Day 3 - Nawal Aaj - Meditations on Wisdom
“Meditation on Wisdom” for today Day 3 Thursday 17 March 2022 Nawal Aaj the Second Cycle of the Lunar Calendar 2-10
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REFLECTIONS OF A LIVING TZ’UTUJIIL MAYA NAB’EYSIIL
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Aaj, you are like an angelic being. Assist me to experience my felt sense, the Living Light of Joy. Weave me through the Heart of Earth. Weave me together with my new primary foundational energy of the Light of Wisdom. Your Presence of Light Nawal Aaj, allow your Living Light of Wisdom to be weaved together with all the threads establishing the form and shape behind all things that exist in my physical world.”
“Weave me with this Living Light Energy of the Heart of Earth that emerges from these various sources. Weave me with the Living Light from the Soil. Weave me with the Living Light from the Water. Weave me with the Living Light from the Stone. Weave me with the Living Light from the Wind. Weave me with the Living Light from the Air. Weave me with the Living Light from the Plants. Weave me with the Living Light from the Animals. Weave me with the Living Light from Human Beings. Through this weaving, assist me to experience the Living Light of the Heart of Earth. Assist me in Living Life from my foundation Light with an inner calmness where I can be supported within my body. Eventually an inner calmness I can be supported within my Mind. Allow me to Live Life from this Living Light that emerges from the Heart of Earth that is also weaved with the Presence of the Living Light of Joy. This Living Presence of Light gives me the form and shape for anything and everything that I deserve to manifest. Regardless of my challenges. Regardless of my suffering. Regardless of my illness or my separation. My Living Light of Joy is always present to allow my Living Light of the Unknown Form and Shape of my Possibilities to be present. This becomes my inner felt sense of the inner calmness I can experience, regardless of my chaos that will always be present.”
Indigenous Perspective:
Life is Suffering, but we are not here to be living our Suffering!
The Journey of the Lunar Days of the Living Light of the Daily Nawals gives me a map to travel on my Personal Road of Renewal. The Lunar Days of the Living Light of the Daily Nawals is 260 Lunar Days, with the manifestation of a new creation or a new physical birth.
My unique focus of Intention for this Cycle of 260 Days, is that my physical body may be fully restored at 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities. Not to look or physically do what I did in my 30’s. But to explore at this age of 74 in how I look and the actions I am physically able to explore within me as being a Living Generator of Light-Sunshine emerging through my full Unknown Possibilities within this Cycle of the Lunar Calendar. I thank-you the 3 Creators of the Lunar Calendar for allowing me to return through this Second Cycle. I will be responsible in developing a deeper relationship with each one of the 20 Living Lights of the Daily Nawals.”
Today the 3 Creators of the Lunar Calendar will introduce me to the Living Lights of Nawal Aaj. “Hi Nawal Aaj, I’m Conrad. My Intention for this Cycle of 260 Lunar Days, is to fully restore through my Living Light of my Unknown Possibilities for my physical body at 74 years of age. Teach me Nawal Aaj on how your Living Lights can begin your unique form of Regeneration. Weave together your unique flow of Living Light with my Living Flow of Light of Interconnectivity within my subtle energy body of Light. Assist me through your unique focus of Living Light so I may enter the Road of Transmutation. Weave within me the new Living Light of what I have available for my Emergence. I Deserve to explore each day of my Living Life through the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities for what my physical and subtle body’s will need in exploring, in creating, in Living Life.”
“Teach me through your Living Light Nawal Aaj, and I ask the Living Light of Rei Pascal, so together you may place me onto my path to learn to have a Living Relationships with the Living Light of Nawal Na’ooj – the Rilaj Maam and Maria Kastelyaan. I ask to explore with the other Living Lights from the Living Lights of Wisdom, Maria Na’ooj - the Secret of Love Elder House and Nawal Juan Na’ooj and Nawal Diego Na’ooj. Gather and weave with in me the Living Lights of the Wisdoms of the Unknown Possibilities that are available for me at this time of my life at the age of 74 in exploring my Intention.”
