Day 4 - Nawal I’x - Meditations on Wisdom
“Meditation on Wisdom” for today Day 4 Friday 18 March 2022 Nawal I’X the Second Cycle of the Lunar Calendar 2-11
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REFLECTIONS OF A LIVING TZ’UTUJIIL MAYA NAB’EYSIIL
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.” “You the Living Light of Nawal I’x, re-center and weave me today within my flow of the interconnectivity and wholeness. Re-center and weave me today between everything physical and non-physical into the flow of the Dream of Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent. Re-center and weave me today from my outer body to my deep inner subtle body. Re-center and weave me today with everything that exist within the outer visible and non-visible worlds. Assist me through your Living Light Nawal I’x that everything and anything I am engaged with is now within the flow of the Presence of Light-the Presence of Love, and the Presence of Joy. Assist me today through your Living Light Nawal I’x and open me to be weaved within the third Formative force of Living Light- the Presence of Hope. This group of Living Beings of Light Wisdoms creates the foundation for the webmaking of the Flow of Light of Interconnectivity and Wholeness. Weave me within this Living Flow of Living Light through the Heart Behind Everything and the Heart Behind Anything emerging into the Living Flow of Light of the One!
Indigenous Perspective:
Life is Suffering, but I am not here to be living my Suffering!
Through the 260 Days of the Lunar Living Light of the Daily Nawals, I am able to experience my own Personal Road of Renewal. This walks me through my suffering, so I may emerge into a new emergence in how I experience my Living Life today.
My unique focus of Intention for this Cycle of 260 Days, is that my physical body may be fully restored at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities. Not to look or physically do what I did in my 30’s. But to explore at this age of 74 in how I look and the actions I am physically able to explore within me as being a Living Generator of Light-Sunshine emerging through my full Unknown Possibilities within this Cycle of the Lunar Calendar.”
“I thank-you the 3 Creators of the Lunar Calendar for allowing me to return through this Second Cycle. I will be responsible in developing a deeper relationship with each one of the 20 Living Lights of the Daily Nawals.”
Today the 3 Creators of the Lunar Calendar will introduce me again to the Living Lights of Nawal I’x. “Hi Nawal I’x, I’m Conrad. My Intention for this Cycle of 260 Lunar Days, is to fully restore through my Living Light of my Unknown Possibilities for my physical body at 74 years of age. Teach me Nawal I’x on how your Living Lights can begin your unique form of Regeneration. Weave together your unique flow of Living Light with my Living Flow of Light of Interconnectivity within my subtle energy body of Light. Assist me through your unique focus of Living Light so I may enter the Road of Transmutation. Weave within me the new Living Light of what I have available for my Emergence. I Deserve to explore each day of my Living Life through the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities for what my physical and subtle body’s will need in exploring, in creating, in Living Life.”
“Teach me through your Living Light Nawal I’x, and I ask the Living Light of Rei Pascal, so together you may place me onto my path to learn to have a Living Relationships with the Living Light of Nawal Na’ooj – the Rilaj Maam and Maria Kastelyaan. I ask to explore with the other Living Lights from the Living Lights of Wisdom, Maria Na’ooj - the Secret of Love Elder House and Nawal Juan Na’ooj and Nawal Diego Na’ooj. Gather and weave with in me the Living Lights of the Wisdoms of the Unknown Possibilities that are available for me at this time of my life at the age of 74 in exploring my Intention.”
At sunrise today, “Assist me the Living Lights of the various living forms of Nawal Na’ooj, to embrace and grow the Living Light within every part of who I Am in my Wholeness. Assist me to experience the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity flowing through the inner fluidity as I am Re-Centered and Weaved today into a flowing matrix of Interconnectivity of Living Light. I have been re-centered and weaved today within my subtle and physical body’s within the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity of Light forming the pathways between all the organic and inorganic and mineral form. I have been re-centered and weaved today between all plants, between all animals, between all humans, and between all electrical pulses and between everything and anything that exists in both physical and non-physical forms. I am living in what has been dreamed for me of emerging from the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities from the subtle realms of the primordial waters.
