Day 8 - Nawal Tijaax - Meditations on Wisdom
“Meditation on Wisdom” for today Day 8 Monday 11 April 2022 Nawal Tijaax the Second Cycle of the Lunar Calendar 4-9
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REFLECTIONS OF A LIVING TZ’UTUJIIL MAYA NAB’EYSIIL
Journey of Renewal: Within the Cycles of Each Day and Within the Lunar and Solar Calendar Cycles:
Monday 11 April 2022 Collective Road of World Renewal:
In Indigenous Traditions there is no separation or isolation between everything and anything. Through the Subtle Realms, the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity is weaved together within the flow of all of the subtle energies of Living Light. The same Living Light of the Subtle Realms flows into and supports the Emergence of growing the outer five sensory world into its Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity.
The Living Light of the Inner Subtle Realms always hold the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities in its Wholeness. This Living Light is always available to be weaved together to support the individual or to support the collective to Live Life from one’s Wholeness. This means that there is an exchange of Living Light that supports the stages of the Journey of Renewal to be always available so that all inner and outer communications and actions emerge from the Heart of the Living Light of the Wisdoms.
As the Inner Subtle Realms are always in the Flow of Wholeness, the outer physical realms holds a similar Unknown Possibilities. The actions behind Living Life can bring to my outer awareness a contamination of energies that create separation and isolation. This reduces and destroys the availability of the Living Light to be present behind my communications and actions that I may participate within Living my Life.
Just like the personal Journey of Renewal is always available for me, a similar Journey of Renewal is also available for the Collective to support the Emergence behind everything that exists within the outer world of physical matter.
In the Solar Cycle of Renewal for the Indigenous Tz’utujiil Maya runs parallel to the outer timing of Holy Week in the Christian Traditions. However the Journey of Renewal for the Indigenous Tz’utujiil Maya is radically different in both meaning and experiences to that of the various forms of traditional religious traditions.
I will give you links below to the meanings behind the various forms and shapes of the Indigenous Tz’utujiil Maya traditions. You will participate in these various rituals through the written word and spoken word through podcasts, along with pictures and videos taken during this and previous years of these rituals fro World Renewal. This material is not created in a linear fashion, so instead of organizing this material based upon a linear calendar structure of time, I will brings forth various ideas and concepts and their contribution to the Collective Journey of World Renewal. I will begin this on Sunday morning.
Each year the Cycles of the Solar and Lunar Calendar of events emerge where the Renewal and Emergence for Gaia’s Dream is fully refreshed and restored within the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities. We have entered into this Great Cycle of Renewal for the seven weeks beginning this year at sunset on Friday 4 March concluding at sunset on Saturday 16 April 2022.
Although this time of Holy Week usually is discussed from Palm Sunday to Easter Sunday. The Tz’utujiil Indigenous traditions covers the time frame from the Wednesday before Palm Sunday and ends on sunset the night before traditional Easter morning. There is much preparation in communication and rituals occurring before these eleven days. I will take my time to develop this inner subtle communication and rituals that are lived to fully bring into our awareness the weaving together of everything and anything in life that supports the Living Light behind World Renewal. For this is larger and more complex then just that of the renewal of Humans. It is the renewal of Everything and Anything that exists in physical matter. If it exists as part of the physical world, including our perceptions, our thoughts, our emotions, our beliefs, then this is part of what needs to be renewed during this World Cycle of Renewal.
In the five sensory perspective of what has been written academically about these Tz’utujiil Maya Rituals is based upon the model of the Hero (Masculine) Journey of the warrior conquering, capturing, and the sacrifice of the burdens we carry as human beings in Living Life. This is told to the academics from many of the local Tz’utujiil leaders and participants. This is a result from the time of the conquest when the deeper inner meanings in how the Tz’utujiil explored Living Life had to be hidden from their conquerors. They then were allowed to maintain their “pagan ways of cruelty and sacrifice” to be explored. While they were able to maintain their inner mystery and their inner co-partnership relationship in the Living Light of Wholeness and Interconnectivity behind everything and anything that exists within their outer physical and inner subtle worlds.
As you review the thousands of images and videos that I will be sharing in their journey of World Renewal, 99% of them will be taken from this current year. Listen to the words of communication of the Tilineel and the other shaman ritual communicators. Listen to the sounds of their music. Listen to the words and their meaning that is sung. Perceive the body language of the individuals communicating, not performing the rituals. Look at their touch, Their facial expression. Their Living relationship to nature, to the plants, to the land, to their animals, to the objects they carry. Also notice how the individuals that are observing these proceedings are distant, not carrying, keeping conversations and actions that reflect a non-involvement to whats occurring. This is what the “observers” have been conditioned and were taught how to be involved in these pagan ways. This way they would not be killed and or tortured by their captors for wanting to observe and/or participate in these pagan ways of their leaders. Academics observed and still do observe this indifference of the observers and build their theory upon these observations and communication as the reality of the ritual experiences. What I will describe is both my own personal inner experiences in my communication with the subtle world forces of Light. Along with what I dialogue in “secret” with the leaders and ritual communicators engaging in the Living Life of World Renewal.