At sunrise today, “Assist me the Living Lights of the various living forms of Nawal Na’ooj, to embrace and grow the Living Light within every part of who I Am in my Wholeness. Assist me to experience the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity flowing through the inner fluidity within my spine of the Living Universe as it emerges as the path of the unbroken chain of the cords that connect. My spinal column is also dreamed into a flowing matrix of Interconnectivity of Living Light into the various systems and organs within my body. This emerging spine also becomes the cords of Interconnectivity of Light forming the pathways between all the organic and inorganic and mineral forms, between all plants, between all animals, between all humans, and between all electrical pulses and between everything and anything that exists in both physical and non-physical forms. My spine is dreamed and emerges from the subtle realms of the primordial waters of all emergence.
Teach me Nawal Aaj in your Living Relationship with the Living Lights of the various Living Light Presences within the Heart of Earth, to live within the knowing that my personal self, my personality at its core contains a unique Living Light of First Fire that supports every part of who I Am. Regardless of my acute or chronic diseases or pains, or sufferings or challenges or limitations of aging and throughout the different areas of my body. I Am this unique Living Light of First Fire which encompasses the Wholeness of Who I Am. I am not my diagnosis. I am not my pain. I am not my physical limitations. I am not my aging body. There is more to Who I Am at this moment in time.”
Question: As you follow me each day as I form and Live in a co-partnership relationship with these various Presences of Living Lights, please form and develop your parallel Intentions for your Personal Renewal during this 260 Day Lunar Calendar.
One of the most challenging tasks I face each day is to Remember that when I place my focus of my outer awareness on my suffering, when I place the focus of my outer awareness on my challenges, when I place the focus of my outer awareness on my limitations, when I place the focus of my outer awareness on my pain, this outer focus is being directed by my subconscious mind personal and collective wounded history. My mind firmly believes that this focus is the reality of my current experiences. Ny mind firmly believes that this focus is the reality defining me and my relationship to the way I am approaching my life. My mind firmly believes that this focus is the reality of Who I Am.
The longer I stay within this focus of my mind, I quickly forget that whatever this focus is communicating to me, is only the story of Separation I am experiencing at this moment. When I choose to be open to the focus from the “Vision of my Heart,” this focus has something very different for me to experience. This is the story of Wholeness and Flow of Interconnectivity weaved within me to everything being weaved outside of me. The Ancient Maya called this from of focus “Ilah” the ability to perceive what truly is. Whatever form of ritual I choose to participate with, is the ability to shift my focus of my current story from one of Separation to my story of Wholeness and Flow of interconnectivity being weaved within me to everything being weaved within outside of me.
Third Phase of Personal Renewal
In our third phase of personal renewal, the “Regenerative Light of my Subtle Energy-Light Body” holds the full Light of my unique wholeness through my unique paths ways of my flow of interconnectivity. So the Light of Emergence can allow the flow of my Light of my unique Unknown Possibilities to be weaved lived through me.
Tuesday I explored Phase One of my Road of Renewal, by dropping my inner awareness into the “Vision of my Heart.” This allowed me to step into my unique journey for the Road of Renewal to begin. The Living Light of Transmutation allows my current awareness of separation to dissolve any and all of my fears, my guilts, my shames, my judgements, my intolerances, my angers, and my need to understand. This allows my natural state of Remembering to emerge. Allowing my true inner nature of the Light of the Wisdoms of Compassions, Nurturance, Love, Joy, Hope, Kindness, and Caring to be present. This Renewal begins my journey into my unique inner felt sense of my subtle energy body and its weaved co-partnership with the Light of the Unknown Possibilities.
Wednesday I explored Phase Two of my journey of Personal Renewal. I ask the “Regenerative Light of my Soul” to be weaved within this “Living Light within the Vision of my Heart.” Strengthening the unique personal Light of my First Fire.
