Day 9 - Nawal Kawoq - Meditations on Wisdom
“Meditation on Wisdom” for today Day 9 Tuesday 12 April 2022 Nawal Kawoq the Third Cycle of the Lunar Calendar 4-10
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REFLECTIONS OF A LIVING TZ’UTUJIIL MAYA NAB’EYSIIL
Journey of Renewal: Within the Cycles of Each Day and Within the Lunar and Solar Calendar Cycles:
Collective Road of World Renewal: Updated and Expanded today Tuesday 12 April 2022
This section of the “Collective Road of World Renewal” reflects the inner mystery behind what we focus upon and walk through the journey of “Holy Week”. This reflects the Tz’utujiil Maya journey of World Renewal occurring over several thousands years of rituals. These World Renewal Rituals were lived during a different time of the Solar/Lunar Cycles then of today. Along with the order of these rituals reflected a different sequence of time in ancient times. Todays time frame within the Solar/Lunar Cycle and its unfolding sequence of events reflects the changes the Nawals created so the deeper inner meaning behind these Rituals of Living Light may be hidden within the outer context of Holy Week activities.
In Indigenous Traditions there is no separation or isolation between everything and anything. Through the Subtle Realms, the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity is weaved together within the flow of all of the subtle energies of Living Light. The same Living Light of the Subtle Realms flows into and supports the Emergence of growing the outer five sensory world into its Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity.
The Living Light of the Inner Subtle Realms always hold the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities in its Wholeness. This Living Light is always available to be weaved together to support the individual or to support the collective to Live Life from one’s Wholeness. This means that there is an exchange of Living Light that supports the stages of the Journey of Renewal to be always available so that all inner and outer communications and actions emerge from the Heart of the Living Light of the Wisdoms.
As the Inner Subtle Realms are always in the Flow of Wholeness, the outer physical realms holds a similar Unknown Possibilities. The actions behind Living Life can bring to my outer awareness a contamination of energies that create separation and isolation. This reduces and destroys the availability of the Living Light to be present behind my communications and actions that I may have available to me in my participation within Living my Life.
Just like the personal Journey of Renewal is always available for me, a similar Journey of Renewal is also available for the Collective to support the Emergence behind everything that exists within the outer world of physical matter.
In the Solar Cycle of Renewal for the Indigenous Tz’utujiil Maya runs parallel to the outer timing of Holy Week in the Christian Traditions. However the Journey of Renewal for the Indigenous Tz’utujiil Maya is radically different in both meaning and experiences to that of the various forms of traditional religious traditions.
I will give you links below to the meanings behind the various forms and shapes of the Indigenous Tz’utujiil Maya traditions. You will participate in these various rituals through the written word and spoken word through podcasts, along with pictures and videos taken during this and previous years of these rituals fro World Renewal. This material is not created in a linear fashion, so instead of organizing this material based upon a linear calendar structure of time, I will brings forth various ideas and concepts and their contribution to the Collective Journey of World Renewal.
Each year the Cycles of the Solar and Lunar Calendar of events emerge where the Renewal and Emergence for Gaia’s Dream is fully refreshed and restored within the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities. We have entered into this Great Cycle of Renewal for the seven weeks beginning this year at sunset on Friday 4 March (two day after Ash Wednesday) and concluding at sunset on Saturday 16 April 2022 (the night before Easter Sunday).
Although this time of Holy Week usually is discussed from Palm Sunday to Easter Sunday. The Tz’utujiil Indigenous outer traditions covers the time frame from the Wednesday before Palm Sunday and ends on sunset the night before traditional Easter morning. There is much preparation in communication and rituals occurring before these eleven days. I will take my time to develop this inner subtle communication and rituals that are lived to fully bring into our awareness the weaving together of everything and anything in life that supports the Living Light behind World Renewal. For this is larger and more complex then just that of the renewal of Humans. It is the renewal of Everything and Anything that exists in physical matter. If it exists as part of the physical world, including our perceptions, our thoughts, our emotions, our beliefs, then this is part of what needs to be renewed during this World Cycle of Renewal.
In the five sensory perspective of what has been written academically about these Tz’utujiil Maya Rituals is based upon the model of the Hero (Masculine) Journey of the warrior conquering, capturing, and the sacrifice of the burdens we carry as human beings in Living Life. This is told to the academics from many of the local Tz’utujiil leaders and participants. This is a result from the time of the conquest when the deeper inner meanings in how the Tz’utujiil explored Living Life had to be hidden from their conquerors. They then were allowed to maintain their “pagan ways of cruelty and sacrifice” to be explored. While they were able to maintain their inner mystery and their inner co-partnership relationship in the Living Light of Wholeness and Interconnectivity behind everything and anything that exists within their outer physical and inner subtle worlds.