Second Trip: Traveling to the Coast for the “Asking Permission of the Spirit of the Land and the Fruits.”
On March 30, 2022 we did a second trip traveling to the land where the fruits and the plants are grown. Asking the Spirit of the Land and asking the Spirit of the Fruits and the Nawals – especially ma Pla’s Sojwe’l. Asking these Living Forms of Light on who would like to be involved in the building of the Wall of Fruits and Plants for the Renewal of the World. The Spirts of the Land and of the Spirits of the Fruits that say yes, will be the representatives of all the land that grows the fruits and plants that are used for the food and the support of the Tz’utujiil people.
Why do we ask permission from the Spirit of the Land and the Spirit of the Fruits to participate in our co-partnership journey?
In our Indigenous Worldview, everything is alive and everything is alive in purpose. Before any seeds are planted, the physical land, the physical soil needs to be prepared through communication. I will not go into the focus on preparing the physical soil in these discussions. My intent here, is the co-partnership relationship that is needed before once does the physical work with the soil.
Before we can form a living relationship with what is grown into the physical world. We first establish the Living relationship with the Light Forces of the soil. For the co-operation of these forces of Light that support the richness of the soil that determines the awakening and the sprouting of the seeds that are planted within its womb or container.
In the Cofradia of Conception (the place that’s holds the womb to that will grow all the forms of the Living Light of the Wisdoms), there exists the Living Statue that is the container for the Living Life of the Soil.
To be continued on Tuesday.
10 April 2022 Sunday
Traveling to the Coast for the “Asking Permission of the Spirit of the Land and the Fruits.”
The Alcalde of the Santa Cruz Cofradia – the head of the home of the Rilaj Maam. The Tilineel - the one who is responsible for the Rilaj Maam in the physical world. The members of the Cofradia Santa Cruz - the home of the Holy Cross that supports the caring of the Rilaj Maam.
All will gather together to travel to the land where the fruits and the plants are grown. Asking the Spirit of the Land and the Spirit of the Fruits and the Nawals – especially ma Pla’s Sojwe’l, on who would like to be involved in the building of the wall of Fruits for the Renewal of the World. The Spirts of the Land and of the Spirits of the Fruits that say yes, will be the representatives of all the land that grows the fruits and plants that are used for the food and the support of the Tz’utujiil people.
Other members of the Cofradia will be attending the rituals at the home of the Tilineel offering their prayers (there blessings of Light) for the support of the journey.
You will also see a statue of myself as the Nab’eysiil in these permission rituals as the supporter of the travels to the coast for these Rituals of Permission to occur.
The first Ritual for Permission was on 2 March 2022. This link will show you the various pictures and videos documenting this Journey.
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Summary of Pictures and Video:
1-26 and 76-78 at the home of the Tilineel.
27-75 and 79-94 the land of the fruits and plants
95-96 the home of the owner/keeper of this land
1-4 arrival of some of the foods for the blessings of the meal before departure.
5 - the group of musicians and Shaman Jose singing the intentions and the blessings to the various Nawal Forces.
Video 16 so you can hear the playing and the Tz’utujiil language being sung
12-14 and 17-18 Tilineel offering ritual to the Nawal of the Sun - Ruk'ux Riyq'iij - Heart of the Sun
49 Alcalde of the Cofradia (center image) Tilineel (image at right)
27-35 walking, communicating, gathering samples of the Spirits that have said “Yes” to contribute
35-94 Tilineel setting up and communicating the Living Light Ritual of Permission and Blessings through Candles and playing and singing Blessings and Intentions to the Nawals
Video 50 Opening Ritual for Permission in Tz’utujiil Maya
Video 59 playing and singing Blessings and Intentions to the Nawals now the sound of the “matraca” far left creating the sound of the crow. This sound of the Crows implies the Rilaj Maam or his presence is now here
60-82 communicating and harvesting more fruits that have said “yes”
83-94 rituals of gratitude for the cooperation of the Nawals, the Spirit of the Land, the spirit of the Fruits and Plants
95-96 the home of the owner of the land Blessings Rituals of thanks through singing and music of the Nawals
Personal Road of Renewal:
This Journey of Renewal begins within “Living Light of Renewal-the replacing, the repairing, the restoring, the refreshing of my existing Living Light that I Live Life through my engagement within my outer world.”