Today I am exploring Phase Three of my journey of Personal Renewal, where I ask the “Regenerative Light of my Subtle Energy-Light Body” to be weaved with my “Regenerative Light of my Soul” as this is weaved with this “Living Light within the Vision of my Heart.” These three Forces of Light are strengthening the unique flowering of my Personal Light of First Fire.
I ask the “Regenerative Light of my Subtle Energy-Light Body” to be weaved with the “Regenerative Light of my Soul” to be weaved with the “Living Light within the Vision of my Heart.” I ask to feel this Living Core of Light flowing and glowing through me as my unique core of Living Light.
This Journey of Renewal, is always danced, always communicated, and ritualized in front of the Great Tz’utujiil Weaver, Yaxper. She is creating the weaving for the Heart Behind Everything and the Heart Behind Anything to emerge for this sprouting of my Journey of Emergence supporting me into Living Life. This Journey of Renewal begins within “Light of Renewal,” being weaved into the “Light of Regeneration,” being weaved into the cycle through the “Light of Rejuvenation,” and the “Light of Emergence” placing me onto my unique road in exploring Living Life.These living energies are being weaved together so the Renewal of the Earth and the Renewal of myself is available supporting me in the way I choose to Live Live.
Blessings and Love Conrad
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Heart of the Earth (Madonna Of The Rose by Ilene Satala)
There is a European tradition of painting the Virgin Mary as a rose. The Rose is considered her symbol of depicting beauty and purity of heart. This is my interpretation of the Rose Madonna. She holds her son in a graceful lift of her left arm, with her other hand holding a green wreath of leaves. The leaves represent victory over fear.
In the other hand she holds a pomegranate, a fruit that is often associated with the Madonna. The fruit is filled with seeds. They represent the seeds of possibilities and the growing of dreams.
The rose is red for vitality and shaded with pink for love and compassion. She wears a crown of leaves, because she is Mother of the Earth and is its protector.
Her image is depicted as being in full bloom. Showing us that her spirit lives through the ages as a timeless reminder of the link to the power of love ever fresh ever growing.
Her gifts to us include her son, as the “light of the world”. To remind us we are full of the seeds of possibilities. She guides us calmly through our troubles in the world and shows us our way into the realm of Wisdom. A living embodiment of wisdom lives in her and is gifted to us. She is the eternal rose of hope, love and grace.
Practical Wisdom of Nawal Aaj
Today I give you the opportunity to develop a relationship with the Living Nawal Presence of Light, Nawal Aaj. This Being of Light-Nawal Aaj, is like an angelic being. Nawal Aaj also add the Light of Joy through the Heart of Earth that weaves together the new primary foundational energy of the Light of Wisdom. What you hold as your Presence of Light Nawal Aaj, allows the Light of Wisdom to flow through all the threads establishing the form and shape behind all things that exist in the physical world.
This Light Energy of the Heart of Earth emerges from these various sources. The Light from the Soil, the Light from the Water, the Light from the Stone, the Light from the Wind, and the Light from the Air, the Light from the Plants, The Light from the Animals, and the Light from Human Beings. The light of the Heart of Earth allows the foundation of an inner calmness to be experienced within our body and eventually an inner calmness within our Mind.
These various forms of Light that emerge from the Heart of Earth is also held together with the Presence of the Light of Joy. This Living Presence of Light gives the form and shape for anything and everything to manifest. Regardless of the challenges, regardless of the suffering, regardless of the illness or separation we experience, the Light of Joy is always present to allow the unknown form and shapes of the possibilities to be present. This becomes the inner felt sense of the inner calmness we can experience regardless of the chaos that is also present.
The Primary Foundational Regenerative energy for Healing, Transmutation, and the emergence of Transformation is weaved together through these primary three Light Sources.
First, the “Regenerative Light from our Personal Light of First Fire” that is connected during pre-natal development and emerges at Birth as our unique Light of First Fire.
The second Regenerative Light from the Heart of Sky through each of the various sources that is connected during pre-natal development and emerges at Birth as our unique Light of First Fire. This includes the “Regenerative Light from our Soul.”