Most religions create in written form a worldview that reflects their beliefs and their intentions. In ancient Maya, and especially today the modern Tz’utujiil Maya, their focus is not on the creating of this type of written document. Instead, as in their ancient times, the Tz’utujiil Maya of today are into the doing of the rituals. The rituals that they create in the proper ways at their proper times through the Solar/Lunar Cycles. This reflects the Living actions of their beliefs and their intentions. Rituals reflect the ways of the Tz’utujiil Maya Live Life in allowing the creation of the weaving together of their subtle world ancestors as weaved into the very fabric behind the ways the modern Indigenous Tz’utujiil Live Life today.
A major Indigenous belief, also reflected in the Tz’utujiil Maya traditions, that the ritual communicator – the shaman, success of their communication in the rituals was based upon the clarity of heart and mind of the communicator. If stressed with concerns and worries about their personal life, these thoughts and emotions interfered with the quality of Living Light that can emerge in the changes that were being requested in the physical world for their client or their community. The deeper the stress and emotions, along with the lack of clarity of heart and mind, contaminated the quality of Light that can enter into the physical world.
No different then the way our subconscious mind contaminates the perceptions within our self today. This reflecting in the reduction of the quality of Living Light-sunshine, we can allow to enter into our physical world today. These Wisdoms of that are being reflected today are held within the heart and mind of the living Knowledge of Indigenous cultures throughout time. For World Renewal to be successful today, the abilities to co-create with the Living Light of the Nawals upon the Road of Transmutation is inherently expressed behind every action and every ritual. Not as an ideal, but the ability of living and expressing this clarity of heart and mind is what I want you to observe in the actions of the ritual communicator.
For the Tz’utujiil Maya, calling upon the “heart” the “Ruk'ux” of some living force behind the physical matter of something, is calling upon the Living Presence of the pure heart of thought and emotion behind this Living Presence. Such as the Living Light behind the Presence of the Earth is called the “Heart of the Earth - the Ruk'ux Ruch'leew”. We are petitioning the pure Living Light of the Earth to emerge and be weaved within our Inner Heart of Living Light within us. This opens both of us, the Earth and myself to enter into the mystery of the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities that the Earth and I may co-partner together.
In the videos of the rituals of the Tilineel is giving liquor to the earth, or giving liquor to the Rilaj Maam or a statue or an object. Or having a statue smoking a cigarette or a cigar. The blowing of smoke onto the earth, holds a similar meaning to that of the liquor. This represents that the Earth, the Rilaj Maam, the statue or the object is fully alive and present with us in the moment of this ritual. This is not a symbol of something or a symbolic action. When a statue or an object or a cross is dressed in the Tz’utujiil clothing, this also is communicating a similar message of aliveness and being present in the now. In caves when we are doing rituals, cigarettes are lighted and place in between the stone and rock formation of the walls of the caves. Ever wonder how and why these cigarettes are fully smoked completely to its end? Just lighting a cigarette or a cigar without something actually breathing in and out of the tobacco, will usually naturally and quickly extinguish it. So when you witness these cigarettes and cigars being completely smoked. The statue drinking several shots or a pint of alcohol, could this be that these objects are actually living among us in this moment of time?
When the statue of myself as the Nab’eysiil is present and full dressed with the “Bundle of my Authority or Position” I hold within the community. I am physically present, not symbolically present, as a co-participant in that ritual. A photograph of a person held in ritual, is not a symbol of the person. The living heart of that person is present and it is weaved within the heart of the living light -presence of the ritual, regardless of the physical distance between the ritual and the person.
I will show you the Maya representation of the cross at noon on Good Friday when placed within the hole – the portal in the floor of the church connecting to the subtle world of Paq’alib’al – will be dressed with flowers sprouting in full bloom. Flashing Christmas lights of celebration, while playing Christmas songs of Joy and Hope. For the Figure on the Cross is not one of death, suffering, nor endings. This figure is the living Presence of the Nawal ma Pla’s Sojwe’l bringing with him all the forces of the Living Light of the Nawals, the Marias, and the Living Light of the Heart behind all the various forces of Living Light held within the physical world of Nature. These various Forces of Living Light from Paq’alib’al will walk and talk and be present sending their Living Light of Sunshine among everything and anything including all of Humanity on the earth for the next 30 hours. Allowing their Living Light of Renewal to be present for the Renewal of the Earth and everything and anything of the Earth once again. This is the Living Light of the Renewal of the World once again.
Good Friday for one group of people is the death and suffering. For the Indigenous Tz’utujiil Maya is one Renewal of Joy, Hope, and Love. The Wisdom in the knowing that death and suffering is not needed to awaken the Renewal of new Living Life. For this is not the “burden of humanity” to live the suffering. But to walk though the “suffering that occurs in life” into the “Renewal of the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities that is inherent behind everything and anything in Living Life.