This Living Light of Renewal is weaved into the “Living Light of Regeneration-the ability to create again the new unknown qualities of my new Living Light that is being restored for a supportive quality of Living Life through my engagement within my outer world of matter.”
These two parts of the Living Light of Renewal are weaved into the cycle through the “Living Light of Rejuvenation-the restoring of my new form and shape of my new unknown quality of Living Light that is being restored for Living Life through my engagement within my outer world.”
These three forms of Living Light of Renewal are weaved as the foundational Living Light for the “Living Light of Emergence-allowing my new form and my new shape of my Living Light can enter into and flow through both the physical matter of my human body weaved within the physical matter behind everything and anything that exists in the outer physical world.
Through the weaving together of these Living Light Energies of Renewal, allows me to be weaved together into my restored being as a True Gain Human Being. I Am fully engaged with contributing my unique Living Light of Sunshine into and throughout all of my actions into the outer world, for I am Living Life through the Renewal of “Who I Now Am Today.”
I now can be placed onto my unique road in exploring my new Living Light behind every action I take in my Living of Life and my unique ways of contributing to the Renewal of the Earth.
So when they Challenges and the Suffering of Living Life is present, I can allow myself to be weaved within this Living Flow of Light. Therefore, I am able to walk through my Challenges and Sufferings. instead of living my Challenges and Suffering as my Life!
Through the 260 Days of the Lunar Living Light of the Daily Nawals, I am able to experience my own Personal Road of Renewal of my Living Light. This quality of my new Living Light is what allows me to walk through my suffering, so I may emerge into my new form and my new shape in how I perceive and experience my uniqueness in Living my Life today.
Road of Renewal: Restoring the Remembering of the Regenerative Living Light for my Personal Renewal
Through the 260 Days of the Lunar Living Light of the Daily Nawals, I journey through Thirteen Cycles repeating both a unique pattern of Living Light but also a similar complimentary pattern of Living Light through each of the cycles.
The first Four Days of Living Light of each one of the Thirteen Cycles, contains the Living Light of my unique Wholeness. This Flow of the Living Light of Interconnectivity Behind the Heart of Everything and Behind the Heart of Anything is always available to me. The Journey of Renewal cleans up and sweeps away the toxicity that has been created in the ways I choose to Live my Life. Behind this toxicity of separation, the unique Foundational Living Life of my First Fire flows through is weaved within the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities to support the way I Live my Life.
The following qualities of Living Light is established within the first four days of each new cycle. The Journey of Renewal allows this Living Light to be fully available and present for me at the beginning of each of the Thirteen Lunar Cycles.
At sunset each day, I reflect upon the various ways in which my life was engaged in throughout my day. I reflect through the Emerging Light of the Heart of Earth, with what I give to each person or each event I was engaged with. How I left each person or each event with an awareness that I added more “Light-Sunshine” through my
Living Life interaction that I was engaged in. Regardless of the challenges and the sufferings that are occurring within me. Regardless of the challenges and sufferings I encountered or observed around me. How the approach I choose to co-create with in my Living Life increased the quality of Living Light of Sunshine to each and every person and to each and every event I encountered in my life today.
One form of Living Light awakens my “Soul Seed Emergence” through the Living Light of the Lunar Cycle at sunset each day to reflect upon the quality of Living Light-Sunshine I allowed to enter into the physical world.
Another form of Living Light awakens my “Soul Seed Emergence” through the Living Light of the Solar Cycle at sunrise each day to reflect upon the quality of Living Light-Sunshine I will allow to enter into the physical world.
The Living Light for awakening my “Soul Seed Emergence” for the Restoring the Remembering of the Regenerative Living Light for my personal Renewal is available for me 24/7.
My Soul Seed that is within me flows from the Living Light of the Interconnectivity that emerges from the living “Seed Earth” that is within the Living Light of the Heart of Gaia.
At sunrise each day I am re-centered into the flow of the interconnectivity and wholeness between everything physical and non-physical into the flow of the Dream of Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent.
From my outer body to my deep inner subtle body, along with everything that exist within the outer visible and non-visible worlds. Everything and anything is now weaved within the flow of the Presence of the Living Light-the Presence of Love, and the Presence of Joy.
At sunrise each day I open for the weaving of the third Formative force of Light- Presence of Hope. This group of Living Beings of Living Light creates the foundation for the webmaking of the Flow of Living Light of Interconnectivity and Wholeness is established through the Heart Behind Everything and the Heart Behind Anything into the flow of One.
The Light of Hope is not about what I desire as my final outcome. The Light of Hope weavers me together with my unique Soul Seed and weaves me together with the Living Light of the Presence of Love which weaves me together with the Living Light of the Presence of Joy so whatever I face of my challenges or my suffering, or my distress, the Living Light of Hope co-partners with me to carry me through these and any and all sufferings and challenges.