Teach me Nawal I’x in your Living Relationship with the Living Lights of the various Living Light Presences within the Heart of Earth and within the Heart of Sky to live within the knowing that my personal self, my personality at its core contains a unique Living Light of First Fire that supports every part of who I Am. Regardless of my acute or chronic diseases or pains, or sufferings or challenges or limitations of aging and throughout the different areas of my body. I Am this unique Living Light of First Fire which encompasses the Wholeness of Who I Am. I am not my diagnosis. I am not my pain. I am not my physical limitations. I am not my aging body. There is more to Who I Am at this moment in time.”
Question:
Question: As you follow me each day as I form and Live in a co-partnership relationship with these various Presences of Living Lights, please form and develop your parallel Intentions for your Personal Renewal during this 260 Day Lunar Calendar. Those of you that are doing one to one appointments with me, please bring forward your intentions during this 260 Day Lunar Cycle.
One of the most challenging tasks I face each day is to Remember that when I place my focus of my outer awareness on my suffering, when I place the focus of my outer awareness on my challenges, when I place the focus of my outer awareness on my limitations, when I place the focus of my outer awareness on my pain, this outer focus is being directed by my subconscious mind personal and collective wounded history. My mind firmly believes that this focus is the reality of my current experiences. Ny mind firmly believes that this focus is the reality defining me and my relationship to the way I am approaching my life. My mind firmly believes that this focus is the reality of Who I Am.
The longer I stay within this focus of my mind, I quickly forget that whatever this focus is communicating to me, is only the story of Separation I am experiencing at this moment. When I choose to be open to the focus from the “Vision of my Heart,” this focus has something very different for me to experience. This is the story of Wholeness and Flow of Interconnectivity weaved within me to everything being weaved outside of me. The Ancient Maya called this from of focus “Ilah” the ability to perceive what truly is. Whatever form of ritual I choose to participate with, is the ability to shift my focus of my current story from one of Separation to my story of Wholeness and Flow of interconnectivity being weaved within me to everything being weaved within outside of me.
Each time I explore “The Foundational Core of Light Ritual” I enter the road for the sprouting of my personal light for renewal. Not from my words. Not from my feelings. From the awakening of my seeds of Beauty within me. The quality of my Light of Emergence begins from my sprouting of the Light of Love flowing from within me, allows my unique Light of Beauty to be present. The Light of Beauty emerge when I am able to be weaved into the Light of the Unknown Possibilities available to me today.
Regardless of what is occurring in my life today, from my challenges, to my successes, both represents a creation of separation of my interconnectivity to the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything and to the Living Light of the Heart Behind Anything within me and around me for today. I am similar to the changing of Light during each outer day to the changes of the Light each night. I too am always evolving within the various qualities of Light that I will need to experience Living Life today fresh and new.
This does not mean, let me repeat this does not mean that I have done something wrong! It just means for a variety of both inner and outer experiences, for me to experiences today’s Living Life, I am needing a different mixture of Light. Each day I enter onto the Road of Renewal. The purpose of the ritual is to assist me into establishing my interconnectivity to the Flow of Living Light of my Unknown Possibilities that is available for me at this moment in time.
This begins with a series of communications through the petitioning of the Living Tz’utujiil Light Force of Rei Pascal. Rei Pascal, you who have direct acess to my soul, always begin. By asking, “Am I ready to enter today the road of the release of my physical form and continue my journey into the next realms of Living Life?” I will only enter this road of release of my physical form once! If the answer is No, then today is not this day. You, Rei Pascal, communicates with the other forces of Living Light that will support my journey for today along my Road of Emergence.
You, Rei Pascal, assist me in the gathering of the Light that I will need today from the subtle Forces of Light to enter my Road of Light of Renewal. The four parts within my Road of Renewal, begins with the Living Light of Renewal – the Living Light of Regeneration- the Living Light of Rejuvenation – the Living Light of Emergence. Assist me Rei Pascal, for each time I enter this road, allow the various qualities of Living Light that is available for me to be present to support me in my entering of my Road of Living Life.
Rei Pascal in the Cofradia of Animus (the Soul)
Assist me, Rei Pascal, to always be supported by the Light of the unseen possibilities that is available for me today in entering my unique Road of Emergence. When I am into the flow of my Living Light of Radiance, this Living Light reflects my unique Living Light of Beauty. My Living Light of Beauty is always supported through the weaving of my Light from the Flow of Light of the Interconnectivity of being weaved within the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything and the Living Light of the Heart Behind Anything. My subtle body of Living Light is available to me at each moment of time. Allow the Great Weaver Yaxper, to weave me into the Living Light of support that is flowing through the subtle body of Living Light of Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent and the Heart of Living Light Behind Humanity.
