical body. All of the various parts of my inner Biodiversity is supported through my Presence of my Living Light within my “Heart Behind.”
Through my inner Microbiome, this holds an ability to be weaved into the flow of the “Heart Behind” the Microbiome of any and all forms of Nature around me. This Microbiome is alive within every artifact both of and within my physical home and it’s objects. This Microbiome is alive within any and all forms of physical Nature around me. As I consciously open and invite this weaved nature of the flow of the Living Light of the Microbiome both within and without to be weaved together creating within an inner and outer forms of Interconnectivity. This becomes the foundation Living Light for Regeneration, Rejuvenation, and Renewal to be fully alive and present. This process of Renewal emerges naturally through the Presence of the Living Light of the “Heart Behind.” This emerges for my unknown possibilities for Health to be present, therefore I am able to experience directly and through my felt sense that “I Am a Miracle” rich within my Biodiversity, so that my unknown possibilities can emerge.
So I would say:
“I am Health —
Whenever I allow my self to experience this Living Presence of Light within every cell within and around my body, I am opening to being in touch with my true inner self-identity. Through this Presence of my Living Light within me, disease and injury begins to be transmuted and dissolves and disappears. Regardless to the sources of my Stress I am experiencing and how much I believe these Stresses are both personal accurately experienced within me, all create a disconnect and an isolation within. Me for my Presence of Living Light. It makes no difference who the person is, or whatever the event is, or the perceived perceptions about any part of my outer and/or inner environment, this all lead to a disconnect from my inner self-identity light at my cellular level.
Ultimately, true Regenerative Health can only emerge from within me. No matter what my outer health may look like to the outside world, the “Heart Behind My Regenerative Health” is in a state of Wholeness and perfection within my subtle energy body of Light right now. My health is always within a dynamic interchange and flow desiring to be weaved within me at any moment within my life. This allows the emergence of my sustainable way my life that allows the changes within my body to emerge into a fluidity to restore my unknown new quality of health.
Thirdly, According to Zach Bush:
“I am Knowingness and Love —
Knowingness, which is different from knowledge, is a vast field of information that exists in the Universe. When we access this field, we see the Beauty underlying reality; and this Beauty is an experience of Love. You have the ability to create health by tapping into your intuitive knowledge and loving your body.”
What Zach Bush is asking us to open to and to believe that:
I am Knowingness and Love – that if I relied only upon my Minds Intelligence, it has little or no available information to assist me into experiencing directly or through my felt sense of knowing that “I am a Miracle” nor that “I am Health” nor that “I am Knowingness and Love.” My Minds Intelligence can never in its isolation, and in its separation from my inner Nature’s Intelligence. My Minds Intelligence cannot never allow this transmutation of my illness, or my disease, or my physical or mental limitations to occur.
My inner Nature’s Intelligence can be awaken through the weaving together of the inner Nature’s Intelligence held within the subtle energy body’s. This is held within what is called the Living Light Presence of the “Heart Behind.” This allows my inner – my micro Microbiome and my outer – my macro Microbiome to be stimulated, awakened, and weaved together through the subtle energy body of light – the “Heart Behind Everything,” and the “Heart Behind Anything,” and the “Heart Behind Everybody.” So when I say “I am Knowingness and Love,” I am inviting Nature’s Inner Intelligence to educate my Minds Intelligence to experience either directly or through my felt sense this Knowingness that this Living Light is what we call “Love” will ignite my inner Presence of Living Light to starts this journey for Repair, for Healing, and for the emergence of my unknown possibilities for a quality of Life within my Body, my Mind, and my Spirit. As I journey within this weaved Presence of this Living Light of Wisdom, this allow myself and others to perceive the Beauty within the journey that I am on.
So I would say:
“I am Knowingness and Love —
Living from the Knowingness of my inner Nature’s Intelligence, is radically different from my knowledge coming within my Mind’s Intelligence and its influence from my subconscious mind. There exists within my inner subtle Nature’s Intelligence a vast field of information that exists within the Living Light of the Universe. As I allow this subtle Living Light Presence to be weaved within my subtle energy field, I immediately begin to experience and perceive the Beauty underlying all experiences of reality. This is the emergence of Beauty that naturally is present through my Knowingness that behind what I call the “Heart Behind Life” is created from what I call the Presence of the Living Light as Love. I and we all have a living Presence of Light within and around me to create health by tapping into my inner felt sense of my intuitive knowing of my inner Nature’s Intelligence. This allows me to experience what it meant to be loving my body.