I am re-centered into the new story of the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities that is emerging.
Every system and every organ along with everything within my inner landscape is being weaved together through the illuminating Living Light of my emerging formative forces.
I am weaved together with everything around me from the room I am in, to the building that I am in, to every form of nature outside and around me, including everything within me is flowing in a oneness.
As I enter the mystery of the Lunar Cycle at sunset each day, I am able to be weaved within the Mystery Behind the Living Light of what the Heart of Sky offers me to grow my Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities with everything and anything in my outer world.
The Living Light of the Heart of Earth is the weaving together from the various forms of living Light behind Everything and Anything of the Earth. From the Light that emerges through the Soil. From the Light that emerges through the Rocks. From the Light that emerges through the Water. From the Light that emerges through the Air, (the Light of the Heart of Sky that is absorbed into everything and anything on the Earth). From the Light that emerges through the Animals. From the Light that emerges through the Plants. From the Light that emerges through the Humans. From the Light that emerges through the quality of the Light that is weaved together forming the Living Co-Relationship between the “Heart Behind the Flow of Light of Interconnectivity. When I approach the way I am Living Life from the core of myself as a “Loving Being,” the inner core of my unique Light of First Fire is activated within me awakening my sprouting and growing of my unique Soul Seed Emergence. This Living Light of the Heart of Earth assist me in reflecting upon the ways I choose to approach my Living Life.
I enter the mystery of the Solar cycle at sunrise each day to reflect upon the Mystery the Living Light of the Heart of Earth offers me. I explore the Living Light of the Solar Cycle that activates my Soul Seed Emergence through my Living Light within my inner Web of Light.
The Living Light of the Heart of Sky is the weaving together from the Living Light of the Sun. The Living Light of the Moon. The Living Light of the Stars. The Living Light of the Milky Way. The Living Light of the Black at its Center Space weaving the Primordial Living Light behind the Heart of Everything and behind the Heart of Anything.
Everything that exists in Life is present to be a living container to hold the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities.
This Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities creates a weaved living co-partnership relationship between the place of my inner subtle realms. This is weaved within every fabric of my outer physical matter.
This weaving together of the subtle within me and through my physical matter, allows my Living Light of Emergence to be weaved within the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity.
This weaving together of my various forms of Living Light creates the Emergence into my Living Light of the Unknown Possibility to flow through my living co-partnership relationship within the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything and the Living Light of the Heart Behind Anything.
Therefore, every action I take both inner in what I think, feel, speak, relate to, reflects upon what is currently being weaved within my inner container for the way I am choosing to Live Life.
This places me onto my personal Journey of Renewal into my Living Light of Living my Life as a True Gain Human Being. I am a generating Living Light of Sunshine contributing my inner Living Light into my outer world around me.
Assist me, Teach me, to stand and allow the Living Light of the Wisdoms, especially the Living Light of Love, the Living Light of Joy, the Living Light of Compassion, the Living Light of Hope to flow through my inner Subtle Body of Light and flow through my Physical Body, adding my unique Sunshine of Living Light into the Living Light of the Heart of the Sky and the Living Light of the Hearth of the Earth weaved within my unique Living Light of my First Fire. This is weaved within everything and anything that exists within my outer world around me.
I do this for both my Renewal of my personal pattern and/or collective patterns to transmute my inner and outer wounded Nature. I do this for the Renewal for the increase of my Living Light within me.
Each day reflect upon this question:
“Today I was a generating body of Living Light of Sunshine for the Renewal of the Body of Light that Flows through the Living Light of the Interconnectivity between Everything and Anything around and within me while I am engaged with my Living of Life. I spent these many hours today contributing this Light of Sunshine back to my outer world.”
Third Cycle of the Lunar Calendar
Today I am engaging within Cycle Three of Day Three of the Lunar Calendar. My hosts for this gathering of Living Light within this 260 Lunar Cycle, assist me to return back once again through this same Cycle of the Twenty Living Lights of the Daily Nawals. This time I will allow the Living Lights of each one of these Twenty Living Lights of the Daily Nawals, to shed more of the unique Living Lights for myself to be weaved within my core.
The Living Light of the Daily Nawals focus upon each Cycle of this weaving together of my Living Light with the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities being weaved into the Subtle Forces within the Physical Matter of my Human Body.
Each weaving is allowing me the opportunity to feel the unique inner support of each one of the Living Lights of Fire being weaved within my First Fire. Assisting me in the weaving together of the Light that is needed for the Emergence of my personal intention within these 260 Day Lunar Cycles.