As you review the thousands of images and videos that I will be sharing in their journey of World Renewal, 99% of them will be taken from this current year. Listen to the words of communication of the Tilineel and the other shaman ritual communicators. Listen to the sounds of their music. Listen to the words and their meaning that is sung. Perceive the body language of the individuals communicating, not performing the rituals. Look at their touch, Their facial expression. Their Living relationship to nature, to the plants, to the land, to their animals, to the objects they carry. Also notice how the individuals that are observing these proceedings are distant, not carrying, keeping conversations and actions that reflect a non-involvement to whats occurring. This is what the “observers” have been conditioned and were taught how to be involved in these pagan ways. This way they would not be killed and or tortured by their captors for wanting to observe and/or participate in these pagan ways of their leaders. Academics observed and still do observe this indifference of the observers and build their theory upon these observations and communication as the reality of the ritual experiences. What I will describe is both my own personal inner experiences in my communication with the subtle world forces of Light. Along with what I dialogue in “secret” with the leaders and ritual communicators engaging in the Living Life of World Renewal.
Second Trip: Traveling to the Coast for the “Asking Permission of the Spirit of the Land and the Fruits.”
On March 30, 2022 we did a second trip traveling to the land where the fruits and the plants are grown. Asking the Spirit of the Land and asking the Spirit of the Fruits and the Nawals – especially ma Pla’s Sojwe’l. Asking these Living Forms of Light on who would like to be involved in the building of the Wall of Fruits and Plants for the Renewal of the World. The Spirts of the Land and of the Spirits of the Fruits that say yes, will be the representatives of all the land that grows the fruits and plants that are used for the food and the support of the Tz’utujiil people.
Why do we ask permission from the Spirit of the Land and the Spirit of the Fruits to participate in our co-partnership journey?
In our Indigenous Worldview, everything is alive and everything is alive in purpose. Before any seeds are planted, the physical land, the physical soil needs to be prepared through communication. I will not go into the focus on preparing the physical soil in these discussions. My intent here, is the co-partnership relationship that is needed before once does the physical work with the soil.
Before we can form a living relationship with what is grown into the physical world. We first establish the Living relationship with the Light Forces of the soil. For the co-operation of these forces of Light that support the richness of the soil that determines the awakening and the sprouting of the seeds that are planted within its womb or container.
In the Cofradia of Conception (the place that’s holds the womb to that will grow all the forms of the Living Light of the Wisdoms), there exists the Living Statue that is the container for the Living Life of the Soil.
To be continued on Wednesday.
10 April 2022 Sunday
Traveling to the Coast for the “Asking Permission of the Spirit of the Land and the Fruits.”
The Alcalde of the Santa Cruz Cofradia – the head of the home of the Rilaj Maam. The Tilineel - the one who is responsible for the Rilaj Maam in the physical world. The members of the Cofradia Santa Cruz - the home of the Holy Cross that supports the caring of the Rilaj Maam.
All will gather together to travel to the land where the fruits and the plants are grown. Asking the Spirit of the Land and the Spirit of the Fruits and the Nawals – especially ma Pla’s Sojwe’l, on who would like to be involved in the building of the wall of Fruits for the Renewal of the World. The Spirts of the Land and of the Spirits of the Fruits that say yes, will be the representatives of all the land that grows the fruits and plants that are used for the food and the support of the Tz’utujiil people.
Other members of the Cofradia will be attending the rituals at the home of the Tilineel offering their prayers (there blessings of Light) for the support of the journey.
You will also see a statue of myself as the Nab’eysiil in these permission rituals as the supporter of the travels to the coast for these Rituals of Permission to occur.
The first Ritual for Permission was on 2 March 2022. This link will show you the various pictures and videos documenting this Journey.
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Summary of Pictures and Video:
1-26 and 76-78 at the home of the Tilineel.
27-75 and 79-94 the land of the fruits and plants
95-96 the home of the owner/keeper of this land
1-4 arrival of some of the foods for the blessings of the meal before departure.
5 - the group of musicians and Shaman Jose singing the intentions and the blessings to the various Nawal Forces.
Video 16 so you can hear the playing and the Tz’utujiil language being sung
12-14 and 17-18 Tilineel offering ritual to the Nawal of the Sun - Ruk'ux Riyq'iij - Heart of the Sun
49 Alcalde of the Cofradia (center image) Tilineel (image at right)
27-35 walking, communicating, gathering samples of the Spirits that have said “Yes” to contribute
35-94 Tilineel setting up and communicating the Living Light Ritual of Permission and Blessings through Candles and playing and singing Blessings and Intentions to the Nawals
Video 50 Opening Ritual for Permission in Tz’utujiil Maya
Video 59 playing and singing Blessings and Intentions to the Nawals now the sound of the “matraca” far left creating the sound of the crow. This sound of the Crows implies the Rilaj Maam or his presence is now here
60-82 communicating and harvesting more fruits that have said “yes”
83-94 rituals of gratitude for the cooperation of the Nawals, the Spirit of the Land, the spirit of the Fruits and Plants
95-96 the home of the owner of the land Blessings Rituals of thanks through singing and music of the Nawals
My Personal Road of Renewal:
This Journey of Renewal begins within “Living Light of Renewal-the replacing, the repairing, the restoring, the refreshing of my existing Living Light that I Live Life through my engagement within my outer world.”
This Living Light of Renewal is weaved into the “Living Light of Regeneration-the ability to create again the new unknown qualities of my new Living Light that is being restored for a supportive quality of Living Life through my engagement within my outer world of matter.”