These three core tenets that Zach brings forward, then emerges into why I desire and why we all deserve to experience through the Living Light behind the “Heart of Biodiversity.” This allows the Beauty that deserves to emerge through my Body. This allows the Beauty that deserves to emerge through my Mind. This allows the Beauty that deserves to emerge through my Spirit-Soul. This allows the Beauty that deserves to emerge through me as a human being who is both physical and subtle. This allows the Beauty that deserves to emerge through me living within an Environment that is both physically seen and unseen allowing me to experience myself living within my subtle inner nature. This allows the Beauty that deserves to emerge through me as a Being who is becoming aware of my co-parternship relationship within my inner nature’s intelligence. This is weaved within me as part of the larger living system as a Gaian Human Being weaved within a living system within the Heart Behind the inner Nature’s Intelligence within all of life.
Let’s review again the difference between my “Mirror Self” and my “Witness Self.”
In my “Mirror Self” as a self-generating system as I am focusing upon a certain set of beliefs or attitudes or experiences within my Mind Intelligence. This is being influenced by my sub-conscious mind history. This focused communication effects directly the forming and the shaping and the experiences of my subtle energy body’s and the amount of Light that is being generated or destroyed within my cellular reproduction.
For example, if I am living with guilt, blame, shame, fear, or whatever emotions and thoughts I have having, this is directly influencing the moment by movement reweaving of my subtle energy body’s and the quality of Light that is forming within my cellular communication. This creates a difficulty in allowing any other forms of focus to enter. Regardless if it either integrative or even more separated of a focus, it becomes difficult in allowing anything else to easily enter. This cuts off my relationship with my Microbiome and my Mitochondria communication within me and cuts of this communication within all of nature around me from occurring. This is what is inherent within each of us to be naturally “self-generating.” The stronger these quality of emotions and feelings I am experiencing, influencing greatly and closes off my inner communication from not allowing any other form of communication to be weaved together.
Through my “Witness Self” as a self-generating system, can only occurring when I am naturally in the flow of my Interconnectivity and my weaved wholeness to the Nature within and outside of me. My Microbiome and my Mitochondria is naturally being weaved and naturally is supporting my inner and outer Nature. Allowing me access to my Gaian Inner Intelligence.
This separates the influence of my Minds Intelligence and the influence of my subconscious mind to be in charge of what it might think I am needing or wanting. So my self-generating system is no longer being influenced by any preconceived thoughts, feelings, attitudes or beliefs. Instead, through my copartnership relationship with the qualities of Light within the Heart Behind Everything – Anything – Everyone influences the unknown possibilities.
This quality of Light becomes self-generating and deepens my living relationship with the Microbiome within and outside of me. This offers a quality of Light within my Mitochondria and stimulates my innate immune system in each cell within me.
In turn, this strengthens the weaving of my subtle energy body’s ability to be a generator of Light within in and outside of me. This opens me to my true inner Gaian Nature of living as a self-generating system.
In my “Witness” self-generating system, the Light of the Unknown Possibilities within me are stimulated to influence both my inner biology, but also influencing the quality of Light within the people and within the events around me. This allows the Forming, the Shaping, and the Weaving together of our combined Unknown Possibilities. This is at the Heart of our Gaian Inner Intelligence where the “Light of Joy” can enter in the forming, the shaping, and the weaving together of the Light of the Unknown Possibilities at any given moment in time.
Conrad Personal Notes
Wednesday 22 February 2023
Hopefully you have explored each day phase 1 of the video ”The Mirror” by Zach Bush on last Wednesday 15 February 2023 Blog! We are going to continue this week in exploring your felt sense experience between these two shifting perspectives within you and your emerging core of your body’s inner silence.
Today I want to explore a fundamental principal that emerges from Physics, the new Biology and new Medical research from Zach Bush, along with David Spangler of Lorian. This is also at the Heart of the Tz’utujiil way of Living. We as a human being, as well as Everything, and Anything, and Everyone holds at the Core of their Heart-ones First Fire – is the ability to be a self-generating system.
Please start by either reading David’s Desk 189 from 3 February 2023 and/or at the bottom of this writing is an audio companion with David and James discussing this idea further on “Poiesis.” Autopoiesis is where the key property of all of life inherently holds the capacity to be self-generating and within it boundaries to be self-maintaining. Within the force of Creation is held this Light or Energy or Subtle Living Presence to draw things together to create a larger whole-wholeness.
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https://lorian.org/community/2023/2/2/davids-desk-189
However, David focus here is not on the “auto” rather his focus is upon the “holo” of “poiesis.” The “self” and the “whole” are wonderful and important themes, but it’s the “making” part that interests David. Autopoiesis and holopoiesis are natural processes that require no conscious intervention. However, where we are concerned, they are processes in which we can consciously participate and with which we can partner.
Autopoiesis and holopoiesis are active principles. They affirm that we can ourselves be active agents in determining the kind of person we are and the kind of world we inhabit and share.
I find this an empowering idea. It means we have the capacity to determine the kind of person we wish to be in the world. We are not merely victims nor clay to be shaped by others. We can “make” ourselves. We can be self-generating.