“My unique focus of Intention for this Cycle of 260 Days, is that my physical body may be fully restored at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities. Not to look or physically do what I did in my 30’s. But to explore at this age of 74 in how I look and the actions I am physically able to explore within me as being a Living Generator of Light-Sunshine emerging through my full Unknown Possibilities within this Cycle of the Lunar Calendar. I will be responsible in developing a deeper relationship with each one of the 20 Living Lights of the Daily Nawals during this cycle.”
In this Cycle Three, the weaving together of my Living Light within my Subtle Energy Body is being restored.
This emerges through the living co-partnership relationship that the Living Light of the Daily Nawals allows me to form with these Forces of Living Light. “Teach me through your Living Light of Rei Pascal, to place me onto my path to learn to have a Living Relationships with the Living Light of Nawal Na’ooj – the Rilaj Maam and Maria Kastelyaan. I ask to explore with the other Living Lights from the Living Lights of Wisdom, Maria Na’ooj - the Secret of Love Elder House and Nawal Juan Na’ooj and Nawal Diego Na’ooj. Gather and weave within me the Living Lights of the Wisdoms of the Unknown Possibilities that are available for me at this time of my life. So the inner Beauty that exist within me at the age of 74 may fully emerge, as I am exploring my Intentions in speaking to myself, and as I speak to others about this Living Light of my Wisdoms.”
At sunrise today, “Assist me the Living Lights of the various living forms of Nawal Na’ooj, to embrace and grow the Living Light within every part of who I Am in my Wholeness. Assist me to experience the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity flowing through the inner fluidity as I am Re-Centered and Weaved today into a flowing matrix of Interconnectivity of Living Light. I have been re-centered and weaved today within my subtle and physical body’s within the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity of Light forming the pathways between all the organic and inorganic and mineral form. I have been re-centered and weaved today between all plants, between all animals, between all humans, and between all electrical pulses and between everything and anything that exists in both physical and non-physical forms. I am living and being held within the dream that is available for me to emerge from the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities from the subtle realms of the primordial waters.
“Teach me through your Living Light Nawal Na’ooj, and I ask the Living Light of Rei Pascal, so together you may place me onto my path to learn to have a Living Relationships with the Living Light of Nawal Na’ooj – the Rilaj Maam and Maria Kastelyaan. I ask to explore with the other Living Lights from the Living Lights of Wisdom, Maria Na’ooj - the Secret of Love Elder House and Nawal Juan Na’ooj and Nawal Diego Na’ooj. Gather and weave within me the Living Lights of the Wisdoms of the Unknown Possibilities that are available for me at this time of my life at the age of 74 in exploring my Intention.”
At sunrise today, “Assist me the Living Lights of the various living forms of Nawal Na’ooj, to embrace and grow the Living Light within every part of who I Am in my Wholeness. Assist me to experience the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity flowing through the inner fluidity as I am Re-Centered and Weaved today into a flowing matrix of Interconnectivity of Living Light. I have been re-centered and weaved today within my subtle and physical body’s within the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity of Light forming the pathways between all the organic and inorganic and mineral form. I have been re-centered and weaved today between all plants, between all animals, between all humans, and between all electrical pulses and between everything and anything that exists in both physical and non-physical forms. I am living and being held within the dream that is available for me to emerge from the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities from the subtle realms of the primordial waters.
Teach me Nawal Na’ooj in your Living Relationship with the Living Lights of the various Living Light Presences within the Heart of Earth and within the Heart of Sky to live within the knowing that my personal self, my personality at its core contains a unique Living Light of First Fire that is able to transmute any form of darkness, so I may be Living Life that supports every part of who I Am. Regardless of my acute or chronic diseases or pains, or sufferings or challenges or limitations of aging and throughout the different areas of my body. I Am this unique Living Light of First Fire which encompasses the Wholeness of Who I Am. I am not my diagnosis. I am not my pain. I am not my physical limitations. I am not my aging body. There is more to Who I Am at this moment in time.”
Indigenous Perspective:
Life is Suffering, but I am not here to be living my Suffering!
Through the 260 Days of the Lunar Living Light of the Daily Nawals, I am able to experience my own Personal Road of Renewal. This walks me through my suffering, so I may emerge into my new form and my new shape in how I perceive and experience my Living Life today.
My unique focus of Intention for this Cycle of 260 Days, is that my physical body may be fully restored at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities. Not to look or physically do what I did in my 30’s. But to explore at this age of 74 in how I look and the actions I am physically able to explore within me as being a Living Generator of Light-Sunshine emerging through my full Unknown Possibilities within this Cycle of the Lunar Calendar. I will be responsible in developing a deeper relationship with each one of the 20 Living Lights of the Daily Nawals during this cycle.”