These two parts of the Living Light of Renewal are weaved into the cycle through the “Living Light of Rejuvenation-the restoring of my new form and shape of my new unknown quality of Living Light that is being restored for Living Life through my engagement within my outer world.”
These three forms of Living Light of Renewal are weaved as the foundational Living Light for the “Living Light of Emergence-allowing my new form and my new shape of my Living Light can enter into and flow through both the physical matter of my human body weaved within the physical matter behind everything and anything that exists in the outer physical world.
Through the weaving together of these Living Light Energies of Renewal, allows me to be weaved together into my restored being as a True Gain Human Being. I Am fully engaged with contributing my unique Living Light of Sunshine into and throughout all of my actions into the outer world, for I am Living Life through the Renewal of “Who I Now Am Today.”
I now can be placed onto my unique road in exploring my new Living Light behind every action I take in my Living of Life and my unique ways of contributing to the Renewal of the Earth.
So when they Challenges and the Suffering of Living Life is present, I can allow myself to be weaved within this Living Flow of Light. Therefore, I am able to walk through my Challenges and Sufferings. instead of living my Challenges and Suffering as my Life!
Through the 260 Days of the Lunar Living Light of the Daily Nawals, I am able to experience my own Personal Road of Renewal of my Living Light. This quality of my new Living Light is what allows me to walk through my suffering, so I may emerge into my new form and my new shape in how I perceive and experience my uniqueness in Living my Life today.
Through the 260 Days of the Lunar Living Light of the Daily Nawals, I journey through Thirteen Cycles repeating both a unique pattern of Living Light but also a similar complimentary pattern of Living Light through each of the cycles.
This following material is important to be felt each day, especially within the first Four Days of Living Light of each one of the Thirteen Cycles. This quality of focus upon myself, allows me to create the Living Light of my unique Wholeness. This focus of the qualities allow me to Live Life through the Flow of the Living Light of Interconnectivity Behind the Heart of Everything and Behind the Heart of Anything is always available to me. The Journey of Renewal cleans up and sweeps away the toxicity that has been created in the ways I choose to Live my Life. Behind this toxicity of separation, the unique Foundational Living Life of my First Fire flows through is weaved within the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities to support the way I Live my Life. At sunset each day I reflect upon certain qualities. At sunrise each day I reflect upon other qualities. Together this cycle allows me the full richness of the qualities of the Living Light of my Wisdoms to support me through each 24 hour Cycle.
At sunset each day, I reflect upon the various ways in which my life was engaged in throughout my day. I reflect through the Emerging Light of the Heart of Earth, with what I give to each person or each event I was engaged with. How I left each person or each event with an awareness that I added more “Light-Sunshine” through my
Living Life interaction that I was engaged in. Regardless of the challenges and the sufferings that are occurring within me. Regardless of the challenges and sufferings I encountered or observed around me. How the approach I choose to co-create with in my Living Life increased the quality of Living Light of Sunshine to each and every person and to each and every event I encountered in my life today.
One form of Living Light awakens my “Soul Seed Emergence” through the Living Light of the Lunar Cycle at sunset each day to reflect upon the quality of Living Light-Sunshine I allowed to enter into the physical world.
Another form of Living Light awakens my “Soul Seed Emergence” through the Living Light of the Solar Cycle at sunrise each day to reflect upon the quality of Living Light-Sunshine I will allow to enter into the physical world.
The Living Light for awakening my “Soul Seed Emergence” for the Restoring the Remembering of the Regenerative Living Light for my personal Renewal is available for me 24/7.
My Soul Seed that is within me flows from the Living Light of the Interconnectivity that emerges from the living “Seed Earth” that is within the Living Light of the Heart of Gaia.
At sunrise each day I am re-centered into the flow of the interconnectivity and wholeness between everything physical and non-physical into the flow of the Dream of Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent.
From my outer body to my deep inner subtle body, along with everything that exist within the outer visible and non-visible worlds. Everything and anything is now weaved within the flow of the Presence of the Living Light-the Presence of Love, and the Presence of Joy.
At sunrise each day I open for the weaving of the third Formative force of Light- Presence of Hope. This group of Living Beings of Living Light creates the foundation for the webmaking of the Flow of Living Light of Interconnectivity and Wholeness is established through the Heart Behind Everything and the Heart Behind Anything into the flow of One.
The Light of Hope is not about what I desire as my final outcome. The Light of Hope weavers me together with my unique Soul Seed and weaves me together with the Living Light of the Presence of Love which weaves me together with the Living Light of the Presence of Joy so whatever I face of my challenges or my suffering, or my distress, the Living Light of Hope co-partners with me to carry me through these and any and all sufferings and challenges.
I am re-centered into the new story of the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities that is emerging.
Every system and every organ along with everything within my inner landscape is being weaved together through the illuminating Living Light of my emerging formative forces.
I am weaved together with everything around me from the room I am in, to the building that I am in, to every form of nature outside and around me, including everything within me is flowing in a oneness.