Likewise, we can create connectedness, collaboration, and partnership—i.e. wholeness—with the world around us. We can act to enhance and increase the health and wholeness of the world.
In short, we are Makers. Whether the selves and the world we make are positive and creative–or toxic and destructive–is up to us. The future lies in our poietic lap.
We are always self generating:
The Mirror Self usually is self generating limitations, separation, duality, isolation, duality, and hopelessness.
The Witness Self is self generating our wholeness-the weaving together at this moment of time our Interconnectivity and Flow - our ability to create and collaborate within a living co-partnership relationship within everything within our body to everything, anything, and everyone in our seen physical world through our inner weaved relationships within all subtle body’s behind all forces and beings.
This is why I would like you to continuing to explore this week the felt sense awareness between your Mirror Self and your Witness Self.
Please re-read the transcript again after your reading and/or audio awareness of the process of holopoietic.
Transcript link in Dropbox:
https://www.dropbox.com/sh/gqjyya2m7o8xf5w/AABgW8MYXPBWK8HeO5HGVkdTa?dl=0
“The Mirror” link 1:58:
For all of Life is always coming apart in order to experience a unknown reweaving back together into a new unknown form and shape. This motivating Energy of Living Light is part of our Gaian Inner Intelligence always Emerging within the forming and shaping our inner KNOWING that the Living Light of the “Heart Behind Everything, the Heart Behind Anything, and the Heart Behind Everybody” is Love expressing itself as the Beauty we experience through this Transmutation. We are fully alive and living within the Living Light for Regeneration, within the Living Light for Rejuvenation, and within the Living Light for Renewal. For all of Life is Emerging in and through us to become a “Generator of Light in the expression of the unknown BEAUTY that is always emerging.”
Foundational Dialogue Around Light
Everything in the Universe is created through Light.
Just like in the Physical Realms, there are a varieties of experiences we see and encounter. In the Subtle Realms, there exists a larger varieties of experiences to see and encounter.
The commonality between the physical and subtle Realms is the variety of ways Light is “EXPRESSED.”
PLEASE Stay open to this awareness: everything in the Universe, down to the atom within physical matter, to the greatest of subtle beings, like an Archangel or an Over-Lighting Being of a country holds the “same light!”
This is why Zach talks about that we hold within us the same light as the Sun! David talks about that we hold the same light as a Star-we are a Starshaman.
The differences on earth or the differences in the subtle realms is that each grouping and each individual being or each force of Light generates in their own way a different degree or quality of their core light.
This is why Zach in other short videos and in his discussions everything is about the generating of core light from our cells into and through every organ and system within us to the food and fluids we consume, is all about quality of Light.
The full potential of Light is the same Behind Everything – Behind Anything – Behind Everyone! This is the “Heart Behind” that exists within Everything – Anything – Everyone! This is the Unknown Possibilities of the “Quality of Light” we allow to flow and express through us.
Illness, death, suffering, pain, imbalance, isolation, separation, is all about the quality of Light this is present and generated.
As is Renewal, Regeneration, Rejuvenation, Emergence, is all about the quality of Light that is available.
This is why I stoped using the word “energy” or “vibration” or “frequency.”
Instead I have this last year plus described the “Presence of Living Light.”
For example, the “Presence of Living Light of Love.” There excises an Over-Lighting essence that is a “Presence of Living Light of Love” the generates a large amount of Light that supports the Emergence of all forms of Life.
This “Presence of Living Light of Love” for the Tz’utujiil Maya is call “Maria Kastilyaan.”
We incarnate into this form of physical matter of Earth, to explore within this density of what it is to allow the unknown possibilities of “Living Light” to be explored within the physical matter of our Body. Within the physical matter of our Mind. Within the physical matter of our soul. Within the physical matter of all forms of Nature including Artifacts that are made and/or designed by humans.
So our ability to form co-partnership relationships becomes the weaving together within the subtle realms of Everything -Anything -EveryBeing within the Subtle Realms as is being weaved together within our subtle light nature of Humans and our part in all of Nature. This weaving together of this combined Living Light creates an Anwa.
This Anwa is what we generate within our cells, our biological systems and organs, within all forms of outer Nature as perceived within Earth and Sky.
As Human Beings emerge into physical matter of their body within the physical matter of the Earth, they generate usually 1% of their Living Light.
Subtle Beings generate at their base level 10% of their Living Light.
Different levels and positions of Subtle Beings generate more!
We are generators of Living Light as a Sun-Star system as part of the larger cosmos within all of Life Everywhere and within Everything.
We too contain our unique “Heart Behind” us!
We are a Gaian Being that is Human is based upon the quality of Living Light we generate!!!!!