Today the 3 Creators of the Lunar Calendar will introduce me again to the Living Lights of Nawal Tijaax. “Hi Nawal Tijaax, I’m Conrad. My Intention for this Cycle of 260 Lunar Days, is to fully restore through my Living Light of my Unknown Possibilities for my physical body at 74 years of age. Teach me Nawal Tijaax on how your Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity can begin your unique form of Regeneration. Weave together your unique flow of Living Light with my Living Flow of Light of Interconnectivity within my subtle energy body of Light. Assist me through your unique focus of Living Light so I may enter the Road of Transmutation. Weave within me the new Living Light of what I have available for my Emergence. I Deserve to explore each day of my Living Life through the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities for what my physical and subtle body’s will need in exploring, in creating, in Living Life.”
At sunrise today, “Assist me the Living Lights of the various living forms of Nawal Tijaax, to embrace and grow the Living Light within every part of who I Am in my Wholeness. Assist me to experience the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity flowing through the inner fluidity as I am Re-Centered and Weaved today into a flowing matrix of Interconnectivity of Living Light. I have been re-centered and weaved today within my subtle and physical body’s within the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity of Light forming the pathways between all the organic and inorganic and mineral form. I have been re-centered and weaved today between all plants, between all animals, between all humans, and between all electrical pulses and between everything and anything that exists in both physical and non-physical forms. I am living and being held within the dream that is available for me to emerge from the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities from the subtle realms of the primordial waters.
Teach me Nawal Tijaax in your Living Relationship with the Living Lights of the various Living Light Presences within the Heart of Earth and within the Heart of Sky to live within the knowing that my personal self, my personality at its core contains a unique Living Light of First Fire that is able to transmute any form of darkness, so I may be Living Life that supports every part of who I Am. Regardless of my acute or chronic diseases or pains, or sufferings or challenges or limitations of aging and throughout the different areas of my body. I Am this unique Living Light of First Fire which encompasses the Wholeness of Who I Am. I am not my diagnosis. I am not my pain. I am not my physical limitations. I am not my aging body. There is more to Who I Am at this moment in time.”
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
Today is the eight day of the Living Light of Nawal Tijaax. Through your Presence of Living Light Nawal Tijaax, flows the Living Light of First Fire. The Living Light of First Fire within myself. The Living Light of First Fire within all of Humanity. Your Living Light of First Fire, Nawal Tijaax allows me to transmute anything and everything that stands in my way for the Living Light of Wisdom to be awakened. For the Living Light of Wisdom to be grown. For the Living Light of Wisdom to emerge through me into supporting my path in Living Life.
Assist me Nawal Tijaax, to transmute whatever it is that I hold within my subconscious mind that hinders my belief that my physical body may be fully restored at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities. That the the actions that I choose to Live Life from allows me to physically be able to explore being a Living Generator of Light-Sunshine emerging through me from Living Life from the fullness of my Unknown Possibilities within this Cycle of the Lunar Calendar.
Assist me Nawal Tijaax, to transmute whatever it is that I hold within my subconscious mind that hinders the growth of the Living Light of the Wisdoms that hinders my belief that my physical body may be fully restored at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities. That the the actions that I choose to Live Life from allows me to physically grow the Living Lights of my Wisdoms so I am a Living Generator of Light-Sunshine emerging through me from Living Life from the fullness of my Unknown Possibilities within this Cycle of the Lunar Calendar.
Assist me through your Living Light Nawal Tijaax to cut through the psychological and physical boundaries that I have established through my living relationships within my personal, family, or collective levels of life. Whatever it is that is hindering my belief that my physical body may be fully restored at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities. I ask you, Nawal Tijaax, to cut out, to separate, to dissolve and to untangle all these dualities, all of these challenges, all of these perceptions that maintain my story of separation. That maintain my story of loneliness. That maintain my story of limitedness. Whatever words, emotions, or feelings I or others may have around the choices I am holding around living this level of restorations of my body, assist me to move through these challenging of times. Whatever reactivity I hold in my judgements or fears around creating my life around the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities. I ask your illuminating Living Light Nawal Tijaax, to assist me to remember that these perceptions and feelings are limited and holds so little potential and so little possibility for myself. In choosing to perceive in the ways that I am, it is a struggle within me to experience the Living Light of Joy or the Living Light of Hope. As I experience no Hope, and I hold many limitations within me, regardless of the decisions that I am making. I am capable of only perceiving and accepting what appears to be the reality of my limitations, which only creates greater feelings of judgements, isolation and separation.
Assist me Nawal Tijaax, to allow the Living Light of Self-Compassion to be weaved within me so I may allow your Living Light to transmute any and all awareness that will be emerging into my awareness throughout this 260 Day Cycle of the Lunar Calendar.