The third Regenerative Light from the Heart of Earth through each of the various sources that is connected during pre-natal development and emerges at Birth as our unique Light of First Fire. This incudes the “Regenerative Light of our Subtle Energy-Light Body.”
So during the first three days of the Daily Nawal Cycles, all three of these streams of primary Sources of Light are available to be Renewed-Refreshed within us each 20 day cycle. Starting with the emerging Light of the World Soul-Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent.
So on the fourth day of the Daily Nawal Cycle, Nawal Ix, we are re-centered into the emergency of ur renewal. Yaxper the great Weaver, will weave these three streams of Light together both within our subtle energy body along with the outer physical world allowing the unique Light of our personal First Fire to emerge and be Renewed or re-centered.
Through Nawal Aaj, the Interconnectivity of the Light of Wisdom is weaved through the Light of Nawal Aaj, that weaves together the dreaming and the growing of Interconnectivity between all forms of life.
This holds the presence, the light, the fire, the heat for all of the forces for renewal and rejuvenation to be weaved together into a flow of wholeness. Nawal Aaj is the spine of the living Universe as it emerges as the path of the unbroken chain of the cords that connect. This spine of the universe is dreamed into a form as a flowing matrix of Light through Nawal Aaj. Our spinal column is also dreamed into a flowing matrix of Interconnectivity of Light into the various systems and organs within our body. This emerging spine also becomes the cords of Interconnectivity of Light forming the pathways between all the organic and inorganic and mineral forms, between all plants, between all animals, between all humans, and between all electrical pulses and between everything and anything that exists in both physical and non-physical forms. This spine is dreamed and emerges from the subtle realms of the primordial waters of all emergence.
Nawal Aaj carries the Wisdom of the Green Road, which dreams the interconnectivity from the Heart of the Earth/Gaia into and through all things that exist within the physical world. Wisdom flows for the unknown possibility of success to emerge through all the organic and mineral forms, along with all plants, all animals, all humans, and between all electrical pulses. This emerges as the unbroken chain to the pattern that connects. This is the same Wisdom that flows through our spinal column. This Light of the Heart of the Earth-Gaia, is weaved into the support and connects our skeletal system into the flow of the Light of Wisdom. This also weaves together the flow through all of our body systems, organs, Microbiome. Besides weaving the myofoascial to the bones and its supportive capabilities to the muscles, tendons, ligament, joints and everything that supports the natural rhythms weaves together our body into wholeness. This reflects the Light of the Wisdom of what is the unknown possibilities to emerge for healing and regeneration.
We continue to have the opportunity to develop a co-partnership relationship between the Formative Forces of the Light of Love and Joy. Or we can co-partner with Fear, Anger, Disgust, Blame, Shame, Guilt, Hopelessness, etc. Through this flow of interconnectivity of Light, will dissolve and unravel any and all of the chaotic and challenging energies behind my words, behind my thoughts, and behind my feelings which we maybe speaking to myself, or that I experience spoken outside of me. This green road of Illuminating light is weaved through the Formative Forces of Love and Joy creates the threads of healing of broken and negative energies behind my words or my feelings creating a story of separation and limitedness.
Four Dreaming Energies of Light:
Primary Living Energies of Light that create the foundation that flows through us establishing the primary road for interconnectivity and flow and wholeness creating the Fire Within the Sacred Heart (the Heart Chakra burning the Light of our unique First Fire
First Dreaming Energues of Light is Nawal Batz’ the Regenerative Energies (the red road) of ones unique source that flows through the Threads Creating the Heart Behind Everything. The seeds of Nawal Batz’ (the Light of the wisdom of the unknown possibilities weaved within the flow of Light of Love)
This same interconnectivity that flows and supports all of nature, supports the various organs and systems within the body. Nawal Batz', bring the form and shape to the flow of the deep body and soul and give form and shape to guide my mind, my emotions, my attitudes, my beliefs and my actions to take on the form and shapes of the new wisdom energy of the possible.