So reflect on all of this throughout the upcoming week! As you open your Microbiome to be weaved with the Microbiome of the fifteen qualities of Nature we are exploring.
First look into the Mirror and see your five sensory self.
Invite your Body Elemental to connect to the Microbiome within the Heart Behind Soil.
Invite it to weave the Heart Behind Soil within your Microbiome within your entire body.
Invite it to weave this combined Heart Behind Soil of Nature – your Whole Body of Light, and weave this within your Visual System so you may look into the mirror and perceive your inner Self-Light of the unique unknown possibilities of who you truly are. Open to what you begin to perceive as the core of your inner felt sense of YOU!
Then add one more ingredient this week of asking your Body elementals to weave together with is foundation of Soil and emerge into a new foundation within you with the Heart Behind the Living Light of Water and weaves this within your ways to perceive YOU!
This week we will begin to explore your felt sense of knowingness the “Heart Behind” or the “Ruk'ux” the “Heart of” these fifteen qualities of Nature. Begin by inviting your unique Body Elemental that has been with you since your conception, to weave your Microbiome to the Microbiome within each of the fifteen qualities of the Microbiome with each form of Nature.
First invite your Body Elemental to weave together your Microbiome to each of the nine qualities of the Microbiome of the “Heart Behind Earth.” These nine qualities of the Heart Behind the Earth are:
“Heart Behind Soil”
“Heart Behind Water”
“Heart Behind Rock and Heart Behind Minerals”
“Heart Behind Air”
“Heart Behind Light”
“Heart Behind Plants”
“Heart Behind Animals”
“Heart Behind Artifacts”
“Heart Behind Humanity.”
invite the highest quality of Living Light of the MicroRNA behind each of these nine qualities within the “Heart Behind the Earth.” Allow yourself to sit in an inner quiet place of contemplation for a minute or so with each one of these nine qualities.
Then invite your Body Elemental to connect your Microbiome with each one of the six qualities of the Microbiome of the “Heart Behind the Sky.” These six qualities of the “Heart Behind the Sky are:
*Heart Behind Sun”
“Heart Behind Moon”
“Heart Behind Planets”
“Heart Behind the Milky Way”
“Heart Behind Stars”
“Heart Behind Blackness of the Universe.”
invite the highest quality of Living Light of the MicroRNA behind each of these six qualities within the “Heart Behind the Sky.” Allow yourself to sit in an inner quiet place of contemplation for a minute or so with each one of these six qualities.
Each day during this next week, take a few minutes to invite the “Great Weaver Yaxper” along with inviting your “Body Elemental” to weave the Microbiome of each of these fifteen qualities of Living Light through its MicroRNA into your Microbiome of your Subtle and your Physical Body’s.
Invite each of these fifteen qualities of the Microbiome to be weaved within your Microbiome for the Repair – Healing – Emergence. So your Resplendent Radiance of Living Light supports the innate immune system within each cell of your body. And then ask this Resplendent Radiance of Living Light to assist in the Repair – Healing – Emergence within the outer world around you.
As you are inviting these various qualities oif the “Heart Behind,” you are fulfilling your inner purpose of living life as a generator of your inner Light for personal and collective Repair – Healing - Emergence. Invite this Repair – Healing – Emergence through this generating of Living Light to flow through your Subtle and Physical Body’s to assist in the Repair – Healing - Emergence within your Mind – your Spirit - and the subtle and physical Environment around you.
Deepen into your inner awareness within your Heart Essence. Invite your Body Elemental and through your MicroRNA to weave within the Microbiome Behind the Wisdom of the Living Light of Love. Invite this to be weaved into the Microbiome of your body as it is being weaved within the fifteen primary elements of the Heart Behind the Earth and the Heart Behind the Sky.
Invite the Living Light Presence of the “Heart of Love” to flows from the “Heart Behind the Soil.” Invite this to be weaved within your Microbiome and invite this Light to awaken the Living Light of your innate immune system within the cells within your body.
Repeat this invitation with each one of the fifteen elements of the qualities of the “Living Light of Love” to flow through each one of these fifteen qualities into the cells within your body. Awakening your innate immune system into its unknown possibilities for Repair – Healing – Emergence. Relax into the feeling of this felt sense of this Living Light of Love flowing within within your body. Feel the felt sense of the Nature’s Inner Intelligence within each one of the fifteen Elements being weaved within your personal Nature’s Inner Intelligence.
The material below is a reminder for your Mind Intelligence to why you are developing your inner felt sense to Gaia’s Inner Intelligence within you as weaved within in the Flow of Interconnectivity to Gaia’s Inner Intelligence all around you. The foundations for living within the Flow for Repair, and the Flow for Healing, and the Flow of our Emergence occurs through our Nature’s Inner Intelligence is weaved within the Microbiome of Nature’s Inner Intelligence all around us.