As I enter the mystery of the Lunar Cycle at sunset each day, I am able to be weaved within the Mystery Behind the Living Light of what the Heart of Sky offers me to grow my Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities with everything and anything in my outer world.
The Living Light of the Heart of Earth is the weaving together from the various forms of living Light behind Everything and Anything of the Earth. From the Light that emerges through the Soil. From the Light that emerges through the Rocks. From the Light that emerges through the Water. From the Light that emerges through the Air, (the Light of the Heart of Sky that is absorbed into everything and anything on the Earth). From the Light that emerges through the Animals. From the Light that emerges through the Plants. From the Light that emerges through the Humans. From the Light that emerges through the quality of the Light that is weaved together forming the Living Co-Relationship between the “Heart Behind the Flow of Light of Interconnectivity. When I approach the way I am Living Life from the core of myself as a “Loving Being,” the inner core of my unique Light of First Fire is activated within me awakening my sprouting and growing of my unique Soul Seed Emergence. This Living Light of the Heart of Earth assist me in reflecting upon the ways I choose to approach my Living Life.
I enter the mystery of the Solar cycle at sunrise each day to reflect upon the Mystery the Living Light of the Heart of Earth offers me. I explore the Living Light of the Solar Cycle that activates my Soul Seed Emergence through my Living Light within my inner Web of Light.
The Living Light of the Heart of Sky is the weaving together from the Living Light of the Sun. The Living Light of the Moon. The Living Light of the Stars. The Living Light of the Milky Way. The Living Light of the Black at its Center Space weaving the Primordial Living Light behind the Heart of Everything and behind the Heart of Anything.
Everything that exists in Life is present to be a living container to hold the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities.
This Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities creates a weaved living co-partnership relationship between the place of my inner subtle realms. This is weaved within every fabric of my outer physical matter.
This weaving together of the subtle within me and through my physical matter, allows my Living Light of Emergence to be weaved within the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity.
This weaving together of my various forms of Living Light creates the Emergence into my Living Light of the Unknown Possibility to flow through my living co-partnership relationship within the Living Light of the Heart Behind Everything and the Living Light of the Heart Behind Anything.
Therefore, every action I take both inner in what I think, feel, speak, relate to, reflects upon what is currently being weaved within my inner container for the way I am choosing to Live Life.
This places me onto my personal Journey of Renewal into my Living Light of Living my Life as a True Gain Human Being. I am a generating Living Light of Sunshine contributing my inner Living Light into my outer world around me.
Assist me, Teach me, to stand and allow the Living Light of the Wisdoms, especially the Living Light of Love, the Living Light of Joy, the Living Light of Compassion, the Living Light of Hope to flow through my inner Subtle Body of Light and flow through my Physical Body, adding my unique Sunshine of Living Light into the Living Light of the Heart of the Sky and the Living Light of the Hearth of the Earth weaved within my unique Living Light of my First Fire. This is weaved within everything and anything that exists within my outer world around me.
I do this for both my Renewal of my personal pattern and/or collective patterns to transmute my inner and outer wounded Nature. I do this for the Renewal for the increase of my Living Light within me.
Each day reflect upon this question:
“Today I was a generating body of Living Light of Sunshine for the Renewal of the Body of Light that Flows through the Living Light of the Interconnectivity between Everything and Anything around and within me while I am engaged with my Living of Life. I spent these many hours today contributing this Light of Sunshine back to my outer world.”
“My unique focus of Intention for this Cycle of 260 Days, is that my physical body may be fully restored at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities. Not to look or physically do what I did in my 30’s. But to explore at this age of 74 in how I look and the actions I am physically able to explore within me as being a Living Generator of Light-Sunshine emerging through my full Unknown Possibilities within this Cycle of the Lunar Calendar. I will be responsible in developing a deeper relationship with each one of the 20 Living Lights of the Daily Nawals during this cycle.”
In this Cycle Three, the weaving together of my Living Light within my Subtle Energy Body is being restored.
This emerges through the living co-partnership relationship that the Living Light of the Daily Nawals allows me to form with these Forces of Living Light. “Teach me through your Living Light of Rei Pascal, to place me onto my path to learn to have a Living Relationships with the Living Light of Nawal Na’ooj – the Rilaj Maam and Maria Kastelyaan. I ask to explore with the other Living Lights from the Living Lights of Wisdom, Maria Na’ooj - the Secret of Love Elder House and Nawal Juan Na’ooj and Nawal Diego Na’ooj. Gather and weave within me the Living Lights of the Wisdoms of the Unknown Possibilities that are available for me at this time of my life. So the inner Beauty that exist within me at the age of 74 may fully emerge, as I am exploring my Intentions in speaking to myself, and as I speak to others about this Living Light of my Wisdoms.”