Great Tz’utujiil Weaver, Yaxper is on the left
When I choose instead to return to living my life in the ways I once new, my subconscious mind begins the weaving together of the Light from my wounded and separated nature. This establishes me onto the road of my past in experiencing life today from the history of my wounded experiences. My old ways of thinking and my old ways of living is the only road I know of what is available for me at this moment in time.
Four Phases of Personal Renewal
I explore Phase One of my Road of Renewal, each time I choose to drop my inner awareness into the “Vision of my Heart.” This allows me to step into my unique journey for the Road of Renewal to begin. The Living Light of Transmutation allows my current awareness of separation to dissolve any and all of my fears, my guilts, my shames, my judgements, my intolerances, my angers, and my need to understand. This allows my natural state of Remembering to emerge. Allowing my true inner nature of the Light of the Wisdoms of Compassions, Nurturance, Love, Joy, Hope, Kindness, and Caring to be present. This Renewal begins my journey into my unique inner felt sense of my subtle energy body and its weaved co-partnership with the Light of the Unknown Possibilities.
I enter Phase Two of my journey of Personal Renewal when I ask the “Regenerative Light of my Soul” to be weaved within this “Living Light within the Vision of my Heart.” Strengthening the unique personal Light of my First Fire.
I enter Phase Three of my journey of Personal Renewal, whenever I ask the “Regenerative Light of my Subtle Energy-Light Body” to be re-centered and weaved within my “Regenerative Light of my Soul.” Re-center and weave me within this “Living Light within the Vision of my Heart.” These three Forces of Light are strengthening the unique flowering of my Personal Light of First Fire for my personal Renewal.
I enter Phase Four of my journey of Personal Renewal, whenever I am asking the “Regenerative Light of the Heart of Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent” to re-center and weave me together with the Living Light of my emerging Living Light of my unique First Fire. I ask to experience your Heart of Living Light Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent, re-center and weave me within your Living Light and with my emerging Living Light of my First Fire with the “Regenerative Living Light of my Subtle Energy-Light Body.” Re-center and weave me within my “Regenerative Light of my Soul.” Re-center and weave me within my “Living Light of the Vision of my Heart.” These Four Forces of Light are strengthening the unique flowering of my Personal Light for my personal Renewal, so that I may explore Living Life through my unique Living Light of my First Fire.
The “Regenerative Living Light of the Heart of Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent” is part of what is called the “Heart of Sky” and the “Heart of Earth.”
The Living Light of the Heart of Sky is weaved together from the Living Light of the Sun, the Living Light of the Moon, the Living Light of the Stars, the Living Light of the Milky Way, and the Living Light emerging from “Black at its Center Space” that exists Behind the Living Light of Everything.
The Living Light of the Heart of Earth is weaved together from various forms of Living Light behind the Heart of Everything of the Earth. From the Light that emerges through the Living Light of the Soil. From the Living Light of Rocks. From the Living Light of Water. From the Living Light of Air, (the Light of the Heart of Sky that is absorbed into everything and anything on the Earth). From the Living Light of Animals. From the Living Light of Plants. From the Living Light of Humans. The quality of the Living Light that is weaved together forms my Living Co-Relationship within the “Heart Behind the Flow of Living Light of Interconnectivity.
My emerging Living Light of Love is always weaved together from the Living Light of the Heart of Gaia. This being weaved together and with all of the various forms of Living Light of the Wisdoms. This weaving of Living Light creates s new third light-Anwa. This emergence of the third Light is what the Sidhe calls “Anwa”. The Living Light of Anwa is the Light available for the Living Light of Renewal behind the Living Light of the Heart Behind Anything and the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything in Life. This Living Light of Radiance allows my Living Light of my Beauty to be experienced in the physical world that Zach is talking about emerging from the Living Light of Love.
Beauty emerges and is experienced in the outer world from the subtle inner Living Light within me that emerges through the re-centering and the weaving together of the Living Light of Love and the Living Light of the Wisdoms, and the Living Light of the Heart of Gaia, being re-centered and weaved within the Living Light of the Heart of Humanity.