This week we are going to explore the beginning journey into Forest Bathing through the short video clips I took at the Morton Arboretum- Illumination Exhibit of a new way to look at the trees along with their enhancement by the magnificent sounds of Symphony Woods.
Through my invitation into the “Heart Behind” the five sensory aspects of all forms of Nature in this exhibit, I invited the “Heart Behind” my inner nature to be weaved within the “Heart Behind” the Artifactual Objects around me. To be weaved within the “Heart Behind” the physical Nature below, above, and around me. To be weaved within the “Heart Behind” each person that we presently there, along with the “Heart Behind” all of the people that walked through this exhibit in this cycle and the past ten cycles before. To be weaved within the “Heart Behind” every object that was built and created with in this Nature. To be weaved within the “Heart Behind” all outer physical forms of Nature within the Earth and within the Sky for the template for the unknown possibilities to emerge into the physical world through and around me. The “Heart Behind Anything,” the “Heart Behind Everything,” the “Heart Behind Everybody” holds the Living Light Presence of the unknown possibilities of Wisdom to emerge within me and how that is awakened and transferred to anything, and everything and everyone in life around me throughout the planet earth.
Asking this “Heart Behind” I have described above to teach me, to awaken within me and to weave me into the flow of Interconnectivity within myself and within the “Heart Behind Everything” and the “Heart Behind Anything” I am in contact with. Both directly and indirectly through these experiences of the “Heart Behind the physical landscape of Nature” around me. To experience the “Heart Behind People” (strangers) around me. To experience the “Heart Behind the Lights” around me. To experience the “Hear Behind the Sounds” around me. To experience the “Heart Behind the Video Images” around me. To experience the “Heart Behind the Food” in the meal we shared together with the stranger around us. Together we are bringing together our experiences today at the Morton Arboretum. Weaving together the Microbiome from where the food was grown, harvested, transported, distributed, bought, prepared, and served, and cleaned up to becoming part of my Microbiome to who I am as a human being living within the Beauty of Gaia.
Experiencing the weaving together through the Microbiome of these experiences within the Microbiome within me. Through every system and organ and down through my innate Immune System within my cells. To empower the inner Light within my cells so that the “Heart Behind” what I was experiencing in these five hours will be weaved within me to allow my Repair and Healing to be greater then the Injury I am living within me when I entered todays experiences. Allowing the Regeneration, the Rejuvenation, and the Renewal of the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities to emerge within my own personal “Heart Behind Me.” Take time to reflect, invite, breath into, and hear, touch, taste the felt sense of what Biodiversity can be experienced.
This is another short review from previous blogs on “Meditations on Wisdom” to open to your uniqueness of who you truly are as a human being weaved within Gaian Life around you assisting you to emerge Living your life through the beauty of a “More Beautiful World!”
To Live Life through the Beauty of a “More Beautiful World” we have allowed the breakdown of the Four Myths our science and society has held defining our abilities in needing to live from our current relationship to life and to the narrow aspect of the medicine we have been taught. Today we have new research emerging in all areas of Science, establishing for ourself into a new and yet old ways of an inner Wisdom in perceiving ourself in a living co-partnership through our Art of Remembering. We are returning once again into the inner knowing of “Who we Truly are as a Human Being” fully weaved within the larger story of Living Life as part of the “Living Dream of Gaia.” These three core principles Zach outlines, not as a philosophy nor as a way to think about ourself. Rather, we are living within a co-partnership relationship to everything, and anything, and within everybody that exists within planet earth. Not just in our present time, but within the past. Through our past and present we then are weaved together in what creates our future of a “More Beautiful World that is waiting to Emerge.”
This living co-parternship relationship is alive with all things physically seen within our outer environment on our planet. This living co-partnership relationship within all things which are also alive within our subtle dimensions within our body and within the subtle dimensions within everything within our planet’s environment. This living co-parternship relationship is alive within all things physically seen and within the subtle unseen aspects of the earth, the seen and unseen aspects of the sky, and the seen and unseen aspects of beyond. We are living within the Living Light of the Heart of Everything. We are living within the Living Light of the the Heart of Anything. We are living within the Living Light within the Heart of Everybody.
Therefore the Living Light of our personality is weaved within these five living aspects of “Who we Are” as a Body, as a Mind, as a Spirit-Soul, as a human being who is both physical and subtle, living within an Environment that is both physically seen and unseen experiencing ourself as living within our subtle inner nature. Our personality is a Being who is becoming aware of our inner nature’s intelligence weaved within our living system as a Gaian Human Being weaved within a living system within the Heart of the inner intelligence within all of nature.