At sunrise today, “Assist me the Living Lights of the various living forms of Nawal Na’ooj, to embrace and grow the Living Light within every part of who I Am in my Wholeness. Assist me to experience the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity flowing through the inner fluidity as I am Re-Centered and Weaved today into a flowing matrix of Interconnectivity of Living Light. I have been re-centered and weaved today within my subtle and physical body’s within the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity of Light forming the pathways between all the organic and inorganic and mineral form. I have been re-centered and weaved today between all plants, between all animals, between all humans, and between all electrical pulses and between everything and anything that exists in both physical and non-physical forms. I am living and being held within the dream that is available for me to emerge from the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities from the subtle realms of the primordial waters.
At sunrise today, “Assist me the Living Lights of the various living forms of Nawal Na’ooj, to embrace and grow the Living Light within every part of who I Am in my Wholeness. Assist me to experience the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity flowing through the inner fluidity as I am Re-Centered and Weaved today into a flowing matrix of Interconnectivity of Living Light. I have been re-centered and weaved today within my subtle and physical body’s within the Living Light of the Flow of Interconnectivity of Light forming the pathways between all the organic and inorganic and mineral form. I have been re-centered and weaved today between all plants, between all animals, between all humans, and between all electrical pulses and between everything and anything that exists in both physical and non-physical forms. I am living and being held within the dream that is available for me to emerge from the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities from the subtle realms of the primordial waters.
Teach me Nawal Na’ooj in your Living Relationship with the Living Lights of the various Living Light Presences within the Heart of Earth and within the Heart of Sky to live within the knowing that my personal self, my personality at its core contains a unique Living Light of First Fire that is able to transmute any form of darkness, so I may be Living Life that supports every part of who I Am. Regardless of my acute or chronic diseases or pains, or sufferings or challenges or limitations of aging and throughout the different areas of my body. I Am this unique Living Light of First Fire which encompasses the Wholeness of Who I Am. I am not my diagnosis. I am not my pain. I am not my physical limitations. I am not my aging body. There is more to Who I Am at this moment in time.”
Life is Suffering, but I am not here to be living my Suffering!
Through the 260 Days of the Lunar Living Light of the Daily Nawals, I am able to experience my own Personal Road of Renewal. This walks me through my suffering, so I may emerge into my new form and my new shape in how I perceive and experience my Living Life today.
My unique focus of Intention for this Cycle of 260 Days, is that my physical body may be fully restored at the age of 74 into my unique Living Light of Unknown Possibilities. Not to look or physically do what I did in my 30’s. But to explore at this age of 74 in how I look and the actions I am physically able to explore within me as being a Living Generator of Light-Sunshine emerging through my full Unknown Possibilities within this Cycle of the Lunar Calendar. I will be responsible in developing a deeper relationship with each one of the 20 Living Lights of the Daily Nawals during this cycle.”
I ask the Living Light of Love to assist the Living Light of the Heart of Humanity to awaken my Heart, the Hearts of all Humanity to walk through these challenges times. Weave me, weave us, with the Living Light of Courage. Weave me, weave us, with the Living Light of Strength. Weave me, weave us, with the Living Light of the Unknown Possibilities. Create my world, create our world, into one that reflects my, our, inner Co-Operative Nature behind everything I, that we, perceive. Assist me to take action in the outer world in the ways I communicative to myself, and the ways I communicate to others this felt sense of Hope that I, and that we, can live in a story that reflects my, our, inner Co-Operative Nature.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Kawoq, awaken me to speak from my inner Light of the Voice of Great Grandmother. Teach me how to speak to myself. Teach me how to speak to others. So whatever it is that I am speaking:
The Light of this Voice dissolves all suffering for myself and others.
The Light of this Voice dissolves all illness for myself and others.
The Light of this Voice dissolves and end all problems for myself and others.”
Each time I am exploring the Foundational Core of Light Ritual, I am allowing myself to enter the mystery of the Caterpillar metamorphosis into the Butterfly. The Caterpillar represent my non Wisdom Voice, that I am consuming, that I am destroying what exists as my outer environment into what appears to be the only natural thing for me to do for my survival. As the Butterfly, I am emerging into a new way of living and interacting within my outer environment. Each time I enter into the mystery of The Foundational Core of Light Ritual, I am allowing myself to approach Living Life through my outer Voice, speaking as my inner Butterfly Nature.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
This is my journey of the specific threads of my Living Light of the Nawals and the Marias being weaved together into allowing my unique ways to enter within a free will choice to express my Voice of my inner Great Grandmother along with the awareness of my challenges and my struggles around the Genetics of my aging.
“You the Living Light of Nawal Kawoq, teach me how to speak from the unique Living Light of my First Fire. Open me to my inner awareness within the “Visions of my Heart.” Dissolve the hold my subconscious mind has on the way I feel and think about myself, about how I think about others, and the various ways I perceptive the outer events of my life today.”
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
To Live my life from my Voice of the Great Grandmother, I speak the Living Light of the Wisdom Behind Epigenetics. I begin by allowing these five phases of my personal Renewal to emerge.