Blessings and Love Conrad
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Webmaking (Sacred Circle by Ilene Satala)
This painting was inspired by a very ancient legend. The legend goes like this. In the Beginning when there was no time or space. Out of the dark of eternal night. A call went out from the void. The call was from the spirits of all those that wanted to be born.
The unborn birds called out and the unborn animals called too. The rain called out and the Sun and Moon called out to be born. The unborn trees called out and the unborn plants and insects called out. Even the souls of women and man called out. They called out all at once and all together they wanted to be born.
The Creator sent the Spirit of Wisdom called Sophia and upon hearing this great calling out to be born. She began to create by molding the stuff of Stars and space and time itself together. She created a great and beautiful blue egg. She blew from her breath of life upon the egg and the egg turned into the Earth.
The fire from Her inner light stirred the Earth with creativity. Then a great magic happened to the Earth. It came alive and all things grew and were given voice and all life and all things came into full being including us. The legend says they all lived in harmony for a very, very long time. Some say we all long for that perfect peace we once knew so long ago.
So remember we are born in wisdom and infused with creativity and we should always celebration being alive because it is our gift from Sophia herself.
Practical Wisdom of Nawal I’x
Today I give you the opportunity to develop a relationship with the Living Nawal Presence of Light, Nawal I’x. This Being of Light-Nawal I’x, is like an angelic being. Nawal I’x creates the re-centering into the flow of the interconnectivity and wholeness between everything physical and non-physical into the flow of the Dream of Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent. From our outer body to our deep inner subtle body, along with everything that exist within the outer visible and non-visible worlds. Everything and anything is now within the flow of the Presence of Light-the Presence of Love, and the Presence of Joy. This establishes the opening for the entry for the third Formative force of Light- Presence of Hope. This group of Living Beings of Light creates the foundation for the webmaking of the Flow of Light of Interconnectivity and Wholeness is established through the Heart Behind Everything and the Heart Behind Anything into the flow of One!
On the fourth day of the new Dawning of the Daily Nawals, the primary foundation for the Light of the forces of the Living Unseen Possibilities are now fully weaved together. The Light of Hope is not about what we desire as the final outcome. The Light of Hope through the Light of Nawal I’x, weavers together these first four days of Light. Whatever ones challenges are, or ones suffering, or ones distress, etc the Light of Hope co-partners with us through its Light to carry us through these challenges.
Throughout the next Daily Nawals through Day 19, we will add both various other forms of Living Light along with the re-centering of ourself to everything and anything around us, so that the journey of Transmutation on Day 19 the Light of Nawal Toj, dissolves, untangles, un-weaves, unravels everything and anything that stands in the way from this Light of the Wisdoms to be present in assisting us into Living Life.
Through the illuminating light of Nawal I’x, re-centers me into the new story of the unknown that is emerging. This is at my heart of living as a Gaian-Human Being.
Every system and every organ along with everything within my inner landscape is being weaved together through the illuminating light of the Formative Forces of Living Light, as it is weaved through the Light of Nawal I’x. Today my inner landscape is re-centered and weaved together with the outer landscape around me.
What’s inside of me is weaved with everything outside of me. Everything around me from the room I am in, to the building that I am in, to every form of nature around me, including everything within me is flowing in a oneness. Through the illuminating Light flowing through the cords of Interconnectivity within the heart behind everything.
For when I speak of my Heart behind Everything and my Heart behind Anything, I have a felt sense of knowing that the seeds of Wisdom are planted in everything around me. The Illuminating Light of Nawal I’x is a living force of energy that re-centers everything into a one flow of wholeness. This completes my weaving of my interconnectivity, which allows my threads, my matrix, my webmaking to emerge into the flow of wholeness through the Interconnectivity of Love.
I ask the Living Light of Wisdom that flows from the Rilaj Maam to establish the unknown possibilities within my Brain, my Nervous Systems. I ask for the new pathways through Neuroplasticity to emerge.
I ask the Nawals of Diego No’j and Juan No’j to gather and bring forward the new unknown light of wisdom I am needing right now.
I ask the Nawals Diego Kanon and Juan Kanon to bring into my awareness the new unknown light of wisdom I am needing right now.
I ask the Nawals Diego Puqlaaj and Juan Puqlaaj to dismantle what stands in way for the unknown light of the new wisdoms to emerge.
I ask the Nawal Mosbel Joloom to sweep away all memory and neurological connections that are no longer needed.