Blessings and Love Conrad
Transmutation (Golden Goddess Of The Alchemical Heart by Ilene Satala)
The Golden Goddess before you is all about the power of the heart to love. Her golden heart radiates gold light. This painting is an invitation to open to the power to love deeply and freely inside of you.
This work was inspired by the legends that revolved around and ancient art called alchemy. It was thought for several hundred years during the Middle Ages that base metal through various chemical processes could be turned into gold.
However the true meaning of this seeming quest for physical gold was actually a spiritual quest. The base metal was actually a metaphor for our basic human self. We can live ordinary lives of routine and do ordinary things. Yet the alchemists believed something greater lived within us all. So the quest for turning metal to gold was actually something completely different.
This was not a chemical process but a spiritual philosophy about changing our basic nature into a gold self. The question was asked how could we rise to greatness becoming a golden human being? A human being wise and loving and free of our fear nature.
One of the alchemist’s secrets of this transformational process was all about finding the power of love that resides inside of us. To let it not be held back for a special few people in our lives but to let this love flow freely. What makes us move out of the ordinary banal world we live in? The energy of love freely given is the alchemist’s answer. Letting love shared turns our life into a golden experience.
So I see this feminine form as the Spirit of Love. Offering us her heart and the rose of love as it transforms into the flowing waters of life. For love freely given is like receiving cool water on a dry day. The waters of life spill into the crescent Moon. The Moon in this painting is about a new phase of its cycle or put simple becoming new.
So our Spirit of love is covered in golden designs. Crowned in gold and held in a cloak of golden leaves to remind us we are made of gold and treasures and riches waiting to refresh our life. Through the alchemical power of the heart to love we can be transformed and love set free in us can change the world we live in.
Practical Wisdom of Nawal Tijaax
Through the eight day of the new Dawning, the Light of Wisdom Flows to support the journey of Transmutation to occur through the Light of Nawal Tijaax. This Presence of Light Nawal Tijaax, flows the Light of First Fire, both within ourself and within all of Humanity to transmute anything and everything that stands in the way for Wisdom to be awakened, grown, and emerge into supporting my path in Living Life.
This Presence of Light flows through all healers. This Presence of Light flows through all forms of medicine. The Presence of Light of Nawal Tijaax assists in the healing of one’s self.
The Light of Nawal Tijaax assists in healing others.
The Light of Nawal Tijaax assists in healing those that I do not like or that I do not know.
The Light of the Nawal Tijaax assists me to cut through the psychological and physical boundaries that I have established at a personal, family, or collective level around anything and everything. So Living Life is supported by my and our unique Lights of Wisdom behind any and all awareness and actions we engage in Living Life.
I ask you, Nawal Tijaax, to cut out, to separate, to dissolve and to untangle all dualities, all challenges, all perceptions that maintain a story of separation, loneliness, and limitedness. Whatever words, emotions, or feelings I or others may have around the choices we have today to live and move through these challenging of times. Whatever reactivity or fear that I or others are holding about creating our life around the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities. I ask your illuminating Living Light Nawal Tijaax, to assist me to remember that these perceptions and feelings are limited and holds so little potential and so little possibility for myself or others. In choosing to perceive in the ways that I am, it is a struggle within me to experience the Light of Joy or the Light of Hope. As I experience no Hope, and I hold many limitations within me, regardless of the decisions that I am making. I am capable of only perceiving and accepting what appears to be the reality of my limitations, which only creates greater feelings of isolation and separation.
I ask of your illuminating light Nawal Tijaax, to bring forward your presence to dissolve my judgements and fears first and foremost within myself and then I ask you to assist others to dissolve their judgements and fears.
Assist me in the cutting out and untangling and unraveling the confusion and separation that is so prevalent right now within me and those thoughts and perceptions that I am not aware of around others. I need your assistance now, Nawal Tijaax.
I ask you Nawal Tijaax, whenever I am hearing words that are focused on fears or limitations, or judgements and blame, that holds so little potential or possibility, assist me to realize that regardless on what exists within myself, or within others, that I or we are no longer holding any form of the true Light of Wisdom.
If neither of us are holding any Light of Joy, we both hold limitations and whatever decisions that I or we are making, will not take either one of us into the emergence of the unknown possibilities.
Nawal Tijaax, bring your light forward and dissolve these reactivities and fears first and foremost within myself. That I may hold this generative Light of Wisdom within myself, knowing that I may have a felt sense of inner awareness that possibilities maybe present. I then ask you to assist myself first, and then other individuals to also become aware that a larger story is possible within all of us.
Assist me to open to the cutting out and untangling and unraveling, any and all confusion and separation that is so prevalent right now around me and around others. Cut out whatever thoughts and perceptions that I and others are not aware of.