Phase One of my Road of Renewal, is opening to my inner awareness within the “Vision of my Heart.” Petitioning this allows me to step into my unique journey for my Road of Renewal around Epigenetics to begin. The Living Light of Transmutation allows my current awareness of separation to dissolve any and all of my fears, my guilts, my shames, my judgements, my intolerances, my angers, and my need to understand. This allows my natural state of Remembering to emerge. Allowing my true inner nature of the Light of the Wisdoms of Compassions, Nurturance, Love, Joy, Hope, Kindness, Courage, Strength, and Caring to be present. This Renewal begins my journey into my unique inner felt sense of my subtle energy body and its weaved co-partnership with the Light of the Unknown Possibilities through these specific threads of the Nawals and the Marias we are co-partnering with.“You the Living Light of Nawal Kawoq, teach me how to speak from the “Regenerative Light of my Soul.” Weave me with the Living Light of Courage. Weave me with the Living Light of Strength. Assist me to have a felt sense of knowing that through this Regenerative Light of my Soul, I can feel supported through any and all challenges.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
I then explore Phase Two of my journey of Personal Renewal. I ask the “Regenerative Light of my Soul” to be weaved within this “Living Light within the Vision of my Heart.” Strengthening these threads within my unique personal Light of my First Fire.
“You the Living Light of Nawal Kawoq, teach me how to speak from the “Regenerative Light of my Subtle Energy-Light Body.” That I can feel a felt sense of support through any and all challenging times with my body.
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
Then exploring Phase Three of my journey of Personal Renewal. I ask the “Regenerative Light of my Subtle Energy-Light Body” to be weaved with my “Regenerative Light of my Soul” as this is weaved with this “Living Light within the Vision of my Heart.” These three Forces of Light are strengthening the unique flowering of my Personal Light of First Fire. Through these threads of Living Light emerging from the Nawals and the Marias I am emerging into my unique Light of my person First Fire.
“You the Living Light of Nawal Kawoq, weave me within the “Regenerative Light of the Heart of my Subtle Energy Body.” Teach me to have my felt sense of knowing how it feels to be supported and living within this support of my inherent Living Light of Wholeness and the Living Flow of Light of my Interconnectivity. Weave your Living Light with my emerging Living Light of my First Fire within the “Regenerative Living Light of my Subtle Energy-Light Body.” Weaves this within my “Regenerative Light of my Soul.” Weave this within my “Living Light within the Vision of my Heart.” These Three Forces of Living Light within me are strengthening the unique flowering of my Personal Light of my Living Light of First Fire into a new emerging living co-partnering relationship within the Living thread for these specific Nawals and the Marias
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
The I begin to explore Phase Four of my journey of Personal Renewal. Asking the “Regenerative Light of the Heart of Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent” to be weaved together within this new inner strength from the Living Light of my emerging unique First Fire. I petition to experience my new co-partnership relationship with the Heart of Living Light Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent, to weave your Living Light with my emerging Living Light of my First Fire within the “Regenerative Living Light of my Subtle Energy-Light Body.” Weaves this within my “Regenerative Light of my Soul.” Weave this within my “Living Light within the Vision of my Heart.” These Four Forces of Living Light within me are strengthening the unique flowering of my Personal Light of my Living Light of First Fire into a new emerging living co-partnering relationship within the Living thread for these specific Nawals and the Marias
“If you build the intent within you, the subtle world will respond.”
“You the Living Light of Nawal Kawoq, awaken my inner seeded nature to what I can participate and live from my unique co-operative nature regardless of the outer and inner challenges that I and others are engaged in.
Then I explore Phase Five of my journey of Personal Renewal. Asking the “Regenerative Heart of Humanity” to be present in awakening my unique “Seeded Nature for the Living Light of Self-Compassion” that exist within me. Certain behaviors and actions that I focus upon my Living Light of Self-Compassion towards my self. This is different then Living Light of Compassion I will speak to others. This is similar to how I will also focus this Living Light of Compassion upon the world around me. The Living Light of Compassion is universal, but I will choose how and where the importance is to express my unique Light of Compassion based upon the unique Living Light of my personal First Fire. I will Speak from the Living Light of Self-Compassion to the outer world around me.
This will be weaved together within the “Regenerative Light of the Heart of Gaia-Nawal Skirmeent” to be weaved together within the Light of my emerging Core Light. Being weaved together within my emerging Core Light from my “Regenerative Light of my Subtle Energy-Light Body” as it is being weaved within my “Regenerative Light of my Soul” as I am being weaved within my “Living Light within the Vision of my Heart.” These Five Forces of Light are strengthening the unique flowering of my Personal Light of First Fire.
Blessings and Love Conrad
Voice-Great Grandmother (Open Heart by Ilene Satala)
The title of this painting is The Open Heart. I infused it with the color pink for it is the color of love, and it fills the image with its power.
The dawn is breaking open and the sun is rising to open up the day of possibilities. The female figure is leaning forward and she is the Goddess of Love. Out from her heart flies deep purple butterflies, all-bursting forth from her body.
Ancient people saw the butterfly as the symbol of resurrection. Like a caterpillar that is of the ground and only sees the ground, it has limited perceptions. The caterpillar has the power to undergo metamorphosis and transformation. The old is made new, the lost is then found. The butterfly is free to travel wherever it wishes to go, it is free.