Our researched Science of today allows us to experience this as part of living inner nature of “Who We Are!” Therefore Zach’s three core tenets that emerge from his and other research facilities are becoming the foundational base for this Wisdom in Knowing as a Regenerative Medicine. We are a living part of this co-parternship relationship in the emergence of a reality where our Life and the life around us is both Regenerative and Sustainable.
I experience myself in everything I do and within everything I am aware of in my life as a living MIRACLE. Our ability to experience in everything that happens within life is always part of a core pattern for repairing and healing. HEALTH is always at the core foundation behind any and all breakdowns that occur within or without what I am experiencing physically, mentally, spiritually, and environmentally. The striving for HELATH is always alive within any and all of my suffering, within any and all of my forms of isolation, and within any and all of my stress and pain. The striving for HEALTH and Wholeness is at the “Heart Behind Everything” – the “Heart Behind Anything” – and the “Heart Behind Everybody.”
For all of Life is always coming apart in order to experience a unknown reweaving back together into a new unknown form and shape. This motivating Energy of Living Light is part of our inner nature intelligence always Emerging within the forming and shaping our inner KNOWING that the Living Light of the “Heart Behind Everything, the Heart Behind Anything, and the Heart Behind Everybody” is Love expressing itself as the Beauty we experience through this Transmutation. We are fully alive and living within the Living Light for Regeneration, within the Living Light for Rejuvenation, and within the Living Light for Renewal. For all of Life is Emerging in and through us to become a “Generator of Light in the expression of the unknown BEAUTY that is always emerging.”
Let’s review then why Zach Bush expresses that we need these three elements to express the Beauty that deserves to emerge through our quality of health.
“First is Biodiversity
You are not an isolated event but an ecosystem. Many different kinds of species inside your body far outnumber your human cells.
Lack of biodiversity undermines your ability to be who you are.
Enabling biodiversity within us, on the micro, mirrors our ability to create biodiversity outside of us, in the macro.
We can change the face of society in the midst of this extinction event if we can take this health journey from the micro to the macro.
Your microbiome is going to depend on the ability to touch as many different ecosystems as possible.”
”Second is Communication
Health asks us to be in constant communication across all cells and systems.
Intracellular connection is what determines whether a cell reproduces in a healthy way.
Our inherited genetics are plastic, capable of constant shift in adaptation and potential.
One gene can make hundreds of different proteins.
We need to release the fatalistic belief that disease is part of our destiny and pre-determined by our inherited genetics.
The environment around you is what determines the proteins made by the gene.”
“Third is Boundaries
The body has many tight junction systems within the gut, the lymphatic system and the vascular system.
These boundaries are essential to our health.
When the tight junctions fall apart, we overwhelm the immune system which can lead to auto-immune disease and disease in general.
The amount of toxins in our environment and food break apart our tight junctions.
Herbicides, biocides, alcohol, non-steroidal anti-inflammatories like Aspirin or Ibuprofen, as well as compounds like Miralax break down the body’s boundary systems which leads to disease.
Your well-being (including your mood) is influenced by your interaction with the microbiome at the gut lining.
We can rebuild these boundary events so that you remember who you are.”
As you explore your new ToolBox, this journey will allow you to shift yourFour False Beliefs a Society Holds into a new set of Beliefs that allows you the felt sense of knowing the ways to Live your Life from the flow of Interconnectivity weaved within the Microbiome of the Heart Behind everything Gaia dreams is possible.
The Four False Myths of Society, and specifically the role of Epigenetics through the material from Bruce Lipton.
In Bruce Lipton video “Four False Beliefs that Society is Built Upon,” especially this area of the video - (4:18-13:05) supports why we have create a medicine and a health provider system along with a psychological and spiritual culture that reinforces us into living a life that crates and supports our separation, our isolation, and a mentality to conquer and destroy everything and anything we believe we do not want. These systems are responsible for the reduction and a lowering of our energy field’s vibrational quality of Light. In a Indigenous Way of Living Life, these four myths were not at their heart of the way they experienced living life around them. In their ways of knowing, these four beliefs did not even exist. However, since the time of the Conquest and eventual destruction of an Indigenous Way of Life, most if not all, Indigenous cultures have also experienced a separation and a disconnection from their “Light of the Heart” flowing as an interconnectivity between and within the flow of living light within the heart behind all things.
4:18 - 5:17 overview of the Four False Myths
This is an audio only link to the overview of the four Falso Myths:
https://www.dropbox.com/s/3tsj50y2xkqqnnu/OverView%20of%20Four%20False%20Myths.m4a?dl=0
5:18 - 6:59 False Myth #1
This is an audio only link to the overview of False Myth #1:
https://www.dropbox.com/s/ksg1g5k1wj1d8yv/False%20Belief%20%231.m4a?dl=0
False Belief #1 that there is a separation between the Realm of Physical Matter and the Realm of Energy-Light. As human being we have identified our self in this separation and our success in life is based upon the accumulation of power over the physical world, which includes other human beings. This belief creates separation, feelings of living apart from one another and living apart from all of Nature. This can only creates a reduction and a lowering of one’s energetic vibrational field resonance state of Light.