I need your Presence of Illuminating Light now, Nawal Tijaax. Open me, open us to the unknown potential. Release me to be weaved into the Presence of my unknown possibilities of the Light of Will. Release me to be weaved into the Presence of my Love. Release me to be weaved into the Presence of my Joy. Release me to be weaved into the Presence of my Hope. So I may feel my felt sense of my compassion, and my nurturance, and my wisdom and my caring to grow my unknown potential and my unknown possibilities. Release the illuminating light of what’s behind the forces of the Heart that exists behind all things for me.
Nawal Tijaax take the action through the Journey of Transmutation in dissolving and of cutting away any of my thoughts and my emotions and my fearful beliefs. May I see this clearly with others who also are not aware of what exists within their own thinking, their emotions, their feelings, and their beliefs. Assist me to experience the felt sense that can emerge through me supporting the Illuminating Light of the Wisdom behind any or all events.
Daily Reflections on Nawal Tijaax
Nawal Tijaax, you and the other Nawals of light hold possibilities and potentials that I may not be aware of. Do the work of the transmutation and transformation that is inherent from the Heart of Sky the Heart of the Earth and the Heart of my Personal Self and the Heart behind all of Gaian, and the Heart Behind of Humanity. Along with the Heart behind of all the objects around me and everything and anything that exists in the world. All of this, all of us, are a container, to allow the flow of this new emerging illuminating light to support the unknown ways in Living Life.
Allow the light of this potential, the light of this wisdom and all of the potential and wisdom that it is possible to emerge now. I cannot do this on my own, but I can do this with the assistance of your Illuminating light Nawal Tijaax. Transmute whenever images and perceptions of limitations and separations that I and others hold. Dissolve what ever the perception are that I think of in the ways the results should look like. I trust the wisdom of the Heart behind all things to release what is needed in myself, and within each person and each event and anything that I read or think about, or whatever I may observe or interact with. Regardless if I know what can emerge or not. For the illuminating light of Gaia hoods the catalyst for the potential of this emergence of new light to flow through and behind me.
Now when I encounter challenges in any of the areas within my daily life, I ask a Daily Nawal for assistance, I have created in my intentions a Web of Light relationship to a particular Daily Nawal. Instead of living the energies of my challenges, this relationship that is growing between these connections to the various Web of Lights within the Daily Nawals can assist me to transmute, transform, and emerge my challenges into a new form of action. I have established this Web of Light relationships, for I now have the Presence of Hope available to me to walk through any and and all challenges!
Teach me to embody the Presence of Love so I may allow Love to form and shape the flow of the Interconnectivity within me and between my inner landscape and the inner landscape of Nature and all of Humanity around me.
I ask the Living Light of Wisdom that flows from the Rilaj Maam to establish the unknown possibilities within my Brain, my Nervous Systems. I ask for the new pathways through Neuroplasticity to emerge.
I ask the Nawals of Diego No’j and Juan No’j to gather and bring forward the new unknown light of wisdom I am needing right now.
I ask the Nawals Diego Kanon and Juan Kanon to bring into my awareness the new unknown light of wisdom I am needing right now.
I ask the Nawals Diego Puqlaaj and Juan Puqlaaj to dismantle what stands in way for the unknown light of the new wisdoms to emerge.
I ask the Nawal Mosbel Joloom to sweep away all memory and neurological connections that are no longer needed.
I ask the these two animals companions for their assistance in sweeping away all memory and neurological connections that are no longer needed. The Xkin owl and the Piich woodpecker.
11 Supportive Video Access for Reflections of a Living Nab’eysiil
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Unlock the Creative Light Force within 18:37
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Four False Beliefs that Society is Built Upon 17:03
https://youtu.be/nM5w3EjikdA
How to Create Heaven on Earth 13:44
https://youtu.be/QXBKfFK7k9c
Are Memories Stored In Water Zach Bush 15:35
https://youtu.be/FspJWKQDKo8
Water Blessings Song Guatemala 7:00
https://youtu.be/QXcmuTZFkB8
Speaking to the Water 5:08
https://youtu.be/OeeAMNxuqio
The Consciousness of Water 3:13
https://youtu.be/fl9OAsjzYHQ
Maseru Emoto Experiment in Gratitude 1:39
https://youtu.be/SDNhH8deZPg
Maseru Emoto Water Experiments 5:00
https://youtu.be/1qQUFvufXp4
A Gathering of the Tribe 9:17
https://youtu.be/XinVOpdcbVc
Heartfelt Prayer to Recognize the Beauty in Life Zach Bush 10:17
https://youtu.be/MAV0VDZmVc0
1 Supportive Audio Access for Reflections of a Living Nab’eysiil
Foundational Core Of Light Ritual January 2022 6:45
https://mayanbrothers.box.com/s/px38p4sarpqegnbrpdfz62codejfg5eh
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