Each species carries this same wisdom energy from the one source, but through it own unique essence and unique form of life. This supports the interconnectivity of the heart behind everything, behind each form. The heart behind all everything then forms the interconnectivity of the outer physical world. This essence of wisdom is the presence of wisdom that flows through our veins, the cloth, or the fabric within everything that is in physical form.
You, Nawal Batz’ as the carrier of the first threads of the wisdom energy, awaken the uniqueness within each physical person, each object, or each event. Assist me to use that wisdom to open to possibilities behind all things to work together as you weave me into the interconnectivity of the heart behind all things.
This Light of First Fire emerges from the Living Presence of Light from both Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent for the Universal Foundation for the flow of interconnectivity and flows through Blood, that flows through the Roots, that flows through the Veins of plants and organic materials, that’s flows through the threads and fibers of everything that is physically created, that flows through the threads of our words, feelings, and stories we communicate in written, verbal, and the imagers we create.
Second Dreaming Energies of Light is Nawal Beey the Heart of Heaven (the white Road) where the Seeds of Nawal Batz’ (Light of the unknown possibilities is weaved with the Light of Love). This seed is awakened with the Light of Joy that emerges from the Heart of Sky. Allowing the form and shape to emerge behind everything and anything that will be manifested as the light of the unknown possibilities. You Nawal Beey carry the seeds for the white road.
Third Dreaming Energies of Light is Nawal Aaj the Heart of Earth (the green road) where the Seeds of Nawal Batz’ (Light of the unknown possibilities is weaved with the Light of Love). This seed is awakened with the Light of Joy through Nawal Beey, that emerges from the Heart of Heaven and the Heart of Earth. So on today the third day of Dreaming, the Light of Love and Joy brings form and shape through the Light of Nawal Aaj, with the Light of the Heart Behind Everything is being weaved together for the heart of Earth to be formed. Nawal Aaj, you who carry the sends for the Green Road to emerge. Allowing the form and shape to emerge behind everything and anything that will be supported in allowing the emergence of the unknown possibilities to always be present.
Fourth Dreaming Energies of Light is Nawal Ix
Daily Reflections on Nawal Aaj
I ask the Living Light of Wisdom that flows from the Rilaj Maam to establish the unknown possibilities within my Brain, my Nervous Systems. I ask for the new pathways through Neuroplasticity to emerge.
I ask the Nawals of Diego No’j and Juan No’j to gather and bring forward the new unknown light of wisdom I am needing right now.
I ask the Nawals Diego Kanon and Juan Kanon to bring into my awareness the new unknown light of wisdom I am needing right now.
I ask the Nawals Diego Puqlaaj and Juan Puqlaaj to dismantle what stands in way for the unknown light of the new wisdoms to emerge.
I ask the Nawal Mosbel Joloom to sweep away all memory and neurological connections that are no longer needed.
I ask the these two animals companions for their assistance in sweeping away all memory and neurological connections that are no longer needed. The Xkin owl and the Piich woodpecker.
Todays Emotions: Nawal Aaj
- I ask all known fear to be swept away so the way I am Living Life from the Heart Behind Everything weaved with the possibilities of Love
- I ask all known despair to be swept away so the way I am Living Life from the Heart Behind Everything weaved with the possibilities of Hope
- I ask all known distress to bye swept away so the way I am Living Life from the Heart Behind Everything weaved with the possibilities of Joy
- I ask all known anger to be swept away so the way I am Living Life from the Heart Behind Everything weaved with the possibilities of Compassion
- I ask Nawal Aaj, teach me and show me how to Live Life from the wisdoms within me being that weaves within me the unknown possibilities as I explore Living Life within Gaia or Nawal Skirmeent. So I may experience the Light of New Beginning – New Dawning to live from my Unknown Awareness through Courage - Fearlessness - Safety - Protection - Strength – inner Calm of Body – inner Calm of Mind
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