In an Indigenous Way of Living Life there is no separation between the realm of physical matter and the realm of Light living within the realm of the subtle energy. All physical matter is alive with a living flow of light. This is why we are always petitioning the subtle realms of Light to weave my heart light to the heart light behind everything and the heart light behind anything into a flow of Interconnectivity of Light bewteen Everything and Anything!
7:00-8:46 False Belief #2:
This is an audio only link to the overview of False Myth #2:
https://www.dropbox.com/s/v8b7qv0waavd3gy/False%20Belief%20%232.m4a?dl=0
False Belief #2 around Genetic Determinism-Genes Controls our Biology. We becomes victims to our genetic heredity. The feelings of having no say or input into what is occurring within my genetics, creates a reduction and a lowering of vibrational energy of light.
Today the new science of Epigenetics, that our consciousness and our response to our environment is what controls our genetics. In the ways I perceive my environment around me either from a stressful and threatening way or from a supportive and an integrative way. Either way effects the quality of communication that occurs within my genetic activity. Therefore, my Environment is always enhancing genetic communication, or decreasing and hindering my genetic communication. This comes from the physical activity of others, to the toxicity in our food and land supply systems. Including the side effects within our medicine. This and so much more can separate and decrease the quality of my genetic communication, therefore reducing the tight junctions around my organs and cells. Lowering and destroying the quality of Light that is needed for Repair and Healing. Also, the ways I perceive and choose the actions I take and communicate in how I perceive my actions and the environment around me, all effect the quality of Light for Repair and Healing.
This is all under the control of my Mind and how it perceives the world around me. As the new science is assisting us today in realizing how my Mind is in control on both what I perceive of my environment around me is ally only 5% accurate most of the time. My subconscious mind is in control of how I perceive my environment around me 95% of the time.
The meaning of subconscious is where my history of my experiences and what I have been exposed to or taught is what automatically controls the quality of my emotional response. When I express my self in the ways of emotional reactivity to the world within and around me. My subconscious mind is being influenced by negativity of my experiences of separations and limitations. This guides me in the quality of my emotional responses to my self and others.
When my emotional response is guided by my subconscious mind through the Light of the Wisdoms, this is guided by either my direct experiences within my life or what I have observed and been taught through living life around me. A simple way to measure my subconscious mind control within me, I ask myself each day, “what percent of my time did I have emotional reactivity in creating feelings of separation, isolation, or how was I communicating the need to control, or felt out of control within my life today?”
Any and all emotional reactivity is under the control of my subconscious mind wounded state. Any and all emotional expression through the Light of the Wisdoms is under could also be influence through my subconscious mind. Therefore experiencing an influence of my communication within my genes, and either decreasing or increasing the building and repair of Light for repair and healing.
The equations to ask my self each day: “Today did I increased my experience within the quality of my Light and my expression of my life for how many hours within the realms of the Light of the Wisdoms.
In an Indigenous Way of Living Life there is no separation between my realm of physical matter and my realm of Light living within the subtle energies of Light. Besides no separation, I am also always being re-weaved back into my unknown new form and new shape of Light of the unknown possibilities that can exist for me. This weaving together of this Light of the Heart Behind Everything is what influences my genetic heredity and opens me to my unknown possibilities of my Epigenetics. This is why in all ritual activity of the Tz’utujiil Maya, the first levels of communications is the petitioning for this weaving together back into the Heart behind Everything in life both inner and outer to the Light of the Unknown Possibilities.
8:47 - 10:55 False Belief #3:
This is an audio only link to the overview of False Myth #3:
https://www.dropbox.com/s/yc2qvyreqnfbhw2/False%20Belief%20%233.m4a?dl=0
False Belief #3 Evolution is driven by Random Mutations. In our separation and in our isolation, randomness is the driving force behind my outer behaviors. The new science teacher us that Evolution is driven my Adaption. Life is driven my “Purposeful Change” to naturally adapt to my inner and my outer environment.
If my inner environment, my subconscious mind, is influenced by my wounded experiences, I will naturally adapt all my outer perceptions and expressions in a wounded, separated, isolated way of living my life. If my inner environment, my subconscious mind, is influenced by my experiences within the Light of the Wisdoms, I will naturally adapt all my outer perceptions and expressions in an expression of unknown possibilities, where co-partnership and co-operation becomes the foundation in the ways of living my life.