I ask the these two animals companions for their assistance in sweeping away all memory and neurological connections that are no longer needed. The Xkin owl and the Piich woodpecker.
Daily Reflections on Nawal I’x
Today the Four Dreaming Energies of Light are Re-Centered:
Primary Living Energies of Light that create the foundation that flows through us establishing the primary road for interconnectivity and flow and wholeness creating the Fire Within the Sacred Heart (the Heart Chakra burning the Light of First Fire
First Dreaming Energues of Light is Nawal Batz’ the Regenerative Energies (the red road) of ones unique source that flows through the Threads Creating the Heart Behind Everything. The seeds of Nawal Batz’ (the Light of the wisdom of the unknown possibilities weaved within the flow of Light of Love)
This same interconnectivity that flows and supports all of nature, supports the various organs and systems within the body. Nawal Batz', bring the form and shape to the flow of the deep body and my soul and give form and shape to guide my mind, my emotions, my attitudes, my beliefs and my actions to take on the form and shapes of the new wisdom energy of the possible.
Each species carries this same wisdom energy from the one source, but through it own unique essence and unique form of life. This supports the interconnectivity of the heart behind everything, behind each form. The heart behind all everything then forms the interconnectivity of the outer physical world. This essence of wisdom is the presence of wisdom that flows through our veins, the cloth, or the fabric within everything that is in physical form.
You, Nawal Batz’ as the carrier of the first threads of the wisdom energy, awaken the uniqueness within each physical person, each object, or each event. Assist me to use that wisdom to open to possibilities behind all things to work together as you weave me into the interconnectivity of the heart behind all things.
This Light of First Fire emerges from the Living Presence of Light from both Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent for the Universal Foundation for the flow of interconnectivity and flows through Blood, that flows through the Roots, that flows through the Veins of plants and organic materials, that’s flows through the threads and fibers of everything that is physically created, that flows through the threads of our words, feelings, and stories we communicate in written, verbal, and the imagers we create.
Second Dreaming Energies of Light is Nawal Beey the Heart of Heaven (the white Road) where the Seeds of Nawal Batz’ (Light of the unknown possibilities is weaved with the Light of Love). This seed is awakened with the Light of Joy that emerges from the Heart of Heaven. Allowing the form and shape to emerge behind everything and anything that will be manifested as the light of the unknown possibilities.
Third Dreaming Energies of Light is Nawal Aaj the Heart of Earth (the green road) where the Seeds of Nawal Batz’ (Light of the unknown possibilities is weaved with the Light of Love). This seed is awakened with the Light of Joy through Nawal Beey, that emerges from the Heart of Heaven and the Heart of Earth. So on today the third day of Dreaming, the Light of Love and Joy brings form and shape through the Light of Nawal Aaj, with the Light of the Heart Behind Everything is being weaved together Allowing the form and shape to emerge behind everything and anything that will be supported in allowing the emergence of the unknown possibilities to always be present.
Fourth Dreaming Energies of Light is Nawal I’x where the Seeds of Nawal Batz’ (Light of the unknown possibilities is weaved with the Light of Love, the Light of Joy and with the Light of Hope).
So on this the fourth day of the Daily Nawal Cycle, Nawal Ix, Yaxper the great Weaver, will weave these streams of Light together both within our subtle energy body along with the outer physical world allowing the unique Light of our personal First Fire to emerge and the emergence of being re-centering into Ling Life of Wisdom.
Todays Emotions: Nawal I’x
- I ask all known fear to be swept away so the way I am Living Life from the Heart Behind Everything so that this is re-centered within me with the possibilities of Love
- I ask all known despair to be swept away so the way I am Living Life from the Heart Behind Everything so that this is re-centered within me with the possibilities of Hope
- I ask all known distress to be swept away so the way I am Living Life from the Heart Behind Everything so that this is re-centered within me with the possibilities of Joy
- I ask all known anger to be swept away so the way I am Living Life from the Heart Behind Everything so that this is re-centered within me with the possibilities of Compassion
- I ask Nawal I’x, teach me and show me how to Live Life from the wisdoms within me, and re-center within me the unknown possibilities as I explore Living Life within Gaia or Nawal Skirmeent. So I may experience the Light of New Beginning – New Dawning to live from my Unknown Awareness through Courage - Fearlessness - Safety - Protection - Strength – inner Calm of Body – inner Calm of Mind
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