So each butterfly that is flying out into the world from the Goddess of Love's chest is to be named by you. They can be called forth as compassion, renewal, hope, love or imagination. You can decide what they represent for you.
What is it that you need to release into the world? I invite you to break open your heart and dream and dream free.
Practical Wisdom of Nawal Kawoq
After the Journey of Transmutation through the Light of Nawal Tijaax, our relationship with the Light of Nawal Kawoq is available to all of us. Our true inner Given Voice is ready to emerge. This is the Presence of the Light of the Heart Behind Everything is ready to emerge as the Great Voice of our Inner Grandmother.
This Light of the Voice of Great Inner Grandmother, is ready to be spoken through me.
The Light of this Voice dissolves all suffering.
The Light of this Voice dissolves all illness.
The Light of this Voice dissolves and end all problems for ourself.
The Light of this Voice dissolves all suffering for others.
I desire this Light of Nawal Kawoq to be available for everyone that I know.
I desire this Light of Nawal Kawoq to be available for everyone that I do like.
I desire this Light of Nawal Kawoq to be available this for everyone I do not like.
I desire this Light for Nawal Kawoq to be available for everyone I do not directly know.
Through the Light Heart Behind the Voice of the Great Inner Grandmother, this is weaved together with all of the Light behind all the Formative Forces of Wisdoms is expressed behind all forms of creativity. When I express my awareness and perceptions from this Light of Nawal Kawoq, I am speaking from a Light of inner knowing. When I chose to express myself about the events and beliefs about anything, what Voice am I choosing to express myself to the world around me.
Whatever Voice I am expressing inwardly and/or outwardly, changes how my brain begins to function. I ask that my inner Voice of Light, to be present and to speak through my unique Light of my First Fire to be at the center of what I am about to speak about everything to my self, and everything I speak to others outside of my self. I ask the Formative Voice of Light, holds the energy to awaken both within my self and to awaken in others the Light of the unknown of all possibilities. This gives form and gives shape for all emergence, so that the Flower of my unique Light is being created and weaved into through the emerging Light of the unknown possibilities behind everything and anything in am engaged in Living Life.
This Light of the Formative Forces of Wisdom can flow through every illness, can flow through every treatment, and can flow through every form of traditional and non traditional medicine I participate with. This Light of the Voice of the Inner Grandmother, speaks to everyone with the same Light of the Formative Forces of Love, Joy, Hope, Nurturing, Caring, etc., regardless is they have received or not received the vaccines. Through the Light of Nawal Kawoq, the speaking from this Inner Voice of the Great Grandmother, is a missing Light that alters many any and all changes medically, including the direction of this virus. Can you be open to be this Voice of
Light around these challenging times?
Daily Reflections on Nawal Kawoq
I ask the Light of Nawal Kawoq, the Voice of Great Inner Grandmother, speak through me to myself and speak through me to others
I ask the Light of Nawal Kawoq, the Voice of Great Inner Grandmother, speak to myself to dissolve all suffering, speak to others to dissolve all suffering
I ask the Light of Nawal Kawoq, the Voice of Great Inner Grandmother, speak to myself to dissolve all illness, speak to others to dissolve all illness
I ask the Light of Nawal Kawoq, the Voice of Great Inner Grandmother, speak to myself to dissolve all fears and guilt, speak to others to dissolve all fears and guilt
I ask the Light of Nawal Kawoq, the Voice of Great Inner Grandmother, speak to myself to dissolve all blame, shame, and judgement, speak to others to dissolve all blame, shame, and judgement
11 Supportive Video Access for Reflections of a Living Nab’eysiil
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Unlock the Creative Light Force within 18:37
https://youtu.be/SX07z07xWGQ
Four False Beliefs that Society is Built Upon 17:03
https://youtu.be/nM5w3EjikdA
How to Create Heaven on Earth 13:44
https://youtu.be/QXBKfFK7k9c
Are Memories Stored In Water Zach Bush 15:35
https://youtu.be/FspJWKQDKo8
Water Blessings Song Guatemala 7:00
https://youtu.be/QXcmuTZFkB8
Speaking to the Water 5:08
https://youtu.be/OeeAMNxuqio
The Consciousness of Water 3:13
https://youtu.be/fl9OAsjzYHQ
Maseru Emoto Experiment in Gratitude 1:39
https://youtu.be/SDNhH8deZPg
Maseru Emoto Water Experiments 5:00
https://youtu.be/1qQUFvufXp4
A Gathering of the Tribe 9:17
https://youtu.be/XinVOpdcbVc
Heartfelt Prayer to Recognize the Beauty in Life Zach Bush 10:17
https://youtu.be/MAV0VDZmVc0
1 Supportive Audio Access for Reflections of a Living Nab’eysiil
Foundational Core Of Light Ritual January 2022 6:45
https://mayanbrothers.box.com/s/px38p4sarpqegnbrpdfz62codejfg5eh
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