When my outer environment is filled with levels of toxicity, and pollutions, this creates an environment of separation and isolation. My Epigenetics will naturally adapt to living in an inner environment of separation, isolation, and hopelessness which guides my way to perceive and communicate about people and events around me in a similar way. When my outer environment is filled with levels of Light and the Light of Wholeness and Flow of Light of Interconnectivity, this creates an environment that is weaved together by the Light of the Unknown Possibilities. My Epigenetics will naturally adapt to living in an inner environment of perceptions and communications about the people and events around me in a similar way.
In an Indigenous Way of Living Life since there is no separation between my realm of physical matter and my realm of Light living within the subtle energies of Light. Besides living within the Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity, and it is natural for me to be always re-weaved back into my unknown new form and new shape of Light of the unknown possibilities. This weaving together of this Light of the Heart Behind Everything is what influences my genetic heredity to being open to my unknown possibilities of my Epigenetics. My adaptability to this flow of Light is my natural state.
This is why in all ritual activity of the Tz’utujiil Maya, after we have petitioned for this weaving together back into the Heart behind Everything in life both inner and outer to the Light of the Unknown Possibilities. We focus up open the known and unknown areas both within our body and to the outer world around that is separated, so we can adapt instead to the unknown possibilities of Light behind those areas and events in our life that have become separated and isolated.
10:56 - 13:04 False Belief #4:
This is an audio only link to the overview of False Myth #4:
https://www.dropbox.com/s/8uitfs6byq55bf6/False%20Belief%20%234.m4a?dl=0
False Belief #4 Evolution is drive by competition and conquering, and destroying in order to have power over one another and power over our environment and anything and everything that exists around us. To win, to conquer I now have created a competition for survival. Since there will never be enough for all of us, I can justify my motivations for power over, for survival, for competition, to hoard anything and everything to prove I have power to survive.
Evolution is naturally based upon cooperation between everything and anything. The Light of the Unknown Possibilities and the Light of the Unknown Potential behind all of life is waiting to emerge and be expressed at the heart of who we are in Living Life. All of Nature is built upon cooperation and all Nature is based upon Unity. Everything and Anything that exist in the outer physical world is here to live life in the Flow of the Light of Interconnectivity created a Wholeness and Harmony within everything.
This is why in all ritual activity of the Tz’utujiil Maya, after we have petitioned for this weaving together back into the Heart behind Everything in life both inner and outer to the Light of the Unknown Possibilities. We focus up open the known and unknown areas both within our body and to the outer world around that is separated. Now we can adapt instead to the unknown possibilities of Light behind those areas and events in our life that have become separated and isolated.
We petition then all of the supportive forces of the Light of the Unknown Possibilities to gather and to be weaved within our heart of the unique Fire of the Light of who we are. So that what stands in the way from this Light of the Unknown Possibilities to emerge will be transmuted and this new form and this new shape of the Light of the Unknown can emerge. We ask that our brain can both be swept away and cleared of our old and known ways of living life. That news areas of our brain can emerge that will support us in Living Life through wholeness and harmony and interconnectivity within our life and the life around us.
This always begins by dropping our inner awareness into the Light of our inner First Fire within our inner Heart awareness. Asking to experience this weaving together of our core Light within our supportive Regenerative energies. The Light of our personal First Fire to be weaved together with our spirit or soul. The Light of our personal First Fire to be weaved together with our inner subtle energies. Feel these three parts of Light weaved together into a living emerging Light of the uniqueness of your Core Light.
Ask this Core Light to be weaved together with the Light Behind the Heart of Earth. Ask this to be weaved together with the Light Behind the Heart of Sky. Asking this to be weaved together with the Light Behind the Heart of Humanity. Ask your new emerging unique Light of your personal First Fire, that is a weaved light of the Heart behind each of these five parts.
Ask this to be your generating Light. Experience yourself as a generating Light being made available for any person, any collective group, any event, any situation, where the guiding Over-Light of these groups can use it to offer its members to find their unique Light of their First Fire. Trust the Over-Lighting energies to assist their members to be given the opportunity to choose an alternative form of communication and action based upon the Light of our inner True Gain Human Nature. As a generating Light, we are adding in this moment a shift from the reactive, challenging, dualistic, judgmental, bullying, threatening energies of its members to be able to experience the inherent seeded Wisdom at the core Light that is held within the heart of all Human Beings to be activated. Assist me, assist us, your Living Light of the Nawals to Birth Wisdom within me and my unique Light. To Birth Wisdom within us. To Birth Wisdom within all of Humanity.
As you explore these four false beliefs along with the chart of these 12 areas of life where we are taught to believe that we have no real influence over any of these areas. The beauty and the empowering ways through Epigenetics shows us that we have so much influence in the quality of our inner cellular and genetic communications through all forms of medicine, psychology, spirituality, and everything and anything within all of our Nature around us. This is hard researched science over the last forty years! Why do we keep on choosing to live within the dark ages of our subconscious mind?
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